Poor James Scarlett's garden was in fair condition, but far from being
at its best. It was well attended to, but the guiding spirit was to
some extent absent; and as Jack Scales walked down it one soft moist
morning, feeling in anything but good spirits at the ill success that
had attended his efforts, he began to think a good deal about quaint,
acid-voiced Aunt Sophia, with her sharp manner, disposition to snub, and
general harshness to those around.
"Poor old girl!" he said. "She has settled herself down here, where I
believe she does not want to stay; and I know it is to play propriety,
and for the benefit of her nephew. It was too bad to speak to her as I
did, but I was out of temper with her fidgeting about me. Let me see;
what did I call her? a vexatious, meddling old maid. Poor old girl!
How it does seem to sting a woman of that kind. Old maid. Too bad. I
suppose the woman never existed yet who did not in her early days wish
to wed. They all swear they never did, and that if the opportunity had
come, they would have refused it with scorn; but human nature's human
nature, especially female human nature; and it's woman's vocation in
life to marry, be a mother, and bring up her young to replenish the
earth. If it is not, I've never studied humanity in sickness and in
health. Oh, it's plain enough," he went on; "there are all the natural
yearnings in her youth for one to love; and the tender affection,
patience, and intense passion for her young, for whom she will work and
starve and die, are all in her, like so many seeds waiting to shoot and
bring forth flowers--beautiful flowers. But, as it too often happens,
those flowers never blossom, for the seeds have no chance to grow; and
the consequence of this unnatural life is that, a woman grows up
soured--disappointed--withered as it were. Often enough she is ignorant
of the unnatural state of her life, but it is unnatural all the same.
Then we have the acid ways, the sharp disappointed looks, the effects,
in short, of the withering up of all their beautiful God-given yearnings
for that most sublime of nature's gifts--motherhood; and we thoughtless
fools sneer at unmarried women, and call them old maids. Hah!" he
ejaculated; "it's too bad. I'll beg the old lady's pardon the first
time we meet."
Jack Scales's meeting with Aunt Sophia came sooner than he expected,
for, turning down one of the walks, he heard a rustling noise before
him, and directly after a grim smile crossed his face as he saw, a short
distance in front, the figure of Aunt Sophia, while at her feet were a
pair of gardening gloves, and a basket filled with the weeds and dead
leaves that she had been gathering.
"Why, what the dickens is she about?" said the doctor. "Why--ha-ha-ha!
But it isn't a bad dodge after all." For as he watched, he could see
that Aunt Sophia was busy at work with an implement evidently of her own
invention. She had a handkerchief tied over her head and beneath her
chin, to keep her cap from blowing off or falling forward when she
stooped, and in her hands a pair of the light lancewood wands used in
playing the game of "Les Graces;" but they were firmly bound to a large
pair of old scissors, turning them as it were into very long-handled
shears. With these she poked and rustled about among the plants till
she routed out some good fat slug, which she instantly scissored in
three pieces, and then closing the shears, used their point to rake a
little hole in the ground near the foot of the plant and bury the slug
therein.
"That's not a bad plan, Miss Raleigh," said the doctor as the lady
looked up sharply. "The slug has fattened himself upon the tender
leaves of the plant and grown to his present size; now you offer him up
as a sacrifice, and bury him where he will fertilise the plant in
return."
"Of course," said Aunt Sophia shortly. "You would not leave the nasty
slimy thing on the top, would you?"
"Certainly not," said the doctor. "And besides, you give the plant
back, about those wonderful imbibers--its roots--the concentrated
essence of all that it has lost, in the shape of slug."
"Is this meant for a joke, Doctor Scales?"
"Not in the least, my dear madam. By the way, though, our friend Mr
Arthur Prayle would give us a lecture on cruelty, if he saw us rejoicing
over the death of our molluscous enemies here."
"Mr Arthur Prayle had better mind his accounts," said the lady shortly;
"he knows nothing about gardening."
