CHAPTER XVII.

“Why, I did say something about getting a licence from the Cadi.”

BLUE BEARD.

“The visits of the stranger were interrupted for some time, and when he

returned, it seemed as if their purpose was no longer the same. He no

longer attempted to corrupt her principles, or sophisticate her

understanding, or mystify her views of religion. On the latter subject

he was quite silent, seemed to regret he had ever touched on it, and not

all her restless avidity of knowledge, or caressing importunity of

manner, could extract from him another syllable on the subject. He

repayed her amply, however, by the rich, varied, and copious stores of a

mind, furnished with matter apparently beyond the power of human

experience to have collected, confined, as it is, within the limits of

threescore years and ten. But this never struck Immalee; she took “no

note of time;” and the tale of yesterday, or the record of past

centuries, were synchronized in a mind to which facts and dates were

alike unknown; and which was alike unacquainted with the graduating

shades of manner, and the linked progress of events.

“They often sat on the shore of the isle in the evening, where Immalee

always prepared a seat of moss for her visitor, and gazed together on

the blue deep in silence; for Immalee’s newly-awaked intellect and heart

felt that bankruptcy of language, which profound feeling will impress on

the most cultivated intellect, and which, in her case, was increased

alike by her innocence and her ignorance; and her visitor had perhaps

reasons still stronger for his silence. This silence, however, was often

broken. There was not a vessel that sailed in the distance which did not

suggest an eager question from Immalee, and did not draw a slow and

extorted reply from the stranger. His knowledge was immense, various,

and profound, (but this was rather a subject of delight than of

curiosity to his beautiful pupil); and from the Indian canoe, rowed by

naked natives, to the splendid, and clumsy, and ill-managed vessels of

the Rajahs, that floated like huge and gilded fish tumbling in uncouth

and shapeless mirth on the wave, to the gallant and well-manned vessels

of Europe, that came on like the gods of ocean bringing fertility and

knowledge, the discoveries of art, and the blessings of civilization,

wherever their sails were unfurled and their anchors dropt,--he could

tell her all,--describe the destination of every vessel,--the feelings,

characters, and national habits of the many-minded inmates,--and enlarge

her knowledge to a degree which books never could have done; for

colloquial communication is always the most vivid and impressive medium,

and lips have a prescriptive right to be the first intelligencers in

instruction and in love.

“Perhaps this extraordinary being, with regard to whom the laws of

mortality and the feelings of nature seemed to be alike suspended, felt

a kind of sad and wild repose from the destiny that immitigably pursued

him, in the society of Immalee. We know not, and can never tell, what

sensations her innocent and helpless beauty inspired him with, but the

result was, that he ceased to regard her as his victim; and, when seated

beside her listening to her questions, or answering them, seemed to

enjoy the few lucid intervals of his insane and morbid existence. Absent

from her, he returned to the world to torture and to tempt in the

mad-house where the Englishman Stanton was tossing on his straw----”

“Hold!” said Melmoth; “what name have you mentioned?”--“Have patience

with me, Senhor,” said Monçada, who did not like interruption; “have

patience, and you will find we are all beads strung on the same string.

Why should we jar against each other? our union is indissoluble.” He

proceeded with the story of the unhappy Indian, as recorded in the

parchments of Adonijah, which he had been compelled to copy, and of

which he was anxious to impress every line and letter on his listener,

to substantiate his own extraordinary story.

“When absent from her, his purpose was what I have described; but while

present, that purpose seemed suspended; he gazed often on her with eyes

whose wild and fierce lustre was quenched in a dew that he hastily wiped

away, and gazed on her again. While he sat near her on the flowers she

had collected for him,--while he looked on those timid and rosy lips

that waited his signal to speak, like buds that did not dare to blow

till the sun shone on them,--while he heard accents issue from those

lips which he felt it would be as impossible to pervert as it would be

to teach the nightingale blasphemy,--he sunk down beside her, passed his

hand over his livid brow, and, wiping off some cold drops, thought for a

moment he was not the Cain of the moral world, and that the brand was

effaced,--at least for a moment. The habitual and impervious gloom of

his soul soon returned. He felt again the gnawings of the worm that

never dies, and the scorchings of the fire that is never to be quenched.

