CHAPTER IX

"Mercy on us!"

Miss Patty was overcome. She fell back in her chair, her hands trembling

violently, her breath coming short and quick.

"My dear," cried Miss Witherspoon hurrying toward her and fanning her

with the newspaper that lay on the table with the morning mail.

"It's incredible," the southern woman said. She picked up the letter she

had been reading, scanned it a moment, and put it on the table again.

Her companion, devoured with curiosity but strong in the belief that

good manners required that she should show indifference, continued her

ministrations for a few seconds and then turned to her own mail.

"You'll have to advise me," Miss Patty said tremulously, the letter

wavering in her hand, her small head with its white hair shaking up and

down as she talked. "Why should John and Lee have gone away this

morning! I don't know what to do."

"If I can be of any service----"

"This letter is from an old friend, my dear, a very old friend. I

haven't seen him for a long time--I'm such an invalid, you know--but he

writes as an old friend should and asks me to break the news to the dear

child as best I may."

"The dear child?" Miss Witherspoon echoed, interrogation in her voice.

"Yes, and she always has been a dear child; you know how I have cared

for her and shown an interest in her. And to think that this should have

happened! It's incredible."

"What has happened?" The northern woman's tone was peremptory. If she

was to offer advice she would no longer be kept in suspense.

"Why, this amazing story. I should never believe it if it came from

another source, but Bostwick Unthank is the best lawyer in the state. It

is very considerate and polite, I must say, for him to write to me

instead of to John, though Hertha of course is my maid--and then I used

to know him very well indeed. But I can't believe it, I can't believe

that such a thing could have happened."

Impatient at such incoherence and nervous garrulousness, Miss

Witherspoon yet understood that something of vital importance was in the

letter which Miss Patty waved back and forth, and unable longer to

maintain her indifference she touched the old lady on the arm.

"Shall I read what your lawyer writes?" she asked, "or will you read it

to me?"

"Oh, he isn't my lawyer," Miss Patty exclaimed, "I never had a lawyer in

my life, I have never believed in getting into lawsuits. He's only an

old friend. But his letter is of such importance that I will ask you to

read it aloud to me. I want to be sure that I understand it."

Nothing could better have pleased Miss Witherspoon. She took up the

typewritten sheet and in a clear, distinct voice began:

"'BOSTWICK UNTHANK,

Attorney and Counsellor-at-law,

Jonesville, Florida.

"'My dear Miss Merryvale----'"

"How strange it seems," Miss Patty interpolated, "to have him address me

in that formal way."

"It's a business letter," the reader explained.

"I know that," Miss Patty said tartly, "otherwise I should not have

given it to you to read."

"'My dear Miss Merryvale,'" Miss Witherspoon began again, "'I

am inclosing a letter to your maid, Hertha Williams, retailing

to her an extraordinary piece of news. George Ogilvie, whom you

will remember, I am sure, has died and in his will he leaves a

small legacy to a granddaughter, Hertha Williams, the

illegitimate child of his daughter Lillias who died two days

after its birth. The birth was successfully concealed by

placing the infant with a colored family. Evidently Ogilvie, at

the last, felt unable to keep the secret for he leaves an

account of the extraordinary proceeding, recognizes his

granddaughter, and asks that she take the family name. It is

likely to be a great shock to the young woman and I am

inclosing the firm's letter to your care, knowing that you will

understand in your great kindness how best to break the news.

"'Believe me, Madam, with esteem,

"'Your obedient servant,

"'BOSTWICK UNTHANK.'"

As Miss Witherspoon put down the letter and looked at her hostess's

shaking head she wondered whether the lawyer had made a careful choice

in his method of relating the story to Hertha; and she resolved to take

a part herself, if advisable, in the breaking of the news. While

extraordinary, it was tidings that a colored girl might easily bear. Two

legacies, one of money, one of race, were wonderful gifts. "Where is

Hertha?" she asked.

