CHAPTER XVIII.

Alice Vavasor's Great Relations.

Burgo Fitzgerald, of whose hunting experiences something has been

told in the last chapter, was a young man born in the purple of the

English aristocracy. He was related to half the dukes in the kingdom,

and had three countesses for his aunts. When he came of age he was

master of a sufficient fortune to make it quite out of the question

that he should be asked to earn his bread; and though that, and other

windfalls that had come to him, had long since been spent, no one

had ever made to him so ridiculous a proposition as that. He was now

thirty, and for some years past had been known to be much worse than

penniless; but still he lived on in the same circles, still slept

softly and drank of the best, and went about with his valet and his

groom and his horses, and fared sumptuously every day. Some people

said the countesses did it for him, and some said that it was the

dukes;--while others, again, declared that the Jews were his most

generous friends. At any rate he still seemed to live as he had

always lived, setting tradesmen at defiance, and laughing to scorn

all the rules which regulate the lives of other men.

About eighteen months before the time of which I am now speaking,

a great chance had come in this young man's way, and he had almost

succeeded in making himself one of the richest men in England. There

had been then a great heiress in the land, on whom the properties of

half-a-dozen ancient families had concentrated; and Burgo, who in

spite of his iniquities still kept his position in the drawing-rooms

of the great, had almost succeeded in obtaining the hand and the

wealth,--as people still said that he had obtained the heart,--of the

Lady Glencora M'Cluskie. But sundry mighty magnates, driven almost

to despair at the prospect of such a sacrifice, had sagaciously

put their heads together, and the result had been that the Lady

Glencora had heard reason. She had listened,--with many haughty

tossings indeed of her proud little head, with many throbbings of her

passionate young heart; but in the end she listened and heard reason.

She saw Burgo, for the last time, and told him that she was the

promised bride of Plantagenet Palliser, nephew and heir of the Duke

of Omnium.

He had borne it like a man,--never having groaned openly, or quivered

once before any comrade at the name of the Lady Glencora. She had

married Mr. Palliser at St. George's Square, and on the morning of the

marriage he had hung about his club door in Pall Mall, listening to

the bells, and saying a word or two about the wedding, with admirable

courage. It had been for him a great chance,--and he had lost it.

Who can say, too, that his only regret was for the money? He had

spoken once of it to a married sister of his, in whose house he had

first met Lady Glencora. "I shall never marry now,--that is all,"

he said--and then he went about, living his old reckless life, with

the same recklessness as ever. He was one of those young men with

dark hair and blue eyes,--who wear no beard, and are certainly among

the handsomest of all God's creatures. No more handsome man than

Burgo Fitzgerald lived in his days; and this merit at any rate was

his,--that he thought nothing of his own beauty. But he lived ever

without conscience, without purpose,--with no idea that it behoved

him as a man to do anything but eat and drink,--or ride well to

hounds till some poor brute, much nobler than himself, perished

beneath him.

He chiefly concerns our story at this present time because the Lady

Glencora who had loved him,--and would have married him had not those

sagacious heads prevented it,--was a cousin of Alice Vavasor's. She

was among those very great relations with whom Alice was connected by

her mother's side,--being indeed so near to Lady Macleod, that she

was first cousin to that lady, only once removed. Lady Midlothian

was aunt to the Lady Glencora, and our Alice might have called

cousins, and not been forbidden, with the old Lord of the Isles, Lady

Glencora's father,--who was dead, however, some time previous to that

affair with Burgo,--and with the Marquis of Auld Reekie, who was

Lady Glencora's uncle, and had been her guardian. But Alice had kept

herself aloof from her grand relations on her mother's side, choosing

rather to hold herself as belonging to those who were her father's

kindred. With Lady Glencora, however, she had for a short time--for

some week or ten days,--been on terms of almost affectionate

intimacy. It had been then, when the wayward heiress with the bright

waving locks had been most strongly minded to give herself and her

wealth to Burgo Fitzgerald. Burgo had had money dealings with George

Vavasor, and knew him,--knew him intimately, and had learned the

fact of his cousinship between the heiress and his friend's cousin.

Whereupon in the agony of those weeks in which the sagacious heads

were resisting her love, Lady Glencora came to her cousin in Queen

Anne Street, and told Alice all that tale. "Was Alice," she asked,

"afraid of the marquises and the countesses, or of all the rank and

all the money which they boasted?" Alice answered that she was not at

all afraid of them. "Then would she permit Lady Glencora and Burgo

to see each other in the drawing-room at Queen Anne Street, just

once!" Just once,--so that they might arrange that little plan of an

elopement. But Alice could not do that for her newly found cousin.