He turned the fatal light of his dark eyes on the only being who never

shrunk from their expression, for her innocence made her fearless. He

looked intensely at her, while rage, despair, and pity, convulsed his

heart; and as he beheld the confiding and conciliating smile with which

this gentle being met a look that might have withered the heart of the

boldest within him,--a Semele gazing in supplicating love on the

lightnings that were to blast her,--one human drop dimmed their

portentous lustre, as its softened rays fell on her. Turning fiercely

away, he flung his view on the ocean, as if to find, in the sight of

human life, some fuel for the fire that was consuming his vitals. The

ocean, that lay calm and bright before them as a sea of jasper, never

reflected two more different countenances, or sent more opposite

feelings to two hearts. Over Immalee’s, it breathed that deep and

delicious reverie, which those forms of nature that unite tranquillity

and profundity diffuse over souls whose innocence gives them a right to

an unmingled and exclusive enjoyment of nature. None but crimeless and

unimpassioned minds ever truly enjoyed earth, ocean, and heaven. At our

first transgression, nature expels us, as it did our first parents, from

her paradise for ever.

“To the stranger the view was fraught with far different visions. He

viewed it as a tiger views a forest abounding with prey; there might be

the storm and the wreck; or, if the elements were obstinately calm,

there might be the gaudy and gilded pleasure barge, in which a Rajah and

the beautiful women of his haram were inhaling the sea breeze under

canopies of silk and gold, overturned by the unskilfulness of their

rowers, and their plunge, and struggle, and dying agony, amid the smile

and beauty of the calm ocean, produce one of those contrasts in which

his fierce spirit delighted. Or, were even this denied, he could watch

the vessels as they floated by, and, from the skiff to the huge trader,

be sure that every one bore its freight of woe and crime. There came on

the European vessels full of the passions and crimes of another

world,--of its sateless cupidity, remorseless cruelty, its intelligence,

all awake and ministrant in the cause of its evil passions, and its very

refinement operating as a stimulant to more inventive indulgence, and

more systematized vice. He saw them approach to traffic for “gold, and

silver, and the souls of men;”--to grasp, with breathless rapacity, the

gems and precious produce of those luxuriant climates, and deny the

inhabitants the rice that supported their inoffensive existence;--to

discharge the load of their crimes, their lust and their avarice, and

after ravaging the land, and plundering the natives, depart, leaving

behind them famine, despair, and execration; and bearing with them back

to Europe, blasted constitutions, inflamed passions, ulcerated hearts,

and consciences that could not endure the extinction of a light in their

sleeping apartment.

“Such were the objects for which he watched; and one evening, when

solicited by Immalee’s incessant questions about the worlds to which the

vessels were hastening, or to which they were returning, he gave her a

description of the world, after his manner, in a spirit of mingled

derision, malignity, and impatient bitterness at the innocence of her

curiosity. There was a mixture of fiendish acrimony, biting irony, and

fearful truth, in his wild sketch, which was often interrupted by the

cries of astonishment, grief, and terror, from his hearer. “They come,”

said he, pointing to the European vessels, “from a world where the only

study of the inhabitants is how to increase their own sufferings, and

those of others, to the utmost possible degree; and, considering they

have only had 4000 years practice at the task, it must be allowed they

are tolerable proficients.”--“But is it possible?”--“You shall judge. In

aid, doubtless, of this desirable object, they have been all originally

gifted with imperfect constitutions and evil passions; and, not to be

ungrateful, they pass their lives in contriving how to augment the

infirmities of the one, and aggravate the acerbities of the other. They

are not like you, Immalee, a being who breathes amid roses, and subsists

only on the juices of fruits, and the lymph of the pure element. In

order to render their thinking powers more gross, and their spirits more

fiery, they devour animals, and torture from abused vegetables a drink,

that, without quenching thirst, has the power of extinguishing reason,

inflaming passion, and shortening life--the best result of all--for life

under such circumstances owes its only felicity to the shortness of its

duration.”

