XXI.--WHAT MIGHT HAVE BEEN

WHEN Carmichael was Free Kirk minister of Dramtochty, and in the days of

his youth, he had casual ways, and went at his own free will. He never

came across the moor behind his manse on a summer day, and entered

the cool pine wood which separated it from the ploughed land, without

sitting down beside a certain pool of a burn which ran through the

fringe of the wood. Because the water broke over a little rock and then

gathered in a cup of gravel, and there was a heather bank where he could

he as comfortably as in his favourite study chair, which had seen the

Rebellion, but had changed its covering as well as its creed more than

once since then; because the Highland cattle came to drink at that pool

if you were not fussy and suspicious; and because all the sounds of the

moor--the bleating of the sheep, the cry of the grouse, and the wail

of the whaup and the drone of the bees--mingled in one music, and fell

pleasantly upon your ear. “For five minutes only,” he said to himself,

and then some Highland cows, with their absurd little calves, arrived,

and would have considered it ill-mannered for him to rise; and he fell

a-thinking while time flew. He rose with a start and hurried down to

the main road, and made for the bridge over the Tochty, fearful lest he

should be too late when the messenger came with momentous tidings from

the telegraph office at Kildrummie.

For two years the Glen had been in the most delightful state of

intellectual ferment, and it was freely said by those who could remember

that conversation had not risen to such a high level for fifty years,

not even during '43. It goes without saying that the subject which

exercised the minds and tongues of the Glen had to do, not with markets,

but with Kirks; and while many had feared that the golden age of the

Disruption would never be repeated in Drumtochty, when children were

taught the doctrine of spiritual independence as they were supping their

porridge, and women spoke freely about the principle of “Coordinate

Jurisdiction with Mutual Subordination” as they hoed turnips in the

fields, even Jamie Soutar was compelled to allow that the present

debate had points of excellence altogether its own. While the spirit of

disruption had wonderfully sharpened the edge of the intellect, the new

spirit of concord which was abroad had still more powerfully quickened

the feelings of the heart. By the fireside, where the guidwife darned

the stockings and the guidman read the _Muirtown Advertiser_ from the

first word of the advertisements to the last word of the printer's name,

out at work where they were planting potatoes or reaping the com, on

the way to market as they walked down to Kildrummie station on Friday

morning or crammed themselves by fives and sixes into Hillocks'

dog-cart, but most of all in the kirkyard or at the Free Kirk door,

men and women had been discussing with unswerving honesty and amazing

subtlety, but with great goodwill and eager longing, how the differences

between the Free Kirk and the Established could be reconciled, and upon

what terms of honour and self-respect they could be united so that there

should be again one Kirk in Scotland, as in the former days. According

to the light which Providence had been pleased to give to other

parishes, which was as twilight to the sunlight of Drum-tochty, they

also argued this great affair, till even Kildrummie had pronounced ideas

on the subject; and Rabbi Saunderson, the minister of Kilbogie, had

announced a course of twenty-five sermons on the “Principle of Unity

in the Christian Church, considered biblically, theologically,

historically, and experimentally.” The ecclesiastics on both sides had

not regarded the movement with conspicuous favour, and, while stating

that the end in view was not only admirable but one they had always

desired, they felt it their duty to point out difficulties. They

mentioned so many, indeed, and expounded them so faithfully, that it

would not have been wonderful if the people had lost heart and abandoned

a hopeless enterprise; for as a rule it had been the ecclesiastics who

spoke and the people who kept silence; the ecclesiastics who passed

measures and the people who paid for them. This time, however, the

younger ministers had taken the matter into their own hands, and refused

to serve themselves heirs to past controversies or to bind themselves to

perpetuate ancient divisions; they were men of another age, and intended

to face the new situation. There had been enough dividing in Scotland

since the days of the Covenanters; it was time there should be some

uniting, and when they were at it they wanted thorough-going and final

union. And the people, who in every country parish had, Sabbath after

Sabbath for more than a generation, passed one another in opposite

directions going to their kirks, began to inquire why they should not

all go in one direction and meet under one roof as their fathers had

done; and when people began to ask that question, both with their heads

and with their hearts, it was bound to be answered in one way.

