CHAPTER XII

Several of the New York papers the next morning carried editorials

commending the verdict. Lydia sitting up in bed with a breakfast tray on

her knee, read them coolly through.

"The safety of the highways"--"the irresponsibility of the younger

generation, particularly among those of great wealth"--"pity must not

degenerate into sentimentality"--"the equal administration of our

laws----"

So the public was pleased with the verdict, was it? It little knew. She

herself was filled with bitterness. The moment of the delivery of the

verdict had been terrible to her.

She had not minded the hours of waiting. She had felt deadened, without

special interest in what the jury decided. But this had changed the

moment word came that the jury had reached a verdict. There was a

terrible interval while the familiar roll of their names was called for

the last time. Then she was told to stand up and face them, or rather to

face the foreman, Josiah Howell, a bearded man with a lined brown face.

He looked almost tremulously grave.

Lydia set her jaw, looking at him and thinking, "What business have you

interfering in my fate?" But he was not the figure she was most aware

of. It was the district attorney, whose excitement she knew was as great

as her own.

"How say you?" said a voice. "Guilty or not guilty?"

"Guilty of manslaughter in the second degree," answered the foreman.

Lydia knew every eye in the court room was turned on her. She had heard

of defendants who fainted on hearing an adverse verdict--keeled over

like dead people. But one does not faint from anger, and anger was

Lydia's emotion--anger that "that man" had actually obtained the verdict

he wanted. Her breath came fast and her nostrils dilated. How sickening

that she had nothing to do but stand there and let him triumph! No

subsequent reversal would take away this moment from him.

The jury was thanked and dismissed. Wiley was busy putting in pleas that

would enable her to remain at liberty during the appeal of her case. She

stood alone, still now as a statue. She was thinking that some day the

world should know by what methods that verdict had been obtained.

She had behaved well during her trial; had lived a life of retirement,

seeing no one but Wiley and her immediate friends. But there was no

further reason for playing a part. On the contrary she felt it would

relieve her spirit to show the world--and O'Bannon--that she was not

beaten yet. She did not intend to look upon herself as a criminal

because he had induced a jury to convict her.

She bought herself some new clothes and went out every night, dancing

till dawn and sleeping till noon. She began a new flirtation, this time

with a good-looking insolent young English actor, Ludovic Blythe, hardly

twenty-one, with a strange combination of wickedness and naivete that

some English boys possess. Her friends disapproved of him heartily.

At his suggestion she engaged a passage for England for early July.

Wiley warned her that it was unlikely that the decision in her case

would be handed down as soon as that, and if it were not she could not

leave the country.

"There's no harm in engaging a cabin, is there?" she answered.

Her plan was to take in the end of the London season, with a few house

parties in the English country, to spend September in Venice, two weeks

in Paris buying clothes, and to come home in October.

"To Long Island?" Miss Bennett asked.

"Of course. Where else?" answered Lydia. "Do you think I shall allow

myself to be driven out of my own home?"

But July came without the decision, and Lydia was obliged to cancel her

passage. She was annoyed.

"Those lazy old judges," she said, "have actually adjourned for two

months, and now I can't get off until September." Her tone indicated

that she was doing a good deal for the law of her country, changing her

plans like this.

O'Bannon, she heard, was taking a holiday too--going to Wyoming for a

month. She thought that she would like to see something of the West, but

instead she took a house at Newport for August--a fevered month. Blythe

came to spend Sunday with her and stayed two weeks, fell in love with

May Swayne, attempted to use his position as a guest of Lydia's to make

himself appear a more desirable suitor in the eyes of the Swayne

family--a solid old-fashioned fortune--and was turned out by Lydia after

a scene of unusual violence.

A feud followed in which many people took--and changed--sides. Lydia

fought gayly, briskly in the open. Her object was not Blythe's death,

but his social extinction, and her method was not cold steel but

ridicule. The war was won when May was made to see him as an impossible

figure, comic, on the make--as perhaps he was, but no more so than when

Lydia herself had received him. After this, though he lingered on a few

days at a hotel, his ultimate disappearance was certain. Lydia and May

remained friends throughout--as much friends as they had ever been.

Since the day of their first meeting the two women had never permitted

any man to be a friend of both of them.

Albee came and spent a brief twenty-four hours with her between a

midnight train and Sunday boat. He was in the midst of a campaign as

United States senator from his own state--certain of election. Lydia was

kind and patient with him, but frankly bored.

