VI.

The porter was the first who had to pay for it. He was dismissed that

same day.

Then Kallem went down to Andersen's widow. "You are a very clever,

capable woman. If you like you shall have the place as porter and

steward at the hospital. Accept it and begin at once to-morrow to pack

up and move in with the children, you will have less time to think

about your sorrow. Have you a good servant-girl?"

"Yes."

"Take her with you. More will not be necessary. Everything else is

ready, and the deaconesses will help you."

The upper deaconess got a sound rating; but nothing further. She was to

atone for her mistake by doing all that lay in her power to help mother

Andersen.

He made no effort to see the minister, nor the minister to see him. He

heard from others that he had been ill, which he thought likely enough.

A few days later Kallem met Josephine in the street; she pretended not

to see him.

The effect produced by this incident is not easily described. The whole

town was in a tumult. There must be something peculiar about belief

altogether, when belief in a lie could save a man from certain death.

Of course the porter and his large family came down upon the minister

and his wife like a heavy beam. Josephine had to provide money for

starting them in a bookseller's shop, much more money than she wished

to part with.

From that time Kallem had a true and faithful enemy in that man.

Directly after all this Kallem travelled up to the wood district. He

gave no notice of his coming; he came driving up from the station to

the farm one moonlight evening just as the yard and a good part of the

road were filled with sledges; some had people in them, some were

empty; old and young, all were going on a sleighing expedition; they

were to start from here and come back to the farm to dance.

No one noticed him coming from the station; they thought he belonged to

the party. It was only when he stood in the passage where the people of

the house and their guests were dressing that several of them saw he

was a stranger; but they did not think much about that; many fur-clad

figures were tramping out and in. Ragni had just got her fur on when

she felt herself embraced from behind. She gave a scream and looked up.

What delight that was! And Karl, who stood aside in a corner struggling

to pull on his long boots--without a sound or word he pulled them off

again, his fur too, flung his legs up in the air and away he went on

his hands to greet Kallem; at last he had acquired the art! The father

stood by with his thick hair and his melancholy face; he introduced

Kallem to his wife, a pale, quiet creature; she spoke in the dialect of

that district and had a weak voice--about all that Kallem remarked in

her. He had now no time for anything but just to join them.

There was much neighing of horses, and shouting, and little screams,

and laughter until "Ready!" was sung out down all the line and the

first sledge with a lady in it and a fur-man standing behind dashed

off; then sledge upon sledge, broad ones and narrow ones, sledges with

one horse and sledges with two horses. All along the snowy field in the

moonlight there was a long waving line with blackish-gray dots on it

wending toward the wood, while soon re-echoed through the trees the

sound of bells, dogs, laughing and talking. Some began to sing, others

joined in; but it was impossible to keep time, so they gave it up.

Kallem sat in a broad sledge with his wife. She looked so sweet wrapped

in all her furs that he several times tried to kiss her--a very

difficult task. What a lot she had experienced! As he listened to her

it became clear to him that it was only now she was enjoying her youth.

He had never seen anyone so happy, had never known that she had such a

longing for enjoyment in her. The same thing struck him later in the

evening, as they danced, played games, chattered, played, ate; she was

enjoying herself now for many past years. Whether it was a ponderous

wood-owner who took her round her slim waist and carried her off so

that she barely touched the floor with the tips of her toes, or whether

she caught hold of one of the children and waltzed away with it, or of

Karl, or some other youth from school or university whirled her round

the reverse way like a top--there was always the same delighted face,

the same zealous eagerness. The dancing and games went on in a corner

room reaching right across the house; but many kept streaming out from

there and into the other rooms, yes, even into the kitchen over in the

other corner; the door into it was open. A few elderly gentleman tried

to have a game of cards in a corner, but had to give it up; they were

perpetually being called away to dance, they too. Old and young, all

were equally happy.

At eleven o'clock the next day Ragni was still asleep, and when she

came downstairs about noon, rather tired and confused and much

astonished that Kallem had got up without her hearing him, she was

informed that he had gone away! A telegram from Dr. Kent, who was ill

again, made it impossible for him to remain longer. A few hasty lines,

scribbled while he ate his breakfast, comforted her a little. He wrote

that he would not wake her as she had been up so late the night before,

still less would he have her with him; but never had he felt a greater

pleasure than in seeing her so happy.

The first thing Kallem found when he got home was an invitation to a

ball from the "club." And he decided to accept it. The invitation was

in his sister's hand-writing (she was one of the patronesses) and it

was to "Dr. and Mrs. Kallem." Dear me!

Should he telegraph for Ragni? He decided to let her stay where she

was; she could not be better off.

