I should at least die as I had lived—fighting.

As Thurid came opposite the cabin’s doorway a new element projected

itself into the grim tragedy of the air that was being enacted upon the

deck of Matai Shang’s disabled flier.

It was Phaidor.

With flushed face and disheveled hair, and eyes that betrayed the

recent presence of mortal tears—above which this proud goddess had

always held herself—she leaped to the deck directly before me.

In her hand was a long, slim dagger. I cast a last look upon my beloved

princess, smiling, as men should who are about to die. Then I turned my

face up toward Phaidor—waiting for the blow.

Never have I seen that beautiful face more beautiful than it was at

that moment. It seemed incredible that one so lovely could yet harbor

within her fair bosom a heart so cruel and relentless, and today there

was a new expression in her wondrous eyes that I never before had seen

there—an unfamiliar softness, and a look of suffering.

Thurid was beside her now—pushing past to reach me first, and then what

happened happened so quickly that it was all over before I could

realize the truth of it.

Phaidor’s slim hand shot out to close upon the black’s dagger wrist.

Her right hand went high with its gleaming blade.

“That for Matai Shang!” she cried, and she buried her blade deep in the

dator’s breast. “That for the wrong you would have done Dejah Thoris!”

and again the sharp steel sank into the bloody flesh.

“And that, and that, and that!” she shrieked, “for John Carter, Prince

of Helium,” and with each word her sharp point pierced the vile heart

of the great villain. Then, with a vindictive shove she cast the

carcass of the First Born from the deck to fall in awful silence after

the body of his victim.

I had been so paralyzed by surprise that I had made no move to reach

the deck during the awe-inspiring scene which I had just witnessed, and

now I was to be still further amazed by her next act, for Phaidor

extended her hand to me and assisted me to the deck, where I stood

gazing at her in unconcealed and stupefied wonderment.

A wan smile touched her lips—it was not the cruel and haughty smile of

the goddess with which I was familiar. “You wonder, John Carter,” she

said, “what strange thing has wrought this change in me? I will tell

you. It is love—love of you,” and when I darkened my brows in

disapproval of her words she raised an appealing hand.

“Wait,” she said. “It is a different love from mine—it is the love of

your princess, Dejah Thoris, for you that has taught me what true love

may be—what it should be, and how far from real love was my selfish and

jealous passion for you.

“Now I am different. Now could I love as Dejah Thoris loves, and so my

only happiness can be to know that you and she are once more united,

for in her alone can you find true happiness.

“But I am unhappy because of the wickedness that I have wrought. I have

many sins to expiate, and though I be deathless, life is all too short

for the atonement.

“But there is another way, and if Phaidor, daughter of the Holy

Hekkador of the Holy Therns, has sinned she has this day already made

partial reparation, and lest you doubt the sincerity of her

protestations and her avowal of a new love that embraces Dejah Thoris

also, she will prove her sincerity in the only way that lies

open—having saved you for another, Phaidor leaves you to her embraces.”

With her last word she turned and leaped from the vessel’s deck into

the abyss below.

With a cry of horror I sprang forward in a vain attempt to save the

life that for two years I would so gladly have seen extinguished. I was

too late.

With tear-dimmed eyes I turned away that I might not see the awful

sight beneath.

A moment later I had struck the bonds from Dejah Thoris, and as her

dear arms went about my neck and her perfect lips pressed to mine I

forgot the horrors that I had witnessed and the suffering that I had

endured in the rapture of my reward.

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