CHAPTER VI.--"GETTING A SOUL"

SHORT though it was in time, the Philadelphia visit in 1889 has a value

long in significance, that deserves epitomization. To begin with, it was

Hearn's first experience of anything that might be called home-life. Its

result was a softening and normalizing of him both as to character and

as to manner, which was most evident. Secondly, and as he chose to put

it, I "gave him a soul." By this poetic paraphrase he meant that I had

succeeded in bringing to his recognition the existence of Freedom in

what he thought determinism;--that intelligence, purpose, and

beneficence lie behind biology, and that human beings are not always,

and may never be wholly, the slaves of the senses, and the dupes of

desire. Beauty itself, which he so widely sought, I asked him to note,

is a needless, harmful, and even impossible thing in a world of

adamantine logic and necessity. Above all, I demonstrated the existence

of Duty, "Stern Daughter of the Voice of God," not only in the abstract,

but in concrete lives, in social and historic exemplifications, and that

only by means of men and women who obey conscience is social and

historic progress brought about. They who have not seen that can have no

"soul;" they who do see it, have soul, durable or great according to the

clearness of the seeing and the obedience to the implication. Fully and

freely Hearn acknowledged the vision, and never afterward could he be

wholly the same as he had been before. But the Providence of the

Oriental and semi-barbarous is Improvidence, and their God is Fate.

Hearn came to hate, or to pretend to hate, the truth which had now

slipped through his spiritual eyes, but he could not undo or outroot it

entirely; "henceforth by the vision splendid is on his way attended."

Thirdly, this new viewpoint, this new spirit or soul, I got incorporated

in a little art-work, or ethical study--"Karma," published in

_Lippincott's Magazine_, May, 1890, after Hearn had gone to Japan. To

the world and without the knowledge of its making, "Karma" must have

seemed an illogical and even impossible thing for Hearn to have written.

It is apparently the sole work which he ever wrote, created _de novo_

and without the data having been found or brought to him from without.

But it was only a seeming creation. It was only the telling, the

colouring, that was his, as in his other tales before or after. In our

long walks and talks in the Park at night, we wrought out the title, the

datum, and the whole trend of the story. He rebelled, but I held him to

the task, which he finally executed with frank and artistic loyalty. The

pride or indifference, even the dislike, of its readers, the writer, or

inspirer, is as nothing compared with the fact that by it and from it

Hearn learned something of love and duty that had never before been a

living reality to him. What an infinite distance it was removed from

anything dreamed during the Cincinnati period, or to be derived from

Flaubert, Gautier, or Beaudelaire! After that his future work could

never be, and never was, what it was from the writing, "_Everything you

feel you would not like me to know._" I do not think there is

exaggeration of the importance of the story, and what led up to its

writing, in saying that it was the greatest of the turning-points in his

life, and that directly because of it the magnificent works of the

Japanese period were profoundly influenced through the attitude of mind

thereby gained.

Concerning the heroine of the tale Hearn wrote me:

Your objection to my idea is quite correct. I have already

abandoned it. It would have to be sexual. Never could find

in the tropics that magnificent type of womanhood, which in

the New England girl, makes one afraid even to think about

sex, while absolutely adoring the personality. Perfect

natures inspire a love that is a fear. I don't think any

love is noble without it. The tropical woman inspires a

love that is half compassion; this is always dangerous,

untrustworthy, delusive--pregnant with future pains

innumerable.

But, fourthly, that in which I feel as great a pride, is compelling him

to go to Japan. Others could have reported for lurid yellow journalism,

others might possibly have translated as well as he, others could have

told the West Indian stories, but--not even his beloved Lowell--only

Hearn could have written of the Japanese life and soul as Hearn has

done. He had no thought of the journey when I showed him his duty and

his opportunity. By argument, pleading, almost compulsion, I at last

wearied his opposition, and he went, with reluctance, after months of

halting in detested New York City in which he learned by bitter

experience that it was no place for him, and that his beloved tropics

should not be again sought.

How disappointed he was in his New York friends and prospects may be

gathered from the following excerpt taken from one of his letters to me.

I had used all my influence to keep him from a stay in the city. He

wrote as follows:

Dear Gooley, your advice is good from your way of looking

at it; but I am much stronger in New York than you imagine,

and my future in it is plain and perfect sailing if I keep

good health. I am only embarrassed for the moment. I am

quite a lion here, and could figure in a way you would

hardly guess, if I were not such a man of tentacles. I am

not afraid of the cold--though it disheartens fancy a

little; but I shall leave fancy alone for a while. No,

Gooley, dear Gooley, I shall make my way in New York--don't

be afraid for me.

