Chapter I

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Australia Felix

by

Henry Handel Richardson

PROEM

In a shaft on the Gravel Pits, a man had been buried alive. At work in

a deep wet hole, he had recklessly omitted to slab the walls of a

drive; uprights and tailors yielded under the lateral pressure, and the

rotten earth collapsed, bringing down the roof in its train. The digger

fell forward on his face, his ribs jammed across his pick, his arms

pinned to his sides, nose and mouth pressed into the sticky mud as into

a mask; and over his defenceless body, with a roar that burst his

ear-drums, broke stupendous masses of earth.

His mates at the windlass went staggering back from the belch of

violently discharged air: it tore the wind-sail to strips, sent stones

and gravel flying, loosened planks and props. Their shouts drawing no

response, the younger and nimbler of the two--he was a mere boy, for

all his amazing growth of beard--put his foot in the bucket and went

down on the rope, kicking off the sides of the shaft with his free

foot. A group of diggers, gathering round the pit-head, waited for the

tug at the rope. It was quick in coming; and the lad was hauled to the

surface. No hope: both drives had fallen in; the bottom of the shaft

was blocked. The crowd melted with a "Poor Bill--God rest his soul!" or

with a silent shrug. Such accidents were not infrequent; each man might

thank his stars it was not he who lay cooling down below. And so, since

no more washdirt would be raised from this hole, the party that worked

it made off for the nearest grog-shop, to wet their throats to the

memory of the dead, and to discuss future plans.

All but one: a lean and haggard-looking man of some five and forty, who

was known to his comrades as Long Jim. On hearing his mate's report he

had sunk heavily down on a log, and there he sat, a pannikin of raw

spirit in his hand, the tears coursing ruts down cheeks scabby with

yellow mud, his eyes glassy as marbles with those that had still to

fall.

He wept, not for the dead man, but for himself. This accident was the

last link in a chain of ill-luck that had been forging ever since he

first followed the diggings. He only needed to put his hand to a thing,

and luck deserted it. In all the sinkings he had been connected with,

he had not once caught his pick in a nugget or got the run of the

gutter; the "bottoms" had always proved barren, drives been exhausted

without his raising the colour. At the present claim he and his mates

had toiled for months, overcoming one difficulty after another. The

slabbing, for instance, had cost them infinite trouble; it was roughly

done, too, and, even after the pins were in, great flakes of earth

would come tumbling down from between the joints, on one occasion

nearly knocking silly the man who was below. Then, before they had

slabbed a depth of three times nine, they had got into water, and in

this they worked for the next sixty feet. They were barely rid of it,

when the two adjoining claims were abandoned, and in came the flood

again--this time they had to fly for their lives before it, so rapid

was its rise. Not the strongest man could stand in this ice-cold water

for more than three days on end--the bark slabs stank in it, too, like

the skins in a tanner's yard--and they had been forced to quit work

till it subsided. He and another man had gone to the hills, to hew

trees for more slabs; the rest to the grog-shop. From there, when it

was feasible to make a fresh start, they had to be dragged, some blind

drunk, the rest blind stupid from their booze. That had been the

hardest job of any: keeping the party together. They had only been

eight in all--a hand-to-mouth number for a deep wet hole. Then, one had

died of dysentery, contracted from working constantly in water up to

his middle; another had been nabbed in a manhunt and clapped into the

"logs." And finally, but a day or two back, the three men who completed

the nightshift had deserted for a new "rush" to the Avoca. Now, his pal

had gone, too. There was nothing left for him, Long Jim, to do, but to

take his dish and turn fossicker; or even to aim no higher than washing

over the tailings rejected by the fossicker.

At the thought his tears flowed anew. He cursed the day on which he had

first set foot on Ballarat.

"It's 'ell for white men--'ell, that's what it is!"

"'Ere, 'ave another drink, matey, and fergit yer bloody troubles."

His re-filled pannikin drained, he grew warmer round the heart; and

sang the praises of his former life. He had been a lamplighter in the

old country, and for many years had known no more arduous task than

that of tramping round certain streets three times daily, ladder on

shoulder, bitch at heel, to attend the little flames that helped to

dispel the London dark. And he might have jogged on at this up to three

score years and ten, had he never lent an ear to the tales that were

being told of a wonderful country, where, for the mere act of stooping,

and with your naked hand, you could pick up a fortune from the ground.

Might the rogues who had spread these lies be damned to all eternity!

Then, he had swallowed them only too willingly; and, leaving the old

woman wringing her hands, had taken every farthing of his savings and

set sail for Australia. That was close on three years ago. For all he

knew, his wife might be dead and buried by this time; or sitting in the

almshouse. She could not write, and only in the early days had an

occasional newspaper reached him, on which, alongside the Queen's head,

she had put the mark they had agreed on, to show that she was still

alive. He would probably never see her again, but would end his days

where he was. Well, they wouldn't be many; this was not a place that

made old bones. And, as he sat, worked on by grief and liquor, he was

seized by a desperate homesickness for the old country. Why had he ever

been fool enough to leave it? He shut his eyes, and all the well-known

sights and sounds of the familiar streets came back to him. He saw

himself on his rounds of a winter's afternoon, when each lamp had a

halo in the foggy air; heard the pit-pat of his four-footer behind him,

the bump of the ladder against the prong of the lamp-post. His friend

the policeman's glazed stovepipe shone out at the corner; from the

distance came the tinkle of the muffin-man's bell, the cries of the

buy-a-brooms. He remembered the glowing charcoal in the stoves of the

chestnut and potato sellers; the appetising smell of the cooked-fish

shops; the fragrant steam of the hot, dark coffee at the twopenny

stall, when he had turned shivering out of bed; he sighed for the

lights and jollity of the "Hare and Hounds" on a Saturday night. He

would never see anything of the kind again. No; here, under bare blue

skies, out of which the sun frizzled you alive; here, where it couldn't

rain without at once being a flood; where the very winds blew

contrarily, hot from the north and bitter-chill from the south; where,

no matter how great the heat by day, the night would as likely as not

be nipping cold: here he was doomed to end his life, and to end it, for

all the yellow sunshine, more hopelessly knotted and gnarled with

rheumatism than if, dawn after dawn, he had gone out in a cutting

north-easter, or groped his way through the grey fog-mists sent up by

grey Thames.

Thus he sat and brooded, all the hatred of the unwilling exile for the

land that gives him house-room burning in his breast.

Who the man was, who now lay deep in a grave that fitted him as a glove

fits the hand, careless of the pass to which he had brought his mate;

who this really was, Long Jim knew no more than the rest. Young Bill

had never spoken out. They had chummed together on the seventy-odd-mile

tramp from Melbourne; had boiled a common billy and slept side by side

in rain-soaked blankets, under the scanty hair of a she-oak. That was

in the days of the first great stampede to the goldfields, when the

embryo seaports were as empty as though they were plague-ridden, and

every man who had the use of his legs was on the wide bush-track, bound

for the north. It was better to be two than one in this medley of

bullock-teams, lorries, carts and pack-horses, of dog-teams,

wheelbarrows and swagmen, where the air rang with oaths, shouts and

hammering hoofs, with whip-cracking and bullock-prodding; in this

hurly-burly of thieves, bushrangers and foreigners, of drunken convicts

and deserting sailors, of slit-eyed Chinese and apt-handed Lascars, of

expirees and ticket-of-leave men, of Jews, Turks and other infidels.

Long Jim, himself stunned by it all: by the pother of landing and of

finding a roof to cover him; by the ruinous price of bare necessaries;

by the length of this unheard-of walk that lay before his town-bred

feet: Long Jim had gladly accepted the young man's company on the road.

Originally, for no more than this; at heart he distrusted Young Bill,

because of his fine-gentleman airs, and intended shaking the lad off as

soon as they reached the diggings. There, a man must, for safety's

sake, be alone, when he stooped to pick up his fortune. But at first

sight of the strange, wild scene that met his eyes he hastily changed

his mind. And so the two of them had stuck together; and he had never

had cause to regret it. For all his lily-white hands and finical speech

Young Bill had worked like a nigger, standing by his mate through the

latter's disasters; had worked till the ladyish hands were horny with

warts and corns, and this, though he was doubled up with dysentery in

the hot season, and racked by winter cramps. But the life had proved

too hard for him, all the same. During the previous summer he had begun

to drink--steadily, with the dogged persistence that was in him--and

since then his work had gone downhill. His sudden death had only been a

hastening-on of the inevitable. Staggering home to the tent after

nightfall he would have been sure, sooner or later, to fall into a dry

shicer and break his neck, or into a wet one and be drowned.

On the surface of the Gravel Pit his fate was already forgotten. The

rude activity of a gold-diggings in full swing had closed over the

incident, swallowed it up.

Under a sky so pure and luminous that it seemed like a thinly drawn

veil of blueness, which ought to have been transparent, stretched what,

from a short way off, resembled a desert of pale clay. No patch of

green offered rest to the eye; not a tree, hardly a stunted bush had

been left standing, either on the bottom of the vast shallow basin

itself, or on the several hillocks that dotted it and formed its sides.

Even the most prominent of these, the Black Hill, which jutted out on

the Flat like a gigantic tumulus, had been stripped of its dense

timber, feverishly disembowelled, and was now become a bald

protuberance strewn with gravel and clay. The whole scene had that

strange, repellent ugliness that goes with breaking up and throwing

into disorder what has been sanctified as final, and belongs, in

particular, to the wanton disturbing of earth's gracious, green-spread

crust. In the pre-golden era this wide valley, lying open to sun and

wind, had been a lovely grassland, ringed by a circlet of wooded hills;

beyond these, by a belt of virgin forest. A limpid river and more than

one creek had meandered across its face; water was to be found there

even in the driest summer. She-oaks and peppermint had given shade to

the flocks of the early settlers; wattles had bloomed their brief

delirious yellow passion against the grey-green foliage of the gums.

Now, all that was left of the original "pleasant resting-place" and its

pristine beauty were the ancient volcanic cones of Warrenheip and

Buninyong. These, too far off to supply wood for firing or slabbing,

still stood green and timbered, and looked down upon the havoc that had

been made of the fair, pastoral lands.

Seen nearer at hand, the dun-coloured desert resolved itself into

uncountable pimpling clay and mud-heaps, of divers shade and varying

sizes: some consisted of but a few bucketfuls of mullock, others were

taller than the tallest man. There were also hundreds of rain-soaked,

mud-bespattered tents, sheds and awnings; wind-sails, which fell,

funnel-like, from a kind of gallows into the shafts they ventilated;

flags fluttering on high posts in front of stores. The many human

figures that went to and fro were hardly to be distinguished from the

ground they trod. They were coated with earth, clay-clad in ochre and

gamboge. Their faces were daubed with clauber; it matted great beards,

and entangled the coarse hairs on chests and brawny arms. Where, here

and there, a blue jumper had kept a tinge of blueness, it was so

besmeared with yellow that it might have been expected to turn green.

The gauze neck-veils that hung from the brims of wide-awakes or

cabbage-trees were become stiff little lattices of caked clay.

There was water everywhere. From the spurs and gullies round about, the

autumn rains had poured freely down on the Flat; river and creeks had

been over their banks; and such narrow ground-space as remained between

the thick-sown tents, the myriads of holes that abutted one on another,

jealous of every inch of space, had become a trough of mud. Water

meandered over this mud, or carved its soft way in channels; it lay

about in puddles, thick and dark as coffee-grounds; it filled abandoned

shallow holes to the brim.

From this scene rose a blurred hum of sound; rose and as it were

remained stationary above it--like a smoke-cloud, which no wind comes

to drive away. Gradually, though, the ear made out, in the conglomerate

of noise, a host of separate noises infinitely multiplied: the sharp

tick-tick of surface-picks, the dull thud of shovels, their muffled

echoes from the depths below. There was also the continuous squeak and

groan of windlasses; the bump of the mullock emptied from the bucket;

the trundle of wheelbarrows, pushed along a plank from the shaft's

mouth to the nearest pool; the dump of the dart on the heap for

washing. Along the banks of a creek, hundreds of cradles rattled and

grated; the noise of the spades, chopping the gravel into the

puddling-tubs or the Long Toms, was like the scrunch of shingle under

waves. The fierce yelping of the dogs chained to the flag-posts of

stores, mongrels which yapped at friend and foe alike, supplied a note

of earsplitting discord.

But except for this it was a wholly mechanical din. Human brains

directed operations, human hands carried them out, but the sound of the

human voice was, for the most part, lacking. The diggers were a sombre,

preoccupied race, little given to lip-work. Even the "shepherds," who,

in waiting to see if their neighbours struck the lead, beguiled the

time with euchre and "lambskinnet," played moodily, their mouths glued

to their pipe-stems; they were tail-on-end to fling down the cards for

pick and shovel. The great majority, ant-like in their indefatigable

busyness, neither turned a head nor looked up: backs were bent, eyes

fixed, in a hard scrutiny of cradle or tin-dish: it was the earth that

held them, the familiar, homely earth, whose common fate it is to be

trodden heedlessly underfoot. Here, it was the loadstone that drew all

men's thoughts. And it took toll of their bodies in odd, exhausting

forms of labour, which were swift to weed out the unfit.

The men at the windlasses spat into their horny palms and bent to the

crank: they paused only to pass the back of a hand over a sweaty

forehead, or to drain a nose between two fingers. The barrow-drivers

shoved their loads, the bones of their forearms standing out like ribs.

Beside the pools, the puddlers chopped with their shovels; some even

stood in the tubs, and worked the earth with their feet, as

wine-pressers trample grapes. The cradlers, eternally rocking with one

hand, held a long stick in the other with which to break up any clods a

careless puddler might have deposited in the hopper. Behind these came

the great army of fossickers, washers of surface-dirt, equipped with

knives and tin-dishes, and content if they could wash out

half-a-pennyweight to the dish. At their heels still others, who

treated the tailings they threw away. And among these last was a

sprinkling of women, more than one with an infant sucking at her

breast. Withdrawn into a group for themselves worked a body of Chinese,

in loose blue blouses, flappy blue leg-bags and huge conical straw

hats. They, too, fossicked and re-washed, using extravagant quantities

of water.

Thus the pale-eyed multitude worried the surface, and, at the risk and

cost of their lives, probed the depths. Now that deep sinking was in

vogue, gold-digging no longer served as a play-game for the gentleman

and the amateur; the greater number of those who toiled at it were

work-tried, seasoned men. And yet, although it had now sunk to the

level of any other arduous and uncertain occupation, and the magic

prizes of the early days were seldom found, something of the old,

romantic glamour still clung to this most famous gold-field, dazzling

the eyes and confounding the judgment. Elsewhere, the horse was in use

at the puddling-trough, and machines for crushing quartz were under

discussion. But the Ballarat digger resisted the introduction of

machinery, fearing the capitalist machinery would bring in its train.

He remained the dreamer, the jealous individualist; he hovered for ever

on the brink of a stupendous discovery.

This dream it was, of vast wealth got without exertion, which had

decoyed the strange, motley crowd, in which peers and churchmen rubbed

shoulders with the scum of Norfolk Island, to exile in this outlandish

region. And the intention of all alike had been: to snatch a golden

fortune from the earth and then, hey, presto! for the old world again.

But they were reckoning without their host: only too many of those who

entered the country went out no more. They became prisoners to the

soil. The fabulous riches of which they had heard tell amounted, at

best, to a few thousands of pounds: what folly to depart with so

little, when mother earth still teemed! Those who drew blanks nursed an

unquenchable hope, and laboured all their days like navvies, for a

navvy's wage. Others again, broken in health or disheartened, could

only turn to an easier handiwork. There were also men who, as soon as

fortune smiled on them, dropped their tools and ran to squander the

work of months in a wild debauch; and they invariably returned, tail

down, to prove their luck anew. And, yet again, there were those who,

having once seen the metal in the raw: in dust, fine as that brushed

from a butterfly's wing; in heavy, chubby nuggets; or, more exquisite

still, as the daffodil-yellow veining of bluish-white quartz: these

were gripped in the subtlest way of all. A passion for the gold itself

awoke in them an almost sensual craving to touch and possess; and the

glitter of a few specks at the bottom of pan or cradle came, in time,

to mean more to them than "home," or wife, or child.

Such were the fates of those who succumbed to the "unholy hunger." It

was like a form of revenge taken on them, for their loveless schemes of

robbing and fleeing; a revenge contrived by the ancient, barbaric

country they had so lightly invaded. Now, she held them

captive--without chains; ensorcelled--without witchcraft; and, lying

stretched like some primeval monster in the sun, her breasts freely

bared, she watched, with a malignant eye, the efforts made by these

puny mortals to tear their lips away.

Part I

Chapter I

On the summit of one of the clay heaps, a woman shot into silhouette

against the sky. An odd figure, clad in a skimpy green petticoat, with

a scarlet shawl held about her shoulders, wisps of frowsy red hair

standing out round her head, she balanced herself on the slippery

earth, spinning her arm like the vane of a windmill, and crying at the

top of her voice: "Joe, boys!--Joe, Joe, Joey!"

It was as if, with these words, she had dropped a live shell in the

diggers' midst. A general stampede ensued; in which the cry was caught

up, echoed and re-echoed, till the whole Flat rang with the name of

"Joe." Tools were dropped, cradles and tubs abandoned, windlasses left

to kick their cranks backwards. Many of the workers took to their

heels; others, in affright, scuttled aimlessly hither and thither, like

barnyard fowls in a panic. Summoned by shouts of: "Up with you,

boys!--the traps are here!" numbers ascended from below to see the fun,

while as many went hurriedly down to hiding in drive or chamber. Even

those diggers who could pat the pocket in which their licence lay

ceased work, and stood about with sullen faces to view the course of

events. Only the group of Chinamen washing tail-heaps remained unmoved.

One of them, to whom the warning woman belonged, raised his head and

called a Chinese word at her; she obeyed it instantly, vanished into

thin air; the rest went impassively on with their fossicking. They were

not such fools as to try to cheat the Government of its righteous dues.

None but had his licence safely folded in his nosecloth, and thrust

inside the bosom of his blouse.

Through the labyrinth of tents and mounds, a gold-laced cap could be

seen approaching; then a gold-tressed jacket came into view, the white

star on the forehead of a mare. Behind the Commissioner, who rode down

thus from the Camp, came the members of his staff; these again were

followed by a body of mounted troopers. They drew rein on the slope,

and simultaneously a line of foot police, backed by a detachment of

light infantry, shot out like an arm, and walled in the Flat to the

south.

On the appearance of the enemy the babel redoubled. There were groans

and cat-calls. Along with the derisive "Joeys!" the rebel diggers

hurled any term of abuse that came to their lips.

"The dolly mops! The skunks! The bushrangers!--Oh, damn 'em, damn 'em!

... damn their bloody eyes!"

"It's Rooshia--that's what it is!" said an oldish man darkly.

The Commissioner, a horse-faced, solemn man with brown side whiskers,

let the reins droop on his mare's neck and sat unwinking in the tumult.

His mien was copied by his staff. Only one of them, a very young boy

who was new to the colony and his post, changed colour under his gaudy

cap, went from white to pink and from pink to white again; while at

each fresh insult he gave a perceptible start, and gazed dumbfounded at

his chief's insensitive back.

The "bloodhounds" had begun to track their prey. Rounding up, with a

skill born of long practice, they drove the diggers before them towards

the centre of the Flat. Here they passed from group to group and from

hole to hole, calling for the production of licences with an insolence

that made its object see red. They were nice of scent, too, and, nine

times in ten, pounced on just those unfortunates who, through

carelessness, or lack of means, or on political grounds, had failed to

take out the month's licence to dig for gold. Every few minutes one or

another was marched off between two constables to the Government Camp,

for fine or imprisonment.

Now it was that it suddenly entered Long Jim's head to cut and run. Up

till now he had stood declaring himself a free-born Briton, who might

be drawn and quartered if he ever again paid the blasted tax. But, as

the police came closer, a spear of fright pierced his befuddled brain,

and inside a breath he was off and away. Had the abruptness of his

start not given him a slight advantage, he would have been caught at

once. As it was, the chase would not be a long one; the clumsy,

stiff-jointed man slithered here and stuck fast there, dodging

obstacles with an awkwardness that was painful to see. He could be

heard sobbing and cursing as he ran.

At this point the Commissioner, half turning, signed to the troopers in

his rear. Six or seven of them shook up their bridles and rode off,

their scabbards clinking, to prevent the fugitive's escape.

A howl of contempt went up from the crowd. The pink and white subaltern

made what was almost a movement of the arm to intercept his superior's

command.

It was too much for Long Jim's last mate, the youthful blackbeard who

had pluckily descended the shaft after the accident. He had been

standing on a mound with a posse of others, following the man-hunt. At

his partner's crack-brained dash for the open, his snorts of

indignation found words. "Gaw-blimy! ... is the old fool gone dotty?"

Then he drew a whistling breath. "No, it's more than flesh and blood

.... Stand back, boys!" And though he was as little burdened with a

licence as the man under pursuit, he shouted: "Help, help! ... for

God's sake, don't let 'em have me!" shot down the slope, and was off

like the wind.

His foxly object was attained. The attention of the hunters was

diverted. Long Jim, seizing the moment, vanished underground.

The younger man ran with the lightness of a hare. He had also the

hare's address in doubling and turning. His pursuers never knew, did he

pass from sight behind a covert of tents and mounds, where he would bob

up next. He avoided shafts and pools as if by a miracle; ran along

greasy planks without a slip; and, where these had been removed to balk

the police, he jumped the holes, taking risks that were not for a sane

man. Once he fell, but, enslimed from head to foot, wringing wet and

hatless, was up again in a twinkling. His enemies were less sure-footed

than he, and times without number measured their length on the oily

ground. Still, one of them was gaining rapidly on him, a giant of a

fellow with long thin legs; and soon the constable's foot filled the

prints left by the young man's, while these were still warm. It was a

fine run. The diggers trooped after in a body; the Flat rang with

cheers and plaudits. Even the Commissioner and his retinue trotted in

the same direction. Eventually the runaway must land in the arms of the

mounted police.

But this was not his plan. Making as though he headed for the open, he

suddenly dashed off at right angles, and, with a final sprint, brought

up dead against a log-and-canvas store which stood on rising ground.

His adversary was so close behind that a collision resulted; the

digger's feet slid from under him, he fell on his face, the other on

top. In their fall they struck a huge pillar of tin-dishes, ingeniously

built up to the height of the store itself. This toppled over with a

crash, and the dishes went rolling down the slope between the legs of

the police. The dog chained to the flagstaff all but strangled himself

in his rage and excitement; and the owner of the store came running out.

"Purdy! ... you! What in the name of ...?"

The digger adroitly rolled his captor over, and there they both sat,

side by side on the ground, one gripping the other's collar, both too

blown to speak. A cordon of puffing constables hemmed them in.

The storekeeper frowned. "You've no licence, you young beggar!"

And: "Your licence, you scoundrel!" demanded the leader of the troop.

The prisoner's rejoinder was a saucy: "Now then, out with the cuffs,

Joe!"

He got on his feet as bidden; but awkwardly, for it appeared that in

falling he had hurt his ankle. Behind the police were massed the

diggers. These opened a narrow alley for the Camp officials to ride

through, but their attitude was hostile, and there were cries of:

"Leave 'im go, yer blackguards! ... after sich a run! None o yer bloody

quod for 'im!" along with other, more threatening expressions. Sombre

and taciturn, the Commissioner waved his hand. "Take him away!"

"Well, so long, Dick!" said the culprit jauntily; and, as he offered

his wrists to be handcuffed, he whistled an air.

Here the storekeeper hurriedly interposed: "No, stop! I'll give bail."

And darting into the tent and out again, he counted five one-pound

notes into the constable's palm. The lad's collar was released; and a

murmur of satisfaction mounted from the crowd.

At the sound the giver made as if to retire. Then, yielding to a second

thought, he stepped forward and saluted the Commissioner. "A young

hot-head, sir! He means no harm. I'll send him up in the morning, to

apologise."

("I'll be damned if you do!" muttered the digger between his teeth.)

But the Chief refused to be placated. "Good day, doctor," he said

shortly, and with his staff at heel trotted down the slope, followed

till out of earshot by a mocking fire of "Joes." Lingering in the rear,

the youthful sympathiser turned in his saddle and waved his cap.

The raid was over for that day. The crowd dispersed; its members became

orderly, hard-working men once more. The storekeeper hushed his frantic

dog, and called his assistant to rebuild the pillar of tins.

The young digger sat down on the log that served for a bench, and

examined his foot. He pulled and pulled, causing himself great pain,

but could not get his boot off. At last, looking back over his shoulder

he cried impatiently: "Dick!... I say, Dick Mahony! Give us a drink,

old boy! ... I'm dead-beat."

At this the storekeeper--a tall, slenderly built man of some seven or

eight and twenty--appeared, bearing a jug and a pannikin.

"Oh, bah!" said the lad, when he found that the jug held only water.

And, on his friend reminding him that he might by now have been sitting

in the lock-up, he laughed and winked. "I knew you'd go bail."

"Well! ... of all the confounded impudence...."

"Faith, Dick, and d'ye think I didn't see how your hand itched for your

pocket?"

The man he called Mahony flushed above his fair beard. It was true: he

had made an involuntary movement of the hand--checked for the rest

halfway, by the knowledge that the pocket was empty. He looked

displeased and said nothing.

"Don't be afraid, I'll pay you back soon's ever me ship comes home,"

went on the young scapegrace, who very well knew how to play his cards.

At his companion's heated disclaimer, however, he changed his tone. "I

say, Dick, have a look at my foot, will you? I can't get this damned

boot off."

The elder man bent over the injury. He ceased to show displeasure.

"Purdy, you young fool, when will you learn wisdom?"

"Well, they shouldn't hunt old women, then--the swine!" gave back

Purdy; and told his tale. "Oh, lor! there go six canaries." For, at his

wincing and shrinking, his friend had taken a penknife and ripped up

the jackboot. Now, practised hands explored the swollen, discoloured

ankle.

When it had been washed and bandaged, its owner stretched himself on

the ground, his head in the shade of a barrel, and went to sleep.

He slept till sundown, through all the traffic of a busy afternoon.

Some half-a-hundred customers came and went. The greater number of them

were earth-stained diggers, who ran up for, it might be, a missing

tool, or a hide bucket, or a coil of rope. They spat jets of

tobacco-juice, were richly profane, paid, where coin was scarce, in

gold-dust from a match-box, and hurried back to work. But there also

came old harridans--as often as not, diggers themselves--whose language

outdid that of the males, and dirty Irish mothers; besides a couple of

the white women who inhabited the Chinese quarter. One of these was in

liquor, and a great hullabaloo took place before she could be got rid

of. Put out, she stood in front of the tent, her hair hanging down her

back, cursing and reviling. Respectable women as well did an

afternoon's shopping there. In no haste to be gone, they sat about on

empty boxes or upturned barrels exchanging confidences, while weary

children plucked at their skirts. A party of youngsters entered, the

tallest of whom could just see over the counter, and called for

shandygaffs. The assistant was for chasing them off, with hard words.

But the storekeeper put, instead, a stick of barley-sugar into each

dirty, outstretched hand, and the imps retired well content. On their

heels came a digger and his lady-love to choose a wedding-outfit; and

all the gaudy finery the store held was displayed before them. A red

velvet dress flounced with satin, a pink gauze bonnet, white satin

shoes and white silk stockings met their fancy. The dewy-lipped,

smutty-lashed Irish girl blushed and dimpled, in consulting with the

shopman upon the stays in which to lace her ample figure; the digger,

whose very pores oozed gold, planked down handfuls of dust and nuggets,

and brushed aside a neat Paisley shawl for one of yellow satin, the

fellow to which he swore to having seen on the back of the Governor's

lady herself. He showered brandy-snaps on the children, and bought a

polka-jacket for a shabby old woman. Then, producing a bottle of

champagne from a sack he bore, he called on those present to give him,

after: "'Er most Gracious little Majesty, God bless 'er!" the: "'Oly

estate of materimony!" The empty bottle smashed for luck, the couple

departed arm-in-arm, carrying their purchases in the sack; and the rest

of the company trooped to the door with them, to wish them joy.

Within the narrow confines of the tent, where red-herrings trailed over

moleskin-shorts, and East India pickles and Hessian boots lay on the

top of sugar and mess-pork; where cheeses rubbed shoulders with tallow

candles, blue and red serge shirts, and captain's biscuits; where

onions, and guernseys, and sardines, fine combs, cigars and

bear's-grease, Windsor soap, tinned coffee and hair oil, revolvers,

shovels and Oxford shoes, lay in one grand miscellany: within the

crowded store, as the afternoon wore on, the air grew rank and

oppressive. Precisely at six o'clock the bar was let down across the

door, and the storekeeper withdrew to his living-room at the back of

the tent. Here he changed his coat and meticulously washed his hands,

to which clung a subtle blend of all the strong-smelling goods that had

passed through them. Then, coming round to the front, he sat down on

the log and took out his pipe. He made a point, no matter how brisk

trade was, of not keeping open after dark. His evenings were his own.

He sat and puffed, tranquilly. It was a fine night. The first showy

splendour of sunset had passed; but the upper sky was still aflush with

colour. And in the centre of this frail cloud, which faded as he

watched it, swam a single star.

Chapter II

With the passing of a cooler air the sleeper wakened and rubbed his

eyes. Letting his injured leg lie undisturbed, he drew up the other

knee and buckled his hands round it. In this position he sat and talked.

He was a dark, fresh-coloured young man, of middle height, and broadly

built. He had large white teeth of a kind to crack nuts with, and the

full, wide, flexible mouth that denotes the generous talker.

"What a wind-bag it is, to be sure!" thought his companion, as he

smoked and listened, in a gently ironic silence, to abuse of the

Government. He knew--or thought he knew--young Purdy inside out.

But behind all the froth of the boy's talk there lurked, it seemed, a

purpose. No sooner was a meal of cold chop and tea over than Purdy

declared his intention of being present at a meeting of malcontent

diggers. Nor would he even wait to wash himself clean of mud.

His friend reluctantly agreed to lend him an arm. But he could not

refrain from taking the lad to task for getting entangled in the

political imbroglio. "When, as you know, it's just a kind of sport to

you."

Purdy sulked for a few paces, then burst out: "If only you weren't so

damned detached, Dick Mahony!"

"You're restless, and want excitement, my boy--that's the root of the

trouble."

"Well, I'm jiggered! If ever I knew a restless mortal, it's yourself."

The two men picked their steps across the Flat and up the opposite

hillside, young Purdy Smith limping and leaning heavy, his lame foot

thrust into an old slipper. He was at all times hail-fellow-well-met

with the world. Now, in addition, his plucky exploit of the afternoon

blazed its way through the settlement; and blarney and bravos rained

upon him. "Golly for you, Purdy, old 'oss!" "Showed 'em the diggers'

flag, 'e did!" "What'll you take, me buck? Come on in for a drop o' the

real strip-me-down-naked!" Even a weary old strumpet, propping herself

against the doorway of a dancing-saloon, waved a tipsy hand and cried:

"Arrah, an' is it yerrself, Purrdy, me bhoy? Shure an' it's bussin' ye

I'd be afther--if me legs would carry me!" And Purdy laughed, and

relished the honey, and had an answer pat for everybody especially the

women. His companion on the other hand was greeted with a glibness that

had something perfunctory in it, and no touch of familiarity.

The big canvas tent on Bakery Hill, where the meeting was to be held,

was already lighted; and at the tinkle of a bell the diggers, who till

then had stood cracking and hobnobbing outside, began to push for the

entrance. The bulk of them belonged to the race that is quickest to

resent injustice--were Irish. After them in number came the Germans,

swaggering and voluble; and the inflammable French, English, Scotch and

Americans formed a smaller and cooler, but very dogged group.

At the end of the tent a rough platform had been erected, on which

stood a row of cane seats. In the body of the hall, the benches were

formed of boards, laid from one upturned keg or tub to another. The

chair was taken by a local auctioneer, a cadaverous-looking man, with

never a twinkle in his eye, who, in a lengthy discourse and with the

single monotonous gesture of beating the palm of one hand with the back

of the other, strove to bring home to his audience the degradation of

their present political status. The diggers chewed and spat, and

listened to his periods with sang-froid: the shame of their state did

not greatly move them. They followed, too, with composure, the

rehearsal of their general grievances. As they were aware, said the

speaker, the Legislative Council of Victoria was made up largely of

Crown nominees; in the election of members the gold-seeking population

had no voice whatsoever. This was a scandalous thing; for the digging

constituent outnumbered all the rest of the population put together,

thus forming what he would call the backbone and mainstay of the

colony. The labour of THEIR hands had raised the colony to its present

pitch of prosperity. And yet these same bold and hardy pioneers were

held incapable of deciding jot or tittle in the public affairs of their

adopted home. Still unmoved, the diggers listened to this recital of

their virtues. But when one man, growing weary of the speaker's

unctuous wordiness, discharged a fierce: "Why the hell don't yer git on

to the bloody licence-tax?" the audience was fire and flame in an

instant. A riotous noise ensued; rough throats rang changes on the

question. Order restored, it was evident that the speech was over.

Thrown violently out of his concept, the auctioneer struck and struck

at his palm--in vain; nothing would come. So, making the best of a bad

job, he irately sat down in favour of his successor on the programme.

This speaker did not fare much better. The assemblage, roused now,

jolly and merciless, was not disposed to give quarter; and his

obtuseness in dawdling over such high-flown notions as that population,

not property, formed the basis of representative government, reaped him

a harvest of boos and groans. This was not what the diggers had come

out to hear. And they were as direct as children in their demand for

the gist of the matter.

"A reg-lar ol' shicer!" was the unanimous opinion, expressed without

scruple. While from the back of the hall came the curt request to him

to shut his "tater-trap."

Next on the list was a German, a ruddy-faced man with mutton-chop

whiskers and prominent, watery eyes. He could not manage the letter

"r." In the body of a word where it was negligible, he rolled it out as

though it stood three deep. Did he tackle it as an initial, on the

other hand, his tongue seemed to cleave to his palate, and to yield

only an "l." This quaint defect caused some merriment at the start, but

was soon eclipsed by a more striking oddity. The speaker had the habit

of, as it were, creaking with his nose. After each few sentences he

paused, to give himself time to produce something between a creak and a

snore--an abortive attempt to get at a mucus that was plainly out of

reach.

The diggers were beside themselves with mirth.

"'E's forgot 'is 'ankey!"

"'Ere, boys, look slippy!--a 'ankey for ol' sausage!"

But the German was not sensitive to ridicule. He had something to say,

and he was there to say it. Fixing his fish-like eyes on a spot high up

the tent wall, he kept them pinned to it, while he mouthed out

blood-and-thunder invectives. He was, it seemed, a red-hot

revolutionist; a fierce denouncer of British rule. He declared the

British monarchy to be an effete institution; the fetish of British

freedom to have been "exbloded" long ago. What they needed, in this

grand young country of theirs, was a "republic"; they must rid

themselves of those shackles that had been forged in the days when men

were slaves. It was his sound conviction that before many weeks had

passed, the Union Jack would have been hauled down for ever, and the

glorious Southern Cross would wave in its stead, over a free Australia.

The day on which this happened would be a never-to-be-forgotten date in

the annals of the country. For what, he would like to know, had the

British flag ever done for freedom, at any time in the world's history?

They should read in their school-books, and there they would learn that

wherever a people had risen against their tyrants, the Union Jack had

waved, not over them, but over the British troops sent to stamp the

rising out.

This was more than Mahony could stomach. Flashing up from his seat, he

strove to assert himself above the hum of agreement that mounted from

the foreign contingent, and the doubtful sort of grumble by which the

Britisher signifies his disapproval.

"Mr. Chairman! Gentlemen!" he cried in a loud voice. "I call upon those

loyal subjects of her Majesty who are present here, to join with me in

giving three cheers for the British flag. Hip, hip, hurrah! And, again,

hip, hip, hurrah! And, once more, hip, hip, hurrah!"

His compatriots followed him, though flabbily; and he continued to make

himself heard above the shouts of "Order!" and the bimming of the

chairman's bell.

"Mr. Chairman! I appeal to you. Are we Britons to sit still and hear

our country's flag reviled?--that flag which has ensured us the very

liberty we are enjoying this evening. The gentleman who has been

pleased to slander it is not, I believe, a British citizen. Now, I put

it to him: is there another country on the face of the earth, that

would allow people of all nations to flock into a gold-bearing colony

on terms of perfect equality with its own subjects?--to flock in, take

all they can get, and then make off with it?" a point of view that

elicited forcible grunts of assent, which held their own against hoots

and hisses. Unfortunately the speaker did not stop here, but went on:

"Gentlemen! Do not, I implore you, allow yourselves to be led astray by

a handful of ungrateful foreigners, who have received nothing but

benefits from our Crown. What you need, gentlemen, is not revolution,

but reform; not strife and bloodshed, but a liberty consistent with law

and order. And this, gentlemen,----"

("You'll never get 'em like that, Dick," muttered Purdy.)

"Not so much gentlemening, if YOU please!" said a sinister-looking man,

who might have been a Vandemonian in his day. "MEN'S what we

are--that's good enough for us."

Mahony was nettled. The foreigners, too, were pressing him.

"Am I then to believe, sir, what I frequently hear asserted, that there

are no gentlemen left on the diggings?"

("Oh lor, Dick!" said Purdy. He was sitting with his elbows on his

knees, clutching his cheeks as though he had the toothache.)

"Oh, stow yer blatherskite!"

"Believe what yer bloody well like!" retorted the Vandemonian fiercely.

"But don't come 'ere and interrupt our pleasant and h'orderly meetings

with YOUR blamed jaw."

Mahony lost his temper. "I not interrupt?--when I see you great hulks

of men--"

("Oh, lor!" groaned Purdy again.)

"--who call yourselves British subjects, letting yourselves be led by

the nose, like the sheep you are, by a pack of foreigners who are

basely accepting this country's hospital'ty?"

"Here, let me," said Purdy. And pushing his way along the bench he

hobbled to the platform, where several arms hoisted him up.

There he stood, fronting the violent commotion that had ensued on his

friend's last words; stood bedraggled, mud-stained, bandaged, his

cabbage-tree hat in his hand. And Mahony, still on his feet, angrily

erect, thought he understood why the boy had refused to wash himself

clean, or to change his dress: he had no doubt foreseen the possibility

of some such dramatic appearance.

Purdy waited for the hubbub to die down. As if by chance he had rested

his hand on the bell; its provoking tinkle ceased. Now he broke into

one of the frank and hearty smiles that never fail to conciliate.

"Brother diggers!"

The strongly spoken words induced an abrupt lull. The audience turned

to him, still thorny and sulky it was true, but yet they turned; and

one among them demanded a hearing for the youngster.

"Brother diggers! We are met here to-night with a single purpose in

view. Brother diggers! We are not met here to throw mud at our dear old

country's flag! Nor will we have a word said against her most gracious

Majesty, the Queen. Not us! We're men first, whose business it is to

stand up for a gallant little woman, and diggers with a grievance

afterwards. Are you with me, boys?--Very well, then.-- Now we didn't

come here to-night to confab about getting votes, or having a hand in

public affairs--much as we want 'em both and mean to have 'em, when the

time comes. No, to-night there's only one thing that matters to us, and

that's the repeal of the accursed tax!" Here, such a tempest of

applause broke out that he was unable to proceed. "Yes, I say it

again," he went on, when they would let him speak; "the instant repeal!

When that's been done, this curse taken off us, then it'll be time

enough to parlez-vous about the colour of the flag we mean to have, and

about going shares in the Government. But let me make one thing clear

to you. We're neither traitors to the Crown, nor common rebels. We're

true-blue Britons, who have been goaded to rebellion by one of the

vilest pieces of tyranny that ever saw the light. Spies and informers

are everywhere about us. Mr. Commissioner Sleuth and his hounds may cry

tally-ho every day, if 'tis their pleasure to! To put it shortly, boys,

we're living under semi-martial law. To such a state have we free-born

men, men who came out but to see the elephant, been reduced, by the

asinine stupidity of the Government, by the impudence and knavishness

of its officials. Brother diggers! When you leave the hall this

evening, look over at the hill on which the Camp stands! What will you

see? You will see a blaze of light, and hear the sounds of revelry by

night. There, boys, hidden from our mortal view, but visible to our

mind's eye, sit Charley Joe's minions, carousing at our expense,

washing down each mouthful with good fizz bought with our hard-earned

gold. Licence-pickings, boys, and tips from new grog-shops, and the

blasted farce of the Commissariat! We're supposed--"

But here Mahony gave a loud click of the tongue--in the general howl of

execration it passed unheard--and, pushing his way out of the tent, let

the flap-door fall to behind him.

Chapter III

He retraced his steps by the safe-conduct of a full moon, which showed

up the gaping black mouths of circular shafts and silvered the water

that flooded abandoned oblong holes to their brim. Tents and huts stood

white and forsaken in the moonlight: their owners were either gathered

on Bakery Hill, or had repaired to one of the gambling and dancing

saloons that lined the main street. Arrived at the store he set his

frantic dog free, and putting a match to his pipe, began to stroll up

and down.

He felt annoyed with himself for having helped to swell the crowd of

malcontents; and still more for his foolishness in giving the rein to a

momentary irritation. As if it mattered a doit what trash these

foreigners talked! No thinking person took their bombast seriously; the

authorities, with great good sense, let it pass for what it was--a

noisy blowing-off of steam. At heart, the diggers were as sound as good

pippins.

A graver consideration was Purdy's growing fellowship with the rebel

faction. The boy was too young and still too much of a fly-by-night to

have a black mark set against his name. It would be the more absurd,

considering that his sincerity in espousing the diggers' cause was far

from proved. He was of a nature to ride tantivy into anything that

promised excitement or adventure. With, it must regretfully be

admitted, an increasing relish for the limelight, for theatrical

effect--see the cunning with which he had made capital out of a

bandaged ankle and dirty dress! At this rate, and with his engaging

ways, he would soon stand for a little god to the rough, artless crowd.

No, he must leave the diggings--and Mahony rolled various schemes in

his mind. He had it! In the course of the next week or two business

would make a journey to Melbourne imperative. Well, he would damn the

extra expense and take the boy along with him! Purdy was at a loose

end, and would no doubt rise like a fish to a fly at the chance of

getting to town free of cost. After all, why be hard on him? He was not

much over twenty, and, at that age, it was natural enough--especially

in a place like this--for a lad to flit like a butterfly from every cup

that took his restless fancy.

Restless? ... h'm! It was the word Purdy had flung back at him, earlier

in the evening. At the time, he had rebutted the charge, with a glance

at fifteen months spent behind the counter of a store. But there was a

modicum of truth in it, none the less. The life one led out here was

not calculated to tone down any innate restlessness of temperament: on

the contrary, it directly hindered one from becoming fixed and settled.

It was on a par with the houses you lived in--these flimsy tents and

draught-riddled cabins you put up with, "for the time being"--was just

as much of a makeshift affair as they. Its keynote was change. Fortunes

were made, and lost, and made again, before you could say Jack

Robinson; whole townships shot up over-night, to be deserted the moment

the soil ceased to yield; the people you knew were here to-day, and

gone--sold up, burnt out, or dead and buried--to-morrow. And so,

whether you would or not, your whole outlook became attuned to the

general unrest; you lived in a constant anticipation of what was coming

next. Well, he could own to the weakness with more justification than

most. If trade continued to prosper with him as it did at present, it

would be no time before he could sell out and joyfully depart for the

old country.

In the meantime, why complain? He had much to be thankful for. To take

only a small point: was this not Saturday night? To-morrow the store

was closed, and a string of congenial occupations offered: from

chopping the week's wood--a clean and wholesome task, which he gladly

performed--through the pages of an engrossing book to a botanical

ramble round old Buninyong. The thought of it cheered him. He stooped

to caress his two cats, which had come out to bear him the mute and

pleasant company of their kind.

What a night! The great round silver moon floated serenely through

space, dimming the stars as it made them, and bathing the earth in

splendour. It was so light that straight black lines of smoke could be

seen mounting from chimneys and open-air fires. The grass-trees which

supplied the fuel for these fires spread a pleasant balsamic odour, and

the live red patches contrasted oddly with the pale ardour of the moon.

Lights twinkled over all the township, but were brightest in Main

Street, the course of which they followed like a rope of fireflies, and

at the Government Camp on the steep western slope, where no doubt, as

young Purdy had impudently averred, the officials still sat over the

dinner-table. It was very quiet--no grog-shops or

saloons-of-entertainment in this neighbourhood, thank goodness!--and

the hour was still too early for drunken roisterers to come reeling

home. The only sound to be heard was that of a man's voice singing OFT

IN THE STILLY NIGHT, to the yetching accompaniment of a concertina.

Mahony hummed the tune.

But it was growing cold, as the nights were apt to do on this tableland

once summer was past. He whistled his dog, and Pompey hurried out with

a guilty air from the back of the house, where the old shaft stood that

served to hold refuse. Mahony put him on the chain, and was just about

to turn in when two figures rounded the corner of a tent and came

towards him, pushing their shadows before them on the milk-white ground.

"'D evenin', doc," said the shorter of the two, a nuggetty little man

who carried his arms curved out from his sides, gorilla-fashion.

"Oh, good evening, Mr. Ocock," said Mahony, recognising a neighbour.--

"Why, Tom, that you? Back already, my boy?"--this to a loutish,

loose-limbed lad who followed behind.--"You don't of course come from

the meeting?"

"Not me, indeed!" gave back his visitor with gall, and turned his head

to spit the juice from a plug. "I've got suthin' better to do as to

listen to a pack o' jabberin' furriners settin' one another by th'ears."

"Nor you, Tom?" Mahony asked the lad, who stood sheepishly shifting his

weight from one leg to the other.

"Nay, nor 'im eether," jumped in his father, before he could speak.

"I'll 'ave none o' my boys playin' the fool up there. And that reminds

me, doc, young Smith'll git 'imself inter the devil of a mess one o'

these days, if you don't look after 'im a bit better'n you do. I 'eard

'im spoutin' away as I come past--usin' language about the Gover'ment

fit to turn you sick."

Mahony coughed. "He's but young yet," he said drily. "After all,

youth's youth, sir, and comes but once in a lifetime. And you can't

make lads into wiseacres between sundown and sunrise."

"No, by Gawd, you can't!" affirmed his companion. "But I think youth's

just a fine name for a sort o' piggish mess What's the good, one 'ud

like to know, of gettin' old, and learnin' wisdom, and knowin' the good

from the bad, when ev'ry lousy young fathead that's born inter the

world starts out again to muddle through it for 'imself, in 'is own

way. And that things 'as got to go on like this, just the same, for

ever and ever--why, it makes me fair tired to think of it. My father

didn't 'old with youth: 'e knocked it out of us by thrashin', just like

lyin' and thievin'. And it's the best way, too.-- Wot's that you say?"

he flounced round on the unoffending Tom. "Nothin'? You was only

snifflin', was you? You keep your fly-trap shut, my fine fellow, and

make no mousy sounds to me, or it'll be the worse for you, I can tell

you!"

"Come, Mr. Ocock, don't be too hard on the boy."

"Not be 'ard on 'im? When I've got the nasty galoon on me 'ands again

like this?--Chucks up the good post I git 'im in Kilmore, without with

your leave or by your leave. Too lonely for 'is lordship it was. Missed

the sound o' wimmin's petticoats, 'e did." He turned fiercely on his

son. "'Ere, don't you stand starin' there! You get 'ome, and fix up for

the night. Now then, wot are you dawdlin' for, pig-'ead?"

The boy slunk away. When he had disappeared, his father again took up

the challenge of Mahony's silent disapproval. "I can't 'ardly bear the

sight of 'im, doc.--disgracin' me as 'e 'as done. 'Im a father, and not

eighteen till June! A son o' mine, who can't see a wench with 'er

bodice open, but wot 'e must be arter 'er.... No, sir, no son o' mine!

I'm a respectable man, I am!"

"Of course, of course."

"Oh! but they're a sore trial to me, these boys, doc. 'Enry's the only

one ... if it weren't for 'Enry--Johnny, 'e can't pass the drink, and

now 'ere's this young swine started to nose arter the wimmin."

"There's good stuff in the lads, I'm sure of it. They're just sowing

their wild oats."

"They'll sow no h'oats with me."

"I tell you what it is, Mr. Ocock, you need a woman about your place,

to make it a bit more homelike," said Mahony, calling to mind the

pigstye in which Ocock and his sons housed.

"Course I do!" agreed Ocock. "And Melia, she'll come out to 'er daddy

soon as ever th'ol' woman kicks the bucket.-- Drat 'er! It's 'er I've

got to thank for all the mischief."

"Well, well!" said Mahony, and rising knocked out his pipe on the log.

Did his old neighbour once get launched on the subject of his wife's

failings, there was no stopping him. "We all have our crosses."

"That I 'ave. And I'm keepin' you outer your bed, doc., with me

blather. --By gum! and that reminds me I come 'ere special to see you

to-night. Bin gettin' a bit moonstruck, I reckon,"--and he clapped on

his hat.

Drawing a sheaf of papers from an inner pocket, he selected one and

offered it to Mahony. Mahony led the way indoors, and lighting a

kerosene-lamp stooped to decipher the letter.

For some weeks now he had been awaiting the delivery of a load of

goods, the invoice for which had long since reached him. From this

communication, carried by hand, he learnt that the drayman, having got

bogged just beyond Bacchus's marsh, had decamped to the Ovens, taking

with him all he could cram into a spring-cart, and disposing of the

remainder for what he could get. The agent in Melbourne refused to be

held responsible for the loss, and threatened to prosecute, if payment

for the goods were not immediately forthcoming. Mahony, who here heard

the first of the affair, was highly indignant at the tone of the

letter; and before he had read to the end resolved to let everything

else slide, and to leave for Melbourne early next morning.

Ocock backed him up in this decision, and with the aid of a great quill

pen stiffly traced the address of his eldest son, who practised as a

solicitor in the capital.

"Go you straight to 'Enry, doc. 'Enry'll see you through."

Brushing aside his dreams of a peaceful Sabbath Mahony made

preparations for his journey. Waking his assistant, he gave the man--a

stupid clodhopper, but honest and attached--instructions how to manage

during his absence, then sent him to the township to order horses.

Himself, he put on his hat and went out to look for Purdy.

His search led him through all the drunken revelry of a Saturday night.

And it was close on twelve before, having followed the trace from

bowling-alley to Chinese cook-shop, from the "Adelphi" to Mother

Flannigan's and haunts still less reputable, he finally succeeded in

catching his bird.

Chapter IV

The two young men took to the road betimes: it still wanted some

minutes to six on the new clock in the tower of Bath's Hotel, when they

threw their legs over their saddles and rode down the steep slope by

the Camp Reserve. The hoofs of the horses pounded the plank bridge that

spanned the Yarrowee, and striking loose stones, and smacking and

sucking in the mud, made a rude clatter in the Sunday quiet.

Having followed for a few hundred yards the wide, rut-riddled

thoroughfare of Main Street, the riders branched off to cross rising

ground. They proceeded in single file and at a footpace, for the

highway had been honeycombed and rendered unsafe; it also ascended

steadily. Just before they entered the bush, which was alive with the

rich, strong whistling of magpies, Purdy halted to look back and wave

his hat in farewell. Mahony also half-turned in the saddle. There it

lay--the scattered, yet congested, unlovely wood and canvas settlement

that was Ballarat. At this distance, and from this height, it resembled

nothing so much as a collection of child's bricks, tossed out at random

over the ground, the low, square huts and cabins that composed it being

all of a shape and size. Some threads of smoke began to mount towards

the immense pale dome of the sky. The sun was catching here the panes

of a window, there the tin that encased a primitive chimney.

They rode on, leaving the warmth of the early sun-rays for the cold

blue shadows of the bush. Neither broke the silence. Mahony's day had

not come to an end with the finding of Purdy. Barely stretched on his

palliasse he had been routed out to attend to Long Jim, who had missed

his footing and pitched into a shaft. The poor old tipsy idiot hauled

up--luckily for him it was a dry, shallow hole--there was a broken

collar-bone to set. Mahony had installed him in his own bed, and had

spent the remainder of the night dozing in a chair.

So now he was heavy-eyed, uncommunicative. As they climbed the shoulder

and came to the rich, black soil that surrounded the ancient cone of

Warrenheip, he mused on his personal relation to the place he had just

left. And not for the first time he asked himself: what am I doing

here? When he was absent from Ballarat, and could dispassionately

consider the life he led there, he was so struck by the incongruity of

the thing that, like the beldame in the nursery-tale, he could have

pinched himself to see whether he waked or slept. Had anyone told him,

three years previously, that the day was coming when he would weigh out

soap and sugar, and hand them over a counter in exchange for money, he

would have held the prophet ripe for Bedlam. Yet here he was, a

full-blown tradesman, and as greedy of gain as any tallow-chandler.

Extraordinary, aye, and distressing, too, the ease with which the human

organism adapted itself; it was just a case of the green caterpillar on

the green leaf. Well, he could console himself with the knowledge that

his apparent submission was only an affair of the surface. He had

struck no roots; and it would mean as little to his half-dozen

acquaintances on Ballarat when he silently vanished from their midst,

as it would to him if he never saw one of them again. Or the country

either--and he let his eye roam unlovingly over the wild, sad-coloured

landscape, with its skimpy, sad-coloured trees.

Meanwhile they were advancing: their nags' hoofs, beating in unison,

devoured mile after mile of the road. It was a typical colonial road;

it went up hill and down dale, turned aside for no obstacles. At one

time it ran down a gully that was almost a ravine, to mount straight up

the opposite side among boulders that reached to the belly-bands. At

others, it led through a reedy swamp, or a stony watercourse; or it

became a bog; or dived through a creek. Where the ground was flat and

treeless, it was a rutty, well-worn track between two seas of pale,

scant grass.

More than once, complaining of a mouth like sawdust, Purdy alighted and

limped across the verandah of a house-of-accommodation; but they did

not actually draw rein till, towards midday, they reached a knot of

weatherboard verandahed stores, smithies and public-houses, arranged at

the four Corners of two cross-roads. Here they made a substantial

luncheon; and the odour of fried onions carried far and wide. Mahony

paid his three shillings for a bottle of ale; but Purdy washed down the

steak with cup after cup of richly sugared tea.

In the early afternoon they set off again, revived and refreshed. Purdy

caught at a bunch of aromatic leaves and burst into a song; and Mahony.

