CHAPTER LXXV.

Rouge et Noir.

Alice insisted on being left up in the churchyard, urging that she

wanted to "think about it all," but, in truth, fearing that she might

not be able to carry herself well, if she were to walk down with her

lover to the hotel. To this he made no objection, and, on reaching

the inn, met Mr. Palliser in the hall. Mr. Palliser was already

inspecting the arrangement of certain large trunks which had been

brought down-stairs, and was preparing for their departure. He was

going about the house, with a nervous solicitude to do something,

and was flattering himself that he was of use. As he could not

be Chancellor of the Exchequer, and as, by the nature of his

disposition, some employment was necessary to him, he was looking to

the cording of the boxes. "Good morning! good morning!" he said to

Grey, hardly looking at him, as though time were too precious with

him to allow of his turning his eyes upon his friend. "I am going up

to the station to see after a carriage for to-morrow. Perhaps you'll

come with me." To this proposition Mr. Grey assented. "Sometimes, you

know," continued Mr. Palliser, "the springs of the carriages are so

very rough." Then, in a very few words, Mr. Grey told him what had

been his own morning's work. He hated secrets and secrecy, and as the

Pallisers knew well what had brought him upon their track, it was,

he thought, well that they should know that he had been successful.

Mr. Palliser congratulated him very cordially, and then, running

up-stairs for his gloves or his stick, or, more probably, that he

might give his wife one other caution as to her care of herself, he

told her also that Alice had yielded at last. "Of course she has,"

said Lady Glencora.

"I really didn't think she would," said he.

"That's because you don't understand things of that sort," said

his wife. Then the caution was repeated, the mother of the future

duke was kissed, and Mr. Palliser went off on his mission about the

carriage, its cushions, and its springs. In the course of their walk

Mr. Palliser suggested that, as things were settled so pleasantly,

Mr. Grey might as well return with them to England, and to this

suggestion Mr. Grey assented.

Alice remained alone for nearly an hour, looking out upon the rough

sides and gloomy top of Mount Pilate. No one disturbed her in the

churchyard,--no steps were heard along the tombstones,--no voice

sounded through the cloisters. She was left in perfect solitude to

think of the past, and form her plans of the future. Was she happy,

now that the manner of her life to come was thus settled for her;

that all further question as to the disposal of herself was taken

out of her hands, and that her marriage with a man she loved was so

firmly arranged that no further folly of her own could disarrange

it? She was happy, though she was slow to confess her happiness to

herself. She was happy, and she was resolute in this,--that she would

now do all she could to make him happy also. And there must now,

she acknowledged, be an end to her pride,--to that pride which had

hitherto taught her to think that she could more wisely follow her

own guidance than that of any other who might claim to guide her. She

knew now that she must follow his guidance. She had found her master,

as we sometimes say, and laughed to herself with a little inward

laughter as she confessed that it was so. She was from henceforth

altogether in his hands. If he chose to tell her that they were to be

married at Michaelmas, or at Christmas, or on Lady Day, they would,

of course, be married accordingly. She had taken her fling at having

her own will, and she and all her friends had seen what had come of

it. She had assumed the command of the ship, and had thrown it upon

the rocks, and she felt that she never ought to take the captain's

place again. It was well for her that he who was to be captain was

one whom she respected as thoroughly as she loved him.

She would write to her father at once,--to her father and Lady

Macleod,--and would confess everything. She felt that she owed it to

them that they should be told by herself that they had been right and

that she had been wrong. Hitherto she had not mentioned to either of

them the fact that Mr. Grey was with them in Switzerland. And, then,

what must she do as to Lady Midlothian? As to Lady Midlothian, she

would do nothing. Lady Midlothian, of course, would triumph;--would

jump upon her, as Lady Glencora had once expressed it, with very

triumphant heels,--would try to patronize her, or, which would be

almost worse, would make a parade of her forgiveness. But she would

have nothing to do with Lady Midlothian, unless, indeed, Mr. Grey

should order it. Then she laughed at herself again with that inward

laughter, and, rising from her seat, proceeded to walk down the hill

to the hotel.

"Vanquished at last!" said Lady Glencora, as Alice entered the room.

"Yes, vanquished; if you like to call it so," said Alice.

"It is not what I call it, but what you feel it," said the other.

"Do you think that I don't know you well enough to be sure that you

regard yourself now as an unfortunate prisoner,--as a captive taken

in war, to be led away in triumph, without any hope of a ransom? I

know that it is quite a misery to you that you should be made a happy

woman of at last. I understand it all, my dear, and my heart bleeds

for you."

