MATED
I
Mary found Stefan an ideal lover. Their marriage, entered into with
such, headlong adventurousness, seemed to unfold daily into more perfect
bloom. The difficulties of his temperament, which had been thrown into
sharp relief by the crowded life of shipboard, smoothed themselves away
at the touch of happiness and peace. No woman, Mary realized, could wish
for a fuller cup of joy than Stefan offered her in these first days of
their mating. She was amazed at herself, at the suddenness with which
love had transmuted her, at the ease with which she adjusted herself to
this new world. She found it difficult to remember what kind of life she
had led before her marriage--hardly could she believe that she had ever
lived at all.
As for Stefan, he wasted no moments in backward glances. He neither
remembered the past nor questioned the future, but immersed himself
utterly in his present joy with an abandonment he had never experienced
save in painting. Questioned, he would have scoffed at the idea that
life for him could ever hold more than his work, and Mary.
Thus absorbed, Stefan would have allowed the days to slip into weeks
uncounted. But on the ninth day Mary, incapable of a wholly carefree
attitude, reminded him that they had planned only a week of holiday.
“Let's stay a month,” he replied promptly.
But Mary had been questioning her landlord about New York.
“It appears,” she explained, “that every one moves on the first of
October, and that if one hasn't found a studio by then, it is almost
impossible to get one. He says he has heard all the artists live round
about Washington Square, but that even there rents are fearfully high.
It's at the foot of Fifth Avenue, he says, which sounds very fashionable
to me, but he explains it is too far 'down town.'”
“Yes, Fifth Avenue is the great street, I understand,” said Stefan, “and
my dealer's address is on Fourth, so he's in a very good neighborhood.
I don't know that I should like Washington Square--it sounds so
patriotic.”
“Fanatic!” laughed Mary. “Well, whether we go there or not, it's evident
we must get back before October the first, and it's now September the
twenty-fourth.”
“Angel, don't let's be mathematical,” he replied, pinching the lobe of
her ear, which he had proclaimed to be entrancingly pretty. “I can't
add; tell me the day we have to leave, and on that day we will go.”
“Three days from now, then,” and she sighed.
“Oh, no! Not only three more days of heaven, Mary?”
“It will hurt dreadfully to leave,” she agreed, “but,” and she nestled
to him, “it won't be any less heaven there, will it, dearest?”
This spurred him to reassurance. “Of course not,” he responded, quickly
summoning new possibilities of delight. “Imagine it, you haven't even
seen my pictures yet.” They had left them, rolled, at Miss Mason's. “And
I want to paint you--really paint you--not just silly little sketches
and heads, but a big thing that I can only do in a studio. Oh, darling,
think of a studio with you to sit to me! How I shall work!” His
imagination was fired; instantly he was ready to pack and leave.
But they had their three days more, in the golden light of the Indian
summer. Three more swims, in which Stefan could barely join for joy of
watching her long lines cutting the water in her close English bathing
dress. Three more evening walks along the shimmering sands. Three more
nights in their moon-haunted room within sound of the slow splash of the
waves. And, poignant with the sadness of a nearing change, these days
were to Mary the most exquisite of all.
Their journey to the city, on the little, gritty, perpetually stopping
train was made jocund by the lively anticipations of Stefan, who was in
a mood of high confidence.
They had decided from the first to try their fortunes in New York that
winter; not to return to Paris till they had established a sure market
for Stefan's work. He had halcyon plans. Masterpieces were to be painted
under the inspiration of Mary's presence. His success in the Beaux Arts
would be an Open Sesame to the dealers, and they would at once become
prosperous,--for he had the exaggerated continental idea of American
prices. In the spring they would return to Paris, so that Mary should
see it first at its most beautiful. There they would have a studio,
making it their center, but they would also travel.
“Spain, Italy, Greece, Mary--we will see all the world's masterpieces
together,” he jubilated. “You shall be my wander-bride.” And he sang
her little snatches of gay song, in French and Italian, thrumming an
imaginary guitar or making castanets of his fingers.
“I will paint you on the Acropolis, Mary, a new Pallas to guard the
Parthenon.” His imagination leapt from vista to vista of the future,
each opening to new delights. Mary's followed, lured, dazzled, a little
hesitant. Her own visions, unformulated though they were, seemed of
somewhat different stuff, but she saw he could not conceive them other
than his, and yielded her doubts happily.
At the Pennsylvania Station they took a taxicab, telling the driver
they wanted a hotel near Washington Square. The amount registered on the
meter gave Mary an apprehensive chill, but Stefan paid it carelessly.
A moment later he was in raptures, for, quite unexpectedly, they found
themselves in a French hotel.
“What wonderful luck--what a good omen!” he cried. “Mary, it's almost
like Paris!” and he broke into rapid gesticulating talk with the desk
clerk. Soon they were installed in a bright little room with French
prints on the walls, a gay old-fashioned wall paper and patterned
curtains. Stefan assured her it was extraordinarily cheap for New York.
While she freshened her face and hair he dashed downstairs, ignoring
the elevator--which seemed to exist there only as an American
afterthought--in search of a packet of French cigarettes. Finding
them, he was completely in his element, and leant over the desk puffing
luxuriously, to engage the clerk in further talk. From him he obtained
advice as to the possibilities of the neighborhood in respect of
studios, and armed with this, bounded up the stairs again to Mary.
Presently, fortified by a pot of tea and delicious French rolls, they
sallied out on their quest.
That afternoon they discovered two vacant studios. One was on a
top floor on Washington Square South, a big room with bathroom and
kitchenette attached and a small bedroom opening into it. The other was
an attic just off the Square. It had water, but no bathroom, was heated
only by an open fire, and consisted of one large room with sufficient
light, and a large closet in which was a single pane of glass high up.
The studio contained an abandoned model throne, the closet a gas ring
and a sink. The rent of the first apartment was sixty dollars a month;
of the second, twenty-five. Both were approached by a dark staircase,
but in one case there was a carpet, in the other the stairs were bare,
dirty, and creaking, while from depths below was wafted an unmistakable
odor of onions and cats.
Mary, whose father's rambling sunny house in Lindum with its Elizabethan
paneling and carvings had been considered dear at ninety pounds a year,
was staggered at the price of these mean garrets, the better of which
she felt to be quite beyond their reach. Even Stefan was a little
dashed, but was confident that after his interview with Adolph's brother
sixty dollars would appear less formidable.
“You should have seen my attic in Paris, Mary--absolutely falling to
pieces--but then I didn't mind, not having a goddess to house,” and he
pressed her arm. “For you there should be something spacious and bright
enough to be a fitting background.” He glanced up a little ruefully at
the squalid house they had just left.
But she was quick to reassure him, her courage mounting to sustain
his. “We could manage perfectly well in the smaller place for a time,
dearest, and how lucky we don't have to take a lease, as we should in
England.” Her mind jumped to perceive any practical advantage. Already,
mentally, she was arranging furniture in the cheaper place, planning
for a screen, a tin tub, painting the dingy woodwork. They asked for
the refusal of both studios till the next day, and for that evening left
matters suspended.
In the morning, Stefan, retrieving his canvases from Miss Mason's
flat, sought out the dealer, Jensen. Walking from Fifth Avenue, he was
surprised at the cheap appearance of the houses on Fourth, only one
block away. He had expected to find Adolph's brother in such a great
stone building as those he had just passed, with their show windows
empty save for one piece of tapestry or sculpture, or a fine painting
brilliant against its background of dull velvet. Instead, the number on
Fourth Avenue proved a tumbledown house of two stories, with tattered
awnings flapping above its shop-window, which was almost too grimy
to disclose the wares within. These were a jumble of bric-a-brac, old
furniture of doubtful value, stained prints, and one or two blackened
oil paintings in tarnished frames. With ominous misgivings, Stefan
entered the half-opened door. The place was a confused medley of the
flotsam and jetsam of dwelling houses, and appeared to him much more
like a pawnbroker's than the business place of an art dealer. From its
dusty shadows a stooped figure emerged, gray-haired and spectacled,
which waited for Stefan to speak with an air of patient humbleness.
“This isn't Mr. Jensen's, is it?” Stefan asked, feeling he had mistaken
the number.
“My name is Jensen. What can I do for you?” replied the man in a
toneless voice.
“You are Adolph's brother?” incredulously.
At the name the gray face flushed pathetically. Jensen came forward,
pressing his hands together, and peered into Stefan's face.
“Yes, I am,” he answered, “and you are Mr. Byrd that he wrote to me
about. I'd hoped you weren't coming, after all. Well,” and he waved his
hand, “you see how it is.”
Stefan was completely dismayed. “Why,” he stammered, “I thought you were
so successful--”
“I'm sorry.” Jensen dropped his eyes, picking nervously at his coat.
“You see, I am the eldest brother; a man does not like to admit
failure. I may be sold up any time now. I wanted Adolph not to guess,
so I--wrote--him--differently.” He flushed painfully again. Stefan was
silent, too taken aback for speech.