... Good God! With a cloudless sky overhead, a decent bit of horseflesh

between his knees, and the prospect of a three days' holiday from

storekeeping, his name would not have been what it was if he had for

long remained captious, downhearted. Insufficient sleep, and an empty

stomach--nothing on earth besides! A fig for his black thoughts! The

fact of his being obliged to spend a few years in the colony would, in

the end, profit him, by widening his experience of the world and his

fellow-men. It was possible to lead a sober, Godfearing life, no matter

in what rude corner of the globe you were pitchforked.-- And in this

mood he was even willing to grant the landscape a certain charm. Since

leaving Ballan the road had dipped up and down a succession of swelling

rises, grass-grown and untimbered. From the top of these ridges the

view was a far one: you looked straight across undulating waves of

country and intervening forest-land, to where, on the horizon, a long,

low sprawling range of hills lay blue--cobalt-blue, and painted in with

a sure brush--against the porcelain-blue of the sky. What did the

washed-out tints of the foliage matter, when, wherever you turned, you

could count on getting these marvellous soft distances, on always

finding a range of blue-veiled hills, lovely and intangible as a dream?

There was not much traffic to the diggings on a Sunday. And having come

to a level bit of ground, the riders followed a joint impulse and broke

into a canter. As they began to climb again they fell naturally into

one of those familiar talks, full of allusion and reminiscence, that

are only possible between two of a sex who have lived through part of

their green days together.

It began by Purdy referring to the satisfactory fashion in which he had

disposed of his tools, his stretcher-bed, and other effects: he was not

travelling to Melbourne empty-handed.

Mahony rallied him. "You were always a good one at striking a bargain,

my boy! What about: 'Four mivvies for an alley!'--eh, Dickybird?"

This related to their earliest meeting, and was a standing joke between

them. Mahony could recall the incident as clearly as though it had

happened yesterday: how the sturdy little apple-cheeked English boy,

with the comical English accent, had suddenly bobbed up at his side on

the way home from school, and in that laughable sing-song of his,

without modulation or emphasis, had offered to "swop" him, as above.

Purdy laughed and paid him back in kind. "Yes, and the funk you were in

for fear Spiny Tatlow 'ud see us, and peach to the rest!"

"Yes. What young idiots boys are!"

In thought he added: "And what snobs!" For the breach of convention--he

was an upper-form boy at the time--had not been his sole reason for

wishing to shake off his junior. Behind him, Mahony, when he reached

home, closed the door of one of the largest houses in the most

exclusive square in Dublin. Whereas Purdy lived in a small, common

house in a side street. Visits there had to be paid surreptitiously.

All the same these were frequent--and for the best of reasons. Mahony

could still see Purdy's plump, red-cheeked English mother, who was as

jolly and happy as her boy, hugging the loaf to her bosom while she cut

round after round of bread and butter and jam, for two cormorant

throats. And the elder boy, long-limbed and lank, all wrist and ankle,

had invariably been the hungrier of the two; for, on the glossy damask

of the big house, often not enough food was set to satisfy the growing

appetites of himself and his sisters.--"Dickybird, can't you see us,

with our backs to the wall, in that little yard of yours, trying who

could take the biggest bite?--or going round the outside: 'Crust first,

and though you burst, By the bones of Davy Jones!' till only a little

island of jam was left?"

Purdy laughed heartily at these and other incidents fished up by his

friend from the well of the years; but he did not take part in the

sport himself. He had not Mahony's gift for recalling detail: to him

past was past. He only became alive and eager when the talk turned, as

it soon did, on his immediate prospects.

This time, to his astonishment, Mahony had had no trouble in persuading

Purdy to quit the diggings. In addition, here was the boy now declaring

openly that what he needed, and must have, was a fixed and steadily

paying job. With this decision Mahony was in warm agreement, and

promised all the help that lay in his power.

But Purdy was not done; he hummed and hawed and fidgeted; he took off

his hat and looked inside it; he wiped his forehead and the nape of his

neck.

Mahony knew the symptoms. "Come, Dickybird. Spit it out, my boy!"

"Yes ... er.... Well, the fact is, Dick, I begin to think it's time I

settled down."

Mahony gave a whistle. "Whew! A lady in the case?"

"That's the chat. Just oblige yours truly by takin' a squint at this,

will you?"

He handed his friend a squarely-folded sheet of thinnest blue paper,

with a large purple stamp in one corner, and a red seal on the back.

Opening it Mahony discovered three crossed pages, written in a

delicately pointed, minute, Italian hand.

He read the letter to the end, deliberately, and with a growing sense

of relief: composition, expression and penmanship, all met with his

approval. "This is the writing of a person of some refinement, my son."

"Well, er ... yes," said Purdy. He seemed about to add a further word,

then swallowed it, and went on: "Though, somehow or other, Till's

different to herself, on paper. But she's the best of girls, Dick. Not

one o' your ethereal, die-away, bread-and-butter misses. There's

something OF Till there is, and she's always on for a lark. I never met

such girls for larks as her and 'er sister. The very last time I was

there, they took and hung up ... me and some other fellers had been

stoppin' up a bit late the night before, and kickin' up a bit of a

shindy, and what did those girls do? They got the barman to come into

my room while I was asleep, and hang a bucket o' water to one of the

beams over the bed. Then I'm blamed if they didn't tie a string from it

to my big toe! I gives a kick, down comes the bucket and half drowns

me.-- Gosh, how those girls did laugh!"

"H'm!" said Mahony dubiously; while Purdy in his turn chewed the cud of

a pleasant memory.--"Well, I for my part should be glad to see you

married and settled, with a good wife always beside you."

"That's just the rub," said Purdy, and vigorously scratched his head.

"Till's a first-class girl as a sweetheart and all that; but when I

come to think of puttin' my head in the noose, from now till

doomsday--why then, somehow, I can't bring myself to pop the question."

"There's going to be no trifling with the girl's feelings, I hope, sir?"

"Bosh! But I say, Dick, I wish you'd turn your peepers on 'er and tell

me what you make of 'er. She's A1 'erself, but she's got a mother....

By Job, Dick, if I thought Tilly 'ud ever get like that ... and they're

exactly the same build, too."

It would certainly be well for him to inspect Purdy's flame, thought

Mahony. Especially since the anecdote told did not bear out the good

impression left by the letter--went far, indeed, to efface it. Still,

he was loath to extend his absence by spending a night at Geelong,

where, a, it came out, the lady lived; and he replied evasively that it

must depend on the speed with which he could put through his business

in Melbourne.

Purdy was silent for a time. Then, with a side-glance at his companion,

he volunteered: "I say, Dick, I know some one who'd suit you."

"The deuce you do!" said Mahony, and burst out laughing. "Miss Tilly's

sister, no doubt?"

"No, no--not her. Jinn's all right, but she's not your sort. But

they've got a girl living with 'em--a sort o' poor relation, or

something--and she's a horse of quite another colour.--I say, old man,

serious now, have you never thought o' gettin' spliced?"

Again Mahony laughed. At his companion's words there descended to him,

once more, from some shadowy distance, some pure height, the

rose-tinted vision of the wife-to-be which haunts every man's youth.

And, in ludicrous juxtaposition, he saw the women, the only women he

had encountered since coming to the colony: the hardworking, careworn

wives of diggers; the harridans, sluts and prostitutes who made up the

balance.

He declined to be drawn. "Is it old Moll Flannigan or one of her

darlints you'd be wishing me luck to, ye spalpeen?"

"Man, don't I say I've FOUND the wife for you?" Purdy was not jesting,

and did not join in the fresh salvo of laughter with which Mahony

greeted his words. "Oh, blow it, Dick, you're too fastidious--too

damned particular! Say what you like, there's good in all of 'em--even

in old Mother Flannigan 'erself--and 'specially when she's got a drop

inside 'er. Fuddle old Moll a bit, and she'd give you the very shift

off her back.--Don't I thank the Lord, that's all, I'm not built like

you! Why, the woman isn't born I can't get on with. All's fish that

comes to my net.--Oh, to be young, Dick, and to love the girls! To see

their little waists, and their shoulders, and the dimples in their

cheeks! See 'em put up their hands to their bonnets, and how their

little feet peep out when the wind blows their petticoats against their

legs!" and Purdy rose in his stirrups and stretched himself, in an

excess of wellbeing.

"You young reprobate!"

"Bah!--you! You've got water in your veins."

"Nothing of the sort! Set me among decent women and there's no company

I enjoy more," declared Mahony.

"Fish-blood, fish-blood!--Dick, it's my belief you were born old."

Mahony was still young enough to be nettled by doubts cast on his

vitality. Purdy laughed in his sleeve. Aloud he said: "Well, look here,

old man, I'll lay you a wager. I bet you you're not game, when you see

that tulip I've been tellin' you about, to take her in your arms and

kiss her. A fiver on it!"

"Done!" cried Mahony. "And I'll have it in one note, if you please!"

"Bravo!" cried Purdy. "Bravo, Dick!" And having gained his end, and

being on a good piece of road between post-and-rail fences, he set

spurs to his horse and cantered off, singing as he went:

SHE WHEELS A WHEELBARROW,

THROUGH STREETS WIDE AND NARROW,

CRYING COCKLES, AND MUSSELS,

ALIVE, ALIVE-OH!

But the sun was growing large in the western sky; on the ground to the

left, their failing shadows slanted out lengthwise; those cast by the

horses' bodies were mounted on high spindle-legs. The two men ceased

their trifling, and nudged by the fall of day began to ride at a more

business-like pace, pushing forward through the deep basin of Bacchus's

marsh, and on for miles over wide, treeless plains, to where the road

was joined by the main highway from the north, coming down from Mount

Alexander and the Bendigo. Another hour, and from a gentle eminence the

buildings of Melbourne were visible, the mastheads of the many vessels

riding at anchor in Hobson's Bay. Here, too, the briny scent of the

sea, carrying up over grassy flats, met their nostrils, and set Mahony

hungrily sniffing. The brief twilight came and went, and it was already

night when they urged their weary beasts over the Moonee ponds, a

winding chain of brackish waterholes. The horses shambled along the

broad, hilly tracks of North Melbourne; warily picked their steps

through the city itself. Dingy oil-lamps, set here and there at the

corners of roads so broad that you could hardly see across them, shed

but a meagre light, and the further the riders advanced, the more

difficult became their passage: the streets, in process of laying, were

heaped with stones and intersected by trenches. Finally, dismounting,

they thrust their arms through their bridles, and laboriously covered

the last half-mile of the journey on foot. Having lodged the horses at

a livery-stable, they repaired to a hotel in Little Collins Street.

Here Purdy knew the proprietor, and they were fortunate enough to

secure a small room for the use of themselves alone.

Chapter V

Melbourne is built on two hills and the valley that lies between.

It was over a year since Mahony or Purdy had been last in the capital,

and next morning, on stepping out of the "Adam and Eve," they walked up

the eastern slope to look about them. From the summit of the hill their

view stretched to the waters of the Bay, and its forest of masts. The

nearer foreground was made up of mud flats, through which a sluggish,

coffee-coloured river wound its way to the sea. On the horizon to the

north, the Dandenong Ranges rose storm-blue and distinct, and seemed

momently to be drawing nearer; for a cold wind was blowing, which

promised rain. The friends caught their glimpses of the landscape

between dense clouds of white dust, which blotted everything out for

minutes at a time, and filled eyes, nose, ears with a gritty powder.

Tiring of this they turned and descended Great Collins Street--a

spacious thoroughfare that dipped into the hollow and rose again, and

was so long that on its western height pedestrians looked no bigger

than ants. In the heart of the city men were everywhere at work, laying

gas and drain-pipes, macadamising, paving, kerbing: no longer would the

old wives' tale be credited of the infant drowned in the deeps of

Swanston Street, or of the bullock which sank, inch by inch, before its

owner's eyes in the Elizabeth Street bog. Massive erections of

freestone were going up alongside here a primitive, canvas-fronted

dwelling, there one formed wholly of galvanised iron. Fashionable

shops, two storeys high, stood next tiny, dilapidated weatherboards. In

the roadway, handsome chaises, landaus, four-in-hands made room for

bullock-teams, eight and ten strong; for tumbrils carrying water or

refuse--or worse; for droves of cattle, mobs of wild colts bound for

auction, flocks of sheep on their way to be boiled down for tallow.

Stock-riders and bull-punchers rubbed shoulders with elegants in

skirted coats and shepherd's plaid trousers, who adroitly skipped heaps

of stones and mortar, or crept along the narrow edging of kerb.

The visitors from up-country paused to listen to a brass band that

played outside a horse-auction mart; to watch the shooting in a

rifle-gallery. The many decently attired females they met also called

for notice. Not a year ago, and no reputable woman walked abroad

oftener than she could help: now, even at this hour, the streets were

starred with them. Purdy, open-mouthed, his eyes a-dance, turned his

head this way and that, pointed and exclaimed. But then HE had slept

like a log, and felt in his own words "as fit as a fiddle." Whereas

Mahony had sat his horse the whole night through, had never ceased to

balance himself in an imaginary saddle. And when at daybreak he had

fallen into a deeper sleep, he was either reviewing outrageous females

on Purdy's behalf, or accepting wagers to kiss them.

Hence, diverting as were the sights of the city, he did not come to

them with the naive receptivity of Purdy. It was, besides, hard to

detach his thoughts from the disagreeable affair that had brought him

to Melbourne. And as soon as banks and offices began to take down their

shutters, he hurried off to his interview with the carrying-agent.

The latter's place of business was behind Great Collins Street, in a

lane reached by a turnpike. Found with some trouble, it proved to be a

rude shanty wedged in between a Chinese laundry and a Chinese

eating-house. The entrance was through a yard in which stood a

collection of rabbit-hutches, while further back gaped a dirty closet.

At the sound of their steps the man they sought emerged, and Mahony

could not repress an exclamation of surprise. When, a little over a

twelvemonth ago, he had first had dealings with him, this Bolliver had

been an alert and respectable man of business. Now he was evidently on

the downgrade; and the cause of the deterioration was advertised in his

bloodshot eyeballs and veinous cheeks. Early as was the hour, he had

already been indulging: his breath puffed sour. Mahony prepared to

state the object of his visit in no uncertain terms. But his

preliminaries were cut short by a volley of abuse. The man accused him

point-blank of having been privy to the rascally drayman's fraud and of

having hoped, by lying low, to evade his liability. Mahony lost his

temper, and vowed that he would have Bolliver up for defamation of

character. To which the latter retorted that the first innings in a

court of law would be his: he had already put the matter in the hands

of his attorney. This was the last straw. Purdy had to intervene and

get Mahony away. They left the agent shaking his fist after them and

cursing the bloody day on which he'd ever been fool enough to do a deal

with a bloody gentleman.

At the corner of the street the friends paused for a hasty conference.

Mahony was for marching off to take the best legal advice the city had

to offer. But Purdy disapproved. Why put himself to so much trouble,

when he had old Ocock's recommendation to his lawyer-son in his coat

pocket? What, in the name of Leary-cum-Fitz, was the sense of making an

enemy for life of the old man, his next-door neighbour, and a good

customer to boot?

These counsels prevailed, and they turned their steps towards Chancery

Lane, where was to be found every variety of legal practitioner from

barrister to scrivener. Having matched the house-number and descried

the words: "Mr. Henry Ocock, Conveyancer and Attorney, Commissioner of

Affidavits," painted black on two dusty windows, they climbed a wooden

stair festooned with cobwebs, to a landing where an injunction to:

"Push and Enter!" was, rudely inked on a sheet of paper and affixed to

a door.

Obeying, they passed into a dingy little room, the entire furnishing of

which consisted of a couple of deal tables, with a chair to each. These

were occupied by a young man and a boy, neither of whom rose at their

entrance. The lad was cutting notches in a stick and whistling

tunefully; the clerk, a young fellow in the early twenties, who had a

mop of flaming red hair and small-slit white-lashed eyes, looked at the

strangers, but without lifting his head: his eyes performed the

necessary motion.

Mahony desired to know if he had the pleasure of addressing Mr. Henry

Ocock. In reply the red-head gave a noiseless laugh, which he

immediately quenched by clapping his hand over his mouth, and shutting

one eye at his junior said: "No--nor yet the Shar o' Persia, nor

Alphybetical Foster!--What can I do for you, governor?"

"You can have the goodness to inform Mr. Ocock that I wish to see him!"

flashed back Mahony.

"Singin' til-ril-i-tum-tum-dee-ay!--Now then, Mike, me child, toddle!"

With patent reluctance the boy ceased his whittling, and dawdled across

the room to an inner door through which he vanished, having first let

his knuckles bump, as if by chance, against the wood of the panel. A

second later he reappeared. "Boss's engaged." But Mahony surprised a

lightning sign between the pair.

"No, sir, I decline to state my business to anyone but Mr. Ocock

himself!" he declared hotly, in response to the red-haired man's

invitation to "get it off his chest." "If you choose to find out when

he will be at liberty, I will wait so long--no longer."

As the office-boy had somehow failed to hit his seat on his passage to

the outer door, there was nothing left for the clerk to do but himself

to undertake the errand. He lounged up from his chair, and, in his case

without even the semblance of a knock, squeezed through a foot wide

aperture, in such a fashion that the two strangers should not catch a

glimpse of what was going on inside. But his voice came to them through

the thin partition. "Oh, just a couple o' stony-broke Paddylanders."

Mahony, who had seized the opportunity to dart an angry glance at

Purdy, which should say: "This is what one gets by coming to your

second-rate pettifoggers!" now let his eyes rest on his friend and

critically detailed the latter's appearance. The description fitted to

a nicety. Purdy did in truth look down on his luck. Unkempt, bearded to

the eyes, there he stood clutching his shapeless old cabbage-tree, in

mud-stained jumper and threadbare smalls--the very spit of the

unsuccessful digger. Well might they be suspected of not owning the

necessary to pay their way!

"All serene, mister! The boss'ull take you on."

The sanctum was a trifle larger than the outer room, but almost equally

bare; half-a-dozen deed-boxes were piled up in one corner. Stalking in

with his chin in the air, Mahony found himself in the presence of a man

of his own age, who sat absorbed in the study of a document. At their

entry two beady grey eyes lifted to take a brief but thorough survey,

and a hand with a pencil in it pointed to the single empty chair.

Mahony declined to translate the gesture and remained standing.

Under the best of circumstances it irked him to be kept waiting. Here,

following on the clerk's saucy familiarity, the wilful delay made his

gorge rise. For a few seconds he fumed in silence; then, his patience

exhausted, he burst out: "My time, sir, is as precious as your own.

With your permission, I will take my business elsewhere."

At these words, and at the tone in which they were spoken, the lawyer's

head shot up as if he had received a blow under the chin. Again he

narrowed his eyes at the couple. And this time he laid the document

from him and asked suavely: "What can I do for you?"

The change in his manner though slight was unmistakable. Mahony had a

nice ear for such refinements, and responded to the shade of difference

with the promptness of one who had been on the watch for it. His

irritation fell; he was ready on the instant to be propitiated. Putting

his hat aside he sat down, and having introduced himself, made

reference to Ballarat and his acquaintance with the lawyer's father:

"Who directed me to you, sir, for advice on a vexatious affair, in

which I have had the misfortune to become involved."

With a "Pray be seated!" Ocock rose and cleared a chair for Purdy.

Resuming his seat he joined his hands, and wound them in and out. "I

think you may take it from me that no case is so unpromising but what

we shall be able to find a loophole."

Mahony thanked him--with a touch of reserve. "I trust you will still be

of that opinion when you have heard the facts." And went on: "Myself, I

do not doubt it. I am not a rich man, but serious though the monetary

loss would be to me, I should settle the matter out of court, were I

not positive that I had right on my side." To which Ocock returned a

quick: "Oh, quite so ... of course."

Like his old father, he was a short, heavily built man; but there the

likeness ended. He had a high, domed forehead, above a thin, hooked

nose. His skin was of an almost Jewish pallor. Fringes of straight,

jet-black hair grew down the walls of his cheeks and round his chin,

meeting beneath it. The shaven upper lid was long and flat, with no

central markings, and helped to form a mouth that had not much more

shape or expression than a slit cut by a knife in a sheet of paper. The

chin was bare to the size of a crown-piece; and, both while he spoke

and while he listened to others speaking, the lawyer caressed this

patch with his finger-tips; so that in the course of time it had

arrived at a state of high polish--like the shell of an egg.

The air with which he heard his new client out was of a non-committal

kind; and Mahony, having talked his first heat off, grew chilled by the

wet blanket of Ocock's silence. There was nothing in this of the frank

responsiveness with which your ordinary mortal lends his ear. The brain

behind the dome was, one might be sure, adding, combining, comparing,

and drawing its own conclusions. Why should lawyers, he wondered, treat

those who came to them like children, advancing only in so far as it

suited them out of the darkness where they housed among strangely

worded paragraphs and obscure formulas?--But these musings were cut

short. Having fondled his chin for a further moment, Ocock looked up

and put a question. And, while he could not but admire the lawyer's

acumen, this did not lessen Mahony's discomfort. All unguided, it went

straight for what he believed to be the one weak spot in his armour. It

related to the drayman. Contrary to custom Mahony had, on this

occasion, himself recommended the driver. And, as he admitted it, his

ears rang again with the plaints of his stranded fellow-countryman, a

wheedler from the South Country, off whose tongue the familiar brogue

had dripped like honey. His recommendation, he explained, had been made

out of charity; he had not forced the agent to engage the man; and it

would surely be a gross injustice if he alone were to be held

responsible.

To his relief Ocock did not seem to attach importance to the fact, but

went on to ask whether any written agreement had existed between the

parties. "No writing? H'm! So ... so!" To read his thoughts was an

impossibility; but as he proceeded with his catechism it was easy to

see how his interest in the case grew. He began to treat it tenderly;

warmed to it, as an artist to his work; and Mahony's spirits rose in

consequence.

Having selected a number of minor points that would tell in their

favour, Ocock dilated upon the libellous aspersion that had been cast

on Mahony's good faith. "My experience has invariably been this, Mr.

Mahony: people who suggest that kind of thing, and accuse others of it,

are those who are accustomed to make use of such means themselves. In

this case, there may have been no goods at all--the thing may prove to

have been a put-up job from beginning to end."

But his hearer's start of surprise was too marked to be overlooked.

"Well, let us take the existence of the goods for granted. But might

they not, being partly of a perishable nature, have gone bad or

otherwise got spoiled on the road, and not have been in a fit condition

for you to receive at your end?"

This was credible; Mahony nodded his assent. He also added,

gratuitously, that he had before now been obliged to reclaim on casks

of mouldy mess-pork. At which Ocock ceased coddling his chin to point a

straight forefinger at him, with a triumphant: "You see!"--But Purdy

who, sick and tired of the discussion, had withdrawn to the window to

watch the rain zig-zag in runlets down the dusty panes, and hiss and

spatter on the sill; Purdy puckered his lips to a sly and soundless

whistle.

The interview at an end, Ocock mentioned, in his frigidly urbane way,

that he had recently been informed there was an excellent opening for a

firm of solicitors in Ballarat: could Mr. Mahony, as a resident,

confirm the report? Mahony regretted his ignorance, but spoke in praise

of the Golden City and its assured future.--"This would be most welcome

news to your father, sir. I can picture his satisfaction on hearing it."

--"Golly, Dick, that's no mopoke!" was Purdy's comment as they emerged

into the rain-swept street. "A crafty devil, if ever I see'd one."

"Henry Ocock seems to me to be a singularly able man," replied Mahony

drily. To his thinking, Purdy had cut a poor figure during the visit:

he had said no intelligent word, but had lounged lumpishly in his

chair--the very picture of the country man come up to the

metropolis--and, growing tired of this, had gone like a restless child

to thrum his fingers on the panes.

"Oh, you bet! He'll slither you through."

"What? Do you insinuate there's any need for slithering ... as you call

it?" cried Mahony.

"Why, Dick, old man.... And as long as he gets you through, what does

it matter?"

"It matters to me, sir!"

The rain, a tropical deluge, was over by the time they reached the

hollow. The sun shone again, hot and sticky, and people were venturing

forth from their shelters to wade through beds of mud, or to cross, on

planks, the deep, swift rivers formed by the open drains. There were

several such cloud-bursts in the course of the afternoon; and each time

the refuse of the city was whirled past on the flood, to be left as an

edging to the footpaths when the water went down.

Mahony spent the rest of the day in getting together a fresh load of

goods. For, whether he lost or won his suit, the store had to be

restocked without delay.

That evening towards eight o'clock the two men turned out of the

Lowther Arcade. The night was cold, dark and wet; and they had wound

comforters round their bare throats. They were on their way to the

Mechanics' Hall, to hear a lecture on Mesmerism. Mahony had looked

forward to this all through the sorry job of choosing soaps and

candles. The subject piqued his curiosity. It was the one drop of

mental stimulant he could hope to extract from his visit. The theatre

was out of the question: if none of the actors happened to be drunk, a

fair proportion of the audience was sure to be.

Part of his pleasure this evening was due to Purdy having agreed to

accompany him. It was always a matter of regret to Mahony that, outside

the hobnob of daily life, he and his friend had so few interests in

common; that Purdy should rest content with the coarse diversions of

the ordinary digger.

Then, from the black shadows of the Arcade, a woman's form detached

itself, and a hand was laid on Purdy's arm.

"Shout us a drink, old pal!"

Mahony made a quick, repellent movement of the shoulder. But Purdy,

some vagrom fancy quickened in him, either by the voice, which was not

unrefined, or by the stealthiness of the approach, Purdy turned to look.

"Come, come, my boy. We've no time to lose."

Without raising her pleasant voice, the woman levelled a volley of

abuse at Mahony, then muttered a word in Purdy's ear.

"Just half a jiff, Dick," said Purdy. "Or go ahead.--I'll make up on

you."

For a quarter of an hour Mahony aired his heels in front of a

public-house. Then he gave it up, and went on his way. But his pleasure

was damped: the inconsiderateness with which Purdy could shake him off,

always had a disconcerting effect on him. To face the matter squarely:

the friendship between them did not mean as much to Purdy as to him;

the sudden impulse that had made the boy relinquish a promising

clerkship to emigrate in his wake--into this he had read more than it

would hold.-- And, as he picked his muddy steps, Mahony agreed with

himself that the net result, for him, of Purdy's coming to the colony,

had been to saddle him with a new responsibility. It was his lot for

ever to be helping the lad out of tight places. Sometimes it made him

feel unnecessarily bearish. For Purdy had the knack, common to sunny,

improvident natures, of taking everything that was done for him for

granted. His want of delicacy in this respect was distressing. Yet, in

spite of it all, it was hard to bear him a grudge for long together. A

well-meaning young beggar if ever there was one! That very day how

faithfully he had stuck at his side, assisting at dull discussions and

duller purchasings, without once obtruding his own concerns.--And here

Mahony remembered their talk on the ride to town. Purdy had expressed

the wish to settle down and take a wife. A poor friend that would be

who did not back him up in this intention.

As he sidled into one of the front benches of a half-empty hall--the

mesmerist, a corpse-like man in black, already surveyed its thinness

from the platform with an air of pained surprise--Mahony decided that

Purdy should have his chance. The heavy rains of the day, and the

consequent probable flooding of the Ponds and the Marsh, would serve as

an excuse for a change of route. He would go and have a look at Purdy's

sweetheart; would ride back to the diggings by way of Geelong.

Chapter VI

In a whitewashed parlour of "Beamish's Family Hotel" some few miles

north of Geelong, three young women, in voluminous skirts and with

their hair looped low over their ears, sat at work. Books lay open on

the table before two of them; the third was making a bookmark. Two were

fair, plump, rosy, and well over twenty; the third, pale-skinned and

dark, was still a very young girl. She it was who stitched magenta

hieroglyphics on a strip of perforated cardboard.

"Do lemme see, Poll," said the eldest of the trio, and laid down her

pen. "You 'AVE bin quick about it, my dear."

Polly, the brunette, freed her needle of silk and twirled the bookmark

by its ribbon ends. Spinning, the mystic characters united to form the

words: "Kiss me quick."

Her companions tittered. "If ma didn't know for certain 'twas meant for

your brother John, she'd never 'ave let you make it," said the second

blonde, whose name was Jinny.

"Girls, what a lark it 'ud be to send it up to Purdy Smith, by Ned!"

said the first speaker.

Polly blushed. "Fy, Tilly! That wouldn't be ladylike."

Tilly's big bosom rose and fell in a sigh. "What's a lark never is."

Jinny giggled, agreeably scandalized: "What things you do say, Till!

Don't let ma 'ear you, that's all."

"Ma be blowed!--'Ow does this look now, Polly?" And across the

wax-cloth Tilly pushed a copybook, in which she had laboriously

inscribed a prim maxim the requisite number of times.

Polly laid down her work and knitted her brows over the page.

"Well ... it's better than the last one, Tilly," she said gently,

averse to hurting her pupil's feelings. "But still not quite good

enough. The f's, look, should be more like this." And taking a steel

pen she made several long-tailed f's, in a tiny, pointed hand.

Tilly yielded an ungrudging admiration. "'Ow well you do it, Poll! But

I HATE writing. If only ma weren't so set on it!"

"You'll never be able to write yourself to a certain person, 'oos name

I won't mention, if you don't 'urry up and learn," said Jinny, looking

sage.

"What's the odds! We've always got Poll to write for us," gave back

Tilly, and lazily stretched out a large, plump hand to recover the

copybook. "A certain person'll never know--or not till it's too late."

"Here, Polly dear," said Jinny, and held out a book. "I know it now."

Again Polly put down her embroidery. She took the book. "Plough!" said

she.

"Plough?" echoed Jinny vaguely, and turned a pair of soft, cow-like

brown eyes on the blowflies sitting sticky and sleepy round the walls

of the room. "Wait a jiff ... lemme think! Plough? Oh, yes, I know.

P-l...."

"P-l-o" prompted Polly, the speller coming to a full stop.

"P-l-o-w!" shot out Jinny, in triumph.

"Not QUITE right," said Polly. "It's g-h, Jinny: p-l-o-u-g-h."

"Oh, that's what I meant. I knew it right enough."

"Well, now, trough!"

"Trough?" repeated Jinny, in the same slow, vacant way.

"Trough? Wait, lemme think a minute. T-r-o...."

Polly's lips all but formed the "u," to prevent the "f" she felt

impending. "I'm afraid you'll have to take it again, Jinny dear," she

said reluctantly, as nothing further was forthcoming.

"Oh, no, Poll. T-r-o-" began Jinny with fresh vigour. But before she

could add a fourth to the three letters, a heavy foot pounded down the

passage, and a stout woman, out of breath, her cap-bands flying, came

bustling in and slammed the door.

"Girls, girls, now whatever d'ye think? 'Ere's Purdy Smith come ridin'

inter the yard, an' another gent with 'im. Scuttle along now, an' put

them books away!--Tilda, yer net's 'alf 'angin' off--you don't want yer

sweet-'eart to see you all untidy like that, do you?--'Elp 'em, Polly

my dear, and be quick about it!--H'out with yer sewin', chicks!"

Sprung up from their seats the three girls darted to and fro. The

telltale spelling and copy-books were flung into the drawer of the

chiffonier, and the key was turned on them. Polly, her immodest sampler

safely hidden at the bottom of her workbox, was the most composed of

the three; and while locks were smoothed and collars adjusted in the

adjoining bedroom, she remained behind to look out thimbles, needles

and strips of plain sewing, and to lay them naturally about the table.

The blonde sisters reappeared, all aglow with excitement. Tilly, in

particular, was in a sad flutter.

"Girls, I simply CAN'T face 'im in 'ere!" she declared. "It was 'ere,

in this very room, that 'e first--you know what!"

"Nor can I," cried Jinny, catching the fever.

"Feel my 'eart, 'ow it beats," said her sister, pressing her hands, one

over the other, to her full left breast.

"Mine's every bit as bad," averred Jinny.

"I believe I shall 'ave the palpitations and faint away, if I stop

'ere."

Polly was genuinely concerned. "I'll run and call mother back."

"No, I tell you what: let's 'ide!" cried Tilly, recovering.

Jinny wavered. "But will they find us?"

"Duffer! Of course. Ma'll give 'em the 'int.--Come on!"

Suiting the action to the word, and imitated by her sister, she

scrambled over the window sill to the verandah. Polly found herself

alone. Her conscientious scrupling: "But mother may be cross!" had

passed unheeded. Now, she, too, fell into a flurry. She could not

remain there, by herself, to meet two young men, one of whom was a

stranger: steps and voices were already audible at the end of the

passage. And so, since there was nothing else for it, she clambered

after her friends--though with difficulty; for she was not very tall.

This was why, when Mrs. Beamish flourished open the door, exclaiming in

a hearty tone: "An' 'ere you'll find 'em, gents--sittin' at their

needles, busy as bees!" the most conspicuous object in the room was a

very neat leg, clad in a white stocking and black prunella boot, which

was just being drawn up over the sill. It flashed from sight; and the

patter of running feet beat the floor of the verandah.

"Ha, ha, too late! The birds have flown," laughed Purdy, and smacked

his thigh.

"Well, I declare, an' so they 'ave--the NAUGHTY creatures!" exclaimed

Mrs. Beamish in mock dismay. "But trust you, Mr. Smith, for sayin' the

right thing. Jus' exackly like birds they are--so shy an' scared-like.

But I'll give you the 'int, gents. They'll not be far away. Jus' you

show 'em two can play at that game.--Mr. S., you know the h'arbour!"

"Should say I do! Many's the time I've anchored there," cried Purdy

with a guffaw. "Come, Dick!" And crossing to the window he straddled

over the frame, and disappeared.

Reluctantly Mahony followed him.

From the verandah they went down into the vegetable-garden, where the

drab and tangled growths that had outlived the summer were beaten flat

by the recent rains. At the foot of the garden, behind a clump of

gooseberry-bushes, stood an arbour formed of a yellow buddleia. No

trace of a petticoat was visible, so thick was the leafage; but a loud

whispering and tittering betrayed the fugitives.

At the apparition of the young men, who stooped to the low entrance,

there was a cascade of shrieks.

"Oh, lor, 'OW you frightened me! 'Owever did you know we were 'ere?"

"You wicked fellow! Get away, will you! I 'ate the very sight of

you!"--this from Tilly, as Purdy, his hands on her hips, gave her a

smacking kiss.

The other girls feared a like greeting; there were more squeaks and

squeals, and some ineffectual dives for the doorway. Purdy spread out

his arms. "Hi, look out, stop 'em, Dick! Now then, man, here's your

chance!"

Mahony stood blinking; it was dusk inside, after the dazzle of the sun.

At this reminder of the foolish bet he had taken, he hurriedly seized

the young woman who was next him, and embraced her. It chanced to be

Jinny. She screamed, and made a feint of feeling mortally outraged.

Mahony had to dodge a box on the ears.

But Purdy burst into a horselaugh, and held his sides. Without knowing

why, Tilly joined in, and Jinny, too, was infected. When Purdy could

speak, he blurted out: "Dick, you fathead!--you jackass!--you've mugged

the wrong one."

At this clownish mirth, Mahony felt the blood boil up over ears and

temples. For an instant he stood irresolute. Did he admit the blunder,

his victim would be hurt. Did he deny it, he would save his own face at

the expense of the other young woman's feelings. So, though he could

have throttled Purdy he put a bold front on the matter.

"CARPE DIEM is my motto, my boy! I intend to make both young ladies pay

toll."

His words were the signal for a fresh scream and flutter: the third

young person had escaped, and was flying down the path. This called for

chase and capture. She was not very agile but she knew the ground,

which, outside the garden, was rocky and uneven. For a time, she had

Mahony at vantage; his heart was not in the game: in cutting

undignified capers among the gooseberry-bushes he felt as foolish as a

performing dog. Then, however, she caught her toe in her dress and

stumbled. He could not disregard the opportunity; he advanced upon her.

But two beseeching hands fended him off. "No ... no. Please ... oh,

PLEASE, don't!"

This was no catchpenny coquetry; it was a genuine dread of undue

familiarity. A kindred trait in Mahony's own nature rose to meet it.

"Certainly not, if it is disagreeable to you. Shall we shake hands

instead?"

Two of the blackest eyes he had ever seen were raised to his, and a

flushed face dimpled. They shook hands, and he offered his arm.

Halfway to the arbour, they met the others coming to find them. The

girls bore diminutive parasols; and Purdy, in rollicking spirits, Tilly

on one arm, Jinny on the other, held Polly's above his head. On the

appearance of the laggards, Jinny, who had put her own interpretation

on the misplaced kiss, prepared to free her arm; but Purdy, winking at

his friend, squeezed it to his side and held her prisoner.

Tilly buzzed a word in his ear.

"Yes, by thunder!" he ejaculated; and letting go of his companions, he

spun round like a ballet-dancer. "Ladies! Let me introduce to you my

friend, Dr. Richard Townshend-Mahony, F.R.C.S., M.D., Edinburgh, at

present proprietor of the 'Diggers' Emporium,' Dead Dog Hill, Ballarat.

--Dick, my hearty, Miss Tilly Beamish, world-famed for her sauce; Miss

Jinny, renowned for her skill in casting the eyes of sheep; and, last

but not least, pretty little Polly Perkins, alias Miss Polly Turnham,

whose good deeds put those of Dorcas to the blush."

The Misses Beamish went into fits of laughter, and Tilly hit Purdy over

the back with her parasol.

But the string of letters had puzzled them, roused their curiosity.

"What'n earth do they mean?--Gracious! So clever! It makes me feel

quite queer."

"Y'ought to 'ave told us before 'and, Purd, so's we could 'ave studied

up."

However, a walk to a cave was under discussion, and Purdy urged them

on. "Phoebus is on the wane, girls. And it's going to be damn cold

to-night."

Once more with the young person called Polly as companion, Mahony

followed after. He walked in silence, listening to the rattle of the

three in front. At best he was but a poor hand at the kind of repartee

demanded of their swains by these young women; and to-day his slender

talent failed him altogether, crushed by the general tone of vulgar

levity. Looking over at the horizon, which swam in a kind of gold-dust

haze below the sinking sun, he smiled thinly to himself at Purdy's

ideas of wiving.

Reminded he was not alone by feeling the hand on his arm tremble, he

glanced down at his companion; and his eye was arrested by a neatly

parted head, of the glossiest black imaginable.

He pulled himself together. "Your cousins are excellent walkers."

"Oh, yes, very. But they are not my cousins."

Mahony pricked up his ears. "But you live here?"

"Yes. I help moth ... Mrs. Beamish in the house."

But as if, with this, she had said too much, she grew tongue-tied

again; and there was nothing more to be made of her. Taking pity on her

timidity, Mahony tried to put her at ease by talking about himself. He

described his life on the diggings and the straits to which he was at

times reduced: the buttons affixed to his clothing by means of

gingerbeer-bottle wire; his periodic onslaughts on sock-darning; the

celebrated pudding it had taken him over four hours to make. And Polly,

listening to him, forgot her desire to run away. Instead, she could not

help laughing at the tales of his masculine shiftlessness. But as soon

as they came in view of the others, Tilly and Purdy sitting under one

parasol on a rock by the cave, Jinny standing and looking out rather

aggressively after the loiterers, she withdrew her arm.

"Moth ... Mrs. Beamish will need me to help her with tea. And ... and

WOULD you please walk back with Jinny?"

Before he could reply, she had turned and was hurrying away.

They got home from the cave at sundown, he with the ripe Jinny hanging

a dead weight on his arm, to find tea spread in the private parlour.

The table was all but invisible under its load; and their hostess

looked as though she had been parboiled on her own kitchen fire. She

sat and fanned herself with a sheet of newspaper while, time and again,

undaunted by refusals, she pressed the good things upon her guests.

There were juicy beefsteaks piled high with rings of onion, and a

barracoota, and a cold leg of mutton. There were apple-pies and

jam-tarts, a dish of curds-and-whey and a jug of custard. Butter and

bread were fresh and new; scones and cakes had just left the oven; and

the great cups of tea were tempered by pure, thick cream.

To the two men who came from diggers' fare: cold chop for breakfast,

cold chop for dinner and cold chop for tea: the meal was little short

of a banquet; and few words were spoken in its course. But the moment

arrived when they could eat no more, and when even Mrs. Beamish ceased

to urge them. Pipes and pouches were produced; Polly and Jinny rose to

collect the plates, Tilly and her beau to sit on the edge of the

verandah: they could be seen in silhouette against the rising moon,

Tilly's head drooping to Purdy's shoulder.

Mrs. Beamish looked from them to Mahony with a knowing smile, and

whispered behind her hand: "I do wish those two 'ud 'urry up an' make

up their minds, that I do! I'd like to see my Tilda settled. No offence

meant to young Smith. 'E's the best o' good company. But sometimes ...

well, I cud jus' knock their 'eads together when they sit so close, an'

say: come, give over yer spoonin' an' get to business! Either you want

one another or you don't.--I seen you watchin' our Polly, Mr.

Mahony"--she made Mahony wince by stressing the second syllable of his

name. "Bless you, no--no relation whatsoever. She just 'elps a bit in

the 'ouse, an' is company for the girls. We tuck 'er in a year ago--'er

own relations 'ad played 'er a dirty trick. Mustn't let 'er catch me

sayin' so, though; she won't 'ear a word against 'em, and that's as it

should be."

Looking round, and finding Polly absent from the room, she went on to

tell Mahony how Polly's eldest brother, a ten years' resident in

Melbourne, had sent to England for the girl on her leaving school, to

come out and assist in keeping his house. And how an elder sister, who

was governessing in Sydney, had chosen just this moment to throw up her

post and return to quarter herself upon the brother.

"An' so when Polly gets 'ere--a little bit of a thing in short frocks,

in charge of the capt'n--there was no room for 'er, an' she 'ad to look

about 'er for somethin' else to do. We tuck 'er in, an', I will say,

I've never regretted it. Indeed I don't know now, 'ow we ever got on

without 'er.--Yes, it's you I'm talkin' about, miss, singin' yer

praises, an' you needn't get as red as if you'd bin up to mischief!

Pa'll say as much for you, too."

"That I will!" said Mr. Beamish, opening his mouth for the first time

except to put food in it. "That I will," and he patted Polly's hand.

"The man as gits Polly'll git a treasure."

Polly blushed, after the helpless, touching fashion of very young

creatures: the blood stained her cheeks, mounted to her forehead,

spread in a warm wave over neck and ears. To spare her, Mahony turned

his head and looked out of the window. He would have liked to say: Run

away, child, run away, and don't let them see your confusion. Polly,

however, went conscientiously about her task, and only left the room

when she had picked up her full complement of plates.--But she did not

appear again that night.

Deserted even by Mrs. Beamish, the two men pushed back their chairs

from the table and drew tranquilly at their pipes.

The innkeeper proved an odd, misty sort of fellow, exceedingly backward

at declaring himself; it was as though each of his heavy words had to

be fetched from a distance. "No doubt about it, it's the wife that

wears the breeches," was Mahony's inward comment. And as one after

another of his well-meant remarks fell flat: "Become almost a

deaf-mute, it would seem, under the eternal female clacking."

But for each mortal there exists at least one theme to fire him. In the

case of Beamish this turned out to be the Land Question. Before the

gold discovery he had been a bush shepherd, he told Mahony, and, if he

had called the tune, he would have lived and died one. But the wife had

had ambitions, the children were growing up, and every one knew what it

was when women got a maggot in their heads. There had been no peace for

him till he had chucked his twelve-year-old job and joined the rush to

Mount Alexander. But at heart he had remained a bushman; and he was now

all on the side of the squatters in their tussle with the Crown. He

knew a bit, he'd make bold to say, about the acreage needed in certain

districts per head of sheep; he could tell a tale of the risks and

mischances squatting involved: "If t'aint fire it's flood, an' if the

water passes you by it's the scab or the rot." To his thinking, the

government's attempt to restrict the areas of sheep-runs, and to give

effect to the "fourteen-year-clause" which limited the tenure, were

acts of folly. The gold supply would give out as suddenly as it had

begun; but sheep would graze there till the crack of doom--the land was

fit for nothing else.

Mahony thought this point of view lopsided. No new country could hope

to develop and prosper without a steady influx of the right kind of

population and this the colony would never have, so long as the

authorities, by refusing to sell them land, made it impossible for

immigrants to settle there. Why, America was but three thousand miles

distant from the old country, compared with Australia's thirteen

thousand, and in America land was to be had in plenty at five shillings

per acre. As to Mr. Beamish's idea of the gold giving out, the

geological formation of the goldfields rendered that improbable. He

sympathised with the squatters, who naturally enough believed their

rights to the land inalienable; but a government worthy of the name

must legislate with an eye to the future, not for the present alone.

Their talk was broken by long gaps. In these, the resonant voice of

Mrs. Beamish could be heard rebuking and directing her two handmaidens.

"Now then, Jinny, look alive, an' don't ack like a dyin' duck in a

thunderstorm, or you'll never get back to do YOUR bit o' spoonin'!--

Save them bones, Polly. Never waste an atom, my chuck--remember that,

when you've got an 'ouse of your own! No, girls, I always says, through

their stomachs, that's the shortcut to their 'earts. The rest's on'y

fal-de-lal-ing."--On the verandah, in face of the vasty, star-spangled

night, Tilly's head had found its resting-place, and an arm lay round

her waist.

"I shall make 'im cut off 'is beard first thing," said Jinny that

night: she was sitting half-undressed on the side of a big bed, which

the three girls shared with one another.

"Um! just you wait and see if it's as easy as you think," retorted

Tilly from her pillow. Again Purdy had let slip a golden chance to put

the decisive question; and Tilly's temper was short in consequence.

"Mrs. Dr. Mahony ... though I do wonder 'ow 'e ever keeps people from

saying Ma-HON-y," said Jinny dreamily. She, too, had spent some time in

star-gazing, and believed she had ground for hope.

"Just listen to 'er, will you!" said Tilly angrily. "Upon my word,

Jinny Beamish, if one didn't know you 'ad the 'abit of marrying

yourself off to every fresh cove you meet, one 'ud say you was

downright bold!"

"YOU needn't talk! Every one can see you're as mad as can be because

you can't bring your old dot-and-go-one to the scratch."

"Oh, hush, Jinny" said Polly, grieved at this thrust into Tilly's open

wound.

"Well, it's true.--Oh, look 'ere now, there's not a drop o' water in

this blessed jug again. 'Oo's week is it to fill it? Tilly B., it's

yours!"

"Serves you right. You can fetch it yourself."

"Think I see myself!"

Polly intervened. "I'll go for it, Jinny."

"What a little duck you are, Poll! But you shan't go alone. I'll carry

the candle."

Tying on a petticoat over her bedgown, Polly took the ewer, and with

Jinny as torch-bearer set forth. There was still some noise in the

public part of the house, beside the bar; but the passage was bare and

quiet. The girls crept mousily past the room occupied by the two young

men, and after several false alarms and suppressed chirps reached the

back door, and filled the jug at the tap of the galvanised-iron tank.

The return journey was not so successful. Just as they got level with

the visitors' room, they heard feet crossing the floor. Polly started;

the water splashed over the neck of the jug, and fell with a loud plop.

At this Jinny lost her head and ran off with the candle. Polly, in a

panic of fright, dived into the pantry with her burden, and crouched

down behind a tub of fermenting gingerbeer.--And sure enough, a minute

after, the door of the room opposite was flung open and a pair of

jackboots landed in the passage.

Nor was this the worst: the door was not shut again but remained ajar.

Through the chink, Polly, shrunk to her smallest--what if one of them

should feel hungry, and come into the pantry and discover her?--Polly

heard Purdy say with appalling loudness: "Oh, go on, old man-don't jaw

so!" He then seemed to plunge his head in the basin, for it was with a

choke and a splutter that he next inquired: "And what did you think of

the little 'un? Wasn't I right?"

There was the chink of coins handled, and the other voice answered:

"Here's what I think. Take your money, my boy, and be done with it!"

"Dick!--Great Snakes! Why, damn it all, man, you don't mean to tell

me...."

"And understand, sir, in future, that I do not make bets where a lady

is concerned."

"Oh, I know--only on the Tilly-Jinny-sort. And yet good Lord,

Dick!"--the rest was drowned in a bawl of laughter.

Under cover of it Polly took to her heels and fled, regardless of the

open door, or the padding of her bare feet on the boards.

Without replying to the astonished Jinny's query in respect of the

water, she climbed over Tilly to her place beside the wall, and

shutting her eyes very tight, drew the sheet over her face: it felt as

though it would never be cool again.--Hence, Jinny, agreeably wakeful,

was forced to keep her thoughts to herself; for if you lie between two

people, one of whom is in a bad temper, and the other fast asleep, you

might just as well be alone in bed.

Next morning Polly alleged a headache and did not appear at breakfast.

Only Jinny and Tilly stood on the verandah of romantic memories, and

ruefully waved their handkerchiefs, keeping it up till even the forms

of horses were blurred in the distance.

Chapter VII

His tent-home had never seemed so comfortless. He ended his solitary

ride late at night and wet to the skin; his horse had cast a shoe far

from any smithy. Long Jim alone came to the door to greet him. The

shopman, on whose doltish honesty Mahony would have staked his head,

had profited by his absence to empty the cash-box and go off on the

spree.-- Even one of the cats had met its fate in an old shaft, where

its corpse still swam.

The following day, as a result of exposure and hard riding, Mahony was

attacked by dysentery; and before he had recovered, the goods arrived

from Melbourne. They had to be unloaded, at some distance from the

store, conveyed there, got under cover, checked off and arranged. This

was carried out in sheets of cold rain, which soaked the canvas walls

and made it doubly hard to get about the clay tracks that served as

streets. As if this were not enough, the river in front of the house

rose--rose, and in two twos was over its banks--and he and Long Jim

spent a night in their clothes, helping neighbours less fortunately

placed to move their belongings into safety.

The lion's share of this work fell on him. Long Jim still carried his

arm in a sling, and was good for nothing but to guard the store and

summon Mahony on the appearance of customers. Since his accident, too,

the fellow had suffered from frequent fits of colic or cramp, and was

for ever slipping off to the township to find the spirits in which his

employer refused to deal. For the unloading and warehousing of the

goods, it was true, old Ocock had loaned his sons; but the strict watch

Mahony felt bound to keep over this pretty pair far outweighed what

their help was worth to him.

Now it was Sunday evening, and for the first time for more than a week

he could call his soul his own again. He stood at the door and watched

those of his neighbours who were not Roman Catholics making for church

and chapel, to which half a dozen tinkly bells invited them. The

weather had finally cleared up, and a goodly number of people waded

past him through the mire. Among them, in seemly Sabbath dress, went

Ocock, with his two black sheep at heel. The old man was a rigid

Methodist, and at a recent prayer-meeting had been moved to bear public

witness to his salvation. This was no doubt one reason why the young

scapegrace Tom's almost simultaneous misconduct had been so bitter a

pill for him to swallow: while, through God's mercy, he was become an

exemplar to the weaker brethren, a son of his made his name to stink in

the nostrils of the reputable community. Mahony liked to believe that

there was good in everybody, and thought the intolerant harshness which

the boy was subjected would defeat its end. Yet it was open to question

if clemency would have answered better. "Bad eggs, the brace of them!"

had been his own verdict, after a week's trial of the lads. One would

not, the other apparently could not work. Johnny, the elder, was dull

and liverish from intemperance; and the round-faced adolescent, the

news of whose fatherhood had raced the wind, was so sheep-faced, so

craven, in the presence of his elders, that he could not say bo to a

battledore. There was something unnatural about this fierce

timidity--and the doctor in Mahony caught a quick glimpse of the

probable reverse of the picture.

But it was cold, in face of all this rain-soaked clay; cold blue-grey

clouds drove across a washed-out sky; and he still felt unwell.

Returning to his living-room where a small American stove was burning,

he prepared for a quiet evening. In a corner by the fire stood an old

packing-case. He lifted the lid and thrust his hand in: it was here he

kept his books. He needed no light to see by; he knew each volume by

the feel. And after fumbling for a little among the tumbled contents,

he drew forth a work on natural science and sat down to read. But he

did not get far; his brain was tired, intractable. Lighting his pipe,

he tilted back his chair, laid the VESTIGES face downwards, and put his

feet on the table.

How differently bashfulness impressed one in the case of the weaker

sex! There, it was altogether pleasing. Young Ocock's gaucherie had

recalled the little maid Polly's ingenuous confusion, at finding

herself the subject of conversation. He had not once consciously

thought of Polly since his return. Now, when he did so, he found to his

surprise that she had made herself quite a warm little nest in his

memory. Looked back on, she stood out in high relief against her

somewhat graceless surroundings. Small doubt she was both maidenly and

refined. He also remembered with a sensible pleasure her brisk service,

her consideration for others. What a boon it would have been, during

the past week, to have a busy, willing little woman at work, with him

and for him, behind the screen! As it was, for want of a helping hand

the place was like a pigsty. He had had neither time nor energy to

clean up. The marks of hobnailed boots patterned the floor; loose mud,

and crumbs from meals, had been swept into corners or under the

stretcher-bed; while commodities that had overflowed the shop added to

the disorder. Good Lord, no! ... no place this for a woman.

He rose and moved restlessly about, turning things over with his foot:

these old papers should be burnt, and that heap of straw-packing; those

empty sardine and coffee-tins be thrown into the refuse-pit. Scrubbed

and clean, it was by no means an uncomfortable room; and the stove drew

well. He was proud of his stove; many houses had not even a chimney. He

stood and stared at it; but his thoughts were elsewhere: he found

himself trying to call to mind Polly's face. Except for a pair of big

black eyes--magnificent eyes they seemed to him in retrospect--he had

carried away with him nothing of her outward appearance. Yes,

stay!--her hair: her hair was so glossy that, when the sun caught it,

high lights came out on it--so much he remembered. From this he fell to

wondering whether her brain kept pace with her nimble hands and ways.

Was she stupid or clever? He could not tolerate stupidity. And Polly

had given him no chance to judge her; had hardly opened her lips before

him. What a timid little thing she was to be sure! He should have made

it his business to draw her out, by being kind and encouraging. Instead

of which he had acted towards her, he felt convinced, like an

ill-mannered boor.

He did not know how it was, but he couldn't detach his thoughts from

Polly this evening: to their accompaniment he paced up and down. All of

a sudden he stood still, and gave a short, hearty laugh. He had just

seen, in a kind of phantom picture, the feet of the sisters Beamish as

they sat on the verandah edge: both young women wore flat sandal-shoes.

And so that neatest of neat ankles had been little Polly's property!

For his life he loved a well-turned ankle in a woman.

A minute later he sat down at the table again. An idea had occurred to

him: he would write Polly a letter--a letter that called for

acknowledgment--and form an opinion of the girl from her reply. Taking

a sheet of thin blue paper and a magnum bonum pen he wrote:

DEAR MISS TURNHAM,

I WONDER IF I MIGHT ASK YOU TO DO ME A FAVOUR? ON GETTING BACK TO

BALLARAT, I FIND THAT THE RAIN HAS SPOILT MY STORE FLAG. WOULD YOU BE

SO KIND AS TO MAKE ME A NEW ONE? I HAVE NO LADY FRIENDS HERE TO APPLY

TO FOR HELP, AND I AM SURE YOU ARE CLEVER WITH YOUR NEEDLE. IF YOU

CONSENT, I WILL SEND YOU THE OLD FLAG AS A PATTERN, AND STUFF FOR THE

NEW ONE. MY KIND REGARDS TO ALL AT THE HOTEL.