"Of course; I knew that was the way you would treat me."

"In what way would you have me treat you? If I were to hug you with

joy, and tell you how good he is, and how fortunate you are,--if I

were to praise him, and bid you triumph in your success, as might be

expected on such an occasion,--you would put on a long face at once,

and tell me that though the thing is to be, it would be much better

that the thing shouldn't be. Don't I know you, Alice?"

"I shouldn't have said that;--not now."

"I believe in my heart you would;--that, or something like it. But I

do wish you joy all the same, and you may say what you please. He has

got you in his power now, and I don't think even you can go back."

"No; I shall not go back again."

"I would join with Lady Midlothian in putting you into a madhouse,

if you did. But I am so glad; I am, indeed. I was afraid to the

last,--terribly afraid; you are so hard and so proud. I don't mean

hard to me, dear. You have never been half hard enough to me. But you

are hard to yourself, and, upon my word, you have been hard to him.

What a deal you will have to make up to him!"

"I feel that I ought to stand before him always as a penitent,--in a

white sheet."

"He will like it better, I dare say, if you will sit upon his knee.

Some penitents do, you know. And how happy you will be! He'll never

explain the sugar-duties to you, and there'll be no Mr. Bott at

Nethercoats." They sat together the whole morning,--while Mr. Palliser

was seeing to the springs and cushions,--and by degrees Alice began

to enjoy her happiness. As she did so her friend enjoyed it with her,

and at last they had something of the comfort and excitement which

such an occasion should give. "I'll tell you what, Alice; you shall

come and be married at Matching, in August, or perhaps September.

That's the only way in which I can be present; and if we can bespeak

some sun, we'll have the breakfast out in the ruins."

On the following morning they all started together, a first-class

compartment having been taken for the Palliser family, and a

second-class compartment close to them for the Palliser servants. Mr.

Palliser, as he slowly handed his wife in, was a triumphant man; as

was also Mr. Grey, as he handed in his lady-love, though, in a manner,

much less manifest. We may say that both the gentlemen had been

very fortunate while at Lucerne. Mr. Palliser had come abroad with a

feeling that all the world had been cut from under his feet. A great

change was needed for his wife, and he had acknowledged at once that

everything must be made to yield to that necessity. He certainly

had his reward,--now in his triumphant return. Terrible troubles

had afflicted him as he went, which seemed now to have dissipated

themselves altogether. When he thought of Burgo Fitzgerald he

remembered him only as a poor, unfortunate fellow, for whom he should

be glad to do something, if the doing of anything were only in his

power; and he had in his pocket a letter which he had that morning

received from the Duke of St. Bungay, marked private and confidential,

which was in its nature very private and confidential, and in which

he was told that Lord Brock and Mr. Finespun were totally at variance

about French wines. Mr. Finespun wanted to do something, now in the

recess,--to send some political agent over to France,--to which Lord

Brock would not agree; and no one knew what would be the consequence

of this disagreement. Here might be another chance,--if only Mr.

Palliser could give up his winter in Italy! Mr. Palliser, as he took

his place opposite his wife, was very triumphant.

And Mr. Grey was triumphant, as he placed himself gently in his seat

opposite to Alice. He seemed to assume no right, as he took that

position apparently because it was the one which came naturally to

his lot. No one would have been made aware that Alice was his own

simply by seeing his arrangements for her comfort. He made no loud

assertion as to his property and his rights, as some men do. He was

quiet and subdued in his joy, but not the less was he triumphant.

From the day on which Alice had accepted his first offer,--nay, from

an earlier day than that; from the day on which he had first resolved

to make it, down to the present hour, he had never been stirred from

his purpose. By every word that he had said, and by every act that he

had done, he had shown himself to be unmoved by that episode in their

joint lives, which Alice's other friends had regarded as so fatal.

When she first rejected him, he would not take his rejection. When

she told him that she intended to marry her cousin, he silently

declined to believe that such marriage would ever take place. He had

never given her up for a day, and now the event proved that he had

been right. Alice was happy, very happy; but she was still disposed

to regard her lover as Fate, and her happiness as an enforced

necessity.

They stopped a night at Basle, and again she stood upon the balcony.

He was close to her as she stood there,--so close that, putting out

her hand for his, she was able to take it and press it closely. "You

are thinking of something, Alice," he said. "What is it?"

