Well, indeed, might my mother say, that I should have severe trials.*

* See Letter XXV.

P.S. The idiot [such a one am I treated like!] is begged, as I may say,

by my brother and sister. They have desired, that I may be consigned

over entirely to their management. If it be granted, [it is granted,

on my father's part, I understand, but not yet on my mother's,] what

cruelty may I not expect from their envy, jealousy, and ill-will!--I

shall soon see, by its effects, if I am to be so consigned. This is a

written intimation privately dropt in my wood-house walk, by my cousin

Dolly Hervey. The dear girl longs to see me, she tells me: but is

forbidden till she see me as Mrs. Solmes, or as consenting to be his. I

will take example by their perseverance!--Indeed I will--!

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