At this juncture a man jumped up the earthworks with a loud yell, and

his sword raised high in the air. Who was this brave fellow who stormed

the enemy’s trenches single-handed? I was astonished at his audacity.

But alas! a shot came flying from somewhere, hit him, and he fell at my

right side, as if crumbling down. He faced death as if returning home.

He had jumped up there bravely all alone to seek death, and attracted

the enemy’s attention by his triumphant cry.

After a while the shells from the Japanese army began to burst briskly

above our heads. Percussion balls fell around us and hurled up smoke

and blood together. Legs, hands, and necks were cut into black

fragments, and scattered about. I shut my eyes in perfect resignation

and prayed that my agony might be put to a speedy end by my being

shattered to pieces all at once. Still no shell came to break my flesh

and bones, but only small fragments came and injured my already wounded

limbs. One wounded soldier who was near me received one of those

horrible fragments on the face. He writhed for a few minutes, then fell

on his face and expired. Every moment I expected to meet a similar

fate; or to be eaten by the hungry dogs and wolves of the field, half

dead, half alive, yet unable to resist my fate. I was being picked off

inch by inch by the fierce eagle of the north. I heard some one crying

“Nippon Banzai” at my head. I opened my eyes and dimly discovered that

is was a poor, wounded man. His reason was all gone, yet he did not

forget to shout Banzai for his Fatherland. He repeated Banzai over

and over again, and also shouted “Come, come, Japanese soldiers!” He

danced, jumped, and shouted in frenzy until he was exhausted, then he

closed his lips and his color began to fade. I shut my eyes and prayed

that he might go in peace.

The blood from my wounds had dyed my body red all over. My arms were

bandaged, but all the other wounds were left uncovered. Sometimes I

shut my eyes in quiet thought and again opened them to stare about me.

To my left I saw two Japanese soldiers lying dead under the flying

Rising Sun. Probably the flag had been planted there by these two

heroes, but if our men pushed forward to it, the enemy were sure to

shoot them down; while, if the Russians attempted to retake the spot,

they were equally sure of being killed by our artillery. This dauntless

pair had kept the spot unto death, and they must have died smiling

and contented at their success. Is this not a fine piece of poetry in

itself? What poet will sing these heroes to posterity!

As I was faintly smiling over this poetic sight of the battle-field, I

saw the most brutal act committed that I could have imagined. Ah, men

and women of a civilization of justice and mercy, please remember this

fact! I have already told you of a savage Russian who butchered Captain

Yanagawa wantonly. Here again, before my very eyes, I saw a Russian

commit a most deliberate act of cruelty and barbarism. I had noticed

a Russian officer repeatedly pointing to his wounded leg and making

signs with his hands for help. Later I saw a Japanese hospital orderly,

himself wounded, go up to the Russian. Without attending to his own

wound, he took out bandages from a bag at his waist and bandaged the

Russian. He did his duty of love and mercy faithfully, thinking that

the wounded foe was not a foe any more, only a hero who had toiled for

his own country. His kindness in dressing the wound of the Russian was

so beautiful and holy that tearful gratitude was due to him even from a

hard-hearted savage. But how did this Russian return the kindness of

this hospital orderly? Tears of gratitude? No! A hand-shake of thanks?

No! Indeed, no! Lo, this beastly Russian officer bestowed a pistol shot

upon his Japanese benefactor! Do not forget this, you people of justice

and humanity! As soon as the orderly had finished bandaging, the

Russian pulled out his revolver from his hip and took the life of the

good Samaritan with one shot! My heart was bursting with indignation at

the sight of this atrocious outrage!

But my indignation, my exasperation, could not be translated into

action. I simply shut my eyes and gnashed my teeth; soon my breathing

became difficult. I felt that my life was fast ebbing, when some one

caught hold of my coat and raised me; after a minute I was let alone.

I slightly opened my eyes and dimly saw two or three Russians going up

the hill. I had been on the point of being made a prisoner! That very

moment when I was raised and laid down was the boundary-line between my

life and death, between my honor and disgrace! The enemy caught hold

of me once, but soon let me go; probably they thought I was dead. No

wonder they thought so, for I was covered with blood.

