CHAPTER XVIII

Before the early dinner at the 'Home,' Miss Farlow assembled the girls

and gave them a Christmas talk. Christmas, she reminded them, is the

time for generous thoughts, for kindly memories, for opening our eyes to

the needs of others and opening our hands to aid those needs. There is

no one so poor, so lonely, that he cannot find some one more needy that

he may help.

"Kind friends have remembered you this holiday season," she said. "Each

of you has received gifts. Now I hope you want to pass the kindness on.

There is a negro orphanage in town, and I happen to know that its funds

are so limited that after providing needfuls, food, fuel, and clothing,

there is nothing left this year for Christmas cheer. Aren't you willing

to share your good things with those poor children? Won't each of you

bring some of your old toys to the sitting-room at four o'clock and help

fill a Christmas box to send the little orphans?"

The children responded eagerly, Anne among the first. They hurried to

their rooms and rummaged busily through their boxes and drawers,

collecting old dolls, ragged picture-books, and broken toys.

Anne opened her drawer and then shut it quickly and sat down dolefully

on the bed-side, swinging her feet.

"What are you going to give, Anne?" asked one of the other girls.

"Dunno," was the brief answer.

A mighty struggle was going on in her heart. She had no old picture-books,

games, nor toys. She had nothing to give--unless--except--there were the

gifts she had received at 'Roseland' this morning--the shining dominoes,

the dainty handkerchief, the ribbon-tied candy box, the book with

fascinating pictures and pages that looked so interesting. It was so

long since she had had any pretty, useless things that it put a lump in

her throat merely to think of giving them up. But she had promised and

she must give something to those poor little black orphans. Which of her

treasures should it be? When she tried to decide on any one, that one

seemed the dearest and most desirable of all. At last in despair she

gathered all her gifts--dominoes, handkerchief, book, candy--in her

apron, ran with them to the sitting-room and dumped them on the table

before Miss Farlow, with "Here! for the old orphans."

Miss Farlow opened her mouth but before words could come Anne was gone.

She crouched down with Honey-Sweet between her bed and the wall and

sobbed as if her heart would break.

"I wouldn't mind so much," she explained to Honey-Sweet, "I wouldn't

mind so much if I could have taken out one teeny piece of chocolate

with the darling little silver tongs. I haven't had a box of candy for

months and months. And, oh! Honey-Sweet, I read just three chapters in

that beautiful book, and now I'll never, never know what became of that

dear little boy."

At teatime Anne, red-eyed and unsmiling, met Miss Farlow on the stairs.

"Ah! Anne Lewis," said the lady, looking over her spectacles. "You are a

generous child. I only asked and expected some old toys. It was generous

of you to bring your pretty new gifts. But I hardly feel that you ought

to give away the Christmas presents your friends selected for you to

enjoy. I think you'd better take them back." Anne's face shone like the

sun coming from behind a cloud. "Instead, you can give--oh! some old

thing--give that rag doll to put in the box for the little orphans." The

sun went under a dark cloud.

"Oh!" Anne faltered. Then she hurried on: "Can't no old orphans have

Honey-Sweet. You keep the dominoes and the book and the handkerchief and

the candy. And they may have my gold beads, too. But not Honey-Sweet.

I'd rather have her than Christmas. There--there's a lonesome spot she

just fits in."

"You'd rather give away your pretty new things than that old rag doll?"

Miss Farlow was amazed.

"A million times!" cried Anne, hugging her baby fondly.

"What a queer child you are, Anne Lewis!" said Miss Farlow. "Well, well!

keep your doll, of course, if you wish."

Anne gave her an impulsive kiss. "Thank you, Miss Farlow! You are so

good," she said.

The holidays over, the routine of daily life was resumed. The days and

weeks and months passed, busy with work and study. Anne welcomed the

mild spring days which came at last and allowed out-of-door games.

During the autumn, the boxwood playhouse had been a place of delight to

her and Dunlop and Arthur. Now, after a spring cleaning patterned after

Mrs. Marshall's, she and Honey-Sweet again took up quarters there.

