By David Christie Murray

Author Of ‘Aunt Rachel,’ ‘The Weaker Vessel,’ Etc.

I

Mr Bommaney was a British merchant of the highest rectitude and the most

spotless reputation. He traded still under the name of Bommaney, Waite,

and Co., though Waite had been long since dead, and the Company had

gone out of existence in his father’s time. The old offices, cramped and

inconvenient, in which the firm had begun life eighty years before,

were still good enough for Mr. Bommaney, and they had an air of solid

respectability which newer and flashier places lacked. The building

of which they formed a part stood in Coalporter’s Alley, opposite

the Church of St. Mildred, and the hum of the City’s traffic scarcely

sounded in that retired and quiet locality.

Mr. Bommaney himself was a man of sixty, hale and hearty, with a rosy

face and white whiskers. He was a broad-shouldered man, inclining to be

portly, and he was currently accepted as a man of an indomitable

will. There was no particular reason for the popular belief in his

determination apart from the fact that it was a favourite boast of his

that nothing ever got him down. On all occasions and in all companies he

was wont to declare that no conceivable misfortune could really break

a man of spirit. He confessed to a pitying sympathy for mealy-willed

people (and everybody knew that Bommaney, in spite of his own strength

of mind, was one of the kindliest creatures in the world); but, whenever

he met a man in trouble, he would clip him by the shoulder, and would

say, in his own hearty fashion, ‘You must look the thing in the face, my

boy. Look it in the face. I’d never let anything break _me_ down.’

Since his reputation for fortitude was as solid and as old-fashioned

amongst the people who knew him as his business character itself, it

would have come as something of a shock upon any of his friends if he

could but have been seen by them, or any credible man amongst them, on a

certain afternoon in the April of 1880. He had locked himself in his own

room, and, sitting there in a big chair before a businesslike desk, with

a great number of docketed papers in pigeon-holes, and a disordered mass

of papers strewn before him, the determined Mr. Bommaney, the decided

Mr. Bommaney, the Mr. Bommaney whom no misfortune could subdue, was

crying, very feebly and quietly, and was mopping his rosy cheeks, and

blowing his nose in an utter and unrestraining abandonment to trouble.

There was another fact which would have come upon his friends with an

equal shock of surprise if they could but have had it brought home to

them. The man who sat unaffectedly crying in the big chair in helpless

contemplation of the scattered papers was a hopeless bankrupt, and had

seen himself sliding towards bankruptcy for years. When men who knew him

wanted business advice, they went to him by preference, and nobody came

away empty. He knew the City and its intricacies like a book. He knew

who was safe and who was shaky, as if by a kind of instinct, and he knew

where and when to invest, and where and when not to invest, as few men

did. ‘You can’t get at me,’ he would say; for, old-fashioned as he was,

he used a little of the new-fashioned slang to give spice and vigour to

his conversation. ‘There isn’t a move on the board that I don’t know.’

He advised his friends excellently, and there were perhaps half a score

of fairly well-to-do speculative people who had to thank him, and him

alone, for the comfort they lived in and the consideration they enjoyed.

He had been wise for others all his life, and in his own interests he

had always acted like a greenhorn. He talked loudly, he spent freely,

he paid his way, he expressed the soundest business maxims, and was as

shrewd in detail as he was wise in generalities, and these things made a

natural reputation for him: whilst he traded for years at the expense of

his capital, and went steadily and surely towards the bottomless gulf of

insolvency. Now he was on the very verge of it, and to-morrow he would

be in it. It lent a feeble sting to his sufferings to know how surprised

people would be, and how completely men would find him out.

He had not very profoundly involved other people in his own ruin, but he

had gone a little farther than a man altogether brave, and honourable,

and clearsighted would have ventured, and he knew that some would suffer

with him. He might have made arrangements to go a little farther still

if he had been courageous, clear-sighted, and dishonest, and might have

held his head up for another matter too, perhaps. But he had lacked the

nerve for that, and had never consciously been a rogue. He felt even

now a pride of honesty. He had been unfortunate, and his creditors would

have everything--everything.

He thanked God that Phil’s mother had tied her money on her only son,

and that the boy at least had enough to begin the world with. How should

he face Phil when he came home again? How should he send the news to

him? The lad was away enjoying himself, travelling all round the world

with a wandering Baronet, who owned a yacht and had an unappeasable

taste for the destruction of big game. He would have to surrender his

fashionable and titled acquaintance now, poor fellow, and begin the

world with a disgraced and broken frame to be a drag and hindrance

to him. The more Mr. Bommaney thought of these things, the more

unrestrainedly he cried; and the more he cried, the less he felt able or

inclined to control his tears.