Then some one came running stealthily to my side and fell down without

a word. Was he dead? No, he was simply feigning death. After a while he

whispered in my ear: “Let us go back. I will help you.”

In the midst of my panting, irregular breathing, I looked at the man.

He was a stranger to me, a private with his head bandaged. I replied to

his very kind offer and said that I could never get back alive under

the circumstances, and wished him to kill me and go himself if he

could. He said that he could not expect to get me back alive, but that

he would at least carry my body; he would not allow it to be left among

the enemy. As soon as he had said this, he caught my left arm and put

it on his shoulder. At this juncture, the brave fellow who was lying at

my right, and who had been groaning for some time, said in a faltering,

tearful voice:—

“Lieutenant, please give me the last cup of water.” My heart was

bursting with emotion, and I fell down by his side in spite of my

helper. This poor fellow was probably one of my men; he asked me to

send him out on his last journey. Poor, poor soul! Of course I could

not force myself to go and leave my poor comrade alone.

“Have you any water?” I asked my helper. Whereupon he took out his

water bottle, stepped over my chest, and poured water into the mouth of

the dying man, who put his shattered hands together as in supplication

and murmuring “Namu-Amida-Butsu![58] Namu-Amida-Butsu!” like a faint

echo, slowly drew his last breath.

I had no heart to leave behind other comrades, dead or wounded, and

seek my own safety. But my kind helper grasped my left arm once again,

raised me on his back, and in one bound leaped over the earthwork, when

both of us went down with a thud. Quickly he picked up an overcoat and

covered me with it, and again in silence lay down by my side. In this

way I was taken out of the trenches on the back of an unknown soldier.

It was while being thus carried that my legs touched a corner of the

earthwork, and I felt excruciating pain for the first time. After a

while he whispered to me again, “As the shot are coming fast now, we

must wait a little.” He unsheathed his bayonet and bound it as a splint

to my broken leg with a Japanese towel. I was very thirsty and wanted

to drink; he gave me all that was left in his bottle, saying, “Don’t

drink much.” And also he soothed me often, saying, “Please be patient

awhile.” I saw many comrades groaning and writhing about me, and my

kind helper would pick up water bottles scattered over the place and

give them drink. Often he would feign death to escape the enemy’s eyes,

and lie down quickly, covering me with his body. I did not yet know

even the name of this chivalrous man.

“What is your name?” I asked.

“My name is Takesaburo Kondo,” he answered, in a whisper.

“Which regiment?”

“I am in the Kochi regiment.”

I was being saved by a gallant soldier, who was neither my subordinate,

nor of the same regiment as myself, and whom I had never seen before.

What mysterious thread of fortune bound him and me together? I could

not explain the mystery, but I do know that it was the friendly,

brotherly spirit pervading all ranks of our army that produced such a

man as Kondo, whose name should be handed down to posterity as a model

soldier and a heroic character. A few hours after I had been rescued, I

fell into a state of complete unconsciousness. When at last I recovered

my senses, the first thing that came to my mind was the beloved name of

Kondo.

Brave Takesaburo! He not only rescued me from the encircling enemy of

Wantai, but also with great difficulty carried me to our main position.

It was daytime and the place was exposed to the Russian machine-guns.

He himself was wounded. If he had left me there, me whose life was more

than uncertain, and escaped to a safe place by himself, things would

have been much simpler for him. But he had sworn to help me, and that

promise was more important to him than his own life. He braved every

danger, bore every difficulty, and with wonderful tact and sagacity

made use of every possible device in my rescue, and he was under no

personal obligation to me. For a while he covered and protected me with

his body, then he said to me:—

“Although a great many shot are still falling about us, we must not

stay here till night, or the enemy are sure to come and kill us. We

must go now. Please consider yourself already dead.”

He wrapped me up with an overcoat and beckoned to another soldier near

by. The wounded man came crawling to my side and, when he saw me, said:—

“Are you not Lieutenant Sakurai?”

