CHAPTER XIII

Noise! Thundering, reverberating noise. Noise that never ceases, noise

that deadens the brain and makes the hand jerk in response to the jarred

nerves; always, day and night, throughout the length of the city

streets, the clamor of inanimate things.

In the morning when Hertha slipped to her seat, the last but one in the

fourth line, she started her own thundering whir. The forty machines,

all going at once, sounded like nothing so much as the great beetles

that flew about her southern home in the summer evenings. But the

beetles came but rarely and went with the withdrawal of the lamp, while

here in the workroom the drumming was incessant. Always it was hurrying

her, calling upon her to make better speed, to push the white fabric

more quickly that the needle might make a greater number of punctures to

the minute; to hasten, though her hands trembled, and though the tension

drew her mouth into a narrow line and brought her brows together in a

frown.

When noon came and the whirring stopped, Hertha would look down the long

line of beetle-beasts, for so she called them to herself. At length they

were quiet. Surely they had had enough. For hours they had been

devouring, eating up the muslin fed to them. No, rather they had

disgorged; for the muslin was left, and with it thousands of yards of

cotton thread that they had doled out through their small needle jaws.

But their rest would be short and they would soon thunder tirelessly on

again.

Usually she went out to her luncheon. The nearby restaurant furnished

appetizing and inexpensive things to eat, but they were accompanied by a

new and disturbing clamor. As she took her seat at one of the many long

tables, she was enveloped in a sound of falling plates. Heavy china cup

struck heavy china saucer and both struck the marble table. Knives,

forks and spoons fell on platters, and platters fell on trays and

slipped and rattled one against another. Little plates dropped on big

plates and all went with a terrific smash into the dumb waiter; while

from some inexhaustible source new knives and forks and plates came

clattering up to take the places of the old.

"Butter cakes, please."

Hertha's voice was scarcely audible. As she ate, she listened

attentively, hoping that for a moment the noise would cease; but it only

varied in intensity, rising now to such a height that it seemed as if an

avalanche of white pottery was falling into space; again dropping to a

steady, clanging sound of utensils taking their appointed places. But no

one but herself seemed to notice, and the men and women about her ate on

diligently, silent for the most part, concerned only with securing

needed nourishment in a short period of time.

The noises on the avenue down which she walked to and from her home were

not wearying like those in the shop and the restaurant, for they came

and went. The silent moving motors had their horns that gave warning

with a silly, childish squeak or with a deep note as hoarse as a frog's.

At the corner where she turned east to go home a policeman was

stationed, and she enjoyed waiting for the sound of his shrill whistle.

But the avenue left behind, the way was less pleasant. Three busy

thoroughfares must be crossed without the policeman's aid, the last a

dirty boulevard where heavy trains crashed overhead and surface cars

clanged swiftly by. She would stand waiting on the sidewalk until a

friendly cart from a side street opened up a path of safety that brought

her a little breathless to the opposite walk.

Now she was almost home--the second door, three flights up, and then

restful quiet. Kathleen, her new friend, with whom she had come to live,

was away, and with windows closed she would sit in the front room, quite

by herself, her hands in her lap, enjoying the silence. Later, dinner

over, she would take up a novel, one of the books she had always wanted

to read, but could not afford to buy, that here in New York any one

might have at the library for the asking. Immersed in _Lorna Doone_, she

forgot the pounding machines and the clattering dishes and was very

happy; but when the book was put away and she lay down to sleep, through

the open window the world of tumult came back again.

"Why do men invent so many things that make a noise?" she would ask

herself. She had heard city people when they came to the Merryvales'

complain bitterly to her of being wakened in the morning by the cock's

crowing; but she had not made the cocks, and, moreover, they did not

crow all night. Here in her room, however, near the ugly boulevard of

the East Side, the man-made cocks never ceased to crow. The trolley cars

were the most aggressive; their wheels ground on their axles and jarred

upon the rails; they stopped with a loud jolt, and with another jar and

jolt were off again. They were always jerking, Hertha felt. Overhead the

elevated road vibrated to the heavy cars that moved over its rails day

and night. You heard the coming train a long way off. First, a gentle,

rumbling noise that you might imagine to be the sea; then a louder and

louder roar, and, finally, a crash as the long line of cars rushed past.

Sometimes she was sure they would sway too far and fall thundering into

the street. And hardly had their sound died away when a second rumbling

would be heard and another train come tearing after its fellow, or a

third dash by from the opposite side.

After a time the clamor ceased to be incessant. Trains followed at

longer intervals, and would-be street car passengers waited for some

minutes at the corner. But in these intervals there was always upon the

street the sound of footsteps. And long after midnight, if Hertha awoke

from her troubled sleep, she heard the tread of feet. Sometimes they

were slow and hesitating, sometimes swift and hurried, oftenest a

steady, quiet step. Where do all these footsteps lead, she thought. What

were the people doing who thronged the elevated railroad, crowding one

upon another so that it was difficult to breathe if one pushed one's way

among them? And the surface cars were filled with a hurrying crowd,

while underneath the city the subways carried their millions of women

and men. Was there any need of moving about so much? It might be

necessary to travel to and from your work, but why go on and on?

Supposing all these cars should stop suddenly, should cease their jar

and clang? There would still be the footsteps in the street, for man was

always moving, some way, somewhere. Had not Tom moved? And now she, too,

was moving, to the whir of the machine, to the crash of the advancing

train, moving through the new, clamorous world.

"And you didn't sleep well last night, darling," Kathleen said to her as

she came in to breakfast. "Your eyes are looking tired this lovely

morning. I'm thinking the trains kept you awake. Don't notice them.

They'll go on and never once jump the tracks, but make big profits for

their owners and a fine place to hang on the strap for you and me.

You'll soon be used to the clatter. Once I heard it, but now I don't

mind it any more than I do the sparrows. Take a help of the oatmeal, and

tell me what you'll like for dinner, for I'm staying home to-night."

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