CHAPTER XXV.

In Which Much of the History of the Pallisers Is Told.

At the end of ten days Alice found herself quite comfortable at

Matching Priory. She had now promised to remain there till the second

week of December, at which time she was to go to Vavasor Hall,--there

to meet her father and Kate. The Pallisers were to pass their

Christmas with the Duke of Omnium in Barsetshire. "We always are

to do that," said Glencora. "It is the state occasion at Gatherum

Castle, but it only lasts for one week. Then we go somewhere else.

Oh dear!"

"Why do you say 'oh dear'?"

"Because--; I don't think I mean to tell you."

"Then I'm sure I won't ask."

"That's so like you, Alice. But I can be as firm as you, and I'm sure

I won't tell you unless you do ask." But Alice did not ask, and it

was not long before Lady Glencora's firmness gave way.

But, as I have said, Alice had become quite comfortable at Matching

Priory. Perhaps she was already growing upwards towards the light.

At any rate she could listen with pleasure to the few words the Duke

would say to her. She could even chat a little to the Duchess,--so

that her Grace had observed to Lady Glencora that "her cousin was a

very nice person,--a very nice person indeed. What a pity it was that

she had been so ill-treated by that gentleman in Oxfordshire!" Lady

Glencora had to explain that the gentleman lived in Cambridgeshire,

and that he, at any rate, had not treated anybody ill. "Do you mean

that she--jilted him?" said the Duchess, almost whistling, and

opening her eyes very wide. "Dear me, I'm sorry for that. I shouldn't

have thought it." And when she next spoke to Alice she assumed rather

a severe tone of emphasis;--but this was soon abandoned when Alice

listened to her with complacency.

Alice also had learned to ride,--or rather had resumed her riding,

which for years had been abandoned. Jeffrey Palliser had been her

squire, and she had become intimate with him so as to learn to

quarrel with him and to like him,--to such an extent that Lady

Glencora had laughingly told her that she was going to do more.

"I rather think not," said Alice.

"But what has thinking to do with it? Who ever thinks about it?"

"I don't just at present,--at any rate."

"Upon my word it would be very nice;--and then perhaps some day you'd

be the Duchess."

"Glencora, don't talk such nonsense."

"Those are the speculations which people make. Only I should spite

you by killing myself, so that he might marry again."

"How can you say such horrid things?"

"I think I shall,--some day. What right have I to stand in his way?

He spoke to me the other day about Jeffrey's altered position, and I

knew what he meant;--or rather what he didn't mean to say, but what

he thought. But I shan't kill myself."

"I should think not."

"I only know one other way," said Lady Glencora.

"You are thinking of things which should never be in your thoughts,"

said Alice vehemently. "Have you no trust in God's providence? Cannot

you accept what has been done for you?"

Mr. Bott had gone away, much to Lady Glencora's delight, but had

unfortunately come back again. On his return Alice heard more of the

feud between the Duchess and Mrs. Conway Sparkes. "I did not tell

you," said Lady Glencora to her friend;--"I did not tell you before

he went that I was right about his tale-bearing."

"And did he bear tales?"

"Yes; I did get the scolding, and I know very well that it came

through him, though Mr. Palliser did not say so. But he told me that

the Duchess had felt herself hurt by that other woman's way of

talking."

"But it was not your fault."

"No; that's what I said. It was he who desired me to ask Mrs. Conway

Sparkes to come here. I didn't want her. She goes everywhere, and it

is thought a catch to get her; but if she had been drowned in the Red

Sea I shouldn't have minded. When I told him that, he said it was

nonsense,--which of course it was; and then he said I ought to make

her hold her tongue. Of course I said I couldn't. Mrs. Conway Sparkes

wouldn't care for me. If she quizzed me, myself, I told him that

I could take care of myself, though she were ten times Mrs. Conway

Sparkes, and had written finer poetry than Tennyson."

"It is fine;--some of it," said Alice.

"Oh, I dare say! I know a great deal of it by heart, only I wouldn't

give her the pleasure of supposing that I had ever thought so much

about her poetry. And then I told him that I couldn't take care of

the Duchess,--and he told me that I was a child."

