CHAPTER IX

EMANCIPATION

On the following day, Sunday, George walked home: Mrs. Ryle had told him

to come and spend the day at the Farm. All were at church except Molly,

and George went to meet them. Several groups were coming along; and

presently he met Cris Chattaway, Rupert Trevlyn, and his brother Treve,

walking together.

"Where's my mother?" asked George.

"She stepped indoors with Mrs. Apperley," answered Treve. "Said she'd

follow me on directly."

"How do you relish linen-drapering?" asked Cris Chattaway, in a chaffing

sort of manner, as George turned with them. "Horrid, isn't it?"

"There's only about one thing in this world more horrid," answered

George.

"My father said you expressed fears before you went that you'd find the

air stifling," went on Cris, not asking what the one exception might be.

"Is it hopelessly so?"

"The black hole in Calcutta must have been cool and pleasant in

comparison with it," returned George.

"I wonder you are alive," continued Cris.

"I wonder I am," said George, equably. "I was quite off in a faint one

day, when the shop was at the fullest. They thought they must have sent

for you, Cris; that the sight of you might bring me to again."

"There you go!" exclaimed Treve Ryle. "I wonder if you _could_ let each

other alone if you were bribed to do it?"

"Cris began it," said George.

"I didn't," said Cris. "I _should_ like to see you at your work, though,

George! I'll come some day. The Squire paid you a visit yesterday

afternoon, he told us. He says you are getting to be quite the counter

cut; one can't serve out yards of calico without it, you know."

George Ryle's face burnt. He knew Mr. Chattaway had ridiculed him at

Trevlyn Hold, in connection with his new occupation. "It would be a more

fitting situation for you than for me, Cris," said he. "And now you hear

it."

Cris laughed scornfully. "Perhaps it might, if I wanted one. The master

of Trevlyn won't need to go into a linen-draper's shop."

"Look here, Cris. That shop is horrid, and I don't mind telling you that

I find it so; not an hour in the day goes over my head but I wish myself

out of it; but I would rather bind myself to it for twenty years than be

master of Trevlyn Hold, if I came to it as you will come to it--by

wrong."

Cris broke into a shrill, derisive whistle. It was being prolonged to an

apparently interminable length, when he found himself rudely seized from

behind.

"Is that the way you walk home from church, Christopher Chattaway?

Whistling!"

Cris looked round and saw Miss Trevlyn. "Goodness, Aunt Diana! are you

going to shake me?"

"Walk along as a gentleman should, then," returned Miss Trevlyn.

She went on. Miss Chattaway walked by her side, not deigning to cast a

word or a look to the boys as she swept past. Gliding up behind them,

holding the hand of Maude, was gentle Mrs. Chattaway. They all wore

black silk dresses and white silk bonnets: the apology for mourning

assumed for Mr. Ryle. But the gowns were not new; and the bonnets were

the bonnets of the past summer, with the coloured flowers removed.

Mrs. Chattaway slackened her pace, and George found himself at her side.

She seemed to linger, as if she would speak with him unheard by the

rest.

"Are you pretty well, my dear?" were her first words. "You look taller

and thinner, and your face is pale."

"I shall look paler before I have been much longer in the shop, Mrs.

Chattaway."

Mrs. Chattaway glanced her head timidly round with the air of one who

fears she may be heard. But they were alone now.

"Are you grieving, George?"

"How can I help it?" he passionately answered, feeling that he could

open his heart to Mrs. Chattaway as he could to no one else in the wide

world. "Is it a proper thing to put me to, dear Mrs. Chattaway?"

"I said it was not," she murmured. "I remarked to Diana that I wondered

Maude should place you there."

"It was not my mother so much as Mr. Chattaway," he answered, forgetting

possibly that it was Mr. Chattaway's wife to whom he spoke. "At times,

do you know, I feel as though I would almost rather be--be----"

"Be what, dear?"

"Be dead, than remain there."

"Hush, George!" she cried, almost with a shudder. "Random figures of

speech never do any good! I have learnt it. In the old days, when----"

She suddenly broke off and glided forward without further notice. As she

passed she caught up the hand of Maude, who was then walking by the side

of the boys. George looked round for the cause of desertion, and found

it in Mr. Chattaway. That gentleman was coming along with a quick step,

one of his younger children in his hand.