I did not know who he was, but he must have been of the same regiment

as myself, since he knew me. He said to me, “How badly you are

injured!” and whispered with Takesaburo. Then I was carried away

by these two men and left behind me Wantai, now the grave of the

unconsoled spirits of my dear comrades, thinking all the time that

it was a great shame to go back alone, leaving the dead and wounded

friends behind. My two helpers would lie down every five or ten steps

as if they were dead, and try to deceive the enemy’s vigilance. While

being thus carried I felt no pain, only a very unpleasant grating of

broken bones. We went past wire-entanglements and breastworks, and in

the burning, straight, noonday rays of the sun, I was finally brought

to a ravine a little below the wire-entanglement, and I thought the

place was the foot of Kikuan.

I was laid down here for some time, and at last began to feel faint and

dizzy, and everything went out of my consciousness as in sleep. This

was caused by the profuse bleeding. At this time I was counted among

the dead; the report of my death reached home. My teacher, Mr. Murai,

placed the postal card I had written to him in the family shrine[59]

and offered to my spirit incense and flowers, as I have since been told.

For some hours I was practically dead in this ravine, but the gate of

the other world was still closed against me and I began to breathe once

more. The first thing that I heard was a tremendous noise of a heavy

cannon-ball falling near me, throwing up sand and pebbles, and covering

me with dust.

I felt that it was this roar that called my spirit back into this

world. As soon as I recovered consciousness, my wounds began to hurt

terribly. I tried to move my comparatively sound right leg, but it

would not move; the blood gushed out of it and coagulated over it. I

noticed that a sun flag was spread over my face as an awning and that

Takesaburo Kondo was still by my side watching me. I thanked him for

his faithful service with tears of gratitude.

He fastened poles to the overcoat wrapping me and begged four or five

wounded men who happened to come along to help carry me to the first

aid. Lifting a corner of the flag that covered my face, he said:

“Lieutenant, it seems that my wound is not a serious one, as I am

not going to the rear. Your case is serious. Please take good care of

yourself and become well again,” and he left me at last. I never saw

him again.

Did I take his hand and thank him for his gallant service? No; I

could not. I only wept for his goodness with unbounded gratitude in

my heart and prayed that he might be spared. “To share the shadow of

the same tree, to drink from the same stream of water,” is said to

be the promise of meeting again in another world. But he voluntarily

threw himself into the boiling caldron of danger and rescued me out of

certain death; he was truly the giver of my renewed life. My present

life is not mine at all; I should have died in Bodai surely: that I now

live is due to Takesaburo Kondo alone. Kondo was killed within a month

after this! His spirit is now too far away to see me, whom he rescued

amid such great difficulties and dangers. When I think of this I cannot

cry out my sorrow or talk about my sentiments, because both the cry and

the words become choked in my throat.

During the night four or five wounded soldiers took advantage of the

darkness to carry me past the enemy’s front to the first aid, which

they found with difficulty. I was still faint and in a dreamy state and

could not take in much; the only thing I remember is that I was put on

a stretcher, without removing overcoat and poles on which I had been

borne thus far. At last I was laid down in a spot where people were

busy running to and fro. That was indeed the first aid station. As soon

as I realized this, I cried out:—

“Is Surgeon Yasui here? Surgeon Ando?”

“I am Ando! Yasui is also here!” was the immediate response. I did not

expect to find these friends here, but simply called their names as in

a dream, the names so dear to my heart. But the strange, mysterious

thread that tied us together in friendship drew me to their place

and put me under their care—a thing that could never be planned or

mapped out in the battle-field, where separation and dispersion is so

universal a rule. Heaven granted me a chance to meet them in my time of

need. At this unexpected hearing of their voices my heart beat high.

“Surgeon Yasui! Surgeon Ando!”

They took my hands and stroked my forehead and said: “Well done. You

have done well.”

I noticed that the body of my battalion commander, Major Kamimura, was

lying to my left. When attacking the first skirmish-trenches, he was

standing in the farthest front and cheering us on. And that same brave

officer was now a spiritless corpse sleeping an eternal sleep here, his

servant clinging to his body, crying at the top of his voice.

Soon I was bandaged and sent to the rear, and had to say an unwilling

farewell to the two surgeon friends whom I had come across to my

unexpected and unbounded joy!