FAITHFULLY YOURS,

RICHARD TOWNSHEND-MAHONY.

P.S. I HAVE NOT FORGOTTEN OUR PLEASANT WALK TO THE CAVE.

He went out to the post with it himself. In one hand he carried the

letter, in the other the candle-end stuck in a bottle that was known as

a "Ballarat-lantern" for it was a pitchdark night.

Trade was slack; in consequence he found the four days that had to pass

before he could hope for an answer exceptionally long. After their

lapse, he twice spent an hour at the Post Office, in a fruitless

attempt to get near the little window. On returning from the second of

these absences, he found the letter waiting for him; it had been

delivered by hand.

So far good: Polly had risen to his fly! He broke the seal.

DEAR SIR,

I shall be happy to help you with your new flag if I am able. Will you

kindly send the old one and the stuff down by my brother, who is coming

to see me on Saturday. He is working at Rotten Gully, and his name is

Ned. I do not know if I sew well enough to please you, but I will do my

best.

I REMAIN,

YOURS TRULY,

MARY TURNHAM.

Mahony read, smiled and laid the letter down--only to pick it up again.

It pleased him, did this prim little note: there was just the right

shade of formal reserve about it. Then he began to study particulars:

grammar and spelling were correct; the penmanship was in the Italian

style, minute, yet flowing, the letters dowered with generous loops and

tails. But surely he had seen this writing before? By Jupiter, yes!

This was the hand of the letter Purdy had shown him on the road to

Melbourne. The little puss! So she not only wrote her own letters, but

those of her friends as well. In that case she was certainly not stupid

for she was much the youngest of the three.

To-day was Thursday. Summoning Long Jim from his seat behind the

counter, Mahony dispatched him to Rotten Gully, with an injunction not

to show himself till he had found a digger of the name of Turnham. And

having watched Jim set out, at a snail's pace and murmuring to himself,

Mahony went into the store, and measured and cut off material for the

new flag, from two different coloured rolls of stuff.

It was ten o'clock that night before Polly's brother presented himself.

Mahony met him at the door and drew him in: the stove crackled, the

room was swept and garnished--he flattered himself that the report on

his habitat would be a favourable one. Ned's appearance gave him a

pleasant shock: it was just as if Polly herself, translated into male

terms, stood before him. No need, now, to cudgel his brains for her

image! In looking at Ned, he looked again at Polly. The wide-awake off,

the same fine, soft, black hair came to light--here, worn rather long

and curly--the same glittering black eyes, ivory-white skin, short,

straight nose; and, as he gazed, an offshoot of Mahony's consciousness

wondered from what quarter this middle-class English family fetched its

dark, un-English strain.

In the beginning he exerted himself to set the lad at ease. He soon

saw, however, that he might spare his pains. Though clearly not much

more than eighteen years old, Ned Turnharn had the aplomb and assurance

of double that age. Lolling back in the single armchair the room

boasted, he more than once stretched out his hand and helped himself

from the sherry bottle Mahony had placed on the table. And the

disparity in their ages notwithstanding, there was no trace of

deference in his manner. Or the sole hint of it was: he sometimes

smothered a profane word, or apologised, with a winning smile, for an

oath that had slipped out unawares. Mahony could not accustom him self

to the foul language that formed the diggers' idiom. Here, in the case

of Polly's brother, he sought to overlook the offence, or to lay the

blame for it on other shoulders: at his age, and alone, the boy should

never have been plunged into this Gehenna.

Ned talked mainly of himself and his doings. But other facts also

transpired, of greater interest to his hearer. Thus Mahony learned

that, out of a family of nine, four had found their way to the colony,

and a fifth was soon to follow--a mere child this, on the under side of

fifteen. He gathered, too, that the eldest brother, John by name, was

regarded as a kind of Napoleon by the younger fry. At thirty, this John

was a partner in the largest wholesale dry-goods' warehouse in

Melbourne. He had also married money, and intended in due course to

stand for the Legislative Council. Behind Ned's windy bragging Mahony

thought he discerned tokens of a fond, brotherly pride. If this were

so, the affair had its pathetic side; for, from what the boy said, it

was evident that the successful man of business held his relatives at

arm's length. And as Ned talked on, Mahony conceived John to himself as

a kind of electro-magnet, which, once it had drawn these lesser

creatures after it, switched off the current and left them to their own

devices. Ned, young as he was, had tried his hand at many trades. At

present he was working as a hired digger; but this, only till he could

strike a softer job. Digging was not for him, thank you; what you

earned at it hardly repaid you for the sweat you dripped. His every

second word, indeed, was of how he could amass most money with the

minimum of bodily exertion.

This calculating, unyouthful outlook was repugnant to Mahony, and for

all his goodwill, the longer he listened to Ned, the cooler he felt

himself grow. Another disagreeable impression was left by the grudging,

if-nothing-better-turns-up fashion, in which Ned accepted an impulsive

offer on his part to take him into the store. It was made on the spur

of the moment, and Mahony had qualms about it while his words were

still warm on the air, realizing that the overture was aimed, not at

Ned in person, but at Ned as Polly's brother. But his intuition did not

reconcile him to Ned's luke-warmness; he would have preferred a

straight refusal. The best trait he could discover in the lad was his

affection for his sister. This seemed genuine: he was going to see her

again--getting a lift halfway, tramping the other twenty odd miles--at

the end of the week. Perhaps though, in the case of such a young

opportunist, the thought of Mrs. Beamish's lavish board played no small

part; for Ned had a rather lean, underfed look. But this only occurred

to Mahony afterwards. Then, his chief vexation was with himself: it

would have been kinder to set a dish of solid food before the boy, in

place of the naked sherry-bottle. But as usual, his hospitable leanings

came too late.

One thing more. As he lighted Ned and his bundle of stuff through the

shop, he was impelled to slip a coin into the boy's hand, with a

murmured apology for the trouble he had put him to. And a something,

the merest nuance in Ned's manner of receiving and pocketing the money,

flashed the uncomfortable suspicion through the giver's mind that it

had been looked for, expected. And this was the most unpleasant touch

of all.

But, bless his soul! did not most large families include at least one

poorish specimen?--he had got thus far, by the time he came to wind up

his watch for the night. And next day he felt sure he had judged Ned

over-harshly. His first impressions of people--he had had occasion to

deplore the fact before now--were apt to be either dead white or black

as ink; the web of his mind took on no half tints. The boy had not

betrayed any actual vices; and time might be trusted to knock the

bluster out of him. With this reflection Mahony dismissed Ned from his

mind. He had more important things to think of, chief among which was

his own state with regard to Ned's sister. And during the fortnight

that followed he went about making believe to weigh this matter, to

view it from every coign; for it did not suit him, even in secret, to

confess to the vehemence with which, when he much desired a thing, his

temperament knocked flat the hurdles of reason. The truth was, his mind

was made up--and had been, all along. At the earliest possible

opportunity, he was going to ask Polly to be his wife.

Doubts beset him of course. How could he suppose that a girl who knew

nothing of him, who had barely seen him, would either want or consent

to marry him? And even if--for "if's" were cheap--she did say yes,

would it be fair of him to take her out of a comfortable home, away

from friends--such as they were!--of her own sex, to land her in these

crude surroundings, where he did not know a decent woman to bear her

company? Yet there was something to be said for him, too. He was very

lonely. Now that Purdy had gone he was reduced, for society, to the

Long Jims and Ococks of the place. What would he not give, once more to

have a refined companion at his side? Certainly marriage might postpone

the day on which he hoped to shake the dust of Australia off his feet.

Life A DEUX would mean a larger outlay; saving not prove so easy. Still

it could be done; and he would gladly submit to the delay if, by doing

so, he could get Polly. Besides, if this new happiness came to him, it

would help him to see the years he had spent in the colony in a truer

and juster light. And then, when the hour of departure did strike, what

a joy to have a wife to carry with one--a Polly to rescue, to restore

to civilisation!

He had to remind himself more than once, during this fortnight, that

she would be able to devote only a fraction of her day to flagmaking.

But he was at the end of his tether by the time a parcel and a letter

were left for him at the store--again by hand: little Polly had plainly

no sixpences to spare. The needlework as perfect, of course; he hardly

glanced at it, even when he had opened and read the letter. This was of

the same decorous nature as the first. Polly returned a piece of stuff

that had remained over. He had really sent material enough for two

flags, she wrote; but she had not wished to keep him waiting so long.

And then, in a postscript:

MR. SMITH WAS HERE LAST SUNDAY. I AM TO SAY MRS. BEAMISH WOULD BE VERY

PLEASED IF YOU ALSO WOULD CALL AGAIN TO SEE US.

He ran the flag up to the top of his forty-foot staff and wrote:--

WHAT I WANT TO KNOW, MISS POLLY, IS, WOULD YOU BE GLAD TO SEE ME?

But Polly was not to be drawn.

WE SHOULD ALL BE VERY PLEASED.

Some days previously Mahony had addressed a question to, Henry Ocock.

With this third letter from Polly, he held the lawyer's answer in his

hand. It was unsatisfactory.

YOURSELF ATS. BOLLIVER. WE THINK THAT ACTION WILL BE SET DOWN FOR TRIAL

IN ABOUT SIX WEEKS' TIME. IN THESE CIRCUMSTANCES WE DO NOT THINK ANY

USEFUL PURPOSE WILL BE SERVED BY YOU CALLING TO SEE US UNTIL THIS IS

DONE. WE SHOULD BE GLAD IF YOU WOULD CALL AFTER THE ACTION IS ENTERED.

Six weeks' time? The man might as well have said a year. And meanwhile

Purdy was stealing a march on him, was paying clandestine visits to

Geelong. Was it conceivable that anyone in his five senses could prefer

Tilly to Polly? It was not. In the clutch of a sudden fear Mahony went

to Bath's and ordered a horse for the following morning.

This time he left his store in charge of a young consumptive, whose

plight had touched his heart: the poor fellow was stranded on Ballarat

without a farthing, having proved, like many another of his physique,

quite unfit for work on the diggings. A strict Baptist this Hempel, and

one who believed hell-fire would be his portion if he so much as

guessed at the "plant" of his employer's cash-box. He also pledged his

word to bear and forbear with Long Jim. The latter saw himself

superseded with an extreme bad grace, and was in no hurry to find a new

job.

Mahony's nag was in good condition, and he covered the distance in a

trifle over six hours.

He had evidently hit on the family washing-day. The big boiler in the

yard belched clouds of steam; the female inmates of the Hotel were

gathered in the out-house: he saw them through the door as he rode in

at the gate. All three girls stood before tubs, their sleeves rolled

up, their arms in the lather. At his apparition there was a

characteristic chorus of cheeps and shrills and the door was banged to.

Mrs. Beamish alone came out to greet him. She was moist and blown, and

smelt of soap.

Not in a mood to mince matters, he announced straightway the object of

his visit. He was prepared for some expression of surprise on the part

of the good woman; but the blend of sheep-faced amazement and uncivil

incredulity to which she subjected him made him hot and angry; and he

vouchsafed no further word of explanation.

Mrs. Beamish presently so far recovered as to be able to finish wiping

the suds from her fat red arms.

Thereafter, she gave way to a very feminine weakness.

"Well, and now I come to think of it, I'm blessed if I didn't suspeck

somethin' of it, right from the first! Why, didn't I say to Beamish,

with me own lips, 'ow you couldn't 'ardly take your eyes off 'er? Well,

well, I'm sure I wish you every 'appiness--though 'ow we're h'ever

goin' to get on without Polly, I reelly don't know. Don't I wish it 'ad

bin one o' my two as 'ad tuck your fancy--that's all! Between you an'

me, I don't believe a blessed thing's goin' to come of all young

Smith's danglin' round. An' Polly's still a bit young--only just turned

sixteen. Not as she's any the worse o' that though; you'll get 'er

h'all the easier into your ways. An' now I mus' look smart, an' get you

a bite o' somethin' after your ride."

In vain did Mahony assure her that he had lunched on the road. He did

not know Mrs. Beamish. He was forced not only to sit down to the meal

she spread, but also, under her argus eye, to eat of it.

When after a considerable delay Polly at length appeared, she had

removed all traces of the tub. The hand was cold that he took in his,

as he asked her if she would walk with him to the cave.

This time, she trembled openly. Like a lamb led to the slaughter, he

thought, looking down at her with tender eyes. Small doubt that vulgar

creature within-doors had betrayed him to Polly, and exaggerated the

ordeal that lay before her. When once she was his wife he would not

consent to her remaining intimate with people of the Beamishes' kidney:

what a joy to get her out of their clutches! Nor should she spoil her

pretty shape by stooping over a wash-tub.

In his annoyance he forgot to moderate his pace. Polly had to trip many

small steps to keep up with him. When they reached the entrance to the

cave, she was flushed and out of breath.

Mahony stood and looked down at her. How young she was ... how young

and innocent! Every feature of her dear little face still waited, as it

were, for the strokes of time's chisel. It should be the care of his

life that none but the happiest lines were graved upon its precious

surface.

"Polly," he said, fresh from his scrutiny. "Polly, I'm not going to

beat about the bush with you. I think you know I came here to-day only

to see you."

Polly's head drooped further forward; now, the rim of her bonnet hid

her face.

"You aren't afraid of me, are you, Polly?"

Oh, no, she was not afraid.

"Nor have you forgotten me?"

Polly choked a little, in her attempt to answer. She could not tell him

that she had carried his letters about with her by day, and slept with

them under her pillow; that she knew every word in them by heart, and

had copied and practised the bold flourish of the Dickens-like

signature; that she had never let his name cross her lips; that she

thought him the kindest, handsomest, cleverest man in the world, and

would willingly have humbled herself to the dust before him: all this

boiled and bubbled in her, as she brought forth her poor little "no."

"Indeed, I hope not," went on Mahony. "Because, Polly, I've come to ask

you if you will be my wife."

Rocks, trees, hills, suddenly grown tipsy, went see-sawing round Polly,

when she heard these words said. She shut her eyes, and hid her face in

her hands. Such happiness seemed improbable--was not to be grasped.

"Me? ... your wife?" she stammered through her fingers.

"Yes, Polly. Do you think you could learn to care for me a little, my

dear? No, don't be in a hurry to answer. Take your own time."

But she needed none. With what she felt to be a most unmaidenly

eagerness, yet could not subdue, she blurted out: "I know I could. I

... I do."

"Thank God!" said Mahony. "Thank God for that!"

He let his arms fall to his sides; he found he had been holding them

stiffly out from him. He sat down. "And now take away your hands,

Polly, and let me see your face. Don't be ashamed of showing me what

you feel. This is a sacred moment for us. We are promising to take each

other, you know, for richer for poorer, for better for worse--as the

good old words have it. And I must warn you, my dear, you are not

marrying a rich man. I live in a poor, rough place, and have only a

poor home to offer you. Oh, I have had many scruples about asking you

to leave your friends to come and share it with me, Polly my love!"

"I'm not afraid. I am strong. I can work."

"And I shall take every care of you. Please God, you will never regret

your choice."

They were within sight of the house where they sat; and Mahony imagined

rude, curious eyes. So he did not kiss her. Instead, he drew her arm

though his, and together they paced up and down the path they had come

by, while he laid his plans before her, and confessed to the dreams he

had dreamt of their wedded life. It was a radiant afternoon in the

distance the sea lay deep blue, with turquoise shallows; a great white

bird of a ship, her canvas spread to the breeze, was making for ...

why, to-day he did not care whether for port or for "home"; the sun

went down in a blaze behind a bank of emerald green. And little Polly

agreed with everything he said--was all one lovely glow of

acquiescence. He thought no happier mortal than himself trod the earth.

Chapter VIII

Mahony remained at the Hotel till the following afternoon, then walked

to Geelong and took the steam-packet to Melbourne. The object of his

journey was to ask Mr. John Turnham's formal sanction to his marriage.

Polly accompanied him a little way on his walk. And whenever he looked

back he saw her standing fluttering her handkerchief--a small, solitary

figure on the bare, red road.

He parted from her with a sense of leaving his most precious possession

behind, so close had words made the tie. On the other hand, he was not

sorry to be out of range for a while of the Beamish family's banter.

This had set in, the evening before, as soon as he and Polly returned

to the house--pacing the deck of the little steamer, he writhed anew at

the remembrance. Jokes at their expense had been cracked all through

supper: his want of appetite, for instance, was the subject of a dozen

crude insinuations; and this, though everyone present knew that he had

eaten a hearty meal not two hours previously; had been kept up till he

grew stony and savage, and Polly, trying hard not to mind but red to

the rims of her ears, slipped out of the room. Supper over, Mrs.

Bearnish announced in a loud voice that the verandah was at the

disposal of the "turtle-doves." She no doubt expected them to bill and

coo in public, as Purdy and Matilda had done. On edge at the thought,

he drew Polly into the comparative seclusion of the garden. Here they

strolled up and down, their promenade bounded at the lower end by the

dense-leaved arbour under which they had first met. In its screening

shadow he took the kiss he had then been generous enough to forgo.

"I think I loved you, Polly, directly I saw you."

In the distance a clump of hills rose steep and bare from the waste

land by the sea's edge--he could see them at this moment as he leant

over the taffrail: with the sun going down behind them they were the

colour of smoked glass. Last night they had been white with moonlight,

which lay spilled out upon them like milk. Strange old hills! Standing

there unchanged, unshaken, from time immemorial, they made the troth

that had been plighted under their shield seem pitifully frail. And

yet.... The vows which Polly and he had found so new, so wonderful;

were not these, in truth, as ancient as the hills themselves, and as

undying? Countless generations of human lovers had uttered them. The

lovers passed, but the pledges remained: had put on immortality.

In the course of their talk it leaked out that Polly would not feel

comfortable till her choice was ratified by brother John.

"I'm sure you will like John; he is so clever."

"I shall like everyone belonging to you, my Polly!"

As she lost her shyness Mahony made the discovery that she laughed

easily, and was fond of a jest. Thus, when he admitted to her that he

found it difficult to distinguish one fair, plump, sister Beamish from

the other; that they seemed to him as much alike as two firm,

pink-ribbed mushrooms, the little woman was hugely tickled by his his

masculine want of perception. "Why, Jinny has brown eyes and Tilly

blue!"

What he did not know, and what Polly did not confess to him, was that

much of her merriment arose from sheer lightness of heart.--She, silly

goose that she was! who had once believed Jinny to be the picked object

of his attentions.

But she grew serious again: could he tell her, please, why Mr. Smith

wrote so seldom to Tilly? Poor Tilly was unhappy at his long

silences--fretted over them in bed at night.

Mahony made excuses for Purdy, urging his unsettled mode of life. But

it pleased him to see that Polly took sides with her friend, and

loyally espoused her cause.

No, there had not been a single jarring note in all their intercourse;

each moment had made the dear girl dearer to him. Now, worse luck,

forty odd miles were between them again.

It had been agreed that he should call at her brother's private house,

towards five o'clock in the afternoon. He had thus to kill time for the

better part of the next day. His first visit was to a jeweller's in

Great Collins Street. Here, he pushed aside a tray of showy diamonds--a

successful digger was covering the fat, red hands of his bride with

them--and chose a slender, discreetly chased setting, containing three

small stones. No matter what household duties fell to Polly's share,

this little ring would not be out of place on her finger.

From there he went to the last address Purdy had given him; only to

find that the boy had again disappeared. Before parting from Purdy, the

time before, he had lent him half the purchase-money for a horse and

dray, thus enabling him to carry out an old scheme of plying for hire

at the city wharf. According to the landlord of the "Hotel Vendome," to

whom Mahony was referred for fuller information, Purdy had soon tired

of this job, and selling dray and beast for what he could get had gone

off on a new rush to "Simson's Diggings" or the "White Hills." Small

wonder Miss Tilly was left languishing for news of him.

Pricked by the nervous disquietude of those who have to do with the

law, Mahony next repaired to his solicitor's office. But Henry Ocock

was closeted with a more important client. This, Grindle the clerk,

whom he met on the stairs, informed him, with an evident relish, and

with some hidden, hinted meaning in the corners of his shifty little

eyes. It was lost on Mahony, who was not the man to accept hints from a

stranger.

The hour was on lunch-time; Grindle proposed that they should go

together to a legal chop-house, which offered prime value for your

money, and where, over the meal, he would give Mahony the latest news

of his suit. At a loss how to get through the day, the latter followed

him--he was resolved, too, to practise economy from now on. But when he

sat down to a dirty cloth and fly-spotted cruet he regretted his

compliance. Besides, the news Grindle was able to give him amounted to

nothing; the case had not budged since last he heard of it. Worse still

was the clerk's behaviour. For after lauding the cheapness of the

establishment, Grindle disputed the price of each item on the "meenew,"

and, when he came to pay his bill, chuckled over having been able to

diddle the waiter of a penny.

He was plainly one of those who feel the constant need of an audience.

And since there was no office-boy present, for him to dazzle with his

wit, he applied himself to demonstrating to his table-companion what a

sad, sad dog he was.

"Women are the deuce, sir," he asserted, lying back in his chair and

sending two trails of smoke from his nostrils. "The very deuce! You

should hear my governor on the subject! He'd tickle your ears for you.

Look here, I'll give you the tip: this move, you know, to Ballarat,

that he's drivin' at: what'ull you bet me there isn't a woman in the

case? Fact! 'Pon my word there is. And a devilish fine woman, too!" He

shut one eye and laid a finger along his nose. "You won't blow the

gab?--that's why you couldn't have your parleyvoo this morning. When

milady comes to town H. O.'s NON EST as long as she's here. And she

with a hubby of her own, too! What 'ud our old pa say to that, eh?"

Mahony, who could draw in his feelers no further than he had done,

touched the limit of his patience. "My connexion with Mr. Ocock is a

purely business one. I have no intention of trespassing on his private

affairs, or of having them thrust upon me. Carver, my bill!"

Bowing distantly he stalked out of the eating-house and back to the

"Criterion," where he dined. "So much for a maiden attempt at economy!"

Towards five o'clock he took his seat in an omnibus that plied between

the city and the seaside suburb of St. Kilda, three miles off. A cool

breeze went; the hoofs of the horses beat a rataplan on the hard

surface; the great road, broad enough to make three of, was alive with

smart gigs and trotters.

St. Kilda was a group of white houses facing the Bay. Most were o'

weatherboard with brick chimneys; but there were also a few of a more

solid construction. Mahony's goal was one of these: a low, stone villa

surrounded by verandahs, in the midst of tasteful grounds. The drive up

to the door led through a shrubbery, artfully contrived of the native

ti-tree; behind the house stretched kitchen and fruit-gardens. Many

rare plants grew in the beds. There was a hedge of geraniums close on

fifteen feet high.

His knock was answered by a groom, who made a saucy face: Mr. Turnham

and his lady were attending the Governor's ball this evening and did

not receive. Mahony insisted on the delivery of his visiting-card. And

since the servant still blocked the entrance he added: "Inform your

master, my man, that I am the bearer of a message from his sister, Miss

Mary Turnham."

The man shut him out, left him standing on the verandah. After a

lengthy absence, he returned, and with a "Well, come along in then!"

opened the door of a parlour. This was a large room, well furnished in

horsehair and rep. Wax-lights stood on the mantelpiece before a

gilt-framed pierglass; coloured prints hung on the walls.

While Mahony was admiring the genteel comfort to which he had long been

a stranger, John Turnham entered the room. He had a quiet tread, but

took determined strides at the floor. In his hand he held Mahony's

card, and he looked from Mahony to it and back again.

"To what do I owe the pleasure, Mr.... er ... Mahony?" he asked,

refreshing his memory with a glance at the pasteboard. He spoke in the

brusque tone of one accustomed to run through many applicants in the

course of an hour. "I understand that you make use of my sister Mary's

name." And, as Mahony did not instantly respond, he snapped out: "My

time is short, sir!"

A tinge of colour mounted to Mahony's cheeks. He answered with equal

stiffness: "That is so. I come from Mr. William Beamish's 'Family

Hotel,' and am commissioned to bring you your sister's warm love and

regards."

John Turnham bowed; and waited.

"I have also to acquaint you with the fact," continued Mahony,

gathering hauteur as he went, "that the day before yesterday I proposed

marriage to your sister, and that she did me the honour of accepting

me."

"Ah, indeed!" said John Turnham, with a kind of ironic snort. "And may

I ask on what ground you--"

"On the ground, sir, that I have a sincere affection for Miss Turnham,

and believe it lies in my power to make her happy."

"Of that, kindly allow me to judge. My sister is a mere child--too

young to know her own mind. Be seated."

To a constraining, restraining vision of little Polly, Mahony obeyed,

stifling the near retort that she was not too young to earn her living

among strangers. The two men faced each other on opposite sides of the

table. John Turnham had the same dark eyes and hair, the same short,

straight nose as his brother and sister, but not their exotic pallor.

His skin was bronzed; and his large, scarlet mouth supplied a vivid

dash of colour. He wore bushy side-whiskers.

"And now, Mr. Mahony, I will ask you a blunt question. I receive

letters regularly from my sister, but I cannot recall her ever having

mentioned your name. Who and what are you?"

"Who am I?" flared up Mahony. "A gentleman like yourself, sir!--though

a poor one. As for Miss Turnham not mentioning me in her letters, that

is easily explained. I only had the pleasure of making her acquaintance

five or six weeks ago."

"You are candid," said Polly's brother, and smiled without unclosing

his lips. "But your reply to my question tells me nothing. May I ask

what ... er ... under what ... er ... circumstances you came out to the

colony, in the first instance?"

"No, sir, you may not!" cried Mahony, and flung up from his seat; he

scented a deadly insult in the question.

"Come, come, Mr. Mahony," said Turnham in a more conciliatory tone.

"Nothing is gained by being techy. And my inquiry is not unreasonable.

You are an entire stranger to me; my sister has known you but for a few

weeks, and is a young and inexperienced girl into the bargain. You tell

me you are a gentleman. Sir! I had as lief you said you were a

blacksmith. In this grand country of ours, where progress is the

watchword, effete standards and dogging traditions must go by the

board. Grit is of more use to us than gentility. Each single bricklayer

who unships serves the colony better than a score of gentlemen."

"In that I am absolutely not at one with you, Mr. Turnham," said Mahony

coldly. He had sat down again, feeling rather ashamed of his violence.

"Without a leaven of refinement, the very raw material of which the

existing population is composed--"

But Turnham interrupted him. "Give 'em time, sir, give 'em time. God

bless my soul! Rome wasn't built in a day. But to resume. I have

repeatedly had occasion to remark in what small stead the training that

fits a man for a career in the old country stands him here. And that is

why I am dissatisfied with your reply. Show me your muscles, sir, give

me a clean bill of health, tell me if you have learnt a trade and can

pay your way. See, I will be frank with you. The position I occupy

to-day I owe entirely to my own efforts. I landed in the colony ten

years ago, when this marvellous city of ours was little more than a

village settlement. I had but five pounds in my pocket. To-day I am a

partner in my firm, and intend, if all goes well, to enter parliament.

Hence I think I may, without presumption, judge what makes for success

here, and of the type of man to attain it. Work, hard work, is the key

to all doors. So convinced am I of this, that I have insisted on the

younger members of my family learning betimes to put their shoulders to

the wheel. Now, Mr. Mahony, I have been open with you. Be equally frank

with me. You are an Irishman?"

Candour invariably disarmed Mahony--even lay a little heavy on him,

with the weight of an obligation. He retaliated with a light touch of

self-depreciation. "An Irishman, sir, in a country where the Irish have

fallen, and not without reason, into general disrepute."

Over a biscuit and a glass of sherry he gave a rough outline of the

circumstances that had led to his leaving England, two years

previously, and of his dismayed arrival in what he called "the cesspool

of 1852".

"Thanks to the rose-water romance of the English press, many a young

man of my day was enticed away from a modest competency, to seek his

fortune here, where it was pretended that nuggets could be gathered

like cabbages--I myself threw up a tidy little country practice.... I

might mention that medicine was my profession. It would have given me

intense satisfaction, Mr. Turnham, to see one of those glib journalists

in my shoes, or the shoes of some of my messmates on the OCEAN QUEEN.

There were men aboard that ship, sir, who were reduced to beggary

before they could even set foot on the road to the north. Granted it is

the duty of the press to encourage emigration--"

"Let the press be, Mahony," said Turnham: he had sat back, crossed his

legs, and put his thumbs in his armholes. "Let it be. What we need here

is colonists--small matter how we get 'em."

Having had his say, Mahony scamped the recital of his own sufferings:

the discomforts of the month he had been forced to spend in Melbourne

getting his slender outfit together; the miseries of the tramp to

Ballarat on delicate unused feet, among the riff-raff of nations, under

a wan December sky, against which the trunks of the gum-trees rose

whiter still, and out of which blazed a copper sun with a misty rim. He

scamped, too, his six-months' attempt at digging--he had been no more

fit for the work than a child. Worn to skin and bone, his small

remaining strength sucked out by dysentery, he had in the end bartered

his last pinch of gold-dust for a barrow-load of useful odds and ends;

and this had formed the nucleus of his store. Here, fortune had smiled

on him; his flag hardly set a-flying custom had poured in, business

gone up by leaps and bounds--"Although I have never sold so much as a

pint of spirits, sir!" His profits for the past six months equalled a

clear three hundred, and he had most of this to the good. With a wife

to keep, expenses would naturally be heavier; but he should continue to

lay by every spare penny, with a view to getting back to England.

"You have not the intention, then, of remaining permanently in the

colony?"

"Not the least in the world."

"H'm," said John: he was standing on the hearthrug now, his legs apart.

"That, of course, puts a different complexion on the matter. Still, I

may say I am entirely reassured by what you have told me--entirely so.

Indeed, you must allow me to congratulate you on the good sense you

displayed in striking while the iron was hot. Many a one of your

medical brethren, sir, would have thought it beneath his dignity to

turn shopkeeper. And now, Mr. Mahony, I will wish you good day; we

shall doubtless meet again before very long. Nay, one moment! There are

cases, you will admit, in which a female opinion is not without value.

Besides, I should be pleased for you to see my wife."

He crossed the hall, tapped at a door and cried: "Emma, my love, will

you give us the pleasure of your company?"

In response to this a lady entered, whom Mahony thought one of the most

beautiful women he had ever seen. She carried a yearling infant in her

arms, and with one hand pressed its pale flaxen poll against the rich,

ripe corn of her own hair, as if to dare comparison. Her cheeks were of

a delicate rose pink.

"My love," said Turnham--and one felt that the word was no mere flower

of speech. "My love, here is someone who wishes to marry our Polly."

"To marry our Polly?" echoed the lady, and smiled a faint, amused

smile--it was as though she said: to marry this infant that I bear on

my arm. "But Polly is only a little girl!"

"My very words, dearest. And too young to know her own mind."

"But you will decide for her, John."

John hung over his beautiful wife, wheeled up an easy chair, arranged

her in it, placed a footstool. "Pray, pray, do not overfatigue

yourself, Emma! That child is too heavy for you," he objected, as the

babe made strenuous efforts to kick itself to its feet. "You know I do

not approve of you carrying it yourself."

"Nurse is drinking tea."

"But why do I keep a houseful of domestics if one of the others cannot

occasionally take her place?"

He made an impetuous step towards the bell. Before he could reach it

there came a thumping at the door, and a fluty voice cried: "Lemme in,

puppa, lemme in!"

Turnham threw the door open, and admitted a sturdy two-year-old, whom

he led forward by the hand. "My son," he said, not without pride.

Mahony would have coaxed the child to him; but it ran to its mother,

hid its face in her lap.

Forgetting the bell John struck an attitude. "What a picture!" he

exclaimed. "What a picture! My love, I positively must carry out my

intention of having you painted in oils, with the children round you.--

Mr. Mahony, sir, have you ever seen anything to equal it?"

Though his mental attitude might have been expressed by a note of

exclamation, set ironically, Mahony felt constrained to second

Turnham's enthusiasm. And it was indeed a lovely picture: the gracious,

golden-haired woman, whose figure had the amplitude, her gestures the

almost sensual languor of the young nursing mother; the two children

fawning at her knee, both ash-blond, with vivid scarlet lips.--"It

helps one," thought Mahony, "to understand the mother-worship of

primitive peoples."

The nursemaid summoned and the children borne off, Mrs. Emma exchanged

a few amiable words with the visitor, then obeyed with an equally good

grace her husband's command to rest for an hour, before dressing for

the ball.

Having escorted her to another room, Turnham came back rubbing his

hands. "I am pleased to be able to tell you, Mr. Mahony, that your suit

has my wife's approval. You are highly favoured! Emma is not free with

her liking." Then, in a sudden burst of effusion: "I could have wished

you the pleasure, sir, of seeing my wife in evening attire. She will

make a furore again; no other woman can hold a candle to her in a

ballroom. To-night is the first time since the birth of our second

child that she will grace a public entertainment with her presence; and

unfortunately her appearance will be a brief one, for the infant is not

yet wholly weaned." He shut the door and lowered his voice. "You have

had some experience of doctoring, you say; I should like a word with

you in your medical capacity. The thing is this. My wife has persisted,

contrary to my wishes, in suckling both children herself."

"Quite right, too," said Mahony. "In a climate like this their natural

food is invaluable to babes."

"Exactly, quite so," said Turnham, with a hint of impatience. "And in

the case of the first child, I made due allowance: a young mother...

the novelty of the thing... you understand. But with regard to the

second, I must confess I--How long, sir, in your opinion, can a mother

continue to nurse her babe without injury to herself? It is surely

harmful if unduly protracted? I have observed dark lines about my

wife's eyes, and she is losing her fine complexion.--Then you confirm

my fears. I shall assert my authority without delay, and insist on

separation from the child.--Ah! women are strange beings, Mr. Mahony,

strange beings, as you are on the high road to discovering for

yourself."

Mahony returned to town on foot, the omnibus having ceased to run. As

he walked--at a quick pace, and keeping a sharp look-out; for the road

was notoriously unsafe after dark--he revolved his impressions of the

interview. He was glad it was over, and, for Polly's sake, that it had

passed off satisfactorily. It had made a poor enough start: at one

moment he had been within an ace of picking up his hat and stalking

out. But he found it difficult at the present happy crisis to bear a

grudge--even if it had not been a proved idiosyncrasy of his, always to

let a successful finish erase a bad beginning. None the less, he would

not have belonged to the nation he did, had he not indulged in a

caustic chuckle and a pair of good-humoured pishes and pshaws, at

Turnham's expense. "Like a showman in front of his booth!"

Then he thought again of the domestic scene he had been privileged to

witness, and grew grave. The beautiful young woman and her children

might have served as model for a Holy Family--some old painter's dream

of a sweet benign Madonna; the trampling babe as the infant Christ; the

upturned face of the little John adoring. No place this for the

scoffer. Apart from the mere pleasure of the eye, there was ample

justification for Turnham's transports. Were they not in the presence

of one of life's sublimest mysteries--that of motherhood? Not alone the

lovely Emma: no; every woman who endured the rigours of childbirth, to

bring forth an immortal soul, was a holy figure.

And now for him, too, as he had been reminded, this wonder was to be

worked. Little Polly as the mother of his children--what visions the

words conjured up! But he was glad Polly was just Polly, and not the

peerless creature he had seen. John Turnham's fears would never be

his--this jealous care of a transient bodily beauty. Polly was neither

too rare nor too fair for her woman's lot; and, please God, the day

would come when he would see her with a whole cluster of little ones

round her--little dark-eyed replicas of herself. She, bless her, should

dandle and cosset them to her heart's content. Her joy in them would

also be his.

Chapter IX

He sawed, planed, hammered; curly shavings dropped and there was a

pleasant smell of sawdust. Much had to be done to make the place fit to

receive Polly. A second outhouse was necessary, to hold the surplus

goods and do duty as a sleeping-room for Long Jim and Hempel: the

lean-to the pair had occupied till now was being converted into a

kitchen. At great cost and trouble, Mahony had some trees felled and

brought in from Warrenheip. With them he put up a rude fence round his

backyard, interlacing the lopped boughs from post to post, so that they

formed a thick and leafy screen. He also filled in the disused shaft

that had served as a rubbish-hole, and chose another, farther off,

which would be less malodorous in the summer heat. Finally, a

substantial load of firewood carted in, and two snakes that had made

the journey in hollow logs dispatched, Long Jim was set down to chop

and split the wood into a neat pile. Polly would need but to walk to

and from the woodstack for her firing.

Indoors he made equal revolution. That her ears should not be polluted

by the language of the customers, he ran up a partition between

living-room and store, thus cutting off the slab-walled portion of the

house, with its roof of stringy-bark, from the log-and-canvas front. He

also stopped with putty the worst gaps between the slabs. At Ocock's

Auction Rooms he bought a horsehair sofa to match his armchair, a strip

of carpet, a bed, a washhand-stand and a looking-glass, and tacked up a

calico curtain before the window. His books, fetched out of the wooden

case, were arranged on a brand-new set of shelves; and, when all was

done and he stood back to admire his work, it was borne in on him

afresh with how few creature-comforts he had hitherto existed. Plain to

see now, why he had preferred to sit out-of-doors rather than within!

Now, no one on the Flat had a trimmer little place than he.

In his labours he had the help of a friendly digger--a carpenter by

trade--who one evening, pipe in mouth, had stood to watch his

amateurish efforts with the jack-plane. Otherwise, the Lord alone knew

how the house would ever have been made shipshape. Long Jim was equal

to none but the simplest jobs; and Hempel, the assistant, had his hands

full with the store. Well, it was a blessing at this juncture that

business could be left to him. Hempel was as straight as a die; was a

real treasure--or would have been, were it not for his eternal little

bark of a cough. This was proof against all remedies, and the heck-heck

of it at night was quite enough to spoil a light sleeper's rest. In

building the new shed, Mahony had been careful to choose a corner far

from the house.

Marriages were still uncommon enough on Ballarat to make him an object

of considerable curiosity. People took to dropping in of an

evening--old Ocock; the postmaster; a fellow storekeeper, ex-steward to

the Duke of Newcastle--to comment on his alterations and improvements.

And over a pipe and a glass of sherry, he had to put up with a good

deal of banter about his approaching "change of state."

Still, it was kindly meant. "We'll 'ave to git up a bit o' company o'

nights for yer lady when she comes," said old Ocock, and spat under the

table.

Purdy wrote from Tarrangower, where he had drifted:

HOORAY, OLD DICK, GOLLY FOR YOU! OLD MAN DIDN'T I KICK UP A BOBBERY

WHEN I HEARD THE NEWS. NEVER WAS SO WELL PLEASED IN MY LIFE. THAT'S ALL

YOU NEEDED, DICK--NOW YOU'LL TURN INTO A FIRST-RATE COLONIAL. HOW ABOUT

THAT FIVER NOW I'D LIKE TO KNOW. YOU CAN TELL POLLY FROM ME I SHALL PAY

IT BACK WITH INTEREST ON THE FATAL DAY. OF COURSE I'LL COME AND SEE YOU

SPLICED, TOGS OR NO TOGS--TO TELL THE TRUTH MY KICKSIES ARE ON THEIR

VERY LAST LEGS--AND THERE'S NOTHING DOING HERE--ALL THE LOOSE STUFF'S

BEEN TURNED OVER. THERE'S OCEANS OF QUARTZ, OF COURSE, AND THEY'RE

TRYING TO POUND IT UP IN DOLLIES, BUT YOU COULD PUT ME TO BED WITH A

PICK-AXE AND A SHOVEL BEFORE I'D GO IN FOR SUCH TOMFOOLERY AS THAT.--

DAMN IT ALL, DICK, TO THINK OF YOU BEING COTCHED AT LAST. I CAN'T GET

OVER IT, AND IT'S A BIT OF A RISK, TOO, BY DAD IT IS, FOR A GIRL OF

THAT AGE IS A DARK HORSE IF EVER THERE WAS ONE.

Mahony's answer to this was a couple of pound-notes: SO THAT MY BEST

MAN SHALL NOT DISGRACE ME! His heart went out to the writer. Dear old

Dickybird! pleased as Punch at the turn of events, yet quaking for fear

of imaginary risks. With all Purdy's respect for his friend's opinions,

he had yet an odd distrust of that friend's ability to look after

himself. And now he was presuming to doubt Polly, too. Like his

imperence! What the dickens did HE know of Polly? Keenly relishing the

sense of his own intimate knowledge, Mahony touched the breast-pocket

in which Polly's letters lay--he often carried them out with him to a

little hill, on which a single old blue-gum had been left standing; its

scraggy top-knot of leaves drooped and swayed in the wind, like the few

long straggling hairs on an old man's head.

The letters formed a goodly bundle; for Polly and he wrote regularly to

each other, she once a week, he twice. His bore the Queen's head; hers,

as befitted a needy little governess, were oftenest delivered by hand.

Mahony untied the packet, drew a chance letter from it and mused as he

read. Polly had still not ceded much of her early reserve--and it had

taken him weeks to persuade her even to call him by his first name. She

was, he thanked goodness, not of the kind who throw maidenly modesty to

the winds, directly the binding word is spoken. He loved her all the

better for her wariness of emotion; it tallied with a like streak in

his own nature. And this, though at the moment he was going through a

very debauch of frankness. To the little black-eyed girl who pored over

his letters at "Beamish's Family Hotel," he unbosomed himself as never

in his life before. He enlarged on his tastes and preferences, his

likes and dislikes; he gave vent to his real feelings for the country

of his exile, and his longings for "home"; told how he had come to the

colony, in the first instance, with the fantastic notion of redeeming

the fortunes of his family; described his collections of butterflies

and plants to her, using their Latin names. And Polly drank in his

words, and humbly agreed with all he wrote, or at least did not

disagree; and, from this, as have done lovers from the beginning of

time, he inferred a perfect harmony of mind. On one point only did he

press her for a reply. Was she fond of books? If so, what evenings they

would spend together, he reading aloud from some entertaining volume,

she at her fancy work. And poetry? For himself he could truly say he

did not care for poetry ... except on a Saturday night or a quiet

Sunday morning; and that was, because he liked it too well to approach

it with any but a tranquil mind.

I THINK IF I KNOW YOU ARIGHT, AS I BELIEVE I DO, MY POLLY, YOU TOO HAVE

POETRY IN YOUR SOUL.

He smiled at her reply; then kissed it.

I CANNOT WRITE POETRY MYSELF, said Polly, BUT I AM VERY FOND OF IT AND

SHALL INDEED LIKE VERY MUCH DEAR RICHARD TO LISTEN WHEN YOU READ.

But the winter ran away, one cold, wet week succeeding another, and

still they were apart. Mahony urged and pleaded, but could not get

Polly to name the wedding-day. He began to think pressure was being

brought to bear on the girl from another side. Naturally the Beamishes

were reluctant to let her go: who would be so useful to them as

Polly?--who undertake, without scorn, the education of the whilom

shepherd's daughters? Still, they knew they had to lose her, and he

could not see that it made things any easier for them to put off the

evil day. No, there was something else at the bottom of it; though he

did not know what. Then one evening, pondering a letter of Polly's, he

slapped his forehead and exclaimed aloud at his own stupidity. That

night, into his reply he slipped four five-pound notes. JUST TO BUY

YOURSELF ANY LITTLE THING YOU FANCY, DEAREST. IF I CHOSE A GIFT, I

MIGHT SEND WHAT WOULD NOT BE ACCEPTABLE TO YOU. Yes, sure enough, that

was it--little Polly had been in straits for money: the next news he

heard was that she had bought and was stitching her wedding-gown. Taxed

with her need, Polly guiltily admitted that her salary for the past

three months was owing to her. But there had been great expenses in

connection with the hotel; and Mr. B. had had an accident to his leg.

From what she wrote, though, Mahony saw that it was not the first time

such remissness had occurred; and he felt grimly indignant with her

employers. Keeping open house, and hospitable to the point of

vulgarity, they were, it was evident, pinchfists when it came to

parting with their money. Still, in the case of a little woman who had

served them so faithfully! In thought he set a thick black mark against

their name, for their cavalier treatment of his Polly. And extended it

to John Turnham as well. John had made no move to put hand to pocket;

and Polly's niceness of feeling had stood in the way of her applying to

him for aid. It made Mahony yearn to snatch the girl to him, then and

there; to set her free of all contact with such coarse-grained, miserly

brutes.

Old Ocock negotiated the hire of a neat spring cart for him, and a

stout little cob; and at last the day had actually come, when he could

set out to bring Polly home. By his side was Ned Turnham. Ned, still a

lean-jowled wages-man at Rotten Gully, made no secret of his glee at

getting carried down thus comfortably to Polly's nuptials. They drove

the eternal forty odd miles to Geelong, each stick and stone of which

was fast becoming known to Mahony; a journey that remained equally

tiresome whether the red earth rose as a thick red dust, or whether as

now it had turned to a mud like birdlime in which the wheels sank

almost to the axles. Arrived at Geelong they put up at an hotel, where

Purdy awaited them. Purdy had tramped down from Tarrangower, blanket on

back, and stood in need of a new rig-out from head to foot. Otherwise

his persistent ill-luck had left no mark on him.

The ceremony took place early the following morning, at the house of

the Wesleyan minister, the Anglican parson having been called away. The

Beamishes and Polly drove to town, a tight fit in a double buggy. On

the back seat, Jinny clung to and half supported a huge clothes-basket,

which contained the wedding-breakfast. Polly sat on her trunk by the

splashboard; and Tilly, crowded out, rode in on one of the cart-horses,

a coloured bed-quilt pinned round her waist to protect her skirts.

To Polly's disappointment neither her brother John nor his wife was

present; a letter came at the eleventh hour to say that Mrs. Emma was

unwell, and her husband did not care to leave her. Enclosed, however,

were ten pounds for the purchase of a wedding-gift; and the pleasure

Polly felt at being able to announce John's generosity helped to make

up to her for his absence. The only other guest present was an elder

sister, Miss Sarah Turnham, who, being out of a situation at the

moment, had sailed down from Melbourne. This young lady, a sprightly

brunette of some three or four and twenty, without the fine, regular

features of Ned and Polly, but with tenfold their vivacity and

experience, caused quite a sensation; and Tilly's audible raptures at

beholding her Purdy again were of short duration; for Purdy had never

met the equal of Miss Sarah, and could not take his eyes off her. He

and she were the life of the party. The Beamishes were overawed by the

visitor's town-bred airs and the genteel elegance of her dress; Polly

was a mere crumpled rose-leaf of pink confusion; Mahony too preoccupied

with ring and licence to take any but his formal share in the

proceedings.

"Come and see you?" echoed Miss Sarah playfully: the knot was tied; the

company had demolished the good things laid out by Mrs. Beamish in the

private parlour of an hotel, and emptied a couple of bottles of

champagne; and Polly had changed her muslin frock for a black silk

travelling-gown. "Come and SEE you? Why, of course I will, little

silly!"--and, with her pretty white hands, she patted the already

perfect bow of Polly's bonnet-strings. Miss Sarah had no great opinion

of the match her sister was making; but she had been agreeably

surprised by Mahony's person and manners, and had said so, thus filling

Polly's soul with bliss. "Provided, of course, little goosey, you have

a SPARE ROOM to offer me.--For, I confess," she went on, turning to the

rest of the party, "I confess I feel inordinately curious to see, with

my own eyes, what these famous diggings are like. From all one hears,

they must be MARVELLOUSLY entertaining.--Now, I presume that you, Mr.

Smith, never touch at such RUDE, OUT-OF-THE-WORLD places in the course

of YOUR travels?"

Purdy, who had discreetly concealed the fact that he was but a

poverty-stricken digger himself, quibbled a light evasion, then changed

the subject, and offered his escort to the steam-packet by which Miss

Sarah was returning to Melbourne.

"And you, too, dear Tilly," urged little Polly, proceeding with her

farewells. "For, mind, you promised. And I won't forget to ... you know

what!"

Tilly, sobbing noisily, wept on Polly's neck that she wished she was

dead or at the bottom of the sea; and Polly, torn between pride and

pain at Purdy's delinquency, could only kiss her several times without

speaking.

The farewells buzzed and flew.

"Good-bye to you, little lass ... beg pardon, Mrs. Dr. Mahony!"----

"Mind you write, Poll! I shall die to 'ear."----

"Ta-ta, little silly goosey, and AU REVOIR!"--"Mind he don't pitch you

out of the cart, Polly!"--"Good-bye, Polly, my duck, and remember I'll

come to you in a winkin', h'if and when ..." which speech on the part

of Mrs. Beamish distressed Polly to the verge of tears.

But finally she was torn from their arms and hoisted into the cart; and

Mahony, the reins in his hand, began to unstiffen from the wooden

figure-head he had felt himself during the ceremony, and under the

whirring tongues and whispered confidences of the women.

"And now, Polly, for home!" he said exultantly, when the largest

pocket-handkerchief had shrunk to the size of a nit, and Polly had

ceased to twist her neck for one last, last glimpse of her friends.

And then the bush, and the loneliness of the bush, closed round them.

It was the time of flowers--of fierce young growth after the fruitful

winter rains. The short-lived grass, green now as that of an English

meadow, was picked out into patterns by the scarlet of the Running

Postman; purple sarsaparilla festooned the stems of the scrub; there

were vast natural paddocks, here of yellow everlastings, there of

heaths in full bloom. Compared with the dark, spindly foliage of the

she-oaks, the ti-trees' waxy flowers stood out like orange-blossoms

against firs. On damp or marshy ground wattles were aflame: great

quivering masses of softest gold. Wherever these trees stood, the

fragrance of their yellow puff-ball blossoms saturated the air; one

knew, before one saw them, that they were coming, and long after they

had been left behind one carried their honeyed sweetness with one;

against them, no other scent could have made itself felt. And to Mahony

these waves of perfume, into which they were continually running, came,

in the course of the hours, to stand for a symbol of the golden future

for which he and Polly were making; and whenever in after years he met

with wattles in full bloom, he was carried back to the blue spring day

of this wedding-journey, and jogged on once more, in the light cart,

with his girl-wife at his side.

It was necessarily a silent drive. More rain had fallen during the

night; even the best bits of the road were worked into deep, glutinous

ruts, and the low-lying parts were under water. Mahony, but a fairish

hand with the reins, was repeatedly obliged to leave the track and take

to the bush, where he steered a way as best he could through trees,

stumps, boulders and crab-holes. Sometimes he rose to his feet to

encourage the horse; or he alighted and pulled it by the bridle; or put

a shoulder to the wheel. But to-day no difficulties had power to daunt

him; and the farther he advanced the lighter-hearted he grew: he went

back to Ballarat feeling, for the first time, that he was actually

going home.

And Polly? Sitting motionless at her husband's side, her hands folded

on her black silk lap, Polly obediently turned her head this way and

that, when Richard pointed out a landmark to her, or called her

attention to the flowers. At first, things were new and arresting, but

the novelty soon wore off; and as they went on and on, and still on, it

began to seem to Polly, who had never been farther afield than a couple

of miles north of the "Pivot City," as if they were driving away from

all the rest of mankind, right into the very heart of nowhere. The road

grew rougher, too--became scored with ridges and furrows which threw

them violently from side to side. Unused to bush driving, Polly was

sure at each fresh jolt that this time the cart MUST tip over; and yet

she preferred the track and its dangers to Richard's adventurous

attempts to carve a passage through the scrub. A little later a cold

south wind sprang up, which struck through her thin silk mantle; she

was very tired, having been on her feet since five o'clock that

morning; and all the happy fuss and excitement of the wedding was

behind her. Her heart sank. She loved Richard dearly; if he had asked

her, she would have gone to the ends of the earth with him; but at this

moment she felt both small and lonely, and she would have liked nothing

better than Mrs. Beamish's big motherly bosom, on which to lay her

head. And when, in passing a swamp, a well-known noise broke on her

ear--that of hundreds of bell-frogs, which were like hundreds of

hissing tea-kettles just about to boil--then such a rush of

homesickness took her that she would have given all she had, to know

she was going back, once more, to the familiar little whitewashed room

she had shared with Tilly and Jinny.

The seat of the cart was slanting and slippery. Polly was continually

sliding forward, now by inches, now with a great jerk. At last Mahony

noticed it. "You are not sitting very comfortably, Polly, I fear?" he

said.

Polly righted herself yet again, and reddened. "It's my ... my feet

aren't long enough," she replied.

"Why, my poor little love!" cried Mahony, full of quick compunction.

"Why didn't you say so?" And drawing rein and getting down, he stuffed

some of Mrs. Beamish's bundles--fragments of the feast, which the good

woman had sent with them--under his wife's feet; stuffed too many, so

that Polly drove the rest of the way with her knees raised to a hump in

front of her. All the afternoon they had been making for dim blue

ranges. After leaving the flats near Geelong, the track went up and

down. Grey-green forest surrounded them, out of which nobbly hills rose

like islands from a sea of trees. As they approached the end of their

journey, they overtook a large number of heavy vehicles labouring along

through the mire. A coach with six horses dashed past them at full

gallop, and left them rapidly behind. Did they have to skirt

bull-punchers who were lashing or otherwise ill-treating their teams,

Mahony urged on the horse and bade Polly shut her eyes.

Night had fallen and a drizzling rain get in, by the time they

travelled the last couple of miles to Ballarat. This was the worst of

all; and Polly held her breath while the horse picked its way among

yawning pits, into which one false step would have plunged them. Her

fears were not lessened by hearing that in several places the very road

was undermined; and she was thankful when Richard--himself rendered

uneasy by the precious cargo he bore--got out and walked at the horse's

head. They drew up before a public-house. Cramped from sitting and numb

with cold, Polly climbed stiffly down as bidden; and Mahony having

unloaded the baggage, mounted to his seat again to drive the cart into

the yard. This was a false move, as he was quick to see: he should not

have left Polly standing alone. For the news of the arrival of "Doc."

Mahony and his bride flew from mouth to mouth, and all the loafers who

were in the bar turned out to stare and to quiz. Beside her tumulus of

trunk, bag, bundle little Polly stood desolate, with drooping

shoulders; and cursing his want of foresight, Mahony all but drove into

the gatepost, which occasioned a loud guffaw. Nor had Long Jim turned

up as ordered, to shoulder the heavy luggage. These blunders made

Mahony very hot and curt. Having himself stowed the things inside the

bar and borrowed a lantern, he drew his wife's arm through his, and

hurried her away.

It was pitch-dark, and the ground was wet and squelchy. Their feet sank

in the mud. Polly clung to Richard's arm, trembling at the rude voices,

the laughter, the brawling, that issued from the grog-shops; at the

continual apparition of rough, bearded men. One of these, who held a

candle stuck in a bottle, was accosted by Richard and soundly rated.

When they turned out of the street with its few dismal oil-lamps, their

way led them among dirty tents and black pits, and they had to depend

for light on the lantern they carried. They crossed a rickety little

bridge over a flooded river; then climbed a slope, on which in her

bunchy silk skirts Polly slipped and floundered, to stop before

something that was half a tent and half a log-hut.--What! this the end

of the long, long journey! This the house she had to live in?