“Immalee shuddered at the mention of animal food, as the most delicate

European would at the mention of a cannibal feast; and while tears

trembled in her beautiful eyes, she turned them wistfully on her

peacocks with an expression that made the stranger smile. “Some,” said

he, by way of consolation, “have a taste by no means so

sophisticated,--they content themselves at their need with the flesh of

their fellow-creatures; and as human life is always miserable, and

animal life never so, (except from elementary causes), one would imagine

this the most humane and salutary way of at once gratifying the

appetite, and diminishing the mass of human suffering. But as these

people pique themselves on their ingenuity in aggravating the sufferings

of their situation, they leave thousands of human beings yearly to

perish by hunger and grief, and amuse themselves in feeding on animals,

whom, by depriving of existence, they deprive of the only pleasure their

condition has allotted them. When they have thus, by unnatural diet and

outrageous stimulation, happily succeeded in corrupting infirmity into

disease, and exasperating passion into madness, they proceed to exhibit

the proofs of their success, with an expertness and consistency truly

admirable. They do not, like you, Immalee, live in the lovely

independence of nature--lying on the earth, and sleeping with all the

eyes of heaven unveiled to watch you--treading the same grass till your

light step feels a friend in every blade it presses--and conversing with

flowers, till you feel yourself and them children of the united family

of nature, whose mutual language of love you have almost learned to

speak to each other--no, to effect their purpose, their food, which is

of itself poison, must be rendered more fatal by the air they inhale;

and therefore the more civilized crowd all together into a space which

their own respiration, and the exhalation of their bodies, renders

pestilential, and which gives a celerity inconceivable to the

circulation of disease and mortality. Four thousand of them will live

together in a space smaller than the last and lightest colonnade of your

young banyan-tree, in order, doubtless, to increase the effects of fœtid

air, artificial heat, unnatural habits, and impracticable exercise. The

result of these judicious precautions is just what may be guessed. The

most trifling complaint becomes immediately infectious, and, during the

ravages of the pestilence, which this habit generates, ten thousand

lives a-day are the customary sacrifice to the habit of living in

cities.”--“But they die in the arms of those they love,” said Immalee,

whose tears flowed fast at this recital; “and is not that better than

even _life_ in solitude,--as mine was before I beheld you?”

“The stranger was too intent on his description to heed her. “To these

cities they resort nominally for security and protection, but really for

the sole purpose to which their existence is devoted,--that of

aggravating its miseries by every ingenuity of refinement. For example,

those who live in uncontrasted and untantalized misery, can hardly feel

it--suffering becomes their habit, and they feel no more jealousy of

their situation than the bat, who clings in blind and famishing

stupefaction to the cleft of a rock, feels of the situation of the

butterfly, who drinks of the dew, and bathes in the bloom of every

flower. But the people of the _other worlds_ have invented, by means of

living in cities, a new and singular mode of aggravating human

wretchedness--that of contrasting it with the wild and wanton excess of

superfluous and extravagant splendour.”

“Here the stranger had incredible difficulty to make Immalee comprehend

how there could be an unequal division of the means of existence; and

when he had done his utmost to explain it to her, she continued to

repeat, (her white finger on her scarlet lip, and her small foot beating

the moss), in a kind of pouting inquietude, “Why should some have more

than they can eat, and others nothing to eat?”--“This,” continued the

stranger, “is the most exquisite refinement on that art of torture which

those beings are so expert in--to place misery by the side of

opulence--to bid the wretch who dies for want feed on the sound of the

splendid equipages which shake his hovel as they pass, but leave no

relief behind--to bid the industrious, the ingenious, and the

imaginative, starve, while bloated mediocrity pants from excess--to bid

the dying sufferer feel that life might be prolonged by one drop of that

exciting liquor, which, wasted, produces only sickness or madness in

those whose lives it undermines;--to do this is their principal object,

and it is fully attained. The sufferer through whose rags the wind of

winter blows, like arrows lodging in every pore--whose tears freeze

before they fall--whose soul is as dreary as the night under whose cope

his resting-place must be--whose glued and clammy lips are unable to

receive the food which famine, lying like a burning coal at his vitals,

craves--and who, amid the horrors of a houseless winter, might prefer

its desolation to that of the den that abuses the name of home--without

food--without light--where the howlings of the storm are answered by the

fiercer cries of hunger--and he must stumble to his murky and strawless

nook over the bodies of his children, who have sunk on the floor, not

for rest, but despair. Such a being, is he not sufficiently miserable?”