The ecclesiastics had yielded under pressure, and as Carmichael went

down to the bridge he recalled, with a keen sense of humour, their

marvellous proceedings and the masterly game which had been played by

the diplomatists of the Kirks, their suave expressions of brotherly

love, their shrewd foresight of every move, their sleepless watchfulness

of one another, their adroit concessions which yielded nothing, their

childlike proposals which would have gained everything, and their

cheerful acquiescence in every delay. But the temper of the people was

not to be trifled with, and if the young party among the clergy were not

skilled in the wiles of Church Courts, they had considerable vigour of

speech, and the managers of affairs were given to understand that they

must bring things quickly to a head. Early last spring the leader of

the Free Kirk had submitted his terms, which the Established Kirk men

studied together for three days and then read in seven different ways,

and they in turn submitted their proposals, which were so simple and

direct that the great Free Kirk man was genuinely disappointed, and

wished that it had been his lot to negotiate with a Roman cardinal. But

the people were getting impatient, and when the Assemblies met in the

end of May, the pleasant spring-time, the terms had been adjusted, and

Carmichael ran over them as he came down the near road through Hillocks'

farm and pronounced them good. That the Free Church and the Established

should unite together; that its legal title should be the Church of

Scotland; that it should retain the ancient endowments and all

the accumulated funds of both the former Churches; that the

newly-constituted Church of Scotland should cease its legal connexion

with the State, but maintain the old parochial system; that the new

Church should re-arrange its resources so as to meet every religious and

moral want in Scotland, and work with the State for the well-being of

the Scots Commonwealth. The motions were proposed about the same time

in the two Assemblies, in speeches worthy of the occasion: in the

Established Kirk by a Scots noble; in the Free Kirk by the ablest

ecclesiastical statesman of his day; Carmichael was thankful that he was

in the Free Kirk Assembly when the motion was carried, with tears

and cheers, none objecting, and that he was in time, with a fearful

struggle, to get his head within the door of the Tolbooth, when the

ministers and elders of the Established Kirk stood up as one man at

the bidding of their moderator, and before Her Majesty's Lord High

Commissioner, and declared for union; and thankful that he was one

of the crowd that poured out of both Assemblies in the High Street of

Edinburgh and heard the bells of St. Giles, which had been the witness

of many a fierce conflict, ringing out the news of peace and concord

through the grey capital of the nation.

There was still one risk to be run and one barrier to be surmounted, for

the concordat of the Church required the sanction of Parliament. Through

the summer days the battle had been fought in the lobbies and committee

rooms of the House of Commons, and that afternoon it was to be decided;

and up to the last there was a chance that the bill might be thrown out,

and the heart's desire of Scotland once more refused at Westminster. For

there were cross-currents which no man could calculate; there were stiff

old Tories who hated the idea of the Church being disestablished; keen

Radicals who were determined that the Church should be also disendowed;

Episcopalians who were eager that the title of the Church of Scotland

should be left open to be claimed by that respectable, though limited,

dissenting community, which traces its descent through Archbishop Sharpe

and John Graham of Claverhouse; and a balance of men who disliked all

Churches equally, and were always ready to hinder religion, when they

could get an opportunity. If the bill were thrown out it would be a sad

calamity, and Lord Kilspindie had promised to telegraph to Dr. Davidson

the moment the bill passed the Commons; for it had been taken first in

the Lords (and carried with a brisk fight), and Carmichael proposed to

meet the messenger at Tochty bridge, and escort him to the manse.

It did not, however, surprise Carmichael to find the minister of the

parish of Drumtochty walking to and fro on the level ground from which

the wonderful arch of the ancient bridge sprang, and talking affably

with Hillocks on the prospects of harvest, but keeping all the time a

watchful eye on the distant point on the other side of the Glen where

the road emerged from the pine woods and the Kildrummie messenger would

first be seen.

“Glad to see you, Carmichael,” said the doctor, with just the faintest

suggestion of excitement in his manner; “I left a message at the manse

that if you called they were to send you down to the bridge, but I

rather suspected you would be here. For myself, I frankly confess

I could neither sit nor read, so I just turned out to wait for the

messenger. It's a historical day, Carmichael, charged with great issues

for Scotland.”

They climbed the stiff ascent, and stood on the arch through which the

Tochty ran, clear and sparkling, that summer evening.