Yes, Richard was speaking. "Welcome home, little wife! Not much of a

place, you see, but the best I can give you."

"It's ... it's very nice, Richard," said Polly staunchly; but her lips

trembled.

Warding off the attack of a big, fierce, dirty dog, which sprang at

her, dragging its paws down her dress, Polly waited while her husband

undid the door, then followed him through a chaos, which smelt as she

had never believed any roofed-in place could smell, to a little room at

the back.

Mahony lighted the lamp that stood ready on the table, and threw a

satisfied glance round. His menfolk had done well: things were in

apple-pie order. The fire crackled, the kettle was on the boil, the

cloth spread. He turned to Polly to kiss her welcome, to relieve her of

bonnet and mantle. But before he could do this there came a noise of

rowdy voices, of shouting and parleying. Picking up the lantern, he ran

out to see what the matter was.

Left alone Polly remained standing by the table, on which an array of

tins was set--preserved salmon, sardines, condensed milk--their tops

forced back to show their contents. Her heart was heavy as lead, and

she felt a dull sense of injury as well. This hut her home!--to which

she had so freely invited sister and friend! She would be ashamed for

them ever to set eyes on it. Not in her worst dreams had she imagined

it as mean and poor as this. But perhaps .... With the lamp in her

hand, she tip-toed guiltily to a door in the wall: it opened into a

tiny bedroom with a sloping roof. No, this was all, all there was of

it: just these two miserable little poky rooms! She raised her head and

looked round, and the tears welled up in spite of herself. The roof was

so low that you could almost touch it; the window was no larger than a

pocket-handkerchief; there were chinks between the slabs of the walls.

And from one of these she now saw a spider crawl out, a huge black

tarantula, with horrible hairy legs. Polly was afraid of spiders; and

at this the tears began to overflow and to trickle down her cheeks.

Holding her skirts to her--the new dress she had made with such pride,

now damp, and crushed, and soiled--she sat down and put her feet, in

their soaked, mud-caked, little prunella boots, on the rung of her

chair, for fear of other monsters that might be crawling the floor.

And then, while she sat thus hunched together, the voices outside were

suddenly drowned in a deafening noise--in a hideous, stupefying din,

that nearly split one's eardrums: it sounded as though all the tins and

cans in the town were being beaten and banged before the door. Polly

forgot the tarantula, forgot her bitter disappointment with her new

home. Her black eyes wide with fear, her heart thudding in her chest,

she sprang to her feet and stood ready, if need be, to defend herself.

Where, oh where was Richard?

It was the last straw. When, some five minutes later, Mahony came

bustling in: he had soothed the "kettledrummers" and sent them off with

a handsome gratuity, and he carried the trunk on his own shoulder, Long

Jim following behind with bags and bundles: when he entered, he found

little Polly sitting with her head huddled on her arms, crying as

though her heart would break.

Part II

Chapter I

Over the fathomless grey seas that tossed between, dissevering the

ancient and gigantic continent from the tiny motherland, unsettling

rumours ran. After close on forty years' fat peace, England had armed

for hostilities again, her fleet set sail for a foreign sea. Such was

the news the sturdy clipper-ships brought out, in tantalising

fragments; and those who, like Richard Mahony, were mere

birds-of-passage in the colony, and had friends and relatives going to

the front, caught hungrily at every detail. But to the majority of the

colonists what England had done, or left undone, in preparation for

war, was of small account. To them the vital question was: will the

wily Russian Bear take its revenge by sending men-of-war to annihilate

us and plunder the gold in our banks--us, months removed from English

aid? And the opinion was openly expressed that in casting off her

allegiance to Great Britain, and becoming a neutral state, lay young

Australia's best hope of safety.

But, even while they made it, the proposers of this scheme were

knee-deep in petty, local affairs again. All Europe was depressed under

the cloud of war; but they went on belabouring hackneyed themes--the

unlocking of the lands, iniquitous licence-fees, official corruption.

Mahony could not stand it. His heart was in England, went up and down

with England's hopes and fears. He smarted under the tales told of the

inefficiency of the British troops and the paucity of their numbers;

under the painful disclosures made by journalists, injudiciously

allowed to travel to the seat of war; he questioned, like many another

of his class in the old country, the wisdom of the Duke of Newcastle's

orders to lay siege to the port of Sebastopol. And of an evening, when

the store was closed, he sat over stale English newspapers and a map of

the Crimea, and meticulously followed the movements of the Allies.

But in this retirement he was rudely disturbed, by feeling himself

touched on a vulnerable spot--that of his pocket. Before the end of the

year trade had come to a standstill, and the very town he lived in was

under martial law.

On both Ballarat and the Bendigo the agitation for the repeal of the

licence-tax had grown more and more vehement; and spring's arrival

found the digging-community worked up to a white heat. The new

Governor's tour of inspection, on which great hopes had been built,

served only to aggravate the trouble. Misled by the golden treasures

with which the diggers, anxious as children to please, dazzled his

eyes, the Governor decided that the tax was not an outrageous one; and

ordered licence-raids to be undertaken twice as often as before. This

defeat of the diggers' hopes, together with the murder of a comrade and

the acquittal of the murderer by a corrupt magistrate, goaded even the

least sensitive spirits to rebellion: the guilty man's house was fired,

the police were stoned, and then, for a month or more, deputations and

petitions ran to and fro between Ballarat and Melbourne. In vain: the

demands of the voteless diggers went unheard. The consequence was that

one day at the beginning of summer all the troops that could be spared

from the capital, along with several pieces of artillery, were raising

the dust on the road to Ballarat.

On the last afternoon in November work was suspended throughout the

diggings, and the more cautious among the shopkeepers began to think of

closing their doors. In front of the "Diggers' Emporium," where the

earth was baked as hard as a burnt crust, a little knot of people stood

shading their eyes from the sun. Opposite, on Bakery Hill, a monster

meeting had been held and the "Southern Cross" hoisted--a blue bunting

that bore the silver stars of the constellation after which it was

named. Having sworn allegiance to it with outstretched hands, the

rebels were lining up to march off to drill.

Mahony watched the thin procession through narrowed lids. In theory he

condemned equally the blind obstinacy of the authorities, who went on

tightening the screw, and the foolhardiness of the men. But--well, he

could not get his eye to shirk one of the screaming banners and

placards: "Down with Despotism!" "Who so base as be a Slave!" by means

of which the diggers sought to inflame popular indignation. "If only

honest rebels could get on without melodramatic exaggeration! As it is,

those good fellows yonder are rendering a just cause ridiculous."

Polly tightened her clasp of his arm. She had known no peace since the

evening before, when a rough-looking man had come into the store and,

with revolver at full cock, had commanded Hempel to hand over all the

arms and ammunition it contained. Hempel, much to Richard's wrath, had

meekly complied; but it might have been Richard himself; he would for

certain have refused; and then.... Polly had hardly slept for thinking

of it. She now listened in deferential silence to the men's talk; but

when old Ocock--he never had a good word to say for the riotous

diggers--took his pipe out of his mouth to remark: "A pack o' Tipperary

boys spoilin' for a fight--that's what I say. An' yet, blow me if I

wouldn't 'a bin glad if one o' my two 'ad 'ad spunk enough to join

'em,"--at this Polly could not refrain from saying pitifully: "Oh, Mr.

Ocock, do you really MEAN that?" For both Purdy and brother Ned were in

the rebel band, and Polly's heart was heavy because of them.

"Can't you see my brother anywhere?" she asked Hempel, who held an old

spyglass to his eyes.

"No, ma'am, sorry to say I can't," replied Hempel. He would willingly

have conjured up a dozen brothers to comfort Polly; but he could not

swerve from the truth, even for her.

"Give me the glass," said Mahony, and swept the line.--"No, no sign of

either of them. Perhaps they thought better of it after all.--Listen!

now they're singing--can you hear them? The MARSEILLAISE as I'm alive.

--Poor fools! Many of them are armed with nothing more deadly than

picks and shovels."

"And pikes," corrected Hempel. "Several carry pikes, sir."

"Ay, that's so, they've bin 'ammerin' out bits of old iron all the

mornin'," agreed Ocock. "It's said they 'aven't a quarter of a firearm

apiece. And the drillin'! Lord love yer! 'Alf of 'em don't know their

right 'and from their left. The troops 'ull make mincemeat of 'em, if

they come to close quarters."

"Oh, I hope not!" said Polly. "Oh, I do hope they won't get hurt."

Patting her hand, Mahony advised his wife to go indoors and resume her

household tasks. And since his lightest wish was a command, little

Polly docilely withdrew her arm and returned to her dishwashing. But

though she rubbed and scoured with her usual precision, her heart was

not in her work. Both on this day and the next she seemed to exist

solely in her two ears. The one strained to catch any scrap of news

about "poor Ned"; the other listened, with an even sharper anxiety, to

what went on in the store. Several further attempts were made to get

arms and provisions from Richard; and each time an angry scene ensued.

Close up beside the thin partition, her hands locked under her

cooking-apron, Polly sat and trembled for her husband. He had already

got himself talked about by refusing to back a Reform League; and now

she heard him openly declare to some one that he disapproved of the

terms of this League, from A to Z. Oh dear! If only he wouldn't. But

she was careful not to add to his worries by speaking of her fears. As

it was, he came to tea with a moody face.

The behaviour of the foraging parties growing more and more

threatening, Mahony thought it prudent to follow the general example

and put up his shutters. Wildly conflicting rumours were in the air.

One report said a contingent of Creswick dare-devils had arrived to

join forces with the insurgents; another that the Creswickers,

disgusted at finding neither firearms nor quarters provided for them,

had straightway turned and marched the twelve miles home again. For a

time it was asserted that Lalor, the Irish leader, had been bought over

by the government; then, just as definitely, that his influence alone

held the rebel faction together. Towards evening Long Jim was

dispatched to find out how matters really stood. He brought back word

that the diggers had entrenched themselves on a piece of rising ground

near the Eureka lead, behind a flimsy barricade of logs, slabs, ropes

and overturned carts. The Camp, for its part, was screened by a

breastwork of firewood, trusses of hay and bags of corn; while the

mounted police stood or lay fully armed by their horses, which were

saddled ready for action at a moment's notice.

Neither Ned nor Purdy put in an appearance, and the night passed

without news of them. Just before dawn, however, Mahony was wakened by

a tapping at the window. Thrusting out his head he recognised young

Tommy Ocock, who had been sent by his father to tell "doctor" that the

soldiers were astir. Lights could be seen moving about the Camp, a

horse had neighed--father thought spies might have given them the hint

that at least half the diggers from the Stockade had come down to Main

Street last night, and got drunk, and never gone back. With a concerned

glance at Polly Mahony struggled into his clothes. He must make another

effort to reach the boys--especially Ned, for Polly's sake. When Ned

had first announced his intention of siding with the insurgents, he had

merely shrugged his shoulders, believing that the young vapourer would

soon have had enough of it. Now he felt responsible to his wife for

Ned's safety: Ned, whose chief reason for turning rebel, he suspected,

was that a facetious trooper had once dubbed him "Eytalian

organ-grinder," and asked him where he kept his monkey.

But Mahony's designs of a friendly interference came too late. The

troops had got away, creeping stealthily through the morning dusk; and

he was still panting up Specimen Hill when he heard the crack of a

rifle. Confused shouts and cries followed. Then a bugle blared, and the

next instant the rattle and bang of musketry split the air.

Together with a knot of others, who like himself had run forth half

dressed, Mahony stopped and waited, in extreme anxiety; and, while he

stood, the stars went out, one by one, as though a finger-tip touched

them. The diggers' response to the volley of the attacking party was

easily distinguished: it was a dropping fire, and sounded like a thin

hail-shower after a peal of thunder. Within half an hour all was over:

the barricade had fallen, to cheers and laughter from the military; the

rebel flag was torn down; huts and tents inside the enclosure were

going up in flames.

Towards six o'clock, just as the December sun, huge and fiery, thrust

the edge of its globe above the horizon, a number of onlookers ran up

the slope to all that was left of the ill-fated stockade. On the dust,

bloodstains, now set hard as scabs, traced the route by which a

wretched procession of prisoners had been marched to the Camp gaol.

Behind the demolished barrier huts smouldered as heaps of blackened

embers; and the ground was strewn with stark forms, which lay

about--some twenty or thirty of them--in grotesque attitudes. Some

sprawled with outstretched arms, their sightless eyes seeming to fix

the pale azure of the sky; others were hunched and huddled in a last

convulsion. And in the course of his fruitless search for friend and

brother, an old instinct reasserted itself in Mahony: kneeling down he

began swiftly and dexterously to examine the prostrate bodies. Two or

three still heaved, the blood gurgling from throat and breast like

water from the neck of a bottle. Here, one had a mouth plugged with

shot, and a beard as stiff as though it were made of rope. Another that

he turned over was a German he had once heard speak at a diggers'

meeting--a windy braggart of a man, with a quaint impediment in his

speech. Well, poor soul! he would never mouth invectives or tickle the

ribs of an audience again. His body was a very colander of wounds. Some

had not bled either. It looked as though the soldiers had viciously

gone on prodding and stabbing the fallen.

Stripping a corpse of its shirt, he tore off a piece of stuff to make a

bandage for a shattered leg. While he was binding the limb to a board,

young Tom ran up to say that the military, returning with carts, were

arresting every one they met in the vicinity. With others who had been

covering up and carrying away their friends, Mahony hastened down the

back of the hill towards the bush. Here was plain evidence of a

stampede. More bloodstains pointed the track, and a number of odd and

clumsy weapons had been dropped or thrown away by the diggers in their

flight.

He went home with the relatively good tidings that neither Ned nor

Purdy was to be found. Polly was up and dressed. She had also lighted

the fire and set water on to boil, "just in case." "Was there ever such

a sensible little woman?" said her husband with a kiss.

The day dragged by, flat and stale after the excitement of the morning.

No one ventured far from cover; for the military remained under arms,

and detachments of mounted troopers patrolled the streets. At the Camp

the hundred odd prisoners were being sorted out, and the maimed and

wounded doctored in the rude little temporary hospital. Down in Main

Street the noise of hammering went on hour after hour. The dead could

not be kept, in the summer heat, must be got underground before dark.

Mahony had just secured his premises for the night, when there came a

rapping at the back door. In the yard stood a stranger who, when the

dog Pompey had been chidden and soothed, made mysterious signs to

Mahony and murmured a well-known name. Admitted to the sitting-room he

fished a scrap of dirty paper from his boot. Mahony put the candle on

the table and straightened out the missive. Sure enough, it was in

Purdy's hand--though sadly scrawled.

HAVE BEEN HIT IN THE PIN. COME IF POSSIBLE AND BRING YOUR TOOLS. THE

BEARER IS SQUARE.

Polly could hear the two of them talking in low, urgent tones. But her

relief that the visitor brought no bad news of her brother was dashed

when she learned that Richard had to ride out into the bush, to visit a

sick man. However she buttoned her bodice, and with her hair hanging

down her back went into the sitting-room to help her husband; for he

was turning the place upside down. He had a pair of probe-scissors

somewhere, he felt sure, if he could only lay hands on them. And while

he ransacked drawers and cupboards for one or other of the few poor

instruments left him, his thoughts went back, inopportunely enough, to

the time when he had been surgeon's dresser in the Edinburgh Royal

Infirmary. O TEMPORA, O MORES! He wondered what old Syme, that prince

of surgeons, would say, could he see his whilom student raking out a

probe from among the ladles and kitchen spoons, a roll of lint from

behind the saucepans.

Bag in hand, he followed his guide to where the latter had left a horse

in safe-keeping; and having lengthened the stirrups and received

instructions about the road, he set off for the hut in the ranges which

Purdy had contrived to reach. He had an awkward cross-country ride of

some four miles before him; but this did not trouble him. The

chance-touched spring had opened the gates to a flood of memories; and,

as he jogged along, he re-lived in thought the happy days spent as a

student under the shadow of Arthur's Seat, round the College, the

Infirmary and old Surgeons' Square. Once more he sat in the theatre,

the breathless spectator of famous surgical operations; or as

house-surgeon to the Lying-in Hospital himself assisted in daring

attempts to lessen suffering and save life. It was, of course, too late

now to bemoan the fact that he had broken with his profession. Yet only

that very day envy had beset him. The rest of the fraternity had run to

and from the tents where the wounded were housed, while he, behung with

his shopman's apron, pottered about among barrels and crates. No one

thought of enlisting his services; another, not he, would set (or

bungle) the fracture he had temporarily splinted.

The hut--it had four slab walls and an earthen floor--was in darkness

on his arrival, for Purdy had not dared to make a light. He lay tossing

restlessly on a dirty old straw palliasse, and was in great pain; but

greeted his friend with a dash of the old brio.

Hanging his coat over the chinks in the door, and turning back his

sleeves, Mahony took up the lantern and stooped to examine the injured

leg. A bullet had struck the right ankle, causing an ugly wound. He

washed it out, dressed and bandaged it. He also bathed the patient's

sweat-soaked head and shoulders; then sat down to await the owner of

the hut's return.

As soon as the latter appeared he took his leave, promising to ride out

again the night after next. In spite of the circumstances under which

they met, he and Purdy parted with a slight coolness. Mahony had loudly

voiced his surprise at the nature of the wound caused by the bullet: it

was incredible that any of the military could have borne a weapon of

this calibre. Pressed, Purdy admitted that his hurt was a piece of

gross ill-luck: he had been accidentally shot by a clumsy fool of a

digger, from an ancient holster-pistol.

To Mahony this seemed to cap the climax; and he did not mask his

sentiments. The pitiful little forcible-feeble rebellion, all along but

a futile attempt to cast straws against the wind, was now completely

over and done with, and would never be heard of again. Or such at

least, he added, was the earnest hope of the law-abiding community.

This irritated Purdy, who was spumy with the self-importance of one who

has stood in the thick of the fray. He answered hotly, and ended by

rapping out with a contemptuous click of the tongue: "Upon my word,

Dick, you look at the whole thing like the tradesman you are!"

These words rankled in Mahony all the way home.--Trust Purdy for not,

in anger, being able to resist giving him a flick on the raw. It made

him feel thankful he was no longer so dependent on this friendship as

of old. Since then he had tasted better things. Now, a woman's heart

beat in sympathetic understanding; there met his, two lips which had

never said an unkind word. He pushed on with a new zest, reaching home

about dawn. And over his young wife's joy at his safe return, he forgot

the shifting moods of his night-journey.

It had, however, this result. Next day Polly found him with his head in

one of the great old shabby black books which, to her mind, spoilt the

neat appearance of the bookshelves. He stood to read, the volume lying

open before him on the top of the cold stove, and was so deeply

engrossed that the store-bell rang twice without his hearing it. When,

reminded that Hempel was absent, he whipped out to answer it, he

carried the volume with him.

Chapter II

But his first treatment of Purdy's wound was also his last. Two nights

later he found the hut deserted; and diligently as he prowled round it

in the moonlight, he could discover no clue to the fate of its

occupants. There was nothing to be done but to head his horse for home

again. Polly was more fortunate. Within three days of the fight Ned

turned up, sound as a bell. He was sporting a new hat, a flashy silk

neckerchief and a silver watch and chain. At sight of these kickshaws a

dismal suspicion entered Mahony's mind, and refused to be dislodged.

But he did not breathe his doubts--for Polly's sake. Polly was

rapturously content to see her brother again. She threw her arms round

his neck, and listened, with her big, black, innocent eyes--except for

their fleckless candour, the counterpart of Ned's own--to the tale of

his miraculous escape, and of the rich gutter he had had the good luck

to strike.

Meanwhile public feeling, exasperated beyond measure by the tragedy of

that summer dawn, slowly subsided. Hesitation, timidity, and a very

human waiting on success had held many diggers back from joining in the

final coup; but the sympathy of the community was with the rebels, and

at the funerals of the fallen, hundreds of mourners, in such black

coats as they could muster, marched side by side to the wild little

unfenced bush cemetery. When, too, the relief-party arrived from

Melbourne and martial law was proclaimed, the residents handed over

their firearms as ordered; but an attempt to swear in special

constables failed, not a soul stepping forward in support of the

government.

There was literally nothing doing during the month the military

occupied Ballarat. Mahony seized the opportunity to give his back

premises a coat of paint; he also began to catalogue his collection of

Lepidoptera. Hence, as far as business was concerned, it was a timely

moment for the arrival of a letter from Henry Ocock, to the effect

that, "subject of course to any part-heard case," "our case" was first

on the list for a date early in January.

None the less, the announcement threw Mahony into the fidgets. He had

almost clean forgotten the plaguey affair: it had its roots in the dark

days before his marriage. He wished now he had thought twice before

letting himself be entangled in a lawsuit. Now, he had a wife dependent

on him, and to lose the case, and be held responsible for costs, would

cripple him. And such a verdict was not at all unlikely; for Purdy, his

chief witness, could not be got at: the Lord alone knew where Purdy lay

hid. He at once sat down and wrote the bad news to his solicitor.

At six o'clock in the morning some few days later, he took his seat in

the coach for Melbourne. By his side sat Johnny Ocock, the elder of the

two brothers. Johnny had by chance been within earshot during the

negotiations with the rascally carrier, and on learning this, Henry had

straightway subpoenaed him. Mahony was none too well pleased: the boy

threatened to be a handful. His old father, on delivering him up at the

coach-office, had drawn Mahony aside to whisper: "Don't let the young

limb out o' yer sight, doc., or get nip or sip o' liquor. If 'e so much

as wets 'is tongue, there's no 'olding 'im." Johnny was a lean,

pimply-faced youth, with cold, flabby hands.

Little Polly had to stay behind. Mahony would have liked to give her

the trip and show her the sights of the capital; but the law-courts

were no place for a woman; neither could he leave her sitting alone in

a hotel. And a tentative letter to her brother John had not called

forth an invitation: Mrs. Emma was in delicate health at present, and

had no mind for visitors. So he committed Polly to the care of Hempel

and Long Jim, both of whom were her faithful henchmen. She herself, in

proper wifely fashion, proposed to give her little house a good red-up

in its master's absence.

Mahony and Johnny dismounted from the coach in the early afternoon,

sore, stiff and hungry: they had broken their fast merely on

half-a-dozen sandwiches, keeping their seats the while that the young

toper might be spared the sight of intoxicating liquors. Now, stopping

only to brush off the top layer of dust and snatch a bite of solid

food, Mahony hastened away, his witness at heel, to Chancery Lane.

It was a relief to find that Ocock was not greatly put out at Purdy

having failed them. "Leave it to us, sir. We'll make that all right."

As on the previous visit he dry-washed his hands while he spoke, and

his little eyes shot flashes from one to the other, like electric

sparks. He proposed just to run through the morrow's evidence with "our

young friend there"; and in the course of this rehearsal said more than

once: "Good ... good! Why, sonny, you're quite smart." This when Johnny

succeeded in grasping his drift. But at the least hint of unreadiness

or hesitation, he tut-tutted and drew his brows together. And as it

went on, it seemed to Mahony that Ocock was putting words into the

boy's mouth; while Johnny, intimidated, said yes and amen to things he

could not possibly know. Presently he interfered to this effect. Ocock

brushed his remark aside. But after a second interruption from Mahony:

"I think, sir, with your permission we will ask John not to depart from

what he actually heard," the lawyer shuffled his papers into a heap and

said that would do for to-day: they would meet at the court in the

morning. Prior to shaking hands, however, he threw out a hint that he

would like a word with his brother on family matters. And for half an

hour Mahony paced the street below.

The remainder of the day was spent in keeping Johnny out of

temptation's way, in trying to interest him in the life of the city,

its monuments and curiosities. But the lad was too apathetic to look

about him, and never opened his mouth. Once only in the course of the

afternoon did he offer a kind of handle. In their peregrinations they

passed a Book Arcade, where Mahony stopped to turn the leaves of a

volume. Johnny also took up a book, and began to read.

"What is it?" asked Mahony. "Would you like to have it, my boy?"

Johnny stonily accepted the gift--it was a tale of Red Indians, the

pages smudged with gaudy illustrations--and put it under his arm.

At the good supper that was set before him he picked with a meagre

zest; then fell asleep. Mahony took the opportunity to write a line to

Polly to tell of their safe arrival; and having sealed the letter, ran

out to post it. He was not away for more than three minutes, but when

he came back Johnny was gone. He hunted high and low for him, ransacked

the place without success: the boy had spoken to no one, nor had he

been seen to leave the coffee-room; and as the clock-hands were nearing

twelve, Mahony was obliged to give up the search and go back to the

hotel. It was impossible at that hour to let Ocock know of this fresh

piece of ill-luck. Besides, there was just a chance the young scamp

would turn up in the morning. Morning came, however, and no Johnny with

it. Outwitted and chagrined, Mahony set off for the court alone.

Day had broken dim and misty, and by the time breakfast was over a

north wind was raging--a furnace-like blast that bore off the sandy

deserts of the interior. The sun was a yellow blotch in a copper sky;

the thermometer had leapt to a hundred and ten in the shade. Blinding

clouds of coarse, gritty dust swept house-high through the streets:

half-suffocated, Mahony fought his way along, his veil lowered, his

handkerchief at his mouth. Outside those public-houses that advertised

ice, crowds stood waiting their turn of entry; while half-naked barmen,

their linen trousers drenched with sweat, worked like niggers to mix

drinks which should quench these bottomless thirsts. Mahony believed he

was the only perfectly sober person in the lobby of the court. Even

Ocock himself would seem to have been indulging.

This suspicion was confirmed by the lawyer's behaviour. No sooner did

Ocock espy him than up he rushed, brandishing the note that had been

got to him early that morning--and now his eyes looked like little dabs

of pitch in his chalk-white face, and his manner, stripped of its

veneer, let the real man show through.

"Curse it, sir, and what's the meaning of this, I'd like to know?" he

cried, and struck at the sheet of notepaper with his free hand. "A

pretty fix to put us in at the last minute, upon my word! It was your

business, sir, to nurse your witness ... after all the trouble I'd been

to with him! What the devil do you expect us to do now?"

Mahony's face paled under its top-dressing of dust and moisture. To

Ocock's gross: "Well, it's your own look-out, confound you!--entirely

your own look-out," he returned a cool: "Certainly," then moved to one

side and took up his stand in a corner of the hall, out of the way of

the jostle and bustle, the constant going and coming that gave the

hinges of the door no rest.

When after a weary wait the time came to enter court, he continued to

give Ocock, who had been deep in consultation with his clerk, a wide

berth, and moved forward among a number of other people. A dark,

ladder-like stair led to the upper storey. While he was mounting this,

some words exchanged in a low tone behind him arrested his attention.

"Are you O.K., old man?"

"We are, if our client doesn't give us away. But he has to be handled

like a hot--" Here the sentence snapped, for Mahony, bitten by a sudden

doubt, faced sharply round. But it was a stranger who uncivilly accused

him of treading on his toe.

The court--it was not much more than twenty feet square--was like an

ill-smelling oven. Every chink and crack had been stopped against the

searing wind; and the atmosphere was a brew of all the sour odours, the

offensive breaths, given off by the two-score odd people crushed within

its walls. In spite of precautions the dust had got in: it lay thick on

sills, desks and papers, gritted between the teeth, made the throat

raspy as a file.

Mahony had given up all hope of winning his case, and looked forward to

the sorry pleasure of assisting at a miscarriage of justice. During the

speech for the plaintiff, however, he began to see the matter in

another light. Not so much thanks to the speaker, as in spite of him.

Plaintiff's counsel was a common little fellow of ungainly appearance:

a double toll of fat bulged over the neck of his gown, and his wig,

hastily re-donned after a breathing-space, sat askew. Nor was he

anything of an orator: he stumbled over his sentences, and once or

twice lost his place altogether. To his dry presentment of the case

nobody seemed to pay heed. The judge, tired of wiping his spectacles

dry, leant back and closed his eyes. Mahony believed he slept, as did

also some of the jurors, deaf to the Citation of Dawes V. Peck and

Dunlop V. Lambert; to the assertion that the carrier was the agent, the

goods were accepted, the property had "passed." This "passing" of the

property was evidently a strong point; the plaintiff's name itself was

not much oftener on the speaker's lips. "The absconding driver, me Lud,

was a personal friend of the defendant's. Mr. Bolliver never knew him;

hence could not engage him. Had this person not been thrust upon him,

Mr. Bolliver would have employed the same carrier as on a previous

occasion." And so on and on.

Mahony listened hand at ear, that organ not being keyed up to the

mutterings and mumblings of justice. And for all the dullness of the

subject-matter and counsel's lack of eloquence his interest did not

flag. It was the first time he heard the case for the other side stated

plainly; and he was dismayed to find how convincing it was. Put thus,

it must surely gain over every honest, straight-thinking man. In

comparison, the points Ocock was going to advance shrank to mere legal

quibbles and hair-splitting evasions.

Then the plaintiff himself went into the witness-box--and Mahony's

feelings became involved as well. This his adversary!--this poor old

mangy greybeard, who stood blinking a pair of rheumy eyes and weakly

smiling. One did not pit oneself against such human flotsam. Drunkard

was stamped on every inch of the man, but this morning, in odd

exception to the well-primed crew around him, he was

sober--bewilderedly sober--and his shabby clothing was brushed, his

frayed collar clean. Recognising the pitiful bid for sympathy, Mahony

caught himself thinking: "Good Lord! I could have supplied him with a

coat he'd have cut a better figure than that in."

Bolliver clutched the edge of the box with his two hands. His unusual

condition was a hindrance rather than a help to him; without a peg or

two his woolly thoughts were not to be disentangled. He stammered forth

his evidence, halting either to piece together what he was going to

say, or to recollect what he had just said--it was clear he went in

mortal fear of contradicting himself. The scene was painful enough

while he faced his own counsel, but, when counsel for the defence rose,

a half-hour followed in which Mahony wished himself far from the court.

Bolliver could not come to the point. Counsel was merciless and

coarsely jocose, and brought off several laughs. His victim wound his

knotty hands in and out, and swallowed oftener than he had saliva for,

in a forlorn endeavour to evade the pitfalls artfully dug for him. More

than once he threw a covert glance, that was like an appeal for help,

at all the indifferent faces. Mahony drooped his head, that their eyes

should not meet.

In high feather at the effect he was producing, counsel inserted his

left arm under his gown, and held the stuff out from his back with the

tips of all five fingers.

"And now you'll p'raps have the goodness to tell us whether you've ever

had occasion to send goods by a carrier before, in the course of your

young life?"

"Yes." It was a humble monosyllable, returned without spirit.

"Then of course you've heard of this Murphy?"

"N ... no, I haven't," answered Bolliver, and let his vacillating eyes

wander to the judge and back.

"You tell that to the marines!" And after half a dozen other tricky

questions: "I put it to you, it's a well-known fact that he's been a

carrier hereabouts for the last couple o' years or more?"

"I don't know--I sup ... sup-pose so." Bolliver's tongue grew heavy and

tripped up his words.

"And yet you've the cheek, you old rogue you, to insinuate that this

was a put-up job?"

"I ... I only say what I heard."

"I don't care a button what you heard or didn't hear. What I ask, my

pretty, is do you yourself say so?"

"The ... the defendant recommended him."

"I put it to you, this man Murphy was one of the best known carriers in

Melbourne, and THAT was why the defendant recommended him--are you out

to deny it?"

"N ... n ... no."

"Then you can stand down!" and leaning over to Grindle, who was below

him, counsel whispered with a pleased spread of the hand: "There you

are! that's our case."

There was a painful moment just before Bolliver left the witness-box.

As if become suddenly alive to the sorry figure he had cut, he turned

to the judge with hands clasped, exclaimed: "My Lord, if the case goes

against me, I'm done ... stony-broke! And the defendant's got a down on

me, my Lord--'e's made up his mind to ruin me. Look at him a-setting

there--a hard man, a mean man, if ever you saw one! What would the bit

of money 'ave meant to 'im? But ..."

He was rudely silenced and hustled away, to a sharp rebuke from the

judge, who woke up to give it. All eyes were turned on Mahony. Under

the fire of observation--they were comparing him, he knew, with the

poor old Jeremy Diddler yonder, to the latter's disadvantage--his spine

stiffened and he held himself nervously erect. But, the quizzing at an

end, he fumbled with his finger at his neck--his collar seemed to have

grown too tight. While, without, the hot blast, dark with dust, flung

itself against the corners of the house, and howled like a soul in pain.

Counsel for the defence made an excellent impression. "Naturally! I can

afford to pay a better-class man," was Mahony's caustic note. He had

fallen to scribbling on a sheet of paper, and was resigned to sitting

through an adept presentment of Ocock's shifts and dodges. But the

opening words made him prick up his ears.

"My Lord," said counsel, "I submit there is here no case to go to the

jury. No written contract existed between the parties, to bring it

within the Statute of Frauds. Therefore, the plaintiff must prove that

the defendant accepted these goods. Now I submit to you, on the

plaintiff's own admission, that the man Murphy was a common carrier.

Your Lordship will know the cases of Hanson V. Armitage and various

others, in which it has been established beyond doubt that a carrier is

not an agent to accept goods."

The judge had revived, and while counsel called the quality of the

undelivered goods in question, and laid stress on the fact of no money

having passed, he turned the pages of a thick red book with a moistened

thumb. Having found what he sought, he pushed up his spectacles, opened

his mouth, and, his eyes bent meditatively on the speaker, picked a

back tooth with the nail of his first finger.

"Therefore," concluded counsel, "I hold that there is no question of

fact to go to the jury. I do not wish to occupy your Lordship's time

any further upon this submission. I have my client here, and all his

witnesses are in court whom I am prepared to call, should your Lordship

decide against me on the present point. But I do submit that the

plaintiff, on his own showing, has made out no case; and that under the

circumstances, upon his own evidence, this action must fail."

At the reference to witnesses, Mahony dug his pencil into the paper

till the point snapped. So this was their little game! And should the

bluff not work ...? He sat rigid, staring at the chipped fragment of

lead, and did not look up throughout the concluding scene of the farce.

It was over; the judge had decided in his favour. He jumped to his

feet, and his coat-sleeve swept the dust off the entire length of the

ledge in front of him. But before he reached the foot of the stairs

Grindle came flying down, to say that Ocock wished to speak to him.

Very good, replied Mahony, he would call at the office in the course of

the afternoon. But the clerk left the courthouse at his side. And

suddenly the thought flashed through Mahony's mind: "The fellow

suspects me of trying to do a bolt--of wanting to make off without

paying my bill!"

The leech-like fashion in which Grindle stuck to his heels was not to

be misread. "This is what they call nursing, I suppose--he's nursing ME

now!" said Mahony to himself. At the same time he reckoned up, with

some anxiety, the money he had in his pocket. Should it prove

insufficient, who knew what further affronts were in store for him.

But Ocock had recovered his oily sleekness.

"A close shave that, sir, a VE-RY close shave! With Warnock on the

bench I thought we could manage to pull it off. Had it been Guppy now

... Still, all's well that ends well, as the poet says. And now for a

trifling matter of business."

"How much do I owe you?"

The bill--it was already drawn up--for "solicitor's and client's costs"

came to twenty odd pounds. Mahony paid it, and stalked out of the

office.

But this was still not all. Once again Grindle ran after him, and

pinned him to the floor.

"I say, Mr. Mahony, a rare joke--gad, it's enough to make you burst

your sides! That old thingumbob, the plaintiff, ye know, now what'n

earth d'you think 'e's been an' done? Gets outer court like one

o'clock--'e'd a sorter rabbit-fancyin' business in 'is backyard. Well,

'ome 'e trots an' slits the guts of every blamed bunny, an' chucks the

bloody corpses inter the street. Oh lor! What do you say to that, eh?

Unfurnished in the upper storey, what? Heh, heh, heh!"

Chapter III

How truly "home" the poor little gimcrack shanty had become to him,

Mahony grasped only when he once more crossed its threshold and Polly's

arms lay round his neck.

His search for Johnny Ocock had detained him in Melbourne for over a

week. Under the guidance of young Grindle he had scoured the city, not

omitting even the dens of infamy in the Chinese quarter; and he did not

know which to be more saddened by: the revolting sights he saw, or his

guide's proud familiarity with every shade of vice. But nothing could

be heard of the missing lad; and at the suggestion of Henry Ocock he

put an advertisement in the ARGUS, offering a substantial reward for

news of Johnny alive or dead.

While waiting to see what this would bring forth, he paid a visit to

John Turnham. It had not been part of his scheme to trouble his new

relatives on this occasion; he bore them a grudge for the way they had

met Polly's overture. But he was at his wits' end how to kill time:

chafing at the delay was his main employment, if he were not worrying

over the thought of having to appear before old Ocock without his son.

So, one midday he called at Turnham's place of business in Flinders

Lane, and was affably received by John, who carried him off to lunch at

the Melbourne Club. Turnham was a warm partisan of the diggers' cause.

He had addressed a mass meeting held in Melbourne, soon after the fight

on the Eureka; and he now roundly condemned the government's policy of

repression.

"I am, as you are aware, my dear Mahony, no sentimentalist. But these

rioters of yours seem to me the very type of man the country needs.

Could we have a better bedrock on which to build than these fearless

champions of liberty?"

He set an excellent meal before his brother-in-law, and himself ate and

drank heartily, unfolding his very table-napkin with a kind of relish.

In lunching, he inquired the object of Mahony's journey to town. At the

mention of Henry Ocock's name he raised his eyebrows and pursed his

lips.

"Ah, indeed! Then it is hardly necessary to ask the upshot."

He pooh-poohed Mahony's intention of staying till the defaulting

witness was found; disapproved, too, the offer of a reward. "To be paid

out of YOUR pocket, of course! No, my dear Mahony, set your mind at

rest and return to your wife. Lads of that sort never come to

grief--more's the pity! By the bye, how IS Polly, and how does she like

life on the diggings?"

In this connection, Mahony tendered congratulations on the expected

addition to Turnham's family. John embarked readily enough on the theme

of his beautiful wife; but into his voice, as he talked, came a note of

impatience or annoyance, which formed an odd contrast to his wonted

self-possession. "Yes... her third, and for some reason which I cannot

fathom, it threatens to prove the most trying of any." And here he went

into medical detail on Mrs. Emma's state.

Mahony urged compliance with the whims of the mother-to-be, even should

they seem extravagant. "Believe me, at a time like this such moods and

caprices have their use. Nature very well knows what she is about."

"Nature? Bah! I am no great believer in nature," gave back John, and

emptied his glass of madeira. "Nature exists to be coerced and

improved."

They parted; and Mahony went back to twirl his thumbs in the hotel

coffee-room. He could not persuade himself to take Turnham's advice and

leave Johnny to his fate. And the delay was nearly over. At dawn next

morning Johnny was found lying in a pitiable condition at the door of

the hotel. It took Mahony the best part of the day to rouse him; to

make him understand he was not to be horsewhipped; to purchase a fresh

suit of clothing for him: to get him, in short, halfway ready to travel

the following day--a blear-eyed, weak-witted craven, who fell into a

cold sweat at every bump of the coach. Not till they reached the end of

the awful journey--even a Chinaman rose to impudence about Johnny's

nerves, his foul breath, his cracked lips--did Mahony learn how the

wretched boy had come by the money for his debauch. At the public-house

where the coach drew up, old Ocock stood grimly waiting, with a leather

thong at his belt, and the news that his till had been broken open and

robbed of its contents. With an involuntary recommendation to mercy,

Mahony handed over the culprit and turned his steps home.

Polly stood on tip-toe to kiss him; Pompey barked till the roof rang,

making leaps that fell wide of the mark; the cat hoisted its tail, and

wound purring in and out between his legs. Tea was spread, on a clean

cloth, with all sorts of good things to eat; an English mail had

brought him a batch of letters and journals. Altogether it was a very

happy home-coming.

When he had had a sponge-down and finished tea, over which he listened,

with a zest that surprised him, to a hundred and one domestic details:

afterwards he and Polly strolled arm-in-arm to the top of the little

hill to which, before marriage, he used to carry her letters. Here they

sat and talked till night fell; and, for the first time, Mahony tasted

the dregless pleasure of coming back from the world outside with his

toll of adventure, and being met by a woman's lively and disinterested

sympathy. Agreeable incidents gained, those that were the reverse of

pleasing lost their sting by being shared with Polly. Not that he told

her everything; of the dark side of life he greatly preferred little

Polly to remain ignorant. Still, as far as it went, it was a delightful

experience. In return he confessed to her something of the uncertainty

that had beset him, on hearing his opponent's counsel state the case

for the other side. It was disquieting to think he might be suspected

of advancing a claim that was not strictly just.

"Suspected? ... YOU? Oh, how could anybody be so silly!"

For all the fatigues of his day Mahony could not sleep. And after

tossing and tumbling for some time, he rose, threw on his clothing and

went out to smoke a pipe in front of the store. Various worries were

pecking at him--the hint he had given Polly of their existence seemed

to have let them fairly loose upon him. Of course he would be--he

was--suspected of having connived at the imposture by which his suit

was won--why else have put it in the hands of such a one as Ocock? John

Turnham's soundless whistle of astonishment recurred to him, and

flicked him. Imagine it! He, Richard Mahony, giving his sanction to

these queasy tricks!

It was bad enough to know that Ocock at any rate had believed him not

averse from winning by unjust means. Yet, on the whole, he thought this

mortified him less than to feel that he had been written down a Simple

Simon, whom it was easy to impose on. Ah well! At best he had been but

a kind of guy, set up for them to let off their verbal fireworks round.

Faith and that was all these lawyer-fellows wanted--the ghost of an

excuse for parading their skill. Justice played a negligible role in

this battle of wits; else not he but the plaintiff would have come out

victorious. That wretched Bolliver! ... the memory of him wincing and

flushing in the witness-box would haunt him for the rest of his days.

He could see him, too, with equal clearness, broken-heartedly slitting

the gizzards of his, pets. A poor old derelict--the amen to a life

which, like most lives, had once been flush with promise. And it had

been his Mahony's., honourable portion to give the last kick, the

ultimate shove into perdition. Why, he would rather have lost the money

ten times over!

To divert his mind, he began next morning to make an inventory of the

goods in the store. It was high time, too: thanks to the recent

disturbances he did not know where he stood. And while he was about it,

he gave the place a general clean-up. A job of this kind was a powerful

ally in keeping edged thoughts at bay. He and his men had their hands

full for several days, Polly, who was not allowed to set foot in the

store, peeping critically in at them to see how they progressed. And,

after business hours, there was little Polly herself.

He loved to contemplate her.

Six months of married life had worked certain changes in his black-eyed

slip of a girl; but something of the doe-like shyness that had caught

his fancy still clung to her. With strangers she could even yet be

touchingly bashful. Not long out of short frocks, she found it

difficult to stand upon her dignity as Mrs. Dr. Mahony. Besides, it was

second nature to Polly to efface herself, to steal mousily away.

Unless, of course, some one needed help or was in distress, in which

case she forgot to be shy. To her husband's habits and idiosyncrasies

she had adapted herself implicitly--but this came easy; for she was

sure everything Richard did was right, and that his way of looking at

things was the one and only way. So there was no room for discord

between them. By this time Polly could laugh over the dismay of her

first homecoming: the pitch-dark night and unfamiliar road, the racket

of the serenade, the apparition of the great spider: now, all this

might have happened to somebody else, not Polly Mahony. Her dislike of

things that creep and crawl was, it is true, inborn, and persisted; but

nowadays if one of the many "triantelopes" that infested the roof

showed its hairy legs, she had only to call Hempel, and out the latter

would pop with a broomstick, to do away with the creature. If a

scorpion or a centipede wriggled from under a log, the cry of "Tom!"

would bring the idle lad next door double-quick over the fence. Polly

had learnt not to summon her husband on these occasions; for Richard

held to the maxim: "Live and let live." If at night a tarantula

appeared on the bedroom-wall, he caught it in a covered glass and

carried it outside: "Just to come in again," was her rueful reflection.

But indeed Polly was surrounded by willing helpers. And small wonder,

thought Mahony. Her young nerves were so sound that Hempel's dry cough

never grated them: she doctored him and fussed over him, and was

worried that she could not cure him. She met Long Jim's grumbles with a

sunny face, and listened patiently to his forebodings that he would

never see "home" or his old woman again. She even brought out a clumsy

good-will in the young varmint Tom; nor did his old father's want of

refinement repel her.

"But, Richard, he's such a kind old man," she met her husband's

admission of this stumbling-block. "And it isn't his fault that he

wasn't properly educated. He has had to work for his living ever since

he was twelve years old."

And Mr. Ocock cried quits by remarking confidentially: "That little

lady o' yours 'as got 'er 'eadpiece screwed on the right way. It beats

me, doc., why you don't take 'er inter the store and learn 'er the

bizness. No offence, I'm sure," he made haste to add, disconcerted by

Mahony's cold stare.

Had anyone at this date tried to tell Polly she lived in a mean, rough

home, he would have had a poor reception. Polly was long since certain

that not a house on the diggings could compare with theirs. This was a

trait Mahony loved in her--her sterling loyalty; a loyalty that

embraced not only her dear ones themselves, but every stick and stone

belonging to them. His discovery of it helped him to understand her

allegiance to her own multicoloured family: in the beginning he had

almost doubted its sincerity. Now, he knew her better. It was just as

though a sixth sense had been implanted in Polly, enabling her to

pierce straight through John's self-sufficiency or Ned's vapourings, to

the real kernel of goodness that no doubt lay hid below. He himself

could not get at it; but then his powers of divination were the exact

opposite of Polly's. He was always struck by the weak or ridiculous

side of a person, and had to dig laboriously down to the virtues. While

his young wife, by a kind of genius, saw the good at a glance--and saw

nothing else. And she did not stint with her gift, or hoard it up

solely for use on her own kith and kin. Her splendid sympathy was the

reverse of clannish; it was applied to every mortal who crossed her

path.

Yes, for all her youth, Polly had quite a character of her own; and

even thus early her husband sometimes ran up against a certain native

sturdiness of opinion. But this did not displease him; on the contrary,

he would have thanked you for a wife who was only an echo of himself.

To take the case of the animals. He had a profound respect for those

creatures to which speech has been denied; and he treated the

four-footers that dwelt under his roof as his fellows, humanising them,

reading his own thoughts into them, and showing more consideration for

their feelings than if they had been able to speak up for themselves.

Polly saw this in the light of an exquisite joke. She was always kind

to Pompey and the stately Palmerston, and would as soon have forgotten

to set Richard's dinner before him as to feed the pair; but they

remained "the dog" and "the cat" to her, and, if they had enough to

eat, and received neither kicks nor blows, she could not conceive of

their souls asking more. It went beyond her to study the cat's dislike

to being turned off its favourite chair, or to believe that the dog did

not make dirty prints on her fresh scrubbed floor out of malice

prepense; it was also incredible that he should have doggy fits of

depression, in which up he must to stick a cold, slobbery snout into a

warm human hand. And when Richard tried to conciliate Palmerston

stalking sulky to the door, or to pet away the melancholy in the

rejected Pompey's eyes, Polly had to lay down her sewing and laugh at

her husband, so greatly did his behaviour amuse her.

Again, there was the question of literature. Books to Mahony were

almost as necessary as bread; to his girl-wife, on the other hand, they

seemed a somewhat needless luxury--less vital by far than the animals

that walked the floor. She took great care of the precious volumes

Richard had had carted up from Melbourne; but the cost of the transport

was what impressed her most. It was not an overstatement, thought

Mahony, to say that a stack of well-chopped, neatly piled wood meant

more to Polly than all the books ever written. Not that she did not

enjoy a good story: her work done, she liked few things better; and he

often smiled at the ease with which she lived herself into the world of

make-believe, knowing, of course, that it WAS make-believe and just a

kind of humbug. But poetry, and the higher fiction! Little Polly's

professed love for poetry had been merely a concession to the

conventional idea of girlhood; or, at best, such a burning wish to be

all her Richard desired, that, at the moment, she was convinced of the

truth of what she said. But did he read to her from his favourite

authors her attention WOULD wander, in spite of the efforts she made to

pin it down.

Mahony declaimed:

'TIS THE SUNSET OF LIFE GIVES US MYSTICAL LORE,

AND COMING EVENTS CAST THEIR SHADOWS BEFORE,

and his pleasure in the swing of the couplet was such that he repeated

it.

Polly wakened with a start. Her thoughts had been miles away--had been

back at the "Family Hotel". There Purdy, after several adventures, his

poor leg a mass of supuration, had at length betaken himself, to be

looked after by his Tilly; and Polly's hopes were all alight again.

She blushed guiltily at the repetition, and asked her husband to say

the lines once again. He did so.

"But they don't really, Richard, do they?" she said in an apologetic

tone--she referred to the casting of shadows. "It would be so useful if

they did--" and she drew a sigh at Purdy's dilatory treatment of the

girl who loved him so well.

"Oh, you prosaic little woman!" cried Mahony, and laid down his book to

kiss her. It was impossible to be vexed with Polly: she was so honest,

so transparent. "Did you never hear of a certain something called

poetic licence?"

No: Polly was more or less familiar with various other forms of

licence, from the gold-diggers' that had caused all the fuss, down to

the special licence by which she had been married; but this particular

one had not come her way. And on Richard explaining to her the liberty

poets allowed themselves, she shifted uncomfortably in her chair, and

was sorry to think he approved. It seemed to her just a fine name for

wanton exaggeration--if not something worse.

There were also those long evenings they spent over the first hundred

pages of WAVERLEY. Mahony, eager for her to share his enthusiasm,

comforted her each night anew that they would soon reach the story

proper, and then, how interested she would be! But the opening chapters

were a sandy desert of words, all about people duller than any Polly

had known alive; and sometimes, before the book was brought out, she

would heave a secret sigh--although, of course, she enjoyed sitting

cosily together with Richard, watching him and listening to his voice.

But they might have put their time to a pleasanter use: by talking of

themselves, or their friends, or how further to improve their home, or

what the store was doing.

Mahony saw her smiling to herself one evening; and after assuring

himself that there was nothing on the page before him to call that

pleased look to her young face, he laid the book down and offered her a

penny for her thoughts. But Polly was loath to confess to

wool-gathering.

"I haven't succeeded in interesting you, have I, Pollikins?"

She made haste to contradict him. Oh, it was very nice, and she loved

to hear him read.

"Come, honestly now, little woman!"

She faced him squarely at that, though with pink cheeks. "Well, not

much, Richard."

He took her on his knee. "And what were you smiling at?"

"Me? Oh, I was just thinking of something that happened yesterday"--and

Polly sat up, agog to tell.

It appeared that the day before, while he was out, the digger's wife

who did Polly's rough work for her had rushed in, crying that her

youngest was choking. Bonnetless, Polly had flown across to the woman's

hut. There she discovered the child, a fat youngster of a year or so,

purple in the face, with a button wedged in its throat. Taking it by

the heels she shook the child vigorously, upside-down; and, lo and

behold! this had the opposite effect to what she intended. When they

straightened the child out again the button was found to have passed

the danger-point and gone down. Quickly resolved, Polly cut slice on

slice of thin bread-and-butter, and with this she and Mrs. Hemmerde

stuffed the willing babe till, full to bursting, it warded them off

with its tiny hands.

Mahony laughed heartily at the tale, and applauded his wife's prompt

measures. "Short of the forceps nothing could have been better!"

Yes, Polly had a dash of native shrewdness, which he prized. And a pair

of clever hands that were never idle. He had given her leave to make

any changes she chose in the house, and she was for ever stitching away

at white muslin, or tacking it over pink calico. These affairs made

their little home very spick and span, and kept Polly from feeling

dull--if one could imagine Polly dull! With the cooking alone had there

been a hitch in the beginning. Like a true expert Mrs. Beamish had not

tolerated understudies: none but the lowliest jobs, such as

raisin-stoning or potato-peeling, had fallen to the three girls' share:

and in face of her first fowl Polly stood helpless and dismayed. But

not for long. Sarah was applied to for the best cookery-book on sale in

Melbourne, and when this arrived, Polly gave herself up to the study of

it. She had many failures, both private and avowed. With the worst, she

either retired behind the woodstack, or Tom disposed of them for her,

or the dog ate them up. But she persevered: and soon Mahony could with

truth declare that no one raised a better loaf or had a lighter hand at

pastry than his wife.

Three knocks on the wooden partition was the signal which, if he were

not serving a customer, summoned him to the kitchen.

"Oh, Richard, it's ripen beautifully!" And, red with heat and pride,

Polly drew a great golden-crusted, blown-up sponge-cake along the oven

shelf. Richard, who had a sweet tooth, pretended to be unable to curb

his impatience.

"Wait! First I must see ..." and she plunged a knife into the cake's

heart: it came out untarnished. "Yes, it's done to a turn."

There and then it was cut; for, said Mahony, that was the only way in

which he could make sure of a piece. Afterwards chunks were dealt out

to every one Polly knew--to Long Jim, Hempel, Tommy Ocock, the little

Hemmerdes. Side by side on the kitchen-table, their feet dangling in

the air, husband and wife sat boy-and-girl fashion and munched hot

cake, till their appetites for dinner were wrecked.

But the rains that heralded winter--and they set in early that

year--had not begun to fall when more serious matters claimed Mahony's

attention.

Chapter IV

It was an odd and inexplicable thing that business showed no sign of

improving. Affairs on Ballarat had, for months past, run their usual

prosperous course. The western township grew from day to day, and was

straggling right out to the banks of the great swamp. On the Flat, the

deep sinking that was at present the rule--some parties actually

touched a depth of three hundred feet before bottoming--had brought a

fresh host of fortune-hunters to the spot, and the results obtained bid

fair to rival those of the first golden year. The diggers' grievances

and their conflict with the government were now a turned page. At a

state trial all prisoners had been acquitted, and a general amnesty

declared for those rebels who were still at large. Unpopular ministers

had resigned or died; a new constitution for the colony awaited the

Royal assent; and pending this, two of the rebel-leaders, now prominent

townsmen, were chosen to sit in the Legislative Council. The future

could not have looked rosier. For others, that was. For him, Mahony, it

held more than one element of uncertainty.

At no time had he come near making a fortune out of storekeeping. For

one thing, he had been too squeamish. From the outset he had declined

to soil his hands with surreptitious grog-selling; nor would he be a

party to that evasion of the law which consisted in overcharging on

other goods, and throwing in drinks free. Again, he would rather have

been hamstrung than stoop to the tricks in vogue with regard to the

weighing of gold-dust: the greased scales, the wet sponge, false beams,

and so on. Accordingly, he had a clearer conscience than the majority

and a lighter till. But even at the legitimate ABC of business he had

proved a duffer. He had never, for instance, learned to be a really

skilled hand at stocking a shop. Was an out-of-the-way article called

for, ten to one he had run short of it; and the born shopman's knack of

palming off or persuading to a makeshift was not his. Such goods as he

had, he did not press on people; his attitude was always that of "take

it or leave it"; and he sometimes surprised a ridiculous feeling of

satisfaction when he chased a drunken and insolent customer off the

premises, or secured an hour's leisure unbroken by the jangle of the

store-bell.