The Chattaways turned off towards Trevlyn Hold, and George walked on

with Treve.

"Do you know how things are going on at home, Treve, between my mother

and Chattaway?" asked George.

"Chattaway's a miserable screw," was Treve's answer. "He'd like to grind

down the world, and doesn't let a chance escape him. Mamma says it's a

dreadful sum he has put upon her to pay yearly, and she does not see how

the farm will do it, besides keeping us. I wish we were clear of him! I

wish I was as big as you, George! I'd work my arms off, but I'd get

together the money to pay him!"

"I'm not allowed to work," said George. "They have thrust me away from

the farm."

"I wish you were back at it; I know that! Nothing goes on as it used to,

when you were there and papa was alive. Nora's cross, and mamma's cross;

and I have not a soul to speak to. What do you think Chattaway did this

week?"

"Something mean, I suppose!"

"Mean! We killed a pig, and while it was being cut up, Chattaway marched

in. 'That's fine meat, John Pinder,' said he, when he had looked at it a

bit; 'as fine as ever I saw. I should like a bit of this meat; I think

I'll take a sparerib; and it can go against Mrs. Ryle's account with

me.' With that, he laid hold of a sparerib, the finest of the two,

called a boy who was standing by, and sent him up with it at once to

Trevlyn Hold. What do you think of that?"

"Think! That it's just the thing Chattaway would do every day of his

life, if he could. Mamma should have sent for the meat back again."

"And enrage Chattaway! It might be all the worse for us if she did."

"Is it not early to begin pig-killing?"

"Yes. John Pinder killed this one on his own authority; never so much as

asking mamma. She was so angry. She told him, if ever he acted for

himself again, without knowing what her pleasure might be, she should

discharge him. But it strikes me John Pinder is fond of doing things on

his own head," concluded Treve, sagaciously; "and will do them, in spite

of everyone, now there's no master over him."

The day soon passed. George told his mother how terribly he disliked

being where he was placed; worse than that, how completely unsuited he

was to the business. Mrs. Ryle coldly said we all had to put up with

what we disliked, and he would grow reconciled to it in time. There was

evidently no hope for him; and he returned to Barmester at night,

feeling there was not any.

On the following afternoon, Monday, some one in deep mourning entered

the shop of Wall and Barnes, and asked if she could speak to Mr. Ryle.

George was at the upper end of the shop. A box of lace had been

accidentally upset on the floor, and he had been called to set it

straight. Behind him hung two shawls, and, hidden by those shawls, was a

desk, belonging to Mr. Wall. The visitor approached George and saluted

him.

"Well, you _are_ busy!"

George lifted his head at the well-known voice--Nora's. Her attention

appeared chiefly attracted by the lace.

"What a mess it is in! And you don't go a bit handy to work, towards

putting it tidy."

"I shall never be handy at this sort of work. Oh, Nora! I cannot tell

you how I dislike it!" he exclaimed, with a burst of feeling that

betrayed its own pain. "I would rather be with my father in his coffin!"

"Don't talk nonsense!" said Nora.

"It is not nonsense. I shall never care for anything again in life, now

they have put me here. It was Chattaway's doing; you know it was, Nora.

My mother never would have thought of it. When I remember that my father

would have objected to this for me just as strongly as I object to it

myself, I can hardly _bear_ my thoughts. I think how he will grieve, if

he can see what goes on in this world. You know he said something about

that when he was dying--the dead retaining their consciousness of what

is passing here."

"Have you objected to be bound?"

"I have not objected. I don't mean to object. My father charged me to

obey Mrs. Ryle, and not cross her--and I won't forget that; therefore I

shall remain, and do my duty to the very best of my power. But it was a

cruel thing to put me to it. Chattaway has some motive for getting me

off the farm; there's no doubt about it. I shall stay if--if----"

"Why do you hesitate?" asked Nora.

"Well, there are moments," he answered, "when a fear comes over me

whether I _can_ bear and stay on. You see, Nora, it is Chattaway and my

mother's will balancing against all the hopes and prospects of my life.

I know that my father charged me to obey my mother; but, on the other

hand, I know that if he were alive he would be pained to see me here;

would be the first to take me away. When these thoughts come forcibly

upon me, I doubt whether I can remain."

"You must not encourage them," said Nora.