“I tell you, Mr. Byrd,” Jensen stammered on, striking his hands together
impotently, “for all its wealth, this is a city of dead hopes. It's been
a long fight, but it's over now.... Yes, you are Adolph's friend, and
I can't so much as buy a sketch from you. It's quite, quite over.” And
suddenly he sank his head in his hands, while Stefan stood, infinitely
embarrassed, clutching his roll of canvases. After a moment Jensen,
mastering himself, lifted his head. His lined, prematurely old face
showed an expression at once pleading and dignified.
“I didn't dream what I wrote would do any harm, Mr. Byrd, but now of
course you will have to explain to Adolph--?”
Stefan, moved to sympathy, held out his hand.
“Look here, Jensen, you've put me in an awful hole, worse than you
know. But why should I say anything? Let Adolph think we're both
millionaires,” and he grinned ruefully.
Jensen straightened and took the proffered hand in one that trembled.
“Thank you,” he said, and his eyes glistened. “I'm grateful. If there
were only something I could do--”
“Well, give me the names of some dealers,” said Stefan, to whom scenes
were exquisitely embarrassing, anxious to be gone.
Jensen wrote several names on a smudged half sheet of paper. “These
are the best. Try them. My introduction wouldn't help, I'm afraid,”
bitterly.
On that Stefan left him, hurrying with relief from the musty atmosphere
of failure into the busy street. Though half dazed by the sudden
subsidence of his plans, unable to face as yet the possible
consequences, he had his pictures, and the names of the real dealers;
confidence still buoyed him.
II
Three hours later Mary, anxiously waiting, heard Stefan's step approach
their bedroom door. Instantly her heart dropped like lead. She did
not need his voice to tell her what those dragging feet announced.
She sprang to the door and had her arms round his neck before he could
speak. She took the heavy roll of canvases from him and half pushed
him into the room's one comfortable arm-chair. Kneeling beside him, she
pressed her cheek to his, stroking back his heat-damped hair. “Darling,”
she said, “you are tired to death. Don't tell me about your day till
you've rested a little.”
He closed his eyes, leaning back. He looked exhausted; every line of his
face drooped. In spite of his tan, it was pale, with hollows under the
eyes. It was extraordinary that a few hours should make such a change,
she thought, and held him close, comfortingly.
He did not speak for a long time, but at last, “Mary,” he said, in a
flat voice, “I've had a complete failure. Nobody wants my things. This
is what I've let you in for.” His tone had the indifferent quality of
extreme fatigue, but Mary was not deceived. She knew that his whole
being craved reassurance, rehabilitation in its own eyes.
“Why, you old foolish darling, you're too tired to know what you're
talking about,” she cried, kissing him. “Wait till you've had something
to eat.” She rang the bell--four times for the waiter, as the card
over it instructed her. “Failure indeed!” she went on, clearing a small
table, “there's no such word! One doesn't grow rich in a day, you
know.” She moved silently and quickly about, hung up his hat, stood
the canvases in a corner, ordered coffee, rolls and eggs, and finally
unlaced Stefan's shoes in spite of his rather horrified if feeble
protest.
Not until she had watched him drink two cups of coffee and devour the
food--she guessed he had had no lunch--did she allow him to talk, first
lighting his cigarette and finding a place for herself on the arm of his
chair. By this time Stefan's extreme lassitude, and with it his despair,
had vanished. He brightened perceptibly. “You wonder,” he exclaimed,
catching her hand and kissing it, “now I can tell you about it.” With
his arm about her he described all his experiences, the fiasco of the
Jensen affair and his subsequent interviews with Fifth Avenue dealers.
“They are all Jews, Mary. Some are decent enough fellows, I suppose,
though I hate the Israelites!” (“Silly boy!” she interposed.) “Others
are horrors. None of them want the work of an American. Old masters,
or well known foreigners, they say. I explained my success at the Beaux
Arts. Two of them had seen my name in the Paris papers, but said it
would mean nothing to their clients. Hopeless Philistines, all of them!
I do believe I should have had a better chance if I'd called myself
Austrian, instead of American, and I only revived my American
citizenship because I thought it would be an asset!” He laughed,
ironically. “They advised me to have a one-man show, late in the winter,
so as to get publicity.”
“So we will then,” interposed Mary confidently.
“Good Lord, child,” he exclaimed, half irritably, “you don't suppose I
could have a gallery for nothing, do you? God knows what it would cost.
Besides, I haven't enough pictures--and think of the frames!” He sat up,
fretfully.
She saw his nerves were on edge, and quickly offered a diversion.
“Stefan,” she cried, jumping to her feet and throwing her arms back with
a gesture the grace of which did not escape him even in his impatient
mood, “I haven't even seen the pictures yet, you know, and can't wait
any longer. Let me look at them now, and then I'll tell you just how
idiotic those dealers were!” and she gave her bell-like laugh. “I'll
undo them.” Her fingers were busy at the knots.
“I hate the sight of that roll,” said Stefan, frowning. “Still--” and
he jumped up, “I do immensely want you to see them. I know _you'll_
understand them.” Suddenly he was all eagerness again. He took the
canvases from her, undid them and, casting aside the smaller ones,
spread the two largest against the wall, propping their corners adroitly
with chairs, an umbrella, and a walking stick. “Don't look yet,”
he called meanwhile. “Close your eyes.” He moved with agile speed,
instinctively finding the best light and thrusting back the furniture
to secure a clearer view. “There!” he cried. “Wait a minute--stand here.
_Now_ look!” triumphantly.
Mary opened her eyes. “Why, Stefan, they're wonderful!” she exclaimed.
But even as she spoke, and amidst her sincere admiration, her heart,
very slightly, sank. She knew enough of painting to see that here was
genius. The two fantasies, one representing the spirits of a wind-storm,
the other a mermaid fleeing a merman's grasp, were brilliant in color,
line and conception. They were things of beauty, but it was a beauty
strange, menacing, subhuman. The figures that tore through the clouds
urged on the storm with a wicked and abandoned glee. The face of the
merman almost frightened her; it was repellent in its likeness at once
to a fish and a man. The mermaid's face was less inhuman, but it was
stricken with a horrid terror. She was swimming straight out of the
picture as if to fling herself, shrieking, into the safety of the
spectator's arms. The pictures were imaginative, powerful, arresting,
but they were not pleasing. Few people, she felt, would care to live
with them. After a long scrutiny she turned to her husband, at once
glorying in the strength of his talent and troubled by its quality.
“You are a genius, Stefan,” she said.
“You really like them?” he asked eagerly.
“I think they are wonderful!” He was satisfied, for it was her heart,
not her voice, that held a reservation.
Stefan showed her the smaller canvases, some unfinished. Most were of
nymphs and winged elves, but there were three landscapes. One of these,
a stream reflecting a high spring sky between banks of young meadow
grass, showed a little faun skipping merrily in the distance. The
atmosphere was indescribably light-hearted. Mary smiled as she looked at
it. The other two were empty of figures; they were delicately graceful
and alluring, but there was something lacking in them---what, she could
not tell. She liked best a sketch of a baby boy, lost amid trees, behind
which wood-nymphs and fauns peeped at him, roguish and inquisitive. The
boy was seated on the ground, fat and solemn, with round, tear-wet
eyes. He was so lonely that Mary wanted to hug him; instead, she kissed
Stefan.
“What a duck of a baby, dearest!” she exclaimed.
“Yes, he was a nice kid--belonged to my concierge,” he answered
carelessly. “The picture is sentimental, though. This is better,” and he
pointed to another mermaid study.
“Yes, it's splendid,” she answered, instinctively suppressing a sigh.
She began to realize a little what a strange being she had married. With
an impulsive need of protection she held him close, hiding her face in
his neck. The reality of his arms reassured her.
That day they decided, at Mary's urging, to take the smaller studio at
once, abandoning the extravagance of hotel life. In practical manners
she was already assuming a leadership which he was glad to follow. She
suggested that in the morning he should take his smaller canvases, and
try some of the less important dealers, while she made an expedition in
search of necessary furniture. To this he eagerly agreed.
“It seems horrible to let you do it alone, but it would be sacrilegious
to discuss the price of saucepans with a goddess,” he explained. “Are
you sure you can face the tedium?”
“Why, I shall love it!” she cried, astonished at such an expression.
He regarded her whimsically. “Genius of efficiency, then I shall leave
it to you. Such things appal me. In Paris, my garret was furnished only
with pictures. I inherited the bed from the last occupant, and I think
Adolph insisted on finding a pillow and a frying-pan. He used to come
up and cook for us both sometimes, when he thought I had been eating too
often at restaurants. He approved of economy, did Adolph.” Stefan was
lounging on the bed, with his perpetual cigarette.
“He must be a dear,” said Mary. She had begun to make a shopping list.
“Tell me, absurd creature, what you really need in the studio. There is
a model throne, you will remember.”
“Oh, I'll get my own easel and stool,” he replied quickly. “There's
nothing else, except of course a table for my paints. A good solid one,”
he added with emphasis. “I'll tell you what,” and he sat up. “I go out
early to-morrow on my dealer hunt. I force myself to stay out until late
afternoon. When I return, behold! The goddess has waved her hand,
and invisible minions--” he circled the air with his cigarette--“have
transported her temple across the square. There she sits enthroned,
waiting for her acolyte. How will that do?” He turned his radiant smile
on her.