Still, in spite of everything he had, till recently, done well enough.

Money was loose, and the diggers, if given long credit when down on

their luck, were in the main to be relied on to pay up when they struck

the lead or tapped a pocket. He had had slack seasons before now, and

things had always come right again. This made it hard for him to

explain the present prolonged spell of dullness.

That there was something more than ordinarily wrong first dawned on him

during the stock-taking in summer. Hempel and he were constantly coming

upon goods that had been too long on hand, and were now fit only to be

thrown away. Half-a-dozen boxes of currants showed a respectable growth

of mould; a like fate had come upon some flitches of bacon; and not a

bag of flour but had developed a species of minute maggot. Rats had got

at his coils of rope, one of which, sold in all good faith, had gone

near causing the death of the digger who used it. The remains of some

smoked fish were brought back and flung at his head with a shower of

curses, by a woman who had fallen ill through eating of it. And yet, in

spite of the replenishing this involved, the order he sent to town that

season was the smallest he had ever given. For the first time he could

not fill a dray, but had to share one with a greenhorn, who, if you

please, was setting up at his very door.

He and Hempel cracked their brains to account for the falling-off--or

at least he did: afterwards he believed Hempel had suspected the truth

and been too mealy-mouthed to speak out. It was Polly who

innocently--for of course he did not draw her into confidence--Polly

supplied the clue from a piece of gossip brought to the house by the

woman Hemmerde. It appeared that, at the time of the rebellion,

Mahony's open antagonism to the Reform League had given offence all

round--to the extremists as well as to the more wary on whose behalf

the League was drafted. They now got even with him by taking their

custom elsewhere. He snorted with indignation on hearing of it; then

laughed ironically. He was expected, was he, not only to bring his

personal tastes and habits into line with those of the majority, but to

deny his politics as well? And if he refused, they would make it hard

for him to earn a decent living in their midst. Nothing seemed easier

to these unprincipled democrats than for a man to cut his coat to suit

his job. Why, he might just as well turn Whig and be done with it!

He sat over his account-books. The pages were black with bad debts for

"tucker." Here however was no mystery. The owners of these names--Purdy

was among them--had without doubt been implicated in the Eureka riot,

and had made off and never returned. He struck a balance, and found to

his consternation that, unless business took a turn for the better, he

would not be able to hold out beyond the end of the year. Afterwards,

he was blessed if he knew what was going to happen. The ingenious

Hempel was full of ideas for tempting back fortune--opening a branch

store on a new lead was one of them, or removing bodily to Main

Street--but ready money was the SINE QUA NON of such schemes, and ready

money he had not got. Since his marriage he had put by as good as

nothing; and the enlarging and improving of his house, at that time,

had made a big hole in his bachelor savings. He did not feel justified

at the present pass in drawing on them anew. For one thing, before

summer was out there would be, if all went well, another mouth to feed.

And that meant a variety of seen and unforeseen expenses.

Such were the material anxieties he had to encounter in the course of

that winter. Below the surface a subtler embarrassment worked to

destroy his peace. In face of the shortage of money, he was obliged to

thank his stars that he had not lost the miserable lawsuit of a few

months back. Had that happened, he wouldn't at present have known where

to turn. But this amounted to confessing his satisfaction at having

pulled off his case, pulled it off anyhow, by no matter what crooked

means. And as if this were not enough, the last words he had heard

Purdy say came back to sting him anew. The boy had accused him of

judging a fight for freedom from a tradesman's standpoint. Now it might

be said of him that he was viewing justice from the same angle. He had

scorned the idea of distorting his political opinions to fit the trade

by which he gained his bread. But it was a far more serious thing if

his principles, his character, his sense of equity were all to be

undermined as well. If he stayed here, he would end by becoming as

blunt to what was right and fair as the rest of them. As it was, he was

no longer able to regard the two great landmarks of man's moral

development--liberty and justice--from the point of view of an honest

man and a gentleman.

His self-annoyance was so great that it galvanised him to action. There

and then he made up his mind: as soon as the child that was coming to

them was old enough to travel, he would sell out for what he could get,

and go back to the old country. Once upon a time he had hoped, when he

went, to take a good round sum with him towards a first-rate English

practice. Now he saw that this scheme had been a kind of

Jack-o'-lantern--a marsh-light after which he might have danced for

years to come. As matters stood, he must needs be content if, the

passage-moneys paid, he could scrape together enough to keep him afloat

till he found a modest corner to slip into.

His first impulse was to say nothing of this to his wife in the

meantime. Why unsettle her? But he had reckoned without the sudden

upward leap his spirits made, once his decision was taken: the winter

sky was blue as violets again above him; he turned out light-heartedly

of a morning. It was impossible to hide the change in his mood from

Polly--even if he had felt it fair to do so. Another thing: when he

came to study Polly by the light of his new plan, he saw that his

scruples about unsettling her were fanciful--wraiths of his own

imagining. As a matter of fact, the sooner he broke the news to her the

better. Little Polly was so thoroughly happy here that she would need

time to accustom herself to the prospect of life elsewhere.

He went about it very cautiously though; and with no hint of the sour

and sorry incidents that had driven him to the step. As was only

natural, Polly was rather easily upset at present: the very evening

before, he had had occasion to blame himself for his tactless behaviour.

In her first sick young fear Polly had impulsively written off to

Mother Beamish, to claim the fulfilment of that good woman's promise to

stand by her when her time came. One letter gave another; Mrs. Beamish

not only announced that she would hold herself ready to support her

"little duck" at a moment's notice, but filled sheets with sage advice

and old wives' maxims; and the correspondence, which had languished,

flared up anew. Now came an ill-scrawled, misspelt epistle from

Tilly--doleful, too, for Purdy had once more quitted her without

speaking the binding word--in which she told that Purdy's leg, though

healed, was permanently shortened; the doctor in Geelong said he would

never walk straight again.

Husband and wife sat and discussed the news, wondered how lameness

would affect Purdy's future and what he was doing now, Tilly not having

mentioned his whereabouts. "She has probably no more idea than we

have," said Mahony.

"I'm afraid not," said Polly with a sigh. "Well, I hope he won't come

back here, that's all"; and she considered the seam she was sewing,

with an absent air.

"Why, love? Don't you like old Dickybird?" asked Mahony in no small

surprise.

"Oh yes, quite well. But..."

"Is it because he still can't make up his mind to take your Tilly--eh?"

"That, too. But chiefly because of something he said."

"And what was that, my dear?"

"Oh, very silly," and Polly smiled.

"Out with it, madam! Or I shall suspect the young dog of having made

advances to my wife."

"Richard, DEAR!" Little Polly thought he was in earnest, and grew

exceedingly confused. "Oh no, nothing like that," she assured him, and

with red cheeks rushed into an explanation. "He only said, in spite of

you being such old friends he felt you didn't really care to have him

here on Ballarat. After a time you always invented some excuse to get

him away." But now that it was out, Polly felt the need of toning down

the statement, and added: "I shouldn't wonder if he was silly enough to

think you were envious of him, for having so many friends and being

liked by all sorts of people."

"Envious of him? I? Who on earth has been putting such ideas into your

head?" cried Mahony.

"It was 'mother' thought so--it was while I was still there," stammered

Polly, still more fluttered by the fact of him fastening on just these

words.

Mahony tried to quell his irritation by fidgeting round the room.

"Surely, Polly, you might give up calling that woman 'mother,' now you

belong to me--I thank you for the relationship!" he said testily. And

having with much unnecessary ado knocked the ashes out of his pipe, he

went on: "It's bad enough to say things of that kind; but to repeat

them, love, is in even poorer taste."

"Yes, Richard," said Polly meekly.

But her amazed inner query was: "Not even to one's own husband?"

She hung her head, till the white thread of parting between the dark

loops of her hair was almost perpendicular. She had spoken without

thinking in the first place--had just blurted out a passing thought.

But even when forced to explain, she had never dreamt of Richard taking

offence. Rather she had imagined the two of them--two banded lovingly

against one--making merry together over Purdy's nonsense. She had heard

her husband laugh away much unkinder remarks than this. And perhaps if

she had stopped there, and said no more, it might have been all right.

By her stupid attempt to gloss things over, she had really managed to

hurt him, and had made him think her gossipy into the bargain.

She went on with her sewing. But when Mahony came back from the brisk

walk by means of which he got rid of his annoyance, he fancied, though

Polly was as cheery as ever and had supper laid for him, that her

eyelids were red.

This was why, the following evening, he promised himself to be discreet.

Winter had come in earnest; the night was wild and cold. Before the

crackling stove the cat lay stretched at full length, while Pompey

dozed fitfully, his nose between his paws. The red-cotton curtains that

hung at the little window gave back the lamplight in a ruddy glow; the

clock beat off the seconds evenly, except when drowned by the wind,

which came in bouts, hurling itself against the corners of the house.

And presently, laying down his book--Polly was too busy now to be read

to--Mahony looked across at his wife. She was wrinkling her pretty

brows over the manufacture of tiny clothes, a rather pale little woman

still, none of the initial discomforts of her condition having been

spared her. Feeling his eyes on her, she looked up and smiled: did ever

anyone see such a ridiculous armhole? Three of one's fingers were

enough to fill it--and she held the little shirt aloft for his

inspection. Here was his chance: the child's coming offered the best of

pretexts. Taking not only the midget garment but also the hand that

held it, he told her of his resolve to go back to England and re-enter

his profession.

"You know, love, I've always wished to get home again. And now there's

an additional reason. I don't want my ... our children to grow up in a

place like this. Without companions--or refining influences. Who knows

how they would turn out?"

He said it, but in his heart he knew that his children would be safe

enough. And Polly, listening to him, made the same reservation: yes,

but OUR children....

"And so I propose, as soon as the youngster's old enough to travel, to

haul down the flag for good and all, and book passages for the three of

us in some smart clipper. We'll live in the country, love. Think of it,

Polly! A little gabled, red-roofed house at the foot of some Sussex

down, with fruit trees and a high hedge round it, and only the

oast-houses peeping over. Doesn't it make your mouth water, my dear?"

He had risen in his eagerness, and stood with his back to the stove,

his legs apart. And Polly nodded and smiled up at him--though, truth to

tell, the picture he drew did not mean much to her: she had never been

in Sussex, nor did she know what an oast-house was. A night such as

this, with flying clouds and a shrill, piping wind, made her think of

angry seas and a dark ship's cabin, in which she lay deathly sick. But

it was not Polly's way to dwell on disagreeables: her mind glanced off

to a pleasanter theme.

"Have you ever thought, Richard, how strange it will seem when there

ARE three of us? You and I will never be quite alone together again.

Oh, I do hope he will be a good baby and not cry much. It will worry

you if he does--like Hempel's cough. And then you won't love him

properly."

"I shall love it because it is yours, my darling. And the baby of such

a dear little mother is sure to be good."

"Oh, babies will be babies, you know!" said Polly, with a new air of

wisdom which sat delightfully on her.

Mahony pinched her cheek. "Mrs. Mahony, you're shirking my question.

Tell me now, should you not be pleased to get back to England?"

"I'll go wherever you go, Richard," said Polly staunchly. "Always. And

of course I should like to see mother--I mean my real mother--again.

But then Ned's here ... and John, and Sarah. I should be very sorry to

leave them. I don't think any of them will ever go home now."

"They may be here, but they don't trouble YOU often, my dear," said

Mahony, with more than a hint of impatience. "Especially Ned the

well-beloved, who lives not a mile from your door."

"I know he doesn't often come to see us, Richard. But he's only a boy;

and has to work so hard. You see it's like this. If Ned should get into

any trouble, I'm here to look after him; and I know that makes mother's

mind easier--Ned was always her favourite."

"And an extraordinary thing, too! I believe it's the boy's good looks

that blind you women to his faults."

"Oh no, indeed it isn't!" declared Polly warmly. "It's just because

Ned's Ned. The dearest fellow, if you really know him."

"And so your heart's anchored here, little wife, and would remain here

even if I carried your body off to England?"

"Oh no, Richard," said Polly again. "My heart would always be where you

are. But I can't help wondering how Ned would get on alone. And Jerry

will soon be here too, now, and he's younger still. And HOW I should

like to see dear Tilly settled before I go!"

Judging that enough had been said for the time being, Mahony re-opened

his book, leaving his wife to chew the cud of innocent matchmaking and

sisterly cares.

In reality Polly's reflections were of quite another nature.

Her husband's abrupt resolve to leave the colony, disturbing though it

was, did not take her altogether by surprise. She would have needed to

be both deaf and blind not to notice that the store-bell rang much

seldomer than it used to, and that Richard had more spare time on his

hands. Yes, trade was dull, and that made him fidgety. Now she had

always known that someday it would be her duty to follow Richard to

England. But she had imagined that day to be very far off--when they

were elderly people, and had saved up a good deal of money. To hear the

date fixed for six months hence was something of a shock to her. And it

was at this point that Polly had a sudden inspiration. As she listened

to Richard talking of resuming his profession, the thought flashed

through her mind: why not here? Why should he not start practice in

Ballarat, instead of travelling all those thousands of miles to do it?

This was what she ruminated while she tucked and hemmed. She could

imagine, of course, what his answer would be. He would say there were

too many doctors on Ballarat already; not more than a dozen of them

made satisfactory incomes. But this argument did not convince Polly.

Richard wasn't, perhaps, a great success at storekeeping; but that was

only because he was too good for it. As a doctor, he with his

cleverness and gentlemanly manners would soon, she was certain, stand

head and shoulders above the rest. And then there would be money

galore. It was true he did not care for Ballarat--was down on both

place and people. But this objection, too, Polly waived. It passed

belief that anybody could really dislike this big, rich, bustling,

go-ahead township, where such handsome buildings were springing up and

every one was so friendly. In her heart she ascribed her husband's want

of love for it to the "infra dig" position he occupied. If he mixed

with his equals again and got rid of the feeling that he was looked

down on, it would make all the difference in the world to him. He would

then be out of reach of snubs and slights, and people would understand

him better--not the residents on Ballarat alone, but also John, and

Sarah, and the Beamishes, none of whom really appreciated Richard. In

her mind's eye Polly had a vision of him going his rounds mounted on a

chestnut horse, dressed in surtout and choker, and hand and glove with

the bigwigs of society--the gentlemen at the Camp, the Police

Magistrate and Archdeacon Long, the rich squatters who lived at the

foot of Mount Buninyong. It brought the colour to her cheeks merely to

think of it.

She did not, however, breathe a word of this to Richard. She was a

shade wiser than the night before, when she had vexed him by blurting

out her thoughts. And the present was not the right time to speak. In

these days Richard was under the impression that she needed to be

humoured. He might agree with her against his better judgment, or,

worse still, pretend to agree. And Polly didn't want that. She wished

fairly to persuade him that, by setting up here on the diggings where

he was known and respected, he would get on quicker, and make more

money, than if he buried himself in some poky English village where no

one had ever heard of him.

Meanwhile the unconscious centre of her ambitions wore a perplexed

frown. Mahony was much exercised just now over the question of medical

attendance for Polly. The thought of coming into personal contact with

a member of the fraternity was distasteful to him; none of them had an

inkling who or what he was. And, though piqued by their

unsuspectingness, he at the same time feared lest it should not be

absolute, and he have the ill-luck to hit on a practitioner who had

heard of his stray spurts of doctoring and written him down a charlatan

and a quack. For this reason he would call in no one in the immediate

neighbourhood--even the western township seemed too near. Ultimately,

his choice fell on a man named Rogers who hailed from Mount Pleasant,

the rise on the opposite side of the valley and some two miles off. It

was true since he did not intend to disclose his own standing, the

distance would make the fellow's fees mount up. But Rogers was at least

properly qualified (half those claiming the title of physician were

impudent impostors, who didn't know a diploma from the Ten

Commandments), of the same ALMA MATER as himself--not a contemporary,

though, he took good care of that!--and, if report spoke true, a

skilful and careful obstetrician.

When, however, in response to a note carried by Long Jim Rogers drew

rein in front of the store, Mahony was not greatly impressed by him. He

proved to be a stout, reddish man, some ten years Mahony's senior, with

a hasty-pudding face and an undecided manner. There he sat, his ten

spread finger-tips meeting and gently tapping one another across his

paunch, and nodding: "Just so, just so!" to all he heard. He had the

trick of saying everything twice over. "Needs to clinch his own

opinion!" was Mahony's swift diagnosis. Himself, he kept in the

background. And was he forced to come forward his manner was both stiff

and forbidding, so on tenterhooks was he lest the other should presume

to treat him as anything but the storekeeper he gave himself out to be.

A day or so later who but the wife must arrive to visit Polly!--a piece

of gratuitous friendliness that could well have been dispensed with;

even though Mahony felt it keenly that, at this juncture, Polly should

lack companions of her own sex. But Rogers had married beneath him, and

the sight of the pursy upstart--there were people on the Flat who

remembered her running barefoot and slatternly--sitting there, in satin

and feathers, lording it over his own little Jenny Wren, was more than

Mahony could tolerate. The distance was put forward as an excuse for

Polly not returning the call, and Polly was docile as usual; though for

her part she had thought her visitor quite a pleasant, kindly woman.

But then Polly never knew when she was being patronised!

To wipe out any little trace of disappointment, her husband suggested

that she should write and ask one of the Beamish girls to stay with

her: it would keep her from feeling the days long.

But Polly only laughed. "Long?--when I have so much sewing to do?"

No, she did not want company. By now, indeed, she regretted having sent

off that impulsive invitation to Mrs. Beamish for the end of the year.

Puzzle as she would, she could not see how she was going to put

"mother" comfortably up.

Meanwhile the rains were changing the familiar aspect of the place.

Creeks--in summer dry gutters of baked clay--were now rich red rivers;

and the yellow Yarrowee ran full to the brim, keeping those who lived

hard by it in a twitter of anxiety. The steep slopes of Black Hill

showed thinly green; the roads were ploughed troughs of sticky mire.

Occasional night frosts whitened the ground, bringing cloudless days in

their wake. Then down came the rain once more, and fell for a week on

end. The diggers were washed out of their holes, the Flat became an

untraversable bog. And now there were floods in earnest: the creeks

turned to foaming torrents that swept away trees and the old roots of

trees; and the dwellers on the river banks had to fly for their bare

lives.

Over the top of book or newspaper Mahony watched his wife stitch,

stitch, stitch, with a zeal that never flagged, at the dolly garments.

Just as he could read his way, so Polly sewed hers, through the time of

waiting. But whereas she, like a sensible little woman, pinned her

thoughts fast to the matter in hand, he let his range freely over the

future. Of the many good things this had in store for him, one in

particular whetted his impatience. It took close on a twelvemonth out

here to get hold of a new book. On Ballarat not even a stationer's

existed; nor were there more than a couple of shops in Melbourne itself

that could be relied on to carry out your order. You perforce fell

behind in the race, remained ignorant of what was being said and

done--in science, letters, religious controversy--in the great world

overseas. To this day he didn't know whether Agassiz had or had not

been appointed to the chair of Natural History in Edinburgh; or whether

fresh heresies with regard to the creation of species had spoiled his

chances; did not know whether Hugh Miller had actually gone crazy over

the VESTIGES; or even if those arch-combatants, Syme and Simpson, had

at length sheathed their swords. Now, however, God willing, he would

before very long be back in the thick of it all, in intimate touch with

the doings of the most wide-awake city in Europe; and new books and

pamphlets would come into his possession as they dropped hot from the

press.

Chapter V

And then one morning--it was spring now, and piping hot at noon--Long

Jim brought home from the post-office a letter for Polly, addressed in

her sister Sarah's sloping hand. Knowing the pleasure it would give

her, Mahony carried it at once to his wife; and Polly laid aside broom

and duster and sat down to read.

But he was hardly out of the room when a startled cry drew him back to

her side. Polly had hidden her face, and was shaken by sobs As he could

not get her to speak, Mahony picked up the letter from the floor and

read it for himself.

Sarah wrote like one distracted.

OH, MY DEAR SISTER, HOW CAN I FIND WORDS TO TELL YOU OF THE TRULY

"AWFUL" CALAMITY THAT HAS BEFALLEN OUR UNHAPPY BROTHER. Mahony skipped

the phrases, and learnt that owing to a carriage accident Emma Turnham

had been prematurely confined, and, the best medical aid

notwithstanding--JOHN SPARED ABSOLUTELY "NO" EXPENSE--had died two days

later. JOHN IS LIKE A MADMAN. DIRECTLY I HEARD THE "SHOCKING" NEWS, I

AT ONCE THREW UP MY ENGAGEMENT--AT "SERIOUS" LOSS TO MYSELF, BUT THAT

IS A MATTER OF SMALL CONSEQUENCE--AND CAME TO TAKE MY PLACE BESIDE OUR

POOR DEAR BROTHER IN HIS GREAT TRIAL. BUT ALL MY EFFORTS TO BRING HIM

TO A PROPER AND "CHRISTIAN" FRAME OF MIND HAVE BEEN FRUITLESS. I AM

INDEED ALARMED TO BE ALONE WITH HIM, AND I TREMBLE FOR THE CHILDREN,

FOR HE IS POSSESSED OF AN "INSANE" HATRED FOR THE SWEET LITTLE LOVES.

HE HAS LOCKED HIMSELF IN HIS ROOM, WILL SEE "NO ONE" NOR TOUCH A

"PARTICLE" OF NOURISHMENT. DO, MY DEAREST POLLY, COME AT ONCE ON

RECEIPT OF THIS, AND HELP ME IN THE "TRULY AWFUL" TASK THAT HAS BEEN

LAID UPON ME. AND PRAY FORGIVE ME FOR USING THIS PLAIN PAPER. I HAVE

HAD LITERALLY NO TIME TO ORDER MOURNING "OF ANY KIND."

So that was Sarah! With a click of the tongue Mahony tossed the letter

on the table, and made it clear to Polly that under no consideration

would he allow her to attempt the journey to town. Her relatives seemed

utterly to have forgotten her condition; if, indeed., they had ever

grasped the fact that she was expecting a child.

But Polly did not heed him. "Oh, poor, poor Emma! Oh, poor dear John!"

Her husband could only soothe her by promising to go to Sarah's

assistance himself, the following day.

They had been entirely in the dark about things. For John Turnham

thought proper to erect a jealous wall about his family life. What went

on behind it was nobody's business but his own. You felt yourself--were

meant to feel yourself--the alien, the outsider. And Mahony marvelled

once more at the wealth of love and sympathy his little Polly had kept

fresh for these two, who had wasted so few of their thoughts on her.

Polly dried her eyes; he packed his carpet-bag. He did this with a good

deal of pother, pulling open the wrong drawers, tumbling up their

contents and generally making havoc of his wife's arrangements. But the

sight of his clumsiness acted as a kind of tonic on Polly: she liked to

feel that he was dependent on her for his material comfort and

well-being.

They spoke of John's brief married life.

"He loved her like a pagan, my dear," said Mahony. "And if what your

sister Sarah writes is not exaggerated, he is bearing his punishment in

a truly pagan way."

"But you won't say that to him, dear Richard ... will you? You'll be

very gentle with him?" pleaded Polly anxiously.

"Indeed I shall, little woman. But one can't help thinking these

things, all the same. You know it is written: 'Thou shalt have none

other gods but Me.'"

"Yes, I know. But then this was JUST Emma ... and she was so pretty and

so good"--and Polly cried anew.

Mahony rose before dawn to catch the coach. Together with a packet of

sandwiches, Polly brought him a small black mantle.

"For Sarah, with my dear love. You see, Richard, I know she always

wears coloured dresses. And she will feel so much happier if she has

SOMETHING black to put on." Little Polly's voice was deep with

persuasion. Richard was none too well pleased, she could see, at having

to unlock his bag again; she feared too, that, after the letter of the

day before, his opinion of Sarah had gone down to zero.

Mahony secured a corner seat; and so, though his knees interlocked with

those of his VIS-A-VIS, only one of the eight inside passengers was

jammed against him. The coach started; and the long, dull hours of the

journey began to wear away. Nothing broke the monotony but speculations

whether the driver--a noted tippler--would be drunk before Melbourne

was reached and capsize them; and the drawling voice of a Yankee

prospector, who told lying tales about his exploits in California in

'48 until, having talked his hearers to sleep, he dropped off himself.

Then, Mahony fell to reflecting on what lay before him. He didn't like

the job. He was not one of your born good Samaritans: he relished

intruding as little as being intruded on. Besides, morally to sustain,

to forbear with, a fellow-creature in misfortune, seemed to him as

difficult and thankless a task as any required of one. Infinite tact

was essential, and a skin thick enough to stand snubs and rebuffs. But

here he smiled. "Or my little wife's inability to recognise them!"

House and garden had lost their air of well-groomed smartness: the gate

stood ajar, the gravel was unraked, the verandah-flooring black with

footmarks. With all the blinds still down, the windows looked like so

many dead eyes. Mahony's first knock brought no response; at his

second, the door was opened by Sarah Turnham herself. But a very

different Sarah this, from the elegant and sprightly young person who

had graced his wedding. Her chignon was loose, her dress dishevelled.

On recognising Mahony, she uttered a cry and fell on his neck--he had

to disengage her arms by force and speak severely to her, declaring

that he would go away again, if she carried out her intention of

swooning.

At last he got her round so far that she could tell her tale, which she

did with a hysterical overstatement. She had, it seemed, arrived there

just before her sister-in-law died. John was quarrelling furiously with

all three doctors, and, before the end, insulted the only one who was

left in such a fashion that he, too, marched out of the house. They had

to get the dead woman measured, coffined and taken away by stealth.

Whereupon John had locked himself up in his room, and had not been seen

since. He had a loaded revolver with him; through the closed door he

had threatened to shoot both her and the children. The servants had

deserted, panic-stricken at their master's behaviour, at the sudden

collapse of the well-regulated household: the last, a nurse-girl sent

out on an errand some hours previously, had not returned. Sarah was at

her wits' end to know what to do with the children--he might hear them

screaming at this moment.

Mahony, in no hesitancy now how to deal with the situation, laid his

hat aside and drew off his gloves. "Prepare some food," he said

briefly. "A glass of port and a sandwich or two, if you can manage

nothing else--but meat of some kind."

But there was not a morsel of meat in the house.

"Then go to the butcher's and buy some."

Sarah gasped, and bridled. She had never in her life been inside a

butcher's shop!

"Good God, woman, then the sooner you make the beginning the better!"

cried Mahony. And as he strode down the passage to the door she

indicated, he added: "Now control yourself, madam! And if you have not

got what I want in a quarter of an hour's time, I'll walk out of the

house and leave you to your own devices!" At which Sarah, cowed and

shaken, began tremblingly to tie her bonnet-strings.

Mahony knocked three times at the door of John Turnham's room, each

time more loudly. Then he took to battering with his fist on the

panels, and cried: "It is I, John, your brother-in-law! Have the

goodness to unlock this door at once!"

There was still an instant of suspense; then heavy footsteps crossed

the floor and the door swung back. Mahony's eyes met a haggard white

face set in a dusky background.

"You!" said John in a slow, dazed way, and blinked at the light. But in

the next breath he burst out: "Where's that damned fool of a woman? Is

she skulking behind you? I won't see her--won't have her near me!"

"If you mean your sister Sarah, she is not in the house at present,"

said Mahony; and stepping over the threshold he shut the door. The two

men faced each other in the twilight.

"What do you want?" demanded John in a hoarse voice. "Have you, too,

come to preach and sermonise? If so, you can go back where you came

from! I'll have none of that cant here."

"No, no, I leave that to those whose business it is. I'm here as your

doctor"; and Mahony drew up a blind and opened a window. Instantly the

level sun-rays flooded the room; and the air that came in with them

smacked of the sea. Just outside the window a quince-tree in full

blossom reared extravagant masses of pink snow against the blue

overhead; beyond it a covered walk of vines shone golden-green. There

was not a cloud in the sky. To turn back to the musty room from all

this lush and lovely life was like stepping down into a vault.

John had sunk into a seat before a secretaire, and shielded his eyes

from the sun. A burnt-out candle stood at his elbow; and in a line

before him were ranged such images as remained to him of his dead--a

dozen or more daguerrotypes, of various sizes: Emma and he before

marriage and after marriage; Emma with her first babe, at different

stages of its growth; Emma with the two children; Emma in ball-attire;

with a hat on; holding a book.

The sight gave the quietus to Mahony's scruples. Stooping, he laid his

hand on John's shoulder. "My poor fellow," he said gently. "Your sister

was not in a fit state to travel, so I have come in her place to tell

you how deeply, how truly, we feel for you in your loss. I want to try,

too, to help you to bear it. For it has to be borne, John."

At this the torrent burst. Leaping to his feet John began to fling

wildly to and fro; and then, for a time, the noise of his lamentations

filled the room. Mahony had assisted at scenes of this kind before, but

never had he heard the like of the blasphemies that poured over John's

lips. (Afterwards, when he had recovered his distance, he would refer

to it as the occasion on which John took the Almighty to task, for

having dared to interfere in his private life.)

At the moment he sat silent. "Better for him to get it out," he thought

to himself, even while he winced at John's scurrility.

When, through sheer exhaustion, John came to a stop, Mahony cast about

for words of consolation. All reference to the mystery of God's way was

precluded; and he shrank from entering that sound plea for the working

of Time, which drives a spike into the heart of the new-made mourner.

He bethought himself of the children. "Remember, she did not leave you

comfortless. You have your little ones. Think of them."

But this was a false move. Like a belated thunderclap after the storm

is over, John broke out again, his haggard eyes aflame. "Curse the

children!" he cried thickly. "Curse them, I say! If I had once caught

sight of them since she ... she went, I should have wrung their necks.

I never wanted children. They came between us. They took her from me.

It was a child that killed her. Now, she is gone and they are left.

Keep them out of my way, Mahony! Don't let them near me.--Oh, Emma...

wife!" and here his shoulders heaved, under dry, harsh sobs.

Mahony felt his own eyes grow moist. "Listen to me, John. I promise

you, you shall not see your children again until you wish to--till

you're glad to recall them, as a living gift from her you have lost.

I'll look after them for you."

"You will? ... God bless you, Mahony!"

Judging the moment ripe, Mahony rose and went out to fetch the tray on

which Sarah had set the eatables. The meat was but a chop, charred on

one side, raw on the other; but John did not notice its shortcomings.

He fell on it like the starving man he was, and gulped down two or

three glasses of port. The colour returned to his face, he was able to

give an account of his wife's last hours. "And to talk is what he

needs, even if he goes on till morning." Mahony was quick to see that

there were things that rankled in John's memory, like festers in flesh.

One was that, knowing the greys were tricky, he had not forbidden them

to Emma long ago. But he had felt proud of her skill in handling the

reins, of the attention she attracted. Far from thwarting her, he had

actually urged her on. Her fall had been a light one, and at the outset

no bad results were anticipated: a slight haemorrhage was soon got

under control. A week later, however, it began anew, more violently,

and then all remedies were in vain. As it became clear that the child

was dead, the doctors had recourse to serious measures. But the

bleeding went on. She complained of a roaring in her ears, her

extremities grew cold, her pulse fluttered to nothing. She passed from

syncope to coma, and from coma to death. John swore that two of the

doctors had been the worse for drink; the third was one of those

ignorant impostors with whom the place swarmed. And again he made

himself reproaches.

"I ought to have gone to look for someone else. But she was dying ... I

could not tear myself away.--Mahony, I can still see her. They had

stretched her across the bed, so that her head hung over the side. Her

hair swept the floor--one scoundrel trod on it ... trod on her hair!

And I had to stand by and watch, while they butchered her--butchered my

girl.--Oh, there are things, Mahony, one cannot dwell on and live!"

"You must not look at it like that. Yet, when I recall some of the

cases I've seen contraction induced in ..."

"Ah yes, if you had been here ... my God, if only you had been here!"

But Mahony did not encourage this idea; it was his duty to unhitch

John's thoughts from the past. He now suggested that, the children and

Sarah safe in his keeping, John should shut up the house and go away.

To his surprise John jumped at the proposal, was ready there and then

to put it into effect. Yes, said he, he would start the very next

morning, and with no more than a blanket on his back, would wander a

hundred odd miles into the bush, sleeping out under the stars at night,

and day by day increasing the distance between himself and the scene of

his loss. And now up he sprang, in a sudden fury to be gone. Warning

Sarah into the background, Mahony helped him get together a few

necessaries, and then walked him to a hotel. Here he left him sleeping

under the influence of a drug, and next day saw him off on his tramp

northwards, over the Great Divide.

John's farewell words were: "Take the keys of the house with you, and

don't give them up to me under a month, at least."

That day's coach was full; they had to wait for seats till the

following afternoon. The delay was not unwelcome to Mahony; it gave

Polly time to get the letter he had written her the night before. After

leaving John, he set about raising money for the extra fares and other

unforeseen expenses: at the eleventh hour, Sarah informed him that

their young brother Jerry had landed in Melbourne during Emma's

illness, and had been hastily boarded out. Knowing no one else in the

city, Mahony was forced, much as it went against the grain, to turn to

Henry Ocock for assistance. And he was effusively received--Ocock tried

to press double the sum needed on him. Fortune was no doubt smiling on

the lawyer. His offices had swelled to four rooms, with appropriate

clerks in each. He still, however, nursed the scheme of transferring

his business to Ballarat.

"As soon, that is, as I can hear of suitable premises. I understand

there's only one locality to be considered, and that's the western

township." On which Mahony, whose address was in the outer darkness,

repeated his thanks and withdrew.

He found Jerry's lodging, paid the bill, and took the boy back to St.

Kilda--a shy slip of a lad in his early teens, with the colouring and

complexion that ran in the family. John's coachman, who had shown

himself not indisposed--for a substantial sum, paid in advance--to keep

watch over house and grounds, was installed in an outbuilding, and next

day at noon, after personally aiding Sarah, who was all a-tremble at

the prospect of the bush journey, to pack her own and the children's

clothes, Mahony turned the key in the door of the darkened house. But a

couple of weeks ago it had been a proud and happy home. Now it had no

more virtue left in it than a crab's empty shell.

He had fumed on first learning of Jerry's superfluous presence; but

before they had gone far he saw that he would have fared ill indeed,

had Jerry not been there. Sarah, too agitated that morning to touch a

bite of food, was seized, not an hour out, with sickness and fainting.

There she sat, her eyes closed, her salts to her nose or feebly sipping

brandy, unable to lift a finger to help with the children. The younger

of the two slept most of the way hotly and heavily on Mahony's knee;

but the boy, a regular pest, was never for a moment still. In vain did

his youthful uncle pinch his leg each time he wriggled to the floor. It

was not till a fierce-looking digger opposite took out a jack-knife and

threatened to saw off both his feet if he stirred again, to cut out his

tongue if he put another question that, scarlet with fear, little

Johnny was tamed. Altogether it was a nightmare of a journey, and

Mahony groaned with relief when, lamps having for some time twinkled

past, the coach drew up, and Hempel and Long Jim stepped forward with

their lanterns. Sarah could hardly stand. The children, wrathful at

being wakened from their sleep, kicked and screamed.

Chapter VI

For the first time in her young married life, Polly felt vexed with her

husband.

"Oh, he shouldn't have done that... no, really he shouldn't!" she

murmured; and the hand with the letter in it drooped to her lap.

She had been doing a little surreptitious baking in Richard's absence,

and without a doubt was hot and tired. The tears rose to her eyes.

Deserting her pastry-board she retreated behind the woodstack and sat

down on the chopping-block; and then, for some minutes, the sky was

blotted out. She felt quite unequal, in her present condition, to

facing Sarah, who was so sensitive, so easily shocked; and she was

deeply averse from her fine-lady sister discovering the straitness of

Richard's means and home.

But it was hard for Polly to secure a moment's privacy.

"An' so this is w'ere you're 'idin', is it?" said Long Jim

snappishly--he had been opening a keg of treacle and held a sticky plug

in his hand. "An' me runnin' my pore ol' legs off arter you!" And

Hempel met her on her entry with: "No further bad news, I 'ope and

trust, ma'am?"--Hempel always retained his smooth servility of manner.

"The shopman PAR EXCELLENCE, my dear!" Richard was used to say of him.

Polly reassured her attendants, blew her nose, re-read her letter; and

other feelings came uppermost. She noticed how scribbly the writing

was--Richard had evidently been hard pushed for time. There was an

apologetic tone about it, too, which was unlike him. He was probably

wondering what she would say; he might even be making himself

reproaches. It was unkind of her to add to them. Let her think rather

of the sad state poor John had been found in, and of his two motherless

babes. As for Sarah, it would never have done to leave her out.

Wiping her eyes Polly untied her cooking-apron and set to reviewing her

resources. Sarah would have to share her bed, Richard to sleep on the

sofa. The children ... and here she knitted her brows. Then going into

the yard, she called to Tom Ocock, who sat whittling a stick in front

of his father's house; and Tom went down to Main Street for her, and

bought a mattress which he carried home on his shoulder. This she

spread on the bedroom floor, Mrs. Hemmerde having already given both

rooms a sound scouring, just in case a flea or a spider should be lying

perdu. After which Polly fell to baking again in good earnest; for the

travellers would be famished by the time they arrived.

Towards ten o'clock Tom, who was on the look-out, shouted that the

coach was in, and Polly, her table spread, a good fire going, stepped

to the door, outwardly very brave, inwardly all a-flutter. Directly,

however, she got sight of the forlorn party that toiled up the slope:

Sarah clinging to Hempel's arm, Mahony bearing one heavy child,

and--could she believe her eyes?--Jerry staggering under the other: her

bashfulness was gone. She ran forward to prop poor Sarah on her free

side, to guide her feet to the door; and it is doubtful whether little

Polly had ever spent a more satisfying hour than that which followed.

Her husband, watching her in silent amaze, believed she thoroughly

enjoyed the fuss and commotion.

There was Sarah, too sick to see anything but the bed, to undress, to

make fomentations for, to coax to mouthfuls of tea and toast. There was

Jerry to feed and send off, with the warmest of hugs, to share Tom

Ocock's palliasse. There were the children ... well, Polly's first plan

had been to put them straight to bed. But when she came to peel off

their little trousers she changed her mind.

"I think, Mrs. Hemmerde, if you'll get me a tub of hot water, we'll

just pop them into it; they'll sleep so much better," she said ... not

quite truthfully. Her private reflection was: "I don't think Sarah can

once have washed them properly, all that time."

The little girl let herself be bathed in her sleep; but young John

stood and bawled, digging fat fists into slits of eyes, while Polly

scrubbed at his massy knees, the dimpled ups and downs of which looked

as if they had been worked in by hand. She had never seen her brother's

children before and was as heartily lost in admiration of their plump,

well-formed bodies, as her helper of the costliness of their outfit.

"Real Injun muslin, as I'm alive!" ejaculated the woman, on fishing out

their night-clothes. "An' wid the sassiest lace for trimmin'!--Och, the

poor little motherless angels!--Stan' quiet, you young divil you, an'

lemme button you up!"

Clean as lily-bells, the pair were laid on the mattress-bed.

"At least they can't fall out," said Polly, surveying her work with a

sigh of content.

Every one else having retired, she sat with Richard before the fire,

waiting for his bath-water to reach the boil. He was anxious to know

just how she had fared in his absence, she to hear the full story of

his mission. He confessed to her that his offer to load himself up with

the whole party had been made in a momentary burst of feeling.

Afterwards he had repented his impulsiveness.

"On your account, love. Though when I see how well you've managed--you

dear, clever little woman!"

And Polly consoled him, being now come honestly to the stage of: "But,

Richard, what else could you do?"

"What, indeed! I knew Emma had no relatives in Melbourne, and who

John's intimates might be I had no more idea than the man in the moon."

"John hasn't any friends. He never had."

"As for leaving the children in Sarah's charge, if you'll allow me to

say so, my dear, I consider your sister Sarah the biggest goose of a

female it has ever been my lot to run across."

"Ah, but you don't really know Sarah yet," said Polly, and smiled a

little, through the tears that had ripen to her eyes at the tale of

John's despair.

What Mahony did not mention to her was the necessity he had been under

of borrowing money; though Polly was aware he had left home with but a

modest sum in his purse. He wished to spare her feelings. Polly had a

curious delicacy--he might almost call it a manly delicacy--with regard

to money; and the fact that John had not offered to put hand to pocket;

let alone liberally flung a blank cheque at his head, would, Mahony

knew, touch his wife on a tender spot. Nor did Polly herself ask

questions. Richard made no allusion to John having volunteered to bear

expenses, so the latter had evidently not done so. What a pity! Richard

was so particular himself, in matters of this kind, that he might write

her brother down close and stingy. Of course John's distressed state of

mind partly served to excuse him. But she could not imagine the

calamity that would cause Richard to forget his obligations.

She slid her hand into her husband's and they sat for a while in

silence. Then, half to herself, and out of a very different train of

thought she said: "Just fancy them never crying once for their mother."

* * * * *

"Talking of friends," said Sarah, and fastidiously cleared her throat.

"Talking of friends, I wonder now what has become of one of those young

gentlemen I met at your wedding. He was ... let me see ... why, I

declare if I haven't forgotten his name!"

"Oh, I know who you mean--besides there was only one, Sarah," Mahony

heard his wife reply, and therewith fall into her sister's trap. "You

mean Purdy--Purdy Smith--who was Richard's best man."

"Smith?" echoed Sarah. "La, Polly! Why don't he make it Smythe?"

It was a warm evening some three weeks later. The store was closed to

customers; but Mahony had ensconced himself in a corner of it with a

book: since the invasion, this was the one place in which he could make

sure of finding quiet. The sisters sat on the log-bench before the

house; and, without seeing them, Mahony knew to a nicety how they were

employed. Polly darned stockings, for John's children; Sarah was

tatting, with her little finger stuck out at right angles to the rest.

Mahony could hardly think of this finger without irritation: it seemed

to sum up Sarah's whole outlook on life.

Meanwhile Polly's fresh voice went on, relating Purdy's fortunes. "He

took part, you know, in the dreadful affair on the Eureka last

Christmas, when so many poor men were killed. We can speak of it, now

they've all been pardoned; but then we had to be very careful. Well, he

was shot in the ankle, and will always be lame from it."

"What!--go hobbling on one leg for the remainder of his days? Oh, my

dear!" said Sarah, and laughed.

"Yes, because the wound wasn't properly attended to--he had to hide

about in the bush, for ever so long. Later on he went to the Beamishes,

to be nursed. But by that time his poor leg was in a very bad state.

You know he is engaged--or very nearly so--to Tilly Beamish."

"What?" said Sarah once more. "That handsome young fellow engaged to

one of those vulgar creatures?"

"Oh, Sarah ... not really vulgar. It isn't their fault they didn't have

a better education. They lived right up-country, where there were no

schools. Tilly never saw a town till she was sixteen; but she can sit

any horse.--Yes, we hope very much Purdy will soon settle down and

marry her--though he left the Hotel again without proposing." And Polly

sighed.

"There he shows his good taste, my dear."

"Oh, I'm sure he's fond of Tilly. It's only that his life is so

unsettled. He's been a barman at Euroa since then; and the last we

heard of him, he was shearing somewhere on the Goulburn. He doesn't

seem able to stick to anything."

"And a rolling stone gathers no moss!" gave back Sarah

sententiously--and in fancy Mahony saw the cut-and-dried nod with which

she accompanied the words.

Here Hempel passed through the store, clad in his Sunday best, his hair

plastered flat with bear's-grease.

"Going out for a stroll?" asked his master.

"That was my h'intention, sir. I don't think you'll find I've left any

of my dooties undone."

"Oh, go, by all means!" said Mahony curtly, nettled at having his

harmless query misconstrued. It pointed a suspicion he had had, of

late, that a change was coming over Hempel. The model employee was a

shade less prompt than heretofore to fly at his word, and once or twice

seemed actually to be studying his own convenience. Without knowing

what the matter was, Mahony felt it politic not to be

over-exacting--even mildly to conciliate his assistant. It would put

him in an awkward fix, now that he was on the verge of winding up

affairs, should Hempel take it in his head to leave him in the lurch.

The lean figure moved on and blocked the doorway. Now there was a

sudden babble of cheepy voices, and simultaneously Sarah cried: "Where

have you been, my little cherubs? Come to your aunt, and let her kiss

you!"

But the children, who had frankly no great liking for Aunt Sarah,

would, Mahony knew, turn a deaf ear to this display of opportunism and

make a rush for his wife. Laying down his book he ran out. "Polly ...

cautious!"

"It's all right, Richard, I'm being careful." Polly had let her mending

fall, and with each hand held a flaxen-haired child at arm's length.

"Johnny, dirty boy! what HAVE you been up to?"

"He played he was a digger and sat down in a pool--I couldn't get him

to budge," answered Jerry, and drew his sleeve over his perspiring

forehead.

"Oh fy, for shame!"

"Don' care!" said John, unabashed.

"Don' tare!" echoed his roly-poly sister, who existed but as his shadow.

"Don't-care was made to care, don't-care was hung!" quoted Aunt Sarah

in her severest copybook tones.

Turning his head in his aunt's direction young John thrust forth a

bright pink tongue. Little Emma was not behindhand.

Polly jumped up, dropping her work to the ground. "Johnny, I shall

punish you if ever I see you do that again. Now, Ellen shall put you to

bed instead of Auntie."--Ellen was Mrs. Hemmerde's eldest, and Polly's

first regular maidservant.

"Don' care," repeated Johnny. "Ellen plays pillers."

"Edn pays pidders," said the echo.

Seizing two hot, pudgy hands Polly dragged the pair indoors--though

they held back mainly on principle. They were not affectionate

children; they were too strong of will and set of purpose for that; but

if they had a fondness for anyone it was for their Aunt Polly: she was

ruler over a drawerful of sugar-sticks, and though she scolded she

never slapped.

While this was going on Hempel stood, the picture of indecision, and

eased now one foot, now the other, as if his boots pinched him.

At length he blurted out: "I was wondering, ma'am--ahem! Miss

Turnham--if, since it is an agreeable h'evening, you would care to take

a walk to that 'ill I told you of?"

"Me take a walk? La, no! Whatever put such an idea as that into your

head?" cried Sarah; and tatted and tatted, keeping time with a pretty

little foot.

"I thought per'aps ..." said Hempel meekly.

"I didn't make your thoughts, Mr. Hempel," retorted Sarah, laying

stress on the aspirate.

"Oh no, ma'am. I 'ope I didn't presume to suggest such a thing"; and

with a hangdog air Hempel prepared to slink away.

"Well, well!" said Sarah double quick; and ceasing to jerk her

crochet-needle in and out, she nimbly rolled up her ball of thread.

"Since you're so insistent ... and since, mind you, there's no society

worth calling such, on these diggings...." The truth was, Sarah saw

that she was about to be left alone with Mahony--Jerry had sauntered

off to meet Ned--and this TETE-A-TETE was by no means to her mind. She

still bore her brother-in-law a grudge for his high-handed treatment of

her at the time of John's bereavement. "As if I had been one of the

domestics, my dear--a paid domestic! Ordered me off to the butcher's in

language that fairly shocked me."

Mahony turned his back and strolled down to the river. He did not know

which was more painful to witness: Hempel's unmanly cringing, or the

air of fatuous satisfaction that succeeded it. When he returned, the

pair was just setting out; he watched Sarah, on Hempel's arm, picking

short steps in dainty latchet-shoes.

As soon as they were well away he called to Polly.

"The coast's clear. Come for a stroll."

Polly emerged, tying her bonnet-strings. "Why, where's Sarah? Oh ... I

see. Oh, Richard, I hope she didn't put on that--"

"She did, my dear!" said Mahony grimly, and tucked his wife's hand

under his arm.

"Oh, how I wish she wouldn't!" said Polly in a tone of concern. "She

does get so stared at--especially of an evening, when there are so many

rude men about. But I really don't think she minds. For she HAS a

bonnet in her box all the time." Miss Sarah was giving Ballarat food

for talk, by appearing on her promenades in a hat: a large, flat,

mushroom hat.

"I trust my little woman will never put such a ridiculous object on her

head!"

"No, never ... at least, not unless they become quite the fashion,"

answered Polly. "And I don't think they will. They look too odd."

"Another thing, love," continued Mahony, on whom a sudden light had

dawned as he stood listening to Sarah's trumpery. "I fear your sister

is trifling with the feelings of our worthy Hempel."

Polly, who had kept her own counsel on this matter, went crimson. "Oh,

do you really think so, Richard?" she asked evasively. "I hope not. For

of course nothing could come of it. Sarah has refused the most eligible

offers."

"Ah, but there are none here to refuse. And if you don't mind my saying

so, Poll, anything in trousers seems fish to her net!"

On one of their pacings they found Mr. Ocock come out to smoke an

evening pipe. The old man had just returned from a flying visit to

Melbourne. He looked glum and careworn, but livened up at the sight of

Polly, and cracked one of the mouldy jokes he believed beneficial to a

young woman in her condition. Still, the leading-note in his mood was

melancholy; and this, although his dearest wish was on the point of

being fulfilled.

"Yes, I've got the very crib for 'Enry at last, doc., Billy de la

Poer's liv'ry-stable, top o' Lydiard Street. We sol' poor Billy up

yesterday. The third smash in two days that makes. Lord! I dunno where

it'll end."

"Things are going a bit quick over there. There's been too much

building."

"They're at me to build, too--'Enry is. But I says no. This place is

good enough for me. If 'e's goin' to be ashamed of 'ow 'is father

lives, 'e'd better stop away. I'm an ol' man now, an' a poor one. What

should I want with a fine noo 'ouse? An' 'oo should I build it for,

even if I 'ad the tin? For them two good-for-nothin's in there? Not if

I know it!"

"Mr. Ocock, you wouldn't believe how kind and clever Tom's been at

helping with the children," said Polly warmly.

"Yes, an' at bottle-washin' and sweepin' and cookin' a pasty. But a

female 'ud do it just as well," returned Tom's father with a snort of

contempt.

"Poor old chap!" said Mahony, as they passed out of earshot. "So even

the great Henry's arrival is not to be without its drop of gall."

"Surely he'll never be ashamed of his father?"

"Who knows! But it's plain he suspects the old boy has made his pile

and intends him to fork out," said Mahony carelessly; and, with this,

dismissed the subject. Now that his own days in the colony were

numbered, he no longer felt constrained to pump up a spurious interest

in local affairs. He consigned them wholesale to that limbo in which,

for him, they had always belonged.

The two brothers came striding over the slope. Ned, clad in blue serge

shirt and corduroys, laid an affectionate arm round Polly's shoulder,

and tossed his hat into the air on hearing that the "Salamander," as he

called Sarah, was not at home.

"For I've tons to tell you, Poll old girl. And when milady sits there

turning up her nose at everything a chap says, somehow the spunk goes

out of one."

Polly had baked a large cake for her darling, and served out generous

slices. Then, drawing up a chair she sat down beside him, to drink in

his news.

From his place at the farther end of the table Mahony studied the

trio--these three young faces which were so much alike that they might

have been different readings of one and the same face. Polly, by reason

of her woman's lot, looked considerably the oldest. Still, the

lamplight wiped out some of the shadows, and she was never more

girlishly vivacious than with Ned, entering as she did with zest into

his plans and ideas--more sister now than wife. And Ned showed at his

best with Polly: he laid himself out to divert her; forgot to brag or

to swear; and so natural did it seem for brother to open his heart to

sister that even his egoistic chatter passed muster. As for young

Jerry, who in a couple of days was to begin work in the same claim as

Ned, he sat round-eyed, his thoughts writ large on his forehead. Mahony

translated them thus: how in the world I could ever have sat prim and

proper on the school-bench, when all this--change, adventure,

romance--was awaiting me? Jerry was only, Mahony knew, to push a

wheelbarrow from hole to water and back again for many a week to come;

but for him it would certainly be a golden barrow, and laden with gold,

so greatly had Ned's tales fired his imagination.

The onlooker felt odd man out, debarred as he was by his profounder

experience from sharing in the young people's light-legged dreams. He

took up his book. But his reading was cut into by Ned's sprightly

account of the Magpie rush; by his description of an engine at work on

the Eureka, and of the wooden airpipes that were being used to

ventilate deep-sinkings. There was nothing Ned did not know, and could

not make entertaining. One was forced, almost against one's will, to

listen to him; and on this particular evening, when he was neither

sponging, nor acting the Big Gun, Mahony toned down his first sweeping

judgment of his young relative. Ned was all talk; and what impressed

one so unfavourably--his grumbling, his extravagant boastfulness--was

the mere thistledown of the moment, puffed off into space. It mattered

little that he harped continually on "chucking up" his job. Two years

had passed since he came to Ballarat, and he was still working for hire

in somebody else's hole. He still groaned over the hardships of the

life, and still toiled on--and all the rest was just the froth and

braggadocio of aimless youth.

Chapter VII

Not twenty-four hours later, Sarah had an accident to her MACHOIRE and

returned post-haste to Melbourne.

"A most opportune breakage!" said Mahony, and laughed.

That day at the dinner-table he had given his sister-in-law a piece of

his mind. Sarah had always resented the name bestowed on her by her

parents, and was at present engaged in altering it, in giving it, so to

speak, a foreign tang: henceforth she was to be not Sarah, but Sara

(spoken Sahra). As often as Polly's tongue tripped over the unfamiliar

syllable, Sara gently but firmly put her right; and Polly corrected

herself, even begged pardon for her stupidity, till Mahony could bear

it no longer. Throwing politeness to the winds, he twitted Sara with

her finical affectations, her old-maidish ways, the morning sloth that

expected Polly, in her delicate state of health, to carry a

breakfast-tray to the bedside: cast up at her, in short, all that had

made him champ and fret in silence. Sara might, after a fitting period

of the huff, have overlooked the rest; but the "old-maidish" she could

not forgive. And directly dinner was over, the mishap to her mouthpiece

was made known.

Too much in awe of Mahony to stand up to him--for when he was angry, he

was very angry--Sara retaliated by abusing him to Polly as she packed

her trunk.

"Manners, indeed! To turn and insult a visitor at his own table! And

who and what is he, I should like to know, to speak to me so? Nothing

but a common storekeeper. My dear, you have my deepest sympathy. It's a

DREADFUL life for you. Of course you keep everything as nice as

possible, under the circumstances. But the surroundings, Polly! ... and

the store ... and the want of society. I couldn't put up with it, not

for a week!"

Polly, sitting on the side of the tester-bed and feeling very cast down

at Sara's unfriendly departure, shed a few tears at this. For part of

what her sister said was true: it had been wrong of Richard to be rude

to Sara while the latter was a guest in his house. But she defended him

warmly. "I couldn't be happier than I am; Richard's the best husband in

the world. As for his being common, Sara, you know he comes of a much

better family than we do."

