XIX

And Jean?

It was as if she still dwelt in fancy in that unforgettable past. She

had burst her bars; she had come, a fugitive, to the birch-edged shore

of a lonely lake; her knight of the forest stood before her.

[Illustration: Her knight of the forest stood before her.]

The astonished MacGregor, having waited a decent interval for some

rational clew to the situation, recalled his own existence by the

simple expedient of folding the screen.

"Step inside, won't you?" he invited with a dry grin. "You may take

cold at the window."

Atwood turned an illumined face.

"It's been years since we met," he explained. "I was not sure at

first--the costume, the place."

MacGregor's eye lingered upon him in humorous meditation.

"Perhaps you'll see your way in time to introduce me," he suggested.

"This has been a business session, so far. We hadn't come to names."

The younger man floundered, glowing healthily, but Jean retained her

wits.

"Miss Fanshaw," she supplied promptly. "I should have mentioned it

before."

She vanished into the alcove, questioned her unfamiliar image in the

little mirror, and began to resume her street-dress with fingers

not under perfect control. There came an indistinct murmur of talk

from the studio in which MacGregor's incisive tones predominated. His

companion's responses were few and low. When she reëntered, Atwood

stood waiting by the outer door.

"At nine, then," reminded MacGregor. "So-long, Craig, if you must go."

"So-long," answered the other, absently.

On the stair they faced each other with the wonder of their meeting

still upon them.

"You are not a professional model," he said; "I should have come across

you before, if you were."

"You have seen me get my first engagement."

"And with MacGregor! Was it chance?"

"Just chance."

"Jove!" he ejaculated. "It might have been myself. Yet it's strange

enough as it is. MacGregor in there was the chap I was to camp with,

you remember? The man whose grandmother--"

"Great-grandmother, wasn't it?" she smiled.

"You do remember!"

A silence fell upon them for a little moment and they assayed each

other shyly, he keenly aware of the fuller curves which had made a

woman of her, she searching rather for reminders of the youth whose

image had gone back with her through the gatehouse into bondage. He was

more grave, as became a man now looking back upon his golden twenties,

with thoughtful lines about the eyes, and a clearer demarcation of

the jaw, which was, as of old, shaven, and pale with the pallor of a

dweller in cities. The mouth was the mouth of the youth, sensitive,

unspoiled; and the direct eyes had lost nothing of their friendliness,

though she divined that he weighed her, questioning what manner of

woman she had become.

"You went back," he broke the pause, "you went back to that inferno

because of what I said. You saw it through. Plucky Jack!"

"Jean," she corrected.

"Why?"

"Jack was another girl, a girl I hope I've outgrown."

"Don't say that," he protested. "I knew her. But this Jean of the

staircase--"

"Well?" she challenged, avid for his mature opinion.

"Makes me wonder," he completed, "whether I've not been outgrown, too."

It was not a satisfying answer. She remembered that growth may be other

than benign.

"You!" she said.

"Why not? I was young, preposterously young. Had I been older, I should

never have dared meddle with your life."

"Meddle!" she repeated, his self-reproach rang so true; "you gave

me the wisest advice such a girl could receive. That girl could not

appreciate how wise it was, but this one does and thanks you from the

bottom of her heart."

Atwood drew a long breath.

"You can say that!" he exclaimed. "You knew what it meant to return;

I did not. Since I have realized the truth, the thought of my folly

has given me no peace. I imagined--God knows what I haven't imagined!

To see you here, as you are; to have you thank me, when I thought I

deserved your undying hate, is like a reprieve."

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