He wept almost silently, only an occasional sniff betraying his emotion

to his ear. He had always held his head so high, and had been so

believed in. It was very bitter.

Whilst he was in the midst of this childish abandonment to his grief a

set of knuckles softly and hesitatingly tapped the door from without,

and directly afterwards a hand made a tentative respectful sort of

attempt upon the handle.

‘Who’s there?’ cried Mr. Bommaney, steadying his voice as best he could.

‘A gentleman to see you, sir,’ answered a smooth voice outside.

Mr. Bommaney pushed back his chair, rose to his feet, and retiring to a

smaller room consulted a little square looking-glass which hung upon

the wall above his washing-stand. His blue eyes were very tearful and a

little swollen, his cheeks and nose looked as if they had been scalded.

‘Wait a moment,’ he said aloud, and his voice betrayed him by a break.

He blushed and trembled, thinking that Mr. Hornett, his confidential

clerk, would know how he was breaking down, and would speak of his

want of courage and self-command hereafter. The reflection nerved

him somewhat, and he sluiced his face with water, making a little

unnecessary noise of splashing to tell the listener how he was engaged.

He polished his face with the towel, and, consulting the mirror again,

thought he looked a little better.

Then he re-entered his business room, and turning the key in the lock

opened the door slightly, a mere inch or two.

‘Who is it?’

‘A Mr. Brown, sir,’ said the smooth voice outside. The clerk insinuated

a card through the space between the door and door-jamb, and Mr.

Bommaney took it from his fingers without revealing himself. He had

some difficulty in making out its inscription, for his eyes were newly

tearful, and, whilst he peered at it, a reflex of his late emotions

brought a sniffling sob again. He was freshly ashamed at this, and said

hastily,

‘Five minutes’ time. I will ring when I am ready. Ask the gentleman to

wait.’

Mr. James Hornett softly closed the door, and stood on the landing with

long lean fingers scraping at his lantern jaws. He was a little man,

short of stature, and sparely built. His skin was vealy in complexion,

and he had wiry hair of a russet-red. Even when he was clean shaven his

fingers rasped upon his hollow cheeks with a faint sound. His nose and

chin were long and pointed, and his manner was meek and self-effacing

even when he was alone. There was a tinge of wonder in his face, at war

with an habitual smile, in which his eyes had no part.

‘Something wrong?’ he said, under his breath. He went creeping softly

down the stairs. ‘Something wrong? Mr. Bommaney in tears? Mr. Bommaney!’

Could anything have happened to Mr. Phil? That was the only thing Mr.

Hornett could think of as being likely to affect his employer in that

way.

Now Mr. Hornett had been in his present employ for thirty years, man

and boy, and he was human. Therefore, when at the expiration of a

little more than five minutes’ time Mr. Bommaney’s bell rang, he himself

ushered the visitor upstairs, and in place of retiring to his own pew

below stairs, lingered in a desert little apartment rarely used, and

then stole out upon the landing and listened. He was the more prompted

to this because the visitor, who had a bucolic hearty aspect, and was

very talkative, had told him downstairs that Mr. Bommaney and himself

were old friends and schoolfellows, and had been in each other’s

confidence for years.

‘I am afraid, sir,’ Mr. Hornett had said, when the visitor first

presented himself, ‘that Mr. Bommaney may not be able to see you at

present. He gave orders not to be disturbed.’

‘Not see me?’ said the visitor with a laugh. ‘I’ll engage he will.’

And then followed the statement about his old acquaintanceship with Mr.

Hornett’s employer.

If there were anything to be told at all, it seemed not unlikely that

this visitor might be the recipient of the intelligence, and Mr. Hornett

lingered to find if haply he might overhear. He heard nothing that

enlightened him as to the reasons for his employer’s disturbance, but

heard most that passed between the two.

Bommaney had succeeded in composing himself and in washing away the

traces of his tears. Then he had taken a stiffish dose of brandy and

water, and was something like his own man again. He received his

visitor cordially, and in his anxiety not to seem low-spirited was a

little more boisterous than common.

‘I’m busy, you see,’ he said, waving a hand at the papers scattered

on the desk, and keeping up the farce of prosperous merchandise to the

last, ‘but I can spare _you_ a minute or two, old man. What brings you

up to town?’

‘I’ve come here to settle,’ said the visitor. He was a florid man with

crisp black hair with a hint of gray in it, and he was a countryman from

head to heel. He seemed a little disposed to flaunt his bucolics upon

the town, his hat, his necktie, his boots and gaiters, were of so

countrified a fashion, and yet he looked somehow more of a gentleman

than Bommaney.

