MESQUITE

Miss Glendower sat on the ranch-house piazza, shading her eyes from the

white glare of the sun by holding above them--in beautiful, beringed

fingers--the last number of a Boston magazine. It was all very new

and delightful to her--this strange, unfinished country, and each

day developed fresh charm. As a spectacle it was perfect--the very

desolation and silence of the desert stirred something within her that

the Back Bay had never remotely roused. Viewed from the front row of

the dress circle, as it were, nothing could be more fascinating to her

art-loving sense than this simple, wholesome life lived out as Nature

teaches, and to feel that, for the time, the big, conventional world

of wise insincerities was completely shut away behind those far purple

mountains out of which rose the desert sun.

As for becoming an integral part of all this one’s self--Ah, that was a

different matter! The very thought of her cousin, Blanche Madison, and

Roy--her husband--deliberately turning their backs on the refinements

of civilization, and accepting the daily drudgery and routine of life

on a cattle ranch, filled her with wondering amazement. When she

fell to speculating on what their future years here would be, she

shuddered. From the crown of her sleek and perfectly poised little

head, to the hollowed sole of her modishly booted foot, Miss Audrey

Glendower was Bostonian.

Still, for the short space of time that she waited Lawrence Irving’s

coming, life here was full of charm for her--its ways were alluring,

and not the least among its fascinations was Mesquite.

She smiled amusedly as she thought of the tall cowboy’s utter

unconsciousness of any social difference between them--at his simple

acceptance of her notice. Miss Glendower was finding vast entertainment

in his honest-hearted, undisguised adoration. She had come West for

experiences, and one of the first (as decidedly the most exciting and

interesting) had been found in Mesquite. Besides, it gave her something

to write of when she sent her weekly letter to Lawrence Irving.

Sometimes she found writing to him a bit of a bore--when topics were

few.

But Mesquite---- The boy was a revelation of fresh surprises every

day. There was no boredom where he was. Amusing; yes, that was the

word. There he was now!--crossing the bare and hard beaten square of

gray earth that lay between the ranch house and the corrals. Though he

was looking beyond the piazza to where the other boys were driving a

“bunch” of bellowing, dust-stirring cattle into an enclosure, yet she

felt it was she whom his eyes saw. He was coming straight toward the

house--and her. She knew it. Miss Glendower knew many things, learned

in the varied experience of her eight-and-twenty years. Her worldly

wisdom was more--much more--than his would be at double his present

age. Mesquite was twenty.

He looked up with unconcealed pleasure in her presence as he seated

himself on the piazza--swinging his spurred heels against each other,

while he leaned his head back against one of the pillars. Miss

Glendower’s eyes rested on the burned, boyish face with delight. There

was something so näive, so sweetly childish about him. It was simply

delicious to hear his “Yes, ma’am,” or his “Which?” Just now his

yellow hair lay in little damp rings on his forehead, like a baby’s

just awakened from sleep. He sat with his big, dust-covered sombrero

shoved back from a forehead guiltless of tan or freckles as the

petals of a white rose. But the lower part of his face was roughened

by wind and burned by the sun to an Indian red, making the blue eyes

the bluer--those great, babyish eyes that looked out with a belying

innocence from under their marvelous fringe of upcurling lashes. The

blue eyes were well used to looking upon sights that would have shocked

Miss Glendower’s New England training, could she have known; and the

babyish lips were quite familiar with language that would have made

her pale with horror and disgust to hear. But then, she didn’t know.

Neither could he have understood her standpoint.

He was only the product of his environment, and one of the best things

that it had taught him was to have no disguises. So he sat today

looking up at his lady with all his love showing in his face.

Then, in the late afternoon warmth, as the day’s red ball of burning

wrath dropped down behind the western desert rim of their little world,

he rode beside her, across sand hills where sweet flowers began to open

their snow-white petals to the night wind’s touch, and over barren

alkali flats to the postoffice half a dozen miles away.

There was only one letter waiting for Miss Glendower that night. It

began:

“I will be with you, my darling, twenty-four hours after you get this.

Just one more day, Love, and I may hold you in my arms again! Just one

more week, and you will be my wife, Audrey. Think of it!”

She had thought; she was thinking now. She was also wondering how

Mesquite would take it. She glanced at the boy as she put the letter

away and turned her horse’s head toward home. Such a short time and she

would return to the old life that, for the hour, seemed so strangely

far away! Now--alone in the desert with Mesquite--it would not be hard

to persuade herself that this was all there was of the world or of life.

As they loped across the wide stretch of desert flats that reached to

the sand hills, shutting the ranch from sight, the twilight fell, and

with it came sharp gusts of wind that now and then brought a whirl of

desert dust. Harder and harder it blew. Nearer and nearer--then it

fell upon them in its malevolence, to catch them--to hold them in its

uncanny clasp an instant--and then, releasing them, go madly racing off

to the farther twilight, moaning in undertone as it went. Then heat

lightning struck vividly at the horizon, and the air everywhere became

surcharged with the electric current of a desert sand storm. They

heard its roar coming up the valley. Audrey Glendower felt her nerves

a-tingle. This, too, was an experience! In sheer delight she laughed

aloud at the excitement showing in the quivering horses--their ears

nervously pointing forward, and their nostrils distended, as with long,

eager strides they pounded away over the wind-beaten levels.