He soon became convinced that I was right and finally resumed the

journey unwillingly. The end has justified the means and the sacrifices.

It is plain that the Japanese period and work crown his life-labours

splendidly, and that his masterful pictures of Japanese characters,

traditions, and religion now constitute one of our most precious

literary treasures. They have also been of profound service to Japan.

When he left my home, he, of his own accord, asked me to care for his

library, then in the home of Mr. Alden at Metuchen, New Jersey, who two

years previously had consented to take charge of it, and had paid

shipping expenses, insurance, etc. None can imagine anything ungenerous

or unkind in Mr. Alden. An old Cincinnati acquaintance characterizes

Hearn's action in the matter as "a swindle." I have no knowledge or hint

how it was or could be of that nature. Hearn wrote all the letters, and

made all the arrangements to have the books sent to me. Mr. Alden

authorizes me to say:

"I was perfectly convinced at the time of the transfer of the library to

Dr. Gould that he had no desire for its possession, and that the

transfer was made solely in accordance with Mr. Hearn's request. I am

quite sure that Dr. Gould fully explained the matter to me at the time.

I feel sure that Dr. Gould acted precisely as I should have done if I

had retained possession of the library; that is, readily giving it up to

any legitimate claimant." I found the books of no value to me, and they

surely have been an expense. I tried, later, to prevail upon Hearn to

allow me to ship them to him in Japan, but I never received any replies

to my letters. He asked for the catalogue, some of the old books, and

beside these, at his request, a number of expensive new books were at

various times bought and sent to him. I suspect that as there was not a

book on Japan in the collection, and as he had a plethora of data at

hand such as he wanted, the library gathered with so much love and

enthusiasm was no longer of use to him, especially under the conditions

of his life there.

Hearn gained strength and power as regards both truth and art, in so far

as he was true to the better in himself; all his trouble and his

weakness were born out of the lower self he would not, or could not,

sacrifice. His worship of the blood-curdling and revolting gave him some

temporary vogue among the readers of yellow newspaperdom, but not until

that was renounced for the compromise of the "odd and ghostly" did he

begin to show an ability to reach something more worthy in human nature

than the degenerate reporter catered to. The next step in advance was

the cultivation of the artistic pornography of the sensualistic French

story-writer. Not until he renounced this did he once more come to the

something of more use to the reading world which fills the Martinique

epoch. His disinclination to go to Japan, I more than suspect, was owing

to a half consciousness that there was in that nation too much

civilization, too good character, and even too much religion to suit the

tastes which had been uppermost in motiving his past literary labours.

His going into utter, illogical, and absurd captivity to the atheistic

and materialistic philosophy of Herbert Spencer was a sorry sacrifice of

his nobler office and better destiny to the fate that relentlessly

dogged his footsteps. He was forced into all the humanity and

beneficence possible to him by Japanese restraint, art, and truth. His

cries of disillusion over the Japanese were largely the anger of the

semi-barbaric wanderer held by family ties, paternity, etc., when he

found himself prevented from again seeking the faraway tropical

pseudo-paradises of peoples but one remove from savagery.

In the pre-Japanese periods only the lurid, the monstrous, the enormous,

only hot crime, and sexual passion, could excite his liveliest interest,

and all great literature was as much ignored as if it did not exist.

There is not a hint in all he did that he had read a line of the great

creators of literature,--the Greek dramatists, Dante, Goethe,

Shakespere, and a hundred more; he could not give time to read, much

less study them. His pretension of ability to teach English literature

was soon recognized even by the Japanese, and it is well that

over-zealous friends did not secure him a lectureship at Cornell

University. To be sure, he never had time to study even the history of

his own science and art,--but he never would have done so, it is plain,

if leisure and opportunity had been offered him. The ideal and the

rewards of scholarship never entered his mind. Perhaps it was best for

his peculiar office and proficiency that he allowed all erudition to go

unlooked-upon. And yet if he had been possessed of sufficient virility

and objectivity of mind to have learned the Japanese language, what

would the labour not have been worth? That he could not read a Japanese

book or newspaper after fourteen years of life among the people is most

disconcerting. It is a tribute to the amazing delicacy and receptiveness

of his mind that while he could not speak to his wife or children in

their own tongue, he should still have so accurately caught the Japanese

spirit and so admirably conveyed it to us.