“Immalee’s shudderings were her only answer, (though of many parts of

his description she had a very imperfect idea). “No, he is not enough so

yet,” pursued the stranger, pressing the picture on her; “let his steps,

that know not where they wander, conduct him to the gates of the

affluent and the luxurious--let him feel that plenty and mirth are

removed from him but by the interval of a wall, and yet more distant

than if severed by worlds--let him feel that while _his_ world is

darkness and cold, the eyes of those within are aching with the blaze of

light, and hands relaxed by artificial heat, are soliciting with fans

the refreshment of a breeze--let him feel that every groan he utters is

answered by a song or a laugh--and let him die on the steps of the

mansion, while his last conscious pang is aggravated by the thought,

that the price of the hundredth part of the luxuries that lie untasted

before heedless beauty and sated epicurism, would have protracted his

existence, while it poisons theirs--let him _die of want on the

threshold of a banquet-hall_, and then admire with me the ingenuity that

displays itself in this new combination of misery. The inventive

activity of the people of the world, in the multiplication of calamity,

is inexhaustibly fertile in resources. Not satisfied with diseases and

famine, with sterility of the earth, and tempests of the air, they must

have laws and marriages, and kings and tax-gatherers, and wars and

fetes, and every variety of artificial misery inconceivable to you.”

“Immalee, overpowered by this torrent of words, to her unintelligible

words, in vain asked a connected explanation of them. The demon of his

superhuman misanthropy had now fully possessed him, and not even the

tones of a voice as sweet as the strings of David’s harp, had power to

expel the evil one. So he went on flinging about his fire-brands and

arrows, and then saying, “Am I not in sport? These people(15),” said he,

“have made unto themselves kings, that is, beings whom they voluntarily

invest with the privilege of draining, by taxation, whatever wealth

their vices have left to the rich, and whatever means of subsistence

their want has left to the poor, till their extortion is cursed from the

castle to the cottage--and this to support a few pampered favourites,

who are harnessed by silken reins to the car, which they drag over the

prostrate bodies of the multitude. Sometimes exhausted by the monotony

of perpetual fruition, which has no parallel even in the monotony of

suffering, (for the latter has at least the excitement of hope, which is

for ever denied to the former), they amuse themselves by making war,

that is, collecting the greatest number of human beings that can be

bribed to the task, to cut the throats of a less, equal, or greater

number of beings, bribed in the same manner for the same purpose. These

creatures have not the least cause of enmity to each other--they do not

know, they never beheld each other. Perhaps they might, under other

circumstances, wish each other well, as far as human malignity would

suffer them; but from the moment they are hired for legalized massacre,

hatred is their duty, and murder their delight. The man who would feel

reluctance to destroy the reptile that crawls in his path, will equip

himself with metals fabricated for the purpose of destruction, and smile

to see it stained with the blood of a being, whose existence and

happiness he would have sacrificed his own to promote, under other

circumstances. So strong is this habit of aggravating misery under

artificial circumstances, that it has been known, when in a sea-fight a

vessel has blown up, (here a long explanation was owed to Immalee, which

may be spared the reader), the people of that world have plunged into

the water to save, at the risk of their own lives, the lives of those

with whom they were grappling amid fire and blood a moment before, and

whom, though they would sacrifice to their passions, their pride refused

to sacrifice to the elements.”--“Oh that is beautiful!--that is

glorious!” said Immalee, clasping her white hands; “I could bear all you

describe to see that sight!”

(15) As, by a mode of criticism equally false and unjust, the worst

sentiments of my worst characters, (from the ravings of Bertram to the

blasphemies of Cardonneau), have been represented as _my own_, I must

here trespass so far on the patience of the reader as to assure him,

that the sentiments ascribed to the stranger are diametrically

opposite to mine, and that I have purposely put them into the mouth of

an agent of the enemy of mankind.

“Her smile of innocent delight, her spontaneous burst of high-toned

feeling, had the usual effect of adding a darker shade to the frown of

the stranger, and a sterner curve to the repulsive contraction of his

upper lip, which was never raised but to express hostility or contempt.

“But what do the kings do?” said Immalee, “while they are making men

kill each other for nothing?”--“You are ignorant, Immalee,” said the

stranger, “very ignorant, or you would not have said it was for

_nothing_. Some of them fight for ten inches of barren sand--some for

the dominion of the salt wave--some for any thing--and some for

nothing--but all for pay and poverty, and occasional excitement, and the

love of action, and the love of change, and the dread of home, and the

consciousness of evil passions, and the hope of death, and the

admiration of the showy dress in which they are to perish. The best of

the jest is, they contrive not only to reconcile themselves to these

cruel and wicked absurdities, but to dignify them with the most imposing

names their perverted language supplies--the names of fame, of glory, of

recording memory, and admiring posterity.