"I don't encourage them; they come in spite of me. The fear comes; it is

always coming. Don't say anything at home, Nora. I have made up my mind

to stop, and I'll try hard to do it. As soon as I am out of my time I'll

go off to India, or somewhere, and forget the old life in the new one."

"My goodness!" uttered Nora. But having no good arguments at hand, she

thought it as well to leave him, and took her departure.

The day arrived on which George was to be bound. It was a gloomy

November day, and the tall chimneys of Barmester rose dark and dismal

against the outlines of the grey sky. The previous night had been

hopelessly wet, and the mud in the streets was ankle-deep. People who

had no urgent occasion to be abroad, drew closer to their comfortable

fire-sides, and wished the dreary month of November was over.

George stood at the door of the shop, having snatched a moment to come

to it. A slender, handsome boy, with his earnest eyes and dark chestnut

hair, looking far too gentlemanly to belong to that place. Belong to it!

Ere the stroke of another hour should have been told on the dial of the

church clock of Barmester, he would be irrevocably bound to it--have

become as much a part and parcel of it as the silks displayed in its

windows, the shawls exhibited in their gay and gaudy colours. As he

stood there, he was feeling that no fate on earth was ever so hopelessly

dark as his: feeling that he had no friend either in earth or heaven.

One, two; three, four! chimed out over the town through the leaden

atmosphere. Half-past eleven! It was the hour fixed for signing the

indentures which would bind him to servitude for years; and he, George

Ryle, looked to the extremity of the street, expecting the appearance of

Mr. Chattaway.

Considering the way in which Mr. Chattaway had urged on the matter,

George had thought he would be half-an-hour before the time, rather than

five minutes behind it. He looked eagerly to the extremity of the

street, at the same time dreading the sight he sought for.

"George Ryle!" The call came ringing in sharp, imperative tones, and he

turned in obedience to it. He was told to "measure those trimmings, and

card them."

An apparently interminable task. About fifty pieces of ribbon-trimmings,

some scores of yards in each piece, all off their cards. George sighed

as he singled out one and began upon it--he was terribly awkward at the

work.

It advanced slowly. In addition to the inaptitude of his fingers for the

task, to his intense natural distaste for it--and so intense was that

distaste, that the ribbons felt as if they burnt his fingers--in

addition to this, there were frequent interruptions. Any of the shopmen

who wanted help called to George Ryle; and once he was told to open the

door for a lady who was departing.

As she walked away, George leaned out, and took another gaze. Mr.

Chattaway was not in sight. The clocks were then striking a quarter to

twelve. A feeling of something like hope, but vague and faint and

terribly unreal, dawned over his heart. Could the delay augur good for

him?--was it possible that there could be any change?

How unreal it was, the next moment proved. There came round that far

corner a horseman at a hand-gallop, his horse's hoofs scattering the mud

in all directions. It was Mr. Chattaway. He reined up at the private

door of Wall and Barnes, dismounted, and consigned his horse to his

groom, who had followed at the same pace. The false, faint hope was

over; and George walked back to his cards and his trimmings, as one from

whom all spirit has gone out.

A message was brought to him almost immediately by one of the house

servants: Squire Chattaway waited in the drawing-room. Squire Chattaway

had sent the message himself, not to George, to Mr. Wall; but Mr. Wall

was engaged at the moment with a gentleman, and sent the message on to

George. George went upstairs.

Mr. Chattaway, in his top boots and spurs, stood warming his hands over

the fire. He had not removed his hat. When the door opened, he raised

his hand to do so; but seeing it was only George who entered, he left it

on. He was much given to the old-fashioned use of boots and spurs when

out riding.

"Well, George, how are you?"

George went up to the fireplace. On the centre table, as he passed it,

lay an official-looking parchment rolled up, an inkstand by its side.

George had not the least doubt that the parchment was no other than that

formidable document, his Indentures.

Mr. Chattaway had taken up the same opinion. He extended his riding whip

towards the parchment, and spoke in a significant tone, turning his eye

on George.

"Ready?"

"It is no use attempting to say I am not," replied George. "I would

rather you had forced me to become one of the lowest boys in your

coal-mines, Mr. Chattaway."

"What's this?" asked Mr. Chattaway.

He was pointing now to the upper part of the sleeve of George's jacket.

Some ravellings of cotton had collected there unnoticed. George took

them off, and put them in the fire.