"He only meant that in love."

"I am a child; I know that. Why didn't he marry some strong-minded,

ferocious woman that could keep his house in order, and frown Mrs.

Sparkes out of her impudence? It wasn't my fault."

"You didn't tell him that."

"But I did. Then he kissed me, and said it was all right, and told me

that I should grow older. 'And Mrs. Sparkes will grow more impudent,'

I said, 'and the Duchess more silly.' And after that I went away. Now

this horrid Mr. Bott has come back again, and only that it would be

mean in me to condescend so far, I would punish him. He grins and

smiles at me, and rubs his big hands more than ever, because he feels

that he has behaved badly. Is it not horrid to have to live in the

house with such people?"

"I don't think you need mind him much."

"Yes; but I am the mistress here, and am told that I am to entertain

the people. Fancy entertaining the Duchess of St. Bungay and Mr. Bott!"

Alice had now become so intimate with Lady Glencora that she did not

scruple to read her wise lectures,--telling her that she allowed

herself to think too much of little things,--and too much also of

some big things. "As regards Mr. Bott," said Alice, "I think you

should bear it as though there were no such person."

"But that would be pretence,--especially to you."

"No; it would not be pretence; it would be the reticence which all

women should practise,--and you, in your position, more almost than

any other woman." Then Lady Glencora pouted, told Alice that it was

a pity she had not married Mr. Palliser, and left her.

That evening,--the evening of Mr. Bott's return to Matching, that

gentleman found a place near to Alice in the drawing-room. He had

often come up to her, rubbing his hands together, and saying little

words, as though there was some reason from their positions that they

two should be friends. Alice had perceived this, and had endeavoured

with all her force to shake him off; but he was a man, who if he

understood a hint, never took it. A cold shoulder was nothing to

him, if he wanted to gain the person who showed it him. His code

of perseverance taught him that it was a virtue to overcome cold

shoulders. The man or woman who received his first overtures with

grace would probably be one on whom it would be better that he should

look down and waste no further time; whereas he or she who could

afford to treat him with disdain would no doubt be worth gaining.

Such men as Mr. Bott are ever gracious to cold shoulders. The colder

the shoulders, the more gracious are the Mr. Botts.

"What a delightful person is our dear friend, Lady Glencora!" said

Mr. Bott, having caught Alice in a position from which she could not

readily escape.

Alice had half a mind to differ, or to make any remark that might

rid her from Mr. Bott. But she did not dare to say a word that might

seem to have been said playfully. "Yes, indeed," she replied. "How

very cold it is to-night!" She was angry with herself for her own

stupidity as soon as the phrase was out of her mouth, and then she

almost laughed as she thought of the Duchess and the hot-water pipes

at Longroyston.

"Yes, it is cold. You and her ladyship are great friends, I believe,

Miss Vavasor."

"She is my cousin," said Alice.

"Ah! yes; that is so pleasant. I have reason to know that Mr. Palliser

is very much gratified that you should be so much with her."

This was unbearable. Alice could not quite assume sufficient courage

to get up from her chair and walk away from him, and yet she felt

that she must escape further conversation. "I don't know that I am

very much with her, and if I were I can't think it would make any

difference to Mr. Palliser."

But Mr. Bott was not a man to be put down when he had a purpose in

hand. "I can assure you that those are his sentiments. Of course we

all know that dear Lady Glencora is young. She is very young."

"Mr. Bott, I really would rather not talk about my cousin."

"But, dear Miss Vavasor;--when we both have her welfare in view--?"

"I haven't her welfare in view, Mr. Bott; not in the least. There is

no reason why I should. You must excuse me if I say I cannot talk

about her welfare with a perfect stranger." Then she did get up,

and went away from the Member of Parliament, leaving him rather

astonished at her audacity. But he was a constant man, and his inner

resolve was simply to the effect that he would try it again.