When I met Surgeon Yasui later, he told me something of my condition at

the time I was taken to the first aid:—

“The position of that first aid station was such that none of us

expected to find any of the wounded of our detachment brought there;

yet I was enabled to take care of you; that is the strangest of strange

happenings. I had asked about you of the wounded men as they came in,

and all said that you must be dead. There was one even who affirmed

that you were killed below the wire-entanglements of Kikuan. So I

had concluded that I should never see you again in this world of the

living, but wishing to recover your body, I made careful inquiries

about where you were killed—all to no purpose. Later, a sergeant by the

name of Sadaoka came in, and I asked him about you and got the answer

that you had been killed in the ravine of Kikuan. At once I dispatched

some hospital orderlies to bring your body back on a stretcher, but it

was too dark, and the enemy’s fire was still violent, and they came

back without accomplishing anything. Still anxious to get you, I sent

out a second group of orderlies, who brought you back, still living,

to our great surprise and joy. At the first glance we thought that you

must die in a few hours, and Surgeon Ando and I looked at each other

in sorrow. Therefore, when we sent you on to the field hospital, of

course we thought it was an eternal good-by in disguise.

“About a month after that I saw Takesaburo Kondo, who had rescued you,

and a strange coincidence it was. I noticed a soldier passing our first

aid station, shouldering a shovel. Suddenly the man fell face upward.

I ran to the spot and saw that it was your Takesaburo Kondo. He was a

special object of my respect and love, because I knew that he had saved

you out of the enemy’s grip. He was still breathing faintly, so I gave

him a drink from my water bottle; then he smiled and expired in peace.”

Thus the giver of my second life, Takesaburo Kondo, lost his noble life

by a stray shot!

* * * * *

Our first general attack came to a close with these horrors. The second

and the third repeated similar scenes or even more horrible ones. But

our army was not discouraged; on the contrary, the repeated failures

only added to their keen determination and abundant resourcefulness.

Our army attacked again and again the desperately defending enemy, and

at last took the great fortress. I have no right to speak about the

investment of Port Arthur after this first assault. There are others

better fitted to relate that great chapter of the war. For about three

hundred days after this I was kept in bed, unable to move my hands or

to stand on my feet. But in the agony of physical pain I was running

to Liaotung in imagination, picturing to myself the brave and loyal

officers and men fighting gallantly in the field. And on the second

day of the Happy New Year of the 38th of Meiji I heard the news that

the great fortress of Port Arthur, considered the strongest east of

Suez, and the formidable base for the Russian policy of the aggression

on Eastern Asia, no longer able to resist the tremendous power of the

Imperial forces, had capitulated, and its commanding general had given

himself up to the mercy of General Nogi. When I heard this news, not

only I, but all the wounded who had taken part in the siege, wept while

we rejoiced. The bleached white bones of our brave dead that filled the

hills and valleys of Port Arthur must have risen and danced with joy!

The spirits of those loyal ones who died unconsoled, crying “Revenge!”

or “Port Arthur!” must have been lulled to eternal rest by this great

news.

When I heard of the capitulation of Port Arthur, I cried with an

overwhelming joy, and at the same time there came to me the thought of

the great number of my dead comrades. I who had had the misfortune of

sacrificing the lives of so many of my men on the battle-field, how

could I apologize to their loyal spirits? I who left many brethren on

the field and came back alone to save my life, how could I see without

shame the faces of their surviving relatives?

* * * * *

The war is now over, the storm has ceased! The blood of brave warriors

has bought this peace. The time may come when the hills of Port Arthur

are razed to the ground and the river of Liaotung is dried up, but the

time will never come when the names of the hundreds of thousands of

those loyal officers and patriotic soldiers who gave their lives to

the sovereign and to the country will be forgotten. Their names shall

be fragrant for a thousand years and lighten ten thousand ages; their

merits posterity shall gratefully remember for ever and ever!