"My dear, common is as common does; and a vulgar calling ends by

vulgarising those who have the misfortune to pursue it. But there's

another reason, Polly, why it is better for me to leave you. There are

certain circumstances, my dear, in which, to put it mildly, it is

AWKWARD for two people of OPPOSITE sexes to go on living under the same

roof."

"Sarah!--I mean Sara--do you really mean to say Hempel has made you a

proposal?" cried Polly, wide-eyed in her tears.

"I won't say, my dear, that he has so far forgotten himself as to

actually offer marriage. But he has let me see only too plainly what

his feelings are. Of course, I've kept him in his place--the

preposterous creature! But all the same it's not COMME IL FAUT any

longer for me to be here."

"Did she say where she was going, or what she intended to do?" Mahony

inquired of his wife that night as she bound the strings of her

nightcap.

No, she hadn't, Polly admitted, rather out of countenance. But then

Sara was like that--very close about her own affairs. "I think she's

perhaps gone back to her last situation. She had several letters while

she was here, in that lady's hand. People are always glad to get her

back. Not many finishing governesses can teach all she can"--and Polly

checked off Sara's attainments on the fingers of both hands. "She won't

go anywhere under two hundred a year."

"A most accomplished person, your sister!" said Mahony sleepily.

"Still, it's very pleasant to be by ourselves again--eh, wife?"

An even more blessed peace shortly descended on the house; for the time

was now come to get rid of the children as well. Since nothing had been

heard of John, they were to be boarded out over Polly's illness.

Through the butcher's lady, arrangements were made with a trooper's

wife, who lived outside the racket and dust of the township, and had a

whole posse of little ones of her own.--"Bless you! half-a-dozen more

wouldn't make any difference to me. There's the paddock for 'em to run

wild in." This was the best that could be done for the children. Polly

packed their little kit, dealt out a parting bribe of barley-sugar, and

saw them hoisted into the dray that would pass the door of their

destination.

Once more husband and wife sat alone together, as in the days before

John's domestic catastrophe. And now Mahony said tentatively: "Don't

you think, love, we could manage to get on without that old Beamish

woman? I'll guarantee to nurse you as well as any female alive."

The question did not come as a surprise to Polly; she had already put

it to herself. After the affair with Sara she awaited her new visitor

in fear and trembling. Sara had at least stood in awe of Richard and

held her tongue before him; Mrs. Beamish prided herself on being afraid

of nobody, and on always speaking her mind. And yet, even while

agreeing that it would be well to put "mother" off, Polly drooped her

wings. At a time like this a woman was a woman. It seemed as if even

the best of husbands did not quite understand.

"Just give her the hint we don't want her," said Mahony airily.

But "mother" was not the person to take a hint, no matter how broad. It

was necessary to be blunt to the point of rudeness; and Polly spent a

difficult hour over the composition of her letter. She might have saved

her pains. Mrs. Beamish replied that she knew her darling little

Polly's unwillingness to give trouble; but it was not likely she would

now go back on her word: she had been packed and ready to start for the

past week. Polly handed the letter to her husband, and did not say what

she thought she read out of it, namely that "mother," who so seldom

could be spared from home, was looking forward with pleasure to her

trip to Ballarat.

"I suppose it's a case of making the best of a bad job," sighed Mahony;

and having one day drawn Mrs. Beamish, at melting point, from the

inside of a crowded coach, he loaded Long Jim with her bags and bundles.

His aversion was not lightened by his subsequently coming on his wife

in the act of unpacking a hamper, which contained half a ham, a stone

jar of butter, some home-made loaves of bread, a bag of vegetables and

a plum pudding. "Good God! does the woman think we can't give her

enough to eat?" he asked testily. He had all the poor Irishman's

distrust of a gift.

"She means it kindly, dear. She probably thought things were still

scarce here; and she knew I wouldn't be able to do much cooking,"

pleaded Polly. And going out to the kitchen she untied the last parcel,

in which was a big round cheese, by stealth.

She had pulled Mrs. Beamish over the threshold, had got her into the

bedroom and shut the door, before any of the "ohs" and "ahs" she saw

painted on the broad, rubicund face could be transformed into words.

And hugs and kisses over, she bravely seized the bull by the horns and

begged her guest not to criticise house or furnishings in front of

Richard.

It took Mrs. Beamish a minute or two to grasp her meaning. Then, she

said heartily: "There, there, my duck, don't you worry! I'll be as mum

as mum." And in a whisper: "So, 'e's got a temper, Polly, 'as 'e? But

this I will say: if I'd known this was all 'e 'ad to h'offer you, I'd

'a' said, stop w'ere you are, my lamb, in a comfortable, 'appy 'ome."

"Oh, I AM happy, mother dear, indeed I am!" cried Polly. "I've never

regretted being married--never once!"

"There, there, now!"

"And it's only ... I mean ... this is the best we can afford in the

meantime, and if I am satisfied ..." floundered Polly, dismayed to hear

her words construed into blame of her husband. "It's only that it

upsets Richard if people speak slightingly of our house, and that

upsets me--and I musn't be worried just now, you know," she added with

a somewhat shaky smile.

"Not a word will I say, ducky, make yer pore little mind easy about

that. Though such a poky little 'en-coop of a place I never was

in!"--and, while tying her cap-strings, Mrs. Beamish swept the little

bedroom and its sloping roof with a withering glance. "I was 'orrified,

girls, simply 'ORRIFIED!" she related the incident to her daughters.

"An' I up an' told 'er so--just like me, you know. Not room enough to

swing a cat in, and 'im sittin' at the 'ead of the table as 'igh an'

mighty as a dook! You can thank yer stars, you two, 'e didn't take one

o' you instead o' Polly." But this was chiefly by way of a

consolation-prize for Tilly and Jinny.

"An' now, my dear, tell me EVERYTHING." With these words, Mrs. Beamish

spread her skirts and settled down to a cosy chat on the subject of

Polly's hopes.

But like the majority of her sex she was an adept at dividing her

attention; and while making delicate inquiries of the young wife, she

was also travelling her shrewd eye round the little bedchamber, spying

out and appraising: not one of poor Polly's makeshifts escaped her. The

result of her inspection was to cause her to feel justly indignant with

Mahony. The idea! Him to rob them of Polly just to dump her down in a

place like this! She would never be able to resist telling him what she

thought of him.

Here, however, she reckoned without Polly. Polly was sharp enough to

doubt "mother's" ability to hold her tongue; and saw to it that Richard

and she were not left alone together. And of an evening when talk

languished, she would beg her husband to read to them from the BALLARAT

STAR, until, as often as not, Mrs. Beamish fell asleep. Frequently,

too, she persuaded him to go out and take a hand in a newlyformed whist

club, or discuss politics with a neighbour.

Mahony went willingly enough; his home was less home than ever since

the big woman's intrusion. Even his food lost its savour. Mrs. Beamish

had taken over the cooking, and she went about it with an air that

implied he had not had a decent bite to eat since his marriage.

"There! what do you say to that now? That's something LIKE a pudding!"

and a great plum-duff was planked triumphantly down in the middle of

the dinner-table. "Lor, Polly! your bit of a kitchen ... in this

weather ... I'm fair dished." And the good woman mopped her streaming

face and could herself eat nothing.

Mahony much preferred his wife's cooking, which took account of his

tastes--it was done, too, without any fuss--and he persisted in

upholding Polly's skill, in face of Mrs. Beamish's good-natured

disbelief. Polly, on edge, lest he should openly state his preference,

nervously held out her plate.

"It's so good, mother, I must have a second helping," she declared; and

then, without appetite in the cruel, midday heat, did not know what to

do with the solid slab of pudding. Pompey and Palmerston got into the

way of sitting very close to her chair.

She confided to Richard that Mrs. Beamish disapproved of his evening

outings. "Many an 'usband takes to goin' out at such a time, my dear,

an' never gets back the 'abit of stoppin' at 'ome. So just you be

careful, ducky!" This was a standing joke between them. Mahony would

wink at Polly when he put his hat on, and wear it rakishly askew.

However, he quite enjoyed a crack with the postmaster or the

town-surveyor, at this juncture. Colonial politics were more

interesting than usual. The new Constitution had been proclaimed, and a

valiant effort was being made to form a Cabinet; to induce, that was, a

sufficient number of well-to-do men to give up time to the service of

their country. It looked as if the attempt were going to fail, just as

on the goldfields the Local Courts, by which since the Stockade the

diggers governed themselves, were failing, because none could afford to

spend his days sitting in them.

Yet however high the discussion ran, he kept one ear turned towards his

home. Here, things were at a standstill. Polly's time had come and

gone--but there was no end set to their suspense. It was blazing hot

now in the little log house; walls and roof were black with flies;

mosquitoes made the nights hideous. Even Polly lost patience with

herself when, morning after morning, she got up feeling as well as

ever, and knowing that she had to steer through another difficult day.

It was not the suspense alone: the strain of keeping the peace was

growing too much for her.

"Oh, DON'T quarrel with her, Richard, for my sake," she begged her

husband one night. "She means so well. And she can't help being like

she is--she has always been accustomed to order Mr. Beamish about. But

I wish she had never, never come," sobbed poor Polly. And Mahony, in a

sudden flash of enlightenment, put his arms round her, and made humble

promises. Not another word should cross his lips! "Though I'd like

nothing so well as to throw her out, and her bags and bundles after

her. Come, laugh a little, my Polly. Think of the old lady flying down

the slope, with her packages in a shower about her head!"

Rogers, M.D., looked in whenever he passed. At this stage he was of the

jocular persuasion. "Still an unwelcome visitor, ma'am? No little

tidbit of news for me to-day?" There he sat, twiddling his thumbs,

reiterating his singsong: "Just so!" and looking wise as an owl. Mahony

knew the air--had many a time seen it donned to cloak perplexity--and

covert doubts of Rogers' ability began to assail him. But then he fell

mentally foul of every one he came in touch with, at present: Ned, for

the bare-faced fashion in which he left his cheerfulness on the

door-mat; Mrs. Beamish for the eternal "Pore lamb!" with which she

beplastered Polly, and the antiquated reckoning-table she embarrassed

them by consulting.

However, this state of things could not last for ever, and at dawn, one

hot January day, Polly was taken ill.

The early hours promised well. But the morning wore on, turned to

midday, then to afternoon, and matters still hung fire. While towards

six o'clock the patient dismayed them by sitting up in bed, saying she

felt much better, and asking for a cup of tea. This drew: "Ah, my pore

lamb, you've got to feel worse yet afore you're better!" from Mrs.

Beamish.

It ended in Rogers taking up his quarters there, for the night.

Towards eleven o'clock Mahony and he sat, one on each side of the

table, in the little sitting-room. The heat was insupportable and all

three doors and the window were propped open, in the feeble hope of

creating a draught. The lamp had attracted a swarm of flying things:

giant moths beat their wings against the globe, or fell singed and

sizzling down the chimney; winged-ants alighted with a click upon the

table; blowflies and mosquitoes kept up a dizzy hum.

From time to time Mahony rose and stole into the bedroom, where Mrs.

Beamish sat fanning the pests off Polly, who was in a feverish doze.

Leaning over his wife he let his finger lie on her wrist; and, back

again in the outer room, he bit nervously at his little-finger nail--an

old trick of his when in a quandary. He had curtly refused a game of

bezique; so Rogers had produced a pack of cards from his own

pocket--soiled, frayed cards, which had likely done service on many a

similar occasion--and was whiling the time away with solitaire. To sit

there watching his slow manipulation of the cards, his patent

intentness on the game; to listen any longer to the accursed din of the

gnats and flies passed Mahony's powers of endurance. Abruptly shoving

back his chair, he went out into the yard.

This was some twenty paces across--from the row of old kerosene-tins

that constituted his flower-garden, past shed and woodstack to the

post-and-rail fence. How often he walked it he did not know; but when

he went indoors again, his boots were heavy with mud. For a brief

summer storm had come up earlier in the evening. A dense black pall of

cloud had swept like a heavy curtain over the stars, to the tune of

flash and bang. Now, all was clear and calm again; the white star-dust

of the Milky Way powdered the sky just overhead; and though the heat

was still intense, the air had a fragrant smell of saturated dust and

rain-soaked earth--he could hear streamlets of water trickling down the

hillside to the river below.

Out there in the dark, several things became plain to him. He saw that

he had not had any real confidence in Rogers from the start; while the

effect of the evening spent at close quarters had been to sink his

opinion to nothing. Rogers belonged to an old school; his method was to

sit by and let nature take its course--perhaps just this slowness to

move had won him a name for extreme care. His old fogyism showed up

unmistakably in a short but heated argument they had had on the subject

of chloroform. He cited such hoary objections to the use of the new

anaesthetic in maternity cases as Mahony had never expected to hear

again: the therapeutic value of pain; the moral danger the patient ran

in yielding up her will ("What right have we to bid a fellow-creature

sacrifice her consciousness?") and the impious folly of interfering

with the action of a creative law. It had only remained for him to

quote Genesis, and the talking serpent!

Had the case been in his own hands he would have intervened before now.

Rogers, on the contrary, was still satisfied with the shape of

affairs--or made pretence to be. For, watching lynx-eyed, Mahony

fancied each time the fat man propelled his paunch out of the sickroom

it was a shade less surely: there were nuances, too, in the way he

pronounced his vapid: "As long as our strength is well maintained ...

well maintained." Mahony doubted Polly's ability to bear much more; and

he made bold to know his own wife's constitution best. Rogers was

shilly-shallying: what if he delayed too long and Polly slipped through

his hands? Lose Polly? Good God! the very thought turned him cold. And

alive to his finger-tips with the superstition of his race, he

impetuously offered up his fondest dream to those invisible powers that

sat aloft, waiting to be appeased. If this was to be the price exacted

of him--the price of his escape from exile--then... then ...

To come back to the present, however, he was in an awkward position: he

was going to be forced to take Polly's case out of the hands of the man

to whom he had entrusted it. Such a step ran counter to all the stiff

rules of conduct, the punctilios of decorum, laid down by the most

code-ridden profession in the world.

But a fresh visit to Polly, whose pulse had grown markedly softer, put

an end to his scruples.

Stalking into the sitting-room he said without preamble: "In my opinion

any further delay will mean a risk to my wife. I request you to operate

immediately."

Rogers blinked up from his cards, surprise writ across his ruddy

countenance. He pushed his spectacles to his forehead. "Eh? What? Well,

well ... yes, the time is no doubt coming when we shall have to lend

Mother Nature a hand."

"Coming? It's come ... and gone. Are you blind, man?"

Rogers had faced many an agitated husband in his day. "Now, now, Mr.

Mahony," he said soothingly, and laid his last two cards in line. "You

must allow me to be the judge of that. Besides," he added, as he took

off his glasses to polish them on a red bandanna; "besides, I should

have to ask you to go out and get some one to assist me."

"I shall assist you," returned Mahony.

Rogers smiled his broad, fat smile. "Easier said than done, my good

sir! ... easier said than done."

Mahony considerately turned his back; and kept it turned. Emptying a

pitcher of water into a basin he began to lather his hands. "I am a

qualified medical man. Of the same university as yourself. I studied

under Simpson." It cost him an effort to get the words out. But, by

speaking, he felt that he did ample penance for the fit of tetchy pride

which, in the first instance, had tied his tongue.

Rogers was dumbfounded.

"Well, upon my word!" he ejaculated, letting his hands with glasses and

handkerchief fall to the table. "God bless my soul! why couldn't you

say so before? And why the deuce didn't you yourself attend--"

"We can go into all that afterwards."

But Rogers was not one of those who could deal rapidly with the

unexpected: he continued to vent his surprise, and to shoot distrustful

glances at his companion. He was flurried, too, at being driven forward

quicker than he had a mind to go, and said sulkily that Mahony must

take full responsibility for what they were about to do. Mahony hardly

heard him; he was looking at the instruments laid out on the table. His

fingers itched to close round them.

"I'll prepare my wife," he said briskly. And going into the bedroom he

bent over the pillow. It was damp with the sweat that had dripped from

Polly's head when the pains were on her.

"'Ere, you girl, get in quick now with your bucket and cloth, and give

that place a good clean-up afore that pore lamb opens 'er eyes again.

I'm cooked--that's what I am!" and sitting heavily down on the

kitchen-chair, Mrs. Beamish wiped her face towards the four points of

the compass.

Piqued by an unholy curiosity young Ellen willingly obeyed. But a

minute later she was back, having done no more than set her pail down

inside the bedroom door. "Oh, sure, Mrs. Beamish, and I can't do't!"

she cried shrilly. "It's jus' like Andy Soakes's shop ... when they've

bin quarterin' a sheep."

"I'll QUARTER you, you lazy trollop, you!" cried Mrs. Beamish, rising

to her aching legs again; and her day-old anxiety found vent in a

hearty burst of temper. "I'll teach you!" pulling, as she spoke, the

floorcloth out of the girl's hand. "Such airs and graces! Why, sooner

or later, milady, you've got to go through it yourself."

"ME ...? Catch me!" said Ellen, with enormous emphasis. "D'yer mean to

say that's 'ow ... 'ow the children always come?"

"Of course it is, you mincing Nanny-hen!--every blessed child that

walks. And I just 'ope," said Mrs. Beamish, as she marched off herself

with brush and scrubber: "I 'ope, now you know it, you'll 'ave a little

more love and gratitoode for your own mother than ever you 'ad before."

"Oh lor!" said the girl. "Oh, lor!" And plumping down on the

chopping-block she snatched her apron to her face and began to cry.

Chapter VIII

Two months passed before Mahony could help Polly and Mrs. Beamish into

the coach bound for Geelong.

It had been touch and go with Polly; and for weeks her condition had

kept him anxious. With the inset of the second month, however, she

seemed fairly to turn the corner, and from then on made a steady

recovery, thanks to her youth and an unimpaired vitality.

He had hurried the little cradle out of sight. But Polly was quick to

miss it, and quite approved of its having been given to a needy

expectant mother near by. Altogether she bore the thwarting of her

hopes bravely.

"Poor little baby, I should have been very fond of it," was all she

said, when she was well enough to fold and pack away the tiny garments

at which she had stitched with such pleasure.

It was not to Mahony's mind that she returned with Mrs. Beamish--but

what else could be done? After lying a prisoner through the hot summer,

she was sadly in need of a change. And Mrs. Beamish promised her a diet

of unlimited milk and eggs, as well as the do nothing life that

befitted an invalid. Just before they left, a letter arrived from John

demanding the keys of his house, and proposing that Polly should come

to town to set it in order for him, and help him to engage a

housekeeper. A niggardly--a truly "John-ish"--fashion of giving an

invitation, thought Mahony, and was not for his wife accepting it. But

Polly was so pleased at the prospect of seeing her brother that he

ended by agreeing to her going on to Melbourne as soon as she had

thoroughly recuperated.

Peace between him and Mrs. Beamish was dearly bought up to the last;

they barely avoided a final explosion. At the beginning of her third

month's absence from home the good woman grew very restive, and sighed

aloud for the day on which she would be able to take her departure.

"I expec' my bein' away like this'll run clean into a fifty-poun'

note," she said one evening. "When it comes to managin' an 'ouse, those

two girls of mine 'aven't a h'ounce o' gumption between them."

It WAS tactless of her, even Polly felt that; though she could

sympathise with the worry that prompted the words. As for Mahony, had

he had the money to do it, he would have flung the sum named straight

at her head.

"She must never come again," said Polly to herself, as she bent over

the hair-chain she was making as a gift for John. "It is a pity, but it

seems as if Richard can't get on with those sort of people."

In his relief at having his house to himself, Mahony accepted even

Polly's absence with composure. To be perpetually in the company of

other people irked him beyond belief. A certain amount of privacy was

as vital to him as sleep.

Delighting in his new-found solitude, he put off from day to day the

disagreeable job of winding up his affairs and discovering how much--or

how little--ready money there would be to set sail with. Another thing,

some books he had sent home for, a year or more ago, came to hand at

this time, and gave him a fresh pretext for delay. There were eight or

nine volumes to unpack and cut the pages of. He ran from one to

another, sipping, devouring. Finally he cast anchor in a collected

edition of his old chief's writings on obstetrics--slipped in, this, as

a gift from the sender, a college chum--and over it, his feet on the

table, his dead pipe in the corner of his mouth, Mahony sat for the

better part of the night.

The effect of this master-mind on his was that of a spark on tinder.

Under the flash, he cursed for the hundredth time the folly he had been

guilty of in throwing up medicine. It was a vocation that had fitted

him as coursing fits a hound, or house-wifery a woman. The only excuse

he could find for his apostasy was that he had been caught in an

epidemic of unrest, which had swept through the country, upsetting the

balance of men's reason. He had since wondered if the Great Exhibition

of '51 had not had something to do with it, by unduly whetting people's

imaginations; so that but a single cry of "Gold!" was needed, to loose

the spirit of vagrancy that lurks in every Briton's blood. His case had

perhaps been peculiar in this: no one had come forward to warn or

dissuade. His next relatives--mother and sisters--were, he thought,

glad to know him well away. In their eyes he had lowered himself by

taking up medicine; to them it was still of a piece with barber's pole

and cupping-basin. Before his time no member of the family had entered

any profession but the army. Oh, that infernal Irish pride! ... and

Irish poverty. It had choke-damped his youth, blighted the prospects of

his sisters. He could remember, as if it were yesterday, the jibes and

fleers called forth by the suit of a wealthy Dublin brewer, who had

been attracted--by sheer force of contrast, no doubt--to the elder of

the two swan-necked, stiff-backed Miss Townshend-Mahonys, with their

long, thin noses, and the ingrained lines that ran from the curled

nostrils to the corners of their supercilious mouths, describing a

sneer so deep that at a distance it was possible to mistake it for a

smile. "Beer, my dear, indeed and there are worse things in the world

than beer!" he heard his mother declare in her biting way. "By all

means take him! You can wash yourself in it if water gets scarce, and

I'll place my kitchen orders with you." Lucinda, who had perhaps

sniffed timidly at release, burnt crimson: thank you! she would rather

eat rat-bane.--He supposed they pinched and scraped along as of

old--the question of money was never broached between him and them.

Prior to his marriage he had sent them what he could; but that little

was in itself an admission of failure. They made no inquiries about his

mode of life, preferring it to remain in shadow; enough for them that

he had not amassed a fortune. Had that come to pass, they might have

pardoned the rude method of its making--in fancy he listened to the

witty, cutting, self-derisive words, in which they would have alluded

to his success.

Lying back in his chair he thought of them thus, without unkindliness,

even with a dash of humour. That was possible, now that knocking about

the world had rubbed off some of his own corners. In his young days,

he, too, had been hot and bitter. What, however, to another might have

formed the chief crux in their conduct--it was by squandering such

money as there was, his own portion among it, on his scamp of an elder

brother, that they had forced him into the calling they despised--this

had not troubled him greatly. For medicine was the profession on which

his choice would anyhow have fallen. And to-night the book that lay

before him had infected him with the old enthusiasm. He re-lived those

days when a skilfully handled case of PLACENTA PREVIA, or a successful

delivery in the fourth position, had meant more to him than the Charge

of the Light Brigade.

Fresh from this dip into the past, this foretaste of the future, he

turned in good heart to business. An inventory had to be taken; damaged

goods cleared out; a list of bad and less bad debts drawn up: he and

Hempel were hard at work all next day. The result was worse even than

he had expected. His outlay that summer--ever since the day on which he

had set off to the aid of his bereaved relative--had been enormous.

Trade had run dry, and throughout Polly's long illness he had dipped

blindly into his savings. He could never have said no to Mrs. Beamish

when she came to him for money--rather would he have pawned the coat

off his back. And she, good woman, was unused to cheeseparing. His

men's wages paid, berths booked, the numerous expenses bound up with a

departure defrayed, he would have but a scanty sum in hand with which

to start on the other side.

For himself he was not afraid; but he shrank from the thought of Polly

undergoing privations. So far, they had enjoyed a kind of frugal

comfort. But should he meet with obstacles at the outset: if patients

were laggardly and the practice slow to move, or if he himself fell

ill, they might have a spell of real poverty to face. And it was under

the goad of this fear that he hit on a new scheme. Why not leave Polly

behind for a time, until he had succeeded in making a home for

her?--why not leave her under the wing of brother John? John stood

urgently in need of a head for his establishment, and who so well

suited for the post as Polly? Surely, if it were put before him, John

must jump at the offer! Parting from Polly, and were it only for a

little while, would be painful; but, did he go alone, he would be free

to do his utmost--and with an easy mind, knowing that she lacked none

of the creature-comforts. Yes, the more he considered the plan, the

better he liked it. The one flaw in his satisfaction was the thought

that if their child had lived, no such smooth and simple arrangement

would have been possible. He could not have foisted a family on Turnham.

Now he waited with impatience for Polly to return--his reasonable

little Polly! But he did not hurry her. Polly was enjoying her holiday.

Having passed to Melbourne from Geelong she wrote:

JOHN IS SO VERY KIND. HE DOESN'T OF COURSE GO OUT YET HIMSELF, BUT I

WAS PRESENT WITH SOME FRIENDS OF HIS AT A VERY ELEGANT SOIREE. JOHN

GAVE ME A HEADDRESS COMPOSED OF BLACK PEARLS AND FROSTED LEAVES. HE

MEANS TO GO IN FOR POLITIES AS SOON AS HIS YEAR OF MOURNING IS UP.

Mahony replied:

ENJOY YOURSELF, MY HEART, AND SET ALL THE SIGHTS YOU CAN.

While into more than one of his letters he slipped a banknote.

FOR YOU KNOW I LIKE YOU TO PAY YOUR OWN WAY AS FAR AS POSSIBLE.

And at length the day came when he could lift his wife out of the

coach. She emerged powdered brown with dust and very tired, but

radiantly happy: it was a great event in little Polly's life, this

homecoming, and coming, too, strong and well. The house was a lively

place that afternoon: Polly had so much to tell that she sat holding

her bonnet for over an hour, quite unable to get as far as the bedroom;

and even Long Jim's mouth went up at the corners instead of down; for

Polly had contrived to bring back a little gift for every one. And in

presenting these, she found out more of what people were thinking and

feeling than her husband had done in all the eight weeks of her absence.

Mahony was loath to damp her pleasure straightway; he bided his time.

He could not know that Polly also had been laying plans, and that she

watched anxiously for the right moment to unfold them.

The morning after her return, she got a lift in the baker's cart and

drove out to inspect John's children. What she saw and heard on this

visit was disquieting. The children had run wild, were grown dirty,

sly, untruthful. Especially the boy.--"A young Satan, and that's a

fact, Mrs. Mahony! What he needs is a man's hand over him, and a good

hidin' six days outer seven."

It was not alone little Johnny's misconduct, however, that made Polly

break silence. An incident occurred that touched her still more nearly.

Husband and wife sat snug and quiet as in the early days of their

marriage. Autumn had come round and a fire burnt in the stove, before

which Pompey snorted in his dreams. But, for all the cosy tranquillity,

Polly was not happy; and time and again she moistened and bit at the

tip of her thread, before pointing it through her needle. For the book

open before Richard, in which he was making notes as he read, was--the

Bible. Bending over him to drop a kiss on the top of his head, Polly

had been staggered by what she saw. Opposite the third verse of the

first chapter of Genesis: "And God said, Let there be light: and there

was light," he had written: "Three days before the sun!" Her heart

seemed to shrivel, to grow small in her breast, at the thought of her

husband being guilty of such impiety. Ceasing her pretence at sewing,

she walked out of the house into the yard. Standing there under the

stars she said aloud, as if some one, THE One, could hear her: "He

doesn't mean to do wrong.... I KNOW he doesn't!" But when she

re-entered the room he was still at it. His beautiful writing, reduced

to its tiniest, wound round the narrow margins.

Deeply red, Polly took her courage in both hands, and struck a blow for

the soul whose salvation was more to her than her own. "Richard, do you

think that ... is ... is right?" she asked in a low voice.

Mahony raised his head. "Eh?--what, Pollykin?"

"I mean, do you think you ought ... that it is right to do what you are

doing?"

The smile, half-tender, half-quizzical that she loved, broke over her

husband's face. He held out his hand. "Is my little wife troubled?"

"Richard, I only mean..."

"Polly, my dear, don't worry your little head over what you don't

understand. And have confidence in me. You know I wouldn't do anything

I believed to be wrong?"

"Yes, indeed. And you are really far more religious than I am."

"One can be religious and yet not shut one's eyes to the truth. It's

Saint Paul, you know, who says: we can do nothing against the Truth but

for the Truth. And you may depend on it, Polly, the All-Wise would

never have given us the brains He has, if He had not intended us to use

them. Now I have long felt sure that the Bible is not wholly what it

claims to be--direct inspiration."

"Oh, Richard!" said Polly, and threw an anxious glance over her

shoulder. "If anyone should hear you!"

"We can't afford to let our lives be governed by what other people

think, Polly. Nor will I give any man the right to decide for me what

my share of the Truth shall be."

On seeing the Bible closed Polly breathed again, at the same time

promising herself to take the traitorous volume into safe-keeping, that

no third person's eye should rest on it. Perhaps, too, if it were put

away Richard would forget to go on writing in it. He had probably begun

in the first place only because he had nothing else to do. In the store

he sat and smoked and twirled his thumbs--not half a dozen customers

came in, in the course of the day. If he were once properly occupied

again, with work that he liked, he would not be tempted to put his

gifts to such a profane use. Thus she primed herself for speaking. For

now was the time. Richard was declaring that trade had gone to the

dogs, his takings dropped to a quarter of what they had formerly been.

This headed just where she wished. But Polly would not have been Polly,

had she not glanced aside for a moment, to cheer and console.

"It's the same everywhere, Richard. Everybody's complaining. And that

reminds me, I forgot to tell you about the Beamishes. They're in great

trouble. You see, a bog has formed in front of the Hotel, and the

traffic goes round another way, so they've lost most of their custom.

Mr. Beamish never opens his mouth at all now, and mother is fearfully

worried. That's what was the matter when she was here--only she was too

kind to say so."

"Hard lines!"

"Indeed it is. But about us; I'm not surprised to hear trade is dull.

Since I was over in the western township last, no less than six new

General Stores have gone up--I scarcely knew the place. They've all got

big plate-glass windows; and were crowded with people."

"Yes, there's a regular exodus up west. But that doesn't alter the

fact, wife, that I've made a very poor job of storekeeping. I shall

leave here with hardly a penny to my name."

"Yes, but then, Richard," said Polly, and bent over her strip of

needlework, "you were never cut out to be a storekeeper, were you?"

"I was not. And I verily believe, if it hadn't been for that old

sober-sides of a Hempel, I should have come a cropper long ago."

"Yes, and Hempel," said Polly softly; "Hempel's been wanting to leave

for ever so long."

"The dickens he has!" cried Mahony in astonishment. "And me humming and

hawing about giving him notice! What's the matter with him? What's he

had to complain of?"

"Oh, nothing like that. He wants to enter the ministry. A helper's

needed at the Baptist Chapel, and he means to apply for the post. You

see, he's saved a good deal, and thinks he can study to be a minister

at the same time."

"Study for his grave, the fool! So that's it, is it? Well, well! it

saves trouble in the end. I don't need to bother my head now over

what's to become of him ... him or anyone else. My chief desire is to

say good-bye to this hole for ever. There's no sense, Polly, in my

dawdling on. Indeed, I haven't the money to do it. So I've arranged, my

dear, with our friend Ocock to come in and sell us off, as soon as you

can get our personal belongings put together."

Here Polly raised her head as if to interrupt; but Mahony, full of what

he had to say, ignored the movement, and went on speaking. He did not

wish to cause his wife uneasiness, by dwelling on his difficulties; but

some explanation was necessary to pave the way for his proposal that

she should remain behind, when he left the colony. He spent all his

eloquence in making this sound natural and attractive. But it was hard,

when Polly's big, astonished eyes hung on his face. "Do you think, for

my sake, you could be brave enough?" he wound up, rather unsurely. "It

wouldn't be for long, love, I'm certain of that. Just let me set foot

in England once more!"

"Why ... why, yes, dear Richard, I ... I think I could, if you really

wished it," said Polly in a small voice. She tried to seem reasonable;

though black night descended on her at the thought of parting, and

though her woman's eyes saw a hundred objections to the plan, which his

had overlooked. (For one thing, John had just installed Sara as

housekeeper, and Sara would take it very unkindly to be shown the

door.) "I THINK I could," she repeated. "But before you go on, dear, I

should like to ask YOU something."

She laid down her needlework; her heart was going pit-a-pat. "Richard,

did you ever... I mean have you never thought of ... of taking up your

profession again--I mean here--starting practice here?--No, wait a

minute! Let me finish. I ... I ... oh, Richard!" Unable to find words,

Polly locked her fingers under the tablecloth and hoped she was not

going to be so silly as to cry. Getting up, she knelt down before her

husband, laying her hands on his knees. "Oh, Richard, I wish you

would--HOW I wish you would!"

"Why, Polly!" said Mahony, surprised at her agitation. "Why, my dear,

what's all this?--You want to know if I never thought of setting up in

practice out here? Of course I did ... in the beginning. You don't

think I'd have chosen to keep a store, if there'd been any other

opening for me? But there wasn't, child. The place was overrun. Never a

medico came out and found digging too much for him, but he fell back in

despair on his profession. I didn't see my way to join their starvation

band."

"Yes, THEN, Richard!--but now?" broke in Polly. "Now, it's quite, quite

different. Look at the size Ballarat has grown--there are more than

forty thousand people settled on it; Mr. Ocock told me so. And you

know, dear, doctors have cleared out lately, not come fresh. There was

that one, I forget his name, who drank himself to death; and the two,

you remember, who were sold up just before Christmas." But this was an

unfortunate line of argument to have hit on, and Polly blushed and

stumbled.

Mahony laughed at her slip, and smoothed her hair. "Typical fates,

love! They mustn't be mine. Besides, Polly, you're forgetting the main

thing--how I hate the place, and how I've always longed to get away."

"No, I'm not. But please let me go on.--You know, Richard, every one

believes some day Ballarat will be the chief city--bigger even than

Geelong or Melbourne. And then to have a good practice here would mean

ever such a lot of money. I'm not the only person who thinks so.

There's Sara, and Mrs. Beamish--I know, of course, you don't care much

what they say; but still--" Polly meant: still, you see, I have public

opinion on my side. As, however, once more words failed her, she

hastened to add: "John, too, is amazed to hear you think of going home

to bury yourself in some little English village. He's sure there'd be a

splendid opening for you here. John thinks very, very highly of you. He

told me he believes you would have saved Emma's life, if you had been

there."

"I'm much obliged to your brother for his confidence," said Mahony

dryly; "but--"

"Wait a minute, Richard! You see, dear, I can't help feeling myself

that you ought not to be too hasty in deciding. Of course, I know I'm

young, and haven't had much experience, but ... You see, you're KNOWN

here, Richard, and that's always something; in England you'd be a

perfect stranger. And though you may say there are too many doctors on

the Flat, still, if the place goes on growing as it is doing, there'll

soon be room for more; and then, if it isn't you, it'll just be some

one else. And that DOES seem a pity, when you are so clever--so much,

much cleverer than other people! Yes, I know all about it; Mrs. Beamish

told me it was you I owed my life to, not Dr. Rogers"--at which Mahony

winced, indignant that anyone should have betrayed to Polly how near

death she had been. "Oh, I DO want people to know you for what you

really are!" said little Polly.

"Pussy, I believe she has ambitions for her husband," said Mahony to

Palmerston.

"Of course I have. You say you hate Ballarat, and all that, but have

you ever thought, Richard, what a difference it would make if you were

in a better position? You think people look down on you, because you're

in trade. But if you were a doctor, there'd be none of that. You'd call

yourself by your full name again, and write it down on the visiting

list at Government House, and be as good as anybody, and be asked into

society, and keep a horse. You'd live in a bigger house, and have a

room to yourself and time to read and write. I'm quite sure you'd make

lots of money and soon be at the top of the tree. And after all, dear

Richard, I don't want to go home. I would much rather stay here and

look after Jerry, and dear Ned, and poor John's children," said Polly,

falling back as a forlorn hope on her own preference.

"Why, what a piece of special pleading!" cried Mahony, and leaning

forward, he kissed the young flushed face.

"Don't laugh at me. I'm in earnest."

"Why, no, child. But Polly, my dear, even if I were tempted for a

moment to think seriously of what you say, where would the money come

from? Fees are high, it's true, if the ball's once set a-rolling. But

till then? With a jewel of a wife like mine, I'd be a scoundrel to take

risks."

Polly had been waiting for this question. On hearing it, she sat back

on her heels and drew a deep breath. The communication she had now to

make him was the hub round which all turned. Should he refuse to

consider it.... Plucking at the fringe of the tablecloth, she brought

out, piecemeal, the news that John was willing to go surety for the

money they would need to borrow for the start. Not only that: he

offered them a handsome sum weekly to take entire charge of his

children.--"Not here, in this little house--I know that wouldn't do,"

Polly hastened to throw in, forestalling the objection she read in

Richard's eyes. Now did he not think he should weigh an offer of this

kind very carefully? A name like John's was not to be despised; most

people in their position would jump at it. "I understand something

about it," said the little woman, and sagely nodded her head. "For when

I was in Geelong, Mr. Beamish tried his hardest to raise some money and

couldn't, his sureties weren't good enough." Mahony had not the heart

to chide her for discussing his private affairs with her brother.

Indeed, he rather admired the businesslike way she had gone about it.

And he admitted this, by ceasing to banter and by calling her attention

to the various hazards and inconveniences the step would entail.

Polly heard him out in silence. Enough for her, in the beginning, that

he did not decline off-hand. They had a long talk, the end of which was

that he promised to sleep over John's proposal, and delay fixing the

date of the auction till the morning.

Having yielded this point Mahony kissed his wife and sent her to bed,

himself going out with the dog for his usual stroll.

It was a fine night--moonless, but thick with stars. So much, at least,

could be said in favour of the place: there was abundant sky-room; you

got a clear half of the great vault at once. How he pitied, on such a

night, the dwellers in old, congested cities, whose view of the starry

field was limited to a narrow strip, cut through house-tops.

Yet he walked with a springless tread. The fact was, certain of his

wife's words had struck home; and in the course of the past year he had

learnt to put considerable faith in Polly's practical judgment. As he

wound his way up the little hill to which he had often carried his

perplexities, he let his pipe go out, and forgot to whistle Pompey off

butcher's garbage.

Sitting down on a log he rested his chin in his hands. Below him

twinkled the sparse lights of the Flat; shouts and singing rose from

the circus.--And so John would have been willing to go surety for him!

Let no one say the unexpected did not happen. All said and done, they

were little more than strangers to each other, and John had no notion

what his money-making capacities as a doctor might be. It was true,

Polly had been too delicate to mention whether the affair had come

about through her persuasions or on John's own initiative. John might

have some ulterior motive up his sleeve. Perhaps he did not want to

lose his sister ... or was scheming to bind a pair of desirables fast

to this colony, the welfare of which he had so much at heart. Again, it

might be that he wished to buy off the memory of that day on which he

had stripped his soul naked. Simplest of all, why should he not be

merely trying to pay back a debt? He, Mahony, might shrink from lying

under an obligation to John, but, so far, the latter had not scrupled

to accept favours from him. But that was always the way with your rich

men; they were not troubled by paltry pride; for they knew it was

possible to acquit themselves of their debts at a moment's notice, and

with interest. This led him to reflect on the great help to him the

loan of his wealthy relative's name would be: difficulties would melt

before it. And surely no undue risk was involved in the use of it?

Without boasting, he thought he was better equipped, both by aptitude

and training, than the ruck of colonial practitioners. Did he enter the

lists, he could hardly fail to succeed. And out here even a moderate

success spelled a fortune. Gained double-quick, too. After which the

lucky individual sold out and went home, to live in comfort. Yes, that

was a point, and not to be overlooked. No definite surrender of one's

hopes was called for; only a postponement. Ten years might do it--meaty

years, of course, the best years of one's life--still .... It would

mean very hard work; but had he not just been contemplating, with

perfect equanimity, an even more arduous venture on the other side?

What a capricious piece of mechanism was the human brain!

Another thought that occurred to him was that his services might prove

more useful to this new country than to the old, where able men

abounded. He recalled many good lives and promising cases he had here

seen lost and bungled. To take the instance nearest home--Polly's

confinement. Yes, to show his mettle to such as Rogers; to earn respect

where he had lived as a mere null--the idea had an insidious

fascination. And as Polly sagely remarked: if it were not he, it would

be some one else; another would harvest the KUDOS that might have been

his. For the rough-and-ready treatment--the blue pills and black

draughts--that had satisfied the early diggers had fallen into

disrepute; medical skill was beginning to be appreciated. If this went

on, Ballarat would soon stand on a level with any city of its size at

home. But even as it was, he had never been quite fair to it; he had

seen it with a jaundiced eye. And again he believed Polly hit the nail

on the head, when she asserted that the poor position he had occupied

was responsible for much of his dislike.

But there was something else at work in him besides. Below the surface

an admission awaited him, which he shrank from making. All these pros

and cons, these quibbles and hair-splittings were but a misfit attempt

to cloak the truth. He might gull himself with them for a time: in his

heart he knew that he would yield--if yield he did--because he was by

nature only too prone to follow the line of least resistance. What he

had gone through to-night was no new experience. Often enough after

fretting and fuming about a thing till it seemed as if nothing under

the sun had ever mattered so much to him, it could happen that he

suddenly threw up the sponge and bowed to circumstance. His vitality

exhausted itself beforehand--in a passionate aversion, a torrent of

words--and failed him at the critical moment. It was a weakness in his

blood--in the blood of his race.--But in the present instance, he had

an excuse for himself. He had not known--till Polly came out with her

brother's offer--how he dreaded having to begin all over again in

England, an utter stranger, without influence or recommendations, and

with no money to speak of at his back.

But now he owned up, and there was no more need of shift or subterfuge:

now it was one rush and hurry to the end. He had capitulated; a

thin-skinned aversion to confronting difficulties, when he saw the

chance of avoiding them, had won the day. He intended--had perhaps the

whole time intended--to take the hand held out to him. After all, why

not? Anyone else, as Polly said, would have jumped at John's offer. He

alone must argue himself blue in the face over it.

But as he sat and pondered the lengthy chain of circumstance--Polly's

share in it, John's, his own, even the part played by incorporeal

things--he brought up short against the word "decision". He might

flatter himself by imagining he had been free to decide; in reality

nothing was further from the truth. He had been subtly and slily guided

to his goal--led blindfold along a road that not of his choosing.

Everything and every one had combined to constrain him: his favours to

John, the failure of his business, Polly's inclinations and

persuasions, his own fastidious shrinkings. So that, in the end, all he

had had to do was to brush aside a flimsy gossamer veil, which hung

between him and his fate. Was it straining a point to see in the whole

affair the workings of a Power outside himself--against himself, in so

far as it took no count of his poor earth-blind vision?

Well, if this were so, better still: his ways were in God's hand. And

after all, what did it matter where one strove to serve one's

Maker--east or west or south or north--and whether the stars overhead

were grouped in this constellation or in that? Their light was a pledge

that one would never be overlooked or forgotten, traced by the hand of

Him who had promised to note even a sparrow's fall. And here he spoke

aloud into the darkness the ancient and homely formula that is man's

stand-by in face of the untried, the unknown.

"If God wills.... God knows best."

Part III

Chapter I

The house stood not far from the Great Swamp. It was of weather-board,

with a galvanised iron roof, and might have been built from a child's

drawing of a house: a door in the centre, a little window on either

side, a chimney at each end. Since the ground sloped downwards, the

front part rested on piles some three feet high, and from the rutty

clay-track that would one day be a street wooden steps led up to the

door. Much as Mahony would have liked to face it with a verandah, he

did not feel justified in spending more than he could help. And Polly

not only agreed with him, but contrived to find an advantage in the

plainer style of architecture. "Your plate will be better seen,

Richard, right on the street, than hidden under a verandah." But then

Polly was overflowing with content. Had not two of the rooms

fireplaces? And was there not a wash-house, with a real copper in it,

behind the detached kitchen? Not to speak of a spare room!--To the rear

of the house a high paling-fence enclosed a good-sized yard. Mahony

dreamed of a garden, Polly of keeping hens.

There were no two happier people on Ballarat that autumn than the

Mahonys. To and fro they trudged down the hill, across the Flat, over

the bridge and up the other side; first, through a Sahara of dust,

then, when the rains began, ankle-deep in gluey red mud. And the

building of the finest mansion never gave half so much satisfaction as

did that of this flimsy little wooden house, with its thin

lath-and-plaster walls. In fancy they had furnished it and lived in it,

long before it was even roofed in. Mahony sat at work in his

surgery--it measured ten by twelve--Polly at her Berlin-woolwork in the

parlour opposite: "And a cage with a little parrot in it, hanging at

the window."

The preliminaries to the change had gone smoothly enough--Mahony could

not complain. Pleasant they had not been; but could the arranging and

clinching of a complicated money-matter ever be pleasant? He had had to

submit to hearing his private affairs gone into by a stranger; to make

clear to strangers his capacity for earning a decent income.

With John's promissory letter in his pocket, he had betaken himself to

Henry Ocock's office.

This, notwithstanding its excellent position on the brow of the western

hill, could not deny its humble origin as a livery-barn. The entry was

by a yard; and some of the former horse-boxes had been rudely knocked

together to provide accommodation. Mahony sniffed stale dung.

In what had once been the harness-room, two young men sat at work.

"Why, Tom, my lad, you here?"

Tom Ocock raised his freckled face, from the chin of which sprouted

some long fair hairs, and turned red.

"Yes, it's me. Do you want to see 'En--" at an open kick from his

brother--"Mr. Ocock?"

"If you please."

Informed by Grindle that the "Captain" was at liberty, Mahony passed to

an inner room where he was waved to a chair. In answer to his statement

that he had called to see about raising some money, Ocock returned an:

"Indeed? Money is tight, sir, very tight!" his face instantly taking on

the blank-wall solemnity proper to dealings with this world's main

asset.

Mahony did not at once hand over John's way-soothing letter. He thought

he would first test the lawyer's attitude towards him in person--a

species of self-torment men of his make are rarely able to withstand.

He spoke of the decline of his business; of his idea of setting up as a

doctor and building himself a house; and, as he talked, he read his

answer pat and clear in the ferrety eyes before him. There was a bored

tolerance of his wordiness, an utter lack of interest in the concerns

of the petty tradesman.

"H'm." Ocock, lying back in his chair, was fitting five outstretched

fingers to their fellows. "All very well, my good sir, but may I ask if

you have anyone in view as a security?"

"I have. May I trouble you to glance through this?" and triumphantly

Mahony brandished John's letter.

Ocock raised his brows. "What? Mr. John Turnham? Ah, very good ... very

good indeed!" The brazen-faced change in his manner would have made a

cat laugh; he sat upright, was interested, courteous, alert. "Quite in

order! And now, pray, how much do we need?"

Unadvised, he had not been able, said Mahony, to determine the sum. So

Ocock took pencil and paper, and, prior to running off a reckoning, put

him through a sharp interrogation. Under it Mahony felt as though his

clothing was being stripped piece by piece off his back. At one moment

he stood revealed as mean and stingy, at another as an unpractical

spendthrift. More serious things came out besides. He began to see,

under the limelight of the lawyer's inquiry, in what a muddle-headed

fashion he had managed his business, and how unlikely it was he could

ever have made a good thing of it. Still worse was his thoughtless

folly in wedding and bringing home a young wife without, in this

settlement where accident was rife, where fires were of nightly

occurrence, insuring against either fire or death. Not that Ocock

breathed a hint of censure: all was done with a twist of the eye, a

purse of the lip; but it was enough for Mahony. He sat there, feeling

like an eel in the skinning, and did not attempt to keep pace with the

lawyer, who hunted figures into the centre of a woolly maze.

The upshot of these calculations was: he would need help to the tune of

something over one thousand pounds. As matters stood at present on

Ballarat, said Ocock, the plainest house he could build would cost him

eight hundred; and another couple of hundred would go in furnishing;

while a saddle-horse might be put down at fifty pounds. On Turnham's

letter he, Ocock, would be prepared to borrow seven hundred for

him--and this could probably be obtained at ten per cent on a mortgage

of the house; and a further four hundred, for which he would have to

pay twelve or fifteen. Current expenses must be covered by the residue

of this savings, and by what he was able to make. They would include

the keep of the horse, and the interest on the borrowed money, which

might be reckoned roughly at a hundred and twenty per annum. In

addition, he would be well advised to insure his life for five to seven

hundred pounds.

The question also came up whether the land he had selected for building

on should be purchased or not. He was for doing so, for settling the

whole business there and then. Ocock, however, took the opposite view.

Considering, said he, that the site chosen was far from the centre of

the town, Mahony might safely postpone buying in the meanwhile. There

had been no government land-sales of late, and all main-road frontages

had still to come under the hammer. As occupier, when the time arrived,

he would have first chance at the upset price; though then, it was

true, he would also be liable for improvements. The one thing he must

beware of was of enclosing too small a block.

Mahony agreed--agreed to everything: the affair seemed to have passed

out of his hands. A sense of dismay invaded him while he listened to

the lawyer tick off the obligations and responsibilities he was letting

himself in for. A thousand pounds! He to run into debt for such a sum,

who had never owed a farthing to anyone! He fell to doubting whether,

after all, he had made choice of the easier way, and lapsed into a

gloomy silence.

Ocock on the other hand warmed to geniality.

"May I say, doctor, how wise I think your decision to come over to

us?"--He spoke as if Ballarat East were in the heart of the Russian

steppes. "And that reminds me. There's a friend of mine.... I may be

able at once to put a patient in your way."

Mahony walked home in a mood of depression which it took all Polly's

arts to dispel.

Under its influence he wrote an outspoken letter to Purdy--but with no

very satisfactory result. It was like projecting a feeler for sympathy

into the void, so long was it since they had met, and so widely had his

friend's life branched from his.

Purdy's answer--it was headed "The Ovens"--did not arrive till several

weeks later, and was mainly about himself.

IN A WAY I'M WITH YOU, OLD PILL-BOX, he wrote. YOU'LL CUT A JOLLY SIGHT

BETTER FIGURE AS AN M.D. THEN EVER YOU'VE DONE BEHIND A COUNTER. BUT I

DON'T KNOW THAT I'D CARE TO STAKE MY LAST DOLLAR ON YOU ALL THE SAME.

WHAT DOES MRS. POLLY SAY?--AS FOR ME, OLD BOY, SINCE YOU'RE GOOD ENOUGH

TO ASK, WHY THE LESS SAID THE BETTER. ONE OF THESE DAYS A POOR WORN OLD

SHICER'LL COME CRAWLING ROUND TO YOUR BACK DOOR TO SEE IF YOU'VE ANY

CAST-OFF DUDS YOU CAN SPARE HIM. SERIOUSLY, DICK, OLD MAN, I'M

STONY-BROKE ONCE MORE AND THE LORD ONLY KNOWS HOW I'M GOING TO WIN

THROUGH.

In the course of that winter, custom died a natural death; and one day,

the few oddments that remained having been sold by auction, Mahony and

his assistant nailed boards horizontally across the entrance to the

store. The day of weighing out pepper and salt was over; never again

would the tinny jangle of the accursed bell smite his ears. The next

thing was that Hempel packed his chattels and departed for his new walk

in life. Mahony was not sorry to see him go. Hempel's thoughts had

soared far above the counter; he was arrived at the stage of: "I'm just

as good as you!" which everyone here reached sooner or later.

"I shall always be pleased to hear how you are getting on."

Mahony spoke kindly, but in a tone which, as Polly who stood by, very

well knew, people were apt to misunderstand.

"I should think so!" she chimed in. "I shall feel very hurt indeed,

Hempel, if you don't come and see us."

With regard to Long Jim, she had a talk with her husband one night as

they went to bed.

"There really won't be anything for him to do in the new house. No

heavy crates or barrels to move about. And he doesn't know a thing

about horses. Why not let him go home?--he does so want to. What would

you say, dear, to giving him thirty pounds for his passage-money and a

trifle in his pocket? It would make him very happy, and he'd be off

your hands for good.--Of course, though, just as you think best."

"We shall need every penny we can scrape together, for ourselves,

Polly. And yet, my dear, I believe you're right. In the new house, as

you say, he'll be a mere encumbrance. As for me, I'd be only too

thankful never to hear his cantankerous old pipe again. I don't know

now what evil genius prompted me to take him in."

"Evil genius, indeed!" retorted Polly. "You did it because you're a

dear, good, kind-hearted man."

"Think so, wifey? I'm inclined to put it down to sheer dislike of

botheration--Irish inertia ... the curse of our race."

"Yes, yes, I knoo you'd be wantin' to get rid o' me, now you're goin'

up in the world," was Long Jim's answer when Polly broached her scheme

for his benefit. "Well, no, I won't say anythin' against you, Mrs.

Mahony; you've treated me square enough. But doc., 'e's always thought

'imself a sight above one, an' when 'e does, 'e lets you feel it."

This was more than Polly could brook. "And sighing and groaning as you

have done to get home, Jim! You're a silly, ungrateful old man, even to

hint at such a thing."

"Poor old fellow, he's grumbled so long now, that he's forgotten how to

do anything else," she afterwards made allowance for him. And added,

pierced by a sudden doubt: "I hope his wife will still be used to it,

or ... or else ..."

And now the last day in the old house was come. The furniture, stacked

in the yard, awaited the dray that was to transport it. Hardly worth

carrying with one, thought Mahony, when he saw the few poor sticks

exposed to the searching sunlight. Pipe in mouth he mooned about,

feeling chiefly amazed that he could have put up, for so long, with the

miserable little hut which his house, stripped of its trimmings, proved

to be.

His reflections were cut short by old Ocock, who leaned over the fence

to bid his neighbours good-bye.

"No disturbance! Come in, come in!" cried Mahony, with the rather

spurious heartiness one is prone to throw into a final invitation. And

Polly rose from her knees before a clothes-basket which she was filling

with crockery, and bustled away to fetch the cake she had baked for

such an occasion.

"I'll miss yer bright little face, that I will!" said Mr. Ocock, as he

munched with the relish of a Jerry or a Ned. He held his slice of cake

in the hollow of one great palm, conveying with extreme care the pieces

he broke off to his mouth.

"You must come and see us, as soon as ever we're settled."

"Bless you! You'll soon find grander friends than an old chap like me."

"Mr. Ocock! And you with three sons in the law!"

"Besides, mark my words, it'll be your turn next to build," Mahony

removed his pipe to throw in. "We'll have you over with us yet."

"And what a lovely surprise for Miss Amelia when she arrives, to find a

bran'-new house awaiting her."

"Well, that's the end of this little roof-tree," said Mahony.--The

loaded dray had driven off, the children and Ellen perched on top of

the furniture, and he was giving a last look round. "We've spent some

very happy days under it, eh, my dear?"