“More than a century of Scots history has run since this bridge was

built, some of it sad enough; but, please God, we shall see good days

before they build the new bridge. What hinders the messenger? Kilspindie

expected to telegraph by five at latest, and now it's six o'clock.” The

doctor snuffed uneasily and wiped his eye-glasses. “I wish I had gone

down to Kildrummie. What's that, Carmichael, on the crest of the hill?

Your eyes are quicker than mine.”

“It's a man on horseback, and we'll soon know who he is, for he's riding

hard. I should recognize that horse. Why, it's Macfarlane's chestnut

that brings me up from the station in forty minutes and something to

spare, and Macfarlane's riding her himself. If the old chap hasn't

saddled a horse and ridden up to bring us the news post-haste! Isn't he

going! He would never come that speed if it were bad news. They've let

it out at the post office, as sure as we're standing here; and, look,

Macfarlane has seen us. He's waving his hat, doctor; the bill has

passed, and the Kirks are one.” They went down the other side of the

bridge, and Carmichael did not look at Dr. Davidson, for the doctor's

stately step was broken, and he was again polishing his eyeglasses.

The chestnut was covered with dust, and so was Macfarlane, and the mare

herself seemed to be triumphant when Macfarlane reined her in on the

other side of the bridge.

“Half expeckit to see you here, gentlemen,” for even Macfarlane, dealer

in horses, in coals, in manure, and hirer of carriages, was discomposed.

“Message came in at 6.48; had the mare ready; left at 6.60; done the

three miles in thirteen and a half minutes”--all this in one breath;

then, jumping off his horse and taking off his hat, “A telegram for you,

Dr. Davidson.”

He patted the chestnut on the neck for her good going, and tried to look

as if he did not know what was in the envelope. Dr. Davidson handed the

envelope to Carmichael, who understood the reason, and, stripping it

off, handed him the message.

“Quiet, lass, quiet!” said Macfarlane. Carmichael straightened himself,

and raised his hand to that weather-beaten soft hat of his, which was

the scandal of the Presbytery; the doctor unfolded the paper with a

shaking hand, a flush passed over his face, the tears--which already

were in his eyes--broke and rolled down his face, and he read out with

a trembling voice--“Bill carried by a majority of two hundred and

thirty-three. God bless the Kirk of Scotland, one again and for

ever!--Kilspindie.”

“Hip, hip, hurrah!” Carmichael was very young, but Macfarlane might

have known better, who was waving his cap with one hand and holding the

dancing mare with the other; while Hillocks was a spectacle of glory,

standing on the summit of the bridge and throwing in a hoarse shout.

Dr. Davidson took no part in the cheer, for he had turned aside and was

looking to the hill where the Parish Kirk peeped out from the trees, and

there were many thoughts in his mind.

“Dr. Davidson,” said Carmichael, still holding his hat in his hand, and

tuning his voice to affectionate respect, “you are minister this day

unto every man in the parish of Drumtochty, and you will add to all your

past kindnesses by letting me be your faithful assistant.”

The old man took Carmichael's hand in both his own, but for once he

could find no words.

“Ye saw them gang oot, doctor, and ye'll see them come back,” said

Hillocks, descending from the top of the bridge.

