CHAPTER IX

I took my pipe and strolled along the river bank. What had I stumbled

into? Here was an old inn, with rather a feudal air; but it was only

one in a thousand; a common feature throughout the Continent. And yet,

why had the gods, when they cast out Hebe, chosen this particular inn

for her mortal residence? The pipe solves many riddles, and then,

sometimes, it creates a density. I put my pipe into my pocket and

cogitated. Gretchen had brought about a new order of things. A

philosophical barmaid was certainly a novelty. That Gretchen was

philosophical I had learned in the rose gardens. That she was also

used to giving commands I had learned in the onion patch. Hitherto I

had held the onion in contempt; already I had begun to respect it.

Above all, Gretchen was a mystery, the most alluring kind of mystery--a

woman who was not what she seemed. How we men love mysteries, which

are given the outward semblance of a Diana or a Venus! By and by, my

journalistic instinct awoke. Who are those who fear the newspapers?

Certainly it is not the guiltless. Of what was Gretchen guilty? The

inn-keeper knew. Was she one of those many conspirators who abound in

the kingdom? She was beautiful enough for anything. And whence came

the remarkable likeness between her and Phyllis? Here was a mystery

indeed. I had a week before me; in that time I might learn something

about Gretchen, even if I could solve nothing. I admit that it is

true, that had Gretchen been plain, it would not have been worth the

trouble. But she had too heavenly a face, too wonderful an eye, too

delicious a mouth, not to note her with concern.

I did not see Gretchen again that day; but as I was watching the moon

climb up, thinking of her and smoking a few pipes as an incense to her

shrine, I heard her voice beneath my window. It was accompanied by the

bass voice of the inn-keeper.

"But he is a journalist. Is it safe? Is anything safe from them?"

came to my ears in a worried accent, a bass.

So the inn-keeper, too, was a Socialist!

Said an impatient contralto: "So long as I have no fear, why should

you?"

"Ach, you will be found out and dragged back!" was the lamentation in a

throaty baritone. Anxiety raises a bass voice at least two pitches.

"If you would but return to the hills, where there is absolute safety!"

"No; I will not go back there, where everything is so dull and dead. I

have lived too long not to read a face at a glance. His eyes are

honest."

"Thanks, Gretchen," murmured I from above. I was playing the listener;

but, then, she was only a barmaid.

"And it is so long," went on the contralto, "since I have seen a man--a

strong one, I wish to see if my power is gone."

"Aha!" thought I; "so you have already laid plans for my capitulation,

Gretchen?"

"But," said the bass voice once more, "supposing some of the military

should straggle along? There might be one who has seen you before.

Alas! I despair! You will not hide yourself; you will stay here till

they find you."

I fell to wondering what in the world Gretchen had done.

"I have not been to the village since I was a little girl. Dressed as

I am, who would recognize me? No one at the castle, for there is no

one there but the steward. Would you send me away?"

"God forbid! But this American? You say you can read faces; how about

the other one?"

Silence.

"Yes; how about him?"

Said Gretchen: "We are not infallible. And perhaps I was then much to

blame."

"No; we are not infallible; that is the reason why you should take no

chance," was the final argument of the innkeeper.

"Hush!" said Gretchen.

"Confound the pipe!" I muttered. It had fallen over the window sill.

Five minutes passed; I heard no sound. Glancing from the side of the

window I saw that Gretchen and the innkeeper were gone.

Yes, there wasn't any doubt about it; Gretchen was a conspirator. The

police were hunting for her, and she was threatened with discovery. It

was beyond my imagination what she could have done. Moreover, she was

rather courting danger; the military post was only five miles down the

river. The one thing which bothered me was the "him" who had suddenly

intruded upon the scene, invisible, but there, like Banquo's ghost.

Perhaps her beauty had lured some fellow to follow her fortunes and his

over-zeal, or lack of it, had brought ruin to some plot.

"Gretchen," said I, as I jumped into bed, "whoever he was, he must have

been a duffer."

Her Serene Highness the Princess Hildegarde was in Jericho, and Hillars

along with her, where I had consigned them.

Next morning Gretchen waited upon me at breakfast. She was quiet and

answered my questions in monosyllables. Presently she laid something

at the side of my plate. It was my pipe. I looked at her, but the

leads of my eyes could not plumb the depths in hers.

"Thanks," said I. "It dropped from my window last night, while I was

playing the disgraceful part of eavesdropper." I dare say she had

expected anything but this candid confession. It was very cunning in

me. She knew that I knew she knew. Had I lied I should have committed

an irreparable blunder.

As it was she lifted her chin and laughed.

"Will you forgive me?"

"Yes; for you certainly wasted your time."

"Yes, indeed; for I am just as much in the dark as ever."

"And will remain so."

"I hope so. A mystery is charming while it lasts. Really, Gretchen, I

did not mean to play the listener, and I promise that from now on----"

"From now on!" cried Gretchen. "Does not Herr leave to-day?"

"No; I am going to spend a whole week here."

There was a mixture of dismay and anger in her gaze.

"But, as I was going to say, I shall make no effort to pry into your

affairs. Honestly, I am a gentleman."

"I shall try to believe you," said she, the corners of her mouth

broadening into a smile.

She condescended to show me through the rose gardens and tell me what

she knew about them. It was an interesting lecture. And in the

evening she permitted me to row her about the river. We were getting

on very well under the circumstances.

The week was soon gone, and Gretchen and I became very good friends.

Often when she had nothing to do we would wander along the river

through the forests, always, I noticed, by a route which took us away

from the village. Each day I discovered some new accomplishment.

