CHAPTER XXIV

When Kathleen ceased speaking there was a little murmur of applause

throughout the room. Every one had been listening--Madame at her desk,

the men at their table, their dominoes dropped from their hands, Marie

in the doorway. Kathleen's own guests had been wholly absorbed. To all,

from this time, child labor would no longer be an academic question but

a vivid reality.

The Major was the first to break the silence. "That was a fine tale," he

said, bowing gravely to the story-teller who sat opposite him, her

cheeks rosy with excitement, one hand drumming the Marseillaise on the

table cloth. "Thank you for letting me hear it."

"I told it for Hertha," Kathleen said pointedly.

"Yes?" The Major looked at the southern girl, not for the first time

that evening, and was struck anew by her beauty and her repose. While

evidently embarrassed, she said nothing in reply to Kathleen, but sat, a

quiet listener, her hands in her lap. The city, he realized, had not yet

taught her to think in flashes or to move in jerks.

"What has Miss Ogilvie to learn from this strike?" the old man asked.

"Didn't you tell me that she had already led one out?"

"Led it out only to leave it," Kathleen answered vehemently. "The girls

are in the street now working to keep their clothes from being snatched

off their backs by a lot of dirty scabs."

Seeing that an explanation was demanded of her, Hertha turned to the

Major and said with a blush, "I am not willing to picket." Then, with

more animation in her manner, she questioned her friend. "You didn't

tell us how your strike ended. What happened after the children went

home?"

"Well, I'm not saying how their fathers and mothers took it, but they

won at the mill all right. The ogre was given another job."

"I'm glad of that," with a pleasant, propitiatory smile; "I was afraid

you had only won a holiday."

But Kathleen would not be cajoled. "No, indeed," she answered; "we got

our rights by standing out for them."

"Don't be a fool, Kitty," the Major remarked abruptly.

Kathleen looked at him, bewildered and aggrieved. Formerly he had been

her champion when in this same room she had been attacked by bourgeois

guests armed with conventional arguments. Then he had spoken more

bitterly than she and had been placed by her among her revolutionists.

For him to turn upon her now was not only unkind but treacherous. What

did she know about him after all, she thought? Only the common talk of

this place where he was accounted one familiar with strange lands who

could speak in any tongue that sounded over Madame's tables.

"You're an old man, Major," she said a little stiffly, "and I was

counting you a good comrade. Maybe you'll show me the folly in saying

that you get your rights by standing out for them."

"You didn't get your rights," was the blunt answer. "When you led the

children out you merely exchanged one foreman for another a little less

brutal. You did not win the sunshine and the fresh air for every day."

"But that has come now," Applebaum said.

Leaning back in his chair, smoking a good cigar, the younger man had

listened tolerantly to the talk. He spoke now, not to defend Kathleen

who, he knew, was a captain in dialectics where he was a cabin boy, but

to sound his note of confident optimism.

"The good time has come to more children than formerly," the Major

answered, "but those who can really bask in the sunshine are few."

"They are very many." The young man spoke in a cheerful, assertive

manner. "And the others will later receive their due. We must wait for

the slow processes of evolution."

He looked about the company, his pleasant mouth smiling, his eyes

shining good-will; but when his glance encountered the Major his

countenance dropped. That former soldier eyed him as he might in the old

days have eyed a sentry caught asleep at his post.

"The slow processes of evolution," the Major said, contempt in every

drawling word. "Did man wait for the slow processes of evolution that

you are so glib about, when he invented the machinery that sucked up and

still sucks up the life of the child? If you're not incredibly ignorant

you know that man does not leave nature to go her slow way, but makes

changes with the rapidity of lightning. Two things, though, never

change," lifting up two long fingers, "poverty and greed."

Applebaum put down his cigar, his face flushed with anger; but, looking

across at Hertha, his brow cleared. She was smiling at him--a grateful

smile--as though to thank him for drawing the fire from her quarter.