"Oh, very," said Polly, shaking out her skirts. "But we shall be just

as happy in the new one."

"God grant we may! It's not too much to hope I've now seen all the

downs of my life. I've managed to pack a good many into thirty short

years.-- And that reminds me, Mrs. Townshend-Mahony, do you know you

will have been married to me two whole years, come next Friday?"

"Why, so we shall!" cried Polly, and was transfixed in the act of tying

her bonnet-strings. "How time does fly! It seems only the other day I

saw this room for the first time. I peeped in, you know, while you were

fetching the box. DO you remember how I cried, Richard? I was afraid of

a spider or something." And the Polly of eighteen looked back, with a

motherly amusement, at her sixteen-year-old eidolon. "But now, dear, if

you're ready ... or else the furniture will get there before we do.

We'd better take the short cut across Soldiers' Hill. That's the cat in

that basket, for you to carry, and here's your microscope. I've got the

decanter and the best teapot. Shall we go?"

Chapter II

And now for a month or more Mahony had been in possession of a room

that was all his own. Did he retire into it and shut the door, he could

make sure of not being disturbed. Polly herself tapped before entering;

and he let her do so. Polly was dear; but dearer still was his

long-coveted privacy.

He knew, too, that she was happily employed; the fitting-up and

furnishing of the house was a job after her own heart. She had proved

both skilful and economical at it: thanks to her, they had used a bare

three-quarters of the sum allotted by Ocock for the purpose--and this

was well; for any number of unforeseen expenses had cropped up at the

last moment. Polly had a real knack for making things "do". Old empty

boxes, for instance, underwent marvellous transformations at her

hands--emerged, clad in chintz and muslin, as sofas and toilet-tables.

She hung her curtains on strings, and herself sewed the seams of the

parlour carpet, squatting Turk-fashion on the floor, and working away,

with a great needle shaped like a scimitar, till the perspiration ran

down her face. It was also she who, standing on the kitchen-table, put

up the only two pictures they possessed, Ned and Jerry giving opinions

on the straightness of her eye, from below: a fancy picture of the

Battle of Waterloo in the parlour; a print of "Harvey Discovering the

Circulation of the Blood" on the surgery wall.

From where he sat Mahony could hear the voices of the children--John's

children--at play. They frolicked with Pompey in the yard. He could

endure them, now that he was not for ever tumbling over them. Yes, one

and all were comfortably established under the new roof--with the

exception of poor Palmerston the cat. Palmerston had declined to

recognise the change, and with the immoderate homing-instinct of his

kind had returned night after night to his old haunts. For some time

Mahony's regular evening walk was back to the store--a road he would

otherwise not have taken; for it was odious to him to see Polly's neat

little appointments going to rack and ruin, under the tenancy of a

dirty Irish family. There he would find the animal sitting, in

melancholy retrospect. Again and again he picked him up and carried him

home; till that night when no puss came to his call, and Palmerston,

the black and glossy, was seen no more: either he had fallen down a

shaft, or been mangled by a dog, or stolen, cats still fetching a high

price on Ballarat.

The window of Mahony's room faced a wide view: not a fence, hardly a

bit of scrub or a tuft of grass-tree marked the bare expanse of uneven

ground, now baked brown as a piecrust by the December sun. He looked

across it to the cemetery. This was still wild and unfenced--just a

patch of rising ground where it was permissible to bury the dead. Only

the day before--the second anniversary of the Eureka Stockade--he had

watched some two to three hundred men, with crepe on their hats and

sleeves, a black-draped pole at their head, march there to do homage to

their fallen comrades. The dust raised by the shuffling of these many

feet had accompanied the procession like a moving cloud; had lingered

in its rear like the smoke from a fire. Drays and lorries crawled for

ever laboriously along it, seeming glued to the earth by the monstrous

sticky heat of the veiled sun. Further back rose a number of bald

hills--rounded, swelling hills, shaped like a woman's breasts. And

behind all, pale china-blue against the tense white sky, was the

embankment of the distant ranges. Except for these, an ugly, uninviting

outlook, and one to which he seldom lifted his eyes.

His room pleased him better. Polly had stretched a bright green drugget

on the floor; the table had a green cloth on it; the picture showed up

well against the whitewashed wall. Behind him was a large deal

cupboard, which held instruments and drugs. The bookshelves with their

precious burden were within reach of his hand; on the top shelf he had

stacked the boxes containing his botanical and other specimens.

The first week or so there was naturally little doing: a sprained wrist

to bandage, a tooth to draw, a case of fly-blight. To keep himself from

growing fidgety, he overhauled his minerals and butterflies, and

renewed faded labels. This done, he went on to jot down some ideas he

had, with regard to the presence of auriferous veins in quartz. It was

now generally agreed that quartz was the matrix; but on the question of

how the gold had found its way into the rock, opinions were sharply

divided. The theory of igneous injection was advanced by some; others

inclined to that of sublimation. Mahony leaned to a combination of the

two processes, and spent several days getting his thoughts in order;

while Polly, bursting with pride, went about on tiptoe audibly hushing

the children: their uncle was writing for the newspapers.

Still no patients worth the name made their appearance. To fend off the

black worry that might get the better of him did he sit idle, he next

drew his Bible to him, and set about doing methodically what he had so

far undertaken merely by fits and starts--deciding for himself to what

degree the Scriptures were inspired. Polly was neither proud nor happy

while this went on, and let the children romp unchecked. At present it

was not so much the welfare of her husband's soul she feared for: God

must surely know by this time what a good man Richard was; he had not

his equal, she thought, for honesty and uprightness; he was kind to the

poor and the sick, and hadn't missed a single Sunday at church, since

their marriage. But all that would not help, if once he got the

reputation of being an infidel. Then, nobody would want him as a doctor

at all.

Casually begun, Mahony's studies soon absorbed him to the exclusion of

everything else.

Brought up in the cast-iron mould of Irish Protestantism, to which,

being of a sober and devout turn of mind, he had readily submitted, he

had been tossed, as a youthful student, into the freebooting Edinburgh

of the forties. Edinburgh was alive in those days to her very

paving-stones; town and university combined to form a hotbed of

intellectual unrest, a breeding-ground for disturbing possibilities.

The "development theory" was in the air; and a book that appeared

anonymously had boldly voiced, in popular fashion, Maillet's dream and

the Lamarckian hypothesis of a Creation undertaken once and for all, in

place of a continuous creative intenention. This book, opposing natural

law to miracle, carried complete conviction to the young and eager.

Audacious spirits even hazarded the conjecture that primitive life

itself might have originated in a natural way: had not, but recently,

an investigator who brought a powerful voltaic battery to bear on a

saturated solution of silicate of potash, been startled to find, as the

result of his experiment, numberless small mites of the species ACARUS

HORRIDUS? Might not the marvel electricity or galvanism, in action on

albumen, turn out to be the vitalising force? To the orthodox

zoologist, phytologist and geologist, such a suggestion savoured of

madness; they either took refuge in a contemptuous silence, or

condescended only to reply: Had one visited the Garden of Eden during

Creation, one would have found that, in the morning, man was not, while

in the evening he was!--morning and evening bearing their newly

established significance of geological epochs. The famous tracing of

the Creator's footsteps, undertaken by a gifted compromiser, was felt

by even the most bigoted to be a lame rejoinder. His ASTEROLEPSIS, the

giant fossil-fish from the Old Red Sandstone, the antiquity of which

should show that the origin of life was not to be found solely in

"infusorial points," but that highly developed forms were among the

earliest created--this single prop was admittedly not strong enough to

carry the whole burden of proof. No, the immutability of species had

been seriously impugned, and bold minds asked themselves why a single

act of creation, at the outset, should not constitute as divine an

origin of life as a continued series of "creative fiats."

Mahony was one of them. The "development theory" did not repel him. He

could see no impiety in believing that life, once established on the

earth, had been left to perfect itself. Or hold that this would

represent the Divine Author of all things as, after one master-stroke,

dreaming away eternal ages in apathy and indifference. Why should the

perfect functioning of natural law not be as convincing an expression

of God's presence as a series of cataclysmic acts of creation?

None the less it was a time of crisis, for him, as for so many. For, if

this were so, if science spoke true that, the miracle of life set

a-going, there had been no further intervention on the part of the

Creator, then the very head-and-corner stone of the Christian faith,

the Bible itself, was shaken. More, much more would have to go than the

Mosaic cosmogony of the first chapter of Genesis. Just as the Elohistic

account of creation had been stretched to fit the changed views of

geologists, so the greater part of the scriptural narratives stood in

need of a wider interpretation. The fable of the Eternal's personal

mediation in the affairs of man must be accepted for what it was--a

beautiful allegory, the fondly dreamed fulfilment of a world-old

desire. And bringing thus a sharpened critical sense to bear on the

Scriptures, Mahony embarked on his voyage of discovery. Before him, but

more as a warning than a beacon, shone the example of a famous German

savant, who, taking our Saviour's life as his theme, demolished the

sacred idea of a Divine miracle, and retold the Gospel story from a

rationalistic standpoint. A savagely unimaginative piece of work this,

thought Mahony, and one that laid all too little weight on the deeps of

poetry, the mysteries of symbols, and the power the human mind drew

from these, to pierce to an ideal truth. His own modest efforts would

be of quite another kind.

For he sought, not to deny God, but to discover Him anew, by freeing

Him from the drift of error, superstition and dead-letterism which the

centuries had accumulated about Him. Far was it from His servant's mind

to wish to decry the authority of the Book of Books. This he believed

to consist, in great part, of inspired utterances, and, for the rest,

to be the wisest and ripest collection of moral precept and example

that had come down to us from the ages. Without it, one would be

rudderless indeed--a castaway in a cockleshell boat on a furious

sea--and from one's lips would go up a cry like to that wrung from a

famous infidel: "I am affrighted and confounded with the forlorn

solitude in which I am placed by my philosophy ... begin to fancy

myself in the most deplorable condition imaginable, environed by the

deepest darkness."

No, Mahony was not one of those who held that the Christian faith, that

fine flower of man's spiritual need, would suffer detriment by the

discarding of a few fabulous tales; nor did he fear lest his own faith

should become undermined by his studies. For he had that in him which

told him that God was; and this instinctive certainty would persist, he

believed, though he had ultimately to admit the whole fabric of

Christianity to be based on the Arimathean's dream. It had already

survived the rejection of externals: the surrender of forms, the

assurance that ceremonials were not essential to salvation belonged to

his early student-days. Now, he determined to send by the board the

last hampering relics of bigotry and ritual. He could no longer concede

the tenets of election and damnation. God was a God of mercy, not the

blind, jealous Jahveh of the Jews, or the inhuman Sabbatarian of a

narrow Protestantism. And He might be worshipped anywhere or anyhow: in

any temple built to His name--in the wilderness under the open sky--in

silent prayer, or according to any creed.

In all this critical readjustment, the thought he had to spare for his

fellow-men was of small account: his fate was not bound to theirs by

the altruism of a later generation. It was a time of intense

individualism; and his efforts towards spiritual emancipation were made

on his own behalf alone. The one link he had with his fellows--if link

it could be termed--was his earnest wish to avoid giving offence: never

would it have occurred to him to noise his heterodoxy abroad. Nor did

he want to disturb other people's convictions. He respected those who

could still draw support from the old faith, and, moreover, had not a

particle of the proselytiser in him. He held that religion was either a

matter of temperament, or of geographical distribution; felt tolerantly

inclined towards the Jews, and the Chinese; and did not even smile at

processions to the Joss-house, and the provisioning of those silent

ones who needed food no more.

But just as little as he intermeddled with the convictions of others

would he brook interference with his own. It was the concern of no

third person what paths he followed in his journeyings after the

truth--in his quest for a panacea for the ills and delusions of life.

For, call it what he would--Biblical criticism, scientific

inquiry--this was his aim first and last. He was trying to pierce the

secret of existence--to rede the riddle that has never been

solved.--What am I? Whence have I come? Whither am I going? What

meaning has the pain I suffer, the evil that men do? Can evil be

included in God's scheme?--And it was well, he told himself, as he

pressed forward, that the flame in him burnt unwaveringly, which

assured him of his kinship with the Eternal, of the kinship of all

created things; so unsettling and perplexing were the conclusions at

which he arrived.

Summoned to dinner, he sat at table with stupid hands and evasive eyes.

Little Johnny, who was, as Polly put it, "as sharp as mustard," was

prompt to note his uncle's vacancy.

"What you staring at, Nunkey?" he demanded, his mouth full of

roly-pudding, which he was stuffing down with all possible dispatch.

"Hush, Johnny. Don't tease your uncle."

"What do you mean, my boy?"

"I mean ..." Young John squeezed his last mouthful over his windpipe

and raised his plate. "I mean, you look just like you was seein' a

emeny.--More puddin', Aunt Polly!"

"What does the child mean? An anemone?"

"NO!" said John with the immense contempt of five years. "I didn't say

anner emeny." Here, he began to tuck in anew, aiding the slow work of

his spoon with his more habile fingers. "A emeny's d emeny. Like on de

pickshur in Aunt Polly's room. One ... one's de English, an' one's de

emeny."

"It's the Battle of Waterloo," explained Polly. "He stands in front of

it every day."

"Yes. An' when I'm a big man, I'm goin' to be a sojer, an' wear a red

coat, an' make 'bung'!" and he shot an imaginary gun at his sister, who

squealed and ducked her head.

"An ancient wish, my son," said Mahony, when Johnny had been reproved

and Trotty comforted. "Tom-thumbs like you have voiced it since the

world--or rather since war first began."

"Don't care. Nunkey, why is de English and why is de emeny?"

But Mahony shrank from the gush of whats and whys he would let loose on

himself, did he attempt to answer this question. "Come, shall uncle

make you some boats to sail in the wash-tub?"

"Wiv a mast an' sails an' everyfing?" cried John wildly; and throwing

his spoon to the floor, he scrambled from his chair. "Oh yes,

Nunkey--dear Nunkey!"

"Dea Unkey!" echoed the shadow.

"Oh, you cupboard lovers, you!" said Mahony as, order restored and

sticky mouths wiped, two pudgy hands were thrust with a new kindness

into his.

He led the way to the yard; and having whittled out for the children

some chips left by the builders, he lighted his pipe and sat down in

the shade of the house. Here, through a veiling of smoke, which hung

motionless in the hot, still air, he watched the two eager little

mortals before him add their quota to the miracle of life.

Chapter III

Polly had no such absorbing occupation to tide her over these empty

days of waiting; and sometimes--especially late in the afternoon, when

her household duties were done, the children safely at play--she found

it beyond her power to stitch quietly at her embroidery. Letting the

canvas fall to her knee, she would listen, listen, listen till the

blood sang in her ears, for the footsteps and knocks at the door that

never came. And did she draw back the window-curtain and look out,

there was not a soul to be seen: not a trace of the string of

prosperous, paying patients she had once imagined winding their way to

the door.

And meanwhile Richard was shut up in his room, making those dreadful

notes in the Bible which it pinched her heart even to think of. He

really did not seem to care whether he had a practice or not. All the

new instruments, got from Melbourne, lay unused in their casings; and

the horse was eating its head off, at over a pound a week, in the

livery-barn. Polly shrank from censuring her husband, even in thought;

but as she took up her work again, and went on producing in wools a

green basket of yellow fruit on a magenta ground, she could not help

reflecting what she would have done at this pass, had she been a man.

She would have announced the beginning of her practice in big letters

in the STAR, and she would have gone down into the township and mixed

with people and made herself known. With Richard, it was almost as if

he felt averse from bringing himself into public notice.

Only another month now, and the second instalment of interest would

fall due. Polly did not know exactly what the sum was; but she did know

the date. The first time, they had had no difficulty in meeting the

bill, owing to their economy in furnishing. But what about this one,

and the next again? How were payments to be made, and kept up, if the

patients would not come?

She wished with all her heart that she was ten years older. For what

could a person who was only eighteen be supposed to understand of

business? Richard's invariable answer, did she venture a word, was not

to worry her little head about such things.

When, however, another week had dribbled away in the same fashion,

Polly began to be afraid the date of payment had slipped his memory

altogether. She would need to remind him of it, even at the risk of

vexing him. And having cast about for a pretext to intrude, she decided

to ask his advice on a matter that was giving her much uneasiness;

though, had he been REALLY busy, she would have gone on keeping it to

herself.

It related to little Johnny.

Johnny was a high-spirited, passionate child, who needed most careful

handling. At first she had managed him well enough. But ever since his

five months' boarding-out, he had fallen into deceitful ways; and the

habit of falsehood was gaining on him. Bad by nature, Polly felt sure

the child was not; but she could not keep him on the straight path now

he had discovered that a lie might save him a punishment. He was not to

be shamed out of telling it; and the only other cure Polly knew of was

whipping. She whipped him; and provoked him to fury.

A new misdeed on his part gave her the handle she sought. Johnny had

surreptitiously entered her pantry and stolen a plateful of cakes.

Taxed with the theft he denied it; and cornered, laid, Adam-like, the

blame on his companion, asserting that Trotty had persuaded him to take

the goodies; though bewildered innocence was writ all over the baby's

chubby face.

Mahony had the young sinner up before him. But he was able neither to

touch the child's heart, nor to make him see the gravity of what he had

done: never being allowed inside the surgery, John could now not take

his eyes off the wonderful display of gold and purple and red moths,

which were pinned, with outstretched wings, to a sheet of cork. He

stood o-mouthed and absentminded, and only once shot a blue glance at

his uncle to say: "But if dey're so baddy ... den why did God MAKE lies

an' de debble?"--which intelligent query hit the nail of one of

Mahony's own misgivings on the head.

No real depravity, was his verdict. Still, too much of a handful, it

was plain, for Polly's inexperience. "A problem for John himself to

tackle, my dear. Why should we have to drill a non-existent morality

into his progeny? Besides, I'm not going to have you blamed for bad

results, later on." He would write to John there and then, and request

that Johnny be removed from their charge.

Polly was not prepared for this summary solution of her dilemma, and

began to regret having brought it up; though she could not but agree

with Richard that it would never do for the younger child to be

corrupted by a bad example. However she kept her wits about her. Did

John take the boy away, said she, she was afraid she would have to ask

for a larger housekeeping allowance. The withdrawal of the money for

Johnny's board would make a difference to their income.

"Of course," returned Mahony easily, and was about to dismiss the

subject.

But Polly stood her ground. "Talking of money, Richard, I don't know

whether you remember ... you've been so busy ... that it's only about a

fortnight now till the second lot of interest falls due."

"What!--a fortnight?" exclaimed her husband, and reached out for an

almanack. "Good Lord, so it is! And nothing doing yet, Polly ...

absolutely nothing!"

"Well, dear, you can't expect to jump into a big practice all at once,

can you? But you see, I think the trouble is, not nearly enough people

know you've started." And a little imploringly, and very

apologetically, Polly unfolded her artless schemes for

self-advertisement.

"Wife, I've a grave suspicion!" said Mahony, and took her by the chin.

"While I've sat here with my head in the clouds, you've been worrying

over ways and means, and over having such an unpractical old dreamer

for a husband. Now, child, that won't do. I didn't marry to have my

girl puzzling her little brains where her next day's dinner was to come

from. Away with you, to your stitching! Things will be all right, trust

to me."

And Polly did trust him, and was so satisfied with what she had

effected that, raising her face for a kiss, she retired with an easy

mind to overhaul Johnny's little wardrobe.

But the door having clicked behind her, Mahony's air of forced

assurance died away. For an instant he hesitated beside the table, on

which a rampart of books lay open, then vigorously clapped each volume

to and moved to the window, chewing at the ends of his beard. A timely

interruption! What the dickens had he been about, to forget himself in

this fool's paradise, when the crassest of material anxieties--that of

pounds, shillings and pence--was crouched, wolf-like, at his door?

That night he wakened with a jerk from an uneasy sleep. Though at noon

the day before, the thermometer had registered over a hundred in the

shade, it was now bitterly cold, and these abrupt changes of

temperature always whipped up his nerves. Even after he had piled his

clothes and an opossum-rug on top of the blankets, he could not drop

off again. He lay staring at the moonlit square of the window, and

thinking the black thoughts of night.

What if he could not manage to work up a practice? ... found it

impossible to make a living? His plate had been on the door for close

on two months now, and he had barely a five-pound note to show for it.

What was to be done? Here Polly's words came back to him with new

stress. "Not nearly enough people know you've started." That was

it!--Polly had laid her finger on the hitch. The genteel manners of the

old country did not answer here; instead of sitting twiddling his

thumbs, waiting for patients to seek him out, he ought to have adopted

the screaming methods of advertisement in vogue on Ballarat. To have

had "Holloway's Pills sold here!" "Teeth extracted painlessly!" "Cures

guaranteed!" painted man-high on his outside house-wall. To have gone

up and down and round the township; to have been on the spot when

accidents happened; to have hobnobbed with Tom, Dick and Harry in bars

and saloons. And he saw a figure that looked like his the centre of a

boisterous crowd; saw himself slapped on the back by dirty hands,

shouting and shouted to drinks. He turned his pillow, to drive the

image away. Whatever he had done or not done, the fact remained that a

couple of weeks hence he had to make up the sum of over thirty pounds.

And again he discerned a phantom self, this time a humble supplicant

for an extension of term, brought up short against Ocock's stony

visage, flouted by his cocksy clerk. Once more he turned his pillow.

These quarterly payments, which dotted all his coming years, were like

little rock-islands studding the surface of an ocean, and telling of

the sunken continent below: this monstrous thousand odd pounds he had

been fool enough to borrow. Never would he be able to pay off such a

sum, never again be free from the incubus of debt. Meanwhile, not the

ground he stood on, not the roof over his head could actually be called

his own. He had also been too pushed for money, at the time, to take

Ocock's advice and insure his life.

These thoughts spun themselves to a nightmare-web, in which he was the

hapless fly. Putting a finger to his wrist, he found he had the pulse

of a hundred that was not uncommon to him. He got out of bed, to dowse

his head in a basin of water. Polly, only half awake, sat up and said:

"What's the matter, dear? Are you ill?" In replying to her he disturbed

the children, the door of whose room stood ajar; and by the time quiet

was restored, further sleep was out of the question. He dressed and

quitted the house.

Day was breaking; the moon, but an hour back a globe of polished

silver, had now no light left in her, and stole, a misty ghost, across

the dun-coloured sky. A bank of clouds that had had their night-camp on

the summit of Mount Warrenheip was beginning to disperse; and the air

had lost its edge. He walked out beyond the cemetary, then sat down on

a tree-stump and looked back. The houses that nestled on the slope were

growing momently whiter; but the Flat was still sunk in shadow and

haze, making old Warrenheip, for all its half-dozen miles of distance,

seem near enough to be touched by hand. But even in full daylight this

woody peak had a way of tricking the eye. From the brow of the western

hill, with the Flat out of sight below, it appeared to stand at the

very foot of those streets that headed east--first of one, then of

another, moving with you as you changed position, like the eyes of a

portrait that follow you wherever you go.--And now the sky was streaked

with crimson-madder; the last clouds scattered, drenched in orange and

rose, and flames burned in the glass of every window-pane. Up came the

tip of the sun's rim, grew to a fiery quarter, to a half; till,

bounding free from the horizon, it began to mount and to lose its girth

in the immensity of the sky.

The phantasms of the night yielded like the clouds to its power. He was

still reasonably young, reasonably sound, and had the better part of a

lifetime before him. Rising with a fresh alacrity, he whistled to his

dog, and walked briskly home to bath and breakfast.

But that evening, at the heel of another empty day, his nervous

restlessness took him anew. From her parlour Polly could hear the thud

of his feet, going up and down, up and down his room. And it was she

who was to blame for disturbing him!

"Yet what else could I do?"

And meditatively pricking her needle in and out of the window-curtain,

Polly fell into a reverie over her husband and his ways. How strange

Richard was ... how difficult! First, to be able to forget all about

how things stood with him, and then to be twice as upset as other

people.

John demanded the immediate delivery of his young son, undertaking soon

to knock all nasty tricks out of him. On the day fixed for Johnny's

departure husband and wife were astir soon after dawn. Mahony was to

have taken the child down to the coach-office. But Johnny had been

awake since two o'clock with excitement, and was now so fractious that

Polly tied on her bonnet and accompanied them. She knew Richard's

hatred of a scene.

"You just walk on, dear, and get his seat," she said, while she dragged

the cross, tired child on her hand to the public-house, where even at

this hour a posse of idlers hung about.

And she did well to be there. Instantly on arriving Johnny set up a

wail, because there was talk of putting him inside the vehicle; and

this persisted until the coachman, a goat-bearded Yankee, came to the

rescue and said he was darned if such a plucky young nipper shouldn't

get his way: he'd have the child tied on beside him on the box-seat--be

blowed if he wouldn't! But even this did not satisfy Johnny; and while

Mahony went to procure a length of rope, he continued to prance round

his aunt and to tug ceaselessly at her sleeve.

"Can I dwive, Aunt Polly, can I dwive? Ask him, can I dwive!" he

roared, beating her skirts with his fists. He was only silenced by the

driver threatening to throw him as a juicy morsel to the gang of

bushrangers who, sure as blazes, would be waiting to stick the coach up

directly it entered the bush.

Husband and wife lingered to watch the start, when the champing horses

took a headlong plunge forward and, together with the coach, were

swallowed up in a whirlwind of dust. A last glimpse discovered Johnny,

pale and wide-eyed at the lurching speed, but sitting bravely erect.

"The spirit of your brother in that child, my dear!" said Mahony as

they made to walk home.

"Poor little Johnny," and Polly wiped her eyes. "If only he was going

back to a mother who loved him, and would understand."

"I'm sure no mother could have done more for him than you, love."

"Yes, but a real mother wouldn't need to give him up, however naughty

he had been."

"I think the young varmint might have shown some regret at parting from

you, after all this time," returned her husband, to whom it was

offensive if even a child was lacking in good feeling. "He never turned

his head. Well, I suppose it's a fact, as they say, that the natural

child is the natural barbarian."

"Johnny never meant any harm. It was I who didn't know how to manage

him," said Polly staunchly.--"Why, Richard, what IS the matter?" For

letting her arm fall Mahony had dashed to the other side of the road.

"Good God, Polly, look at this!"

"This" was a printed notice, nailed to a shed, which announced that a

sale of frontages in Mair and Webster Streets would shortly be held.

"But it's not our road. I don't understand."

"Good Lord, don't you see that if they're there already, they'll be out

with us before we can say Jack Robinson? And then where shall I be?"

gave back Mahony testily.

"Let us talk it over. But first come home and have breakfast. Then ...

yes, then, I think you should go down and see Mr. Henry, and hear what

he says."

"You're right. I must see Ocock.--Confound the fellow! It's he who has

let me in for this."

"And probably he'll know some way out. What else is a lawyer for, dear?"

"Quite true, my Polly. None the less, it looks as if I were in for a

run of real bad luck, all along the line."

Chapter IV

One hot morning some few days later, Polly, with Trotty at her side,

stood on the doorstep shading her eyes with her hand. She was on the

look-out for her "vegetable man," who drove in daily from the Springs

with his greenstuff. He was late as usual: if Richard would only let

her deal with the cheaper, more punctual Ah Sing, who was at this

moment coming up the track. But Devine was a reformed character: after,

as a digger, having squandered a fortune in a week, he had given up the

drink and, backed by a hard-working, sober wife, was now trying to earn

a living at market-gardening. So he had to be encouraged.

The Chinaman jog-trotted towards them, his baskets a-sway, his mouth

stretched to a friendly grin. "You no want cabbagee to-day? Me got

velly good cabbagee," he said persuasively and lowered his pole.

"No thank you, John, not to-day. Me wait for white man."

"Me bling pleasant for lilly missee," said the Chow; and unknotting a

dirty nosecloth, he drew from it an ancient lump of candied ginger.

"Lilly missee eatee him ... oh, yum, yum! Velly good. My word!"

But Chinamen to Trotty were fearsome bogies, corresponding to the

swart-faced, white-eyed chimney-sweeps of the English nursery. She hid

behind her aunt, holding fast to the latter's skirts, and only stealing

an occasional peep from one saucer-like blue eye.

"Thank you, John. Me takee chowchow for lilly missee," said Polly, who

had experience in disposing of such savoury morsels.

"You no buy cabbagee to-day?" repeated Ah Sing, with the catlike

persistence of his race. And as Polly, with equal firmness and

good-humour, again shook her head, he shouldered his pole and departed

at a half-run, crooning as he went.

Meanwhile at the bottom of the road another figure had come into view.

It was not Devine in his spring-cart; it was some one on horseback, was

a lady, in a holland habit. The horse, a piebald, advanced at a sober

pace, and--"Why, good gracious! I believe she's coming here."

At the first of the three houses the rider had dismounted, and knocked

at the door with the butt of her whip. After a word with the woman who

opened, she threw her riding-skirt over one arm, put the other through

the bridle, and was now making straight for them.

As she drew near she smiled, showing a row of white teeth. "Does Dr.

Mahony live here?"

Misfortune of misfortunes!--Richard was out.

But almost instantly Polly grasped that this would tell in his favour.

"He won't be long, I know."

"I wonder," said the lady, "if he would come out to my house when he

gets back? I am Mrs Glendinning--of Dandaloo."

Polly flushed, with sheer satisfaction: Dandaloo was one of the largest

stations in the neighbourhood of Ballarat. "Oh, I'm certain he will,"

she answered quickly.

"I am so glad you think so," said Mrs. Glendinning. "A mutual friend,

Mr. Henry Ocock, tells me how clever he is."

Polly's brain leapt at the connection; on the occasion of Richard's

last visit the lawyer had again repeated the promise to put a patient

in his way. Ocock was one of those people, said Richard, who only

remembered your existence when he saw you.--Oh, what a blessing in

disguise had been that troublesome old land sale!

The lady had stooped to Trotty, whom she was trying to coax from her

lurking-place. "What a darling! How I envy you!"

"Have you no children?" Polly asked shyly, when Trotty's relationship

had been explained.

"Yes, a boy. But I should have liked a little girl of my own. Boys are

so difficult," and she sighed.

The horse nuzzling for sugar roused Polly to a sense of her remissness.

"Won't you come in and rest a little, after your ride?" she asked; and

without hesitation Mrs. Glendinning said she would like to, very much

indeed; and tying the hone to the fence, she followed Polly into the

house.

The latter felt proud this morning of its apple-pie order. She drew up

the best armchair, placed a footstool before it and herself carried in

a tray with refreshments. Mrs. Glendinning had taken Trotty on her lap,

and given the child her long gold chains to play with. Polly thought

her the most charming creature in the world. She had a slender waist,

and an abundant light brown chignon, and cheeks of a beautiful pink, in

which two fascinating dimples came and went. The feather from her

riding-hat lay on her neck. Her eyes were the colour of forget-me-nots,

her mouth was red as any rose. She had, too, so sweet and natural a

manner that Polly was soon chatting frankly about herself and her life,

Mrs. Glendinning listening with her face pressed to the spun-glass of

Trotty's hair.

When she rose, she clasped both Polly's hands in hers. "You dear little

woman... may I kiss you? I am ever so much older than you."

"I am eighteen," said Polly.

"And I on the shady side of twenty-eight!"

They laughed and kissed. "I shall ask your husband to bring you out to

see me. And take no refusal. AU REVOIR!" and riding off, she turned in

the saddle and waved her hand.

For all her pleasurable excitement Polly did not let the grass grow

under her feet. There being still no sign of Richard--he had gone to

Soldiers' Hill to extract a rusty nail from a child's foot--Ellen was

sent to summon him home; and when the girl returned with word that he

was on the way, Polly dispatched her to the livery-barn, to order the

horse to be got ready.

Richard took the news coolly. "Did she say what the matter was?"

No, she hadn't; and Polly had not liked to ask her; it could surely be

nothing very serious, or she would have mentioned it.

"H'm. Then it's probably as I thought. Glendinning's failing is well

known. Only the other day, I heard that more than one medical man had

declined to have anything further to do with the case. It's a long way

out, and fees are not always forthcoming. HE doesn't ask for a doctor,

and, womanlike, she forgets to pay the bills. I suppose they think

they'll try a greenhorn this time."

Pressed by Polly, who was curious to learn everything about her new

friend, he answered: "I should be sorry to tell you, my dear, how many

bottles of brandy it is Glendinning's boast he can empty in a week."

"Drink? Oh, Richard, how terrible! And that pretty, pretty woman!"

cried Polly, and drove her thoughts backwards: she had seen no hint of

tragedy in her caller's lovely face. However, she did not wait to

ponder, but asked, a little anxiously: "But you'll go, dear, won't you?"

"Go? Of course I shall! Beggars can't be choosers." "Besides, you know,

you MIGHT be able to do something where other people have failed."

Mahony rode out across the Flat. For a couple of miles his route was

one with the Melbourne Road, on which plied the usual motley traffic.

Then, branching off at right angles, it dived into the bush--in this

case a scantly wooded, uneven plain, burnt tobacco-brown and hard as

iron.

Here went no one but himself. He and the mare were the sole living

creatures in what, for its stillness, might have been a painted

landscape. Not a breath of air stirred the weeping grey-green foliage

of the gums; nor was there any bird-life to rustle the leaves, or peck,

or chirrup. Did he draw rein, the silence was so intense that he could

almost hear it.

On striking the outlying boundary of Dandaloo, he dismounted to slip a

rail. After that he was in and out of the saddle, his way leading

through numerous gateless paddocks before it brought him up to the

homestead.

This, a low white wooden building, overspread by a broad verandah--from

a distance it looked like an elongated mushroom--stood on a hill. At

the end, the road had run alongside a well-stocked fruit and

flower-garden; but the hillside itself, except for a gravelled walk in

front of the house, was uncultivated--was given over to dead thistles

and brown weeds.

Fastening his bridle to a post, Mahony unstrapped his bag of

necessaries and stepped on to the verandah. A row of French windows

stood open; but flexible green sun-blinds hid the rooms from view. The

front door was a French window, too, differing from the rest only in

its size. There was neither bell nor knocker. While he was rapping with

the knuckles on the panel, one of the blinds was pushed aside and Mrs.

Glendinning came out.

She was still in hat and riding-habit; had herself, she said, reached

home but half an hour ago. Summoning a station-hand to attend to the

horse, she raised a blind and ushered Mahony into the dining-room,

where she had been sitting at lunch, alone at the head of a large

table. A Chinaman brought fresh plates, and Mahony was invited to draw

up his chair. He had an appetite after his ride; the room was cool and

dark; there were no flies.

Throughout the meal, the lady kept up a running fire of talk--the

graceful chitchat that sits so well on pretty lips. She spoke of the

coming Races; of the last Government House Ball; of the untimely death

of Governor Hotham. To Mahony she instinctively turned a different side

out, from that which had captured Polly. With all her well-bred ease,

there was a womanly deference in her manner, a readiness to be swayed,

to stand corrected. The riding-dress set off her figure; and her

delicate features were perfectly chiselled. ("Though she'll be florid

before she's forty.")

Some juicy nectarines finished, she pushed back her chair. "And now,

doctor, will you come and see your patient?"

Mahony followed her down a broad, bare passage. A number of rooms

opened off it, but instead of entering one of these she led him out to

a back verandah. Here, before a small door, she listened with bent

head, then turned the handle and went in.

The room was so dark that Mahony could see nothing. Gradually he made

out a figure lying on a stretcher-bed. A watcher sat at the bedside.

The atmosphere was more than close, smelt rank and sour. His first

request was for light and air.

It was the wreck of a fine man that lay there, strapped over the chest,

bound hand and foot to the framework of the bed. The forehead, on which

the hair had receded to a few mean grey wisps, was high and domed, the

features were straight with plenty of bone in them, the shoulders

broad, the arms long. The skin of the face had gone a mahogany brown

from exposure, and a score of deep wrinkles ran out fan-wise from the

corners of the closed lids. Mahony untied the dirty towels that formed

the bandages--they had cut ridges in the limbs they confined--and took

one of the heavy wrists in his hand.

"How long has he lain like this?" he asked, as he returned the arm to

its place.

"How long is it, Saunderson?" asked Mrs. Glendinning. She had sat down

on a chair at the foot of the bed; her skirts overflowed the floor.

The watcher guessed it would be since about the same time yesterday.

"Was he unusually violent on this occasion?--for I presume such attacks

are not uncommon with him," continued Mahony, who had meanwhile made a

superficial examination of the sick man.

"I am sorry to say they are only too common, doctor," replied the

lady.--"Was he worse than usual this time, Saunderson?" she turned

again to the man; at which fresh proof of her want of knowledge Mahony

mentally raised his eyebrows.

"To say trewth, I never see'd the boss so bad before," answered

Saunderson solemnly, grating the palms of the big red hands that hung

down between his knees. "And I've helped him through the jumps more'n

once. It's my opinion it would ha' been a narrow squeak for him this

time, if me and a mate hadn't nipped in and got these bracelets on him.

There he was, ravin' and sweatin' and cursin' his head off, grey as

death. Hell-gate, he called it, said he was devil's-porter at

hell-gate, and kept hollerin' for napkins and his firesticks. Poor ol'

boss! It WAS hell for him and no mistake!"

By dint of questioning Mahony elicited the fact that Glendinning had

been unseated by a young horse, three days previously. At the time, no

heed was paid to the trifling accident. Later on, however, complaining

of feeling cold and unwell, he went to bed, and after lying wakeful for

some hours was seized by the horrors of delirium.

Requesting the lady to leave them, Mahony made a more detailed

examination. His suspicions were confirmed: there was internal trouble

of old standing, rendered acute by the fall. Aided by Saunderson, he

worked with restoratives for the best part of an hour. In the end he

had the satisfaction of seeing the coma pass over into a natural repose.

"Well, he's through this time, but I won't answer for the next," he

said, and looked about him for a basin in which to wash his hands.

"Can't you manage to keep the drink from him?--or at least to limit

him?"

"Nay, the Almighty Himself couldn't do that," gave back Saunderson,

bringing forward soap and a tin dish.

"How does it come that he lies in a place like this?" asked Mahony, as

he dried his hands on a corner of the least dirty towel, and glanced

curiously round. The room--in size it did not greatly exceed that of a

ship's-cabin--was in a state of squalid disorder. Besides a deal table

and a couple of chairs, its main contents were rows and piles of old

paper-covered magazines, the thick brown dust on which showed that they

had not been moved for months--or even years. The whitewashed walls

were smoke-tanned and dotted with millions of fly-specks; the dried

corpses of squashed spiders formed large black patches; all four

corners of the ceiling were festooned with cobwebs.

Saunderson shrugged his shoulders. "This was his den when he first was

manager here, in old Morrison's time, and he's stuck to it ever since.

He shuts himself up in here, and won't have a female cross the

threshold--nor yet Madam G. herself."

Having given final instructions, Mahony went out to rejoin the lady.

"I will not conceal from you that your husband is in a very precarious

condition."

"Do you mean, doctor, he won't live long?" She had evidently been lying

down: one side of her face was flushed and marked. Crying, too, or he

was much mistaken: her lids were red-rimmed, her shapely features

swollen.

"Ah, you ask too much of me; I am only a woman; I have no influence

over him," she said sadly, and shook her head.

"What is his age?"

"He is forty-seven."

Mahony had put him down for at least ten years older, and said so. But

the lady was not listening: she fidgeted with her lace-edged

handkerchief, looked uneasy, seemed to be in debate with herself.

Finally she said aloud: "Yes, I will." And to him: "Doctor, would you

come with me a moment?"

This time she conducted him to a well-appointed bedchamber, off which

gave a smaller room, containing a little four-poster draped in dimity.

With a vague gesture in the direction of the bed, she sank on a chair

beside the door.

Drawing the curtains Mahony discovered a fair-haired boy of some eight

or nine years old. He lay with his head far back, his mouth wide

open--apparently fast asleep.

But the doctor's eye was quick to see that it was no natural sleep.

"Good God! who is responsible for this?"

Mrs. Glendinning held her handkerchief to her face. "I have never told

any one before," she wept. "The shame of it, doctor ... is more than I

can bear."

"Who is the blackguard? Come, answer me, if you please!"

"Oh, doctor, don't scold me... I am so unhappy." The pretty face

puckered and creased; the full bosom heaved. "He is all I have. And

such a bright, clever little fellow! You will cure him for me, won't

you?"

"How often has it happened?"

"I don't know ... about five or six times, I think ... perhaps more.

There's a place not far from here where he can get it ... an old

hut-cook my husband dismissed once, in a fit of temper--he has oh such

a temper! Eddy saddles his pony and rides out there, if he's not

watched; and then ... then, they bring him back ... like this."

"But who supplies him with money?"

"Money? Oh, but doctor, he can't be kept without pocket-money! He has

always had as much as he wanted.--No, it is all my husband's

doing,"--and now she broke out in one of those shameless confessions,

from which the medical adviser is never safe. "He hates me; he is only

happy if he can hurt me and humiliate me. I don't care what becomes of

him. The sooner he dies the better!"

"Compose yourself, my dear lady. Later you may regret such hasty

words.--And what has this to do with the child? Come, speak out. It

will be a relief to you to tell me."

"You are so kind, doctor," she sobbed, and drank, with hysterical

gurglings, the glass of water Mahony poured out for her. "Yes, I will

tell you everything. It began years ago--when Eddy was only a tot in

jumpers. It used to amuse my husband to see him toss off a glass of

wine like a grown-up person; and it WAS comical, when he sipped it, and

smacked his lips. But then he grew to like it, and to ask for it, and

be cross when he was refused. And then... then he learnt how to get it

for himself. And when his father saw I was upset about it, he egged him

on--gave it to him on the sly.--Oh, he is a bad man, doctor, a BAD,

cruel man! He says such wicked things, too. He doesn't believe in God,

or that it is wrong to take one's own life, and he says he never wanted

children. He jeers at me because I am fond of Eddy, and because I go to

church when I can, and says ... oh, I know I am not clever, but I am

not quite such a fool as he makes me out to be. He speaks to me as if I

were the dirt under his feet. He can't bear the sight of me. I have

heard him curse the day he first saw me. And so he's only too glad to

be able to come between my boy and me ... in any way he can."

Mahony led the weeping woman back to the dining-room. There he sat

long, patiently listening and advising; sat, till Mrs. Glendinning had

dried her eyes and was her charming self once more.

The gist of what he said was, the boy must be removed from home at

once, and placed in strict, yet kind hands.

Here, however, he ran up against a weak maternal obstinacy. "Oh, but I

couldn't part from Eddy. He is all I have.... And so devoted to his

mammy."

As Mahony insisted, she looked the picture of helplessness. "But I

should have no idea how to set about it. And my husband would put every

possible obstacle in the way."

"With your permission I will arrange the matter myself."

"Oh, how kind you are!" cried Mrs. Glendinning again. "But mind,

doctor, it must be somewhere where Eddy will lack none of the comforts

he is accustomed to, and where his poor mammy can see him whenever she

wishes. Otherwise he will fret himself ill."

Mahony promised to do his best to satisfy her, and declining, very

curtly, the wine she pressed on him, went out to mount his horse which

had been brought round.

Following him on to the verandah, Mrs. Glendinning became once more the

pretty woman frankly concerned for her appearance. "I don't know how I

look, I'm sure," she said apologetically, and raised both hands to her

hair. "Now I will go and rest for an hour. There is to be opossuming

and a moonlight picnic to-night at Warraluen." Catching Mahony's eye

fixed on her with a meaning emphasis, she changed colour. "I cannot sit

at home and think, doctor. I MUST distract myself; or I should go mad."

When he was in the saddle she showed him her dimples again, and her

small, even teeth. "I want you to bring your wife to see me next time

you come," she sad, patting the horse's neck. "I took a great fancy to

her--a sweet little woman!"

But Mahony, jogging downhill, said to himself he would think twice

before introducing Polly there. His young wife's sunny, girlish outlook

should not, with his consent, be clouded by a knowledge of the sordid

things this material prosperity hid from view. A whited sepulchre

seemed to him now the richly appointed house, the well-stocked gardens,

the acres on acres of good pasture-land: a fair outside when, within,

all was foul. He called to mind what he knew by hearsay of the owner.

Glendinning was one of the pioneer squatters of the district, had held

the run for close on fifteen years. Nowadays, when the land round was

entirely taken up, and a place like Ballarat stood within

stone's-throw, it was hard to imagine the awful solitude to which the

early settlers had been condemned. Then, with his next neighbour miles

and miles away, Melbourne, the nearest town, a couple of days' ride

through trackless bush, a man was a veritable prisoner in this desert

of paddocks, with not a soul to speak to but rough station-hands, and

nothing to occupy his mind but the damage done by summer droughts and

winter floods. No support or comradeship in the wife either--this poor

pretty foolish little woman: "With the brains of a pigeon!" Glendinning

had the name of being intelligent: was it, under these circumstances,

matter for wonder that he should seek to drown doubts, memories,

inevitable regrets; should be led on to the bitter discovery that

forgetfulness alone rendered life endurable? Yes, there was something

sinister in the dead stillness of the melancholy bush; in the harsh,

merciless sunlight of the late afternoon.

A couple of miles out his horse cast a shoe, and it was evening before

he reached home. Polly was watching for him on the doorstep, in a

twitter lest some accident had happened or he had had a brush with

bushrangers.

"It never rains but it pours, dear!" was her greeting: he had been

twice sent for to the Flat, to attend a woman in labour.--And with

barely time to wash the worst of the ride's dust off him, he had to

pick up his bag and hurry away.

Chapter V

"A very striking-looking man! With perfect manners--and beautiful

hands."

Her head bent over her sewing, Polly repeated these words to herself

with a happy little smile. They had been told her, in confidence, by

Mrs. Glendinning, and had been said by this lady's best friend, Mrs.

Urquhart of Yarangobilly: on the occasion of Richard's second call at

Dandaloo, he had been requested to ride to the neighbouring station to

visit Mrs. Urquhart, who was in delicate health. And of course Polly

had passed the flattering opinion on; for, though she was rather a good

hand at keeping a secret--Richard declared he had never known a

better--yet that secret did not exist--or up till now had not

existed--which she could imagine herself keeping from him.

For the past few weeks these two ladies had vied with each other in

singing Richard's praises, and in making much of Polly: the second time

Mrs. Glendinning called she came in her buggy, and carried off Polly,

and Trotty, too, to Yarangobilly, where there was a nestful of little

ones for the child to play with. Another day a whole brakeful of lively

people drove up to the door in the early morning, and insisted on Polly

accompanying them, just as she was, to the Racecourse on the road to

Creswick's Creek. And everybody was so kind to her that Polly heartily

enjoyed herself, in spite of her plain print dress. She won a pair of

gloves and a piece of music in a philippine with Mr Urquhart, a jolly,

carroty-haired man, beside whom she sat on the box-seat coming home;

and she was lucky enough to have half-a-crown on one of the winners. An

impromptu dance was got up that evening by the merry party, in a hall

in the township; and Polly had the honour of a turn with Mr. Henry

Ocock, who was most affable. Richard also looked in for an hour towards

the end, and valsed her and Mrs. Glendinning round.

Polly had quite lost her heart to her new friend. At the outset Richard

had rather frowned on the intimacy--but then he was a person given to

taking unaccountable antipathies. In this case, however, he had to

yield; for not only did a deep personal liking spring up between the

two women, but a wave of pity swept over Polly, blinding her to more

subtle considerations. Before Mrs. Glendinning had been many times at

the house, she had poured out all her troubles to Polly, impelled

thereto by Polly's quick sympathy and warm young eyes. Richard had

purposely given his wife few details of his visits to Dandaloo; but

Mrs. Glendinning knew no such scruples, and cried her eyes out on

Polly's shoulder.

What a dreadful man the husband must be! "For she really is the dearest

little woman, Richard. And means so well with every one--I've never

heard her say a sharp or unkind word.--Well, not very clever, perhaps.

But everybody can't be clever, can they? And she's good--which is

better. The only thing she seems a teeny-weeny bit foolish about is her

boy. I'm afraid she'll never consent to part with him."--Polly said

this to prepare her husband, who was in correspondence on the subject

with Archdeacon Long and with John in Melbourne. Richard was putting

himself to a great deal of trouble, and would naturally be vexed if

nothing came of it.

Polly paid her first visit to Dandaloo with considerable trepidation.

For Mrs. Urquhart, who herself was happily married--although, it was

true, her merry, red-haired husband had the reputation of being a

LITTLE too fond of the ladies, and though he certainly did not make

such a paying concern of Yarangobilly as Mr. Glendinning of

Dandaloo--Mrs. Urquhart had whispered to Polly as they sat chatting on

the verandah: "Such a DREADFUL man, my dear! ... a perfect brute! Poor

little Agnes. It is wonderful how she keeps her spirits up."

Polly, however, was in honour bound to admit that to her the owner of

Dandaloo had appeared anything but the monster report made him out to

be. He was perfectly sober the day she was there, and did not touch

wine at luncheon; and afterwards he had been most kind, taking her with

him on a quiet little broad-backed mare to an outlying part of the

station, and giving her several hints how to improve her seat. He was

certainly very haggard-looking, and deeply wrinkled, and at table his

hand shook so that the water in his glass ran over. But all this only

made Polly feel sorry for him, and long to help him.

"My dear, you ARE favoured! I never knew James make such an offer

before," whispered Mrs. Glendinning, as she pinned her ample

riding-skirt round her friend's slim hips.

The one thing about him that disturbed Polly was his manner towards his

wife: he was savagely ironic with her, and trampled hobnailed on her

timid opinions. But then Agnes didn't know how to treat him, Polly soon

saw that: she was nervous and fluttery--evasive, too; and once during

lunch even told a deliberate fib. Slight as was her acquaintance with

him, Polly felt sure this want of courage must displease him; for there

was something very simple and direct about his own way of speaking.

"My dear, why don't you stand up to him?" asked little Polly.

"Dearest, I dare not. If you knew him as I do, Polly.... He TERRIFIES

me.--Oh, what a lucky little woman you are ... to have a husband like

yours."

Polly had recalled these words that very morning as she stood to watch

Richard ride away: never did he forget to kiss her good-bye, or to turn

and wave to her at the foot of the road. Each time she admired afresh

the figure he cut on horseback: he was so tall and slender, and sat so

straight in his saddle. Now, too, he had yielded to her persuasions and

shaved off his beard; and his moustache and side-whiskers were like his

hair, of an extreme, silky blond. Ever since the day of their first

meeting at Beamish's Family Hotel, Polly had thought her husband the

handsomest man in the world. And the best, as well. He had his

peculiarities, of course; but so had every husband; and it was part of

a wife's duty to study them, to adapt herself to them, or to endeavour

to tone them down. And now came these older, wiser ladies and confirmed

her high opinion of him. Polly beamed with happiness at this juncture,

and registered a silent vow always to be the best of wives.

Not like--but here she tripped and coloured, on the threshold of her

thought. She had recently been the recipient of a very distressing

confidence; one, too, which she was not at liberty to share, even with

Richard. For, after the relief of a thorough-paced confession, Mrs.

Glendinning had implored her not to breathe a word to him--"I could

never look him in the face again, love!" Besides, the affair was of

such a painful nature that Polly felt little desire to draw Richard

into it; it was bad enough that she herself should know. The thing was

this: once when Polly had stayed overnight at Dandaloo Agnes

Glendinning in a sudden fit of misery had owned to her that she cared

for another person more than for her own husband, and that her feelings

were returned.

Shocked beyond measure, Polly tried to close her friend's lips. "I

don't think you should mention any names, Agnes," she cried.

"Afterwards, my dear, you might regret it."

But Mrs. Glendinning was hungry for the luxury of speech--not even to

Louisa Urquhart had she broken silence, she wept; and that, for the

sake of Louisa's children--and she persisted in laying her heart bare.

And here certain vague suspicions that had crossed Polly's mind on the

night of the impromptu ball--they were gone again, in an instant, quick

as thistledown on the breeze--these suddenly returned, life-size and

weighty; and the name that was spoken came as no surprise to her. Yes,

it was Mr. Henry Ocock to whom poor Agnes was attached. There had been

a mutual avowal of affection, sobbed the latter; they met as often as

circumstances permitted. Polly was thunder-struck: knowing Agnes as she

did, she herself could not believe any harm of her; but she shuddered

at the thought of what other people--Richard, for instance--would say,

did they get wind of it. She implored her friend to caution. She ought

never, never to see Mr. Ocock. Why did she not go away to Melbourne for

a time? And why had he come to Ballarat?

"To be near me, dearest, to help me if I should need him.--Oh, you

can't think what a comfort it is, Polly, to feel that he IS here--so

good, and strong, and clever!--Yes, I know what you mean ... but this

is quite, quite different. Henry does not expect me to be clever,

too--does not want me to be. He prefers me as I am. He dislikes clever

women ... would never marry one. And we SHALL marry, darling, some

day--when ..."

Henry Ocock! Polly tried to focus everything she knew of him, all her

fleeting impressions, in one picture--and failed. He had made himself

very agreeable, the single time she had met him; but.... There was

Richard's opinion of him: Richard did not like him or trust him; he

thought him unscrupulous in business, cold and self-seeking. Poor, poor

little Agnes! That such a misfortune should befall just her! Stranger

still that she, Polly, should be mixed up in it.

She had, of course, always known from books that such things did

happen; but then they seemed quite different, and very far away. Her

thoughts at this crisis were undeniably woolly; but the gist of them

was, that life and books had nothing in common. For in stories the

woman who forgot herself was always a bad woman; whereas not the

harshest critic could call poor Agnes bad. Indeed, Polly felt that even

if some one proved to her that her friend had actually done wrong, she

would not on that account be able to stop caring for her, or feeling

sorry for her. It was all very uncomfortable and confusing.

While these thoughts came and went, she half sat, half knelt, a pair of

scissors in her hand. She was busy cutting out a dress, and no table

being big enough for the purpose, had stretched the material on the

parlour floor. This would be the first new dress she had had since her

marriage; and it was high time, considering all the visiting and going

about that fell to her lot just now. Sara had sent the pattern up from

Melbourne, and John, hearing what was in the wind, had most kindly and

generously made her a present of the silk. Polly hoped she would not

bungle it in the cutting; but skirts were growing wider and wider, and

John had not reckoned with quite the newest fashion.

Steps in the passage made her note subconsciously that Ned had

arrived--Jerry had been in the house for the past three weeks, with a

sprained wrist. And at this moment her younger brother himself entered

the room, Trotty throned on his shoulder.

Picking his steps round the sea of stuff, Jerry sat down and lowered

Trotty to his knee. "Ned's grizzling for tea."

Polly did not reply; she was laying an odd-shaped piece of paper now

this way, now that.

For a while Jerry played with the child. Then he burst out: "I say,

Poll!" And since Polly paid no heed to his apostrophe:

"Richard says I can get back to work to-morrow."

"That's a good thing," answered his sister with an air of abstraction:

she had solved her puzzle to within half a yard.