Then the storm caught them at its wildest. Suddenly a tumble-weed, dry

and uprooted from its slight moorings somewhere away on the far side

of the flats, came whirling toward them broadside in the vortex of a

mad rush of wind in which--without warning--they were in an instant

enveloped. As the great, rolling, ball-like weed struck her horse, Miss

Glendower took a tighter grip on the reins and steadied herself for the

runaway rush into the dust storm and the darkness. The wild wind caught

her, shrieked in her ears, tore at her habit as though to wrest it from

her body, dragged at the braids of heavy hair until--loosened--the

strands whipped about her head, a tangled mass of stinging lashes.

She was alone--drawn into the maelstrom of the mad element; alone--with

the fury of the desert storm; alone--in the awful darkness it wrapped

about her, the darkness of the strange storm and the darkness of the

coming night. The frightened, furious horse beneath her terrified her

less than the weird, rainless storm that had so swiftly slipped in

between her and Mesquite, carrying her away into its unknown depths.

Where was he? In spite of the mastering fear that was gaining upon

her, in spite of her struggle for courage, was a consciousness which

told her that more than all else--that more than everyone else in the

world--it was Mesquite she wanted. Had others, to the number of a great

army, ridden down to her rescue she would have turned away from them

all to reach out her arms to the boy vaquero. Perhaps it was because

she had seen his marvelous feats of daring in the saddle (for Mesquite

was the star rider of the range), and she felt instinctively that he

could help her as none other; perhaps it was because of the past days

that had so drawn him toward her; perhaps (and most likely) it was

because he had but just been at her side. However it might be, she was

praying with all her soul for his help--for him to come to her--while

mile after mile she rode on, unable to either guide or slacken the

stride of her horse. His pace had been terrific; and not until it had

carried him out of the line of the storm, and up from the plain into

the sand hills, did he lessen his speed. Then the hoofs were dragged

down by the heavy sand, and the storm’s strength--all but spent--was

left away back on the desert.

She felt about her only the softest of West winds; the dust that had

strangled her was gone, and in its place was the syringa-like fragrance

of the wild, white primroses, star-strewing the earth, as the heavens

were strewn with their own night blossoms.

Just above the purple-black bar of the horizon burned a great blood-red

star in the sky. It danced and wavered before her--rising and falling

unsteadily--and she realized that her strength was spent--that she was

falling. Then, just as the loosened girth let the saddle turn with her

swaying body, a hand caught at her bridle-rein, and----

Ah, she was lying sobbing and utterly weak, but unutterably happy, on

Mesquite’s breast--Mesquite’s arms about her! She made no resistance to

the passionate kisses the boyish lips laid half fearfully on her face.

She was only glad of the sweetness of it all; just as the sweetness of

the evening primroses (so like the fragrance of jasmine, or tuberose,

or syringa) sunk into her senses. So she rested against his breast,

seeing still--through closed eyelids--the glowing, red star. She was

unstrung by the wild ride and the winds that had wrought on her nerves.

It made yielding so easy.

At last she drew back from him; and instantly his arms were unlocked.

She was free! Not a second of time would he clasp her unwillingly.

Neither had spoken. Nor, after resetting the saddle, when he took her

again in his arms and lifted her, as he would a little child, upon her

horse, did they speak. Only when the ranch buildings--outlined against

the darkness--showed dimly before them, and they knew that the ride was

at an end, did he voice what was uppermost in his mind.

“Yo’ don’t---- Yo’ ain’t---- Oh, my pretty, yo’ ain’t mad at me, are

yo’?”

“No, Mesquite,” came the softly whispered answer.

“I’m glad o’ that. Shore, I didn’t mean fur to go an’ do sech a thing;

but---- Gawd! I couldn’t help it.”

* * * * *

But when lifting her down at the ranch-house gate he would have again

held her sweetness a moment within his clasp, Miss Glendower (she was

once again Miss Glendower of the great world) let her cool, steady

voice slip between:

“The letter I got tonight is from the man I am to marry in a week. He

will be here tomorrow. But, I want to tell you---- Mesquite---- I want

you to know that I--I shall always remember this ride of ours. Always.”

Mesquite did not answer.

“Good-night, Mesquite.” She waited. Still there was no reply.

Mesquite led the horses away and Miss Glendower turned and went into

the house. Being an uneducated cowboy he was remiss in many matters of

courtesy.

* * * * *

When Lawrence Irving arrived at the Madison ranch, his host, in the

list of entertainment he was offering the Bostonian, promised an

exhibition of bronco riding that would stir even the beat of that

serene gentleman’s well regulated pulse.

