CHAPTER XLVIII -- THE FLIGHT OF SIKES

Of all bad deeds that, under cover of the darkness, had been

committed within wide London’s bounds since night hung over it, that

was the worst. Of all the horrors that rose with an ill scent upon

the morning air, that was the foulest and most cruel.

The sun--the bright sun, that brings back, not light alone, but new

life, and hope, and freshness to man--burst upon the crowded city

in clear and radiant glory. Through costly-coloured glass and

paper-mended window, through cathedral dome and rotten crevice, it

shed its equal ray. It lighted up the room where the murdered woman

lay. It did. He tried to shut it out, but it would stream in. If the

sight had been a ghastly one in the dull morning, what was it, now,

in all that brilliant light!

He had not moved; he had been afraid to stir. There had been a

moan and motion of the hand; and, with terror added to rage, he had

struck and struck again. Once he threw a rug over it; but it was

worse to fancy the eyes, and imagine them moving towards him, than

to see them glaring upward, as if watching the reflection of

the pool of gore that quivered and danced in the sunlight on the

ceiling. He had plucked it off again. And there was the body--mere

flesh and blood, no more--but such flesh, and so much blood!

He struck a light, kindled a fire, and thrust the club into it.

There was hair upon the end, which blazed and shrunk into a light

cinder, and, caught by the air, whirled up the chimney. Even that

frightened him, sturdy as he was; but he held the weapon till it

broke, and then piled it on the coals to burn away, and smoulder

into ashes. He washed himself, and rubbed his clothes; there were

spots that would not be removed, but he cut the pieces out, and

burnt them. How those stains were dispersed about the room! The very

feet of the dog were bloody.

All this time he had, never once, turned his back upon the corpse;

no, not for a moment. Such preparations completed, he moved,

backward, towards the door: dragging the dog with him, lest he

should soil his feet anew and carry out new evidence of the crime

into the streets. He shut the door softly, locked it, took the key,

and left the house.

He crossed over, and glanced up at the window, to be sure that

nothing was visible from the outside. There was the curtain still

drawn, which she would have opened to admit the light she never saw

again. It lay nearly under there. _He_ knew that. God, how the sun

poured down upon the very spot!

The glance was instantaneous. It was a relief to have got free of

the room. He whistled on the dog, and walked rapidly away.

He went through Islington; strode up the hill at Highgate on which

stands the stone in honour of Whittington; turned down to Highgate

Hill, unsteady of purpose, and uncertain where to go; struck off

to the right again, almost as soon as he began to descend it; and

taking the foot-path across the fields, skirted Caen Wood, and so

came on Hampstead Heath. Traversing the hollow by the Vale of Heath,

he mounted the opposite bank, and crossing the road which joins the

villages of Hampstead and Highgate, made along the remaining portion

of the heath to the fields at North End, in one of which he laid

himself down under a hedge, and slept.

Soon he was up again, and away,--not far into the country, but back

towards London by the high-road--then back again--then over another

part of the same ground as he already traversed--then wandering

up and down in fields, and lying on ditches’ brinks to rest, and

starting up to make for some other spot, and do the same, and ramble

on again.

Where could he go, that was near and not too public, to get some

meat and drink? Hendon. That was a good place, not far off, and

out of most people’s way. Thither he directed his steps,--running

sometimes, and sometimes, with a strange perversity, loitering at

a snail’s pace, or stopping altogether and idly breaking the hedges

with a stick. But when he got there, all the people he met--the very

children at the doors--seemed to view him with suspicion. Back he

turned again, without the courage to purchase bit or drop, though he

had tasted no food for many hours; and once more he lingered on the

Heath, uncertain where to go.

He wandered over miles and miles of ground, and still came back to

the old place. Morning and noon had passed, and the day was on the

wane, and still he rambled to and fro, and up and down, and round

and round, and still lingered about the same spot. At last he got

away, and shaped his course for Hatfield.

It was nine o’clock at night, when the man, quite tired out, and the

dog, limping and lame from the unaccustomed exercise, turned down

the hill by the church of the quiet village, and plodding along the

little street, crept into a small public-house, whose scanty light

had guided them to the spot. There was a fire in the tap-room, and

some country-labourers were drinking before it.

