CHAPTER LVII. I COME TO MY OWN AGAIN

'Twas a rough, wild journey we made to Portsmouth, my dears, and I

think it must have killed me had not my lady been at my side. We were no

sooner started than she pulled the curtains and opened her portmanteau,

which I saw was near filled with things for my aid and comfort. And I

was made to take a spoonful of something. Never, I believe, was medicine

swallowed with a greater willingness. Talk was impossible, so I lay back

in the corner and looked at her; and now and anon she would glance at

my face, with a troubled guess in her own as to how I might stand the

night. For we were still in London. That I knew by the trot of our

horses, and by the granite we traversed from time to time. But at length

we rumbled over a bridge, there was a sharp call back from our post-boy

to him of the chaise behind, and then began that rocking and pitching

and swaying and creaking, which was to last the whole night long, save

for the brief stops at the post-houses.

After an hour of it, I was holding my breath against the lurches, like

a sea-sick man against that bottomless fall of the ship's bows on the

ocean. I had no pain,--only an over whelming exhaustion,--but the joy

of her touch and her presence kept me from failing. And though Aunt Lucy

dozed, not a wink of sleep did my lady get through all of those weary

twelve hours. Always alert was she, solicitous beyond belief, scanning

ever the dial of her watch to know when to give me brandy and physic;

or reaching across to feel my temples for the fever. The womanliness of

that last motion was a thing for a man to wonder at. But most

marvellous of all was the instinct which told her of my chief sickening

discomfort,--of the leathery, travelled smell of the carriage. As a

relief for this she charged her pocket-napkin with a most delicate

perfume, and held it to my face.

When we drew up to shift horses, Jack would come to the door to inquire

if there was aught she wanted, and to know how I was bearing up. And

often Mrs. Manners likewise. At first I was for talking with them, but

this Dorothy would not allow. Presently, indeed, it was beyond my power,

and I could only smile feebly at my Lord when I heard Dolly asking him

that the hostlers might be more quiet. Toward morning a lethargy fell

upon me. Once I awoke when the lamp had burned low, to perceive the

curtains drawn back, a black blotch of trees without, and the moonlight

streaming in on my lady's features. With the crack of a whip I was off

again.

When next consciousness came, the tarry, salt smell of a ship was in my

nostrils, and I knew that we were embarked. I lay in a clean bunk in a

fair-sized and sun-washed cabin, and I heard the scraping of ropes

and the tramp of feet on the deck above my head. Framed against the

irregular glass of the cabin window, which was greened by the water

beyond, Dorothy and my Lord stood talking in whispers.

“Jack!” I said.

At the sound they turned and ran toward me, asking how I felt.

“I feel that words are very empty, Jack, to express such a gratitude as

mine,” I answered. “Twice you have saved me from death, you have paid

my debts, and have been stanch to us both in our troubles. And--” The

effort was beyond me, and I glanced appealingly at Dolly.

“And it is to you, dear Jack,” she finished, “it is to you alone that we

owe the great joy of our lives.”

Her eyes were shining through her tears, and her smile was like the sun

out of a rain-swept sky. His Lordship took one of her hands in his own,

and one of mine. He scanned our faces in a long, lingering look.

“You will cherish her, Richard,” he said brokenly, “for her like is

not to be found in this world. I knew her worth when first she came to

London, as arrant a baggage as ever led man a dance. I saw then that

a great love alone was needed to make her the highest among women, and

from the night I fought with you at the Coffee House I have felt upon

whom that love would fall. O thou of little faith,” he cried, “what

little I may have done has been for her. No, Richard, you do not deserve

her, but I would rather think of her as your wife than that of any man

living.”

I shall not dwell upon that painful farewell which wrung our hearts, and

made us silent for a long, long while after the ship was tossing in the

short seas of the Channel.

Nor is it my purpose to tell you of that long voyage across the

Atlantic. We reached Lisbon in safety, and after a week of lodgings in

that city by the best of fortune got passage in a swift bark bound for

Baltimore. For the Chesapeake commerce continued throughout the war, and

kept alive the credit of the young nation. There were many excitements

ere we sighted the sand-spits of Virginia, and off the Azores we were

chased for a day and a night by a British sloop of war. Our captain,

however, was a cool man and a seaman, and slipped through the cruisers

lying in wait off the Capes very triumphantly.

But the remembrance of those fair days at sea fills my soul with

longing. The weather was mild and bright for the season, and morning

upon morning two stout topmen would carry me out to a sheltered spot

on the deck, always chosen by my lady herself. There I sat by the hour,

swathed in many layers of wool, and tended by her hands alone. Every

nook and cranny of our lives were revealed to the other. She loved to

hear of Patty and my years at Gordon's, and would listen with bated

breath to the stories of the Ranger and the Bonhomme Richard, and of

that strange man whom we both loved, whose genius had made those cruises

famous. Sometimes, in low voices, we talked of our future; but often,

when the wind blew and the deck rocked and the sun flashed upon

the waters, a silence would fall between us that needed no word to

interpret.

Mrs. Manners yielded to my wish for us all to go to Carvel Hall. It was

on a sparkling morning in February that we sighted the familiar toe of

Kent Island, and the good-natured skipper put about and made for the

mouth of our river. Then, as of old, the white cupola of Carvel House

gleamed a signal of greeting, to which our full hearts beat a silent

response. Once again the great windmill waved its welcome, and the same

memory was upon us both as we gazed. Of a hale old gentleman in the

sheets of a sailing pinnace, of a boy and a girl on his knees quivering

with excitement of the days to come. Dorothy gently pressed my hand as

the bark came into the wind, and the boat was dropped into the green

water. Slowly they lowered me into it, for I was still helpless, Dorothy

and her mother and Aunt Lucy were got down, and finally Mr. Marmaduke

stepped gingerly from the sea-ladder over the gunwale. The cutter leaped

under the strong strokes up the river with the tide. Then, as we rounded

the bend, we were suddenly astonished to see people gathered on the

landing at the foot of the lawn, where they had run, no doubt, in a

flurry at sight of the ship below. In the front of the group stood out a

strangely familiar figure.

