II

Old Mauprat was a treacherous animal of the carnivorous order, a

cross between a lynx and a fox. Along with a copious and easy flow of

language, he had a veneer of education which helped his cunning. He made

a point of excessive politeness, and had great powers of persuasion,

even with the objects of his vengeance. He knew how to entice them to

his castle, where he would make them undergo frightful ill-treatment,

for which, however, having no witnesses, they were unable to obtain

redress by law. All his villainies bore the stamp of such consummate

skill that the country came to view them with a sort of awe akin to

respect. No one could ever catch him out of his den, though he issued

forth often enough, and apparently without taking many precautions. In

truth, he was a man with a genius for evil; and his sons, bound to him

by no ties of affection, of which, indeed, they were incapable, yet

acknowledged the sway of this superior evil genius, and gave him

a uniform and ready obedience, in which there was something almost

fanatic. He was their deliverer in all desperate cases; and when the

weariness of confinement under our chilly vaults began to fill them with

_ennui_, his mind, brutal even in jest, would cure them by arranging

for their pleasure shows worthy of a den of thieves. Sometimes poor

mendicant monks collecting alms would be terrified or tortured for their

benefit; their beards would be burned off, or they would be lowered into

a well and kept hanging between life and death until they had sung some

foul song or uttered some blasphemy. Everybody knows the story of the

notary who was allowed to enter in company with his four clerks, and

whom they received with all the assiduity of pompous hospitality. My

grandfather pretended to agree with a good grace to the execution of

their warrant, and politely helped them to make an inventory of his

furniture, of which the sale had been decreed. After this, when dinner

was served and the king’s men had taken their places at table, he said

to the notary:

“Ah, mon Dieu! I was forgetting a poor hack of mine in the stable. It’s

a small matter. Still, you might be reprimanded for omitting it; and

as I see that you are a worthy fellow I should be sorry to mislead you.

Come with me and see it; it won’t take us a moment.”

The notary followed Mauprat unsuspectingly. Just as they were about to

enter the stable together, Mauprat, who was leading the way, told him to

put in his head only. The notary, anxious to show great consideration in

the performance of his duties, and not to pry into things too closely,

did as he was told. Then Mauprat suddenly pushed the door to and

squeezed his neck so violently between it and the wall that the wretched

man could not breathe. Deeming him sufficiently punished, Tristan opened

the door again, and, asking pardon for his carelessness, with great

civility offered the man his arm to take him back to dinner. This the

notary did not consider it wise to refuse; but as soon as he re-entered

the room where his colleagues were, he threw himself into a chair, and

pointing to his livid face and mangled neck, demanded justice for the

trap into which he had just been led. It was then that my grandfather,

revelling in his rascally wit, went through a comedy scene of sublime

audacity. He gravely reproached the notary with accusing him unjustly,

and always addressing him kindly and with studied politeness, called the

others to bear witness to his conduct, begging them to make allowances

if his precarious position had forced him to give them such a poor

reception, all the while doing the honours of the table in splendid

style. The poor notary did not dare to press the matter and was

compelled to dine, although half dead. His companions were so completely

duped by Mauprat’s assurance that they ate and drank merrily, treating

the notary as a lunatic and a boor. They left Roche-Mauprat all drunk,

singing the praises of their host, and laughing at the notary, who fell

down dead upon the threshold of his house on dismounting from his horse.

The eight sons, the pride and strength of old Mauprat, all resembled

him in physical vigour, brutality of manners, and, to some extent, in

craftiness and jesting ill-nature. The truth is they were veritable

brutes, capable of any evil, and completely dead to any noble thought

or generous sentiment. Nevertheless, they were endowed with a sort of

reckless, dashing courage which now and then seemed to have in it an

element of grandeur. But it is time that I told you about myself, and

gave you some idea of the development of my character in the thick of

this filthy mire into which it had pleased God to plunge me, on leaving

my cradle.