The history of Hearn's ghoulish pleasure in the gruesome and

sensualistic, runs from the tan-yard horror and Cincinnati reportorial

days, through the translated stories of the New Orleans epoch, to his

"St. Anthony." In "Stray Leaves" it is but little softened, and yet the

atmosphere is brightening. It glitters and flashes like vengeful

lightning about the clouds of his mind with the Martinique epoch, etc.;

but in the Japanese writing even the "Mountain of Skulls" and other

stories are so far removed from reality that our disgust sinks to a

smile of sighing wonder that the gruesome could still be so loved by

him. It is only a few of the brutal and a small brutalized public that

seeks such _contes drolatiques_ (without Balzac's wit, satire, and

power, of course), and so again perforce, Hearn was weaned from his

morbidities. Dominated by his developing art and also by the need to

sell his writings, he thus rose, partly by the command of his readers,

to the choice of less and less repulsive themes and methods, and, awed

by the Japanese spirit of gentleness and beauty, he finally endowed

their national soul-life with a prismatic glory which they themselves

had hardly suspected.

Hearn deserted the god of religion, and, except in one respect, he was

faithless to the god of ethics. He was, therefore, without any divinity.

For a mind that had no creative ability, that _must_ have its _subjects_

furnished to it, a mind whose sole function was to colour the data

chosen or given from without,--this inner emptiness could only be

deceived by but could not be satisfied with the inner emptiness of

Spencerism. He acknowledged that religion was the mother of all

civilization, arts, and laws, and that all social systems, arts, and

laws, antique or modern, were begotten and nurtured by ethics,--and yet

there was no reality in, no reason for the existence of either religion

or ethics in this world of mechanics and of fatalism, grim and

inexorable.

Hearn speaks somewhere of his aspiration to be considered a "thinker,"

and once he praises "science" as a source of data for working into the

art forms of his beloved poetic prose. But science to him was as

impossible as was he to polite society; Spencer gave him leave, he

thought, to consider his atheism, irreligion, and sensualisticism as

scientifically authorized, and logically justified. He was always

hankering after the old heathen, even savage, gods of his father and

mother; and every time he went Fantee with them, he came back to a saner

world weakened and still more at war with himself. He always sought an

impossible world where Teutonic worth and honour could supply a decadent

Latin, with half-savage languor and never failing delights of the senses

and of art,--art which, in the last analysis, was his only god. But his

tragedy was that he always hastened to turn his god into a fetich, while

even his mind caught disquieting glimpses of the awful truth that all

genuine worship abjures fetichism. As sensualism is the superstition of

love, so fetichistic art is the superstition of true aesthetics.

For the most part, minds are mechanical not chemical compoundings, or if

chemic, they are in very unstable equilibrium. There are strange and

wayward traits, illogic and unfused to unity with the others. There may

be psychopathic and isolation wards in the psyche, "retreats," and all

manner of diseases of individual organs. Most people go Fantee, often or

seldom, and are able to hide their fetichisms from even their best

friends. If we observe ourselves at all, most of us wonder at the

curious mix of self-contradictories in ourselves. The few whose souls

and bodies are fused to clear-cut unity, the component metal melted to

harmony in the foundry of Fate and of Purpose,--these clang loyally in

absolute and precise tone-colour. In commoner folk the failure of the

flux, and the flaws in the casting, have only a social significance, but

with the Hearns, with thinkers and writers, the affair has an infinite

purport.

Hearn could never make his writings and his art impulses square with his

beloved materialistic, deterministic philosophy. He did not believe in

soul or in souls, and yet his soul was always treating of souls, and

showing the invisible thread of continuity which links souls to Soul.

Therefore he is always happiest when his _daimon_ breaks from the

restraint of theory and fate and pictures the play of free spirit, of

soul unconquered by fate, of life victorious over death in some sad way

or bright.

Concerning Hearn's treatment of friends, editors, and publishers, as it

bears sharply upon his literary character and productivity, as little as

may or must be said: He was under bonds to Fate to abuse worst the

majority of his friends who were most magnanimous, helpful, and kind to

him personally, or who were most discriminating and encouraging toward

his art and artistic ideals. To his former Cincinnati comrades, except

the old printer-friend, he scarcely ever wrote after he left them, and

the most faithful of these recently writes me: "I never pretended to be

a friend to him; I was merely one to whom he resorted when all the rest

cast him out. He never found me wanting, but he got few letters from me,

and none that were flattering." "I used to love Matas" are Hearn's

pitiful words. It is with sorrow and pain that we note the sudden

cessation in 1887 of the letters to Krehbiel. This noble friend had

drawn from Hearn a beautiful world of play and enduring memories, and

one may be more than sure that it was not Krehbiel who should be blamed.