She endeavoured to explain that it was not the dignity of the

sagacious heads which stood in her way, but her woman's feeling of

what was right and wrong in such a matter.

"Why should I not marry him?" said Lady Glencora, with her eyes

flashing. "He is my equal."

Alice explained that she had no word to say against such a marriage.

She counselled her cousin to be true to her love if her love was in

itself true. But she, an unmarried woman, who had hitherto not known

her cousin, might not give such help as that! "If you will not help

me, I am helpless!" said the Lady Glencora, and then she kneeled at

Alice's knees and threw her wavy locks abroad on Alice's lap. "How

shall I bribe you?" said Lady Glencora. "Next to him I will love you

better than all the world." But Alice, though she kissed the fair

forehead and owned that such reward would be worth much to her, could

not take any bribe for such a cause. Then Lady Glencora had been

angry with her, calling her heartless, and threatening her that she

too might have sorrow of her own and want assistance. Alice told

nothing of her own tale,--how she had loved her cousin and had been

forced to give him up, but said what kind words she could, and she

of the waving hair and light blue eyes had been pacified. Then she

had come again,--had come daily while the sagacious heads were at

work,--and Alice in her trouble had been a comfort to her.

But the sagacious heads were victorious, as we know, and Lady

Glencora M'Cluskie became Lady Glencora Palliser with all the

propriety in the world, instead of becoming wife to poor Burgo, with

all imaginable impropriety. And then she wrote a letter to Alice,

very short and rather sad; but still with a certain sweetness in it.

"She had been counselled that it was not fitting for her to love as

she had thought to love, and she had resolved to give up her dream.

Her cousin Alice, she knew, would respect her secret. She was going

to become the wife of the best man, she thought, in all the world;

and it should be the one care of her life to make him happy." She

said not a word in all her letter of loving this newly found lord.

"She was to be married at once. Would Alice be one among the bevy of

bridesmaids who were to grace the ceremony?"

Alice wished her joy heartily,--"heartily," she said, but had

declined that office of bridesmaid. She did not wish to undergo the

cold looks of the Lady Julias and Lady Janes who all would know each

other, but none of whom would know her. So she sent her cousin a

little ring, and asked her to keep it amidst all the wealthy tribute

of marriage gifts which would be poured forth at her feet.

From that time to this present Alice had heard no more of Lady

Glencora. She had been married late in the preceding season and

had gone away with Mr. Palliser, spending her honeymoon amidst the

softnesses of some Italian lake. They had not returned to England

till the time had come for them to encounter the magnificent

Christmas festivities of Mr. Palliser's uncle, the Duke. On this

occasion Gatherum Castle, the vast palace which the Duke had built at

a cost of nearly a quarter of a million, was opened, as it had never

been opened before;--for the Duke's heir had married to the Duke's

liking, and the Duke was a man who could do such things handsomely

when he was well pleased. Then there had been a throng of bridal

guests, and a succession of bridal gaieties which had continued

themselves even past the time at which Mr. Palliser was due at

Westminster;--and Mr. Palliser was a legislator who served his

country with the utmost assiduity. So the London season commenced,

progressed, and was consumed; and still Alice heard nothing more of

her friend and cousin Lady Glencora.

But this had troubled her not at all. A chance circumstance, the

story of which she had told to no one, had given her a short intimacy

with this fair child of the gold mines, but she had felt that they

two could not live together in habits of much intimacy. She had, when

thinking of the young bride, only thought of that wild love episode

in the girl's life. It had been strange to her that she should in

one week have listened to the most passionate protestations from her

friend of love for one man, and then have been told in the next that

another man was to be her friend's husband! But she reflected that

her own career was much the same,--only with the interval of some

longer time.

But her own career was not the same. Glencora had married Mr.

Palliser,--had married him without pausing to doubt;--but Alice had

gone on doubting till at last she had resolved that she would not

marry Mr. Grey. She thought of this much in those days at Cheltenham,

and wondered often whether Glencora lived with her husband in the

full happiness of conjugal love.

One morning, about three days after Mr. Grey's visit, there came to

her two letters, as to neither of which did she know the writer by

the handwriting. Lady Macleod had told her,--with some hesitation,

indeed, for Lady Macleod was afraid of her,--but had told her,

nevertheless, more than once, that those noble relatives had heard of

the treatment to which Mr. Grey was being subjected, and had expressed

their great sorrow,--if not dismay or almost anger. Lady Macleod,

indeed, had gone as far as she dared, and might have gone further

without any sacrifice of truth. Lady Midlothian had said that it

would be disgraceful to the family, and Lady Glencora's aunt, the

Marchioness of Auld Reekie, had demanded to be told what it was the

girl wanted.