Jerry cast a boyishly imploring glance at her back, and rubbed his chin

with his hand. "Poll, old girl--I say, wouldn't you put in a word for

me with Richard? I'm hanged if I want to go back to the claim. I'm sick

to death of digging."

At this Polly did raise her head, to regard him with grave eyes. "What!

tired of work already, Jerry? I don't know what Richard will say to

that, I'm sure. You had better speak to him yourself."

Again Jerry rubbed his chin. "That's just it--what's so beastly hard. I

know he'll say I ought to stick to it."

"So do I."

"Well, I'd rather groom the horse than that."

"But think how pleased you were at first!"

Jerry ruefully admitted it. "One expects to dig out gold like spuds;

while the real thing's enough to give you the blight. As for stopping a

wages-man all my life, I won't do it. I might just as well go home and

work in a Lancashire pit."

"But Ned--"

"Oh, Ned! Ned walks about with his head in the clouds. He's always

blowing of what he's GOING to do, and gets his steam off that way. I'm

different."

But Jerry's words fell on deaf ears. A noise in the next room was

engaging Polly's whole attention. She heard a burr of suppressed

laughter, a scuffle and what sounded like a sharp slap. Jumping up she

went to the door, and was just in time to see Ellen whisk out of the

dining-room.

Ned sat in an armchair, with his feet on the chimney-piece. "I had the

girl bring in a log, Poll," he said; and looked back and up at his

sister with his cheery smile. Standing behind him, Polly laid her hand

on his hair. "I'll go and see after the tea." Ned was so unconcerned

that she hesitated to put a question.

In the kitchen she had no such tender scruples; nor was she imposed on

by the exaggerated energy with which Ellen bustled about. "What was

that noise I heard in the dining-room just now?" she demanded.

"Noise? I dunno," gave back the girl crossly without facing her.

"Nonsense, Ellen! Do you think I didn't hear?"

"Oh, get along with you! It was only one of Ned's jokes." And going on

her knees, Ellen set to scrubbing the brick floor with a hiss and a

scratch that rendered speech impossible. Polly took up the laden

tea-tray and carried it into the dining-room. Richard had come home,

and the four drew chairs to the table.

Mahony had a book with him; he propped it open against the

butter-cooler, and snatched sentences as he ate. It fell to Ned to keep

the ball rolling. Polly was distraite to the point of going wrong in

her sugars; Jerry uneasy at the prospect of coming in conflict with his

brother-in-law, whom he thought the world of.

Ned was as full of talk as an egg of meat. The theme he dwelt longest

on was the new glory that lay in store for the Ballarat diggings. At

present these were under a cloud. The alluvial was giving out, and the

costs and difficulties of boring through the rock seemed insuperable.

One might hear the opinion freely expressed that Ballarat's day as

premier goldfield was done. Ned set up this belief merely for the

pleasure of demolishing it. He had it at first hand that great

companies were being formed to carry on operations. These would reckon

their areas in acres instead of feet, would sink to a depth of a

quarter of a mile or more, raise washdirt in hundreds of tons per day.

One such company, indeed, had already sprung into existence, out on

Golden Point; and now was the time to nip in. If he, Ned, had the

brass, or knew anybody who'd lend it to him, he'd buy up all the shares

he could get. Those who followed his lead would make their fortunes. "I

say, Richard, it'ud be something for you."

His words evoked no response. Sorry though I shall be, thought Polly,

dear Ned had better not come to the house so often in future. I wonder

if I need tell Richard why. Jerry was on pins and needles, and even put

Trotty ungently from him: Richard would be so disgusted by Ned's

blatherskite that he would have no patience left to listen to him.

Mahony kept his nose to his book. As a matter of principle. He made a

rule of believing, on an average, about the half of what Ned said. To

appear to pay attention to him would spur him on to more flagrant

over-statements.

"D'ye hear, Richard? Now's your chance," repeated Ned, not to be done.

"A very different thing this, I can tell you, from running round dosing

people for the collywobbles. I know men who are raising the splosh any

way they can to get in."

"I dare say. There's never been any lack of gamblers on Ballarat," said

Mahony dryly, and passed his cup to be refilled.

Pig-headed fool! was Ned's mental retort, as he sliced a chunk of

rabbit-pie. "Well, I bet you'll feel sore some day you didn't take my

advice," he said aloud.

"We shall see, my lad, we shall see!" replied Mahony. "In the meantime,

let me inform you, I can make good use of every penny I have. So if

you've come here thinking you can wheedle something out of me, you're

mistaken." He could seldom resist tearing the veil from Ned's gross

hints and impostures.

"Oh no, Richard dear!" interpolated Polly, in her role of

keeper-of-the-peace.

Ned answered huffily: "'Pon my word, I never met such a fellow as you,

for thinking the worst of people."

The thrust went home. Mahony clapped his book to. "You lay yourself

open to it, sir! If I'm wrong, I beg your pardon. But for goodness'

sake, Ned, put all these trashy ideas of making a fortune out of your

mind. Digging is played out, I tell you. Decent people turned their

backs on it long ago."

"That's what I think, too," threw in Jerry.

Mahony bit his lip. "Come, come, now, what do you know about it?"

Jerry flushed and floundered, till Polly came to his aid. "He's been

wanting to speak to you, Richard. He hates the work as much as you did."

"Well, he has a tongue of his own.--Speak for yourself, my boy!"

Thus encouraged, Jerry made his appeal; and fearing lest Richard should

throw him, half-heard, into the same category as Ned, he worded it very

tersely. Mahony, who had never given much heed to Jerry--no one

did--was pleased by his straightforward air. Still, he did not know

what could be done for him, and said so.

Here Polly had an inspiration. "But I think I do. I remember Mr. Ocock

saying to me the other day he must take another boy into the business,

it was growing so--the fourth, this will make. I don't know if he's

suited yet, but even if he is, he may have heard of something else.--

Only you know, Jerry, you mustn't mind WHAT it is. After tea I'll put

on my bonnet and go down to the Flat with you. And Ned shall come,

too," she added, with a consoling glance at her elder brother: Ned had

extended his huff to his second slice of pie, which lay untouched on

his plate.

"Somebody has always got something up her sleeve," said Mahony

affectionately, when Polly came to him in walking costume. "None the

less, wife, I shouldn't be surprised if those brothers of yours gave us

some trouble, before we're done with them."

Chapter VI

In the weeks and months that followed, as he rode from one end of

Ballarat to the other--from Yuille's Swamp in the west, as far east as

the ranges and gullies of Little Bendigo--it gradually became plain to

Mahony that Ned's frothy tales had some body in them after all. The

character of the diggings was changing before his very eyes. Nowadays,

except on an outlying muddy flat or in the hands of the retrograde

Chinese, tubs, cradles, and windlasses were rarely to be met with.

Engine-sheds and boiler-houses began to dot the ground; here and there

a tall chimney belched smoke, beside a lofty poppet-head or an aerial

trolley-line. The richest gutters were found to take their rise below

the basaltic deposits; the difficulties and risks of rock-mining had

now to be faced, and the capitalist, so long held at bay, at length

made free of the field. Large sums of money were being subscribed; and,

where these proved insufficient, the banks stepped into the breach with

subsidies on mortgages. The population, in whose veins the gold-fever

still burned, plunged by wholesale into the new hazard; and under the

wooden verandahs of Bridge Street a motley crew of jobbers and brokers

came into existence, who would demonstrate to you, a la Ned, how you

might reap a fortune from a claim without putting in an hour's work on

it--without even knowing where it was.

A temptation, indeed! ... but one that did not affect him. Mahony let

the reins droop on his horse's neck, and the animal picked its way

among the impedimenta of the bush road. It concerned only those who had

money to spare. Months, too, must go by before, from even the most

promising of these co-operative affairs, any return was to be expected.

As for him, there still came days when he had not a five-pound note to

his name. It had been a delusion to suppose that, in accepting John's

offer, he was leaving money-troubles behind him. Despite Polly's

thrift, their improved style of life cost more than he had reckoned;

the patients, slow to come, were slower still to discharge their debts.

Moreover, he had not guessed how heavily the quarterly payments of

interest would weigh on him. With as good as no margin, with the fate

of every shilling decided beforehand, the saving up of thirty odd

pounds four times a year was a veritable achievement. He was always in

a quake lest he should not be able to get it together. No one suspected

what near shaves he had--not even Polly. The last time hardly bore

thinking about. At the eleventh hour he had unexpectedly found himself

several pounds short. He did not close an eye all night, and got up in

the morning as though for his own execution. Then, fortune favoured

him. A well-to-do butcher, his hearty: "What'll yours be?" at the

nearest public-house waved aside, had settled his bill off-hand. Mahony

could still feel the sudden lift of the black fog-cloud that had

enveloped him--the sense of bodily exhaustion that had succeeded to the

intolerable mental strain.

For the coming quarter-day he was better prepared--if, that was,

nothing out of the way happened. Of late he had been haunted by the

fear of illness. The long hours in the saddle did not suit him. He

ought to have a buggy, and a second horse. But there could be no

question of it in the meantime, or of a great deal else besides. He

wanted to buy Polly a piano, for instance; all her friends had pianos;

and she played and sang very prettily. She needed more dresses and

bonnets, too, than he was able to allow her, as well as a change to the

seaside in the summer heat. The first spare money he had should go

towards one or the other. He loved to give Polly pleasure; never was

such a contented little soul as she. And well for him that it was so.

To have had a complaining, even an impatient wife at his side, just

now, would have been unbearable. But Polly did not know what impatience

meant; her sunny temper, her fixed resolve to make the best of

everything was not to be shaken.

Well, comforts galore should be hers some day, he hoped. The practice

was shaping satisfactorily. His attendance at Dandaloo had proved a key

to many doors: folk of the Glendinnings' and Urquharts' standing could

make a reputation or mar it as they chose. It had got abroad, he knew,

that at whatever hour of the day or night he was sent for, he could be

relied on to be sober; and that unfortunately was not always the case

with some of his colleagues. In addition his fellow-practitioners

showed signs of waking up to his existence. He had been called in

lately to a couple of consultations; and the doyen of the profession on

Ballarat, old Munce himself, had praised his handling of a difficult

case of version.

The distances to be covered--that was what made the work stiff. And he

could not afford to neglect a single summons, no matter where it led

him. Still, he would not have grumbled, had only the money not been so

hard to get in. But the fifty thousand odd souls on Ballarat formed,

even yet, anything but a stable population: a patient you attended one

day might be gone the next, and gone where no bill could reach him. Or

he had been sold off at public auction; or his wooden shanty had gone

up in a flare--hardly a night passed without a fire somewhere. In these

and like accidents the unfortunate doctor might whistle for his fee. It

seldom happened nowadays that he was paid in cash. Money was growing as

scarce here as anywhere else. Sometimes, it was true, he might have

pocketed his fee on the spot, had he cared to ask for it. But the

presenting of his palm professionally was a gesture that was denied

him. And this stand-offishness drove from people's minds the thought

that he might be in actual need of money. Afterwards he sat at home and

racked his brains how to pay butcher and grocer. Others of the

fraternity were by no means so nice. He knew of some who would not stir

a yard unless their fee was planked down before them--old stagers

these, who at one time had been badly bitten and were now grown

cynically distrustful. Or tired. And indeed who could blame a man for

hesitating of a pitch-dark night in the winter rains, or on a blazing

summer day, whether or no he should set out on a twenty-mile ride for

which he might never see the ghost of a remuneration?

Reflecting thus, Mahony caught at a couple of hard, spicy, grey-green

leaves, to chew as he went: the gums, on which the old bark hung in

ribbons, were in flower by now, and bore feathery yellow blossoms side

by side with nutty capsules. His horse had been ambling forward

unpressed. Now it laid its ears flat, and a minute later its master's

slower senses caught the clop-clop of a second set of hoofs, the noise

of wheels. Mahony had reached a place where two roads joined, and saw a

covered buggy approaching. He drew rein and waited.

The occupant of the vehicle had wound the reins round the empty

lamp-bracket, and left it to the sagacity of his horse to keep the

familiar track, while he dozed, head on breast, in the corner. The

animal halted of itself on coming up with its fellow, and Archdeacon

Long opened his eyes.

"Ah, good-day to you, doctor!--Yes, as you see, enjoying a little nap.

I was out early."

He got down from the buggy and, with bent knees and his hands in his

pockets, stretched the creased cloth of his trousers, where this had

cut into his flesh. He was a big, brawny, handsome man, with a massive

nose, a cloven chin, and the most companionable smile in the world. As

he stood, he touched here a strap, there a buckle on the harness of his

chestnut--a well-known trotter, with which he often made a match--and

affectionately clapped the neck of Mahony's bay. He could not keep his

hands off a horse. By choice he was his own stableman, and in earlier

life had been a dare-devil rider. Now, increasing weight led him to

prefer buggy to saddle; but his recklessness had not diminished. With

the reins in his left hand, he would run his light, two-wheeled trap up

any wooded, boulder-strewn hill and down the other side, just as in his

harum-scarum days he had set it at felled trees, and, if rumour spoke

true, wire-fences.

Mahony admired the splendid vitality of the man, as well as the

indestructible optimism that bore him triumphantly through all the

hardships of a colonial ministry. No sick bed was too remote for Long,

no sinner sunk too low to be helped to his feet. The leprous Chinaman

doomed to an unending isolation, the drunken Paddy, the degraded white

woman--each came in for a share of his benevolence. He spent the

greater part of his life visiting the outcasts and outposts, beating up

the unbaptised, the unconfirmed, the unwed. But his church did not

suffer. He had always some fresh scheme for this on hand: either he was

getting up a tea-meeting to raise money for an organ; or a series of

penny-readings towards funds for a chancel; or he was training with his

choir for a sacred concert. There was a boyish streak in him, too. He

would enter into the joys of the annual Sunday-school picnic with a

zest equal to the children's own, leading the way, in shirt-sleeves, at

leap-frog and obstacle-race. In doctrine he struck a happy mean between

low-church practices and ritualism, preaching short, spirited sermons

to which even languid Christians could listen without tedium; and on a

week-day evening he would take a hand at a rubber of whist or

ecarte--and not for love--or play a sound game of chess. A man, too,

who, refusing to be bound by the letter of the Thirty-nine Articles,

extended his charity even to persons of the Popish faith. In short, he

was one of the few to whom Mahony could speak of his own haphazard

efforts at criticising the Pentateuch.

The Archdeacon was wont to respond with his genial smile: "Ah, it's all

very well for you, doctor!--you're a free lance. I am constrained by my

cloth.--And frankly, for the rest of us, that kind of thing's

too--well, too disturbing. Especially when we have nothing better to

put in its place."

Doctor and parson--the latter, considerably over six feet, made Mahony,

who was tall enough, look short and doubly slender--walked side by side

for nearly a mile, flitting from topic to topic: the rivalry that

prevailed between Ballarats East and West; the seditious uprising in

India, where both had relatives; the recent rains, the prospects for

grazing. The last theme brought them round to Dandaloo and its unhappy

owner. The Archdeacon expressed the outsider's surprise at the strength

of Glendinning's constitution, and the lively popular sympathy that was

felt for his wife.

"One's heart aches for the poor little lady, struggling to bear up as

though nothing were the matter. Between ourselves, doctor"--and Mr.

Long took off his straw hat to let the air play round his

head--"between ourselves, it's a thousand pities he doesn't just pop

off the hooks in one of his bouts. Or that some of you medical

gentlemen don't use your knowledge to help things on."

He let out his great hearty laugh as he spoke, and his companion's

involuntary stiffening went unnoticed. But on Mahony voicing his

attitude with: "And his immortal soul, sir? Isn't it the church's duty

to hope for a miracle? ... just as it is ours to keep the vital spark

going," he made haste to take the edge off his words. "Now, now,

doctor, only my fun! Our duty is, I trust, plain to us both."

It was even easier to soothe than to ruffle Mahony. "Remember me very

kindly to Mrs. Long, will you?" he said as the Archdeacon prepared to

climb into his buggy. "But tell her, too, I owe her a grudge just now.

My wife's so lost in flannel and brown holland that I can't get a word

out of her."

"And mine doesn't know where she'd be, with this bazaar, if it weren't

for Mrs. Mahony." Long was husband to a dot of a woman who, having

borne him half a dozen children of his own feature and build, now

worked as parish clerk and district visitor rolled in one; driving

about in sunbonnet and gardening-gloves behind a pair of cream

ponies--tiny, sharp-featured, resolute; with little of her husband's

large tolerance, but an energy that outdid his own, and made her an

object of both fear and respect. "And that reminds me: over at the

cross-roads by Spring Hill, I met your young brother-in-law. And he

told me, if I ran across you to ask you to hurry home. Your wife has

some surprise or other in store for you. No, nothing unpleasant! Rather

the reverse, I believe. But I wasn't to say more. Well, good-day,

doctor, good-day to you!"

Mahony smiled, nodded and went on his way. Polly's surprises were

usually simple and transparent things: some one would have made them a

present of a sucking-pig or a bush-turkey, and Polly, knowing his

relish for a savoury morsel, did not wish it to be overdone: she had

sent similar chance calls out after him before now.

When, having seen his horse rubbed down, he reached home, he found her

on the doorstep watching for him. She was flushed, and her eyes had

those peculiar high-lights in them which led him jokingly to exhort her

to caution: "Lest the sparks should set the house on fire!"

"Well, what is it, Pussy?" he inquired as he laid his bag down and hung

up his wide-awake. "What's my little surprise-monger got up her sleeve

to-day? Good Lord, Polly, I'm tired!"

Polly was smiling roguishly. "Aren't you going into the surgery,

Richard?" she asked, seeing him heading for the dining-room.

"Aha! So that's it," said he, and obediently turned the handle. Polly

had on occasion taken advantage of his absence to introduce some new

comfort or decoration in his room.

The blind had been let down. He was still blinking in the half-dark

when a figure sprang out from behind the door, barging heavily against

him, and a loud voice shouted: "Boh, you old beef-brains! Boh to a

goose!"

Displeased at such horseplay, Mahony stepped sharply back--his first

thought was of Ned having unexpectedly returned from Mount Ararat. Then

recognising the voice, he exclaimed incredulously: "YOU, Dickybird?

You!"

"Dick, old man.... I say, Dick! Yes, it's me right enough, and not my

ghost. The old bad egg come back to roost!"

The blind was raised; and the friends, who had last met in the dingy

bush hut on the night of the Stockade, stood face to face. And now

ensued a babel of greeting, a quick fire of question and answer, the

two voices going in and out and round each other, singly and together,

like the voices in a duet. Tears rose to Polly's eyes as she listened;

it made her heart glow to see Richard so glad. But when, forgetting her

presence, Purdy cried: "And I must confess, Dick.... I took a kiss from

Mrs. Polly. Gad, old man, how she's come on!" Polly hastily retired to

the kitchen.

At table the same high spirits prevailed: it did not often happen that

Richard was brought out of his shell like this, thought Polly

gratefully, and heaped her visitor's plate to the brim. His first

hunger stilled, Purdy fell to giving a slapdash account of his

experiences. He kept to no orderly sequence, but threw them out just as

they occurred to him: a rub with bushrangers in the Black Forest, his

adventures as a long-distance drover in the Mildura, the trials of a

week he had spent in a boiling-down establishment on the Murray: "Where

the stink wa so foul, you two, that I vomited like a dog every day!"

Under the force of this Odyssey husband and wife gradually dropped into

silence, which they broke only by single words of astonishment and

sympathy; while the child Trotty spooned in her pudding without seeing

it, her round, solemn eyes fixed unblinkingly on this new uncle, who

was like a wonderful story-book come alive.

In Mahony's feelings for Purdy at this moment, there was none of the

old intolerant superiority. He had been dependent for so long on a mere

surface acquaintance with his fellows, that he now felt to the full how

precious the tie was that bound him to Purdy. Here came one for whom he

was not alone the reserved, struggling practitioner, the rather moody

man advancing to middle-age; but also the Dick of his boyhood and early

youth.

He had often imagined the satisfaction it would be to confide his

troubles to Purdy. Compared, however, with the hardships the latter had

undergone, these seemed of small importance; and dinner passed without

any allusion to his own affairs. And now the chances of his speaking

out were slight; he could have been entirely frank only under the first

stimulus of meeting.

Even when they rose from the table Purdy continued to hold the stage.

For he had turned up with hardly a shirt to his back, and had to be

rigged out afresh from Mahony's wardrobe. It was decided that he should

remain their guest in the meantime; also that Mahony should call on his

behalf on the Commissioner of Police, and put in a good word for him.

For Purdy had come back with the idea of seeking a job in the Ballarat

Mounted Force.

When Mahony could no longer put off starting on his afternoon round,

Purdy went with him to the livery-barn, limping briskly at his side. On

the way, he exclaimed aloud at the marvellous changes that had taken

place since he was last in the township. There were half a dozen

gas-lamps in Sturt Street by this time, the gas being distilled from a

mixture of oil and gum-leaves.

"One wouldn't credit it if one didn't see it with one's own peepers!"

he cried, repeatedly bringing up short before the plate-glass windows

of the shops, the many handsome, verandahed hotels, the granite front

of Christ Church. "And from what I hear, Dick, now companies have

jumped the claims and are deep-sinking in earnest, fortunes'll be made

like one o'clock."

But on getting home again, he sat down in front of Polly and said, with

a businesslike air: "And now tell me all about old Dick! You know,

Poll, he's such an odd fish; if he himself doesn't offer to uncork,

somehow one can't just pump him. And I want to know everything that

concerns him--from A to Z."

Polly could not hold out against this affectionate curiosity.

Entrenching her needle in its stuff, she put her work away and

complied. And soon to her own satisfaction. For the first time in her

married life she was led to discuss her husband's ways and actions with

another; and, to her amazement, she found that it was easier to talk to

Purdy about Richard than to Richard himself. Purdy and she saw things

in the same light; no rigmarole of explanation was necessary. Now with

Richard, it was not so. In conversation with him, one constantly felt

that he was not speaking out, or, to put it more plainly, that he was

going on meanwhile with his own, very different thoughts. And behind

what he did say, there was sure to lurk some imaginary scruple, some

rather far-fetched delicacy of feeling which it was hard to get at, and

harder still to understand.

Chapter VII

Summer had come round again, and the motionless white heat of December

lay heavy on the place. The low little houses seemed to cower beneath

it; and the smoke from their chimneys drew black, perpendicular lines

on the pale sky. If it was a misery at this season to traverse the

blazing, dusty roads, it was almost worse to be within doors, where the

thin wooden walls were powerless to keep out the heat, and flies and

mosquitoes raged in chorus. Nevertheless, determined Christmas

preparations went on in dozens of tiny, zinc-roofed kitchens, the

temperature of which was not much below that of the ovens themselves;

and kindly, well-to-do people like Mrs. Glendinning and Mrs. Urquhart

drove in in hooded buggies, with green fly-veils dangling from their

broad-brimmed hats, and dropped a goose here, a turkey there, on their

less prosperous friends. They robbed their gardens, too, of the

summer's last flowers, arum-lilies and brilliant geraniums, to decorate

the Archdeacon's church for the festival; and many ladies spent the

whole day beforehand making wreaths and crosses, and festoons to

encircle the lamps.

No one was busier than Polly. She wanted to give Purdy, who had been on

short commons for so long, a special Christmas treat. She had willing

helpers in him and Jerry: the two of them chopped and stoned and

stirred, while she, seated on the block of the woodstack, her head tied

up in an old pillow-case, plucked and singed the goose that had fallen

to her share. Towards four o'clock on Christmas Day they drew their

chairs to the table, and with loosened collars set about enjoying the

good things. Or pretending to enjoy them. This was Mahony's case; for

the day was no holiday for him, and his head ached from the sun. At

tea-time Hempel arrived to pay a call, looking very spruce in a long

black coat and white tie; and close on his heels followed old Mr.

Ocock. The latter, having deposited his hat under his seat and tapped

several pockets, produced a letter, which he unfolded and handed to

Polly with a broad grin. It was from his daughter, and contained the

news of his wife's death. "Died o' the grumbles, I lay you! An' the

first good turn she ever done me." The main point was that Miss Amelia,

now at liberty, was already taking advice about the safest line of

clipper-ships, and asking for a reply BY RETURN to a number of

extraordinary questions. Could one depend on hearing God's Word

preached of a Sunday? Was it customary for FEMALES to go armed as well

as men? Were the blacks CONVERTED, and what amount of clothing did they

wear?

"Thinks she's comin' to the back o' beyond, does Mely!" chuckled the

old man, and slapped his thigh at the sudden idea that occurred to him

of "takin' a rise out of 'er." "Won't she stare when she gits 'ere,

that's all!"

"Well, now you'll simply HAVE to build," said Polly, after threatening

to write privately to Miss Amelia, to reassure her. Why not move over

west, and take up a piece of ground in the same road as themselves? But

from this he excused himself, with a laugh and a spit, on the score

that no land-sales had yet been held in their neighbourhood: when he

DID turn out of his present four walls, which had always been plenty

good enough for him, he wanted a place he could "fit up tidy"; which it

'ud stick in his throat to do so, if he thought it might any day be

sold over his head. Mahony winced at this. Then laughed, with an

exaggerated carelessness. If, in a country like this, you waited for

all to be fixed and sure, you would wait till Domesday. None the less,

the thrust rankled. It was a fact that he himself had not spent a sou

on his premises since they finished building. The thought at the back

of HIS mind, too, was, why waste his hard-earned income on improvements

that might benefit only the next-comer? The yard they sat in, for

instance! Polly had her hens and a ramshackle hen-house; but not a

spadeful of earth had been turned towards the wished-for garden. It was

just the ordinary colonial backyard, fenced round with rude palings

which did not match, and were mended here and there with bits of

hoop-iron; its ground space littered with a medley of articles for

which there was no room elsewhere: boards left lying by the builders,

empty kerosene-tins, a couple of tubs, a ragged cane-chair, some old

cases. Wash-lines, on which at the moment a row of stockings hung,

stretched permanently from corner to corner; and the whole was

dominated by the big round galvanised-iron tank.

On Boxing Day Purdy got the loan of a lorry and drove a large party,

including several children, comfortably placed on straw, hassocks and

low chairs, to the Races a few miles out. Half Ballarat was making in

the same direction; and whoever owned a horse that was sound in the

wind and anything of a stepper had entered it for some item on the

programme. The Grand Stand, a bark shed open to the air on three sides,

was resorted to only in the case of a sudden downpour; the occupants of

the dust-laden buggies, wagonettes, brakes, carts and drays preferred

to follow events standing on their seats, and on the boards that served

them as seats. After the meeting, those who belonged to the

Urquhart-Glendinning set went on to Yarangobilly, and danced till long

pastmidnight on the broad verandah. It was nearly three o'clock before

Purdy brought his load safely home. Under the round white moon, the

lorry was strewn with the forms of sleeping children.

Early next morning while Polly, still only half awake, was pouring out

coffee and giving Richard who, poor fellow, could not afford to leave

his patients, an account of their doings--with certain omissions, of

course: she did not mention the glaring indiscretion Agnes Glendinning

had been guilty of, in disappearing with Mr. Henry Ocock into a dark

shrubbery--while Polly talked, the postman handed in two letters, which

were of a nature to put balls and races clean out of her head. The

first was in Mrs. Beamish's ill-formed hand, and told a sorrowful tale.

Custom had entirely gone: a new hotel had been erected on the new road;

Beamish was forced to declare himself a bankrupt; and in a few days the

Family Hotel, with all its contents, would be put up at public auction.

What was to become of them, God alone knew. She supposed she would end

her days in taking in washing, and the girls must go out as servants.

But she was sure Polly, now so up in the world, with a husband doing so

well, would not forget the old friends who had once been so kind to

her--with much more in the same strain, which Polly skipped, in reading

the letter aloud. The long and short of it was: would Polly ask her

husband to lend them a couple of hundred pounds to make a fresh start

with, or failing that to put his name to a bill for the same amount?

"Of course she hasn't an idea we were obliged to borrow money

ourselves," said Polly in response to Mahony's ironic laugh. "I

couldn't tell them that."

"No ... nor that it's a perpetual struggle to keep the wolf from the

door," answered her husband, battering in the top of an egg with the

back of his spoon.

"Oh, Richard dear, things aren't quite so bad as that," said Polly

cheerfully. Then she heaved a sigh. "I know, of course, we can't afford

to help them; but I DO feel so sorry for them"--she herself would have

given the dress off her back. "And I think, dear, if you didn't mind

VERY much, we might ask one of the girls up to stay with us ... till

the worst is over."

"Yes, I suppose that wouldn't be impossible," said Mahony. "If you've

set your heart on it, my Polly. If, too, you can persuade Master Purdy

to forgo the comfort of your good feather-bed. And I'll see if I can

wring out a fiver for you to enclose in your letter."

Polly jumped up and kissed him. "Purdy is going anyhow. He said only

last night he must look for lodgings near the Police Station." Here a

thought struck her; she coloured and smiled. "I'll ask Tilly first,"

said she.

Mahony laughed and shook his finger at her. "The best laid plans o'

mice and men! And what's one to say to a match-maker who is still

growing out of her clothes?"

At this Polly clapped a hand over his mouth, for fear Ellen should hear

him. It was a sore point with her that she had more than once of late

had to lengthen her dresses.

As soon as she was alone she sat down to compose a reply to Mrs.

Beamish. It was no easy job: she was obliged to say that Richard felt

unable to come to their aid; and, at the same time, to avoid touching

on his private affairs; had to disappoint as kindly as she could; to be

truthful, yet tactful. Polly wrote, and re-wrote: the business cost her

the forenoon.

She could not even press Tilly to pack her box and come at once; for

her second letter that morning had been from Sara, who wrote that,

having decided to shake the dust of the colony off her feet, she wished

to pay them a flying visit before sailing, "POUR FAIRE MES ADIEUX." She

signed herself "Your affectionate sister Zara," and on her arrival

explained that, tired of continually instructing people in the

pronunciation of her name, she had decided to alter the spelling and be

done with it. Moreover, a little bird had whispered in her ear that,

under its new form, it fitted her rather "FRENCH" air and looks a

thousand times better than before.

Descending from the coach, Zara eyed Polly up and down and vowed she

would never have known her; and, on the way home, Polly more than once

felt her sister's gaze fixed critically on her. For her part, she was

able to assure Zara that she saw no change whatever in her, since her

last visit--even since the date of the wedding. And this pleased Zara

mightily; for as she admitted, in removing hat and mantle, and passing

the damped corner of a towel over her face, she dreaded the ageing

effects of the climate on her fine complexion. Close as ever about her

own concerns, she gave no reason for her abrupt determination to leave

the country; but from subsequent talk Polly gathered that, for one

thing, Zara had found her position at the head of John's

establishment--"Undertaken in the first place, my dear, at immense

personal sacrifice!"--no sinecure. John had proved a regular martinet;

he had countermanded her orders, interfered about the household

bills--had even accused her of lining her own pocket. As for little

Johnny--the bait originally thrown out to induce her to accept the

post--he had long since been sent to boarding-school. "A thoroughly

bad, unprincipled boy!" was Zara's verdict. And when Polly, big with

pity, expostulated: "But Zara, he is only six years old!" her sister

retorted with a: "My dear, I know the world, and you don't," to which

Polly could think of no reply.

Zara had announced herself for a bare fortnight's stay; but the man who

carried her trunk groaned and sweated under it, and was so insolent

about the size of the coin she dropped in his palm that Polly followed

him by stealth into the passage, to make it up to a crown. As usual

Zara was attired in the height of fashion. She brought a set of "the

hoops" with her--the first to be seen on Ballarat--and once more Polly

was torn between an honest admiration of her sister's daring, and an

equally honest embarrassment at the notice she attracted. Zara swam and

glided about the streets, to the hilarious amazement of the population;

floated feather-light, billowing here, depressing there, with all the

waywardness of a child's balloon; supported--or so it seemed--by two of

the tiniest feet ever bestowed on mortal woman. Aha! but that was one

of the chief merits of "the hoops," declared Zara; that, and the

possibility of getting still more stuff into your skirts without

materially increasing their weight. There was something in that,

conceded Polly, who often felt hers drag heavy. Besides, as she

reminded Richard that night, when he lay alternately chuckling and

snorting at woman's folly, custom was everything. Once they had smiled

at Zara appearing in a hat: "And now we're all wearing them."

Another practical consideration that occurred to her she expressed with

some diffidence. "But Zara, don't you ... I mean ... aren't they very

draughty?"

Zara had to repeat her shocked but emphatic denial in the presence of

Mrs. Glendinning and Mrs. Urquhart, both ladies having a mind to bring

their wardrobes up to date. They agreed that there was much to be said

in favour of the appliance, over and above its novelty. Especially

would it be welcome at those times when... But here the speakers

dropped into woman's mysterious code of nods and signs; while Zara,

turning modestly away, pretended to count the stitches in a

crochet-antimacassar.

Yes, nowadays, as Mrs. Dr. Mahony, Polly was able to introduce her

sister to a society worthy of Zara's gifts; and Zara enjoyed herself so

well that, had her berth not been booked, she might have contemplated

extending her visit. She overflowed with gracious commendation. The

house--though, of course, compared with John's splendour, a trifle

plain and poky--was a decided advance on the store; Polly herself much

improved: "You DO look robust, my dear!" And--though Zara held her

peace about this--the fact of Mahony's being from home each day, for

hours at a stretch, lent an additional prop to her satisfaction. Under

these conditions it was possible to keep on good terms with her

brother-in-law.

Zara's natty appearance and sprightly ways made her a favourite with

every one especially the gentlemen. The episcopal bazaar came off at

this time; and Zara had the brilliant idea of a bran-pie. This was the

success of the entertainment. From behind the refreshment-stall where,

with Mrs. Long, she was pouring out cups of tea and serving cheesecakes

and sausage-rolls by the hundred, Polly looked proudly across the

beflagged hall, to the merry group of which her sister was the centre.

Zara was holding her own, even with Mr. Henry Ocock; and Mr. Urquhart

had constituted himself her right hand.

"Your sister is no doubt a most fascinating woman," said Mrs. Urquhart

from the seat with which she had been accommodated; and heaved a gentle

sigh. "How odd that she should never have married!"

"I'm afraid Zara's too particular," said Polly. "It's not for want of

being asked."

Her eyes met Purdy's as she spoke--Purdy had come up laden with empty

cups, a pair of infants' boots dangling round his neck--and they

exchanged smiles; for Zara's latest AFFAIRE DU COEUR was a source of

great amusement to them.

Polly had assisted at the first meeting between her sister and Purdy

with very mixed feelings. On that occasion Purdy happened to be in

plain clothes, and Zara pronounced him charming. The next day, however,

he dropped in clad in the double-breasted blue jacket, the high boots

and green-veiled cabbage-tree he wore when on duty; and thereupon

Zara's opinion of him sank to null, and was not to be raised even by

him presenting himself in full dress: white-braided trousers, red faced

shell jacket, pill-box cap, cartouche box and cavalry sword. "La,

Polly! Nothing but a common policeman!" In vain did Polly explain the

difference between a member of the ordinary force and a mounted trooper

of the gold-escort; in vain lay stress on Richard's pleasure at seeing

Purdy buckle to steady work, no matter what. Zara's thoughts had taken

wing for a land where such anomalies were not; where you were not asked

to drink tea with the well-meaning constable who led you across a

crowded thoroughfare or turned on his bull's eye for you in a fog,

preparatory to calling up a hackney-cab.

But the chilly condescension with which, from now on, Zara treated him

did not seem to trouble Purdy. When he ran in for five minutes of a

morning, he eschewed the front entrance and took up his perch on the

kitchen-table. From here, while Polly cooked and he nibbled half-baked

pastry, the two of them followed the progress of events in the parlour.

Zara's arrival on Ballarat had been the cue for Hempel's reappearance,

and now hardly a day went by on which the lay-helper did not neglect

his chapel work, in order to pay what Zara called his "DEVOIRS." Slight

were his pretexts for coming: a rare bit of dried seaweed for bookmark;

a religious journal with a turned-down page; a nosegay. And though Zara

would not nowadays go the length of walking out with a dissenter--she

preferred on her airings to occupy the box-seat of Mr. Urquhart's

four-in-hand--she had no objection to Hempel keeping her company during

the empty hours of the forenoon when Polly was lost in domestic cares.

She accepted his offerings, mimicked his faulty speech, and was

continually hauling him up the precipice of self-distrust, only to let

him slip back as soon as he reached the top.

One day Purdy entered the kitchen doubled up with laughter. In passing

the front of the house he had thrown a look in at the parlour-window;

and the sight of the prim and proper Hempel on his knees on the woolly

hearthrug so tickled his sense of humour that, having spluttered out

the news, back he went to the passage, where he crouched down before

the parlour-door and glued his eye to the keyhole.

"Oh, Purdy, no! What if the door should suddenly fly open?"

But there was something in Purdy's pranks that a laughter-lover like

Polly could never for long withstand. Here, now, in feigning to imitate

the unfortunate Hempel, he was sheerly irresistible. He clapped his

hands to his heart, showed the whites of his eyes, wept, gesticulated

and tore his hair; and Polly, after trying in vain to keep a straight

face, sat down and went off into a fit of stifled mirth--and when Polly

did give way, she was apt to set every one round her laughing, too.

Ellen's shoulders shook; she held a fist to her mouth. Even little

Trotty shrilled out her tinny treble, without knowing in the least what

the joke was.

When the merriment was at its height, the front door opened and in

walked Mahony. An instant's blank amazement, and he had grasped the

whole situation--Richard was always so fearfully quick at

understanding, thought Polly ruefully. Then, though Purdy jumped to his

feet and the laughter died out as if by command, he drew his brows

together, and without saying a word, stalked into the surgery and shut

the door.

Like a schoolboy who has been caned, Purdy dug his knuckles into his

eyes and rubbed his hindquarters--to the fresh delight of Trotty and

the girl.

"Well, so long, Polly! I'd better be making tracks. The old man's on

the warpath." And in an undertone: "Same old grouser! Never COULD take

a joke."

"He's tired. I'll make it all right," gave Polly back.

--"It was only his fun, Richard," she pleaded, as she held out a linen

jacket for her husband to slip his arms into.

"Fun of a kind I won't permit in my house. What an example to set the

child! What's more, I shall let Hempel know that he is being made a

butt of. And speak my mind to your sister about her heartless

behaviour."

"Oh, don't do that, Richard. I promise it shan't happen again. It was

very stupid of us, I know. But Purdy didn't really mean it unkindly;

and he IS so comical when he starts to imitate people." And Polly was

all but off again, at the remembrance.

But Mahony, stooping to decipher the names Ellen had written on the

slate, did not unbend. It was not merely the vulgar joke that had

offended him. No, what really rankled was the sudden chill his

unlooked-for entrance had cast over the group; they had scattered and

gone scurrying about their business, like a pack of naughty children

who had been up to mischief behind their master's back. He was the

schoolmaster--the spoilsport. They were all afraid of him. Even Polly.

But here came Polly herself to say: "Dinner, dear," in her kindest

tone. She also put her arm round his neck and hugged him. "Not cross

any more, Richard? I know we behaved disgracefully." Her touch put the

crown on her words. Mahony drew her to him and kissed her.

But the true origin of the unpleasantness, Zara, who in her ghoulish

delight at seeing Hempel grovel before her--thus Mahony worded

it--behaved more kittenishly than ever at table: Zara Mahony could not

so easily forgive; and for the remainder of her stay his manner to her

was so forbidding that she, too, froze; and to Polly's regret the old

bad relation between them came up anew.

But Zara was enjoying herself too well to cut her visit short on

Mahony's account. "Besides, poor thing," thought Polly, "she has really

nowhere to go." What she did do was to carry her head very high in her

brother-in-law's presence; to speak at him rather than to him; and in

private to insist to Polly on her powers of discernment. "You may say

what you like, my dear--I can see you have a VERY GREAT DEAL to put up

with!"

At last, however, the day of her departure broke, and she went off amid

a babble of farewells, of requests for remembrance, a fluttering of

pocket-handkerchiefs, the like of which Polly had never known; and to

himself Mahony breathed the hope that they had seen the last of Zara,

her fripperies and affectations. "Your sister will certainly fit better

into the conditions of English life."

Polly cried at the parting, which might be final; then blew her nose

and dried her eyes; for she had a busy day before her. Tilly Beamish

had been waiting with ill-concealed impatience for Zara to vacate the

spare room, and was to arrive that night.

Mahony was not at home to welcome the new-comer, nor could he be

present at high tea. When he returned, towards nine o'clock, he found

Polly with a very red face, and so full of fussy cares for her guest's

comfort--her natural kindliness distorted to caricature--that she had

not a word for him. One look at Miss Tilly explained everything, and

his respects duly paid he retired to the surgery, to indulge a smile at

Polly's expense. Here Polly soon joined him, Tilly, fatigued by her

journey and by her bounteous meal, having betaken herself early to bed.

"Ha, ha!" laughed Mahony, not without a certain mischievous

satisfaction at his young wife's discomfiture. "And with the prospect

of a second edition to follow!"

But Polly would not capitulate right off. "I don't think it's very kind

of you to talk like that, Richard," she said warmly. "People can't help

their looks." She moved about the room putting things straight, and

avoiding his eye. "As long as they mean well and are good.... But I

think you would rather no one ever came to stay with us, at all."

Fixing her with meaning insistence and still smiling, Mahony opened his

arms. The next moment Polly was on his knee, her face hidden in his

shoulder. There she shed a few tears. "Oh, isn't she dreadful? I don't

know WHAT I shall do with her. She's been serving behind the bar,

Richard, for more than a year. And she's come expecting to be taken

everywhere and to have any amount of gaiety."

At coach-time she had dragged a reluctant Purdy to the office. But as

soon as he caught sight of Tilly: "On the box, Richard, beside the

driver, with her hair all towsy-wowsy in the wind--he just said: 'Oh,

lor, Polly!' and disappeared, and that was the last I saw of him. I

don't know how I should have got on if it hadn't been for old Mr.

Ocock, who was down meeting a parcel. He was most kind; he helped us

home with her carpet-bag, and saw after her trunk. And, oh dear, what

do you think? When he was going away he said to me in the passage--so

loud I'm sure Tilly must have heard him--he said: 'Well! that's

something like a figure of a female this time, Mrs. Doc. As fine a

young woman as ever I see!'"

And Polly hid her face again; and husband and wife laughed in concert.

Chapter VIII

That night a great storm rose. Mahony, sitting reading after everyone

else had retired, saw it coming, and lamp in hand went round the house

to secure hasps and catches; then stood at the window to watch the

storm's approach. In one half of the sky the stars were still

peacefully alight; the other was hidden by a dense cloud, which came

racing along like a giant bat with outspread wings, devouring the stars

in its flight. The storm broke; there was a sudden shrill screeching, a

grinding, piping, whistling, and the wind hurled itself against the

house as if to level it with the ground; failing in this, it banged and

battered, making windows and doors shake like loose teeth in their

sockets. Then it swept by to wreak its fury elsewhere, and there was a

grateful lull out of which burst a peal of thunder. And now peal

followed peal, and the face of the sky, with its masses of swirling,

frothy cloud, resembled an angry sea. The lightning ripped it in fierce

zigzags, darting out hundreds of spectral fangs. It was a magnificent

sight.

Polly came running to see where he was, the child cried, Miss Tilly

opened her door by a hand's-breadth, and thrust a red, puffy face,

framed in curl-twists, through the crack. Nobody thought of sleep while

the commotion lasted, for fear of fire: once alight, these exposed

little wooden houses blazed up like heaps of shavings. The clock-hands

pointed to one before the storm showed signs of abating. Now, the rain

was pouring down, making an ear-splitting din on the iron roof and

leaping from every gutter and spout. It had turned very cold. Mahony

shivered as he got into bed.

He seemed hardly to have closed an eye when he was wakened by a loud

knocking; at the same time the wire of the night-bell was almost

wrenched in two. He sat up and looked at his watch. It wanted a few

minutes to three; the rain was still falling in torrents, the wind

sighed and moaned. Wild horses should not drag him out on such a night!

Thrusting his arms into the sleeves of his dressing-gown, he threw up

the parlour window. "Who's there?" The hiss of the rain cut his words

through.

A figure on the doorstep turned at the sound. "Is this a doctor's? I

wuz sent here. Doctor! for God's sake ..."

"What is it? Stop a minute! I'll open the door."

He did so, letting in a blast of wind and a rush of rain that flooded

the oilcloth. The intruder, off whom the water streamed, had to shout

to make himself audible.

"It's me--Mat Doyle's me name! It's me wife, doctor; she's dying. I've

bin all night on the road. Ah, for the love of--"

"Where is it?" Mahony put his hand to the side of his mouth, to keep

his words from flying adrift in the wind.

"Paddy's Rest. You're the third I've bin to. Not one of the dirty

dogs'ull stir a leg! Me girl may die like a rabbit for all they

care."-- The man's voice broke, as he halloed particulars.

"Paddy's Rest? On a night like this? Why, the creek will be out."

"Doctor! you're from th' ould country, I can hear it in your lip.

Haven't you a wife, too, doctor? Then show a bit o' mercy to mine!"

"Tut, tut, man, none of that!" said Mahony curtly. "You should have

bespoken me at the proper time to attend your wife.--Besides, there'll

be no getting along the road to-night."

The other caught the note of yielding. "Sure an' you'd go out, doctor

dear, without thinkin', to save your dog if he was drownin'. I've got

me buggy down there; I'll take you safe. And you shan't regret it; I'll

make it worth your while, by the Lord Harry I will!"

"Pshaw!"--Mahony opened the door of the surgery and struck a match. It

was a rough grizzled fellow--a "cocky," on his own showing--who

presented himself in the lamplight. His wife had fallen ill that

afternoon. At first everything seemed to be going well; then she was

seized with fits, had one fit after another, and all but bit her tongue

in two. There was nobody with her but a young girl he had fetched from

a mile away. He had meant, when her time came, to bring her to the

District Hospital. But they had been taken unawares. While he waited he

sat with his elbows on his knees, his face between his clenched fists.

In dressing, Mahony reassured Polly, and instructed her what to say to

people who came inquiring after him; it was unlikely he would be back

before afternoon. Most of the patients could wait till then. The one

exception, a case of typhoid in its second week, a young Scotch

surgeon, Brace, whom he had obliged in a similar emergency, would no

doubt see for him--she should send Ellen down with a note. And having

poured Doyle out a nobbler and put a flask in his own pocket, Mahony

reopened the front door to the howl of the wind.

The lantern his guide carried shed only a tiny circlet of light on the

blackness; and the two men picked their steps gingerly along the

flooded road. The rain ran in jets off the brim of Mahony's hat, and

down the back of his neck.

Having climbed into the buggy they advanced at a funeral pace, leaving

it to the sagacity of the horse to keep the track. At the creek, sure

enough, the water was out, the bridge gone. To reach the next bridge,

five miles off, a crazy cross-country drive would have been necessary;

and Mahony was for giving up the job. But Doyle would not acknowledge

defeat. He unharnessed the horse, set Mahony on its back, and himself

holding to its tail, forced the beast, by dint of kicking and lashing,

into the water; and not only got them safely across, but up the steep

sticky clay of the opposite bank. It was six o'clock and a cloudless

morning when, numb with cold, his clothing clinging to him like wet

seaweed, Mahony entered the wooden hut where the real work he had come

out to do began.

Later in the day, clad in an odd collection of baggy garments, he sat

and warmed himself in the sun, which was fast drawing up in the form of

a blankety mist the moisture from the ground. He had successfully

performed, under the worst possible conditions, a ticklish operation;

and was now so tired that, with his chin on his chest, he fell fast

asleep.

Doyle wakened him by announcing the arrival of the buggy. The good man,

who had more than one nobbler during the morning could not hold his

tongue, but made still another wordy attempt to express his gratitude.

"Whither me girl lives or dies, it'll not be Mat Doyle who forgits what

you did for him this night, doctor! An' if iver you want a bit o' work

done, or some one to do your lyin' awake at night for you, just you

gimme the tip. I don't mind tellin' you now, I'd me shootin'-iron

here"--he touched his right hip--"an' if you'd refused--you was the

third, mind you,--I'd have drilled you where you stood, God damn me if

I wouldn't!"

Mahony eyed the speaker with derision. "Much good that would have done

your wife, you fathead! Well, well, we'll say nothing to MINE, if you

please, about anything of that sort."

"No, may all the saints bless 'er and give 'er health! An' as I say,

doctor...." In speaking he had drawn a roll of bank-notes from his

pocket, and now he tried to stuff them between Mahony's fingers.

"What's this? My good man, keep your money till it's asked for!" and

Mahony unclasped his hands, so that the notes fluttered to the ground.

"Then there let 'em lay!"

But when, in clothes dried stiff as cardboard, Mahony was rolling

townwards--his coachman, a lad of some ten or twelve who handled the

reins to the manner born--as they went he chanced to feel in his coat

pocket, and there found five ten-pound notes rolled up in a neat bundle.

The main part of the road was dry and hard again; but all dips and

holes were wells of liquid mud, which bespattered the two of them from

top to toe as the buggy bumped carelessly in and out. Mahony diverted

himself by thinking of what he could give Polly with this sum. It would

serve to buy that pair of gilt cornices or the heavy gilt-framed

pierglass on which she had set her heart. He could see her, pink with

pleasure, expostulating: "Richard! What WICKED extravagance!" and hear

himself reply: "And pray may my wife not have as pretty a parlour as

her neighbours?" He even cast a thought, in passing, on the pianoforte

with which Polly longed to crown the furnishings of her room--though,

of course, at least treble this amount would be needed to cover its

cost.-- But a fig for such nonsense! He knew but one legitimate use to

make of the unexpected little windfall, and that was, to put it by for

a rainy day. "At my age, in my position, I OUGHT to have fifty pounds

in the bank!"--times without number he had said this to himself, with a

growing impatience. But he had not yet managed to save a halfpenny.

Thrive as the practice might, the expenses of living held even pace

with it. And now, having got its cue, his brain started off again on

the old treadmill, reckoning, totting up, finding totals, or more often

failing to find them, till his head was as hot as his feet were cold.

To-day he could not think clearly at all.

Nor the next day either. By the time he reached home he was conscious

of feeling very ill: he had lancinating pains in his limbs, a chill

down his spine, an outrageous temperature. To set out again on a round

of visits was impossible. He had just to tumble into bed.

He got between the sheets with that sense of utter well-being, of

almost sensual satisfaction, which only one who is shivering with fever

knows. And at first very small things were enough to fill him with

content: the smoothness of the pillow's sleek linen; the shadowy light

of the room after long days spent in the dusty glare outside; the

possibility of resting, the knowledge that it was his duty to rest;

Polly's soft, firm hands, which were always of the right

temperature--warm in the cold stage, cool when the fever scorched him,

and neither hot nor cold when the dripping sweats came on. But as the

fever declined, these slight pleasures lost their hold. Then he was

ridden to death by black thoughts. Not only was day being added to day,

he meanwhile not turning over a penny; but ideas which he knew to be

preposterous insinuated themselves in his brain. Thus, for hours on end

he writhed under the belief that his present illness was due solely to

the proximity of the Great Swamp, and lay and cursed his folly in

having chosen just this neighbourhood to build in. Again, there was the

case of typhoid he had been anxious about, prior to his own breakdown:

under his LOCUM, peritonitis had set in and carried off the patient. At

the time he had accepted the news from Polly's lips with

indifference--too ill to care. But a little later the knowledge of what

it meant broke over him, and he suffered the tortures of the damned.

Not Brace; he alone would be held responsible for the death; and

perhaps not altogether unjustly. Lying there, a prey to morbid

apprehensions, he rebuilt the case in memory, struggling to recall each

slight variation in temperature, each swift change for better or worse;

but as fast as he captured one such detail, his drowsy brain let the

last but one go, and he had to beat it up anew. During the night he

grew confident that the relatives of the dead woman intended to take

action against him, for negligence or improper attendance.

An attempt to speak of these devilish imaginings to wife and friend was

a failure. He undertook it in a fit of desperation, when it seemed as

if only a strong and well grounded opposition would save his reason.

But this was just what he could not get. Purdy, whom he tried first,

held the crude notion that a sick person should never be gainsaid; and

soothingly sympathised and agreed, till Mahony could have cried aloud

at such blundering stupidity. Polly did better; she contradicted him.

But not in the right way. She certainly pooh-poohed his idea of the

nearness of Yuille's Swamp making the house unhealthy; but she did not

argue the matter, step by step, and CONVINCE him that he was wrong. She

just laughed at him as at a foolish child, and kissed him, and tucked

him in anew. And when it came to the typhoid's fatal issue, she had not

the knowledge needed to combat him with any chance of success. She

heard him anxiously out, and allowed herself to be made quite nervous

over a possible fault on his part, so jealous was she for his growing

reputation.

So that in the end it was he who had to comfort her.

"Don't take any notice of what I say to-day, wife. It's this blessed

fever.... I'm light-headed, I think."

But he could hear her uneasily consulting with Purdy in the passage.

It was not till his pulse beat normally again that he could smile at

his exaggerated fears. Now, too, reviving health brought back a

wholesome interest in everyday affairs. He listened with amusement to

Polly's account of the shifts Purdy was reduced to, to enter the house

unseen by Miss Tilly. On his faithful daily call, the young man would

creep round by the back door, and Tilly was growing more and more irate

at her inability to waylay him. Yes, Polly was rather redly forced to

admit, she HAD abetted him in his evasions. ("You know, Poll, I might

just as well tie myself up to old Mother B. herself and be done with

it!") Out of sheer pique Tilly had twice now accepted old Mr. Ocock's

invitation to drive with him. Once, she had returned with a huge bag of

lollies; and once, with a face like a turkey-cock. Polly couldn't help

thinking ... no, really, Richard, she could not! ... that perhaps

something might COME of it. He should not laugh; just wait and see.

Many inquiries had been made after him. People had missed their doctor,

it seemed, and wanted him back. It was a real red-letter day when he

could snap to the catches of his gloves again, and mount the step of a

buggy.

He had instructed Purdy to arrange for the hire of this vehicle,

saddle-work being out of the question for him in the meantime. And on

his first long journey--it led him past Doyle's hut, now, he was sorry

to see, in the hands of strangers; for the wife, on the way to making a

fair recovery, had got up too soon, overtaxed her strength and died,

and the broken-hearted husband was gone off no one knew where--on this

drive, as mile after mile slid from under the wheels, Mahony felt how

grateful was the screen of a hood between him and the sun.

While he was laid up, the eternal question of how to live on his income

had left him, relatively speaking, in peace. He had of late adopted the

habit of doing his scraping and saving at the outset of each quarter,

so as to get the money due to Ocock put by betimes. His illness had

naturally made a hole in this; and now the living from hand to mouth

must begin anew.

With what remained of Doyle's money he proposed to settle his account

at the livery-stable. Then the unexpected happened. His

reappearance--he looked very thin and washed-out--evidently jogged a

couple of sleepy memories. Simultaneously two big bills were paid, one