Baker had been his most helpful and best friend, and yet for a fancied

wrong Hearn wrote him a letter filled with insult and ruffianism which a

gentleman could not answer, hardly forgive, and never forget. Did Hearn

know anybody of character in the West Indies? To the greatest of

American editors, the one who "discovered" him and introduced him to a

national and international audience, who treated him with a sweet and

gracious benignity, even after a shamelessness that is indescribable--to

this good man there is not a published letter, although many, and many

more, must exist. One day while at my house, Hearn rushed to his room,

seized the man's picture on the wall, tore it in a hundred pieces, and

danced and spat upon it in a furious rage. In subsequent letters to me

he explained his hatred--how he broke his engagements, how he borrowed

money from his loathed and insulted friend, how he got credit through

him from his tailor, etc. Gently the abused one bore it all and without

the least remonstrance, writing me, "Hearn has utterly cast me off; I

was loath to part with him." Professor Chamberlain and others kindly

explain the curious morbid psychology which Hearn had exhibited towards

them. To the last, love and trust breathed from Hearn's letters to me,

and yet I learn that to others long afterward he wrote of me with

bitterness and malevolent injustice. And yet he had written me after I

saw him for the last time, in this way: "Please don't write me at all,

or expect me to write, for some months. I do not need any money. I have

a good deal on my mind, and am apt, in consequence, to do very stupid or

very unkind things in an unlucky moment." And then he wrote: "No, dear

Gooley, I will never be indifferent to you! Never think that; I

understand better than you suppose. If I am silent at intervals, never

doubt me, dear teacher and brother; and you will find everything come

right." How often is the pathos of life sadly exaggerated by giving way

to foolish, needless, and degrading inherited instincts at the expense

of the higher life and usefulness! As to some who ludicrously boast of

the long continuance of an intimate friendship, there are many letters

of Hearn extant and unpublished which blow out that vanity with an

amusing smile. The matter, generally, might not have so real an

importance were it not that the publishing of literature has a vast deal

to do with literature, and, closely examined, Hearn's quarrels with

editors, publishers, and the public, is a matter that reaches out

astonishingly both as regards himself, his books, and the interest in

him, as well as beyond the question of Hearn or of any or all of his

friends. Until one silent man consents to speak--which may never be--the

discussion of the essence of the affair cannot be set forth in any

detail. Passages in Hearn's letters relating thereto should never have

been published, or a hundred other things should have been as frankly

published. When such publicity shall exist the reasons will be manifest

why one publisher destroyed an entire fresh edition of one book of

Hearn, why another acted differently, why one is praised or praises

himself, why others are blamed, why some are silent although a word

would end the injustice, etc. One phase may be noted in

passing:--Whatever Hearn's rights or wrongs as to the author's relations

with publishers and editors, it was beyond the ken of his mind that one

who may gloriously sacrifice all his own temporal blessings in striving

after artistic excellence, has no right to ask the same altruism of

those engaged in the publishing business. Hearn blamed the crude world,

and, for him, its representatives in the persons of editors and their

masters, the publishers, for wishing a certain kind of literature. As

well blame the bookseller for not sending the book you had not ordered.

He who deliberately chooses to give the world a literature he knows it

does not want, must accept the rejection and editing of his manuscripts,

and the absence of the world's cheques. He chose poverty and may not

abuse them who allowed his choice to be realized. It is sad enough, but

it is more than childish to grumble, more than ignoble to rail.

The search for "inspiration," as he called it, was with Hearn constant

and lifelong. Thus, early in his career, he wrote to his friend, Dr.

Matas:

So I wait for the poet's Pentecost--the inspiration of

Nature--the descent of the Tongues of Fire. And I think

they will come when the wild skies brighten, and the sun of

the Mexican Gulf reappears for his worshippers--with hymns

of wind and sea, and the prayers of birds. When one becomes

bathed in this azure and gold air--saturated with the

perfume of the sea, he can't help writing _something_. And

he cannot help feeling a new sense of being. The Soul of

the Sea mingles with his own, is breathed into him: the

Spirit that moveth over the deep is the Creator

indeed--vivifying, illuminating, strengthening. I really

feel his Religion--the sense of awe that comes to one in

some great silent temple. You would feel it too under this

eternal vault of blue, when the weird old Sea is touching

the keys of his mighty organ....