Sometimes I would read Heine or Goethe to her, and she would grow rapt

and silent. In the midst of some murmurous stanza I would suddenly

stop, only to see her start and look at me as though I had committed a

sacrilege, in that I had spoiled some dream of hers. Then again I

myself would become lost in dreams, to be aroused by a soft voice

saying: "Well, why do you not go on?" Two people of the opposite sexes

reading poetry in the woods is a solemn matter. This is not

appreciated at the time, however. It comes back afterward.

In all the week I had learned nothing except that Gretchen was not what

she pretended to be. But I feared to ask questions. They might have

spoiled all. And the life was so new to me, so quiet and peaceful,

with the glamour of romance over it all, that I believe I could have

stayed on forever. And somehow Phyllis was fading away, slowly but

surely. The regret with which I had heretofore looked upon her

portrait was lessening each day; from active to passive. And yet, was

it because Gretchen was Phyllis in the ideal? Was I falling in love

with Gretchen because she was Gretchen, or was my love for Phyllis

simply renewing itself in Gretchen? Was that the reason why the

portrait of Phyllis grew less holding and interesting to me? It was a

complex situation; one I frowned over when alone. It was becoming

plainer to me every hour that I had a mystery all of my own to solve.

And Gretchen was the only one to solve it.

I shall never forget that night under the chestnuts, on the bank of the

wide white river. The leaves were gossiping among themselves; they had

so much to talk about; and then, they knew so much! Had not they and

their ancestors filtered the same moonbeams, century on century? Had

not their ancestors heard the tramp of the armies, the clash of the

sabre, the roar of the artillery? Had not the hand of autumn and the

hand of death marked them with the crimson sign? Ah, the leaves! It

is well to press them in books when they themselves have such fine

stories to tell.

"Gretchen," said I, echoing my thoughts, "had I been born a hundred

years ago I must have been a soldier. Napoleon was a great warrior."

"So was Blücher, since it was he who helped overcome the little

Corsican."

The Germans will never forgive Napoleon.

"But war is a terrible thing," went on Gretchen.

"Yes, but it is a great educator; it teaches the vanquished how little

they know."

"War is the offspring of pride; that is what makes it so abhorred."

"It is also the offspring of oppression; that is what makes it so

great."

"Yes; when the people take up arms it is well. War is the torch of

liberty in the hands of the people. Oh, I envy the people, who are so

strong, yet know it not. If I were a man I would teach the people that

a king has no divine right, save when it is conferred upon him by them."

"Gretchen, I'm afraid that you're a bit of a Socialist."

"And who is not who has any love for humanity?"

"A beautiful woman who is a Socialist, Gretchen, is a menace to the

King. Sometimes he fears her. At large, she is dangerous. He seeks

her, and if he finds her, he takes away her liberty." All this was

said with a definite purpose. It was to let Gretchen know that I knew

her secret. "Gretchen, you are an embryo Socialist; a chrysalis, as it

were."

"No, Herr," sadly; "I am a butterfly whose wings have been clipped."

I had not expected this admission,

"Never mind," said I. "Gretchen, I do not want you to call me Herr;

call me Jack."

"Jack!" she said. It became an uncommon name now.

"Whatever your true name may be, I shall never call you anything but

Gretchen."

"Ah, Jack!" She laughed, and the lurking echoes clasped the music of

that laughter in their wanton arms and hurried it across the river.

"Sing to me," said I.

Then imagine my surprise--I, who had heard nothing but German fall from

her lips?--when in a heavenly contralto she sang a chanson from "La

Fille de Madame Angot," an opera forgotten these ten years!

"_Elle est tellement innocente!_"

She had risen, and she stood there before me with a halo of moonshine

above her head. The hot blood rushed to my ears. Barmaid, Socialist,

or whatever she might be, she was lovable. In a moment I was kissing

her hand, the hand so small, so white, and yet so firm. A thousand

inarticulate words came to my lips--from my heart! Did the hand

tremble? I thought so. But swiftly she drew it from my clasp, all the

joy and gladness gone from her face and eyes.

"No, no!" she cried; "this must not be; it must not be!"

"But I----" I began eagerly.

"You must not say it; I command you. If you speak, Gretchen will be

Gretchen no more. Yes, the King seeks Gretchen; but will you drive her

away from her only haven?" with a choking sound.

"Gretchen, trust me. Shall I go to-morrow? Shall I leave you in

peace?" Somehow I believed myself to be in danger. "Speak!"

There was an interval of stillness, broken only by the beating of

hearts. Then:

"Stay. But speak no word of love; it is not for such as I. Stay and

be my friend, for I need one. Cannot a woman look with favor upon a

man but he must needs become her lover? I shall trust you as I have

trusted other men. And though you fail me in the end, as others have

done, still I shall trust you. Herr, I conspire against the King. For

what? The possession of my heart. All my life I have stood alone, so

alone."

"I will be your friend, Gretchen; I will speak no word of love. Will

that suffice?"

"It is all I ask, dear friend. And now will you leave me?"

"Leave you?" I cried. "I thought you bade me stay?"

"Ah," putting out her hand; "you men do not understand. Sometimes a

woman wishes to be alone when--when she feels that she--she cannot hold

back her tears!"

Gravely I bent over her hand and kissed it. It seemed to me as I let

the hand fall that I had never kissed a woman on the lips. I turned

and went slowly down the path. Once I looked back. I saw something

white lying at the foot of the tree. Heaven knows what a struggle it

was, but I went on. I wanted to take her in my arms and tell her that

I loved her. When I reached the inn I turned again, but I saw nothing.

I sat in my room a long time that night, smoking my pipe till the

candle gasped feebly and died in the stick, and the room was swallowed

in darkness.

I did not know, I was not sure, but I thought that, so long as I might

not love Phyllis, it would not be a very hard task to love her image,

which was Gretchen. You see, Phyllis was so very far away and Gretchen

was so near!

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