"No; I do not think he does," said the doctor, as the old lady routed
out another slug, cut it in three, and buried it viciously--just as if
she were operating on Arthur Prayle.
"It seems to amuse you," said Aunt Sophia.
"Amuse me? Well, it does look rather droll," replied the doctor; "but
it can't be pleasant for the slugs."
"Then the slugs had better emigrate," said Aunt Sophia sharply. "I
don't want to see my poor nephew's garden go to rack and ruin."
Doctor Scales went off as Aunt Sophia resumed her task, and, as was
often his habit, began to work out a discourse upon what he had seen.
Starting with the text, "Is it cruel to kill slugs," and it was somewhat
after this fashion that he mused: "Is it cruel to kill slugs? Just
stand with upraised foot before one of those slimy, moist, elongated
bags of concentrated cabbage, cauliflower, choice plant, and tender
cucumber, and answer that question if you can.
"Now, letting slimy slugs alone, and speaking as a humble-minded
individual whose profession it is to save life, I want to know whether
it is cruel to kill the myriad of teeming creatures that throng this
earth. With sportsmen I have nothing to do. I speak from a simple
horticultural point of view, and want to know whether I am justified in
destroying life. To begin with, I am a teeming creature on the surface
of the earth and I don't want anybody to kill me. It would be far from
pleasant to my feelings to be cut in two with a spade; to be crushed
into an unpleasant mass by a broad foot; to be salted till I writhed and
melted away; to be shot at with guns; caught in traps; killed with lime
besprinkled upon me quick: or poisoned with deadly drugs. Yet I openly
confess that I have been guilty of all these crimes. I might, in fact,
have called this `The Recollections of a Murderer,' so bestained are my
hands in innocent blood of red and green and other colours. Certainly I
might do the dirty work in a vicarious way by bringing into the garden a
very serious-looking young drake, who makes no more ado about swallowing
great earthworms by the yard than he does of devouring slugs by the
quart, but that is a sneaking, underhanded way that I do not approve. I
should feel like a Venetian noble who has hired a bravo to use his
stiletto upon some obnoxious friend; and besides, if I did, the shadow
of those murders would come like Banquo's ghost to sit at my table when
the aforesaid serious-looking young drake and a brother graced the board
in company with a goodly dish of green peas, and seemed to murmur of the
slugs and worms he had slain at my command. And there it is again--
wholesale murder. I was guilty vicariously of the death of those ducks;
I slew the sparrows who came to eat the peas; and, to go further, did I
not kill the peas?
"Who says no? The peas were alive. I plucked their pods, tearing the
graceful vines to pieces limb by limb, and the pea plants died--killed--
murdered. Certainly I planted them and saved their lives when they were
tender, sprouting, infantile pea-lings by killing the invading slugs
with salt and soot, but, though I murdered that they might live, there
was no reason why I should slay them when mature. But it is so all
through man's career, he walks his ground--his little Eden--a very Cain.
Say he conquers that terrible disinclination to follow the example of
the old man Adam, and till the ground with a spade, a genial kind of
toil that opens the pores of the skin, increases the appetite with the
smell of the newly-turned earth, and gives such an awful aching pain in
the back that a quarter of an hour's usance is quite sufficient digging
for any but an extremely greedy man who possesses an enormous digestion.
I repeat, say he conquers his aversion to manual toil, he has not
inserted the deadly blade eight inches, and turned up the `spit,' as the
gardeners call it, before he finds that he has chopped some wretched
wriggling worm in two. The worm had no business to be there when he was
digging. Why not? What does the worm know about human rights? His
name is not Macgregor, and he has no feet to be upon his native heath,
but he was in his native soil. He was born there, and had gone on
pleasantly boring his way through life, coming up to the surface as soon
as it was dark, and lying out on the cool, dewy, fragrant earth, and
then you, because you want potatoes, or peas, or some other vegetable
for your gluttonous maw, come and cut him in two. A judge in a court of
law would go against the worm, and call it justifiable vermicide, as he
was a trespasser, you legally holding the land, but that worm's blood
would still be upon your--spade.