They made room for the stranger, but he sat down in the furthest

corner, and ate and drank alone, or rather with his dog: to whom he

cast a morsel of food from time to time.

The conversation of the men assembled here, turned upon the

neighbouring land, and farmers; and when those topics were

exhausted, upon the age of some old man who had been buried on the

previous Sunday; the young men present considering him very old,

and the old men present declaring him to have been quite young--not

older, one white-haired grandfather said, than he was--with ten or

fifteen year of life in him at least--if he had taken care; if he

had taken care.

There was nothing to attract attention, or excite alarm in this. The

robber, after paying his reckoning, sat silent and unnoticed in his

corner, and had almost dropped asleep, when he was half wakened by

the noisy entrance of a new comer.

This was an antic fellow, half pedlar and half mountebank, who

travelled about the country on foot to vend hones, strops, razors,

wash-balls, harness-paste, medicine for dogs and horses, cheap

perfumery, cosmetics, and such-like wares, which he carried in a

case slung to his back. His entrance was the signal for various

homely jokes with the countrymen, which slackened not until he

had made his supper, and opened his box of treasures, when he

ingeniously contrived to unite business with amusement.

‘And what be that stoof? Good to eat, Harry?’ asked a grinning

countryman, pointing to some composition-cakes in one corner.

‘This,’ said the fellow, producing one, ‘this is the infallible and

invaluable composition for removing all sorts of stain, rust, dirt,

mildew, spick, speck, spot, or spatter, from silk, satin, linen,

cambric, cloth, crape, stuff, carpet, merino, muslin, bombazeen, or

woollen stuff. Wine-stains, fruit-stains, beer-stains, water-stains,

paint-stains, pitch-stains, any stains, all come out at one rub

with the infallible and invaluable composition. If a lady stains

her honour, she has only need to swallow one cake and she’s cured

at once--for it’s poison. If a gentleman wants to prove this, he

has only need to bolt one little square, and he has put it beyond

question--for it’s quite as satisfactory as a pistol-bullet, and a

great deal nastier in the flavour, consequently the more credit in

taking it. One penny a square. With all these virtues, one penny a

square!’

There were two buyers directly, and more of the listeners plainly

hesitated. The vendor observing this, increased in loquacity.

‘It’s all bought up as fast as it can be made,’ said the fellow.

‘There are fourteen water-mills, six steam-engines, and a galvanic

battery, always a-working upon it, and they can’t make it fast

enough, though the men work so hard that they die off, and the

widows is pensioned directly, with twenty pound a-year for each of

the children, and a premium of fifty for twins. One penny a square!

Two half-pence is all the same, and four farthings is received with

joy. One penny a square! Wine-stains, fruit-stains, beer-stains,

water-stains, paint-stains, pitch-stains, mud-stains, blood-stains!

Here is a stain upon the hat of a gentleman in company, that I’ll

take clean out, before he can order me a pint of ale.’

‘Hah!’ cried Sikes starting up. ‘Give that back.’

‘I’ll take it clean out, sir,’ replied the man, winking to the

company, ‘before you can come across the room to get it. Gentlemen

all, observe the dark stain upon this gentleman’s hat, no wider

than a shilling, but thicker than a half-crown. Whether it is a

wine-stain, fruit-stain, beer-stain, water-stain, paint-stain,

pitch-stain, mud-stain, or blood-stain--’

The man got no further, for Sikes with a hideous imprecation

overthrew the table, and tearing the hat from him, burst out of the

house.

With the same perversity of feeling and irresolution that had

fastened upon him, despite himself, all day, the murderer, finding

that he was not followed, and that they most probably considered him

some drunken sullen fellow, turned back up the town, and getting out

of the glare of the lamps of a stage-coach that was standing in the

street, was walking past, when he recognised the mail from London,

and saw that it was standing at the little post-office. He almost

knew what was to come; but he crossed over, and listened.

The guard was standing at the door, waiting for the letter-bag.

A man, dressed like a game-keeper, came up at the moment, and he

handed him a basket which lay ready on the pavement.

‘That’s for your people,’ said the guard. ‘Now, look alive in there,

will you. Damn that ‘ere bag, it warn’t ready night afore last; this

won’t do, you know!’

