CHAPTER LIX.

The Duke of St. Bungay in Search of a Minister.

It was the butler who had knocked,--showing that the knock was of

more importance than it would have been had it been struck by the

knuckles of the footman in livery. "If you please, sir, the Duke of

St. Bungay is here."

"The Duke of St. Bungay!" said Mr. Palliser, becoming rather red as he

heard the announcement.

"Yes, sir, his grace is in the library. He bade me tell you that he

particularly wanted to see you; so I told him that you were with my

lady."

"Quite right; tell his grace that I will be with him in two minutes."

Then the butler retired, and Mr. Palliser was again alone with his

wife.

"I must go now, my dear," he said; "and perhaps I shall not see you

again till the evening."

"Don't let me put you out in any way," she answered.

"Oh no;--you won't put me out. You will be dressing, I suppose, about

nine."

"I did not mean as to that," she answered. "You must not think

more of Italy. He has come to tell you that you are wanted in the

Cabinet."

Again he turned very red. "It may be so," he answered, "but though

I am wanted, I need not go. But I must not keep the duke waiting.

Good-bye." And he turned to the door.

She followed him and took hold of him as he went, so that he was

forced to turn to her once again. She managed to get hold of both

his hands, and pressed them closely, looking up into his face with

her eyes laden with tears. He smiled at her gently, returned the

pressure of the hands, and then left her,--without kissing her. It

was not that he was minded not to kiss her. He would have kissed her

willingly enough had he thought that the occasion required it. "He

says that he loves me," said Lady Glencora to herself, "but he does

not know what love means."

But she was quite aware that he had behaved to her with genuine, true

nobility. As soon as she was alone and certain of her solitude, she

took out that letter from her pocket, and tearing it into very small

fragments, without reading it, threw the pieces on the fire. As she

did so, her mind seemed to be fixed, at any rate, to one thing,--that

she would think no more of Burgo Fitzgerald as her future master. I

think, however, that she had arrived at so much certainty as this,

at that moment in which she had been parting with Burgo Fitzgerald,

in Lady Monk's dining-room. She had had courage enough,--or shall we

rather say sin enough,--to think of going with him,--to tell herself

that she would do so; to put herself in the way of doing it; nay, she

had had enough of both to enable her to tell her husband that she had

resolved that it would be good for her to do so. But she was neither

bold enough nor wicked enough to do the thing. As she had said of her

own idea of destroying herself,--she did not dare to take the plunge.

Therefore, knowing now that it was so, she tore up the letter that

she had carried so long, and burnt it in the fire.

She had in truth told him everything, believing that in doing so she

was delivering her own death-warrant as regarded her future position

in his house. She had done this, not hoping thereby for any escape;

not with any purpose as regarded herself, but simply because deceit

had been grievous to her, and had become unendurable as soon as

his words and manner had in them any feeling of kindness. But her

confession had no sooner been made than her fault had been forgiven.

She had told him that she did not love him. She had told him, even,

that she had thought of leaving him. She had justified by her own

words any treatment of his, however harsh, which he might choose

to practise. But the result had been--the immediate result--that

he had been more tender to her than she had ever remembered him to

be before. She knew that he had conquered her. However cold and

heartless his home might be to her, it must be her home now. There

could be no further thought of leaving him. She had gone out into the

tiltyard and had tilted with him, and he had been the victor.

Mr. Palliser himself had not time for much thought before he found

himself closeted with the Duke; but as he crossed the hall and went

up the stairs, a thought or two did pass quickly across his mind. She

had confessed to him, and he had forgiven her. He did not feel quite

sure that he had been right, but he did feel quite sure that the

thing had been done. He recognized it for a fact that, as regarded

the past, no more was to be said. There were to be no reproaches,

and there must be some tacit abandoning of Mrs. Marsham's close

attendance. As to Mr. Bott;--he had begun to hate Mr. Bott, and had

felt cruelly ungrateful, when that gentleman endeavoured to whisper a

word into his ear as he passed through the doorway into Lady Monk's

dining-room. And he had offered to go abroad,--to go abroad and

leave his politics, and his ambition, and his coming honours. He

had persisted in his offer, even after his wife had suggested to

him that the Duke of St. Bungay was now in the house with the object

of offering him that very thing for which he had so longed! As he

thought of this his heart became heavy within him. Such chances,--so

he told himself,--do not come twice in a man's way. When returning

from a twelvemonth's residence abroad he would be nobody in politics.