Meanwhile he had to do with a very serious matter. His first visit the

same evening was to a poor woman down in the town, Sissel Aune, a

washerwoman and mother of a large family; she was in bed with

inflammation of the lungs. It was particularly on her account that Kent

had telegraphed. The seventh day had passed without any crisis, and

when this night was half through, the ninth day would be over too.

Would she survive it? Both upper and lower tips of the lung were

affected. The heart was weak, the pulse very feeble, and there were

other bad symptoms. Should he try to brace up the heart with atropin

for the last struggle? He had never tried that remedy in a similar

case, but it seemed reasonable enough. Wherever he went and whatever he

did, this question haunted him. The five children were over with Sören

Pedersen and his wife Aase; those two were capital in such emergencies.

The second time he went there he stayed; it was a wrestling match with

death.

It was a small but clean room with three beds. A miserable geranium

in the window and a portrait of King Charles XV. on horseback, in

frame and glass, hanging on the wall, a few photographs fastened up

with pins, and beside them a violin with three strings, the fourth

hanging down loose. The poor creature who lay there had once been a

good-looking woman, should she recover she would still be hard-working

and active. But now she was wasted away to skin and bone, her worn-out

hard-working hands resting on the ragged sheet. But the man who sat

beside her was not strong like she was; no, he was indeed a poor weak

thing! A good-natured face, so far in keeping with the violin on the

wall that perhaps a string had cracked in himself before the one now

hanging there had given way. Tired and worn out by night-watching, he

sat there quite by himself, not because the neighbours were chary with

their help, but because the one who had last sat there was resting now

until the last struggle should begin. It had touched Kallem to see that

the neighbours kept watch on each side of the house, wishing to prevent

Christmas merry-makers from passing that way; they relieved guard the

whole night through. He heard this from the woman who came again about

eleven o'clock to help. There was not much to be done except for the

doctor, and he did not know whether he dare do anything.

After the first injection of one-third of a milligramme the pulse was

raised. Kallem felt some hope, but dare not send it on to the imploring

eyes of the husband; it might deceive him. The pulse kept steady for a

couple of hours, then it fell; a fresh dose and it rose again. He sat

there watching her in great anxiety. He had a book with him and tried

to hold it under the lamp, now and again he took in a little of it, but

it was speedily forgotten. Not a word was spoken, but there were groans

and sighs. The last shouts outside in the distance, the last sound of

bells died away, the last door had long since been shut, the night was

gray and still. Five children, the eldest not more than ten years old,

were about to lose their provider, and the man who sat there, sometimes

tapping his knees, then stroking them, or resting his elbows on them

and clasping his hands together, and staring first at her, then at the

doctor, alas, he too would lose his provider.

Each time the pulse grew weaker a fresh dose was administered, and it

invariably strengthened the pulse so that it certainly seemed as though

he were doing the right thing. But the crisis would not end; it was

past midnight, and according to what they said the ninth day was over,

and still the same wearing struggle was going on. He got up from his

seat in hope and fear, and sat down again, took his book, held it up,

laid it down--and went to take her temperature. Her strength was fast

ebbing away; the husband saw it in his face and he struggled to keep

back his tears; the doctor warned him to be quiet. One more trial, and

soon after she fell asleep. But was that really sleep? He listened. The

others looked at him and he at them. He left the bedside for a little

while to return to it with fresh powers of judging; it was genuine,

quiet sleep! He turned round to the husband, who read it in his face

and a reflection of the light of life flitted over from the doctor's to

his face. He got up, again his feelings overcame him--it must break out

now. "Go to bed!" whispered the doctor. The man flung himself down on

one of the beds with his face buried in the pillow--then he gave way

completely.

Whispered injunctions to the woman who sat by the stove and who now got

up. Kallem promised to be there again later on in the morning; she

helped him on with his overcoat, he quietly opened the door for himself

and shut it again as quietly. The dull, gray weather had turned to a

heavy fall of snow. Not a single light was to be seen in any window,

with the exception of that one watching over the newly-kindled spark of

life. As Kallem went past the saddler's shop he could not resist

knocking at the door; but they were sound asleep in there. He knocked

again, for he felt sure that they had given up both their bed and the

warm room to the children, and were lying down themselves in the shop.

He was quite right. "Who's there?" was asked, with Sören Pedersen's

Funen accent. "When the children awake, tell them that their mother

will get better."

"That is delightful," returned the man from Funen, and behind him could

be heard Aase's north country voice: "What is that he is saying?"

Kallem replied: "Come to dinner with me and bring the children with

you!"

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