APPENDICES

APPENDIX A

THE IMPERIAL RESCRIPT ON EDUCATION

KNOW ye, Our subjects:

Our Imperial Ancestors have founded Our Empire on a basis broad and

everlasting and have deeply and firmly implanted virtue; Our subjects

ever united in loyalty and filial piety have from generation to

generation illustrated the beauty thereof. This is the glory of the

fundamental character of Our Empire, and herein also lies the source of

Our education. Ye, Our subjects, be filial to your parents, affectionate

to your brothers and sisters; as husbands and wives be harmonious, as

friends true; bear yourselves in modesty and moderation; extend your

benevolence to all; pursue learning and cultivate arts, and thereby

develop intellectual faculties and perfect moral powers; furthermore

advance public good and promote common interests; always respect the

Constitution and observe the laws; should emergency arise, offer

yourselves courageously to the State; and thus guard and maintain the

prosperity of Our Imperial Throne coeval with heaven and earth. So shall

ye not only be Our good and faithful subjects, but render illustrious

the best traditions of your forefathers.

The way here set forth is indeed the teaching bequeathed by Our

Imperial Ancestors, to be observed alike by Their Descendants and

subjects, infallible for all ages and true in all places. It is Our wish

to lay it to heart in all reverence, in common with you, Our subjects,

that we may all thus attain to the same virtue.

The 30th day of the 10th month of the 23d year of Meiji.

[Imperial Sign Manual. Imperial Seal.]

APPENDIX B

IMPERIAL RESCRIPT TO THE ARMY AND NAVY

THE Army of this country, in ancient times, stood from generation

to generation under the supreme command of the Emperor. More than

two thousand five hundred years have passed since the time when the

Emperor Jimmu suppressed the barbarian tribes of the central provinces,

and established himself on his Imperial Throne. The expedition was

under the supreme command of the Emperor himself, and was composed of

warriors of Otomo and Mononobe, the most illustrious warrior-clans of

the day.

Military reorganization often was necessitated in subsequent ages by

the vicissitudes of the times and the needs of the country’s wars; but

throughout Our ancient history, the Emperor was always the regular

commander. His place in the field was sometimes taken by the queen

or the crown prince, but the supreme command of the Army was never

intrusted to a subject.

In the Middle Ages all administrative matters, whether military or

civil, were copied from China: six garrisons were organized, and two

depots for horses, and a system of frontier guards were likewise

established. The organization of the army was thus excellent on paper;

but the long continuance of peace ruined the efficiency of the army,

farmers and soldiers became two distinct classes.

The warriors imperceptibly changed into a professional caste, popularly

called _bushi_, the principal men of which became the permanent leaders

of the army; and the general chaos of the national life placed the

chief powers of the Government in their hands, and kept them there for

close upon seven hundred years.

No human power could probably have arrested this turn of Our national

life; and yet it was a thing much to be regretted as being entirely out

of harmony with Our national constitution and the rules laid down by

Our ancestors.

After the periods of Kokwa (A. D. 1844) and Ka-ei (A. D. 1848) the

Government of the Tokugawa House became too feeble to bear the

responsibilities of national government, and a critical period was made

more critical by the petitions for admission and intercourse which came

from foreign nations. These circumstances caused great anxiety to Our

Grandfather, the Emperor Ninko, and Our Father, the late Emperor Komei.

When, not long afterwards, We ascended the throne in Our youth, the

Shogun Tokugawa returned his authority into Our hands, and the lesser

Barons likewise restored to Us their territories. Thus, in less than

one year, the whole country came once more under Our direct control,

and We were thus enabled to restore again the old system of Government.

This great result was due in part to the meritorious services of Our

loyal subjects of all classes who aided Us in the accomplishment of

this great work, and partly to the mercy which every Emperor of this

country has felt for Our people; but the basis of the whole work now

successfully accomplished has been the fact that Our people themselves

have a just knowledge of right and wrong and rightly apprehend the

meaning of true loyalty.

During the fifteen years that have elapsed since then, We have

reorganized Our military and naval system, and formed Our present army

and navy in order to make Our country glorious. The army and navy is

now under Our direct command, and though partial commands may from time

to time be intrusted to some of Our subjects, the supreme command will

always remain with Us. We desire you to remember this fact, and to let

your descendants know that the Emperor is Commander-in-Chief of the

Army and Navy, so that the country may never again have to go through

the ignominy of the Middle Ages.

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