“This morning,” said Madison, “I was afraid that I wouldn’t be able to

get my star bronco buster out for your edification, Lawrence, for the

boys have been telling me that he has been ‘hitting the jug’ pretty

lively down at the store for the past twenty-four hours (he’s never

been much of a drinker, either), but when I told him Miss Glendower

wanted to show you the convolutions of a bucking horse, it seemed to

sober him up a bit, and he not only promised to furnish the thrills,

but to do the business up with all the trimmings on--for he’s going

to ride ‘Sobrepaso,’ a big, blaze-face sorrel that they call ‘the

man killer,’ and that every vaquero in the country has given up

unconquered. Mesquite himself refused to mount him again, some time

ago; but today he is in a humor that I can’t quite understand--even

allowing for all the bad whiskey that he’s been getting away with--and

seems not only ready but eager to tackle anything.”

“I’m grateful to you, Rob,” began Irving, “for----”

“Oh, you’ll have to thank Audrey for the show! Mesquite is doing it

solely for her sake. He has been her abject slave ever since she came.”

Both men laughed and looked at Miss Glendower, who did not even smile.

It might have been that she did not hear them. They rose and went out

to the shaded piazza where it was cooler. The heat was making Miss

Glendower look pale.

* * * * *

They, and the ranch hands who saw “Sobrepaso” (“the beautiful red

devil,” Mrs. Madison called him) brought out into the gray, hard beaten

square that formed the arena, felt a thrill of nervous expectancy--a

chilling thrill--as Mesquite made ready to mount. The horse was

blindfolded ere the saddle was thrown on; but with all the fury of a

fiend he fought--in turn--blanket, and saddle, and cincha. The jaquima

was slipped on, the stirrups tied together under the horse’s belly,

and all the while his squeals of rage and maddened snorts were those

of an untamed beast that would battle to the death. The blind then was

pulled up from his eyes, and--at the end of a sixty-foot riata--he was

freed to go bucking and plunging in a fury of uncontrolled wrath around

the enclosure. At last sweating and with every nerve twitching in his

mad hatred of the meddling of Man he was brought to a standstill, and

the blind was slipped down once more. He stood with all four feet

braced stiffly, awkwardly apart, and his head down, while Mesquite

hitched the cartridge belt (from which hung his pistol’s holster) in

place; tightened the wide-brimmed, battered hat on his head; slipped

the strap of a quirt on his wrist; looked at the fastenings of his

big-rowelled, jingling spurs; and then (with a quick, upward glance at

Miss Glendower--the first he had given her) he touched caressingly a

little bunch of white primroses he had plucked that morning from their

bed in the sand hills and pinned to the lapel of his unbuttoned vest.

Mesquite had gathered the reins into his left hand, and was ready for

his cat-like spring into place. His left foot was thrust into the

stirrup--there was the sweep of a long leg thrown across the saddle--a

sinuous swing into place, and Mesquite--“the star rider of the range”

had mounted the man killer. Quickly the blind was whipped up from the

blood-shot eyes, the spurred heels gripped onto the cincha, there was a

shout from his rider and a devilish sound from the mustang as he made

his first upward leap, and then went madly fighting his way around and

around the enclosure.

Mesquite sat the infuriated animal as though he himself were but a

part of the sorrel whirlwind. His seat was superb. Miss Glendower felt

a tremor of pride stir her as she watched him--pride that her lover

should witness this matchless horsemanship. She was panting between

fear and delight while she watched the boy’s face (wearing the sweet,

boyish smile--like, yet so unlike--the smile she had come to know in

the past weeks), and the yellow curls blowing back from the bared

forehead.

“Sobrepaso” rose in his leaps to great heights--almost falling

backward--to plunge forward, with squeals of rage that he could not

unseat his rider. The boy sat there, a king--king of his own little

world, while he slapped at the sorrel’s head and withers with the

sombrero that swung in his hand. Plunging and leaping, round and

round--now here and now there--about the enclosure they went, the horse

a mad hurricane and his rider a centaur. Mesquite was swayed back and

forth, to and fro, but no surge could unseat him. Miss Glendower grew

warm in her joy of him as she looked.

Then, somehow (as the “man killer” made another great upward leap)

the pistol swinging from Mesquite’s belt was thrown from its holster,

and--striking the cantle of the saddle as it fell--there was a sharp

report, and a cloud-like puff (not from the dust raised by beating

hoofs), and a sound (not the terrible sounds made by a maddened horse),

and the boy swayed backward--backward--with the boyish smile chilled

on his lips, and the wet, yellow curls blowing back from his white

forehead that soon would grow yet whiter.

* * * * *

Miss Glendower did not faint, neither did she scream; she was one with

her emotions held always well in hand, and she expressed the proper

amount of regret the occasion required--shuddering a little over its

horror. But to this day (and she is Mrs. Lawrence Irving now) she

cannot look quite steadily at a big, red star that sometimes burns

in the West at early eve; and the scent of tuberoses, or jasmine, or

syringa makes her deathly sick.

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