One Saturday afternoon, however, Dunlop came strutting out in an Indian

suit which his mamma had just bought him and announced that he was "heap

big chief" and was going to have the boxwood for his wigwam.

Anne objected. She had found the treehouse and it was hers; the others

were to play there all they pleased; but she would go straight home

unless the boxwood was to remain, as it had always been, her "private

property," as she proudly said.

For answer, Dunlop fitted an arrow on his bow and rushed in, yelling,

"You squaw! This is my papa's place. You get out of my wigwam. Get out,

I say."

Without a word, Anne gathered up Honey-Sweet and marched off, with her

chin in the air. For a whole long week she did not come to 'Roseland.'

Worst of all, on Saturday she played all afternoon with the other girls

on the 'Home' grounds, without once looking over the hedge.

Arthur threw himself into Martha's arms. "I want my Anne," he sobbed, "I

want her to come back. 'Lop's a bad, bad boy to make my Anne go 'way."

Shortly before teatime, Anne left the other girls and without seeming to

see any one beyond the hedge, sat down just out of earshot and began to

tell Honey-Sweet a story. This was more than could be borne. Arthur

wailed aloud.

Suddenly Dunlop broke his way through the hedge, stopped just in front

of Anne, and screamed: "It's your old house. You come on."

Anne looked at him but did not move.

He stamped his foot. "Please!" he shouted fiercely.

"Good and all? Private property?" asked Anne.

Dunlop nodded.

Anne rose. "We better go through the gap," she said in an offhand way.

"Miss Emma'll try to have me whipped if we break down the hedge."

Dunlop trotted by her side in silence. As they crossed the hedge, he

slipped his grimy hand in hers. "Mamma says we are going to the country

next week," he announced; "and I told her you'd have to go, too."

Indeed, Dunlop flatly refused to go away without Anne. He would not

yield to coaxing and he scorned threats. His wishes finally prevailed

and it was decided that Anne should go with them to spend the week-end

and return to town with Mr. Marshall.

The little party left 'Roseland' one warm afternoon in June, and sunset

found them all dusty and tired. Dunlop, sitting by his mother, absorbed

her attention. Martha was on the seat behind, with Arthur on her lap.

Anne, beside her, was looking out of the window with a puzzled air. The

willow-bordered river, the meadows and rolling hills, had a familiar

appearance; this fresh, woodsy, evening fragrance was an odor she had

known before; surely she had heard the names of the stations called by

the porter.

"Lewiston!" he shouted at last.

Anne started. It was her own home station. As in a dream, she saw in the

twilight the familiar red road shambling over the hills, the dingy

little station with men and boys loafing on the platform, the houses

scattered here and there among trees and gardens. It all came back to

her. This was the route she and her mother had often travelled. A little

way off was the water-tank set in a clump of willows by the roadside.

'Lewis Hall' was on the hill just beyond. In the deepening twilight,

she could not see the square house among the trees.

A great longing for home possessed her. She slipped past Martha dozing

with Arthur asleep in her lap; hardly knowing what she did, she ran to

the rear of the car. The train was about to stop at the tank. Anne put

her hand on the door-knob. It resisted. A lump came in her throat. Again

she tried the knob. This time it yielded to her pressure. She stepped on

the platform and closed the door behind her. As the train jerked and

stood still, she almost fell but she quickly recovered herself and

scrambled down the steps.

She stood in a well-remembered thicket of willows. A few steps away was

a footpath--how it all came back to her!--winding among the willows.

Clasping Honey-Sweet close, Anne walked a little way down the path. Then

she turned and looked back. The train was puffing and panting, lights

were gleaming from its windows. There sat Mrs. Marshall, coaxing

Dunlop, and there was Arthur cuddled in Martha's lap.

As Anne looked, the train moved slowly away, gathering speed as it went.

Its lights gleamed and faded in the darkness. It was gone. She gazed

after it, with a queer tightness about her throat. Then she walked

steadily down the footpath, across the meadow, through a gate, and along

the hillside. On top of that tree-clad hill was her old home. From one

well-remembered room, flickered lights that seemed to beckon and summon

the homesick child.

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