AUTUMN

There is something in the approach of autumn, the border land of

summer, that is depressing, just as if the shadow of death were

brooding over the future. There are dark clouds in the sky which cut

off the sunshine; there is a gloom in the heart which darkens hope and

makes life "scarcely worth living." The wind has a mournful cadence,

and the trees saw as if the motion were a sigh of sorrow. Everything

seems to harmonize with the prevailing spirit of sadness, and animate

nature moans forth a dirge. Dew drops seem like tears, and the evening

breeze is a sigh. The moon itself seems to wear a garb of grief and

floats among the clouds, a tear-stained Diana. It is a season for men

to grow mad, for anguish to gnaw at the heart, and for melancholy to

usurp the throne of reason. The retina only receives dark impressions,

the tympanum transmits none but doleful sounds. One is feasted on

dismal thoughts on every hand until it becomes a regular symposium of

sorrow. Those imps, the Blues, that feed one on dejection, are in

their heyday, implacable as a Nemesis, persistent as a Devil. They

revel in gloom and drag one down to the Slough of Despond. Work is

performed mechanically, and what in its nature is amusement, is now a

bore. One "sucks melancholy from a song as a weasel sucks eggs," and

longs for night that he may seek forgetfulness in sleep--the

twin-sister of Death. A miserable world this, when the year is falling

"into the sear and yellow leaf;" and there is a lingering wish that

the shadows which come from the West would bring that icy breath that

gives forgetfulness and rest.

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