“Thus a wretch whom want, idleness, or intemperance, drives to this

reckless and heart-withering business,--who leaves his wife and children

to the mercy of strangers, or to famish, (terms nearly synonimous), the

moment he has assumed the blushing badge that privileges massacre,

becomes, in the imagination of this intoxicated people, the defender of

his country, entitled to her gratitude and to her praise. The idle

stripling, who hates the cultivation of intellect, and despises the

meanness of occupation, feels, perhaps, a taste for arraying his person

in colours as gaudy as the parrot’s or the peacock’s; and this

effeminate propensity is baptised by the prostituted name of the love of

glory--and this complication of motives borrowed from vanity and from

vice, from the fear of distress, the wantonness of idleness, and the

appetite for mischief, finds one convenient and sheltering appellation

in the single sound--patriotism. And those beings who never knew one

generous impulse, one independent feeling, ignorant of either the

principles or the justice of the cause for which they contend, and

wholly uninterested in the result, except so far as it involves the

concerns of their own vanity, cupidity, and avarice, are, while living,

hailed by the infatuated world as its benefactors, and when dead,

canonized as its martyrs. He died in his country’s cause, is the epitaph

inscribed by the rash hand of indiscriminating eulogy on the grave of

ten thousand, who had ten thousand different motives for their choice

and their fate,--who might have lived to be their country’s enemies if

they had not _happened_ to fall in her defence,--and whose love of their

country, if fairly analysed, was, under its various forms of vanity,

restlessness, the love of tumult, or the love of show--purely love of

themselves. There let them rest--nothing but the wish to disabuse their

idolaters, who prompt the sacrifice, and then applaud the victim they

have made, could have tempted me to dwell thus long on beings as

mischievous in their lives, as they are insignificant in their death.

“Another amusement of these people, so ingenious in multiplying the

sufferings of their destiny, is what they call law. They pretend to find

in this a security for their persons and their properties--with how much

justice, their own felicitous experience must inform them! Of the

security it gives to the latter, judge, Immalee, when I tell you, that

you might spend your life in their courts, without being able to prove

that those roses you have gathered and twined in your hair were your

own--that you might starve for this day’s meal, while proving your right

to a property which must incontestibly be yours, on the condition of

your being able to fast on a few years, and survive to enjoy it--and

that, finally, with the sentiments of all upright men, the opinions of

the judges of the land, and the fullest conviction of your own

conscience in your favour, you cannot obtain the possession of what you

and all feel to be your own, while your antagonist can start an

objection, purchase a fraud, or invent a lie. So pleadings go on, and

years are wasted, and property consumed, and hearts broken,--and law

triumphs. One of its most admirable triumphs is in that ingenuity by

which it contrives to convert a difficulty into an impossibility, and

punish a man for not doing what it has rendered impracticable for him to

do.

“When he is unable to pay his debts, it deprives him of liberty and

credit, to insure that inability still further; and while destitute

alike of the means of subsistence, or the power of satisfying his

creditors, he is enabled, by this righteous arrangement, to console

himself, at least, with the reflection, that he can injure his creditor

as much as he has suffered from him--that certain loss is the reward of

immitigable cruelty--and that, while he famishes in prison, the page in

which his debt is recorded rots away faster than his body; and the angel

of death, with one obliterating sweep of his wing, cancels misery and

debt, and presents, grinning in horrid triumph, the release of debtor

and debt, signed by a hand that makes the judges tremble on their

seats.”--“But they have religion,” said the poor Indian, trembling at

this horrible description; “they have that religion which you shewed

me--its mild and peaceful spirit--its quietness and resignation--no

blood--no cruelty.”--“Yes,--true,” said the stranger, with some

reluctance, “they have religion; for in their zeal for suffering, they

feel the torments of one world not enough, unless aggravated by the

terrors of another. They have such a religion, but what use have they

made of it? Intent on their settled purpose of discovering misery

wherever it could be traced, and inventing it where it could not, they

have found, even in the pure pages of that book, which, they presume to

say, contains their title to peace on earth, and happiness hereafter, a

right to hate, plunder, and murder each other. Here they have been

compelled to exercise an extraordinary share of perverted ingenuity. The

book contains nothing but what is good, and evil must be the minds, and

hard the labour of those evil minds, to extort a tinge from it to colour

their pretensions withal. But mark, in pursuance of their great object,

(the aggravation of general misery), mark how subtilly they have

wrought. They call themselves by various names, to excite passions

suitable to the names they bear. Thus some forbid the perusal of that

book to their disciples, and others assert, that from the exclusive

study of its pages alone, can the hope of salvation be learned or

substantiated. It is singular, however, that with all their ingenuity,

they have never been able to extract a subject of difference from the

_essential_ contents of that book, to which they all appeal--so they

proceed after their manner.