"There is no begging the question; if you garden you must kill
wholesale. There is only one alternative. You can throw the big
nuisances over into your neighbour's plot, but it is only a temporary
palliation, for he is sure not to like it, and certain to throw them
back. Besides, you may have some compunction in the matter, and as the
small nuisances cannot be thrown over, one kills and slays wholesale.
It is terrible to think of! Intentionally and unintentionally one slays
millions of creatures a year, beginning with one's beef, and going down
to the tiniest aphis that one treads upon in one's daily walk, so that
if it is wicked to kill slugs, it must be equally unjust to slay the
tiniest fly. Why it is quite appalling, this reckoning up of crime.
Those calceolarias were covered with lovely little green-flies right up
the blossom stalks, and without compunction there was a massacre of the
insects with tobacco water. That croquet lawn was infested with great
worms, and they were watered with solution of copperas to crawl out and
die. The great shelled snails that made a raid by regiments upon the
strawberry beds were supplied with pillars of salt. The birds after
much forbearance, were condemned to death for stealing cherries and
black and red currants and gooseberries; so were the rabbits for
nibbling off the tops of the tender broccoli and Brussels sprout plants.
As a romantic young lady would say, this garden has been literally
stained with gore, but the gore does not show, and the garden is the
more abundant and green for the removal of its plagues.
"Yes, there is the creephole left that the killing may be looked upon as
in defence of one's own. The worm may be indigenous, but the birds and
flies invade the place, while the slugs, snails, and rodents come in
through fence and wall. They attack one's cherished plants, and,
granting that those plants have life, why should they not be protected,
as one's poultry is from foxes, and their young from predatory cats?
Naturalists grant plants to possess life, circulation, sleep, functions,
and nerves; they grow, they blossom, they have young; they have endless
contrivances for sending those young emigrating to a distance where they
can get a living for themselves, and not bother and eat the nutriment of
the old folks, who are, perhaps, in pinched circumstances. Some send
their offspring flying upon little parachutes of their own; some
artfully stick them upon the backs or sides of any animal who passes by;
there is one great balsam which sits on a sunny day apparently taking
aim with its little seeds, and shooting them out with a loud pop to a
considerable distance; some youngsters really possess locomotion, and
contract and expand in quite a crawling way till they get to some
distance from the parent stem; others, again, take advantage of the
first rain flood, and these little ones are off to sea, merrily sailing
along hundreds of yards from where they were born. Why, even in the
wood, at the bottom of the garden, there is one umbelliferous plant, a
kind of wild parsnip--`hog weed,' as it is locally called--which grows
up in a summer nine and ten feet high, carrying a host of children upon
its head like a Covent Garden porter with a basket, till it thinks they
are big enough to take care of themselves, when it calmly lies down, and
tilts the little seeds off three or four yards away from its roots to
form an independent nursery.
"I cannot solve the problem whether it is cruel to slay slugs, but take
refuge in the protection theory, and so, as in duty bound, we go on
killing and slaying, setting traps of sugared water for the wasps that
love the plums, picking off the crawling caterpillars, before they have
time to bloom into butterflies, drowning aphides with syringe storms,
enlisting toads to kill the wood-lice and beetles, and full of remorse
for what we do, go on in our wicked ways. To take a step outside one's
garden, though, and gaze in thought around this teeming earth, what a
vast scheme of preying destruction and bursting forth into new life is
always going on. Those words, _destruction_ and _cruelty_, might almost
be expunged as being absurd in their broadest sense, for, in spite of
the sore problem, it seems that from man downward to the tiniest
microscopic organism, the great aim of existence is an exemplification
of the verb `to prey.'"
Jack Scales in his musings had been pretty well round the garden, and
had returned to where Aunt Sophia was still killing slugs.