"It is only a badge of my trade, Mr. Chattaway."

Whether Mr. Chattaway detected the bitterness of the words--not the

bitterness of sarcasm, but of despair--cannot be told. He laughed

pleasantly, and before the laugh was over, Mr. Wall came in. Mr.

Chattaway removed his hat now, and laid it with his riding-whip beside

the indentures.

"I am later than I ought to be," observed Mr. Chattaway, as they shook

hands. "The fact is, I was on the point of starting, when my colliery

manager came up. His business was important, and it kept me the best

part of an hour."

"Plenty of time; plenty of time," said Mr. Wall. "Take a seat."

They sat down near the table. George, apparently unnoticed, remained

standing on the hearth-rug. A few minutes were spent conversing on

different subjects, and then Mr. Chattaway turned to the parchment.

"These are the indentures, I presume?"

"Yes."

"I called on Mrs. Ryle last evening. She requested me to say that should

her signature be required, as the boy's nearest relative and

guardian--as his only parent, it may be said, in fact--she should be

ready to affix it at any given time."

"It will not be required," replied Mr. Wall, in a clear voice. "I shall

not take George Ryle as an apprentice."

A stolid look of surprise struggled to Mr. Chattaway's leaden face. At

first, he scarcely seemed to take in the full meaning of the words. "Not

take him?" he rejoined, staring helplessly.

"No. It is a pity these were made out," continued Mr. Wall, taking up

the indentures. "It has been so much time and parchment wasted. However,

that is not of great consequence. I will be at the loss, as the refusal

comes from my side."

Mr. Chattaway found his tongue--found it volubly. "Won't he do? Is he

not suitable? I--I don't understand this."

"Not at all suitable, in my opinion," answered Mr. Wall.

Mr. Chattaway turned sharply upon George, a strangely evil look in his

dull grey eye, an ominous curl in his thin, dry lip. Mr. Wall likewise

turned; but on his face there was a reassuring smile.

And George? George stood there as one in a dream; his face changing to

perplexity, his eyes strained, his fingers intertwined with the nervous

grasp of emotion.

"What have you been guilty of, sir, to cause this change of intentions?"

shouted Mr. Chattaway.

"He has not been guilty of anything," interposed Mr. Wall, who appeared

to be enjoying a smile at George's astonishment and Mr. Chattaway's

discomfiture. "Don't blame the boy. So far as I know and believe, he has

striven to do his best ever since he has been here."

"Then why won't you take him? You _will_ take him," added Mr. Chattaway,

in a more agreeable voice, as the idea dawned upon him that Mr. Wall had

been joking.

"Indeed, I will not. If Mrs. Ryle offered me a thousand pounds premium

with him, I should not take him."

Mr. Chattaway's small eyes opened to their utmost width. "And why not?"

"Because, knowing what I know now, I believe that I should be committing

an injustice upon the boy; an injustice which nothing could repair. To

condemn a youth to pass the best years of his life at an uncongenial

pursuit, to make the pursuit his calling, is a cruel injustice wherever

it is knowingly inflicted. I myself was a victim to it. My boy," added

Mr. Wall, laying his hand on George's shoulder, "you have a marked

distaste to the mercery business. Is it not so? Speak out fearlessly.

Don't regard me as your master--I shall never be that, you hear--but as

your friend."

"Yes, I have," replied George.

"You think it a cruel piece of injustice to have put you to it: you will

never more feel an interest in life; you'd as soon be with poor Mr. Ryle

in his coffin! And when you are out of your time, you mean to start for

India or some out-of-the-world place, and begin life afresh!"

George was too much confused to answer. His face turned scarlet.

Undoubtedly Mr. Wall had overheard his conversation with Nora.

Mr. Chattaway was looking red and angry. When his face did turn red, it

presented a charming brick-dust hue. "It is only scamps who take a

dislike to what they are put to," he exclaimed. "And their dislike is

all pretence."

"I differ from you in both propositions," replied Mr. Wall. "At any

rate, I do not think it the case with your nephew."

Mr. Chattaway's brick-dust grew deeper. "He is no nephew of mine. What

next will you say, Wall?"

"Your step-nephew, then, to be correct," equably rejoined Mr. Wall. "You

remember when we left school together, you and I, and began to turn our

thoughts to the business of life? Your father wished you to go into the

bank as clerk, you know; and mine----"

"But he did not get his wish, more's the luck," again interposed Mr.

