CHAPTER XI.

THE FORGIVENESS OF SINS.

"I believe in ... the forgiveness of sins." "I acknowledge one baptism

for the remission of sins." The words fall facilely from the lips of

worshippers in every Christian church throughout the world, as they

repeat the familiar creeds called those of the Apostles and the Nicene.

Among the sayings of Jesus the words frequently recur: "Thy sins are

forgiven thee," and it is noteworthy that this phrase constantly

accompanies the exercise of His healing powers, the release from

physical and moral disease being thus marked as simultaneous. In fact,

on one occasion He pointed to the healing of a palsy-stricken man as a

sign that he had a right to declare to a man that his sins were

forgiven.[309] So also of one woman it was said: "Her sins, which are

many, are forgiven, for she loved much."[310] In the famous Gnostic

treatise, the _Pistis Sophia_, the very purpose of the Mysteries is said

to be the remission of sins. "Should they have been sinners, should they

have been in all the sins and all the iniquities of the world, of which

I have spoken unto you, nevertheless if they turn themselves and repent,

and have made the renunciation which I have just described unto you,

give ye unto them the mysteries of the kingdom of light; hide them not

from them at all. It is because of sin that I have brought these

mysteries into the world, for the remission of all the sins which they

have committed from the beginning. Wherefore have I said unto you

aforetime, 'I came not to call the righteous.' Now, therefore, I have

brought the mysteries, that the sins of all men may be remitted, and

they be brought into the kingdom of light. For these mysteries are the

boon of the first mystery of the destruction of the sins and iniquities

of all sinners."[311]

In these Mysteries, the remission of sin is by baptism, as in the

acknowledgment in the Nicene Creed. Jesus says: "Hearken, again, that I

may tell you the word in truth, of what type is the mystery of baptism

which remitteth sins.... When a man receiveth the mysteries of the

baptisms, those mysteries become a mighty fire, exceedingly fierce,

wise, which burneth up all sins; they enter into the soul occultly, and

devour all the sins which the spiritual counterfeit hath implanted in

it." And after describing further the process of purification, Jesus

adds: "This is the way in which the mysteries of the baptisms remit sins

and every iniquity."[312]

In one form or another the "forgiveness of sins" appears in most, if not

in all, religions; and wherever this consensus of opinion is found, we

may safely conclude, according to the principle already laid down, that

some fact in nature underlies it. Moreover, there is a response in

human nature to this idea that sins are forgiven; we notice that people

suffer under a consciousness of wrong-doing, and that when they shake

themselves clear of their past, and free themselves from the shackling

fetters of remorse, they go forward with glad heart and sunlit eyes,

though erstwhile enclouded by darkness. They feel as though a burden

were lifted off them, a clog removed. The "sense of sin" has

disappeared, and with it the gnawing pain. They know the springtime of

the soul, the word of power which makes all things new. A song of

gratitude wells up as the natural outburst of the heart, the time for

the singing of birds is come, there is "joy among the Angels." This not

uncommon experience is one that becomes puzzling, when the person

experiencing it, or seeing it in another, begins to ask himself what has

really taken place, what has brought about the change in consciousness,

the effects of which are so manifest.

Modern thinkers, who have thoroughly assimilated the idea of changeless

laws underlying all phenomena, and who have studied the workings of

these laws, are at first apt to reject any and every theory of the

forgiveness of sins as being inconsistent with that fundamental truth,

just as the scientist, penetrated with the idea of the inviolability of

law, repels all thought which is inconsistent with it. And both are

right in founding themselves on the unfaltering working of law, for law

is but the expression of the divine Nature, in which there is no

variableness, neither shadow of turning. Any view of the forgiveness of

sins that we may adopt must not clash with this fundamental idea, as

necessary to ethical as to physical science. "The bottom would fall out

of everything" if we could not rest securely in the everlasting arms of

the Good Law.