I should be wrong if, in order to gain your sympathy in these early

years of my life, I asserted that I was born with a noble nature, a pure

and incorruptible soul. As to this, I know nothing. Maybe there are no

incorruptible souls. Maybe there are. That is what neither you nor any

one will ever know. The great questions awaiting an answer are these:

“Are our innate tendencies invincible? If not, can they be modified

merely or wholly destroyed by education?” For myself, I would not dare

to affirm. I am neither a metaphysician, nor a psychologist, nor a

philosopher; but I have had a terrible life, gentlemen, and if I were a

legislator, I would order that man to have his tongue torn out, or

his head cut off, who dared to preach or write that the nature of

individuals is unchangeable, and that it is no more possible to reform

the character of a man than the appetite of a tiger. God has preserved

me from believing this.

All I can tell you is that my mother instilled into me good principles,

though, perhaps, I was not endowed by nature with her good qualities.

Even with her I was of a violent disposition, but my violence was

sullen and suppressed. I was blind and brutal in anger, nervous even to

cowardice at the approach of danger, daring almost to foolhardiness when

hand to hand with it--that is to say, at once timid and brave from my

love of life. My obstinacy was revolting; yet my mother alone could

conquer me; and without attempting to reason, for my mind developed very

slowly, I used to obey her as if by a sort of magnetic necessity. This

one guiding hand which I remember, and another woman’s which I felt

later, were and have been sufficient to lead me towards good. But I lost

my mother before she had been able to teach me anything seriously; and

when I was transplanted to Roche-Mauprat, my feeling for the evil done

there was merely an instinctive aversion, feeble enough, perhaps, if

fear had not been mingled with it.

But I thank Heaven from the bottom of my heart for the cruelties

heaped upon me there, and above all for the hatred which my Uncle John

conceived for me. My ill-fortune preserved me from indifference in

the presence of evil, and my sufferings helped me to detest those who

wrought it.

This John was certainly the most detestable of his race. Ever since a

fall from his horse had maimed him, his evil temper had developed

in proportion to his inability to do as much harm as his companions.

Compelled to remain at home when the others set out on their

expeditions, for he could not bestride a horse, he found his only chance

of pleasure in those fruitless little attacks which the mounted police

sometimes made on the castle, as if to ease their conscience. Then,

intrenched behind a rampart of freestone which he had had built to

suit himself, John, calmly seated near his culverin, would pick off

a gentleman from time to time, and at once regain, as he said, his

sleeping and eating power, which want of exercise had taken from him.

And he would even climb up to his beloved platform without waiting for

the excuse of an attack, and there, crouching down like a cat ready to

spring, as soon as he saw any one appear in the distance without giving

the signal, he would try his skill upon the target, and make the man

retrace his steps. This he called sweeping the path clean.

As I was too young to accompany my uncles on their hunting and

plundering expeditions, John naturally became my guardian and

tutor--that is to say, my jailor and tormentor. I will not give you all

the details of that infernal existence. For nearly ten years I endured

cold, hunger, insults, the dungeon, and blows, according to the more or

less savage caprices of this monster. His fierce hatred of me arose

from the fact that he could not succeed in depraving me; my rugged,

headstrong, and unsociable nature preserved me from his vile seductions.

It is possible that I had not any strong tendencies to virtue; to hatred

I luckily had. Rather than do the bidding of my tyrant I would have

suffered a thousand deaths. And so I grew up without conceiving any

affection for vice. However, my notions about society were so strange

that my uncles’ mode of life did not in itself cause me any repugnance.

Seeing that I was brought up behind the walls of Roche-Mauprat, and that

I lived in a state of perpetual siege, you will understand that I had

precisely such ideas as any armed retainer in the barbarous ages of

feudalism might have had. What, outside our den, was termed by other men

assassinating, plundering, and torturing, I was taught to call fighting,

conquering, and subduing. My sole knowledge of history consisted of

an acquaintance with certain legends and ballads of chivalry which my

grandfather used to repeat to me of an evening, when he had time to

think of what he was pleased to call my education. Whenever I asked him

any question about the present time, he used to answer that times had

sadly changed, that all Frenchmen had become traitors and felons, that

they had frightened their kings, and that these, like cravens, had

deserted the nobles, who in their turn had been cowardly enough to

renounce their privileges and let laws be made for them by clodhoppers.