And again he wrote:

I think I _must_ get inspiration. The real secret of art is

feeling. The highest form of that feeling is that which the

splendour of Nature gives--the thrill and awe of terrible

beauty. This is that inexplicable communication of the

mind with the Unknowable that has created the religious

sense. Said a friend to me yesterday, who is not a

believer:--"I stood in the Alps at sunrise, and I knew what

religion meant." And I think that passage in Wilson on

Fetichism superb where he says that the sight of the

splendid sky first created the religious sense. Terribly

perverted this sense has been, no doubt; but it belongs, I

fancy, to those things which are eternal, and will have

many a glorious avatar before our planet floats off into

the cemetery of dead worlds. It is, I believe, the most

powerful possible motive for true modern poetry--in harmony

with science and scientific faith; and that is what I am

going to look for.

Such quotations could be multiplied indefinitely, but toward the end

they become begging, and moaning in character. The "inspiration" is

diligently hunted, hungrily waited for; at last the failure in its

coming grows pitiful and tragic. For what is inspiration? If, with the

fatal fashion of our fashionable fatalism, we think "we have outgrown

all that," all that which was real and genuine inspiring, we at least

cannot outgrow that which bred the belief in the inspiring, the trust in

spirit and in spiritual truths and forces. Is it all primitive

childishness, this faith in a real breathing-in of the higher life into

our more carnal hearts and minds? Far from it! It is the veriest of

verities, and the _deniers_ of the conditions of inspiration dry up the

springs of that "inspiration" which they so hungrily seek. The semblance

cannot be without the reality. It will not come, lasting and

inexhaustible, by any trick of literary technic. Out of the light of

common day is not born that which never was on any sea or shore. Place,

time, circumstance, are not, as Hearn thought, the gods of

"Inspiration." "The wind bloweth where it listeth," and even a heathen

god would hardly visit the altar with his sacred fire if the priests

mocked at the power and the very existence of the deity. It is most

plain that Hearn early and zealously studied the Bible--hundreds of

allusions bear witness of the fact--and that he learned from it the

revivification of words, the use of phrase, metaphor, belief, something

of the art of reaching in toward the depths of men's moral and religious

nature and experience: but all, just so evidently, as a literary art, a

_tour de force_, the skill of the expert workman, handling them as

symbols for the sake of the skill, while smiling scornfully at any

belief in their reality. Language is the most spirit-like creation of

man's mind, the thing nearest him, woven out of his own soul-substance,

instinct with his life, haunted with his love, his hate, his suffering.

Playing with words, using them as art-stuff, regardless of the

experience and love and suffering which gave them conceiving and gives

them quickening, is likely to bring upon the artist a sad revenge.

Pleading in vain for "inspiration," Hearn died a score or more of years

before he should have died.

It should be emphasized that Hearn had but one possible way, chosen or

compelled, to make a living. His terrible myopia shut him out from every

calling except that of a writer. Moreover, leaving aside the danger to

his little vision from so much ocular labour, he had other and almost

insurmountable handicaps as a poet or maker of literature: He had no

original thing to say, for he was entirely without creative power, and

had always to borrow theme and plot. Then he had never seen form, knew

almost nothing of it as it exists out there, so that his sole technic

was that of a colourist, and also to endow our dead and dying words with

life--a "ghostly" life it was, and as he chose it to be--but living it

assuredly was. That he over-coloured his pictures, that he

over-sensualized his words, of this there is no question--but monotones

and senescents that we are, let us not smile too superciliously! Let us

learn; and above all let us enjoy!

For, his alone was the palette of the painter of the afterglow of

Earth's last sunset. And his the unique miracle of clothing with the

hues of a hopeless rainbow, the faint reverberations of bells far sunk

in the wreck and wrack of ruined centuries; of reintoning the prayers of

Nirvana-entering souls; of remoaning dear ancient and expiring griefs;

of seeing with shut eyes the sad smiles of never-answered loves and

never-meeting lovers. With him, hushed, we hearken to Muezzin Bilal's

call from his tower, to the broken sobs of a dancing-girl's passion, or

to the plaintive beggings of dying babes for the cold breasts of dead

mothers.

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