‘Anything new up in town, Ben?’ asked the game-keeper, drawing back

to the window-shutters, the better to admire the horses.

‘No, nothing that I knows on,’ replied the man, pulling on his

gloves. ‘Corn’s up a little. I heerd talk of a murder, too, down

Spitalfields way, but I don’t reckon much upon it.’

‘Oh, that’s quite true,’ said a gentleman inside, who was looking

out of the window. ‘And a dreadful murder it was.’

‘Was it, sir?’ rejoined the guard, touching his hat. ‘Man or woman,

pray, sir?’

‘A woman,’ replied the gentleman. ‘It is supposed--’

‘Now, Ben,’ replied the coachman impatiently.

‘Damn that ‘ere bag,’ said the guard; ‘are you gone to sleep in

there?’

‘Coming!’ cried the office keeper, running out.

‘Coming,’ growled the guard. ‘Ah, and so’s the young ‘ooman of

property that’s going to take a fancy to me, but I don’t know when.

Here, give hold. All ri--ight!’

The horn sounded a few cheerful notes, and the coach was gone.

Sikes remained standing in the street, apparently unmoved by what

he had just heard, and agitated by no stronger feeling than a doubt

where to go. At length he went back again, and took the road which

leads from Hatfield to St. Albans.

He went on doggedly; but as he left the town behind him, and plunged

into the solitude and darkness of the road, he felt a dread and awe

creeping upon him which shook him to the core. Every object before

him, substance or shadow, still or moving, took the semblance of

some fearful thing; but these fears were nothing compared to the

sense that haunted him of that morning’s ghastly figure following

at his heels. He could trace its shadow in the gloom, supply the

smallest item of the outline, and note how stiff and solemn it

seemed to stalk along. He could hear its garments rustling in the

leaves, and every breath of wind came laden with that last low cry.

If he stopped it did the same. If he ran, it followed--not running

too: that would have been a relief: but like a corpse endowed with

the mere machinery of life, and borne on one slow melancholy wind

that never rose or fell.

At times, he turned, with desperate determination, resolved to beat

this phantom off, though it should look him dead; but the hair rose

on his head, and his blood stood still, for it had turned with him

and was behind him then. He had kept it before him that morning, but

it was behind now--always. He leaned his back against a bank,

and felt that it stood above him, visibly out against the cold

night-sky. He threw himself upon the road--on his back upon the

road. At his head it stood, silent, erect, and still--a living

grave-stone, with its epitaph in blood.

Let no man talk of murderers escaping justice, and hint that

Providence must sleep. There were twenty score of violent deaths in

one long minute of that agony of fear.

There was a shed in a field he passed, that offered shelter for the

night. Before the door, were three tall poplar trees, which made

it very dark within; and the wind moaned through them with a dismal

wail. He _could not_ walk on, till daylight came again; and here he

stretched himself close to the wall--to undergo new torture.

For now, a vision came before him, as constant and more terrible

than that from which he had escaped. Those widely staring eyes, so

lustreless and so glassy, that he had better borne to see them than

think upon them, appeared in the midst of the darkness: light in

themselves, but giving light to nothing. There were but two, but

they were everywhere. If he shut out the sight, there came the

room with every well-known object--some, indeed, that he would have

forgotten, if he had gone over its contents from memory--each in its

accustomed place. The body was in _its_ place, and its eyes were as

he saw them when he stole away. He got up, and rushed into the field

without. The figure was behind him. He re-entered the shed, and

shrunk down once more. The eyes were there, before he had laid

himself along.

And here he remained in such terror as none but he can know,

trembling in every limb, and the cold sweat starting from every

pore, when suddenly there arose upon the night-wind the noise

of distant shouting, and the roar of voices mingled in alarm and

wonder. Any sound of men in that lonely place, even though it

conveyed a real cause of alarm, was something to him. He regained

his strength and energy at the prospect of personal danger; and

springing to his feet, rushed into the open air.