Kathleen, too, had a relieved expression upon her face. Girding up his

loins, he decided to continue the discussion though he might later be

forced to retreat. It was scarcely a fair fight when one of the

contestants had the handicap of venerable age.

"Surely," he said augmentatively, "times have improved with some

rapidity. There are fewer of the poor and oppressed than there were one

hundred years ago."

"How do you know?" the Major asked.

While Applebaum drew breath to summon his facts in proof of progress,

the Major answered his own question as though his opponent were already

disposed of.

"Small thievery is controlled," he said; "held in check better than

formerly. Sturdy beggars are not so often seen in the market-place. But

these men rarely stole from the poor. Your powerful thief, however,

never had so good a chance as to-day. There's no government he cannot

buy, and our rapid means of transportation make it possible for him to

gather a harvest from more fields than were gleaned by his cleverest and

most rapacious predecessors."

"But, granting for the sake of argument that he may not always get his

money honestly, doesn't he give a fair share of all he gathers to the

poor?" Applebaum asked.

"To the producers, you mean, the men who made his wealth? Not such a

noble portion as you might think. I was in India once, during a famine.

Children lay dead by the wayside, their thin little arms stiff at their

sides. At night when you went by a native hut you heard a baby sobbing

as it pulled at an empty breast, or you listened to that saddest cry in

the world, a mother wailing for her dead child."

"Bad crops?" Billy questioned.

"Thievery!" the Major answered in a tone that made Madame jump at her

distant table, while the three immediate listeners felt as though a bomb

had exploded. Then in a quiet, matter-of-fact voice, as though narrating

a commonplace: "Down at the coast I saw ships laden with grain for

England, loaded by those people who you feel give a fair share of what

they gather to the poor."

"That's like the English!" Kathleen cried, her Irish blood asserting

itself. "They're the oppressors of the world!"

"Nonsense," the Major retorted, "you don't know what you're talking

about. When the English conquered India the natives exchanged one master

for another, that was all. If the native princes and rajahs stole less

than the British, and I don't know that this was the case, it was

stupidity not kindliness that kept them from making a complete job."

"I don't believe they were such hypocrites as the English," Kathleen

muttered.

She felt much aggrieved. Customarily she held the floor and her

listeners either contented themselves with silent dissent or uttered

short, ineffectual protests. To-night a friend, a revolutionist like

herself, characterized her ideas as foolish and nonsensical, while the

audience she was accustomed to routing looked on delighted at her

discomfiture. She was mistaken in her interpretation of Applebaum's

feeling. He was grieved that any one should show her rudeness; but

Hertha, it is to be confessed, was pleased at the turn events were

taking. She looked at the Major for another broadside, but to her

surprise, he nodded acquiescence to Kathleen's last remark.

"You're right about that," he said, "though hypocrisy isn't English, it

belongs to civilization. When you do wrong and know it, but desire to go

on in wrong-doing, if you are a savage you continue without apology. If

you are civilized you begin the process, the slow, evolutionary

process," nodding his head at Applebaum, "of deceiving yourself. It's a

process that takes longer with some than with others, but after a while

wrong becomes right in your mind and you can do evil from the highest

motives. And after you deceive yourself you deceive others, using good

people for your tools. The devil always chooses the best people to do

his work."

"And isn't it because of this," Kathleen rushed in, believing that she

would secure recognition at last, "that we're fighting in the unions and

in the Party [there was but one political party to Kathleen] to down the

oppressor and to take possession of the earth?"

"Whom are you going to do it with?" the Major asked dryly. "Why do you

think one set of men will be better than another? It's all right for you

to try, but you will never succeed. Just when your impetus is at its

best, rapacious leaders will appear and steal all that you have given

your lives to gain."

"There is no animal so easily deceived as man," he went on. "Stupidity,"

and he looked hard at Applebaum, "is the most noticeable of human

traits. You can trap a man with a piece of tainted meat that a wolf

would despise. Give him a symbol, it matters not what--a delphic oracle,

a church, an empire--and he will rally to the call of greed and fight

its battles manfully. With the cry of victory on their lips I could, and

have led native troops to destroy their own homes."