"It was here," she said--"here, on this very balcony, that I first

rebelled against you, and now you have brought me here that I should

confess and submit on the same spot. I do confess. How am I to thank

you for forgiving me?"

[Illustration: "How am I to thank you for forgiving me?"]

On the following morning they went on to Baden-Baden, and there they

stopped for a couple of days. Lady Glencora had positively refused

to stop a day at Basle, making so many objections to the place that

her husband had at last yielded. "I could go from Vienna to London

without feeling it," she said, with indignation; "and to tell me that

I can't do two easy days' journey running!" Mr. Palliser had been

afraid to be imperious, and therefore, immediately on his arrival at

one of the stations in Basle, he had posted across the town, in the

heat and the dust, to look after the cushions and the springs at the

other.

"I've a particular favour to ask of you," Lady Glencora said to

her husband, as soon as they were alone together in their rooms at

Baden. Mr. Palliser declared that he would grant her any particular

favour,--only premising that he was not to be supposed to have

thereby committed himself to any engagement under which his wife

should have authority to take any exertion upon herself. "I wish I

were a milkmaid," said Lady Glencora.

"But you are not a milkmaid, my dear. You haven't been brought up

like a milkmaid."

But what was the favour? If she would only ask for jewels,--though

they were the Grand Duchess's diamond eardrops, he would endeavour

to get them for her. If she would have quaffed molten pearls, like

Cleopatra, he would have procured the beverage,--having first

fortified himself with a medical opinion as to the fitness of the

drink for a lady in her condition. There was no expenditure that

he would not willingly incur for her, nothing costly that he would

grudge. But when she asked for a favour, he was always afraid of an

imprudence. Very possibly she might want to drink beer in an open

garden.

And her request was, at last, of this nature: "I want you to take me

up to the gambling-rooms!" said she.

"The gambling-rooms!" said Mr. Palliser in dismay.

"Yes, Plantagenet; the gambling-rooms. If you had been with me

before, I should not have made a fool of myself by putting my piece

of money on the table. I want to see the place; but then I saw

nothing, because I was so frightened when I found that I was

winning."

Mr. Palliser was aware that all the world of Baden,--or rather the

world of the strangers at Baden,--assembles itself in those salons.

It may be also that he himself was curious to see how men looked

when they lost their own money, or won that of others. He knew how a

Minister looked when he lost or gained a tax. He was familiar with

millions and tens of millions in a committee of the whole House. He

knew the excitement of a near division upon the estimates. But he

had never yet seen a poor man stake his last napoleon, and rake back

from off the table a small hatful of gold. A little exercise after an

early dinner was, he had been told, good for his wife; and he agreed

therefore that, on their second evening at Baden, they would all walk

up and see the play.

"Perhaps I shall get back my napoleon," said Glencora to Alice.

"And perhaps I shall be forgiven when somebody sees how difficult it

is to manage you," said Alice, looking at Mr. Palliser.

"She isn't in earnest," said Mr. Palliser, almost fearing the result

of the experiment.

"I don't know that," said Lady Glencora.

They started together, Mr. Palliser with his wife, and Mr. Grey with

Alice on his arm, and found all the tables at work. They at first

walked through the different rooms, whispering to each other their

comments on the people that they saw, and listening to the quick,

low, monotonous words of the croupiers as they arranged and presided

over the games. Each table was closely surrounded by its own crowd,

made up of players, embryo players, and simple lookers-on, so that

they could not see much as they walked. But this was not enough for

Lady Glencora. She was anxious to know what these men and women were

doing,--to see whether the croupiers wore horns on their heads and

were devils indeed,--to behold the faces of those who were wretched

and of those who were triumphant,--to know how the thing was

done, and to learn something of that lesson in life. "Let us stand

here a moment," she said to her husband, arresting him at one corner

of the table which had the greatest crowd. "We shall be able to see

in a few minutes." So he stood with her there, giving way to Alice,

who went in front with his wife; and in a minute or two an aperture

was made, so that they could all see the marked cloth, and the money

lying about, and the rakes on the table, and the croupier skilfully

dealing his cards, and,--more interesting than all the rest, the

faces of those who were playing. Grey looked on, over Alice's

shoulder, very attentively,--as did Palliser also,--but both of them

kept their eyes upon the ministers of the work. Alice and Glencora

did the same at first, but as they gained courage they glanced round

upon the gamblers.