The broad sky seemed on fire. Rising into the air with showers

of sparks, and rolling one above the other, were sheets of flame,

lighting the atmosphere for miles round, and driving clouds of

smoke in the direction where he stood. The shouts grew louder as new

voices swelled the roar, and he could hear the cry of Fire! mingled

with the ringing of an alarm-bell, the fall of heavy bodies, and the

crackling of flames as they twined round some new obstacle, and shot

aloft as though refreshed by food. The noise increased as he looked.

There were people there--men and women--light, bustle. It was like

new life to him. He darted onward--straight, headlong--dashing

through brier and brake, and leaping gate and fence as madly as his

dog, who careered with loud and sounding bark before him.

He came upon the spot. There were half-dressed figures tearing to

and fro, some endeavouring to drag the frightened horses from the

stables, others driving the cattle from the yard and out-houses,

and others coming laden from the burning pile, amidst a shower

of falling sparks, and the tumbling down of red-hot beams. The

apertures, where doors and windows stood an hour ago, disclosed

a mass of raging fire; walls rocked and crumbled into the burning

well; the molten lead and iron poured down, white hot, upon the

ground. Women and children shrieked, and men encouraged each other

with noisy shouts and cheers. The clanking of the engine-pumps, and

the spurting and hissing of the water as it fell upon the blazing

wood, added to the tremendous roar. He shouted, too, till he

was hoarse; and flying from memory and himself, plunged into the

thickest of the throng. Hither and thither he dived that night: now

working at the pumps, and now hurrying through the smoke and flame,

but never ceasing to engage himself wherever noise and men were

thickest. Up and down the ladders, upon the roofs of buildings, over

floors that quaked and trembled with his weight, under the lee of

falling bricks and stones, in every part of that great fire was he;

but he bore a charmed life, and had neither scratch nor bruise, nor

weariness nor thought, till morning dawned again, and only smoke and

blackened ruins remained.

This mad excitement over, there returned, with ten-fold force, the

dreadful consciousness of his crime. He looked suspiciously about

him, for the men were conversing in groups, and he feared to be the

subject of their talk. The dog obeyed the significant beck of his

finger, and they drew off, stealthily, together. He passed near an

engine where some men were seated, and they called to him to share

in their refreshment. He took some bread and meat; and as he drank

a draught of beer, heard the firemen, who were from London, talking

about the murder. ‘He has gone to Birmingham, they say,’ said one:

‘but they’ll have him yet, for the scouts are out, and by to-morrow

night there’ll be a cry all through the country.’

He hurried off, and walked till he almost dropped upon the ground;

then lay down in a lane, and had a long, but broken and uneasy

sleep. He wandered on again, irresolute and undecided, and oppressed

with the fear of another solitary night.

Suddenly, he took the desperate resolution to going back to London.

‘There’s somebody to speak to there, at all event,’ he thought. ‘A

good hiding-place, too. They’ll never expect to nab me there,

after this country scent. Why can’t I lie by for a week or so, and,

forcing blunt from Fagin, get abroad to France? Damme, I’ll risk

it.’

He acted upon this impulse without delay, and choosing the least

frequented roads began his journey back, resolved to lie concealed

within a short distance of the metropolis, and, entering it at dusk

by a circuitous route, to proceed straight to that part of it which

he had fixed on for his destination.

The dog, though. If any description of him were out, it would not be

forgotten that the dog was missing, and had probably gone with him.

This might lead to his apprehension as he passed along the streets.

He resolved to drown him, and walked on, looking about for a pond:

picking up a heavy stone and tying it to his handkerchief as he

went.

The animal looked up into his master’s face while these preparations

were making; whether his instinct apprehended something of their

purpose, or the robber’s sidelong look at him was sterner than

ordinary, he skulked a little farther in the rear than usual, and

cowered as he came more slowly along. When his master halted at the

brink of a pool, and looked round to call him, he stopped outright.

‘Do you hear me call? Come here!’ cried Sikes.

The animal came up from the very force of habit; but as Sikes

stooped to attach the handkerchief to his throat, he uttered a low

growl and started back.

‘Come back!’ said the robber.

The dog wagged his tail, but moved not. Sikes made a running noose

and called him again.

The dog advanced, retreated, paused an instant, and scoured away at

his hardest speed.

The man whistled again and again, and sat down and waited in the

expectation that he would return. But no dog appeared, and at length

he resumed his journey.

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