VI

Jesse Page ordered the car stopped at the entrance to the driveway,

and went the rest of the way on foot. The stars were out in the

bland summer sky, and among the dark trees, stirred by no wind, the

house with its lighted windows had a gay and delicate beauty, an air

of festival. Down by the sea wall the little yacht was moored,

swinging gently, throwing into the black water two little quivering

pools of red and green; but there was not a sound from house or

garden.

“Not even a dog to bark when I come home!” he thought, with a faint,

bitter smile.

Heaven knows he had made this solitude for himself! He was a man who

had found it easy to win affection—so easy that he distrusted what

cost him so little effort. He could believe in nothing and no

one—himself least of all.

He walked on the grass, so that his footsteps made no sound. He was

a stalwart man, tall and of soldierly bearing, with a handsome,

heavy face and dark hair a little gray on the temples. He was a

domineering, headstrong, passionate man, and terribly unhappy. He

wanted to be angry, but it was unhappiness that filled him—a queer,

pathetic sort of bewilderment.

“By God, it’s not fair! It’s not _fair_!” he said to himself over

and over again.

That was the way he saw it—it was not fair that he should be hurt

like this. He never once looked for a cause, for any fault in

himself, or for any general rule to apply. It simply was not fair

that this should happen to him.

He had been away, in Chicago, looking after some business affairs,

making more money—for her to spend, of course; and then this letter

came. What if it was anonymous, what if it was written in savage

malice? He had a pretty fair idea as to who had written it, and why.

Serena had enemies. He had listened to innuendo before; and now he

was going to know.

The front of the house was deserted, and he went round to the side,

where the dining room was. Just as he turned the corner, he saw some

one come out through one of the French windows. He stopped, and drew

back into the shadow of the wall. It was a man, and he fancied he

recognized that slender and vigorous figure. He waited and watched.

The other man stopped to light a cigarette, but his back was toward

the house. Then he strolled on leisurely toward the garage. Page

followed him a little way, but when the other entered the brightly

lit building, he was satisfied. It was young Randall.

That was all he needed to know. He went back to the front of the

house and entered there. It was his own house, but the servants—a

new crew—did not know him. The butler tried to stop him, but he

pushed the anxious little man aside, and proceeded to the dining

room.

They were there, the whole crowd of them, sitting about the

disordered table, jaded and hot, and full of a restless languor. The

air was thick with cigarette smoke. A little blue-eyed man with a

gray mustache was performing an elaborate conjuring trick with match

sticks and somebody’s gold watch, and Serena lay back in her chair,

looking at him with a distant smile. Her haggard face was flushed,

her eyes heavy. Jesse Page thought he had never seen her more

beautiful, or more hateful.

“By God, it’s not fair!” he thought again. “I’ve given her

everything, I’ve put up with all her whims, and now I—I could kill

her!”

It was as if his thought had sped through the room like an arrow.

Serena straightened up in her chair, turned her head, and saw him

standing in the doorway.

“Jesse!” she cried.

He did not speak or move. He stood there, his straw hat pushed back,

staring at her with narrowed eyes.

“Jesse!” she said again.

She half rose from her chair, her own eyes dilated and fixed upon

him. Then some one near her stirred, and the sound recalled her to

her surroundings. Here was the stage upon which she was accustomed

to play a leading part, and every one was looking at her.

She sank back into the chair again, with a laugh.

“You beast!” she said. “You startled me so! Why didn’t you tell me

you were coming home, Jesse? Have you had your dinner?”

He gave his hat to a servant, and sat down in the one chair that was

vacant. Now he had found out; now he knew. Startled her, had he?

That was guilty terror he had seen in her face! Let her sit there

smiling, radiant in her jewels, at the head of her own table! She

was frightened, she couldn’t take her eyes off her husband.

“Hello, everybody!” he said genially. “Don’t let me spoil the party!

Come on, now! All have another drink, eh?”

The response he got made him feel physically sick.

“God, what people!” he thought. “They’re all afraid of me—afraid of

a row!”

He looked around the table at the eagerly smiling faces, and he

smiled himself—a broad grin.

“One missing, isn’t there?” he asked. “Who was sitting in this

place?”

There was a moment’s silence.

“Oh, there?” said Serena. “Miss Moriarty. She’s gone upstairs with a

bad headache.”

“I see!” said Page, still grinning.

“I suppose I really ought to go up and see how the poor girl’s

getting on,” continued Serena.

“Oh, no!” he said suavely. “Don’t go! Wait a bit, and perhaps she’ll

come back.”

There was another silence.

“We don’t want to sit here!” cried Betty Anson nervously, pushing

back her chair. “Let’s go!”

“I like to sit here,” said Page. He poured himself another whisky,

and lit a cigarette. “I think I’ll have a _demi-tasse_ and a

sandwich. You people must keep me company. Don’t go, Betty!”

She settled back again. She was sorry for Serena, but it would never

do to offend Jesse.

“If there’s any serious trouble,” she thought, “poor Serena’ll be

done for!”

The ambitious Mrs. Anson couldn’t afford to take up the cause of

people who were done for. She glanced covertly across the table. Her

husband sat with his eyes fixed on the cloth, his distinguished gray

head bent. Levering was grave, but the shadow of a smile hovered

about his lips. Jinky, sitting next him—what was the matter with

Jinky?

“How queer she looks!” thought Mrs. Anson.

She was really distressed by the look on Jinky’s wasted young face;

for of all the people there, Jinky could least afford any indiscreet

pity. Jesse Page was a distant cousin of hers; he had been generous

to her, and she needed it. No—she really shouldn’t look at Serena

like that!

Suddenly Jinky jumped up, and, without a word, walked across the

room to the window, and out on the terrace.

“Jinky!” Page called sharply. “Where are you going?”

She turned her head and glanced at him, but she did not answer. For

a moment she stood there in the bright light, a curiously dramatic

figure in her emerald green dress, with her gleaming black hair and

her white, thin face. Then she put her jade cigarette holder between

her teeth, and went off over the lawn.

Page jumped up and followed her.

“See here, Jinky!” he said furiously. “You’d better—”

“See here, Jesse!” she interrupted. “You’re making a fool of

yourself.”

“All right! Perhaps I enjoy it.”

“It’ll take,” said Jinky deliberately, “just about five minutes for

you to make such a mess of things that you’ll regret it all the rest

of your days, Jesse!”

“Oh, no!” he said, with a grin. “It’ll take a good deal less than

five minutes—when I catch sight of that lad!”

Jinky stopped. From where she stood she could look into the garage,

and she was satisfied.

“Go ahead!” she said. “I’ll drop out.”

As she turned back toward the house, he went with her.

“Somehow,” he said, “I feel that where Jinky goes, there must I go,

too.”

“Keep it up, Jesse!” said she. “You deserve what you’ll get!”

They found the dining room deserted, with an air of haste and

disorder about it. A cigarette smoldered in a saucer, a cup of

coffee had been overturned, and a dark stain was still spreading

slowly over the lace cloth. Page went into the drawing-room, and

Jinky followed. Serena was not there.

He went toward the door again, hesitated, and came back. Jinky had

vanished now, through the card room.

“All right!” he said to himself. “Let them have a little more rope!”

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