"Oh, Major dear!" Kathleen cried incredulously.

"Of course they didn't know what they were doing," the old man said. A

smile lit up his face and in a moment he looked so handsome and

venerable that two of his listeners, at least, forgot his rudeness.

"Most men do not see the end of the road. My father was a soldier and

sincerely religious. He thought when fighting in the service that he was

bringing Christ to the heathen; but when he got home and read of his

achievements he found that he had only forced China to trade in opium."

William Applebaum could no longer keep silent. "Why will you show only

the rotten side of things?" he asked, real passion in his voice. "All

wars are not actuated by greed and all men are not dupes. My grandfather

fought here in this country. He was a colonel and he battled to free the

slave."

"Yes?" said the Major. He turned and looked at Hertha. "You're from the

South?"

She nodded in affirmation.

"I heard it in your speech. Now how many colonels might there have been

in your family?"

"More than I can count," Hertha made answer, smiling. But the smile was

not for him but for her own cleverness.

"You hear?" the Major turned to Applebaum. "And those young colonels

fought with the same ardor, the same unselfish courage as your ancestor,

though he battled for freedom and they gave their lives that men might

go on buying black people as they bought horses and sheep."

Applebaum looked indignant but made no further attempt at an answer.

"It's a strange world!" The old man spoke now more to himself than to

the others. "I have known men of every color and caste, I have eaten the

coolie's rice and slept in the black man's hut, I have been a commander

and ruled my kingdom, but everywhere life looms the same. Nature makes a

few leaders and of these the crafty and unscrupulous become the lords of

all. First they win to their side those of ability, giving them high

places. Next they turn to the stupid, and in the name of God show them

how to do the devil's bidding. And last they find a few whom they cannot

down or deceive, men who see goodness so clearly that nothing can blind

them to its light, and these they imprison or kill. It's a simple method

and has been practised since the caveman drew his gods upon his cavern

walls. Man has a finer mentality than the beast, and he uses it to give

this wilderness of beauty that we call the earth to the few. Why, the

foxes have holes----"

He stopped, ashamed of his emotion, and as he stopped looked into

Hertha's face. He had aroused her attention by his words upon the Negro

and she was following him now, eagerly, questioningly. Was this terrible

thing that he was saying true? Would Ellen's and Kathleen's dreams

remain always dreams? Would the few forever bruise the hearts of the

many?

"What are you thinking about?" the Major's tone, though kindly, held a

command. He had ceased to be interested in his other listeners, he knew

their types too well; but this silent, beautiful girl piqued his

curiosity.

She on her part felt impelled to answer him. The picture had flashed

before her eyes of other Sunday evenings with her colored father reading

from the New Testament as they sat about the table at home. She could

see his finger moving slowly down the page.

"Don't you believe," she questioned the old soldier, "that the meek

shall inherit the earth?"

He answered gravely: "That was the prophecy of a noble youth, whose life

was soon blotted out. But before his day a wiser man, wiser because he

lived in a kindlier state that permitted him to grow old, said the same

thing. But even he was killed at last, since there is nothing so

hateful, so much to be feared, as a wise and gentle life."

Hertha's brow clouded, and dropping his irony the Major went on gently:

"Before he died, however, this old man, in talking with his friend,

pronounced his golden rule: 'We should never repay wrong with wrong nor

do harm to any man no matter how much we may have suffered from him.'

But mark Socrates' wisdom. 'I know,' he added, 'few men hold or ever

will hold this opinion.' That was over two thousand years ago, my dear,

and you see the meek have not inherited the earth. They still drink the

cup of hemlock or are nailed upon the cross."

"Don't!" Kathleen cried. She was shaken by his speech and the tears were

on her cheeks. "Major, dear, I'm not meek. I'm fighting with my comrades

for the new world. What is there for me?"