I wonder whether Jeffrey Palliser did think much of the difference

between his present position and that which would have been his had

Lady Glencora been the happy possessor of a cradle up-stairs with a

boy in it. I suppose he must have done so. It is hardly possible that

any man should not be alive to the importance of such a chance. His

own present position was one of the most unfortunate which can fall

to the lot of a man. His father, the Duke's youngest brother, had

left him about six hundred a year, and had left him also a taste

for living with people of six thousand. The propriety of earning

his bread had never been put before him. His father had been in

Parliament, and had been the most favoured son of the old Duke, who

for some years before his death had never spoken to him who now

reigned over the house of the Pallisers. Jeffrey's father had been

brought up at Matching Priory as scions of ducal houses are brought

up, and on the old man's death had been possessed of means sufficient

to go on in the same path, though with difficulty. His brother had

done something for him, and at various times he had held some place

near the throne. But on his death, when the property left behind him

was divided between his son and three daughters, Jeffrey Palliser

became possessed of the income above stated. Of course he could live

on it,--and as during the winter months of the year a home was found

for him free of cost, he could keep hunters, and live as rich men

live. But he was a poor, embarrassed man, without prospects,--until

this fine ducal prospect became opened to him by the want of that

cradle at Matching Priory.

But the prospect was no doubt very distant. Lady Glencora might yet

have as many sons as Hecuba. Or she might die, and some other more

fortunate lady might become the mother of his cousin's heir. Or the

Duke might marry and have a son. And, moreover, his cousin was only

one year older than himself, and the great prize, if it came his way,

might not come for forty years as yet. Nevertheless his hand might

now be acceptable in quarters where it would certainly be rejected

had Lady Glencora possessed that cradle up-stairs. We cannot but

suppose that he must have made some calculations of this nature.

"It is a pity you should do nothing all your life," his cousin

Plantagenet said to him one morning just at this time. Jeffrey had

sought the interview in his cousin's room, and I fear had done so

with some slight request for ready money.

"What am I to do?" said Jeffrey.

"At any rate you might marry."

"Oh, yes;--I could marry. There's no man so poor but what he can do

that. The question would be how I might like the subsequent

starvation."

"I don't see that you need starve. Though your own fortune is small,

it is something,--and many girls have fortunes of their own."

Jeffrey thought of Lady Glencora, but he made no allusion to her in

speech. "I don't think I'm very good at that kind of thing," he said.

"When the father and mother came to ask of my house and my home I

should break down. I don't say it as praising myself;--indeed, quite

the reverse; but I fear I have not a mercenary tendency."

"That's nonsense."

"Oh, yes; quite so. I admit that."

"Men must have mercenary tendencies or they would not have bread. The

man who ploughs that he may live does so because he, luckily, has a

mercenary tendency."

"Just so. But you see I am less lucky than the ploughman."

"There is no vulgar error so vulgar,--that is to say, common or

erroneous, as that by which men have been taught to say that

mercenary tendencies are bad. A desire for wealth is the source

of all progress. Civilization comes from what men call greed. Let

your mercenary tendencies be combined with honesty and they cannot

take you astray." This the future Chancellor of the Exchequer said

with much of that air and tone of wisdom which a Chancellor of the

Exchequer ought to possess.

"But I haven't got any such tendencies," said Jeffrey.

"Would you like to occupy a farm in Scotland?" said Plantagenet

Palliser.

"And pay rent?"

"You would have to pay rent of course."

"Thank you, no. It would be dishonest, as I know I should never pay

it."

"You are too old, I fear, for the public service."

"You mean a desk in the Treasury,--with a hundred a year. Yes; I

think I am too old."

"But have you no plan of your own?"

"Not much of one. Sometimes I have thought I would go to New

Zealand."

"You would have to be a farmer there."

"No;--I shouldn't do that. I should get up an opposition to the

Government and that sort of thing, and then they would buy me off and

give me a place."

"That does very well here, Jeffrey, if a man can get into Parliament

and has capital enough to wait; but I don't think it would do out

there. Would you like to go into Parliament?"

"What; here? Of course I should. Only I should be sure to get

terribly into debt. I don't owe very much, now,--not to speak

of,--except what I owe you."

"You owe nothing to me," said Plantagenet, with some little touch of

magniloquence in his tone. "No; don't speak of it. I have no brother,

and between you and me it means nothing. You see, Jeffrey, it may

be that I shall have to look to you as my--my--my heir, in short."