"Ellen stopped in this morning to say that she had been awake with a bad

headache and had then overslept. The dear child, she should have all her

strength for this news."

"Did you ever hear of anything like it before?"

"No, no, it is most extraordinary, most extraordinary. I remember George

Ogilvie well, a handsome man. His wife was a pretty woman with a small

mouth. They said she spent every penny he had. She died two years ago.

You may be sure _she_ would never have allowed the story to be known."

"Hertha should have known it years ago."

"No, my dear, no." Miss Patty sat erect ready to dispute such a

suggestion. Her voice quavered and her head had not ceased to shake, but

she was alert to defend her conception of what was right and proper.

"She should never have known it. This has put a stain forever upon her

mother's name."

"Her mother is long since dead," the northern woman answered sharply,

"while the child is living. I can think of nothing more cruel than to

save a daughter's honor by giving her infant to be reared by Negroes.

It's frightful."

"I don't agree with you." Miss Patty was herself once more. "The whole

thing is very sad and wicked, of course, but life among the Negroes is

not frightful, they are the happiest people in the world. One day is

just as good as another to them. If the sun doesn't shine this morning

it will the next. Hertha won't know what trouble means until she becomes

white."

"It's too bad, then, that you don't have more white children brought up

by blacks," Miss Witherspoon retorted. "Why not give the poor

unfortunates a fair chance in life?"

Sarcasm was lost upon her companion. "Grown-ups must take responsibility

whether they like it or not," Miss Patty said sententiously. "Negroes

are a child race and the white race must govern them. Hertha will be a

grown person now, one of the ruling class, and seeing she's an Ogilvie

it's likely she'll take easily to the position."

"Hertha has always seemed grown-up to me, too serious for her youth. She

loves to day dream, but I don't believe she ever dreamed of anything so

wonderful as this. What do you suppose she'll do?"

"Marry, of course, as every white girl should. The fact that you and I

sent away our beaus makes us all the surer that others shouldn't. Her

legacy should be a help in getting her settled."

"Now I hope she won't get married for some time."

Miss Patty was indignant. "And I hope she'll marry at once before she

becomes too fond of her liberty. When she was colored it was different.

I always discouraged, as you know, her going with the men of her race.

Dear me, how mixed up I am getting. And she is really white! I shall

have to remember that. Dear, dear!"

"Here comes Hertha now."

Looking up Miss Patty saw Hertha in her maid's dress, her cheeks a

little whiter than usual, dark shadows under her eyes, but modest,

quiet, standing in the doorway. "My dear," she began, and collapsed

again.

Hertha ran to her all anxious attention. "Is it bad news?" she asked

turning to Miss Witherspoon while she rubbed her mistress's hands.

"No, Hertha," was the answer, "it isn't bad news. It's about you."

The girl grew sick with fright. What had they found out?

"It's this," Miss Witherspoon said, pushing over the letter inclosed in

Miss Patty's and addressed to the girl.

"What are you doing?" Miss Patty recovered at once when she saw her

prerogative as vendor of news about to be destroyed. "Bostwick Unthank

wrote to me that the shock might not be too great. Don't look at that

letter, honey," turning to Hertha with deep affection and concern in her

voice. "Wait till I've told you about it. It's from a lawyer, my dear,

and it seems a little money has been left you. We don't know how much

but it should be a little help, I'm sure."

"Who has left it?" Hertha asked.

She was tense with excitement, afraid. She could not dissociate this

happening with the night through which she had passed. She dared not

trust herself to tear open her own letter before these two women.

Despairing, she turned to Miss Witherspoon who stood quiet, composed,

just as one of her teachers would have stood at school. "Please tell me

at once," she asked, "what this means?"

And Miss Witherspoon answered in a matter-of-fact tone such as a teacher

might have used: "It seems, Hertha, that you are not colored but white."

The girl turned from one woman to another. "Don't mock me," she gasped.