"Defeat!" the old man answered gravely, shaking his head. "Defeat. And

yet, there will be the joy of battle, and who knows but that the

struggle is better than any possible heaven of achievement? But for your

friend," and his face lightened as he looked at Hertha's appealing

beauty, "for her there is the joy of youth." He rose and addressed

himself directly to Hertha. "My child," he said, "don't let them make

you picket. Get all the joy you can out of life. Dance to beautiful

music. The springtime is coming, play with your mates. Grasp whatever of

happiness you can, and, above all, keep out of the conflict. Don't

forget, keep out of the conflict."

With a nod of good-by he picked up his hat and coat and left them.

"Kitty," William Applebaum said as he bade her good-night, "don't

believe that terrible man."

He was standing in the hall of the flat. Hertha had gone to her room and

quite evidently Kathleen was impatient to have him leave.

"Oh, shut up," was her answer.

"But I mean it," Applebaum went on earnestly. "What does he know about

life? Just because he's traveled, why should you think he tells the

truth? He's irreligious and he's unwholesome. I hate that kind of thing,

it's the talk of the devil."

Then, to Kathleen's utter amazement, he kissed her. He had never been so

daring before and, overcome by his temerity, he rushed down the stairs.

But before she had closed the door he called back, "Don't believe

anything he said except about the joy of youth." And then the outer door

slammed.

"Good heavens," cried Kathleen, "did that red ink claret go to his

head!"

Hertha was so tired that she went at once to her room, but the coffee

that she had taken kept her long awake. Since the night before she had

experienced a series of vivid impressions; the music of the opera with

its passion of love and tragic sorrow; the home she had visited that

afternoon, its white bedroom looking out into the trees that would soon

be green; the great stone towers of the bridge from which hung

innumerable threads of steel; and, last, the little table with Billy

opposite and this strange old man reciting his doctrine of eternal

defeat. "Keep out of the conflict!" That was what he had said. That

ought not to be a difficult thing to do. When she was colored she was in

the conflict, a part of the great problem of an oppressed race. But

to-day she was white and free; and since this was so, and she could go

where she would, was it not foolish to stay in this atmosphere of

turmoil, of noisy street and strenuous talk? She shut her eyes and tried

to think of quiet nothings, and after much tossing she dropped off to

sleep.

She was awakened by a bright light in her room. "What is it?" she called

sitting upright in bed.

"It's me, dear," said Kathleen coming to her.

The Irish girl was dressed and had her hat and coat on. "I'm called on a

case," she explained, "way up in the Bronx. It's pneumonia and I'm

afraid I shan't be home for some days."

"Oh," Hertha cried, in real distress, "why must you go now? I want you

myself."

"You're not sick, are you?"

"No, but I'm worried. I wanted to talk with you."

Kathleen sat down by the side of the bed. "I'm sorry that I've bothered

you so, Hertha," she said in her pleasantest voice. "There's something

in what the Major said to-night. You're young and it's not for me to

push you into anything just because I think it's right. You ought to be

your own judge. Perhaps you'll soon decide on a new trade and the

factory will drop out of your life."

"Yes, Kathleen," Hertha said hesitating, "I am thinking of something

new. I believe I'll study stenography."

"That's a good trade if you've the education, and I don't doubt you

have. There's many in it, but not many like you."

"Mr. Brown has been looking up schools for me."

"Has he?"

There was silence. Kathleen had not taken a fancy to Mr. Brown.

"The school that he likes the best is in Brooklyn, and----" Hertha

swallowed hard. If she were going to say anything it must be now.

"To-day I looked at a room over there, near the school."

"In Brooklyn, good Lord! Why, nobody goes to Brooklyn except to be

buried! You can't mean Brooklyn! What do you want to be leaving here for

anyway?"

Kathleen got off the bed. As Hertha remained silent she moved out of the

little alcove. "Of course, if you're wanting to go, Hertha, it's not for

me to keep you."