Hereupon Jeffrey muttered something as to the small probability of

such necessity, and as to the great remoteness of any result even if

it were so.

"That's all true," said the elder heir of the Pallisers, "but

still--. In short, I wish you would do something. Do you think about

it; and then some day speak to me again."

Jeffrey, as he left his cousin with a cheque for £500 in his

waist-coat pocket, thought that the interview which had at one

time taken important dimensions, had not been concluded altogether

satisfactorily. A seat in Parliament! Yes, indeed! If his cousin

would so far use his political, monetary, or ducal interest as to

do that for him;--as to give him something of the status properly

belonging to the younger son of the House, then indeed life would

have some charms for him! But as for the farm in Scotland, or a desk

at an office in London,--his own New Zealand plan would be better

than those. And then as he went along of course he bethought himself

that it might be his lot yet to die, and at least to be buried, in

the purple, as a Duke of Omnium. If so, certainly it would be his

duty to prepare another heir, and leave a duke behind him,--if it

were possible.

"Are you going to ride with us after lunch?" said Lady Glencora to

him as he strolled into the drawing-room.

"No," said Jeffrey; "I'm going to study."

"To do what?" said Lady Glencora.

"To study;--or rather I shall spend to-day in sitting down and

considering what I will study. My cousin has just been telling me

that I ought to do something."

"So you ought," said Iphigenia energetically from her writing-desk.

"But he didn't seem to have any clear opinion what it ought to be.

You see there can't be two Chancellors of the Exchequer at the same

time. Mrs. Sparkes, what ought a young man like me to set about

doing?"

"Go into Parliament, I should say," said Mrs. Sparkes.

"Ah, yes; exactly. He had some notion of that kind, too, but he

didn't name any particular place. I think I'll try the City of

London. They've four there, and of course the chance of getting in

would thereby be doubled."

"I thought that commercial men were generally preferred in the City,"

said the Duchess, taking a strong and good-natured interest in the

matter.

"Mr. Palliser means to make a fortune in trade as a preliminary," said

Mrs. Sparkes.

"I don't think he meant anything of the kind," said the Duchess.

"At any rate I have got to do something, so I can't go and ride,"

said Jeffrey.

"And you ought to do something," said Iphigenia from her desk.

Twice during this little conversation Lady Glencora had looked up,

catching Alice's eye, and Alice had well known what she had meant.

"You see," the glance had said, "Plantagenet is beginning to take an

interest in his cousin, and you know why. The man who is to be the

father of the future dukes must not be allowed to fritter away his

time in obscurity. Had I that cradle up-stairs Jeffrey might be as

idle as he pleased." Alice understood it well.

Of course Jeffrey did join the riding party. "What is a man like me

to do who wants to do something?" he said to Alice. Alice was quite

aware that Lady Glencora had contrived some little scheme that Mr.

Palliser should be riding next to her. She liked Mr. Palliser, and

therefore had no objection; but she declared to herself that her

cousin was a goose for her pains.

"Mrs. Sparkes says you ought to go into Parliament."

"Yes;--and the dear Duchess would perhaps suggest a house in Belgrave

Square. I want to hear your advice now."

"I can only say ditto to Miss Palliser."

"What! Iphy? About procrastination? But you see the more of my time

he steals the better it is for me."

"That's the evil you have got to cure."

"My cousin Plantagenet suggested--marriage."

"A very good thing too, I'm sure," said Alice; "only it depends

something on the sort of wife you get."

"You mean, of course, how much money she has."

"Not altogether."

"Looking at it from my cousin's point of view, I suppose that it is

the only important point. Who are there coming up this year,--in the

way of heiresses?"

"Upon my word I don't know. In the first place, how much money makes

an heiress?"

"For such a fellow as me, I suppose ten thousand pounds ought to do."

"That's not much," said Alice, who had exactly that amount of her

own.

"No--; perhaps that's too moderate. But the lower one went in the

money speculation, the greater would be the number to choose from,

and the better the chance of getting something decent in the woman

herself. I have something of my own,--not much you know; so with

the lady's ten thousand pounds we might be able to live,--in some

second-rate French town perhaps."