“Splendid,” she answered, amused. “I only hope the goddess won't get
chipped in the passage.”
She thought of the dusty studio, of brooms and scrubbing brushes, but
she was already wise enough in wife-lore not to mention them. Mary
came of a race whose women had always served their men. It did not seem
strange to her, as it might have to an American, that the whole labor of
their installation should devolve on her.
With her back turned to him, she counted over their resources,
calculating what would be available when their hotel bill was paid.
Except for a dollar or two, Stefan had turned his small hoard over to
her. “It's all yours anyway, dearest,” he had said, “and I don't want to
spend a cent till I have made something.” They had spent very little so
far; she was relieved to realize that the five hundred dollars remained
almost intact. While Stefan continued to smoke luxuriously on the bed,
she jotted down figures, apportioning one hundred and fifty dollars
for six months' rent, and trying to calculate a weekly basis for their
living expenses. She knew that they were both equally ignorant of prices
in New York, and determined to call in the assistance of Miss Mason.
“Stefan,” she said, taking up the telephone, “I'm going to summon a
minion.” She explained to Miss Mason over the wire. “We are starting
housekeeping to-morrow, and I know absolutely nothing about where to
shop, or what things ought to cost. Would it be making too great demands
on your kindness if I asked you to meet me here to-morrow morning and
join me in a shopping expedition?”
The request, delivered in her civil English voice, enchanted Miss Mason,
who had to obtain all her romance vicariously. “I should just love to!”
she exclaimed, and it was arranged.
Mary then telephoned that they would take the studio--a technicality
which she knew Stefan had entirely forgotten--and notified the hotel
office that their room would be given up next morning.
“O thou above rubies and precious pearls!” chanted Stefan from the bed.
After dinner they sat in Washington Square. Their marriage moon was
waning, but still shone high and bright. Under her the trees appeared
etherealized, and her light mingled in magic contest with the white
beams of the arc lamps near the arch. Above each of these, a myriad tiny
moths fluttered their desirous wings. Under the trees Italian couples
wandered, the men with dark amorous glances, the girls laughing, their
necks gay with colored shawls. Brightly ribboned children, black-haired,
played about the benches where their mothers gossiped. There was
enchantment in the tired but cooling air.
Stefan was enthusiastic. “Look at the types, Mary! The whole place is
utterly foreign, full of ardor and color. I have cursed America without
cause--here I can feel at home.” To her it was all alien, but her heart
responded to his happiness.
On the bench next them sat a group of Italian women. From this a tiny
boy detached himself, plump and serious, and, urged by curiosity,
gradually approached Mary, his velvet eyes fixed on her face. She lifted
him, resistless, to her knee, and he sat there contentedly, sucking a
colored stick of candy.
“Look, Stefan!” she cried; “isn't he a lamb?”
Stefan cast a critical glance at the baby. “He's paintable, but horribly
sticky,” he said. “Let's move on before he begins to yell. I want to see
the effect from the roadway of these shifting groups under the trees. It
might be worth doing, don't you think?” and he stood up.
His manner slightly rebuffed Mary, who would gladly have nursed the
little boy longer. However, she gently lowered him and, rising, moved
off in silence with Stefan, who was ignorant of any offense. The rest of
their outing passed sweetly enough, as they wandered, arm in arm, about
the square.
III
The next morning Stefan started immediately after his premier déjeuner
of rolls and coffee in quest of the less important dealers, taking with
him only his smaller canvases. “I'll stay away till five o'clock, not
a minute longer,” he admonished. Mary, still seated in the dining-room
over her English bacon and eggs--she had smilingly declined to adopt his
French method of breakfasting--glowed acquiescence, and offered him a
parting suggestion.
“Be sure to show them the baby in the wood.”
“Why that one?” he questioned. “You admit it isn't the best.”
“Perhaps, but neither are they the best connoisseurs. You'll see.” She
nodded wisely at him.
“The oracle has spoken--I will obey,” he called from the door, kissing
his fingers to her. She ventured an answering gesture, knowing the room
empty save for waiters. She was almost as unselfconscious as he, but had
her nation's shrinking from any public expression of emotion.
Hardly had he gone when the faithful Miss Mason arrived, her mild
eyes almost youthful with enthusiasm. Prom a black satin reticule of
dimensions beyond all proportion to her meager self she drew a list of
names on which she discoursed volubly while Mary finished her breakfast.
“You'll get most everything at this first place,” she said. “It's pretty
near the biggest department store in the city, and only two blocks
from here--ain't that convenient? You can deal there right along for
everything in the way of dry goods.”
Mary had no conception of what either a department store or dry goods
might be, but determined not to confound her mentor by a display of such
ignorance.
“Seemed to me, though, you might get some things second hand, so I got a
list of likely places from my sister, who's lived in New York longer'n I
have. I thought mebbe--” her tone was tactful--“you didn't want to waste
your money any?”
Mary was impressed again, as she had been before her wedding, by the
natural good manners of this simple and half educated woman. “Why is
it,” she wondered to herself, “that one would not dream of knowing
people of her class at home, but rather likes them here?” She did
not realize as yet that for Miss Mason no classes existed, and that
consequently she was as much at ease with Mary, whose mother had been
“county,” as she would be with her own colored “help.”
“You guessed quite rightly, Miss Mason,” Mary smiled. “I want to spend
as little as possible, and shall depend on you to prevent my making
mistakes.”
“I reckon I know all there is t' know 'bout economy,” nodded Miss Mason,
and, as if by way of illustration, drew from her bag a pair of cotton
gloves, for which she exchanged her kid ones, rolling these carefully
away. “They get real mussed shopping,” she explained.
Within half an hour, Mary realized that she would have been lost indeed
without her guide. First they inspected the studio. Mary had had a
vague idea of cleaning it herself, but Miss Mason demanded to see the
janitress, and ascended, after a ten minutes' emersion in the noisome
gloom of the basement, in high satisfaction. “She's a dago,” she
reported, “but not so dirty as some, and looks a husky worker. It's her
business to clean the flats for new tenants, but I promised her fifty
cents to get the place done by noon, windows and all. She seemed real
pleased. She says her husband will carry your coal up from the cellar
for a quarter a week; I guess it will be worth it to you. You don't
want to give the money to him though,” she admonished, “the woman runs
everything. I shouldn't calc'late,” she sniffed, “he does more'n a
couple of real days' work a month. They mostly don't.”
So the first problem was solved, and it was the same with all the rest.
Many dollars did Miss Mason save the Byrds that day. Mary would have
bought a bedstead and screened it, but her companion pointed out the
extravagance and inconvenience of such a course, and initiated her
forthwith into the main secret of New York's apartment life.
“You'll want your divan new,” she said, and led her in the great
department store to a hideous object of gilded iron which opened into
a double bed, and closed into a divan. At first Mary rejected this
Janus-faced machine unequivocally, but became a convert when Miss Mason
showed her how cretonne (she pronounced it “_cree_ton”) or rugs would
soften its nakedness to dignity, and how bed-clothes and pillows were
swallowed in its maw by day to be released when the studio became a
sleeping room at night.
These trappings they purchased at first hand, and obliging salesmen
promised Miss Mason with their lips, but Mary with their eyes, that they
should go out on the noon delivery. For other things, however, the two
searched the second-hand stores which stand in that district like logs
in a stream, staying abandoned particles of the city's ever moving
current. Here they bought a high, roomy chest of drawers of painted
pine, a Morris chair, three single chairs, and a sturdy folding table
in cherry, quite old, which Mary felt to be a “find,” and which she
destined for Stefan's paints. Miss Mason recommended a “rocker,” and
Mary, who had had visions of stuffed English easy chairs, acquiesced on
finding in the rocker and Morris types the only available combinations
of cheapness and comfort. A second smaller table of good design, two
brass candlesticks, and a little looking-glass in faded greenish gilt,
rejoiced Mary's heart, without unreasonably lightening her pocket.
During these purchases Miss Mason's authority paled, but she reasserted
herself on the question of iceboxes. One dealer's showroom was half full
of them, and Miss Mason pounced on a small one, little used, marked six
dollars. “That's real cheap--you couldn't do better--it's a good make,
too.” Mary had never seen an ice-box in her life, and said so, striking
Miss Mason almost dumb.
“I'm sure we shouldn't need such a thing,” she demurred.
Recovering speech, Miss Mason launched into the creed of the
ice-box--its ubiquity, values and economies. Mary understood she was
receiving her second initiation into flat life, and mentally bracketed
this new cult with that of the divan.
“All right, Miss Mason. In Rome, et cetera,” she capitulated, and paid
for the ice-box.
Thanks to her friend, their shopping had been so expeditious that the
day was still young. Mary was fired by the determination to have some
sort of nest for her tired and probably disheartened husband to return
to that evening, and Miss Mason entered whole-heartedly into the scheme.
The transportation of their scattered purchases was the main difficulty,
but it yielded to the little spinster's inspiration. A list of
their performances between noon and five o'clock would read like the
description of a Presidential candidate's day. They dashed back to the
studio and reassured themselves as to the labors of the janitress. Miss
Mason unearthed the lurking husband, and demanded of him a friend and a
hand-cart. These she galvanized him into producing on the spot, and sent
the pair off armed with a list of goods to be retrieved. In the midst
of this maneuver the department store's great van faithfully disgorged
their bed and bedding. Hardly waiting to see these deposited, the two
hurried out in quest of sandwiches and milk.