Chattaway, not pleased at the allusion. "A poor start in life that would

have been for the future Squire of Trevlyn Hold."

"Pooh!" rejoined Mr. Wall, in a good-tempered, matter-of-fact tone. "You

did not expect then to be exalted to Trevlyn Hold. Nonsense, Chattaway!

We are old friends, you know. But, let me continue. I overheard a

certain conversation of this boy's with Nora Dickson, and it seemed to

bring my own early life back to me. With every word he spoke, I had a

fellow-feeling. My father insisted that I should follow the business he

was in; this one. He carried on a successful trade for years, in this

very house, and nothing would do but I must succeed to it. In vain I

urged my repugnance to it, my dislike; in vain I said I had formed other

views for myself; I was not listened to. In those days it was not the

fashion for sons to run counter to their fathers' will; at least, such

was my experience; and into the business I came. I have reconciled

myself to it by dint of time and habit; liked it, I never have; and I

have always felt that it was--as I heard this boy express it--a cruel

wrong to force me into it. You cannot, therefore, be surprised that I

decline so to force another. I will never do it knowingly."

"You decline absolutely to take him?" asked Mr. Chattaway.

"Absolutely and positively. He can remain in the house a few days longer

if it will suit his convenience, or he can leave to-day. I am not

displeased with you," added Mr. Wall, turning to George, and holding out

his hand. "We shall part good friends."

George seized it and grasped it, his countenance glowing, a whole world

of gratitude shining from his eyes as he lifted them to Mr. Wall. "I

shall always think you have been the best friend I ever had, sir, next

to my father."

"I hope it will prove so. I trust you will find some pursuit in life

more congenial to you than this."

Mr. Chattaway took up his hat and whip. "This will be fine news for your

mother, sir!" cried he, severely.

"It may turn out well for her," replied George, boldly. "My belief is

the farm never would have got along with John Pinder as manager."

"You think you would make a better?" said Mr. Chattaway, his thin lip

curling.

"I can be true to her, at any rate," said George. "And I can have my

eyes about me."

"Good morning," resumed Mr. Chattaway to Mr. Wall, putting out

unwillingly the tips of two fingers.

Mr. Wall laughed. "I do not see why you should be vexed, Mr. Chattaway.

The boy is no son of yours. For myself, all I can say is, that I have

been actuated by motives of regard for his interest."

"It remains to be proved whether it will be for his interest," coldly

rejoined Mr. Chattaway. "Were I his mother, and this check were dealt

out to me, I should send him off to break stones on the road. Good

morning, Wall. And I beg you will not bring me here again upon a fool's

errand."

George went into the shop, to get from it some personal trifles he had

left there. He deemed it well to depart at once, and carry the news home

to Mrs. Ryle himself. The cards and trimmings lay in the unfinished

state he had left them. What a change, that moment and this! One or two

of the employes noticed his radiant countenance.

"Has anything happened?" they asked.

"Yes," answered George. "I have been suddenly lifted into paradise."

He started on his way, leaving his things to be sent after him. His

footsteps scarcely touched the ground. Not a rough ridge of the road

felt he; not a sharp stone; not a hill. Only when he turned in at the

gate did he remember there was his mother's displeasure to be met and

grappled with.

Nora gave a shriek when he entered the house. "_George!_ What brings you

here?"

"Where's my mother?" was George's only answer.

"In the best parlour," said Nora. "And I can tell you she's not in the

best of humours just now, so I'd advise you not to go in."

"What about?" asked George, taking it for granted she had heard the news

about himself, and that was the grievance. But he was agreeably

undeceived.

"It's about John Pinder. He has been having two of the meads ploughed

up, and he never asked the missis first. She _is_ angry."

"Has Chattaway been here to see my mother, Nora?"

"He came up on horseback in a desperate hurry half-an-hour ago; but she

was out on the farm, so he said he'd call again. It was through going

out this morning that she discovered what they were about with the

fields. She says she thinks John Pinder must be going out of his mind,

to take things upon himself in the way he is doing."

George bent his steps to the drawing-room. Mrs. Ryle was seated before

her desk, writing a note. The expression of her face as she looked up at

George between the white lappets of her widow's cap was resolutely

severe. It changed to astonishment.

