I grew breathless.

The spirit of my flesh rose like a wind-blown flame.

A loud cry rang in my nerve-wilderness.

That moment the variant analysis which always rides with me stopped

dead.

There came instead sheer feeling--the merciless beauty.

--a man-person, maybe--the man of happy unanalytic brutality--to be

suddenly there with me: to flash into my shadowy solitude like a

lightning bolt and burst and break me.

--a quarter-hour of exquisite wildness--restlessness, made of

Star-flame and Lily-petal and Cloud-burst on Mountain-summits and

Sea-waves purple in a Stormy Dawn--an intolerable hunger and ecstasy--

But just gone and I sit writing it in the pale cast of thought.

But breathlessly I recall the breathlessness of it.

_My shoes_

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