But in pursuing our investigations, we are struck with the fact that the

very Teachers who are most insistent on the changeless working of law

are also those who emphatically proclaim the forgiveness of sins. At one

time Jesus is saying: "That every idle word that men shall speak, they

shall give account thereof in the day of judgment,"[313] and at

another: "Son, be of good cheer, thy sins be forgiven thee."[314] So in

the _Bhagavad Gita_ we read constantly of the bonds of action, that "the

world is bound by action,"[315] and that a man "recovereth the

characteristics of his former body;"[316] and yet it is said that "even

if the most sinful worship me, with undivided heart, he, too, must be

accounted righteous."[317] It would seem, then, that whatever may have

been intended in the world's Scriptures by the phrase, "the forgiveness

of sins," it was not thought, by Those who best know the law, to clash

with the inviolable sequence of cause and effect.

If we examine even the crudest idea of the forgiveness of sins prevalent

in our own day, we find that the believer in it does not mean that the

forgiven sinner is to escape from the consequences of his sin in this

world; the drunkard, whose sins are forgiven on his repentance, is still

seen to suffer from shaken nerves, impaired digestion, and the lack of

confidence shown towards him by his fellow-men. The statements made as

to forgiveness, when they are examined, are ultimately found to refer to

the relations between the repentant sinner and God, and to the

_post-mortem_ penalties attached to unforgiven sin in the creed of the

speaker, and not to any escape from the mundane consequences of sin. The

loss of belief in reincarnation, and of a sane view as to the continuity

of life, whether it were spent in this or in the next two worlds,[318]

brought with it various incongruities and indefensible assertions, among

them the blasphemous and terrible idea of the eternal torture of the

human soul for sins committed during the brief span of one life spent on

earth. In order to escape from this nightmare, theologians posited a

forgiveness which should release the sinner from this dread imprisonment

in an eternal hell. It did not, and was never supposed to, set him free

in this world from the natural consequences of his ill-doings,

nor--except in modern Protestant communities--was it held to deliver

him from prolonged purgatorial sufferings, the direct results of sin,

after the death of the physical body. The law had its course, both in

this world and in purgatory, and in each world sorrow followed on the

heels of sin, even as the wheels follow the ox. It was but eternal

torture--which existed only in the clouded imagination of the

believer--that was escaped by the forgiveness of sins; and we may

perhaps go so far as to suggest that the dogmatist, having postulated an

eternal hell as the monstrous result of transient errors, felt compelled

to provide a way of escape from an incredible and unjust fate, and

therefore further postulated an incredible and unjust forgiveness.

Schemes that are elaborated by human speculation, without regard to the

facts of life, are apt to land the speculator in thought-morasses,

whence he can only extricate himself by blundering through the mire in

an opposite direction. A superfluous eternal hell was balanced by a

superfluous forgiveness, and thus the uneven scales of justice were

again rendered level. Leaving these aberrations of the unenlightened,

let us return into the realm of fact and right reason.

When a man has committed an evil action he has attached himself to a

sorrow, for sorrow is ever the plant that springs from the seed of sin.