“Why,” exclaimed Dolly, “it is Ivie Rawlinson!”

Ivie it was, sure enough. And presently, when we drew a little closer,

he gave one big shout and whipped off the hat from his head; and off,

too, came the caps from the white heads of Scipio and Chess and Johnson

behind him. Our oars were tossed, Ivie caught our bows, and reached his

hand to Dorothy. It was fitting that she should be the first to land at

Carvel Hall.

“'Twas yere bonny face I seed first, Miss Dolly,” he cried, the tears

coursing down the scars of his cheeks. “An' syne I kennt weel the

young master was here. Noo God be praised for this blythe day, that Mr.

Richard's cam to his ain at last!”

But Scipio and Chess could only blubber as they helped him to lift

me out, Dolly begging them to be careful. As they carried me up the

familiar path to the pillared porch, the first I asked Ivie was of

Patty, and next why he had left Gordon's. She was safe and well, despite

the Tories, and herself had sent him to take charge of Carvel Hall as

soon as ever Judge Bordley had brought her the news of its restoration

to me. He had supplied her with another overseer. Thanks to the good

judge and to Colonel Lloyd, who had looked to my interests since Grafton

was fled, Ivie had found the old place in good order, all the negroes

quiet, and impatient with joy against my arrival.

It is time, my children, to bring this story to a close. I would I might

write of those delicious spring days I spent with Dorothy at Carvel

Hall, waited on by the old servants of my grandfather. At our whim my

chair would be moved from one to another of the childhood haunts; on

cool days we sat in the sun by the dial, where the flowers mingled their

odours with the salt breezes off the Chesapeake; or anon, when it was

warmer, in the summer-house my mother loved, or under the shade of the

great trees on the lawn, looking out over the river. And once my lady

went off very mysteriously, her eyes brimful of mischief, to come back

with the first strawberries of the year staining her apron.

We were married on the fifteenth of June, already an anniversary for us

both, in the long drawing-room. General Clapsaddle was there from the

army to take Dorothy in his arms, even as he had embraced another bride

on the same spot in years gone by. She wore the wedding gown that was

her mother's, but when the hour was come to dress her Aunt Lucy and Aunt

Hester failed in their task, and it was Patty who performed the most of

that office, and hung the necklace of pearls about her neck.

Dear Patty! She hath often been with us since. You have heard your

mothers and fathers speak of Aunt Patty, my dears, and they will tell

you how she spoiled them when they went a-visiting to Gordon's Pride.

Ere I had regained my health, the war for Independence was won. I pray

God that time may soften the bitterness it caused, and heal the breach

in that noble race whose motto is Freedom. That the Stars and Stripes

and the Union Jack may one day float together to cleanse this world of

tyranny!

AFTERWORD

The author makes most humble apologies to any who have, or think they

have, an ancestor in this book. He has drawn the foregoing with a very

free hand, and in the Maryland scenes has made use of names rather than

of actual personages. His purpose, however poorly accomplished, was to

give some semblance of reality to this part of the story. Hence he has

introduced those names in the setting, choosing them entirely at random

from the many prominent families of the colony.

No one may read the annals of these men, who were at once brave and

courtly, and of these women, who were ladies by nature as well as by

birth, and not love them. The fascination of that free and hospitable

life has been so strong on the writer of this novel that he closes it

with a genuine regret and the hope that its perusal may lead others to

the pleasure he has derived from the history of Maryland.

As few liberties as possible have been taken with the lives of Charles

James Fox and of John Paul Jones. The latter hero actually made a voyage

in the brigantine 'John' about the time he picked up Richard Carvel

from the Black Moll, after the episode with Mungo Maxwell at Tobago. The

Scotch scene, of course, is purely imaginary. Accuracy has been aimed

at in the account of the fight between the 'Bonhomme Richard' and the

'Serapis', while a little different arrangement might have been better

for the medium of the narrative. To be sure, it was Mr. Mease,

the purser, instead of Richard Carvel, who so bravely fought the

quarter-deck guns; and in reality Midshipman Mayrant, Commodore Jones's

aide, was wounded by a pike in the thigh after the surrender. No

injustice is done to the second and third lieutenants, who were absent

from the ship during the action.

The author must acknowledge that the only good anecdote in the book and

the only verse worth printing are stolen. The story on page concerning

Mr. Garrick and the Archbishop of York may be found in Fitzgerald's

life of the actor, much better told. The verse (in Chapter X) is by an

unknown author in the Annapolis Gazette, and is republished in Mr. Elihu

Riley's excellent “History of Annapolis.”

PG EDITOR'S BOOKMARKS:

A bold front is half the battle

A man ought never to be frightened by appearances

Affections warm despite absence, and years, and interest

Ever been my nature to turn forward instead of back

Genius honored but never encouraged

God bless their backs, which is the only part I ever care to see

He was our macaroni of Annapolis

Human multitude with its infinity of despairs and joys

It is sorrow which lifts us nearest to heaven

No real prosperity comes out of double-dealing

Shaped his politics according to the company he was in

Sight of happiness is often a pleasure for those who are sad

Sir, I have not yet begun to fight

The worse the disease, the more remarkable the cure

Their lines belonged rather to the landscape (cottages)

Thy politics are not over politic

Tis no so bad it micht-na be waur

Within every man's province to make himself what he will

Ya maun ken th' incentive's the maist o' the battle

Youth is in truth a mystery

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