“They never dare to dispute that it contains irresistible

injunctions,----that those who believe in it should live in habits of

peace, benevolence, and harmony,--that they should love each other in

prosperity, and assist each other in adversity. They dare not deny that

the spirit that book inculcates and inspires, is a spirit whose fruits

are love, joy, peace, long-suffering, mildness, and truth. On these

points they never presumed to differ.--They are too plain to be denied,

so they contrive to make matter of difference out of the various habits

they wear; and they cut each other’s throats for the love of God, on the

important subject(16), whether their jackets should be red or white--or

whether their priests should be arrayed in silk ribbons(17), or white

linen(18), or black household garments(19)--or whether they should

immerse their children in water, or sprinkle them with a few drops of

it--or whether they should partake of the memorials of the death of him

they all profess to love, standing or on their knees--or---- But I weary

you with this display of human wickedness and absurdity. One point is

plain, they all agree that the language of the book is, “Love one

another,” while they all translate that language, “Hate one another.”

But as they can find neither materials or excuse from that book, they

search for them in their own minds,--and there they are never at a loss,

for human minds are inexhaustible in malignity and hostility; and when

they borrow the name of that book to sanction them, the deification of

their passions becomes a duty, and their worst impulses are hallowed and

practised as virtues.”--“Are there no parents or children in these

horrible worlds?” said Immalee, turning her tearful eyes on this

traducer of humanity; “none that love each other as I loved the tree

under which I was first conscious of existence, or the flowers that grew

with me?”--“Parents?--children?” said the stranger; “Oh yes! There are

fathers who instruct their sons----” And his voice was lost--he

struggled to recover it.

(16) The Catholics and Protestants were thus distinguished in the wars

of the League.

(17) Catholics.

(18) Protestants.

(19) Dissenters.

“After a long pause, he said, “There are some kind parents among those

sophisticated people.”--“And who are they?” said Immalee, whose heart

throbbed spontaneously at the mention of kindliness.--“Those,” said the

stranger, with a withering smile, “who murder their children at the hour

of their birth, or, by medical art, dismiss them before they have seen

the light; and, in so doing, they give the only credible evidence of

parental affection.”

“He ceased, and Immalee remained silent in melancholy meditation on what

she had heard. The acrid and searing irony of his language had made no

impression on one with whom “speech was truth,” and who could have no

idea why a circuitous mode of conveying meaning could be adopted, when

even a direct one was often attended with difficulty to herself. But she

could understand, that he had spoken much of evil and of suffering,

names unknown to her before she beheld him, and she turned on him a

glance that seemed at once to thank and reproach him for her painful

initiation into the mysteries of a new existence. She had, indeed,

tasted of the tree of knowledge, and her eyes were opened, but its fruit

was bitter to her taste, and her looks conveyed a kind of mild and

melancholy gratitude, that would have wrung the heart for giving its

first lesson of pain to the heart of a being so beautiful, so gentle,

and so innocent. The stranger marked this blended expression, and

exulted.

“He had distorted life thus to her imagination, perhaps with the purpose

of terrifying her from a nearer view of it; perhaps in the wild hope of

keeping her for ever in this solitude, where he might sometimes see her,

and catch, from the atmosphere of purity that surrounded her, the only

breeze that floated over the burning desert of his own existence. This

hope was strengthened by the obvious impression his discourse had made

on her. The sparkling intelligence,--the breathless curiosity,--the

vivid gratitude of her former expression,--were all extinguished, and

her down cast and thoughtful eyes were full of tears.

“Has my conversation wearied you, Immalee?” said he.--“It has grieved

me, yet I wish to listen still,” answered the Indian. “I love to hear

the murmur of the stream, though the crocodile may be beneath the

waves.”--“Perhaps you wish to encounter the people of this world, so

full of crime and misfortune.”--“I do, for it is the world you came

from, and when you return to it all will be happy but me.”--“And is it,

then, in my power to confer happiness?” said her companion; “is it for

this purpose I wander among mankind?” A mingled and indefinable

expression of derision, malevolence, and despair, overspread his

features, as he added, “You do me too much honour, in devising for me an

occupation so mild and so congenial to my spirit.”