“I guess we're the lightning home-makers, all right,” was Miss Mason's
comment as they lunched.
Returning to the department store they bought and brought away with them
a kettle, a china teapot (“Fifteen cents in the basement,” Miss Mason
instructed), three cups and saucers, six plates, a tin of floor-polish
and a few knives, forks, and spoons. Meanwhile they had telephoned the
hotel to send over the baggage. When the street car dropped them
near the studio they found the two Italians seated on the steps, the
furniture and baggage in the room, and Mrs. Corriani wiping her last
window pane. “I shall want your husband again for this floor,” commanded
the indefatigable Miss Mason, opening her tin of polish, “and his friend
for errands.” They fell upon their task.
An hour later the spinster dropped into the rocking chair. “Well, we've
done it,” she said, “and I don't mind telling you I'm tuckered out.”
Mary's voice answered from the sink, where she was sluicing her face and
arms.
“You've been a marvel--the whole thing has been Napoleonic--and I simply
don't know how to thank you.” She appeared at the door of the closet,
which was to serve as kitchenette and bathroom, drying her hands.
“My, your face is like a rose! _You_ don't look tired any!” exclaimed
the spinster. “As for thanks, why, it's been a treat to me. I've felt
like I was a girl again. But we're through now, and I've got to go.” She
rose. “I guess I'll enjoy my sleep to-night.”
“Oh, don't go, Miss Mason, stay for tea and let my husband thank you
too.”
But the little New Englander again showed her simple tact. “No, no,
my dear, it's time I went, and you and Mr. Byrd will want to be alone
together your first evening,” and she pulled on her cotton gloves.
At the door Mary impulsively put her arms round Miss Mason and kissed
her.
“You have been good to me--I shall never forget it,” she whispered,
almost loath to let this first woman friend of her new life go.
Alone, Mary turned to survey the room.
The floor, of wide uneven planks, was bare, but it carried a dark stain,
and this had been waxed until it shone. The walls, painted gray, had
yielded a clean surface to the mop. The grate was blackened. On either
side of it stood the two large chairs, and Mary had thrown a strip of
bright stuff over the cushions of the Morris. Beside this chair stood
the smaller table, polished, and upon it blue and white tea things. Near
the large window stood the other table, with Stefan's palette, paint
tubes, and brushes in orderly array, and a plain chair beside it, while
centered at that end was the model-throne. Opposite the fireplace the
divan fronted the wall, obscured by Mary's steamer rug and green deck
cushion. At the end of the room the heavy chest of drawers, with its
dark walnut paint, faced the window, bearing the gilded mirror and a
strip of embroidery. On the mantlepiece stood Mary's traveling clock and
the two brass candlesticks, and above it Stefan's pastoral of the stream
and the dancing faun was tacked upon the wall. She could hear the kettle
singing from the closet, through the open door of which a shaft of
sunlight fell from the tiny window to the floor.
Suddenly Mary opened her arms. “Home,” she whispered, “home.” Tears
started to her eyes. With a caressing movement she leant her face
against the wall, as to the cheek of her lover.
But emotion lay deep in Mary--she was ashamed that it should rise to
facile tears. “Silly girl,” she thought, and drying her eyes proceeded
more calmly to her final task, which was to change her dress for one
fitted to honor Stefan's homecoming.
Hardly was she ready when she heard his feet upon the stair. Her heart
leapt with a double joy, for he was springing up two steps at a time,
triumph in every bound. The door burst open; she was enveloped in a
whirlwind embrace. “Mary,” he gasped between kisses, “I've sold the
boy--sold him for a hundred! At the very last place--just as I'd given
up. You beloved oracle!”
Then he held her away from him, devouring with his eyes her glowing
face, her hair, and her soft blue dress. “Oh, you beauty! The day has
been a thousand years long without you!” He caught her to him again.
Mary's heart was almost bursting with happiness as she clung to him.
Here, in the home she had prepared, he had brought her his success,
and their love glorified both. Her emotion left her wordless. Another
moment, and his eyes swept the room.
“Why, Mary!” It was a shout of joy. “You magician, you miracle-worker!
It's beautiful! Don't tell me how you did it--” hastily--“I couldn't
understand. It's enough that you waved your hand and beauty sprang up!
Look at my little faun dancing--we must dance too!” He lilted a swaying
air, and whirled her round the room with gipsy glee. His face looked
like the faun's, elfin, mischievous, happy as the springtime.
At last he dropped into a chair. Then Mary fetched her teakettle. They
quenched their thirst, she shared his cigarette, they prattled like
children. It was late before they remembered to go out in search
of dinner, hours later before they dropped asleep upon the gilded
Janus-faced couch that had become for Mary the altar of a sacrament.
IV
Mary's original furnishings had cost her less than a hundred dollars.
In the first days of their housekeeping she made several additions, and
Stefan contributed a large second-hand easel, a stool, and a piece of
strangely colored drapery for the divan. This he discovered during a
walk with Mary, in the window of an old furniture dealer, and instantly
fell a victim to. He was so delighted with it that Mary had not the
heart to veto its purchase, though it was a sad extravagance, costing
them more than a week's living expenses. The stuff was of oriental silk,
shot with a changing sheen, of colors like a fire burning over water,
which made it seem a living thing in their hands. The night they took it
home Stefan lit six candles in its honor.
In spite of these expenses Mary banked four hundred dollars, leaving
herself enough in hand for a fortnight to come, for she found that they
could live on twenty-five dollars a week. She calculated that they must
make, as an absolute minimum, to be safe, one hundred dollars a month,
for she was determined, if possible, not to draw further upon their
hoard. This was destined for a future use, the hope of which trembled
constantly in her heart. All her plans centered about this hope, but
she still forebore to speak of it to Stefan, even as she had done before
their marriage. Perhaps she instinctively feared a possible lack of
response in him. Meanwhile, she must safeguard her nest.
In spite of Stefan's initial success, Mary wondered if his art would at
first yield the necessary monthly income, and cast about for some means
by which she could increase his earnings. She had come to America
to attain independence, and there was nothing in her code to make
dependence a necessary element of marriage.
“Stefan,” she said one morning, as she sat covering a cushion, while
he worked at one of the unfinished pastorals, “you know I sold several
short stories for children when I was in London. I think I ought to try
my luck here, don't you?”
“You don't need to, sweetheart,” he replied. “Wait till I've finished
this little thing. You see if the man I sold the boy to won't jump at it
for another hundred.” And he whistled cheerily.
“I'm sure he will,” she smiled. “Still, I should like to help.”
“Do it if you want to, Beautiful, only I can't associate you with pens
and typewriters. I'm sure if you were just to open your mouth, and sing,
out there in the square--” he waved a brush--“people would come running
from all over the city and throw yellow and green bills at you like
leaves, till you had to be dug out with long shovels by those funny
street-cleaners who go about looking dirty in white clothes. You would
be a nymph in a shower of gold--only the gold would be paper! How like
America!” He whistled again absently, touching the canvas with delicate
strokes.
“You are quite the most ridiculous person in the world,” she laughed at
him. “You know perfectly well that my voice is much too small to be of
practical value.”
“But I'm not being practical, and you mustn't be literal,
darling--goddesses never should.”
“Be practical just for a moment then,” she urged, “and think about my
chances of selling stories.”
“I couldn't,” he said absently, holding his brush suspended. “Wait a
minute, I've got an idea! That about the shower of gold--I know--Danaë!”
he shouted suddenly, throwing down his palette. “That's how I'll paint
you. I've been puzzling over it for days. Darling, it will be my chef
d'oeuvre!” He seized her hands. “Think of it! You standing under a great
shaft of sun, nude, exalted, your hands and eyes lifted. About you
gold, pouring down in cataracts, indistinguishable from the sunlight--a
background of prismatic fire--and your hair lifting into it like wings!”
He was irradiated.
She had blushed to the eyes. “You want me to sit to you--like that!” Her
voice trembled.
He gazed at her in frank amazement. “Should you mind?” he asked, amazed.
“Why, you rose, you're blushing. I believe you're shy!” He put his arms
around her, smiling into her face. “You wouldn't mind, darling, for me!”
he urged, his cheek to hers. “You are so glorious. I've always wanted to
paint your glory since the first day I saw you. You _can't_ mind!”
He saw she still hesitated, and his tone became not only surprised but
hurt. He could not conceive of shame in connection with beauty. Seeing
this she mastered her shrinking. He was right, she felt--she had given
him her beauty, and a denial of it in the service of his art would
rebuff the God in him--the creator. She yielded, but she could not
express the deeper reason for her emotion. As he was so oblivious, she
could not bring herself to tell him why in particular she shrank from
sitting as Danaë. He had not thought of the meaning of the myth in
connection with her all-absorbing hope.
“Promise me one thing,” she pleaded. “Don't make the face too like
me--just a little different, dearest, please!”
This a trifle fretted him.
“I don't really see why; your face is just the right type,” he puzzled.