Strange to say, she was writing to Mr. Wall to stop the signing of the

indentures, or to desire that they might be cancelled if signed. She

could not do without George at home, she said; and she told him why she

could not.

"Mamma," said George, "will you be angry if I tell you something that

has struck me in all this?"

"Tell it," said Mrs. Ryle.

"I feel quite certain Chattaway has been acting with a motive; he has

some private reason for wishing to get me away from home. That's what he

has been working for; otherwise he would never have troubled himself

about me. It is not in his nature."

Mrs. Ryle gazed at George steadfastly, as if weighing his words, and

presently knit her brow. George could read her countenance tolerably

well. He felt sure she had arrived at a similar conclusion, and that it

irritated her. He resumed.

"It looks bad for you, mother; but you must not think I say this

selfishly. Twenty minutes I have asked myself the question, Why does he

wish me away? And I can only think that he would like the farm to go to

rack and ruin, so that you may be driven from it."

"Nonsense, George."

"Well, what else can it be?"

"If so, he is defeated," said Mrs. Ryle. "You will take your place as

master of the farm from to-day, George, under me. Deferring to me in all

things, you understand; giving no orders on your own responsibility,

taking my pleasure upon the merest trifle."

"I should not think of doing otherwise," replied George. "I will do my

best for you in all ways, mother. You will soon see how useful I can

be."

"Very well. But I may as well mention one thing to you. When Treve shall

be old enough, it is he who will be master here, and you must resign the

place to him. It is not that I wish to set the younger of your father's

sons unjustly above the head of the elder. This farm will be a living

but for one of you; barely that; and I prefer that Treve should have it;

he is my own son. We will endeavour to find a better farm for you before

that time shall come."

"Just as you please," said George, cheerfully. "Now that I am

emancipated from that dreadful nightmare, my prospects look very bright

to me. I'll do the best I can on the farm, remembering that I do it for

Treve's future benefit; not for mine. Something else will turn up for

me, no doubt, before I'm ready for it."

"Which will not be for some years to come," said Mrs. Ryle, feeling

pleased with the boy's acquiescent spirit. "Treve will not be old enough

for----"

Mrs. Ryle was interrupted. The door had opened, and there appeared Mr.

Chattaway, showing himself in. Nora never affected to be too courteous

to that gentleman; and on his coming to the house to ask for Mrs. Ryle a

second time, she had curtly answered that Mrs. Ryle was in the best

parlour (the more familiar name for the drawing-room in the farmhouse),

and allowed him to find his own way to it.

Mr. Chattaway looked surprised at seeing George; he had not bargained

for his arriving home so soon. Extending his hand towards him, he turned

to Mrs. Ryle.

"There's a dutiful son for you! You hear what he has done?--returned on

your hands as a bale of worthless goods."

"Yes, I hear that Mr. Wall has declined to take him," was her composed

answer. "It has happened for the best. When he arrived just now, I was

writing to Mr. Wall requesting that he might _not_ be bound."

"And why?" asked Mr. Chattaway in considerable amazement.

"I find I am unable to do without him," said Mrs. Ryle, her tone harder

and firmer than ever; her eyes, stern and steady, thrown full on

Chattaway. "I have tried the experiment, and it has failed. I cannot do

without one by my side devoted to my interests; and John Pinder cannot

get on without a master."

"And do you think you'll find what you want in him!--in that

inexperienced schoolboy?" burst forth Mr. Chattaway.

"I do," replied Mrs. Ryle, her tone so significantly decided, as to be

almost offensive. "He takes his standing from this day as master of

Trevlyn Farm; subject only to me."

"I wish you joy of him!" angrily returned Chattaway. "But you must

understand, Mrs. Ryle, that your having a boy at the head of affairs

will oblige me to look more keenly after my interests."

"My arrangements with you are settled," she said. "So long as I fulfil

my part, that is all that concerns you, James Chattaway."

"You'll not fulfil it, if you put him at the head of things."

"When I fail you can come here and tell me of it. Until then, I prefer

that you should not intrude on Trevlyn Farm."

She rang the bell sharply as she spoke, and Molly, who was passing along

the passage, immediately appeared. Mrs. Ryle extended her hand

imperiously, the forefinger pointed.

"The door for Mr. Chattaway."

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