He would have lost everything for which he had been working all his

life. But he was a man of his word, and as he opened the library door

he was resolute,--he thought that he could be resolute in adhering to

his promise.

"Duke," he said, "I'm afraid I have kept you waiting." And the two

political allies shook each other by the hand.

The Duke was in a glow of delight. There had been no waiting. He was

only too glad to find his friend at home. He had been prepared to

wait, even if Mr. Palliser had been out. "And I suppose you guess why

I'm come?" said the Duke.

"I would rather be told than have to guess," said Mr. Palliser,

smiling for a moment. But the smile quickly passed off his face as he

remembered his pledge to his wife.

"He has resigned at last. What was said in the Lords last night made

it necessary that he should do so, or that Lord Brock should declare

himself able to support him through thick and thin. Of course, I can

tell you everything now. He must have gone, or I must have done so.

You know that I don't like him in the Cabinet. I admire his character

and his genius, but I think him the most dangerous man in England as

a statesman. He has high principles,--the very highest; but they are

so high as to be out of sight to ordinary eyes. They are too exalted

to be of any use for everyday purposes. He is honest as the sun, I'm

sure; but it's just like the sun's honesty,--of a kind which we men

below can't quite understand or appreciate. He has no instinct in

politics, but reaches his conclusions by philosophical deduction.

Now, in politics, I would a deal sooner trust to instinct than to

calculation. I think he may probably know how England ought to be

governed three centuries hence better than any man living, but of the

proper way to govern it now, I think he knows less. Brock half likes

him and half fears him. He likes the support of his eloquence, and he

likes the power of the man; but he fears his restless activity, and

thoroughly dislikes his philosophy. At any rate, he has left us, and

I am here to ask you to take his place."

The Duke, as he concluded his speech, was quite contented, and

almost jovial. He was thoroughly satisfied with the new political

arrangement which he was proposing. He regarded Mr. Palliser as a

steady, practical man of business, luckily young, and therefore with

a deal of work in him, belonging to the race from which English

ministers ought, in his opinion, to be taken, and as being, in some

respects, his own pupil. He had been the first to declare aloud that

Plantagenet Palliser was the coming Chancellor of the Exchequer; and

it had been long known, though no such declaration had been made

aloud, that the Duke did not sit comfortably in the same Cabinet with

the gentleman who had now resigned. Everything had now gone as the

Duke wished; and he was prepared to celebrate some little ovation

with his young friend before he left the house in Park Lane.

"And who goes out with him?" asked Mr. Palliser, putting off the evil

moment of his own decision; but before the Duke could answer him, he

had reminded himself that under his present circumstances he had no

right to ask such a question. His own decision could not rest upon

that point. "But it does not matter," he said; "I am afraid I must

decline the offer you bring me."

"Decline it!" said the Duke, who could not have been more surprised

had his friend talked of declining heaven.

"I fear I must." The Duke had now risen from his chair, and was

standing, with both his hands upon the table. All his contentment,

all his joviality, had vanished. His fine round face had become

almost ludicrously long; his eyes and mouth were struggling to convey

reproach, and the reproach was almost drowned in vexation. Ever since

Parliament had met he had been whispering Mr. Palliser's name into

the Prime Minister's ear, and now--. But he could not, and would not,

believe it. "Nonsense, Palliser," he said. "You must have got some

false notion into your head. There can be no possible reason why you

should not join us. Finespun himself will support us, at any rate

for a time." Mr. Finespun was the gentleman whose retirement from the

ministry the Duke of St. Bungay had now announced.

"It is nothing of that kind," said Mr. Palliser, who perhaps felt

himself quite equal to the duties proposed to him, even though Mr.

Finespun should not support him. "It is nothing of that kind;--it is

no fear of that sort that hinders me."

"Then, for mercy's sake, what is it? My dear Palliser, I looked upon

you as being as sure in this matter as myself; and I had a right

to do so. You certainly intended to join us a month ago, if the

opportunity offered. You certainly did."

"It is true, Duke. I must ask you to listen to me now, and I must

tell you what I would not willingly tell to any man." As Mr. Palliser

said this a look of agony came over his face. There are men who can

talk easily of all their most inmost matters, but he was not such

a man. It went sorely against the grain with him to speak of the

sorrow of his home, even to such a friend as the Duke; but it was

essentially necessary to him that he should justify himself.

"Upon my word," said the Duke, "I can't understand that there should

be any reason strong enough to make you throw your party over."