She looked up as he approached and seemed about to speak, so he resolved
to give her the opportunity, and going up he said with a smile, "Do you
know Miss Raleigh, I have been musing on killing slugs, and I think
yours is a very notable employment."
"Humph!" ejaculated the old lady, stopping short, and looking the doctor
full in the face.--"And now, doctor, a word with you as a gentleman.
You are here in constant attendance upon my nephew. He has a good deal
of property and that sort of thing, but I don't think it ought to be
wasted."
"Of course not, my dear madam."
"Are you doing James any good?"
The doctor opened his eyes a little more widely at this, and then said:
"Well, that is a very plain question, Miss Raleigh; but I'll give you a
plain answer--So far, none."
"Then why do you stay, putting him to expense? You know the other
doctors say it is a case for years of patient waiting."
"Hang the other doctors, ma'am!" cried Scales. "I do not go by what
they say. I think differently, and have faith in being able to alter
the condition of things."
Miss Raleigh shook her head.
"Ah, but I have, madam; and I shall go on trying till my poor friend
sends me away.--And now, Miss Raleigh, before I go any further, I want
to apologise to you."
"Apologise! To me?"
"Yes, to you. I made use of a very common but unkindly expression
towards you, yesterday. Perhaps you have forgotten it."
Aunt Sophia looked at him searchingly; and there he saw the look of pain
that had softened her countenance on the previous day come back, and her
eyes filled with tears, as she said quietly: "I never forget these
things."
"But you will forgive them. Believe me, I am very sorry, and I regret
it extremely. I was worried and disappointed at the time."
"You only called me an old maid," said Aunt Sophia, with a smile full of
sadness softening the harsh lines of her face.
"And I ought to have been ashamed of myself. It was the act of some
thoughtless boy. Forgive me;" and he held out his hand.
Aunt Sophia gazed at him thoughtfully for a few moments, and then placed
her hand in his. "Let it go," she said softly. "I shall never think of
it again."
Jack Scales raised the hand to his lips, and had just let it fail, when
he became aware of the fact that Arthur Prayle was walking along one of
the neighbouring paths, apparently deep in the study of some book.
"Confound him! he'll misinterpret that," said the doctor to himself; and
then he saw that his companion's eyes were fixed upon him inquiringly.
"You were thinking that Mr Prayle will make remarks," she said softly.
"Let him. What is it to me what he thinks?"
"No; it does not matter," said Aunt Sophia. "Let us go down here." She
led the way along the walk to where the iron gate opened upon the
meadows, across which lay the lane leading to the little ivy-grown
church; and, wondering at her action, Jack Scales walked by her side.
"Surely," he thought, "she does not imagine that--Oh, absurd!" He
glanced sidewise, and then, man of the world as he was, he could not
help a slight sensation of uneasy confusion coming over him as he
noticed that Aunt Sophia seemed to have divined his thoughts, and to be
reading him through and through.
"This is a pretty place," she said, breaking a rather awkward silence.
"As pretty a place as I ever saw," replied the doctor, jumping at the
opportunity of speaking on a fresh subject.
"It is much altered since I knew it as a child. James has done so much
to improve it since he has been master."
"You knew it well, when you were young, then?"
"O yes; we lived at the next house, higher up the river," said Aunt
Sophia softly; and there was a dreamy look in her eyes, while a pleasant
smile, rarely enough seen, played about her lips as she spoke. "I was
child, girl, and grew to middle age down here, Doctor Scales; I come
back to the place, the grey, withered, old woman you see."
"What an idiot I am!" thought the doctor. "I shall never understand
her."
They were walking on across the meadows, at the end of which was a gate,
at which Aunt Sophia paused. "Will you give me your hand?" she said
quietly. "I am not so active as I was."
