To-morrow

All my life I’ve liked the Back of a magazine.

Some black-browed Wednesday I purchase a magazine, a fifteen-cent

one, and read it through. I read the stories and they deeply

engage or lightly interest me. I read the ‘special articles’ and

if they tell about flying machines or wild birds or hospitals or

woman-prisoners in penitentiaries they charm or absorb my thoughts.

I look at the illustrations and try to decide whether they are art

or science or mechanism. I read the verse and if it’s poetry it

exhilarates me as if closed shutters were opened to let Day into a

gloomy Room.

Then I read the advertisements in the Back and they do all of those

things to me in comforting life-giving oxygen-furnishing ways. Each

advertisement is a short story with an eerie little ‘plot’ in it:

each is a special article full of purpose: each is fruitful poetry:

and in my two hands I all-but have and hold those wonderful Things

they exploit.

They make me feel it’s my birthday and I’m presented a wealth of

lavish gifts.

They make me feel it’s all a world of playthings.

They make me feel like a baby with a rattle, a ball and a hoop of

bells.

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