When the letters came Lady Macleod was not present, and I am disposed

to think that one of them had been written by concerted arrangement

with her. But if so she had not dared to watch the immediate effect

of her own projectile. This one was from Lady Midlothian. Of the

other Lady Macleod certainly knew nothing, though it also had sprung

out of the discussions which had taken place as to Alice's sins in

the Auld Reekie-Midlothian set. This other letter was from Lady

Glencora. Alice opened the two, one without reading the other, very

slowly. Lady Midlothian's was the first opened, and then came a spot

of anger on Alice's cheeks as she saw the signature, and caught a

word or two as she allowed her eye to glance down the page. Then she

opened the other, which was shorter, and when she saw her cousin's

signature, "Glencora Palliser," she read that letter first,--read it

twice before she went back to the disagreeable task of perusing Lady

Midlothian's lecture. The reader shall have both the letters, but

that from the Countess shall have precedence.

Castle Reekie, N.B.

-- Oct. 186--.

MY DEAR MISS VAVASOR,

I have not the pleasure of knowing you personally, though

I have heard of you very often from our dear mutual friend

and relative Lady Macleod, with whom I understand that

you are at present on a visit. Your grandmother,--by

the mother's side,--Lady Flora Macleod, and my mother

the Countess of Leith, were half-sisters; and though

circumstances since that have prevented our seeing so much

of each other as is desirable, I have always remembered

the connection, and have ever regarded you as one in

whose welfare I am bound by ties of blood to take a warm

interest.

"'Since that!'--what does she mean by 'since that'?" said Alice to

herself. "She has never set eyes on me at all. Why does she talk of

not having seen as much of me as is desirable?"

I had learned with great gratification that you were going

to be married to a most worthy gentleman, Mr. John Grey of

Nethercoats, in Cambridgeshire. When I first heard this

I made it my business to institute some inquiries, and I

was heartily glad to find that your choice had done you

so much credit. [If the reader has read Alice's character

as I have meant it should be read, it will thoroughly be

understood that this was wormwood to her.] I was informed

that Mr. Grey is in every respect a gentleman,--that he is

a man of most excellent habits, and one to whom any young

woman could commit her future happiness with security,

that his means are very good for his position, and that

there was no possible objection to such a marriage. All

this gave great satisfaction to me, in which I was joined

by the Marchioness of Auld Reekie, who is connected with

you almost as nearly as I am, and who, I can assure you,

feels a considerable interest in your welfare. I am

staying with her now, and in all that I say, she agrees

with me.

You may feel then how dreadfully we were dismayed when

we were told by dear Lady Macleod that you had told Mr.

Grey that you intended to change your mind! My dear Miss

Vavasor, can this be true? There are things in which a

young lady has no right to change her mind after it has

been once made up; and certainly when a young lady has

accepted a gentleman, that is one of them. He cannot

legally make you become his wife, but he has a right to

claim you before God and man. Have you considered that he

has probably furnished his house in consequence of his

intended marriage,--and perhaps in compliance with your

own especial wishes? [I think that Lady Macleod must have

told the Countess something that she had heard about the

garden.] Have you reflected that he has of course told all

his friends? Have you any reason to give? I am told, none!

Nothing should ever be done without a reason; much less

such a thing as this in which your own interests and,

I may say, respectability are involved. I hope you will

think of this before you persist in destroying your own

happiness and perhaps that of a very worthy man.

I had heard, some years ago, when you were much younger,

that you had become imprudently attached in another

direction--with a gentleman with none of those qualities

to recommend him which speak so highly for Mr. Grey.

It would grieve me very much, as it would also the

Marchioness, who in this matter thinks exactly as I do, if

I were led to suppose that your rejection of Mr. Grey had

been caused by _any renewal of that project_. Nothing, my

dear Miss Vavasor, could be more unfortunate,--and I might

almost add a stronger word.

I have been advised that a line from me as representing

your poor mother's family, especially as I have at

the present moment the opportunity of expressing Lady

Auld Reekie's sentiments as well as my own, might be

of service. I implore you, my dear Miss Vavasor, to

remember what you owe to God and man, and to carry out an

engagement made by yourself, that is in all respects comme

il faut, and which will give entire satisfaction to your

friends and relatives.