“Immalee, whose eyes were averted, did not see this expression, and she

replied, “I know not, but you have taught me the joy of grief; before I

saw you I only smiled, but since I saw you, I weep, and my tears are

delicious. Oh! they are far different from those I shed for the setting

sun, or the faded rose! And yet I know not--” And the poor Indian,

oppressed by emotions she could neither understand or express, clasped

her hands on her bosom, as if to hide the secret of its new

palpitations, and, with the instinctive diffidence of her purity,

signified the change of her feelings, by retiring a few steps from her

companion, and casting on the earth eyes which could contain their tears

no longer. The stranger appeared troubled,--an emotion new to himself

agitated him for a moment,--then a smile of self-disdain curled his lip,

as if he reproached himself for the indulgence of human feeling even for

a moment. Again his features relaxed, as he turned to the bending and

averted form of Immalee, and he seemed like one conscious of agony of

soul himself, yet inclined to sport with the agony of another’s. This

union of inward despair and outward levity is not unnatural. Smiles are

the legitimate offspring of happiness, but laughter is often the

misbegotten child of madness, that mocks its parent to her face. With

such an expression he turned towards her, and asked, “But what is your

meaning, Immalee?”--A long pause followed this question, and at length

the Indian answered, “I know not,” with that natural and delicious art

which teaches the sex to disclose their meaning in words that seem to

contradict it. “I know not,” means, “I know too well.” Her companion

understood this, and enjoyed his anticipated triumph. “And why do your

tears flow, Immalee?”--“I know not,” said the poor Indian, and her tears

flowed faster at the question.

“At these words, or rather at these tears, the stranger forgot himself

for a moment. He felt that melancholy triumph which the conqueror is

unable to enjoy; that triumph which announces a victory over the

weakness of others, obtained at the expence of a greater weakness in

ourselves. A human feeling, in spite of him, pervaded his whole soul, as

he said, in accents of involuntary softness, “What would you have me do,

Immalee?” The difficulty of speaking a language that might be at once

intelligible and reserved,--that might convey her wishes without

betraying her heart,--and the unknown nature of her new emotions, made

Immalee faulter long before she could answer, “Stay with me,--return not

to that world of evil and sorrow.--Here the flowers will always bloom,

and the sun be as bright as on the first day I beheld you.--Why will you

go back to the world to think and to be unhappy?” The wild and

discordant laugh of her companion, startled and silenced her. “Poor

girl,” he exclaimed, with that mixture of bitterness and commiseration,

that at once terrifies and humiliates; “and is this the destiny I am to

fulfil?--to listen to the chirping of birds, and watch the opening of

buds? Is this to be my lot?” and with another wild burst of unnatural

laughter, he flung away the hand which Immalee had extended to him as

she had finished her simple appeal.--“Yes, doubtless, I am well fitted

for such a fate, and such a partner. Tell me,” he added, with still

wilder fierceness, “tell me from what line of my features,--from what

accent of my voice,--from what sentiment of my discourse, have you

extracted the foundation of a hope that insults me with the view of

felicity?” Immalee, who might have replied, “I understand a fury in your

words, but not your words,” had yet sufficient aid from her maiden

pride, and female penetration, to discover that she was rejected by the

stranger; and a brief emotion of indignant grief struggled with the

tenderness of her exposed and devoted heart. She paused a moment, and

then checking her tears, said, in her firmest tones, “Go, then, to your

world,--since you wish to be unhappy--go!--Alas! it is not necessary to

go there to be unhappy, for I must be so here. Go,--but take with you

these roses, for they will all wither when you are gone!--take with you

these shells, for I shall no longer love to wear them when you no longer

see them!” And as she spoke, with simple, but emphatic action, she

untwined from her bosom and hair the shells and flowers with which they

were adorned, and threw them at his feet; then turning to throw one

glance of proud and melancholy grief at him, she was retiring. “Stay,

Immalee,--stay, and hear me for a moment,” said the stranger; and he

would, at that moment, have perhaps discovered the ineffable and

forbidden secret of his destiny, but Immalee, in silence, which her look

of profound grief made eloquent, shook sadly her averted head, and

departed.

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