“I shan't sell the picture, you know. It will be for us--our marriage
present to each other.”
“Nevertheless, I ask it, dearest.” With that he had to be content.
Stefan obtained that afternoon a full-length canvas, and the sittings
began next morning. He was at his most inspiring, laughed away Mary's
stage fright, posed her with a delight which, inspired her, too, so
that she stood readily as he suggested, and made half a dozen
lightning sketches to determine the most perfect position, exclaiming
enthusiastically meanwhile.
When absorbed, Stefan was a sure and rapid worker. Mary posed for him
every morning, and at the end of a week the picture had advanced to a
thing of wonderful promise and beauty. Mary would stand before it almost
awed. Was this she, she pondered, this aspiring woman of flame?
It troubled her a little that his ideal of her should rise to such
splendor; this apotheosis left no place for the pitying tenderness of
love, only for its glory. The color of this picture was like the sound
of silver trumpets; the heart-throb of the strings was missing. Mary was
neither morbid nor introspective, but at this time her whole being was
keyed to more than normal comprehension. Watching the picture, seeing
that it was a portrayal not of her but of his love for her, she wondered
if any woman could long endure the arduousness of such deification, or
if a man who had visioned a goddess could long content himself with a
mortal.
The face, too, vaguely troubled her. True to his promise, Stefan had
not made it a portrait, but its unlikeness lay rather in the meaning and
expression than in the features. These differed only in detail from her
own. A slight lengthening of the corners of the eyes, a fuller and wider
mouth were the only changes. But the expression amidst its exaltation
held a quality she did not understand. Translated into music, it was
the call of the wood-wind, something wild and unhuman flowing across the
silver triumph of the horns.
Of these half questionings, however, Mary said nothing, telling Stefan
only what she was sure of, that the picture would be a masterpiece.
The days were shortening. Stefan found the light poor in the afternoons,
and had to take part of the mornings for work on his pastoral. This he
would have neglected in his enthusiasm for the Danaë, but for
Mary's urgings. He obeyed her mandates on practical issues with the
unquestioning acceptance of a child. His attitude suggested that he was
willing to be worldly from time to time if his Mary--not too often--told
him to.
The weather had turned cool, and Mr. Corriani brought them up their
first scuttle of coal. They were glad to drink their morning coffee and
eat their lunch before the fire, and Mary's little sable neck-piece,
relic of former opulence, appeared in the evenings when they sought
their dinner. This they took in restaurants near by--quaint basements,
or back parlors of once fine houses, where they were served nutritious
meals on bare boards, in china half an inch thick. Autumn, New York's
most beautiful season, was in the air with its heart-lightening tang;
energy seemed to flow into them as they breathed. They took long walks
in the afternoons to the Park, which Stefan voted hopelessly banal; to
the Metropolitan Museum, where they paid homage to the Sorollas and the
Rodins; to the Battery, the docks, and the whole downtown district. This
they found oppressive at first, till they saw it after dark from a ferry
boat, when Stefan became fired by the towerlike skyscrapers sketched in
patterns of light against the void.
Immediately he developed a cult for these buildings. “America's one
creation,” he called them, “monstrous, rooted repellently in the earth's
bowels, growing rank like weeds, but art for all that.” He made several
sketches of them, in which the buildings seemed to sway in a drunken
abandonment of power. “Wicked things,” he named them, and saw them
menacing but fascinating, titanic engines that would overwhelm their
makers. He and Mary had quite an argument about this, for she thought
the skyscrapers beautiful.
“They reach sunward, Stefan, they do not menace, they aspire,” she
objected.
“The aspiration is yours, Goddess. They are only fit symbols of a
super-materialism. Their strength is evil, but it lures.”
He was delighted with his drawings. Mary, who was beginning to develop
civic pride, told him they were goblinesque.
“Clever girl, that's why I like them,” he replied.
Late in October Stefan sold his pastoral, though only for seventy-five
dollars. This disappointed him greatly. He was anxious to repay his
debt to Adolph, but would not accept the loan of it from his wife. Mary
renewed her determination to be helpful, and sent one of her old stories
to a magazine, but without success. She had no one to advise her as
to likely markets, and posted her manuscript to two more unsuitable
publications, receiving it back with a printed rejection slip.
Her fourth attempt, however, was rewarded by a note from the editor
which gave her much encouragement. Children's stories, he explained,
were outside the scope of his magazine, but he thought highly of Mrs.
Byrd's manuscript, and advised her to submit it to one of the women's
papers--he named several--where it might be acceptable. Mary was
delighted by this note, and read it to Stefan.
“Splendid!” he cried, “I had no idea you had brought any stories over
with you. Guarded oracle!” he added, teasingly.
“Oracles don't tell secrets unless they are asked,” she rejoined.
“True. And now I do ask. Give me the whole secret--read me the story,”
he exclaimed, promptly putting away his brushes, lighting a cigarette,
and throwing himself, eagerly attentive, into the Morris chair.
Mary prepared to comply, gladly, if a little nervously. She had been
somewhat hurt at his complete lack of interest in her writing; now she
was anxious for his approbation. Seated in the rocking chair she read
aloud the little story in her clear low voice. When she had finished she
found Stefan regarding her with an expression affectionate but somewhat
quizzical.
“Mary, you have almost a maternal air, sitting there reading so lovingly
about a baby. It's a new aspect--the rocker helps. I've never quite
liked that chair--it reminds me of Michigan.”
Mary had flushed painfully, but he did not notice it in the half light
of the fire. It had grown dark as she read.
“But the story, Stefan?” she asked, her tone obviously hurt. He jumped
up and kissed her, all contrition.
“Darling, it sounded beautiful in your voice, and I'm sure it is. In
fact I know it is. But I simply don't understand that type of fiction;
I have no key to it. So my mind wandered a little. I listened to the
lovely sounds your voice made, and watched the firelight on your hair.
You were like a Dutch interior--quite a new aspect, as I said--and I got
interested in that.”
Mary was abashed and disappointed. For the first time she questioned
Stefan's generosity, contrasting his indifference with her own absorbed
interest in his work. She knew her muse trivial by comparison with his,
but she loved it, and ached for the stimulus his praise would bring.
Beneath the wound to her craftsmanship lay another, in which the knife
was turning, but she would not face its implication. Nevertheless it
oppressed her throughout the evening, so that Stefan commented on her
silence. That night as she lay awake listening to his easy breathing,
for the first time since her marriage her pillow was dampened by tears.
V
In the nest morning's sun Mary's premonitions appeared absurd. Stefan
waked in high spirits, and planned a morning's work on his drawings of
the city, while Mary, off duty as a model, decided to take her story in
person to the office of one of the women's papers. As she crossed the
Square and walked up lower Fifth Avenue she had never felt more buoyant.
The sun was brilliant, and a cool breeze whipped color into her cheeks.
The office to which she was bound was on the north side of Union Square.
Crossing Broadway, she was held up half way over by the traffic. As she
waited for an opening her attention was attracted by the singular antics
of a large man, who seemed to be performing some kind of a ponderous
fling upon the curbstone opposite. A moment more and she grasped that
the dance was a signal to her, and that the man was none other than
McEwan, sprucely tailored and trimmed in the American fashion, but
unmistakable for all that. She crossed the street and shook hands with
him warmly, delighted to see any one connected with the romantic days of
her voyage. McEwan's smile seemed to buttress his whole face with teeth,
but to her amazement he greeted her without a trace of Scotch accent.
“Well,” said he, pumping both her hands up and down in his enormous
fist, “here's Mrs. Byrd! That's simply great. I've been wondering where
I could locate you both. Ought to have nosed you out before now, but
my job keeps me busy. I'm with a magazine house, you know--advertising
manager.”
“I didn't know,” answered Mary, whose head was whirling.
“Ah,” he grinned at her, “you're surprised at my metamorphosis. I allow
myself a month every year of my native heath, heather-mixture, and
burr--I like to do the thing up brown. The rest of the time I'm a
Gothamite, of necessity. Some time, when I've made my pile, I shall
revert for keeps, and settle down into a kilt and a castle.”
Much amused by this unsuspected histrionic gift, Mary walked on beside
McEwan. He was full of interest in her affairs, and she soon confided to
him the object of her expedition.
“You're just the man to advise me, being on a paper,” she said, and
added laughing, “I should have been terrified of you if I'd known that
on the ship.”
“Then I'm glad I kept it dark. You say your stuff is for children? Where
were you going to?”
She told him.
“A woman's the boss of that shop. She's O.K. and so's her paper, but her
prices aren't high.” He considered. “Better come to our shop. We run two
monthlies and a weekly, one critical, one household, one entirely
for children. The boss is a great pal of mine. Name of Farraday--an
American. Come on!” And he wheeled her abruptly back the way they had
come. She followed unresistingly, intensely amused at his quick, jerky
sentences and crisp manner--the very antithesis of his former Scottish
heaviness.
“Mr. McEwan, what an actor you would have made!”
She smiled up at him as she hurried at his side. He looked about with
pretended caution, then stooped to her ear.
“Hoots, lassie!” he whispered, with a solemn wink.
“Stefan will never believe this!” she said, bubbling with laughter.