"I want to talk with you about it. I haven't decided yet, and I don't

want to leave you, but there're so many things to think about."

Hertha's voice was plaintive, for she was almost in tears.

"I suppose it's that long-legged southern chap. Well, if it's a man

trying to get you away, there's no hope for me. But how you can like

that thin-nosed, sallow-faced son of a snuff-dipping mother is beyond

me."

Kathleen did not see Hertha's flushed cheeks, but she felt her silent

protest. Remembering the words of the Major, the call of youth and

springtime, she went back and again seated herself by Hertha's side.

"It's a shame they should be calling me out to-night and you and me

needing a long talk together. But that's my life and perhaps it's lonely

here for a young girl like you."

"I am lonely," Hertha declared, "when you are away."

It was the first time she had confessed to her dislike to be so much by

herself. And while she said it she knew that though she might be timid

at being alone she minded more being unable ever to get away from

people. If she went to a boarding-house, perhaps she would never be

really alone. The memory of the Merryvale household and its paying

guests came back to her, and she tried to recall whether the northern

women who stopped there were able to secure the privacy that she craved.

"With the summer, dear," Kathleen was saying, "I'm not likely to be away

so much and there's many good times we could have together. Away to the

country, perhaps, for a Sunday, or down at the beach where the waves

knock you off your feet one second and pound the breath out of you the

next."

Hertha gave a little rueful laugh. "That must be jolly," she assented.

"And as for business schools that will fit you for a job in two months

or two days, according to the cash you've got, there's as many of them

in New York, I'll be bound, as in Brooklyn. You don't have to cross the

river to go to school."

"No."

"I asked Billy to bring one of the fellows who works where he does

around with him next Sunday. He's a nice little chap, though he doesn't

know a mockingbird from a jack rabbit."

"I don't have to have young men around. I'm not going because of Dick

Brown."

"Oh, so it's settled then. Well, I wish you good-by."

The Irish girl rose and stood stiffly by the bed.

"It isn't settled," Hertha cried, "I can't settle things quickly. Oh, I

do wish everything wasn't so difficult."

"I must be going," said Kathleen. "Good-night."

Hertha dragged her friend toward her and threw her arms about her neck.

"If I do go to Brooklyn," she said, "I can still see you sometimes, and

you'll come to see me."

"There was a New York man once, Hertha, and he had two daughters, one

lived in Australia and one in Brooklyn, and he made one visit in his

life to each."

"That's silly!"

"Perhaps. But it's a big city, and if you leave here and go to foreign

parts of it, I'm afraid it's good-by."

"Well, it isn't good-by for me, wherever I go." Hertha kissed her friend

and held her close. "It's never going to be good-by like that. I love

you, Kathleen."

The older woman returned the embrace. "Play with your mates!" she heard

in her ears. "Grasp whatever of happiness you can."

"Have you money?" she questioned.

"Yes, enough for my education."

"Oh, how will I ever get along with you away!"

And with this cry Kathleen put out the light and went away to a

difficult and sorrowful night.

When she returned on Wednesday evening, snatching a few hours from her

harassing case, she hurried up the stairs and into the front room. One

glance told her that her friend had left. The framed picture was there

and the curtains that Hertha had bought and made herself. On the table

was the magazine out of which she had read a story the week before; but

the room was desolate, for in the alcove all the little things that

belonged to a young girl's dress were missing. The stiff, unnatural

order of bed and bureau mocked the looker-on. Going into the kitchen,

Kathleen saw a letter addressed to herself, but she made no attempt to

read it. Wearily entering her bedroom, she changed her gown and more

wearily returned to cook her dinner. The water hissed at her in the

kettle as she set her solitary place.

"Why does everybody leave me just when I've learned to love them?" she

asked herself. And, receiving no answer, she sat down in the rocker by

the red geraniums and buried her face in her hands.

III

DICK

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