MARGARET M. MIDLOTHIAN.

I think that Lady Macleod had been wrong in supposing that this could

do any good. She should have known Alice better; and should also

have known the world better. But her own reverence for her own noble

relatives was so great that she could not understand, even yet, that

all such feeling was wanting to her niece. It was to her impossible

that the expressed opinion of such an one as the Countess of

Midlothian, owning her relationship and solicitude, and condescending

at the same time to express friendship,--she could not, I say,

understand that the voice of such an one, so speaking, should have no

weight whatever. But I think that she had been quite right in keeping

out of Alice's way at the moment of the arrival of the letter. Alice

read it, slowly, and then replacing it in its envelope, leaned back

quietly in her chair,--with her eyes fixed upon the teapot on the

table. She had, however, the other letter on which to occupy her

mind, and thus relieve her from the effects of too deep an animosity

against the Countess.

The Lady Glencora's letter was as follows:

Matching Priory,

Thursday.

DEAR COUSIN,

I have just come home from Scotland, where they have been

telling me something of your little troubles. I had little

troubles once too, and you were so good to me! Will you

come to us here for a few weeks? We shall be here till

Christmas-time, when we go somewhere else. I have told my

husband that you are a great friend of mine as well as a

cousin, and that he must be good to you. He is very quiet,

and works very hard at politics; but I think you will like

him. Do come! There will be a good many people here, so

that you will not find it dull. If you will name the day

we will send the carriage for you at Matching Station, and

I dare say I can manage to come myself.

Yours affectionately,

G. PALLISER.

P.S. I know what will be in your mind. You will say, why

did not she come to me in London? She knew the way to

Queen Anne Street well enough. Dear Alice, don't say that.

Believe me, I had much to do and think of in London. And

if I was wrong, yet you will forgive me. Mr. Palliser says

I am to give you his love,--as being a cousin,--and say

that you must come!

This letter was certainly better than the other, but Alice, on

reading it, came to a resolve that she would not accept the

invitation. In the first place, even that allusion to her little

troubles jarred upon her feelings; and then she thought that her

rejection of Mr. Grey could be no special reason why she should go to

Matching Priory. Was it not very possible that she had been invited

that she might meet Lady Midlothian there, and encounter all the

strength of a personal battery from the Countess? Lady Glencora's

letter she would of course answer, but to Lady Midlothian she would

not condescend to make any reply whatever.

About eleven o'clock Lady Macleod came down to her. For half-an-hour

or so Alice said nothing; nor did Lady Macleod ask any question. She

looked inquisitively at Alice, eyeing the letter which was lying by

the side of her niece's workbasket, but she said no word about Mr.

Grey or the Countess. At last Alice spoke.

"Aunt," she said, "I have had a letter this morning from your friend,

Lady Midlothian."

"She is my cousin, Alice; and yours as much as mine."

"Your cousin then, aunt. But it is of more moment that she is your

friend. She certainly is not mine, nor can her cousinship afford any

justification for her interfering in my affairs."

"Alice,--from her position--"

"Her position can be nothing to me, aunt. I will not submit to it.

There is her letter, which you can read if you please. After that you

may burn it. I need hardly say that I shall not answer it."

"And what am I to say to her, Alice?"

"Nothing from me, aunt;--from yourself, whatever you please, of

course." Then there was silence between them for a few minutes.

"And I have had another letter, from Lady Glencora, who married Mr.

Palliser, and whom I knew in London last spring."

"And has that offended you, too?"

"No, there is no offence in that. She asks me to go and see her at

Matching Priory, her husband's house; but I shall not go."

But at last Alice agreed to pay this visit, and it may be as well

to explain here how she was brought to do so. She wrote to Lady

Glencora, declining, and explaining frankly that she did decline,

because she thought it probable that she might there meet Lady

Midlothian. Lady Midlothian, she said, had interfered very

unwarrantably in her affairs, and she did not wish to make her

acquaintance. To this Lady Glencora replied, post haste, that she had

intended no such horrid treachery as that for Alice; that neither

would Lady Midlothian be there, nor any of that set; by which

Alice knew that Lady Glencora referred specially to her aunt the

Marchioness; that no one would be at Matching who could torment

Alice, either with right or without it, "except so far as I myself

may do so," Lady Glencora said; and then she named an early day in

November, at which she would herself undertake to meet Alice at the

Matching Station. On receipt of this letter, Alice, after two days'

doubt, accepted the invitation.

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