"I have promised to take my wife abroad."

"Is that it?" said the Duke, looking at him with surprise, but at the

same time with something of returning joviality in his face. "Nobody

thinks of going abroad at this time of the year. Of course, you can

get away for a time when Parliament breaks up."

"But I have promised to go at once."

"Then, considering your position, you have made a promise which it

behoves you to break. I am sure Lady Glencora will see it in that

light."

"You do not quite understand me, and I am afraid I must trouble you

to listen to matters which, under other circumstances, it would

be impertinent in me to obtrude upon you." A certain stiffness of

demeanour, and measured propriety of voice, much at variance with his

former manner, came upon him as he said this.

"Of course, Palliser, I don't want to interfere for a moment."

"If you will allow me, Duke. My wife has told me that, this morning,

which makes me feel that absence from England is requisite for her

present comfort. I was with her when you came, and had just promised

her that she should go."

"But, Palliser, think of it. If this were a small matter, I would

not press you; but a man in your position has public duties. He owes

his services to his country. He has no right to go back, if it be

possible that he should so do."

"When a man has given his word, it cannot be right that he should go

back from that."

"Of course not. But a man may be absolved from a promise. Lady

Glencora--"

"My wife would, of course, absolve me. It is not that. Her happiness

demands it, and it is partly my fault that it is so. I cannot explain

to you more fully why it is that I must give up the great object for

which I have striven with all my strength."

"Oh, no!" said the Duke. "If you are sure that it is imperative--"

"It is imperative."

"I could give you twenty-four hours, you know." Mr. Palliser did

not answer at once, and the Duke thought that he saw some sign of

hesitation. "I suppose it would not be possible that I should speak

to Lady Glencora?"

"It could be of no avail, Duke. She would only declare, at the first

word, that she would remain in London; but it would not be the less

my duty on that account to take her abroad."

"Well; I can't say. Of course, I can't say. Such an opportunity may

not come twice in a man's life. And at your age too! You are throwing

away from you the finest political position that the world can offer

to the ambition of any man. No one at your time of life has had such

a chance within my memory. That a man under thirty should be thought

fit to be Chancellor of the Exchequer, and should refuse it,--because

he wants to take his wife abroad! Palliser, if she were dying, you

should remain under such an emergency as this. She might go, but you

should remain."

Mr. Palliser remained silent for a moment or two in his chair; he then

rose and walked towards the window, as he spoke. "There are things

worse than death," he said, when his back was turned. His voice was

very low, and there was a tear in his eye as he spoke them; the words

were indeed whispered, but the Duke heard them, and felt that he

could not press him any more on the subject of his wife.

"And must this be final?" said the Duke.

"I think it must. But your visit here has come so quickly on my

resolution to go abroad,--which, in truth, was only made ten minutes

before your name was brought to me,--that I believe I ought to ask

for a portion of those twenty-four hours which you have offered me. A

small portion will be enough. Will you see me, if I come to you this

evening, say at eight? If the House is up in the Lords I will go to

you in St. James's Square."

"We shall be sitting after eight, I think."

"Then I will see you there. And, Duke, I must ask you to think of me

in this matter as a friend should think, and not as though we were

bound together only by party feeling."

"I will,--I will."

"I have told you what I shall never whisper to any one else."

"I think you know that you are safe with me."

"I am sure of it. And, Duke, I can tell you that the sacrifice to me

will be almost more than I can bear. This thing that you have offered

me to-day is the only thing that I have ever coveted. I have thought

of it and worked for it, have hoped and despaired, have for moments

been vain enough to think that it was within my strength, and have

been wretched for weeks together because I have told myself that it

was utterly beyond me."

"As to that, neither Brock nor I, nor any of us, have any doubt.

Finespun himself says that you are the man."

"I am much obliged to them. But I say all this simply that you may

understand how imperative is the duty which, as I think, requires me

to refuse the offer."

"But you haven't refused as yet," said the Duke. "I shall wait at the

House for you, whether they are sitting or not. And endeavour to join

us. Do the best you can. I will say nothing as to that duty of which

you speak; but if it can be made compatible with your public service,

pray--pray let it be done. Remember how much such a one as you owes

to his country." Then the Duke went, and Mr. Palliser was alone.