It was a long table, having, of course, four corners, and at the

corner appropriated by them they were partly opposite to the man who

dealt the cards. The corner answering to theirs at the other end was

the part of the table most removed from their sight, and that on

which their eyes fell last. As Lady Glencora stood she could hardly

see,--indeed, at first she could not see,--one or two who were

congregated at this spot. Mr. Palliser, who was behind her, could not

see them at all. But to Alice,--and to Mr. Grey, had he cared about

it,--every face at the table was visible except the faces of those

who were immediately close to them. Before long Alice's attention

was riveted on the action and countenance of one young man who sat

at that other corner. He was leaning, at first listlessly, over the

table, dressed in a velveteen jacket, and with his round-topped hat

brought far over his eyes, so that she could not fully see his face.

But she had hardly begun to observe him before he threw back his

hat, and taking some pieces of gold from under his left hand, which

lay upon the table, pushed three or four of them on to one of the

divisions marked on the cloth. He seemed to show no care, as others

did, as to the special spot which they should occupy. Many were very

particular in this respect, placing their ventures on the lines, so

as to share the fortunes of two compartments, or sometimes of four;

or they divided their coins, taking three or four numbers, selecting

the numbers with almost grotesque attention to some imagined rule of

their own. But this man let his gold go all together, and left it

where his half-stretched rake deposited it by chance. Alice could

not but look at his face. His eyes she could see were bloodshot, and

his hair, when he pushed back his hat, was rough and dishevelled;

but still there was that in his face which no woman could see and

not regard. It was a face which at once prepossessed her in his

favour,--as it had always prepossessed all others. On this occasion

he had won his money, and Alice saw him drag it in as lazily as he

had pushed it out.

"Do you see that little Frenchman?" said Lady Glencora. "He has

just made half a napoleon, and has walked off with it. Isn't it

interesting? I could stay here all the night." Then she turned round

to whisper something to her husband, and Alice's eyes again fell on

the face of the man at the other end of the table. After he had won

his money, he had allowed the game to go on for a turn without any

action on his part. The gold again went under his hand, and he

lounged forward with his hat over his eyes. One of the croupiers had

said a word, as though calling his attention to the game, but he

had merely shaken his head. But when the fate of the next turn had

been decided, he again roused himself, and on this occasion, as far

as Alice could see, pushed his whole stock forward with the rake.

There was a little mass of gold, and, from his manner of placing it,

all might see that he left its position to chance. One piece had

got beyond its boundary, and the croupier pushed it back with some

half-expressed inquiry as to his correctness. "All right," said a

voice in English. Then Lady Glencora started and clutched Alice's arm

with her hand. Mr. Palliser was explaining to Mr. Grey, behind them,

something about German finance as connected with gambling-tables, and

did not hear the voice, or see his wife's motion. I need hardly tell

the reader that the gambler was Burgo Fitzgerald.

But Lady Glencora said not a word,--not as yet. She looked forward

very gently, but still with eager eyes, till she could just see

the face she knew so well. His hat was now pushed back, and his

countenance had lost its listlessness. He watched narrowly the face

of the man as he told out the amount of the cards as they were dealt.

He did not try to hide his anxiety, and when, after the telling of

some six or seven cards, he heard a certain number named, and a

certain colour called, he made some exclamation which even Glencora

could not hear. And then another croupier put down, close to Burgo's

money, certain rolls of gold done up in paper, and also certain loose

napoleons.

"Why doesn't he take it?" said Lady Glencora.

"He is taking it," said Alice, not at all knowing the cause of her

cousin's anxiety.

Burgo had paused a moment, and then prepared to rake the money to

him; but as he did so, he changed his mind, and pushed it all back

again,--now, on this occasion, being very careful to place it on its

former spot. Both Alice and Glencora could see that a man at his

elbow was dissuading him,--had even attempted to stop the arm which

held the rake. But Burgo shook him off, speaking to him some word

roughly, and then again he steadied the rolls upon their appointed

place. The croupier who had paused for a moment now went on quickly

with his cards, and in two minutes the fate of Burgo's wealth was

decided. It was all drawn back by the croupier's unimpassioned rake,

and the rolls of gold were restored to the tray from whence they had

been taken.

Burgo looked up and smiled at them all round the table. By this

time most of those who stood around were looking at him. He was a

man who gathered eyes upon him wherever he might be, or whatever

he was doing; and it had been clear that he was very intent upon

his fortune, and on the last occasion the amount staked had been

considerable. He knew that men and women were looking at him, and

therefore he smiled faintly as he turned his eyes round the table.