At the door of a building close to the corner where they had met he
stopped, and for a moment his manner, though not his voice, assumed its
erstwhile weightiness.
“Never mind!” he held up an admonishing forefinger. “I do the talking.
What do you know about business? Nothing!” His hand swept away possible
objections. “I know your work.” She gasped, but the finger was up
again, solemnly wagging. “And I say it's good. How many words?” he half
snapped.
“Three thousand five hundred,” she answered.
“Then I say, two hundred dollars--not a cent less--and what I say
_goes_, see?” The finger shot out at her, menacing.
“I leave it to you, Mr. McEwan,” she answered meekly, and followed
him to the lift, dazed. “This,” she said to herself, “simply is not
happening!” She felt like Alice in Wonderland.
They shot up many stories, and emerged into a large office furnished
with a switch-board, benches, tables, desks, pictures, and office boys.
A ceaseless stenographic click resounded from behind an eight-foot
partition; the telephone girl seemed to be engaged conjointly on a novel
and a dozen plugs; the office boys were diligent with their chewing gum;
all was activity. Mary felt at a loss, but the great McEwan, towering
over the switchboard like a Juggernaut, instantly compelled the
operator's eyes from their multiple distractions. “Good morning, Mr.
McEwan--Spring one-O-two-four,” she greeted him.
“'Morning. T'see Mr. Farraday,” he economized.
“M'st Farraday--M'st McEwan an' lady t'see you. Yes. M'st Farraday'll
see you right away. 'Sthis three-one hundred? Hold th' line, please,”
said the operator in one breath, connecting two calls and waving McEwan
forward simultaneously. Mary followed him down a long corridor of doors
to one which he opened, throwing back a second door within it.
They entered a sunny room, quiet, and with an air of spacious order.
Facing them was a large mahogany table, almost bare, save for a vase
which held yellow roses. Flowers grew in a window box and another vase
of white roses stood on a book shelf. Mary's eyes flew to the flowers
even before she observed the man who rose to greet them from beyond the
table. He was very tall, with the lean New England build. His long,
bony face was unhandsome save for the eyes and mouth, which held an
expression of great sweetness. He shook hands with a kindly smile, and
Mary took an instant liking to him, feeling In his presence the ease
that comes of class-fellowship. He looked, she thought, something under
forty years old.
“I am fortunate. You find me in a breathing spell,” he was saying.
“He's the busiest man in New York, but he always has time,” McEwan
explained, and, indeed, nothing could have been more unhurried than the
whole atmosphere of both man and room. Mary said so.
“Yes, I must have quiet or I can't work,” Farraday replied. “My windows
face the back, you see, and my walls are double; I doubt if there's a
quieter office in New York.”
“Nor a more charming, I should think,” added Mary, looking about at the
restful tones of the room, with its landscapes, its beautifully chosen
old furniture, and its flowers.
“The owner thanks you,” he acknowledged, with his kindly smile.
“Business, business,” interjected McEwan, who, Mary was amused to
observe, approximated much more to the popular idea of an American than
did his friend. “I've brought you a find, Farraday. This lady writes for
children--she's printed stuff in England. I haven't read it, but I know
it's good because I've seen her telling stories to the kids by the hour
aboard ship, and you couldn't budge them. You can see,” he waved his
hand at her, “that her copy would be out of the ordinary run.”
This absurdity would have embarrassed Mary but that Mr. Farraday
turned on her a smile which seemed to make them allies in their joint
comprehension of McEwan's advocacy.
“She's got a story with her for you to see,” went on that enthusiast.
“I've told her if it's good enough for our magazine it's two hundred
dollars good enough. There's the script.” He took it from her, and
flattened it out on Farraday's table. “Look it over and write her.”
“What's your address?” he shot at Mary. She produced it.
“I'll remember that,” McEwan nodded; “coming round to see you. There you
are, James. We won't keep you. You have no time and I have less. Come
on, Mrs. Byrd.” He made for the door, but Farraday lifted his hand.
“Too fast, Mac,” he smiled. “I haven't had a chance yet. A mere American
can't keep pace with the dynamic energy you store in Scotland. Where
does it come from? Do you do nothing but sleep there?”
“Much more than that. He practises the art of being a Scotchman,”
laughed Mary.
“He has no need to practise. You should have heard him when he first
came over,” said Farraday.
“Well, if you two are going to discuss me, I'll leave you at it; I'm
not a highbrow editor; I'm the poor ad man--my time means money to me.”
McEwan opened the door, and Mary rose to accompany him.
“Won't you sit down again, Mrs. Byrd? I'd like to ask you a few
questions,” interposed Farraday, who had been turning the pages of
Mary's manuscript. “Mac, you be off. I can't focus my mind in the
presence of a human gyroscope.”
“I've got to beat it,” agreed the other, shaking hands warmly with Mary.
“But don't you be taken in by him; he likes to pretend he's slow, but
he's really as quick as a buzz-saw. See you soon,” and with a final wave
of the hand he was gone.
“Now tell me a little about your work,” said Farraday, turning on Mary
his kind but penetrating glance. She told him she had published three or
four stories, and in what magazines.
“I only began to write fiction a year ago,” she explained. “Before that
I'd done nothing except scribble a little verse at home.”
“What kind of verse?”
“Oh, just silly little children's rhymes.”
“Have you sold any of them?”
“No, I never tried.”
“I should like to see them,” he said, to her surprise. “I could use them
perhaps if they were good. As for this story,” he turned the pages, “I
see you have an original idea. A child bird-tamer, dumb, whose power no
one can explain. Before they talk babies can understand the birds, but
as soon as they learn to speak they forget bird language. This child is
dumb, so he remembers, but can't tell any one. Very pretty.”
Mary gasped at his accurate summary of her idea. He seemed to have
photographed the pages in his mind at a glance.
“I had tried to make it a little mysterious,” she said rather ruefully.
His smile reassured her.
“You have,” he nodded, “but we editors learn to get impressions quickly.
Yes,” he was reading as he spoke, “I think it likely I can use this.
The style is good, and individual.” He touched a bell, and handed the
manuscript to an answering office boy. “Ask Miss Haviland to read this,
and report to me to-day,” he ordered.
“I rarely have time to read manuscripts myself,” he went on, “but Miss
Haviland is my assistant for our children's magazine. If her judgment
confirms mine, as I feel sure it will, we will mail you a cheque
to-night, Mrs. Byrd--according to our friend McEwan's instructions--”
and he smiled.
Mary blushed with pleasure, and again rose to go, with an attempt at
thanks. The telephone bell had twice, with a mere thread of sound,
announced a summons. The editor took up the receiver. “Yes, in five
minutes,” he answered, hanging up and turning again to Mary.
“Don't go yet, Mrs. Byrd; allow me the luxury of postponing other
business for a moment. We do not meet a new contributor and a new
citizen every day.” He leant back with an air of complete leisure,
turning to her his kindly, open smile. She felt wonderfully at her ease,
as though this man and she were old acquaintances. He asked more about
her work and that of her husband.
“We like to have some personal knowledge of our authors; it helps us in
criticism and suggestion,” he explained.
Mary described Stefan's success in Paris, and mentioned his sketches of
downtown New York. Farraday looked interested.
“I should like to see those,” he said. “We have an illustrated review in
which we sometimes use such things. If you are bringing me your verses,
your husband might care to come too, and show me the drawings.”
Again the insistent telephone purred, and this time he let Mary go,
shaking her hand and holding the door for her.
“Bring the verses whenever you like, Mrs. Byrd,” was his farewell.
When she had gone, James Farraday returned to his desk, lit a cigar, and
smoked absently for a few moments, staring out of the window. Then he
pulled his chair forward, and unhooked the receiver.
VI
Mary hurried home vibrant with happiness, and ran into the studio to
find Stefan disconsolately gazing out of the window. He whirled at her
approach, and caught her in his arms.
“Wicked one! I thought, like Persephone, you had been carried off by
Dis and his wagon,” he chided. “I could not work when I realized you had
been gone so long. Where have you been?” He looked quite woebegone.
“Ah, I'm so glad you missed me,” she cried from his arms. Then, unable
to contain her delight, she danced to the center of the room, and,
throwing back her head, burst into song. “Praise God from whom all
blessings flow,” chanted Mary full-throated, her chest expanded, pouring
out her gratitude as whole-heartedly as a lark.
“Mary, I can see your wings,” interrupted Stefan excitedly. “You're
soaring!” He seized a stick of charcoal and dashed for paper, only
to throw down his tools again in mock despair. “Pouf, you're beyond
sketching at this moment--you need a cathedral organ to express you.
What has happened? Have you been sojourning with the immortals?”
But Mary had stopped singing, and dropped on the divan as if suddenly
tired. She held out her arms to Stefan, and he sat beside her,
lover-like.
“Oh, dearest,” she said, her voice vibrating with tenderness, “I've
wanted so to help, and now I think I've sold a story, and I've found a
chance for your New York drawings. I'm so happy.”
“Why, you mysterious creature, your eyes have tears in them--and all
because you've helped me! I've never seen your tears, Mary; they make
your eyes like stars lost in a pool.” He kissed her passionately, and
she responded, but waited eagerly to hear him praise her success. After
a moment, however, he got up and wandered to his drawing board.