"There's more stuff in Bobby," she confided to Benny, "who doesn't

expect you to tremble at his nod. I hate fake strong men. I always feel

tempted to call their bluff. It's a hard role they want to play. If they

don't break you, you despise them. If they do--why, you're broken, no

good to anyone."

She asked Eleanor to come and spend August with her, but Eleanor

refused, saying, what was true enough, that she couldn't bear Newport.

She could bear even less constant association with Lydia at this moment.

Lydia's one preoccupation when they were together was to destroy

Eleanor's friendship for O'Bannon. Often in old times Eleanor had

laughed at the steady persistence that Lydia put into this sort of

campaign of hate, but she could not laugh now, for as a matter of fact

her friendship with O'Bannon was already destroyed. She hardly saw him,

and if she did there was a veil between them. He was kind, he was open

with her, he was everything except interested.

Eleanor loved O'Bannon, but with so intellectual a process that she was

not far wrong in considering it was a friendship. She would have married

him if he had asked her, but she would have done so principally to

insure herself of his company. If anyone could have guaranteed that they

would continue all their lives to live within a few yards of each other

she would have been content--content even with the knowledge that every

now and then some other less reasonable woman would come and sweep him

away from her. She knew he was of a temperament susceptible to terrible

gusts of emotion, but she considered that that was her hold upon

him--she was so safe.

The remoteness that came to their relation now indicated another woman,

and yet she knew his everyday life well enough to know that he was

seeing no one except herself and Alma Wooley; and though there was some

gossip about his attention to the girl, Eleanor felt she understood the

reason for it. Alma made him feel emotionally what he knew

rationally--that his prosecution of Lydia had been merely an act of

justice. Alma thought him the greatest of men and was tremulously

grateful to him for establishing her dead lover as a hero--a man killed

in the performance of his duty. To her imagination Lydia was an

unbelievable horror, like a wicked princess in a fairy tale. Eleanor

wondered if she did not seem somewhat the same to O'Bannon. He never

mentioned her name when she, Eleanor, spoke of her. It was like dropping

a stone into a bottomless well. She listened and listened, and nothing

came back from O'Bannon's abysmal silence. He spoke of her only once,

and that was when he came to say good-by to Eleanor the day he started

for Wyoming. He was eager to get away--into those mountains, to sleep

under the stars and forget everything and everybody in the East.

"Mercy," Eleanor thought, "how ruthless men are! I wouldn't let any

friend of mine see I was glad to leave him, even if I were."

"It's a rotten job--mine," he said. "I'm always sending people to prison

who are either so abnormal they don't seem human or else so human they

seem just like myself."

Presently Eleanor mentioned that Lydia had asked her to go to Newport

for a month. O'Bannon turned on her sharply.

"And are you going?"

She said no, but it did not save her from his contempt.

"I don't see how you can be a friend of that woman's, Eleanor," he said.

"Lydia has the most attaching qualities when you know her, Dan."

"Attaching!" he broke out with a suppressed irritation she had never

seen--a strange hate of her, Eleanor, for saying such a thing.

"Arrogant, inflexible, using all her gifts--her brains and her

incredible beauty--just to advance her own selfish ends!"

An impulse based partly on pure loyalty but partly on the idea that she

could improve her position by showing her friend was not quite a monster

made her answer, "You wouldn't believe, Dan, how if she really cares for

you she can be tender almost clinging."

"For God's sake don't let's talk of her!" said O'Bannon, and it was on

this note that they parted.

He wrote to her only once, though his letters to his mother were always

at her disposal. She saw a great deal of the old lady, who developed a

mild pleurisy as soon as her son's back was turned and didn't want Dan

told of it. Eleanor spent most of that hot August taking care of her.

"I want him to have an uninterrupted holiday," said Mrs. O'Bannon

firmly. "He hasn't been well. He doesn't sleep as he ought to, and he's

cross, and you know it's not like Dan to be cross."

On the last day of August he was back, lean and sunburned, announcing

himself to be in excellent condition. His first question was about the

Thorne case.

"Are you anxious about it?" said his mother.

"Not a bit. They can't reverse us," he answered.

After Labor Day Lydia moved back to her Long Island house, and she was

there when the decision in her case was handed down. The verdict of the

lower court was sustained. It was a great blow to her--perhaps the first

real blow she had ever received. She had so firmly made up her mind that

the former verdict had been the result of undue influence of the

district attorney that she had thought it impossible that the higher

court would uphold it. Another triumph for "that man!" The idea of

punishment was horrible to her--to be fined as a criminal. She still did

not conceive it a possibility that she could be sent to prison.

"I can think of lots of ways in which I'd rather spend a thousand

dollars," was her only comment.