"I really don't understand her!" muttered the doctor, climbing the gate,
which was nailed up, and then assisting the old lady over. It was an
easy task, for in spite of her self-disparagement, Aunt Sophia's
spareness made her very active, and, just holding by the doctor's hands
for steadiness, she jumped lightly down and stood beside him in the
lane.
"Shall we go down to the river and round back to the house by the path?"
"No," said Aunt Sophia quietly. "I want to go as far as the church."
Jack Scales wondered more and more as they walked on along the shadowy
lane to where the little ivy-covered church stood, with its ancient wall
and lychgate, stones, and wood memorials sinking sidewise into the
earth, and a general aspect everywhere of calm moss-grown decay.
"Hah!" exclaimed the doctor, as he stood gazing at the lichen-covered
stones, and the lights and shadows thrown upon the ruddy-tiled mossy
roof. "I wish I were an artist. What a place to paint!"
"Yes," said Aunt Sophia, standing with her hands clasped, gazing in a
rapt dreamy way before her; "it is a beautiful old place." She moved to
the gate, and held it open for him to pass through as well, pausing
while he stopped to examine a wonderfully old yew-tree, about which a
rough oaken seat had been placed, one that had been cut and marked by
generations with initials. Then, as he turned, she went on again to the
old south porch with its seat on either side, and through it into the
church, which struck cool and moist as the doctor entered, taking off
his hat and gazing about impressed by its ancient quaintness.
"I ought to have come before," he said. "How old and calm everything
seems! What a place for a man to be buried in, when the lifework's
done!"
"And the fight, and strife, and turmoil at an end," said Aunt Sophia, in
a low sweet voice, that made the doctor start, for it did not seem like
hers.
Aunt Sophia went on along the little aisle with its few old pews on
either side, and past the worm-eaten altar screen, beyond which were
some venerable stalls, in one of which she sat down, motioning her
companion to another at her side.
He took the seat, and the strangely solemn calm of the place impressed
him as he noted the well-worn pavement, composed of the memorial stones
of the passed away, dyed in many hues by the sunlight that streamed
through the old east window. Before him were the remains of a brass
relating to the founder of the church; beyond that were more of the old
worm-eaten stalls, in which, in bygone days, the monks of the
neighbouring priory must have sat, long enough before the huge linden
that had grown to maturity, and now dappled the sunbeams that fell upon
the floor, had been planted where it stood, at the chancel end.
As the doctor looked along the aisle with its soft dim light, the
sunshine that streamed in through the southern windows and the light
that came from the open door seemed to cut into the faint gloom, and
mark out for themselves a place; while clearly heard from without came
the twittering of swallows that circled about the little low tower, the
chirping of sparrows in the ivy, and the clear trill of a lark somewhere
poised in air hard by.
"I shall end by being a lover of the country, and coming here to live,
Miss Raleigh," said Scales at last, breaking the solemn silence, for his
companion had not spoken since she took her place within the chancel.
"Not to fire from trouble?" she said with a smile.
"No," he replied; "not to flee from trouble. But there is such a sweet
sense of tranquillity here, that one seems to feel at rest, and the
ordinary cares of life are forgotten.--Hark!" he said, as the note of
the lark grew louder and clearer in the ringing arch of heaven. And
then he sat back, listening for a time, wondering at last why his
companion had brought him there. Then he fell to glancing casually at
the two or three tablets on the wall. One was to the memory of a former
vicar; another told of the virtues of the Squire of a neighbouring Hall,
who had gone to his account followed by the prayers and blessings of the
whole district--so the tablet seemed to say. Lastly, his eyes lighted
upon a simple square marble tablet, raised upon another of black, and
read the inscription: "To the Memory of Charles Hartly, Lieutenant of
Her Majesty's --th Regiment of Foot, who fell at Delhi, when bringing in
a wounded comrade lying in front of the enemy's lines."
"Forty years ago," said the doctor thoughtfully. "Poor fellow! he died
a hero's death."
"He was to have been my husband," said Aunt Sophia in a low sweet voice,
"had he but lived. Forty years ago! Is it so long?"