"My darling!" Miss Patty held out her arms to her favorite. "There,

dear, there, don't look so frightened, though I must say," glancing with

scorn at her guest, "it would be enough to frighten any one into her

grave to be told a piece of news that way. You are white, dear, and you

have been left some money, and you ought to be very happy." And with

many pats and kisses she told all of the story that she knew.

Hertha's letter was brief and ended by stating that she had been

bequeathed two thousand dollars, and that, as all legacies left by the

late George Ogilvie were to be paid at once, she was requested to come

at her earliest convenience to the lawyer's office.

"What is she thinking about?" the two women asked themselves as the girl

read her letter and said no word. But could they have looked into her

mind they would have been perplexed to find an answer. Her brain was a

blur of strange, magnificent impressions. A dying mother, an old man

delaying restitution until after his death, money, freedom. As she

looked down at her maid's dress, as she thought of herself last night

crouched under the trees, she drew a deep breath. She was white, of good

name. No one should play with her again and throw her away. In the

multitude of emotions that rushed through her being the one that held

her longest in its grip was pride. No white man now should expect her to

give everything and in return receive only humiliation. "I'm white, I'm

white," she repeated over and over to herself.

"Two thousand dollars is a good deal of money to get all at once,

Hertha--or Miss Ogilvie, as I suppose I ought to say," Miss Witherspoon

remarked, more to take Hertha's mind from herself than anything else. "I

hope you'll use it wisely."

"Some of it," Hertha replied, "belongs to Mammy."

"She'll never touch it," Miss Patty said sharply; and in this she

prophesied aright.

Hertha rose slowly and went into her mistress's bedroom.

"What are you doing?" Miss Patty called out.

"Making your bed," was the answer. "And then, if you don't mind, I'd

like to go home."

Calling the girl to her, Miss Patty rose and said tenderly, "You're your

own mistress now and you mustn't think of work this morning. Pomona can

come upstairs and put things to rights. This has been a terrible

excitement for you, terrible! If only John and Lee were home. How could

they go away this particular morning!"

"I don't see that that makes any difference."

"Yes, of course it does; one needs a man in a case of business. But sit

down, dear, get your sewing and we'll talk about it." Miss Patty settled

herself again. "To think that you're an Ogilvie! Almost as good a family

as the Merryvales."

"Miss Patty, I'm afraid I can't sit down and talk about it now."

"Of course, you must be excited, though you appear wonderfully calm.

Don't you want to lie down on my bed?"

"No, I think I want to go home."

"Very well, you'll want to tell your mammy. And then you can begin

packing your things."

"Packing my things?"

"Of course. You mustn't sleep another night in a darky's house."

"Oh," Hertha gasped.

Until now she had been thinking of herself in her relation to the white

world. The past night had racked her, body and spirit, and to-day had

brought release. She was white, she was rich, she had a name. Now, at

Miss Patty's words she saw that in the world she was to enter she must

walk alone. Her mother, the only mother she had ever known, who had

given her home and food and tender care, who had prepared her breakfast

for her that morning, who had washed the dress she had on, who had

kissed her when she went away and told her not to work so hard, that her

mammy could always make enough to care for them both--this mother was a

"darky" under whose roof she must not sleep again.

"I'm going home," she said; and without another word left them.

"Poor little thing," remarked Miss Witherspoon, "it's very grand to be

white, but she will find it lonely."

"Perhaps at first," the other answered, "but she'll soon get used to

things. When I was little I cared more for Lindy, our cook's little

girl, than for any one else in the world. We two played together the

whole day long. She was a dear child, with big soft eyes and a laughing

mouth. What fun we used to have! And if we got into a scrape her mammy'd

see to it that no one knew more about it than was good for them. I cried

my eyes out the day my mother said I was too old to play with Lindy any

more. For months I couldn't bear to go by a pine tree where we'd had our

best times together. And when I'd see Lindy she'd look so wistfully at

me! But other things came to fill my life and they'll come to fill

Hertha's."

"It's not at all the same thing," Miss Witherspoon said, "you had your

home."

"And Hertha will make hers. You shall see."

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