‘Yes,’ he said, ‘I’ve come to settle.’ He rubbed his hands and laughed

here, not because there was anything humorous and amusing in his

thoughts, but out of sheer health and jollity of nature. Bommaney,

still distrustful of his own aspect, and afraid of being observed, sat

opposite to him with bent head and fidgeted with his papers, blindly

pretending to arrange them.

‘To settle,’ he said absently. Then, rousing himself with an effort, ‘I

thought you hated London?’

‘Ah, my boy,’ said his visitor, ‘when you’re in the shafts with a whip

behind you, you’ve got to go where you are driven.’

‘Yes,’ said Bommaney mechanically, ‘that is so. That _is_ so.’

The visitor was laughing and rubbing his hands again in perfect

happiness and self-contentment, and had no eye for Bommaney’s

abstraction.

‘Yes,’ he said, ‘it’s Patty’s doing. I’ve sold up every stick and stone,

and I’ve taken a house in Gower Street. Do you know, Bommaney,’ he

added, with an air and voice suddenly serious and confidential, ‘the

country’s going to the devil. Land’s sinking in value every year. I’ve

been farming at a growing loss these six years, and rents don’t come in

as they used to do. I got my chance and I took it. Lord Bellamy wanted

to join the Mount Royal and the three estates. My little bit o’ land

lay between ‘em, and I sold it to him. Sold it, too, begad, as well as I

could have done half a dozen years ago.’

Then he laughed once more with great heartiness, and unbuttoning his

overcoat, groped in an inner pocket. After a struggle, in the course

of which he grew very red in the face, he drew forth a pocket-book of

unusual dimensions, and slapped it on the desk so vigorously that his

companion started.

‘I got a tip the other day,’ he went on; ‘that old bank at Mount Royal,

Fellowes and Fellowes, is going to crack up, my boy. There’s something

very queer in the commercial atmosphere just now, Bommaney. There are

lots of old-fashioned solid people breaking up.’

To Bommaney’s uneasy fancy there was in his visitor’s voice an accent

which sounded personal.

‘I--I hope not,’ he answered, somewhat feebly, ‘so much depends----’

(he tried hard to rally himself), ‘so much depends upon a spirit of

commercial confidence.’

‘Exactly,’ cried the visitor, laying hands’ upon the pocket-book and

opening it. ‘I went to the bank and saw young Fellowes myself. “Look

here, Fellowes,” I told him, “I want my daughter’s money.” He stuck to

it, sir; like a dog holding on to a bone. He growled about it, and he

whined about it, said it wasn’t fair to withdraw the money on short

notice. Said I couldn’t do better with it anywhere, and at last I told

him, “Look here, Fellowes, I shall begin to think by and by there’s

something wrong.” He went as red as a turkey-cock, begad, and drew a

note on their London agent like a lord, and here I am with the money.

Eight thousand pounds.’

By this time he had drawn a bundle of bank-notes from the pocket-book,

and now sat flicking the edges of the notes with the tips of his great

broad fingers. Bommaney heard the crisp music, and looked up with a

momentary glance of hunger in his eyes.

‘That’s Patty’s little private handful,’ the visitor continued, opening

the packet of notes, and smoothing it upon his knee. ‘Eighty notes of

a hundred. Pretty little handful, isn’t it? They don’t look,’ he added,

with his head reflectively on one side and his eyebrows raised a little,

‘they don’t look as they’d buy as much as they will.’

Bommaney tried to find a commonplace word by answer, and an inaudible

something died drily in his throat. When his companion began to speak

again, the bankrupt merchant wondered that he made no comment on his

ghastly face--he knew his face was ghastly--or his shaking hands. There

was an intuition in his mind so strong and clear that he trembled at its

prophecy.

‘Patty,’ said the visitor, ‘will have everything in time, and a pretty

good handful, too. But she’s bent on being independent, and she wants to

have her own money in her own hands. She pretends it’s all because she

wants to pay her milliner’s bills, and that kind of thing, herself; but

I know better. The fact is’--he lowered his voice and chuckled--‘the

fact is, she doesn’t want me to know how much she spends in charity. You

look here, Bommaney’--the merchant’s heart seemed to stand still, and

then to beat so wild an alarum that he wondered the other did not hear

it The intuition multiplied in strength. He heard beforehand the spoken

words, the very tones which marked them. ‘You’re a safe man, you’re a

smart man. I suppose there isn’t anybody in London who can lay out money

to more advantage than you can. I know it’s a great favour to ask, but

I think you’ll do it for Patty’s sake and mine, if I do ask you. Take

this, and invest it for her. Will you, now?’

He stood up with the bundle of notes outstretched in his hand. The

merchant rose and accepted it, and looked him, with a sudden curious

calm and steadiness, straight in the face.

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