CHAPTER XVI

William Applebaum, or Billy, as Kathleen called him, was a short man,

stockily built, whose little length of limb and small hands were

overtopped by a large head that commanded attention. It was well shaped,

with an abundance of blond hair, a straight forehead, clear blue eyes

and a fair, healthy skin. His mouth and chin were too small for the rest

of his face, but he wisely concealed them with a beard which, as time

went on, he kept closely clipped.

His grandfather, of whom he was justly proud, had been a revolutionist

in Germany, in 1848, one of the band that strove bravely, but

unsuccessfully, to bring political democracy to the Fatherland. Young

Wilhelm was imprisoned for his activities, but he made his escape, and

in a series of perilous adventures, in which his daring was only equaled

by his good luck, at length found himself in America. There he settled

in a small town in the Middle West, married, and brought up a family;

and in his old age found himself with a son William and a grandson of

the same name, living in the town of his adoption.

Those who love to dwell upon the past are grateful for any audience, and

the grandfather, harking back at the end of his life to its one dramatic

happening, was happy in the garden, working among his bright shrubs and

clambering vines, or of a winter night seated by the ugly but

heat-giving stove, to tell his always attentive small grandson of his

great adventures. It would be, "Billy, I never hear a knock like that at

the door that I don't remember the time I was drinking a glass of beer

at the back of the house and the police knocked at the front and spoke

my name." Or, "That's a strong grape-vine, Billy, growing against the

arbor, and I like to see you climb up and get the fruit for us; but

would you have been able to climb down the vine that saved my life the

night I left prison?"

The story that Billy liked the best was the one where his

grandfather--he must think of him not as gray-haired and rheumatic, but

as a swift-running, strong youth--hid in a cart filled with hay. He lay

close to the bottom, scarcely able to breathe for the seed about his

face, jolting to the town on the seacoast. Suddenly there appeared the

always pursuing soldiers. They came up, and the captain, staring

suspiciously at the cart, called upon the driver to stop, and ordered

the men to probe the hay with their bayonets. The soldiers reached over

and jabbed again and again, going down deep until they touched the floor

of the cart. But they found nothing and at length, turning about, put

spurs to their steeds and galloped away. "When we reached the coast, and

my good friend and comrade unloaded his hay, I lay there safe and

sound," the old man would end impressively. "For it was not always the

floor of the cart that they touched, but sometimes the board that I had

put above my body as I lay huddled against the planks."

But while the first William had showed an adventurous spirit, the third

of the name was content with a quiet and orderly existence. His

grandfather became an intensely patriotic American, who fought through

the Civil War, and to his death never voted any but the Republican

ticket. To do otherwise would have seemed to him to doubt his adopted

but intensely beloved land. He was impatient of any criticism of

America. "It is only those who have fled from a despotism," he would

say, "who can appreciate the United States." And so his grandson had

taken things much as they came, and had done nothing more startling in

his life than at twenty to come to New York where he found better

opportunity for advancement than in the town of his birth. He obtained a

position as bookkeeper, and for fifteen years, with absolute regularity,

appeared at eight o'clock in the little stationer's shop, tucked among

the great office buildings on the downtown street, to remain until

half-past five when, with equal regularity, he returned to his well-kept

boarding house, his only home in New York.

His annual vacation of two weeks for some years was spent in his western

town, but marriage and death broke up the home there, the house was

sold, and those remaining to him moved to the Pacific coast. After this,

he rarely left the city, staying to care for the flowers that in the

summer his landlady allowed him to plant in her back yard--though they

were a trouble Monday with the wash--and to play long hours on the piano

that stood against the wall by the further window in his south room.

Sometimes he went for a day to a beach, but night found him in his bed

at home. Vacation over, he was quite ready to take up work. His German

singing society was the greatest excitement in his methodical life, and

if the chorus master assigned him a solo part, never an ambitious one,

he practised at home night after night, his pleasant bass sounding

through the old house.

He was just the sort of man who should have married; but whether he was

held by a romance of the days before he left his western town, or

whether his elderly landlady, knowing that she could not have him

herself was yet successful in guarding him against all comers, it was

certain that he had made love to no woman since he had come to the great

city, until, at thirty-five years of age, he met Kathleen. Then the

pleasant clerk of precise ways, whose sentiment had been satisfied in

singing "lieder" and watering tender plants, was consumed by a great,

unselfish passion. His life no longer moved about his books in the

comfortable cage in the stationer's shop, nor about the boarding-house

room in the quiet street, but day and night it found its happiness, its

sorrow, too, and unrest, in the life of a woman.