I listened with surprise, almost with indignation, to this account of

the age in which I lived, for me an age of shadows and mysteries. My

grandfather had but vague ideas of chronology; not a book of any kind

was to be found at Roche-Mauprat, except, I should say, the History of

the Sons of Aymon, and a few chronicles of the same class brought by our

servants from country fairs. Three names, and only three, stood clear in

the chaos of my ignorance--Charlemagne, Louis XI, and Louis XIV; because

my grandfather would frequently introduce these into dissertations on

the unrecognised rights of the nobles. In truth, I was so ignorant that

I scarcely knew the difference between a reign and a race; and I was by

no means sure that my grandfather had not seen Charlemagne, for he spoke

of him more frequently and more gladly than of any other man.

But, while my native energy led me to admire the exploits of my uncles,

and filled me with a longing to share in them, the cold-blooded cruelty

they perpetrated on returning from their expeditions, and the perfidious

artifices by which they lured their dupes to the castle, in order

to torture them to extort ransom, roused in me strange and painful

emotions, which, now that I am speaking in all sincerity, it would be

difficult for me to account for exactly. In the absence of all ordinary

moral principles it might have been natural for me to accept the theory

which I daily saw carried into practice, that makes it right; but the

humiliation and suffering which my Uncle John inflicted on me in virtue

of this theory, taught me to be dissatisfied with it. I could appreciate

the right of the bravest, and I genuinely despised those who, with death

in their power, yet chose life at the price of such ignominy as they

had to bear at Roche-Mauprat. But I could only explain these insults and

horrors heaped on prisoners, some of them women and mere children,

as manifestations of bloodthirsty appetites. I do not know if I was

sufficiently susceptible of a noble sentiment to be inspired with pity

for the victim; but certain it is that I experienced that feeling

of selfish commiseration which is common to all natures, and which,

purified and ennobled, has become charity among civilized peoples. Under

my coarse exterior my heart no doubt merely felt passing shocks of fear

and disgust at the sight of punishments which I myself might have to

endure any day at the caprice of my oppressors; especially as John,

when he saw me turn pale at these frightful spectacles, had a habit of

saying, in a mocking tone:

“That’s what I’ll do to you when you are disobedient.”

All I know is that in presence of such iniquitous acts I experienced a

horrible uneasiness; my blood curdled in my veins, my throat began

to close, and I had to rush away, so as not to repeat the cries which

pierced my ears. In time, however, I became somewhat hardened to these

terrible impressions. The fibres of feeling grew tougher, and habit gave

me power to hide what they termed my cowardice. I even felt ashamed of

the signs of weakness I showed, and forced my face into the hyena

smile which I saw on the faces of my kinsmen. But I could never prevent

convulsive shudders from running through my limbs, and the coldness as

of death from falling on my heart, at the recollection of these scenes

of agony. The women, dragged half-willingly, half by force, under the

roof of Roche-Mauprat, caused me inconceivable agitation. I began to

feel the fires of youth kindling within me, and even to look with envy

on this part of my uncles’ spoil; but with these new-born desires were

mingled inexpressible pangs. To all around me women were merely objects

of contempt, and vainly did I try to separate this idea from that of the

pleasure which was luring me. My mind was bewildered, and my irritated

nerves imparted a violent and sickly strain to all my temptations. In

other matters, I had as vile a disposition as my companions; if my heart

was better than theirs, my manners were no less arrogant, and my jokes

in no better taste. And here it may be well to give you an illustration

of my youthful malice, especially as the results of these events have

had an influence on the rest of my life.

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