CHAPTER IX.

A LETTER FROM GILL'S MOTHER.

Lizzi recovered soon after she was placed in her bed. Gret Reed had

aided the physician, and was the first person Lizzi saw when her eyes

dreamily opened. They closed again at once, for from downstairs Gill's

voice reached her ears, and she knew he was safe. She was ill (she would

laugh at the word) but a day.

When the excitement over her had subsided, wondering inquiries as to the

origin of the fire began to be voiced. Gill was called to account for

going to bed with his clothes on.

"I was working late at the books," he said, "it being the end of the

month, and I got so sleepy and tired that I just pulled off my coat and

threw myself on the bed and fell asleep."

Colonel Hornberger believed him, and no one had reason to suspect him.

The origin of the fire remained a mystery, but the loss occasioned by

the destruction of the store was severe upon the Three Sisters people.

Colonel Hornberger set out at once for the city to buy a new stock,

first making arrangements with the proprietors of the nearest store to

supply his employes with necessities. The Colonel took Gill with him.

Before departing, the latter called upon Lizzi and, in the presence of

her family, feelingly expressed his gratitude for the heroic rescue of

his unworthy life. He depreciated himself modestly, and the McAnays

thought him very unassuming. Lizzi put up her hand in glad protest as

she heard his graceful sentences, conveying to her a deeper meaning than

thankfulness.

"When I come back," was their promise, "then," they said to her, "I

shall acknowledge you as my wife, Lizzi."

The Colonel was expeditious, and soon returned with a large stock of

goods, some of which were stored in the warehouse at the station; the

balance was placed upon the shelves of the temporary building that had

been erected in his absence. For a few days Gill was very busy, and his

visits to Lizzi were only short calls.

One evening he came early, evidently with the intention of making a

visit. Soon he and Lizzi were left alone together.

"I have had a letter from mother, Lizzi," Gill said eagerly, but his

tone was not loud. "Such a letter about you and the fire, and I am sure

all I have to do is to go and see her, and she will be only too glad to

receive you as her daughter."

Lizzi stood still. Her heart beat so hard she thought it would burst,

and the color deepened on her cheek. She had few tricks. Her honest

nature expressed itself simply. She was glad, and her face and posture

were the manifestations of her joy. She was one of the few persons with

whom words at times have too deep meaning to be uttered, and whose

actions are the sole exponents of their feeling.

Gill said quietly:

"Sit down, dear, and I will read you the letter."

But she could not do so without giving vent to her feelings, which she

did in the very undramatic act of poking the fire. She did it

vigorously, and the click of the metal stove doors as she closed them

was a "There now" to her mood. Then she sat down ready to listen. He

began at once.

"'My dear son, doubly precious to me because of your nearness to a

horrible death, give my love to the brave girl who saved you to me. Some

day she may know from the anguish of her own heart over a child's peril

how much I mean when I say I am grateful to her. Words cannot be

stronger than that. If she is ever a mother, she will learn that it is

the parent's love alone that endures in all its sensitiveness.

"'But I am jealous, weakly, selfishly jealous of the grand girl of whom

you write so admiringly. It seems to me I detect in your sentences the

evidence that she has dethroned me in your heart, where until now I

flatter myself I have been first.

"'You say she is beautiful, womanly; that her great physical strength

does not detract from her femininity; that she is always a modest,

gentle woman. I am glad to know it, and if you love her I cannot be so

cruel as to execute the threat I wrote so fiercely some time ago, when I

guessed you were losing your heart. I guess again, John: Lizzi is the

woman you wrote of then. But come home; come and tell me about her who

has saved your life, and against whom I have not the heart to hurl my

former threat.

YOUR FOND MOTHER.'"

Lizzi took the letter and looked at it. The beautiful, clear writing was

the same as that of the other letter, which had led to her secret

marriage. Now the obstacles to the acknowledgment of that ceremony were,

or soon would be, removed. She clasped her hands, enfolding in them the

letter, and sat still, listening to her heart beating a reveille for the

sunrise of certainty. She had been living in the night of doubt. She had

been afraid of this formidable mother, who wrote so beautifully and

coldly, but now this fear was banished, and love, reciprocally grateful,

took its place. Her heart went out to the fond, yet jealous, mother who

had written so yieldingly of her. This mother had clung so determinedly

to her son, but now she loosed her grasp on him that he might tend

whither he would, because his way led to her, Lizzi.

She was flattered by the manner in which Gill had written to his mother

of her. "For," she reasoned, "a man will be honest with his mother."

"Go, John," she said simply. "Your mother should know before the world

does."

"I think it best, Lizzi. I shall come back in two weeks unless something

happens to me."

"Don't say that, John, or you can't go. If anything should happen to

you, death would happen to me."

She kissed him. Her kiss was fire to his blood. He caught her in a

passionate embrace. His lack of reverence wounded her. She shrank from

his touch, which for the first time seemed coarse. Instinctively he

understood and released her.

The next day he departed for his mother's residence.

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