But day and night she thought of the scene in court when she must

present herself for sentence. In secret her courage failed her. It would

be the visible symbol of O'Bannon's triumph over her. Yet her will threw

itself in vain against the necessity. Nothing but death could save her.

It would be short anyhow. She knew how it would be. She and Wiley would

appear in the midst of some other wretch's trial. There would be

whisperings about the judge's desk, and O'Bannon would be there--not

looking at her, but triumphing in his black heart, and the judge would

say "A thousand-dollar fine," or--no, nothing so succinct. He would find

it an opportunity to talk about her and her case first. And then she

would pay the money and leave court, a convicted criminal.

And then the second stage would begin. It would be her turn. She would

give her life to getting even with O'Bannon. She who had always needed a

purpose--a string on which to thread her life--had found it in hate.

Most people found it in love, but for her part she enjoyed hate. It was

exciting and active, and, oh, what a climax it promised! Yes, like the

adventuress in the melodrama, she would go to him herself and say: "I've

waited ten years to ruin you, and now I've done it. Have you been

wondering all these years what was against you--what held you back and

poisoned everything you touched? It was I!"

Other people, she knew, thought such things and never put them in

action. But she had no reason to distrust the power of her own will, and

never had she willed anything as she willed this. She began to arrange

it. There were three ways in which you could hurt a man--through his

love, through his ambitions and through his finances. A crooked

politician like O'Bannon might suffer most by being ruined politically.

She must always keep some hold on Albee for that. Money probably

wouldn't greatly matter to O'Bannon. But love--he was an emotional

creature. Women, she felt sure, played a tremendous role in his life.

And he was attractive to them--accustomed to success probably. Oh, to

think that she had been for a few seconds acquiescent in his arms! And

yet that meant that she had power over him. She knew she had power.

Should that be her method--to make him think that she had seen him not

as an enemy but as a hero, a crusader, a master, that she was an adoring

victim? Oh, how easily she could make love to him, and how

successfully! She could imagine going down on her knees to him, winding

herself about him, only she must have the climax ready so that at the

same second she would destroy both his love and career. She must wait,

and it would be hard to wait; but she must wait until she and Albee had

dug a deep pit. Then she would call him to her and he would have to

come. It was by thinking these thoughts that she managed to come into

court calm and cold as steel.

"What have you now to say why the judgment of the court should not be

pronounced upon you?"

The judge beckoned her and Wiley to his desk. O'Bannon was already

there, standing so close that her arm would have touched his if she had

not shrunk away. She trembled with hate. It was horrible to be so near

him. She heard his own breath unsteadily drawn. Across the space that

parted them waves of some tangible emotion leaped to and fro. She looked

up at him and found that he, with clenched hands and drawn brows, was

looking at her. So they remained.

"Your Honor," said Wiley in his smooth tones, "I would like to ask that

a fine rather than a prison sentence be imposed on this prisoner, not

only on account of her youth and previous good record, but because to a

woman of her sheltered upbringing a prison sentence is a more severe

punishment than the law contemplated."

"I entirely disagree with you, counselor," said the judge in a loud

ringing tone. "The feature that makes the court so reluctant ordinarily

to impose prison sentences is the subsequent difficulty in earning a

living. That consideration is entirely absent in the present case. On

the other hand, to impose a fine would be palpably ridiculous,

constituting for this defendant no punishment whatsoever. I sentence

this prisoner"--the judge paused and drew in his chin--"to not less than

three nor more than seven years in state's prison."

She heard Wiley passionately pleading with Judge Homans. A blue-coated

figure was now standing beside her. It was still incredible.

"This is your doing," she heard her own voice saying very softly to

O'Bannon.

To her surprise she saw that emotion, what emotion she did not know,

made it impossible for him to answer. His eyes stared at her out of a

face whiter than her own. It was his emotion that communicated her own

situation to her. His hand on the desk was shaking. She knew he could

not have done what she proceeded to do. She turned and walked with the

policeman to the iron-latticed passageway that led to jail.

As the door clanged behind her O'Bannon turned and walked out of court,

and getting into his car drove away westward. At two in the morning

Eleanor was waked by a telephone from Mrs. O'Bannon. Dan had not come

home. She was afraid something had happened to him. A man in his

position had many enemies. Did Eleanor think that some friend or lover

of that Thorne girl----

Oh, no, Eleanor was sure not!

The next morning--for a small town holds few secrets--she knew that

O'Bannon had returned at six o'clock, drunk.

"Oh, dear heaven," thought Eleanor, "must he re-travel that road?"

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