It may be said, even more accurately, that sin and sorrow are but the

two sides of one act, not two separate events. As every object has two

sides, one of which is behind, out of sight, when the other is in front,

in sight, so every act has two sides, which cannot both be seen at once

in the physical world. In other worlds, good and happiness, evil and

sorrow, are seen as the two sides of the same thing. This is what is

called karma--a convenient and now widely-used term, originally

Samskrit, expressing this connection or identity, literally meaning

"action"--and the suffering is therefore called the karmic result of the

wrong. The result, the "other side," may not follow immediately, may not

even accrue during the present incarnation, but sooner or later it will

appear and clasp the sinner with its arms of pain. Now a result in the

physical world, an effect experienced through our physical

consciousness, is the final outcome of a cause set going in the past; it

is the ripened fruit; in it a particular force becomes manifest and

exhausts itself. That force has been working outwards, and its effects

are already over in the mind ere it appears in the body. Its bodily

manifestation, its appearance, in the physical world, is the sign of the

completion of its course.[319] If at such a moment the sinner, having

exhausted the karma of his sin, comes into contact with a Sage who can

see the past and the present, the invisible and the visible, such a Sage

may discern the ending of the particular karma, and, the sentence being

completed, may declare the captive free. Such an instance seems to be

given in the story of the man sick of the palsy, already alluded to, a

case typical of many. A physical ailment is the last expression of a

past ill-doing; the mental and moral outworking is completed, and the

sufferer is brought--by the agency of some Angel, as an administrator of

the law--into the presence of One able to relieve physical disease by

the exertion of a higher energy. First, the Initiate declares that the

man's sins are forgiven, and then justifies his insight by the

authoritative word, "Arise, take up thy bed, and go unto thine house."

Had no such enlightened One been there, the disease would have passed

away under the restoring touch of nature, under a force applied by the

invisible angelic Intelligences, who carry out in this world the

workings of karmic law; when a greater One is acting, this force is of

more swiftly compelling power, and the physical vibrations are at once

attuned to the harmony that is health. All such forgiveness of sins may

be termed declaratory; the karma is exhausted, and a "knower of karma"

declares the fact. The assurance brings a relief to the mind that is

akin to the relief experienced by a prisoner when the order for his

release is given, that order being as much a part of the law as the

original sentence; but the relief of the man who thus learns of the

exhaustion of an evil karma is keener, because he cannot himself tell

the term of its action.

It is noticeable that these declarations of forgiveness are constantly

coupled with the statement that the sufferer showed "faith," and that

without this nothing could be done; _i.e._, the real agent in the ending

of this karma is the sinner himself. In the case of the "woman that was

a sinner," the two declarations are coupled: "Thy sins are forgiven....

Thy faith hath saved thee; go in peace."[320] This "faith" is the

up-welling in man of his own divine essence, seeking the divine ocean of

like essence, and when this breaks through the lower nature that holds

it in--as the water-spring breaks through the encumbering

earth-clods--the power thus liberated works on the whole nature,

bringing it into harmony with itself. The man only becomes conscious of

this as the karmic crust of evil is broken up by its force, and that

glad consciousness of a power within himself hitherto unknown,

asserting itself as soon as the evil karma is exhausted, is a large

factor in the joy, relief, and new strength that follow on the feeling

that sin is "forgiven," that its results are past.

And this brings us to the heart of the subject--the changes that go on

in a man's inner nature, unrecognised by that part of his consciousness

which works within the limits of his brain, until they suddenly assert

themselves within those limits, coming apparently from nowhere, bursting

forth "from the blue," pouring from an unknown source. What wonder that

a man, bewildered by their downrush--knowing nothing of the mysteries of

his own nature, nothing of "the inner God" that is verily

himself--imagines that to be from without which is really from within,

and, unconscious of his own Divinity, thinks only of Divinities in the

world external to himself. And this misconception is the more easy,

because the final touch, the vibration that breaks the imprisoning

shell, is often the answer from the Divinity within another man, or

within some superhuman being, responding to the insistent cry from the

imprisoned Divinity within himself; he oft-times recognises the

brotherly aid, while not recognising that he himself, the cry from his

inner nature, called it forth. As an explanation from a wiser than

ourselves may make an intellectual difficulty clear to our mind, though

it is our own mind that, thus aided, grasps the solution; as an

encouraging word from one purer than ourselves may nerve us to a moral

effort that we should have thought beyond our power, though it is our

own strength that makes it; so may a loftier Spirit than our own, one

more conscious of its Divinity, aid us to put forth our own divine

energy, though it is that very putting forth that lifts us to a higher

plane. We are all bound by ties of brotherly help to those above us as

to those below us, and why should we, who so constantly find ourselves

able to help in their development souls less advanced than ourselves,

hesitate to admit that we can receive similar help from Those far above

us, and that our progress may be rendered much swifter by Their aid?