“You say you found a chance for these,” indicating the sketches. “How
splendid of you! Tell me all about it.” He was eagerly attentive, but
she might never have mentioned her story. Apparently, that part of her
report simply had not registered in his brain.
Mary's spirits suddenly dropped. She had come from an interview in which
she was treated as a serious artist, and her husband could not even
hear the account of her success. She rose and began to prepare their
luncheon, recounting her adventures meanwhile in a rather flat voice.
Stefan listened to her description of McEwan's metamorphosis only half
credulously.
“Don't tell me,” he commented, “that the cloven hoof will not out. Do
you mean to say it's to him that you owe this chance?”
She nodded.
“I don't see how we can take favors from that brute,” he said, running
his hands moodily into his pockets.
Mary looked at him in frank astonishment.
“I don't understand you, Stefan,” she said. “Mr. McEwan was kindness
itself, and I am grateful to him, but there can be no question of
receiving favors on your part. He introduced me to Mr. Farraday as a
writer, and it was only through me that your work was mentioned at all.”
She was hurt by his narrow intolerance, and he saw it.
“Very well, goddess, don't flash your lightnings at me.” He laughed
gaily, and sat down to his luncheon. Throughout it Mary listened to a
detailed account of his morning's work.
Next day she received by the first post a cheque for two hundred
dollars, with a formal typewritten note from Farraday, expressing
pleasure, and a hope that the Household Publishing Company might receive
other manuscripts from her for its consideration. Stefan was setting
his pallette for a morning's work on the Danaë. She called to him rather
constrainedly from the door where she had opened the letter.
“Stefan, I've received a cheque for two hundred dollars for my story.”
“That's splendid,” he answered cheerfully. “If I sell these sketches
we shall be quite rich. We must move from this absurd place to a proper
studio flat. Mary shall have a white bathroom, and a beautiful blue and
gold bed. Also minions to set food before her. Tra-la-la,” and he hummed
gaily. “I'm ready to begin, beloved,” he added.
As Mary prepared for her sitting she could not subdue a slight feeling
of irritation. Apparently she might never, even for a moment, enjoy the
luxury of being a human being with ambitions like Stefan's own, but must
remain ever pedestaled as his inspiration. She was irked, too, by his
hopelessly unpractical attitude toward affairs. She would have enjoyed
the friendly status of a partner as a wholesome complement to the ardors
of marriage. She knew that her husband differed from the legendary
bohemian in having a strictly upright code in money matters, but she
wished it could be less visionary. He mentally oscillated between
pauperism and riches. Let him fail to sell a picture and he offered to
pawn his coat; but the picture sold, he aspired to hire a mansion. In
a word, she began to see that he was incapable either of foresight or
moderation. Could she alone, she wondered, supply the deficiency?
That evening when they returned from dinner, which as a rare treat they
had eaten in the café of their old hotel, they found McEwan waiting
their arrival from a seat on the stairs.
“Here you are,” his hearty voice called to them as they labored up
the last flight. “I was determined not to miss you. I wanted to pay my
respects to the couple, and see how the paint-slinging was getting on.”
Mary, knowing now that the Scotchman was not the slow-witted blunderer
he had appeared on board ship, looked at him with sudden suspicion. Was
she deceived, or did there lurk a teasing gleam in those blue eyes?
Had McEwan used the outrageous phrase “paint-slinging” with malice
aforethought? She could not be sure. But if his object was to get a rise
from Stefan, he was only partly successful. True, her husband snorted
with disgust, but, at a touch from her and a whispered “Be nice to him,”
restrained himself sufficiently to invite McEwan in with a frigid show
of politeness. But once inside, and the candles lighted, Stefan leant
glumly against the mantelpiece with his hands in his pockets, evidently
determined to leave their visitor entirely on Mary's hands.
McEwan was nothing loath. He helped himself to a cigarette, and
proceeded to survey the walls of the room with interest.
“Nifty work, Mrs. Byrd. You must be proud of him,” and again Mary seemed
to catch a glint in his eye. “These sketches now,” he approached the
table on which lay the skyscraper studies. “Very harsh--cruel, you might
say--but clever, yes, _sir_, mighty clever.” Mary saw Stefan writhe with
irritation at the other's air of connoisseur. She shot him a glance
at once amused and pleading, but he ignored it with a shrug, as if to
indicate that Mary was responsible for this intrusion, and must expect
no aid from him.
McEwan now faced the easel which held the great Danaë, shrouded by a
cloth.
“Is this the latest masterpiece--can it be seen?” he asked, turning to
his host, his hand half stretched to the cover.
Mary made an exclamation of denial, and started forward to intercept the
hand. But even as she moved, dismay visible on her face, the perverse
devil which had been mounting in Stefan's brain attained the mastery.
She had asked him to be nice to this jackass--very well, he would.
“Yes, that's the best thing I've done, McEwan. As you're a friend of
both of us, you ought to see it,” he exclaimed, and before Mary could
utter a protest had wheeled the easel round to the light and thrown
back the drapery. He massed the candles on the mantelpiece. “Here,” he
called, “stand here where you can see properly. Mythological, you see,
Danaë. What do you think of it?” There were mischief and triumph in his
tone, and a shadow of spite.
Mary had blushed crimson and stood, incapable of speech, in the darkest
corner of the room. McEwan had not noticed her protest, it had all
happened so instantaneously. He followed Stefan's direction, and faced
the canvas expectantly. There was a long silence. Mary, watching,
saw the spruce veneer of metropolitanism fall from their guest like a
discarded mask--the grave, steady Highlander emerged. Stefan's moment
of malice had flashed and died--he stood biting his nails, already too
ashamed to glance in Mary's direction. At last McEwan turned. There was
homage in his eyes, and gravity.
“Mr. Byrd,” he said, and his deep voice carried somewhat of its old
Scottish burr, “I owe ye an apology. I took ye for a tricky young mon,
clever, but better pleased with yersel' than ye had a right to be. I see
ye are a great artist, and as such, ye hae the right even to the love of
that lady. Now I will congratulate her.” He strode over to Mary's corner
and took her hand. “Dear leddy,” he said, his native speech still more
apparent, “I confess I didna think the young mon worthy, and in me
blunderin' way, I would hae kept the two o' ye apart could I hae done
it. But I was wrong. Ye've married a genius, and ye can be proud o'
the way ye're helping him. Now I'll bid ye good night, and I hope ye'll
baith count me yer friend in all things.” He offered his hand to Stefan,
who took it, touched. Gravely he picked up his hat, and opened the door,
turning for a half bow before closing it behind him.
Stefan knew that he had behaved unpardonably, that he had been betrayed
into a piece of caddishness, but McEwan had given him the cue for his
defense. He hastened to Mary and seized her hand.
“Darling, forgive me. I knew you didn't want the picture shown, but it's
got to be done some day, hasn't it? It seemed a shame for McEwan not to
see what you have inspired. I ought not to have shown it without asking
you, but his appreciation justified me, don't you think?” His tone
coaxed.
Mary was choking back her tears. Explanations, excuses, were to her
trivial, nor was she capable of them. Wounded, she was always dumb, and
to discuss a hurt seemed to her to aggravate it.
“Don't let's talk about it, Stefan,” she murmured. “It seemed to me
you showed the picture because I did not wish it--that's what I don't
understand.” She spoke lifelessly.
“No, no, you mustn't think that,” he urged. “I was irritated, and I'm
horribly sorry, but I do think it should be shown.”
But Mary was not deceived. If only for a moment, he had been disloyal to
her. The urge of her love made it easy to forgive him, but she knew she
could not so readily forget.
Though she put a good face on the incident, though Stefan was his
most charming self throughout the evening, even though she refused to
recognize the loss, one veil of illusion had been stripped from her
heart's image of him.
In his contrite mood, determined to please her, Stefan recalled the
matter of her stories, and for the first time spoke of her success with
enthusiasm. He asked her about the editor, and offered to go with her
the next morning to show Mr. Farraday his sketches.
“Have you anything else to take him?” he asked.
“Yes,” replied Mary. “I am to show him some verses I wrote at home in
Lindum. Just little songs for children.”
“Verses,” he exclaimed; “how wonderful! I knew you were a goddess and a
song-bird, but not that you were a poet, too.”
“Nor am I; they are the most trifling things.”
“I expect they are delicious, like your singing. Read them to me,
beloved,” he begged.
But Mary would not. He pressed her several times during the evening, but
for the first time since their marriage he found he could not move her
to compliance.
“Please don't bother about them, Stefan. They are for children; they
would not interest you.”
He felt himself not wholly forgiven.
VII
A day or two later the Byrds went together to the office of the
Household Publishing Company and sent in their names to Mr. Farraday.