Then he got up, and, putting his hands in his trousers pockets,

whistled as he walked away. His companion followed him, and laid a

hand upon his shoulder; but Burgo shook him off, and would not turn

round. He shook him off, and walked on whistling, the length of the

whole salon.

"Alice," said Lady Glencora, "it is Burgo Fitzgerald." Mr. Palliser

had gone so deep into that question of German finance that he had not

at all noticed the gambler. "Alice, what can we do for him? It is

Burgo," said Lady Glencora.

Many eyes were now watching him. Used as he was to the world and to

misfortune, he was not successful in his attempt to bear his loss

with a show of indifference. The motion of his head, the position of

his hands, the tone of his whistling, all told the tale. Even the

unimpassioned croupiers furtively cast an eye after him, and a very

big Guard, in a cocked hat, and uniform, and sword, who hitherto

had hardly been awake, seemed evidently to be interested by his

movements. If there is to be a tragedy at these places,--and

tragedies will sometimes occur,--it is always as well that the tragic

scene should be as far removed as possible from the salons, in order

that the public eye should not suffer.

Lady Glencora and Alice had left their places, and had shrunk back,

almost behind a pillar. "Is it he, in truth?" Alice asked.

"In very truth," said Glencora. "What can I do? Can I do anything?

Look at him, Alice. If he were to destroy himself, what should I do

then?"

Burgo, conscious that he was the regarded of all eyes, turned round

upon his heel and again walked the length of the salon. He knew well

that he had not a franc left in his possession, but still he laughed

and still he whistled. His companion, whoever he might be, had slunk

away from him, not caring to share the notoriety which now attended

him.

"What shall I do, Alice?" said Lady Glencora, with her eyes still

fixed on him who had been her lover.

"Tell Mr. Palliser," whispered Alice.

Lady Glencora immediately ran up to her husband, and took him away

from Mr. Grey. Rapidly she told her story,--with such rapidity that Mr.

Palliser could hardly get in a word. "Do something for him;--do, do.

Unless I know that something is done, I shall die. You needn't be

afraid."

"I'm not afraid," said Mr. Palliser.

Lady Glencora, as she went on quickly, got hold of her husband's

hand, and caressed it. "You are so good," said she. "Don't let him

out of your sight. There; he is going. I will go home with Mr. Grey.

I will be ever so good; I will, indeed. You know what he'll want, and

for my sake you'll let him have it. But don't let him gamble. If you

could only get him home to England, and then do something. You owe

him something, Plantagenet; do you not?"

"If money can do anything, he shall have it."

"God bless you, dearest! I shall never see him again; but if you

could save him! There;--he is going now. Go;--go." She pushed him

forward, and then retreating, put her arm within Mr. Grey's, still

keeping her eye upon her husband.

Burgo, when he first got to the door leading out of the salon,

had paused a moment, and, turning round, had encountered the big

gendarme close to him. "Well, old Buffer, what do you want?" said

he, accosting the man in English. The big gendarme simply walked on

through the door, and said nothing. Then Burgo also passed out, and

Mr. Palliser quickly went after him. They were now in the large front

salon, from whence the chief door of the building opened out upon the

steps. Through this door Burgo went without pausing, and Mr. Palliser

went after him. They both walked to the end of the row of buildings,

and then Burgo, leaving the broad way, turned into a little path

which led up through the trees to the hills. That hillside among the

trees is a popular resort at Baden, during the day; but now, at nine

in the evening, it was deserted. Palliser did not press on the other

man, but followed him, and did not accost Burgo till he had thrown

himself on the grass beneath a tree.

"You are in trouble, I fear, Mr. Fitzgerald," said Mr. Palliser, as

soon as he was close at Burgo's feet.

"We will go home. Mr. Palliser has something to do," said Lady

Glencora to Mr. Grey, as soon as the two men had disappeared from her

sight.

"Is that a friend of Mr. Palliser?" said Mr. Grey.

"Yes;--that is, he knows him, and is interested about him. Alice,

shall we go home? Oh! Mr. Grey, you must not ask any questions.

He,--Mr. Palliser, will tell you everything when he sees you,--that

is, if there is anything to be told." Then they all went home, and

soon separated for the night. "Of course I shall sit up for him,"

said Lady Glencora to Alice, "but I will do it in my own room. You

can tell Mr. Grey, if you like." But Alice told nothing to Mr. Grey,

nor did Mr. Grey ask any questions.

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