It was at the bedside of an acquaintance, a clerk whom he had met in his

work, that he first saw Kathleen. The sick man lived in a dingy,

furnished-room house; and as William Applebaum mounted the stairs,

noticed the dust in rolls against the wall, smelt to-day's dinner and

yesterday's, he found himself extremely sorry for his sick friend. What

must the end be if the beginning was like this? Then, fumbling in the

dark to find his way, the knob on which he had hesitatingly put his hand

was pulled from his fingers, the door opened, and a large, comely woman,

in a nurse's blue dress and white apron, stood before him.

"Is Mr. Saunders here?" he managed to ask.

"Indeed he is," was the answer, "and likely to remain here for some

time. Will you come in and speak to him?"

"If I may."

Mr. Saunders proved to have typhoid fever, not a severe case but a long

one, and Kathleen nursed him with Billy as her faithful assistant. "Mr.

Applebaum is too long a name for so short a man," she explained to him.

"But it's Billy all right with that beard." It was after this that he

kept his beard closely clipped. He shared many a night's work with her;

and long before Mr. Saunders was well, William Applebaum was at the feet

of the lady of his choice.

If she knew it, she gave no sign. But as the sick man grew better and

was able to sit in a chair, propped up with pillows, she stayed on in

the evenings after her assistant came to relieve her, and the three

visited together. Then Kathleen would regale them with stories of her

work and of her plans for the future. She was always going to do

something different, but always something held her to her present task.

Just now it was a brother who needed her to keep house for him. When she

was free, however, she meant to buy a horse and cart, to stock it with

goods, and drive across the continent as a peddler. They were two

evenings filling that cart, and Mr. Saunders was each time so exhausted

with merriment that he slept all night without waking. "I may never buy

the cart," she once said confidentially to Billy, "but for many a year

it's been a good stock in trade." Again, she meant to save enough to go

to Paris where they were always wanting American nurses and paid

fabulously for them, and where she could work for a year; and then, on

the proceeds, travel for the rest of her days. And where to go? That

brought up endless suggestions and much useful information. After Mr.

Saunders, who had gone once to South America as a salesman, had

explained to her the ways of the insect life of the tropics, and his

experience with snakes, she struck out everything south of thirty

degrees of the equator. She could be as merry as a child in runabouts;

but when the occasion came for discipline and serious work the men dared

not jest with her, fearing the set look that came into her face.

Mr. Saunders got well and went back to his work, but before that time

Mr. William Applebaum had asked Kathleen to be his wife.

"Marry an Appletree," she said, "you must think me Eve herself."

She always refused to give him a serious answer. "She had no idea of

marrying any one. She had enough to do taking care of folk who took such

ties upon themselves. And, if she did marry, did he suppose she'd choose

a little man with a head on him like a comic supplement? Did he think

he'd like to be a good husband sitting up nights for her, waiting

patiently till he heard her footfall on the stair? As for wanting a

home, she'd had more than enough home in her life. Caring for her own

had worn her to the shadow she was, and it was a blessed comfort to be a

free woman."

The last of Kathleen's rejoinders contained something more than mockery.

She had had her share in the rearing and supporting of her kin, and this

winter with Hertha was proving a beautiful respite. Had her lover been

of a jealous disposition he would have disliked the southern girl who

occupied so strong a place in Kathleen's affection, but he was devoid of

pettiness. For a year he had unavailingly striven to win his goddess,

but there were more years in the calendar; and though he received

nothing in return for his unstinted affection and admiration, his love

did not take from him the right to give.

He came regularly to see Kathleen of a Sunday, to dinner if she were

gracious enough to invite him; if not, then in the afternoon, when once

in awhile she would go out with him to dinner, and to a meeting

afterwards. Sometimes it would be at the forum at Cooper Union,

sometimes in a liberal church, but always the great problem of the

world, the relation of labor to capital, would come under discussion.

Then Kathleen would sit tense in her seat or lean forward to make sure

that she caught each of the speaker's words. She would grunt with

disgust at the rank conservatism of an argument; or again, applaud with

all her might the denunciation of oppression and greed. The man at her

side would watch her, filled with admiration at her splendid spirit, but

himself moved not at all by what he heard. Only, occasionally, he would

be almost angry at the invective hurled at the capitalist class, and had

once said as he went out, "If the dirty Jew didn't like America he might

go back to Russia on the first boat, and the country be all the better."

Kathleen was furious at this heresy, and they walked the streets for an

hour afterward discussing the sins and virtues of America. It was then

that he told her of his grandfather, and she listened with enthusiastic

interest to the recital of the revolutionist's political activities and

his escape. "But what did he do after he got here?" was her question,

and when she learned that he had then sat down and worshiped the land of

his adoption, she lost interest. "His light burned out in his youth,"

was her comment. William Applebaum, third, for the first time resented

her speech, and told hotly of the Civil War and of his grandfather's

part in it. He won Kathleen's favor by his defense of his hero, and she

never again spoke in any way but appreciatively of his revolutionary

forbear, but she showed no greater favor to him.