This time they had to wait their turn for admittance for over half an
hour, sharing the benches of the outer office with several men and
women of types ranging from the extreme of aestheticism to the obviously
commercial. The office was hung with original drawings of the covers
of the firm's three publications--The Household Review, The Household
Magazine, and The Child at Home. Stefan prowled around the room mentally
demolishing the drawings, while Mary glanced through the copies of the
magazines that covered the large central table. She was impressed by
the high level of makeup and illustration in all three periodicals,
contrasting them with the obvious and often inane contents of similar
English publications. At a glance the sheets appeared wholesome, but not
narrow; dignified, but not dull. She wondered how much of their general
tone they owed to Mr. Farraday, and determined to ask McEwan more about
his friend when next she saw him. Her speculations were interrupted by
Stefan, who somewhat excitedly pulled her sleeve, pointing to a colored
drawing of a woman's head on the wall behind her.
“Look, Mary!” he ejaculated. “Rotten bourgeois art, but an interesting
face, eh? I wonder if it's a good portrait. It says in the corner,
'Study of Miss Felicity Berber.' An actress, I expect. Look at the eyes;
subtle, aren't they? And the heavy little mouth. I've never seen a face
quite like it.” He was visibly intrigued.
Mary thought the face provocative, but somewhat unpleasant.
“It's certainly interesting--the predatory type, I should think,” she
replied. “I'll bet it's true to life--the artist is too much of a fool
to have created that expression,” Stefan went on. “Jove, I should like
to meet her, shouldn't you?” he asked naïvely.
“Not particularly,” said Mary, smiling at him. “She'll have to be your
friend; she's too feline for me.”
“The very word, observant one,” he agreed.
At this point their summons came. Mary was very anxious that her husband
should make a good impression. “I hope you'll like him, dearest,” she
whispered as for the second time the editor's door opened to her.
Farraday shook hands with them pleasantly, but turned his level glance
rather fixedly on her husband, Mary thought, before breaking into his
kindly smile. Stefan returned the smile with interest, plainly delighted
at the evidences of taste that surrounded him.
“I'm sorry you should have had to wait so long,” said Farraday. “I'm
rarely so fortunately unoccupied as on your first visit, Mrs. Byrd.
You've brought the verses to show me? Good! And Mr. Byrd has his
drawings?” He turned to Stefan. “America owes you a debt for the new
citizen you have given her, Mr. Byrd. May I offer my congratulations?”
“Thanks,” beamed Stefan, “but you couldn't, adequately, you know.”
“Obviously not,” assented the other with a glance at Mary. “Our mutual
friend, McEwan, was here again yesterday, with a most glowing account
of your work, Mr. Byrd; he seems to have adopted the rôle of press agent
for the family.”
“He's the soul of kindness,” said Mary.
“Yes, a thoroughly good sort,” Stefan conceded. “Here are the New York
sketches,” he went on, opening his portfolio on Farraday's desk. “Half a
dozen of them.”
“Thank you, just a moment,” interposed the editor, who had opened Mary's
manuscript. “Your wife's work takes precedence. She is an established
contributor, you see,” he smiled, running his eyes over the pages.
Stefan sat down. “Of course,” he said, rather absently.
Farraday gave an exclamation of pleasure.
“Mrs. Byrd, these are good; unusually so. They have the Stevenson flavor
without being imitations. A little condensation, perhaps--I'll pencil
a few suggestions--but I must have them all. I would not let another
magazine get them for the world! Let me see, how many are there! Eight.
We might bring them out in a series, illustrated. What if I were to
offer the illustrating to Mr. Byrd, eh?” He put down the sheets and
glanced from wife to husband, evidently charmed with his idea. “What do
you think, Mr. Byrd? Is your style suited to her work?” he asked.
Stefan looked thoroughly taken aback. He laughed shortly. “I'm a
painter, Mr. Farraday, not an illustrator. I haven't time to undertake
that kind of thing. Even these drawings,” he indicated the portfolio,
“were done in spare moments as an amusement. My wife suggested placing
them with you--I shouldn't have thought of it.”
To Mary his tone sounded needlessly ungracious, but the editor appeared
not to notice it.
“I beg your pardon,” he replied suavely. “Of course, if you don't
illustrate--I'm sorry. The collaboration of husband and wife would have
been an attraction, even though the names were unknown here. I'll get
Ledward to do them.”
Stefan sat up. “You don't mean Metcalf Ledward, the painter, do you?” he
exclaimed.
“Yes,” replied Farraday quietly; “he often does things for us--our
policy is to popularize the best American artists.”
Stefan was nonplused. Ledward illustrating Mary's rhymes! He felt
uncomfortable.
“Don't you think he would get the right atmosphere better perhaps than
anyone?” queried Farraday, who seemed courteously anxious to elicit
Stefan's opinion. Mary interposed hastily.
“Mr. Farraday, he can't answer you. I'm afraid I've been stupid, but I
was so pessimistic about these verses that I wouldn't show them to him.
I thought I would get an outside criticism first, just to save my face,”
she hurried on, anxious in reality to save her husband's.
“I pleaded, but she was obdurate,” contributed Stefan, looking at her
with reproach.
Farraday smiled enlightenment. “I see. Well, I shall hope you will
change your mind about the illustrations when you have read the
poems--that is, if your style would adapt itself. Now may I see the
sketches?” and he held out his hand for them.
Stefan rose with relief. Much as he adored Mary, he could not comprehend
the seriousness with which this man was taking the rhymes which she
herself had described as “just little songs for children.” He was the
more baffled as he could not dismiss Farraday's critical pretensions
with contempt, the editor being too obviously a man of cultivation. Now,
however, that attention had been turned to his own work, Stefan was at
his ease. Here, he felt, was no room for doubts.
“They are small chalk and charcoal studies of the spirit of the
city--mere impressions,” he explained, putting the drawings in
Farraday's hands with a gesture which belied the carelessness of his
words.
Farraday glanced at them, looked again, rose, and carried them to the
window, where he examined them carefully, one by one. Mary watched him
breathlessly, Stefan with unconcealed triumph. Presently he turned
again and placed them in a row on the bare expanse of his desk. He stood
looking silently at them for a moment more before he spoke.
“Mr. Byrd,” he said at last, “this is very remarkable work.” Mary
exhaled an audible breath of relief, and turned a glowing face to
Stefan. “It is the most remarkable work,” went on the editor, “that has
come into this office for some time past. Frankly, however, I can't use
it.”
Mary caught her breath--Stefan stared. The other went on without looking
at them:
“This company publishes strictly for the household. Our policy is to
send into the average American home the best that America produces, but
it must be a best that the home can comprehend. These drawings interpret
New York as you see it, but they do not interpret the New York in which
our readers live, or one which they would be willing to admit existed.”
“They interpret the real New York, though,” interposed Stefan.
“Obviously so, to you,” replied the editor, looking at him for the first
time. “For me, they do not. These drawings are an arraignment, Mr. Byrd,
and--if you will pardon my saying so--a rather bitter and inhuman one.
You are not very patriotic, are you?” His keen eyes probed the artist.
“Emphatically no,” Stefan rejoined. “I'm only half American by birth,
and wholly French by adoption.”
“That explains it,” nodded Farraday gravely. “Well, Mr. Byrd, there are
undoubtedly publications in which these drawings could find a place, and
I am only sorry that mine are not amongst them. May I, however, venture
to offer you a suggestion?”
Stefan was beginning to look bored, but Mary interposed with a quick
“Oh, please do!” Farraday turned to her.
“Mrs. Byrd, you will bear me out in this, I think. Your husband has
genius--that is beyond question--but he is unknown here as yet. Would
it not be a pity for him to be introduced to the American public through
these rather sinister drawings? We are not fond of the too frank critic
here, you know,” he smiled, whimsically. “You may think me a Philistine,
Mr. Byrd,” he continued, “but I have your welfare in mind. Win your
public first with smiles, and later they may perhaps accept chastisement
from you. If you have any drawings in a different vein I shall feel
honored in publishing them”--his tone was courteous--“if not, I should
suggest that you seek your first opening through the galleries rather
than the press. Whichever way you decide, if I can assist you at all by
furnishing introductions, I do hope you will call on me. Both for
your wife's sake and for your own, it would be a pleasure. And
now”--gathering up the drawings--“I must ask you both to excuse me, as
I have a long string of appointments. Mrs. Byrd, I will write you our
offer for the verses. I don't know about the illustrations; you must
consult your husband.” They found themselves at the door bidding him
goodbye: Mary with a sense of disappointment mingled with comprehension;
Stefan not knowing whether the more to deplore what he considered
Farraday's Philistinism, or to admire his critical acumen.
“His papers and his policy are piffling,” he summed up at last, as they
walked down the Avenue, “but I must say I like the man himself--he is
the first person of distinction I have seen since I left France.”
“Oh! Oh! The first?” queried Mary.
“Darling,” he seized her hand and pressed it, “I said the first person,
not the first immortal!” He had a way of bestowing little endearments
in public, which Mary found very attractive, even while her training
obliged her to class them as solecisms.
“I felt sure you would like him. He seems to me charming,” she said,
withdrawing the hand with a smile.
“Grundy!” he teased at this. “Yes, the man is all right, but if that
is a sample of their attitude toward original work over here we have a
pretty prospect of success. 'Genius, get thee behind me!' would sum it
up. Imbeciles!” He strode on, his face mutinous.
Mary was thinking. She knew that Farraday's criticism of her husband's
work was just. The word “sinister” had struck home to her. It could
be applied, she felt, with equal truth to all his large paintings but
one--the Danaë.