He had not been alone before since the revelation which had been made

to him by his wife, and the words she had spoken were still sounding

in his ears. "I do love Burgo Fitzgerald;--I do! I do! I do!" They

were not pleasant words for a young husband to hear. Men there are,

no doubt, whose nature would make them more miserable under the

infliction than it had made Plantagenet Palliser. He was calm,

without strong passion, not prone to give to words a stronger

significance than they should bear;--and he was essentially

unsuspicious. Never for a moment had he thought, even while those

words were hissing in his ears, that his wife had betrayed his

honour. Nevertheless, there was that at his heart, as he remembered

those words, which made him feel that the world was almost too heavy

for him. For the first quarter of an hour after the Duke's departure

he thought more of his wife and of Burgo Fitzgerald than he did of

Lord Brock and Mr. Finespun. But of this he was aware,--that he had

forgiven his wife; that he had put his arm round her and embraced her

after hearing her confession,--and that she, mutely, with her eyes,

had promised him that she would do her best for him. Then something

of an idea of love came across his heart, and he acknowledged to

himself that he had married without loving or without requiring love.

Much of all this had been his own fault. Indeed, had not the whole

of it come from his own wrong-doing? He acknowledged that it was so.

But now,--now he loved her. He felt that he could not bear to part

with her, even if there were no question of public scandal, or of

disgrace. He had been torn inwardly by that assertion that she loved

another man. She had got at his heart-strings at last. There are men

who may love their wives, though they never can have been in love

before their marriage.

When the Duke had been gone about an hour, and when, under ordinary

circumstances, it would have been his time to go down to the House,

he took his hat and walked into the Park. He made his way across Hyde

Park, and into Kensington Gardens, and there he remained for an hour,

walking up and down beneath the elms. The quidnuncs of the town, who

chanced to see him, and who had heard something of the political

movements of the day, thought, no doubt, that he was meditating his

future ministerial career. But he had not been there long before he

had resolved that no ministerial career was at present open to him.

"It has been my own fault," he said, as he returned to his house,

"and with God's help I will mend it, if it be possible."

But he was a slow man, and he did not go off instantly to the Duke.

He had given himself to eight o'clock, and he took the full time.

He could not go down to the House of Commons because men would make

inquiries of him which he would find it difficult to answer. So he

dined at home, alone. He had told his wife that he would see her at

nine, and before that hour he would not go to her. He sat alone till

it was time for him to get into his brougham, and thought it all

over. That seat in the Cabinet and Chancellorship of the Exchequer,

which he had so infinitely desired, were already done with. There was

no doubt about that. It might have been better for him not to have

married; but now that he was married, and that things had brought

him untowardly to this pass, he knew that his wife's safety was his

first duty. "We will go through Switzerland," he said to himself, "to

Baden, and then we will get on to Florence and to Rome. She has seen

nothing of all these things yet, and the new life will make a change

in her. She shall have her own friend with her." Then he went down to

the House of Lords, and saw the Duke.

"Well, Palliser," said the Duke, when he had listened to him, "of

course I cannot argue it with you any more. I can only say that I am

very sorry;--more sorry than perhaps you will believe. Indeed, it

half breaks my heart." The Duke's voice was very sad, and it might

almost have been thought that he was going to shed a tear. In truth

he disliked Mr. Finespun with the strongest political feeling of which

he was capable, and had attached himself to Mr. Palliser almost as

strongly. It was a thousand pities! How hard had he not worked to

bring about this arrangement, which was now to be upset because a

woman had been foolish! "I never above half liked her," said the Duke

to himself, thinking perhaps a little of the Duchess's complaints

of her. "I must go to Brock at once," he said aloud, "and tell him.

God knows what we must do now. Goodbye! good-bye! No; I'm not angry.

There shall be no quarrel. But I am very sorry." In this way the two

politicians parted.

We may as well follow this political movement to its end. The Duke

saw Lord Brock that night, and then those two ministers sent for

another minister,--another noble Lord, a man of great experience

in Cabinets. These three discussed the matter together, and on the

following day Lord Brock got up in the House, and made a strong

speech in defence of his colleague, Mr. Finespun. To the end of the

Session, at any rate, Mr. Finespun kept his position, and held the

seals of the Exchequer while all the quidnuncs of the nation, shaking

their heads, spoke of the wonderful power of Mr. Finespun, and

declared that Lord Brock did not dare to face the Opposition without

him.

In the meantime Mr. Palliser had returned to his wife, and told her of

his resolution with reference to their tour abroad. "We may as well

make up our minds to start at once," said he. "At any rate, there is

nothing on my side to hinder us."

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