Now among the changes that go on in a man's inner nature, unknown to his

lower consciousness, are those that have to do with the putting forth of

his will. The Ego, glancing backward over his past, balancing up its

results, suffering under its mistakes, determines on a change of

attitude, on a change of activity. While his lower vehicle is still,

under his former impulses, plunging along lines of action that bring it

into sharp collisions with the law, the Ego determines on an opposite

course of conduct. Hitherto he has turned his face longingly to the

animal, the pleasures of the lower world have held him fast enchained.

Now he turns his face to the true goal of evolution, and determines to

work for loftier joys. He sees that the whole world is evolving, and

that if he sets himself against that mighty current it clashes him

aside, bruising him sorely in the process; he sees that if he sets

himself with it, it will bear him onwards on its bosom and land him in

the desired haven.

He then resolves to change his life, he turns determinedly on his steps,

he faces the other way. The first result of the effort to turn his

lower nature into the changed course, is much distress and disturbance.

The habits formed under the impacts of the old views resist stubbornly

the impulses flowing from the new, and a bitter conflict arises.

Gradually the consciousness working in the brain accepts the decision

made on higher planes, and then "becomes conscious of sin" by this very

recognition of the law. The sense of error deepens, remorse preys on the

mind; spasmodic efforts are made towards improvement, and, frustrated by

old habits, repeatedly fail, till the man, overwhelmed by grief for the

past, despair of the present, is plunged into hopeless gloom. At last,

the ever-increasing suffering wrings from the Ego a cry for help,

answered from the inner depths of his own nature, from the God within as

well as around him, the Life of his life. He turns from the lower nature

that is thwarting him to the higher which is his innermost being, from

the separated self that tortures him to the One Self that is the Heart

of all.

But this change of front means that he turns his face from the

darkness, that he turns his face to the light. The light was always

there, but his back was towards it; now he sees the sun, and its

radiance cheers his eyes, and overfloods his being with delight. His

heart was closed; it is now flung open, and the ocean of life flows in,

in full tide, suffusing him with joy. Wave after wave of new life

uplifts him, and the gladness of the dawn surrounds him. He sees his

past as past, because his will is set to follow a higher path, and he

recks little of the suffering that the past may bequeath to him, since

he knows he will not hand on such bitter legacy from his present. This

sense of peace, of joy, of freedom, is the feeling spoken of as the

result of the forgiveness of sins. The obstacles set up by the lower

nature between the God within and the God without are swept away, and

that nature scarce recognises that the change is in itself and not in

the Oversoul. As a child, having thrust away the mother's guiding hand

and hidden its face against the wall, may fancy itself alone and

forgotten, until, turning with a cry, it finds around it the protecting

mother-arms that were never but a handsbreadth away; so does man in his

wilfulness push away the shielding arms of the divine Mother of the

worlds, only to find, when he turns back his face, that he has never

been outside their protecting shelter, and that wherever he may wander

that guarding love is round him still.

The key to this change in the man, that brings about "forgiveness," is

given in the verse of the _Bhagavad-Gita_ already partly quoted: "Even

if the most sinful worship me, with undivided heart, he too must be

accounted righteous, _for he hath rightly resolved_." On that right

resolution follows the inevitable result: "Speedily he becometh dutiful

and goeth to peace."[321] The essence of sin lies in setting the will of

the part against the will of the whole, the human against the Divine.

When this is changed, when the Ego puts his separate will into union

with the will that works for evolution, then, in the world where to will

is to do, in the world where effects are seen as present in causes, the

man is "accounted righteous;" the effects on the lower planes must

inevitably follow; "speedily he becometh dutiful" in action, having

already become dutiful in will. Here we judge by actions, the dead

leaves of the past; there they judge by wills, the germinating seeds of

the future. Hence the Christ ever says to men in the lower world: "Judge

not."[322]