When she took the flat on East Eighth Street, he made shelves for her at

the two south windows and brought to her kitchen a wealth of potted

plants. The delicate flowers died, for the Irish woman was very

forgetful of them; and then, with sorrow at his heart for his cherished

slips, but with no word of blame, he filled up the ranks with hardy

geraniums that neglect could not kill. Attracted at the outset by the

gay window shelves, Hertha soon assumed all care of the flowers, much to

their profit; and on the Sunday after her night's outing with Kathleen,

when she had secured an invitation for him to come to dinner, looked

with some pride at the objects of her care.

"I'm glad I remembered to move this new fern last night when it was so

cold," she said to Kathleen as she worked among the window plants. "Mr.

Applebaum will see that I didn't forget what he told me. And, oh,

Kathleen, let me set the table, I like to."

"And you know how," Kathleen added, and left her task. "There's many an

uptown mistress, Hertha, would say that it was wrong for you to be

manufacturing shirtwaists, when she needs you to wait on her table. I

can just hear her telling you, 'Leave the factory, my child, and come to

me where you will have easy work, (only fourteen hours a day) and a good

home. (Her son will likely make love to you and you'll be sent from the

house in disgrace.) Leave your coarse companions and learn the ways of a

lady, (only you have them already)."

"Oh, stop, Kathleen. Let me finish with the dinner, and you put on that

fresh waist I ironed for you. It's on your bed."

Kathleen went into her room to her perspiring work,--it made her hot to

get into even the simplest dress,--and while struggling to hook her

skirt over on the left side, she heard her lover's knock and Hertha's

cordial greeting.

"More flowers, Mr. Applebaum? A begonia? We used to have those at home."

Then the voices fell away into the distance as the speakers went into

the front room.

"If this dinner is good, Billy," Kathleen said, when they were all three

seated together about the kitchen table, spread with their best linen

and china, "it's all Hertha's doings."

Hertha smiled but shook her head.

"Miss Hertha did her part, Kitty, I know," the guest made answer, "but

the mashed potatoes are yours."

"And lumps in them at that! I've not much patience with potatoes or the

world; but if you're liking them, take some more."

They all took part in clearing off the course of meat and vegetables,

and then Hertha served a dessert of her own making, a fluffy-looking

pudding of orange and custard and meringue.

"And did you think I cooked this?" said Kathleen. "Come now and own up

that in cooking the South beats the Irish."

"The Germans are good cooks," said Hertha. "Perhaps Mr. Applebaum will

cook the dinner for us some day."

"A man cook the dinner?" the Irishwoman said in astonishment; and with a

touch of resentment, "That's a woman's work."

"Don't men cook here?" Hertha asked. Then, turning to the man present,

"Don't men cook in Germany?"

"Miss Hertha," Mr. Applebaum made answer, "I don't know any more about

that than you do. I've never been to Germany and my mother was an

American who asked me only to make the fire and bring in the wood."

"You can take it from me," said Kathleen, "that the women do the cooking

and the housework. Did you ever have a man cook for you?"

"Yes," Hertha answered, "my brother."

"Just like a nigger," commented Kathleen.

There was an awkward silence broken by the Irishwoman's muttered, "I beg

your pardon."

Hertha looked straight at the begonia in the center of the table. How

could she have said anything so stupid! Hertha Ogilvie had no brother.

Now she would have to begin making up a story, lying about things. She

ought to appear very angry. Imagine a white girl hearing her brother

called a nigger and not resenting it; but again, imagine Hertha Williams

sitting by the fire and warming herself and denying her brother Tom.

"I don't know why American men should not cook," William Applebaum at

length broke in with his deep, pleasant voice. "The greatest chefs in

the world are men. I wish, Miss Hertha, you would let me turn cook like

your brother and show me how to make this pudding."

The meal finished, they left the dishes to be washed later and went into

the front room where William Applebaum admired the picture which Hertha

had framed.

"Yes," Kathleen said, "Hertha is spoiling me with her pretty rooms and

her good things to eat. I've not been to my Socialist local for a month

now. It's so comfortable here the nights I can be home."

"We went out last Thursday, Kathleen."

"You're right, we did. And you should have been with us, Billy. Such a

talk as we heard of the poverty in the South."

"Perhaps Mr. Applebaum would have preferred the movie," Hertha said

mischievously.

She was quite herself again, and curled up on the cot, her back against

the wall, was prepared to watch the two in their talk, for she knew well

enough that she would soon be forgotten. Kathleen had given the armchair

to her guest and sat erect in her straight seat. Her soft white

shirtwaist set off her fresh cheeks, her gray eyes, her large but

sensitive mouth. But she had no thought of her appearance, she was

prepared to be serious.