Jack Scales was a man pretty well inured to trouble. He had seen grief
in many phases, and his sympathies to some extent were dulled; but as he
heard those calmly uttered words, and saw the old face that was raised
half reverently towards the tablet upon the wall, there was a something
seemed to catch his breath, and the white marble grew dim and blurred,
as did the softened face that was by his side; and as Aunt Sophia rose,
he once more raised her hand to his lips and kissed it, the look he gave
her asking forgiveness, which was accorded with a smile.
As they walked slowly back, the doctor's manner towards his companion
was entirely changed. He felt that here was a woman whom a man might be
proud to call friend; and when they reached the gate leading into the
meadows, and she turned to him with a smile, and said to him, "And how
is Lady Martlett?" he started slightly, and then uttered a sigh of
relief.
"Hah!" he exclaimed. "You still take an interest in that?"
"O yes, doctor," she said. "I have from the beginning. Well, is it to
be a match?"
"No, no. I'll be frank with you. I like the woman--well, I love her as
well as a man should one whom he would make his wife; but it is
impossible."
"Indeed!"
"Yes; impossible," he said gloomily; "even if she were not playing with
me."
"I don't think she is, doctor--not if I understand anything about women.
Her pride is assumed, on account of your off-hand way to her. Why, you
jeer and laugh at her. I have seen you insult her."
"Well, yes, I have. What else could I do? She wanted to bring me to
her feet, to make me her slave, and to throw me over, as she has served
a dozen more."
"Fops and fortune-hunters."
"Yes, that's it," he said excitedly, and quite carried out of his
ordinary mood; "fortune-hunters. She thinks me one of that despicable
brood. Hang it all, Miss Raleigh! it is out of the question."
"Why?"
"Why, my dear madam? Now come. You know me pretty well by this time.
Do you think I'd go hanging after such a woman for the sake of her
money, and be the miserable reptile who married her for that?"
"No; I think you like her for herself alone."
"I wish she hadn't a penny; and then again, if she hadn't, I couldn't
marry her."
"Indeed?"
"Now, how could I drag such a woman down from a life of refinement and
luxury, to be the wife of a poor doctor? No, madam; it is all a dream.
We shall go on, sneering on her part, laughing and defiant on mine, and,
I believe, all the time with sore hearts hidden beneath it all. There,
you have my secret out bare before you. Now, you can laugh at the
misogynist of a doctor, and think as little of him as you like."
"Yes," said Aunt Sophia, laying her hand upon his arm softly, and
looking almost tenderly in his face, "you are a strange couple.--And
now," she continued, "tell me about my poor nephew. Tell me frankly,
have you any hope of his becoming the man he was?"
"Hope? Yes," he replied gloomily; "but little more. I have done and am
doing all I can; but the human frame with all its nerves is a terrible
mystery, in whose darkness one moves with awe."
"Then you give him up?"
"Give him up!" said Scales, with a short laugh--"give him up? Miss
Raleigh; you don't know me yet. I'll never give him up. He's my
study--the study of my life, and I shall fight on out of sheer
obstinacy. I've plenty of _amour propre_, and it's touched here. I've
learned one thing about him, and that's my lighthouse by which I steer."
"What do you mean?"
"I mean that Nature will perform the cure if cure there is to be; but
Nature will not do it alone without a little guiding and calling upon at
important times."
"I wish you success," said Aunt Sophia softly, as they came once more in
sight of Arthur Prayle, now seated in one of the garden-seats, still
deep in his book; and as she spoke her eyes were fixed upon the reader.
"I will help you, doctor, and you must help me. Now, I am going on with
my gardening." She left him, and walked straight back to her slug
scissors, resuming her task as if nothing had happened, while the doctor
stood looking after her.
"Old maid!" he said to himself. "I called her an old maid. Good
heavens! Why, the woman is a saint!"
Volume 2, Chapter X.