Even after the new direction has been definitely followed, and has

become the normal habit of the life, there come times of failure,

alluded to in the _Pistis Sophia_, when Jesus is asked whether a man may

be again admitted to the Mysteries, after he has fallen away, if he

again repents. The answer of Jesus is in the affirmative, but he states

that a time comes when re-admission is beyond the power of any save of

the highest Mystery, who pardons ever. "Amen, amen, I say unto you,

whosoever shall receive the mysteries of the first mystery, and then

shall turn back and transgress twelve times [even], and then should

again repent twelve times, offering prayer in the mystery of the first

mystery, he shall be forgiven. But if he should transgress after twelve

times, should he turn back and transgress, it shall not be remitted unto

him for ever, so that he may turn again unto his mystery, whatever it

be. For him there is no means of repentance unless he have received the

mysteries of that ineffable, which hath compassion at all times and

remitteth sins for ever and ever."[323] These restorations after

failure, in which "sin is remitted," meet us in human life, especially

in the higher phases of evolution. A man is offered an opportunity,

which, taken, would open up to him new possibilities of growth. He fails

to grasp it, and falls away from the position he had gained that made

the further opportunity possible. For him, for the time, further

progress is blocked; he must turn all his efforts wearily to retread the

ground he had already trodden, and to regain and make sure his footing

on the place from which he had slipped. Only when this is accomplished

will he hear the gentle Voice that tells him that the past is out-worn,

the weakness turned to strength, and that the gateway is again open for

his passage. Here again the "forgiveness" is but the declaration by a

proper authority of the true state of affairs, the opening of the gate

to the competent, its closure to the incompetent. Where there had been

failure, with its accompanying suffering, this declaration would be felt

as a "baptism for the remission of sins," re-admitting the aspirant to a

privilege lost by his own act; this would certainly give rise to

feelings of joy and peace, to a relief from the burden of sorrow, to a

feeling that the clog of the past had at last fallen from the feet.

Remains one truth that should never be forgotten: that we are living in

an ocean of light, of love, of bliss, that surrounds us at all times,

the Life of God. As the sun floods the earth with his radiance so does

that Life enlighten all, only that Sun of the world never sets to any

part of it. We shut this light out of our consciousness by our

selfishness, our heartlessness, our impurity, our intolerance, but it

shines on us ever the same, bathing us on every side, pressing against

our self-built walls with gentle, strong persistence. When the soul

throws down these excluding walls, the light flows in, and the soul

finds itself flooded with sunshine, breathing the blissful air of

heaven. "For the Son of man is in heaven," though he know it not, and

its breezes fan his brow if he bares it to their breaths. God ever

respects man's individuality, and will not enter his consciousness until

that consciousness opens to give welcome; "Behold I stand at the door

and knock"[324] is the attitude of every spiritual Intelligence towards

the evolving human soul; not in lack of sympathy is rooted that waiting

for the open door, but in deepest wisdom.

Man is not to be compelled; he is to be free. He is not a slave, but a

God in the making, and the growth cannot be forced, but must be willed

from within. Only when the will consents, as Giordano Bruno teaches,

will God influence man, though He be "everywhere present, and ready to

come to the aid of whosoever turns to Him through the act of the

intelligence, and who unreservedly presents himself with the affection

of the will."[325] "The divine potency which is all in all does not

proffer or withhold, except through assimilation or rejection by

oneself."[326] "It is taken in quickly, as the solar light, without

hesitation, and makes itself present to whoever turns himself to it and

opens himself to it ... the windows are opened, but the sun enters in a

moment, so does it happen similarly in this case."[327]

The sense of "forgiveness," then, is the feeling which fills the heart

with joy when the will is tuned to harmony with the Divine, when, the

soul having opened its windows, the sunshine of love and light and bliss

pours in, when the part feels its oneness with the whole, and the One

Life thrills each vein. This is the noble truth that gives vitality to

even the crudest presentation of the "forgiveness of sins," and that

makes it often, despite its intellectual incompleteness, an inspirer to

pure and spiritual living. And this is the truth, as seen in the Lesser

Mysteries.

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