"But I don't see what you would gain by that."

"My people here would have got rid of me. That seems to be the great

thing. If you hear of any girl with about that sum, moderately

good-looking, not too young so that she might know something of the

world, decently born, and able to read and write, perhaps you will

bear me in mind."

"Yes, I will," said Alice, who was quite aware that he had made an

accurate picture of her own position. "When I meet such a one, I will

send for you at once."

"You know no such person now?"

"Well, no; not just at present."

"I declare I don't think he could do anything better," her cousin

said to her that night. Lady Glencora was now in the habit of having

Alice with her in what she called her dressing-room every evening,

and then they would sit till the small hours came upon them. Mr.

Palliser always burnt the midnight oil and came to bed with the owls.

They would often talk of him and his prospects till Alice had perhaps

inspired his wife with more of interest in him and them than she had

before felt. And Alice had managed generally to drive her friend away

from those topics which were so dangerous,--those allusions to her

childlessness, and those hints that Burgo Fitzgerald was still in her

thoughts. And sometimes, of course, they had spoken of Alice's own

prospects, till she got into a way of telling her cousin freely all

that she felt. On such occasions Lady Glencora would always tell her

that she had been right,--if she did not love the man. "Though your

finger were put out for the ring," said Lady Glencora on one such

occasion, "you should go back, if you did not love him."

"But I did love him," said Alice.

"Then I don't understand it," said Lady Glencora; and, in truth,

close as was their intimacy, they did not perfectly understand each

other.

But on this occasion they were speaking of Jeffrey Palliser. "I

declare I don't think he could do any better," said Lady Glencora.

"If you talk such nonsense, I will not stay," said Alice.

"But why should it be nonsense? You would be very comfortable with

your joint incomes. He is one of the best fellows in the world. It is

clear that he likes you; and then we should be so near to each other.

I am sure Mr. Palliser would do something for him if he married,--and

especially if I asked him."

"I only know of two things against it."

"And what are they?"

"That he would not take me for his wife, and that I would not take

him for my husband."

"Why not? What do you dislike in him?"

"I don't dislike him at all. I like him very much indeed. But one

can't marry all the people one likes."

"But what reason is there why you shouldn't marry him?"

"This chiefly," said Alice, after a pause; "that I have just

separated myself from a man whom I certainly did love truly, and

that I cannot transfer my affections quite so quickly as that."

As soon as the words were out of her mouth she knew that they should

not have been spoken. It was exactly what Glencora had done. She

had loved a man and had separated herself from him and had married

another all within a month or two. Lady Glencora first became red as

fire over her whole face and shoulders, and Alice afterwards did the

same as she looked up, as though searching in her cousin's eyes for

pardon.

"It is an unmaidenly thing to do, certainly," said Lady Glencora very

slowly, and in her lowest voice. "Nay, it is unwomanly; but one may

be driven. One may be so driven that all gentleness of womanhood is

driven out of one."

"Oh, Glencora!"

"I did not propose that you should do it as a sudden thing."

"Glencora!"

"I did do it suddenly. I know it. I did it like a beast that is

driven as its owner chooses. I know it. I was a beast. Oh, Alice, if

you know how I hate myself!"

"But I love you with all my heart," said Alice. "Glencora, I have

learned to love you so dearly!"

"Then you are the only being that does. He can't love me. How is it

possible? You,--and perhaps another."

"There are many who love you. He loves you. Mr. Palliser loves you."

"It is impossible. I have never said a word to him that could make

him love me. I have never done a thing for him that can make him love

me. The mother of his child he might have loved, because of that. Why

should he love me? We were told to marry each other and did it. When

could he have learned to love me? But, Alice, he requires no loving,

either to take it or to give it. I wish it were so with me."

Alice said what she could to comfort her, but her words were but of

little avail as regarded those marriage sorrows.

"Forgive you!" at last Glencora said. "What have I to forgive? You

don't suppose I do not know it all, and think of it all without the

chance of some stray word like that! Forgive you! I am so grateful

that you love me! Some one's love I must have found,--or I could not

have remained here."

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