“I honoured them when they went out,” replied the doctor, finding speech

again, “and I love them coming back to their old Kirk.” It was agreed

between Carmichael and the doctor that half an hour from that time the

bells of the two kirks should be rung, and though neither bell dominated

more than the distance of three fields, Dr. Davidson declared that the

Free Church bell was distinctly audible in the kirkyard; while a group

of Free Kirk men gathered round their door remarked to one another that

they had never noticed before how sweet was the sound of the Old Kirk

bell. And they were speaking true, for the bells were ringing in their

hearts. While Parliament had been deliberating on the bill, the two

Kirks had been making their arrangements in faith for the uniting of

congregations, and it had already been determined that Dr. Davidson and

Carmichael should be joint ministers of the parish of Drumtochty, and

that the congregations should worship in the Parish Kirk. When there

was a will in Drumtochty there was always a way, and arrangements

were quickly made that the parish should gather again on the following

Sabbath into the kirk where their fathers had worshipped, and round

which the dust of generations lay. At eleven o'clock the Free Church

congregation met for the last time as a separate flock, in the building

which they had erected with great sacrifice, and which was sanctified by

many sacred memories; and then, after Carmichael had conducted a short

service, and Donald Menzies, one of the elders, had offered up a prayer

of thanksgiving wherein he carried the congregation with him to

the Mercy Seat, and moved even the stiffest, they sang the second

Paraphrase, “O God of Bethel! by whose hand,” and Carmichael pronounced

the benediction, with more than one pause between the words. Then they

went out through the door by which, more than a generation ago, the

congregation had entered, obeying their conscience, and testifying for

the freedom of Christ's Kirk. Without any marshalling or vain ceremony

they fell into a procession, and this was the order in which they went.

First came Carmichael in his gown and bands, his M.A. hood and college

cap, carrying in his hand his mother's Bible, and beside him Bumbrae,

Donald Menzies, Lauchlan Campbell, and the other elders, all dressed as

for the Sacrament. Behind them followed the choir, and then the people

as they pleased, family by family, parents and children together. Thrice

on the road they broke into singing, and these were the Psalms they

sang--the xcviii.--

“O sing a new song to the Lord,

For wonders He hath done:

His right hand and His holy arm

Him victory hath won”;

and the lxxxiv.--

“How lovely is Thy dwelling-place,

O Lord of hosts, to me!

The tabernacles of Thy grace

How pleasant, Lord, they be!”

and the cxxxiii.--

“Behold, how good a thing it is,

And how becoming well,

Together such as brethren are

In unity to dwell!”

They began to sing this Psalm as they were ascending the height on which

the Parish Kirk stood, and when they reached the top of the hill the

sound of the Psalm was still in the air. Then Carmichael and the elders

beheld a heartening spectacle. Dr. Davidson and, his people had also

met for worship in their kirk, and, being told by a swift messenger that

their brethren were at hand, they had come out through the kirkyard and

ranged themselves in two rows along the roadside; while in the centre

of the high road, and in front of his people, stood the parish minister,

with his ruling elder, Drum-sheugh, by his side. The two ministers faced

one another, and the people stood perfectly still; the glorious sunshine

poured down upon their heads, and on either side the fields were golden

unto the harvest. Clear but tender was Dr. Davidson's voice. “Reverend

and dearly-beloved brother, I greet you, your elders, and your

congregation in the name of the Lord, and, as senior minister of this

parish, I bid you welcome to the Kirk of Drumtochty.”

And then Carmichael--“Reverend and honoured father in the Gospel of

our Lord Jesus Christ, my people and I thank God that there is now one

congregation in Drumtochty, and that you are our minister.”

Drumsheugh grasped Bumbrae's hand, but what passed between those two

worthy men no one heard, and then Dr. Davidson and Carmichael headed the

united procession, with the elders behind them; and as they moved down

the sideway between the hedges, the Old Kirk folk fell in with the Free

Kirk, so that they passed through the kirkyard one united company, and

as they went they sang the Psalm cxxii.--

“I joy'd when to the house of God,

Go up, they said to me.

Jerusalem, within thy gates

Our feet shall standing be.”

And by a happy coincidence they were singing the last words as the

ministers and elders went in through the door--

“Now, for my friends' and brethren's sakes,

Peace be in thee, I'll say.

And for the house of God our Lord,

I'll seek thy good alway.”

It had been arranged between them, who were indeed as father and son,

that Dr. Davidson should take the service and Carmichael should preach

the sermon, and when the people were all seated, neither Established nor

Free now, but all Scots Kirk men with one heart, one faith, one love,

Dr. Davidson gave out another of the glorious Psalms, whose ancient

traditions and wealth of spiritual emotion had served the people so well

that day.

“Let us worship God this day, and sing unto the praise of His glorious

name Psalm cxxvi.”

“When Sion's bondage God turn'd back,

As men that dream'd were we.”

But he was not able to read further, and the congregation, who

understood, and whose own hearts were full, broke into the singing; and

at the noise thereof Carmichael awoke, for it was only a dream.

“What might have been,” he said to himself, with wistful regret, as he

descended the hill, and then his heart lifted, “and, please God, what is

going to be before my day is done.”

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