Her guest stretched in comfort in the big chair, his handsome head

thrown back, his lighted pipe in his hand as he blew the smoke from

between his lips. He would have been greatly pleased if Kathleen had

chosen to tell of the moving pictures, but he saw at once that this was

not her mood.

"I wish I had been with you at both places," he said courteously, with a

little touch of formality that the Irish girl ridiculed and the southern

girl liked. "It must have been like going to the theater and seeing both

a comedy and a tragedy, only in that case they usually put the comedy

last."

"That may be what they do at the theater but it isn't what they do in

life."

Kathleen was ready to talk. She sat in her chair and told the story of

southern peonage and wrong.

Hertha, who had failed to listen at Cooper Union, was moved in spite of

herself at the tragic tale as it came from Kathleen's lips. It was the

same in all essentials, but vivified by a rare imagination and a

compelling sympathy. The Irishwoman became herself the thin, yellow,

starved mother dragging her steps from her unlovely home into the hot,

relentless fields.

"Have you ever seen anything like that?" William Applebaum asked of

Hertha when the story came to an end.

Hertha hesitated as she answered. "No, I don't think I have. I lived

much of the time in the city. I haven't known about such things." She

thought of Ellen as she spoke, and was sure, had she been there, she

could have talked intelligently about peonage and poverty among white

and black. She remembered that Ellen used to say the Negro never fell as

low as the lowest white. "Those are the folks," she added, "that we call

poor white trash."

Her friend flared up at her. "Yes, and why are they trash? Because you

treat them worse than slaves! You hold them in debt, steal from them

with every piece of bacon or cup of meal they buy from your store, work

their children when they should be at school or playing out under the

blue skies; and then you live in idleness and sneer at the trash that

done the work of the world for you."

"Miss Hertha doesn't sneer, and neither do I, Kitty, but I think you're

talking of an exceptional case. At any rate, as I have seen things in

the North and West, I've found that it was the fault of the man if he

didn't live decently in the world, and keep his woman that way, too. Why

didn't this woman's husband pay off his debt and go to another farm?"

"For the same reason likely that his children won't. Because he was

starved and worked until all the life was squeezed out of him."

"Well, it's not that way in the North."

"Isn't it? Haven't I seen the tenement child sewing on the buttons to

pants, and coughing fit to send her in a few years to heaven--for if

those babies that have no chance in this world don't have one in the

next, there's no God."

"And I've seen things, too, Kitty. I've known a good many families that

were down and out, and it's always been one person of the lot who's been

to blame. If every one did his share, kept sober, worked hard and saved

money, he would get out of the tenement. When the family doesn't do

better, when it keeps staying in the dirt, it's because there's a father

perhaps who only works three days in the week and gets drunk the other

three, or there's a son who can't find the right job, a round peg in a

square hole. There's somebody who doesn't do right and keeps the family

back."

"And do you mean to say that rich folk aren't like that?" Kathleen was

growing very angry. "And yet I'm noticing they're not starved for it."

"If they're rich it's because they're industrious. My grandfather used

to tell me that America was the land of opportunity, and that it rested

with the individual whether or not he made a success."

"Oh!" Kathleen rose. She looked as though she could personally assault

the little man. He in the meantime had resumed his pipe and was talking

in a pleasant, matter-of-fact tone.

"Of course, I'm not denying, Kitty, that there are wrong things that

ought to be remedied. That case in the South, now. It's very hard. Of

course, the children should have schooling, and if the Blair Bill for

federal aid to education hadn't been killed, they would be having it

to-day. My grandfather used to say that this put back the South fifty

years. But given an education, it's a fair field and no favor for the

growing boy in the United States."

"I don't know how far back your Mr. Blair and his education may be, but

he can't be as far back as you are, Billy, with your fair field. Fair

indeed, with two per cent of the people controlling the wealth of the

country!"

"Those figures are exaggerated."

"Indeed, they are! It should be one per cent and it will be that soon."

"But suppose for argument that it is. Don't they control it for good?"

"For good! And every night you see the bread line for a block down the

Bowery?"

Applebaum laid down his pipe and spoke with emphasis.

"Oh, I've no sympathy with that. Those are just bums, nothing else. They

wouldn't do a day's job if you gave it to them. They don't mean to work.

All they want is a bite and a drink and a dirty hole to sleep in until

they can get the drink again. They ought to be forced to work. The

trouble is the men don't have to work long enough. With their eight-hour

day you see them in the saloon before they go to work getting a drink.

And they're after it again when the day's work is over or some other

foolishness."

"You fool!" Kathleen said, her eyes blazing, and she lifted her hand as

if to strike him.

He seized it in his own and carried it to his lips.

"I'm wise enough to love you, Kathleen."

Hertha found this an excellent time to slip from her seat and into the

kitchen. When she came back the two were seated as before, but talking

of indifferent things, and the light had gone out of Kathleen's face.

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