THE SHADOW OF YEARS

I was born by a golden river and in the shadow of two great hills, five

years after the Emancipation Proclamation. The house was quaint, with

clapboards running up and down, neatly trimmed, and there were five

rooms, a tiny porch, a rosy front yard, and unbelievably delicious

strawberries in the rear. A South Carolinian, lately come to the

Berkshire Hills, owned all this--tall, thin, and black, with golden

earrings, and given to religious trances. We were his transient tenants

for the time.

My own people were part of a great clan. Fully two hundred years before,

Tom Burghardt had come through the western pass from the Hudson with his

Dutch captor, "Coenraet Burghardt," sullen in his slavery and achieving

his freedom by volunteering for the Revolution at a time of sudden

alarm. His wife was a little, black, Bantu woman, who never became

reconciled to this strange land; she clasped her knees and rocked and

crooned:

"Do bana coba--gene me, gene me!

Ben d'nuli, ben d'le--"

Tom died about 1787, but of him came many sons, and one, Jack, who

helped in the War of 1812. Of Jack and his wife, Violet, was born a

mighty family, splendidly named: Harlow and Ira, Cloë, Lucinda, Maria,

and Othello! I dimly remember my grandfather, Othello,--or "Uncle

Tallow,"--a brown man, strong-voiced and redolent with tobacco, who sat

stiffly in a great high chair because his hip was broken. He was

probably a bit lazy and given to wassail. At any rate, grandmother had a

shrewish tongue and often berated him. This grandmother was Sarah--"Aunt

Sally"--a stern, tall, Dutch-African woman, beak-nosed, but

beautiful-eyed and golden-skinned. Ten or more children were theirs, of

whom the youngest was Mary, my mother.

Mother was dark shining bronze, with a tiny ripple in her black hair,

black-eyed, with a heavy, kind face. She gave one the impression of

infinite patience, but a curious determination was concealed in her

softness. The family were small farmers on Egremont Plain, between Great

Barrington and Sheffield, Massachusetts. The bits of land were too small

to support the great families born on them and we were always poor. I

never remember being cold or hungry, but I do remember that shoes and

coal, and sometimes flour, caused mother moments of anxious thought in

winter, and a new suit was an event!

At about the time of my birth economic pressure was transmuting the

family generally from farmers to "hired" help. Some revolted and

migrated westward, others went cityward as cooks and barbers. Mother

worked for some years at house service in Great Barrington, and after a

disappointed love episode with a cousin, who went to California, she met

and married Alfred Du Bois and went to town to live by the golden river

where I was born.

Alfred, my father, must have seemed a splendid vision in that little

valley under the shelter of those mighty hills. He was small and

beautiful of face and feature, just tinted with the sun, his curly hair

chiefly revealing his kinship to Africa. In nature he was a

dreamer,--romantic, indolent, kind, unreliable. He had in him the making

of a poet, an adventurer, or a Beloved Vagabond, according to the life

that closed round him; and that life gave him all too little. His

father, Alexander Du Bois, cloaked under a stern, austere demeanor a

passionate revolt against the world. He, too, was small, but squarish. I

remember him as I saw him first, in his home in New Bedford,--white hair

close-cropped; a seamed, hard face, but high in tone, with a gray eye

that could twinkle or glare.

Long years before him Louis XIV drove two Huguenots, Jacques and Louis

Du Bois, into wild Ulster County, New York. One of them in the third or

fourth generation had a descendant, Dr. James Du Bois, a gay, rich

bachelor, who made his money in the Bahamas, where he and the Gilberts

had plantations. There he took a beautiful little mulatto slave as his

mistress, and two sons were born: Alexander in 1803 and John, later.

They were fine, straight, clear-eyed boys, white enough to "pass." He

brought them to America and put Alexander in the celebrated Cheshire

School, in Connecticut. Here he often visited him, but one last time,

fell dead. He left no will, and his relations made short shrift of these

sons. They gathered in the property, apprenticed grandfather to a

shoemaker; then dropped him.

Grandfather took his bitter dose like a thoroughbred. Wild as was his

inner revolt against this treatment, he uttered no word against the

thieves and made no plea. He tried his fortunes here and in Haiti,

where, during his short, restless sojourn, my own father was born.

Eventually, grandfather became chief steward on the passenger boat

between New York and New Haven; later he was a small merchant in

Springfield; and finally he retired and ended his days at New Bedford.

Always he held his head high, took no insults, made few friends. He was

not a "Negro"; he was a man! Yet the current was too strong even for

him. Then even more than now a colored man had colored friends or none

at all, lived in a colored world or lived alone. A few fine, strong,

black men gained the heart of this silent, bitter man in New York and

New Haven. If he had scant sympathy with their social clannishness, he

was with them in fighting discrimination. So, when the white

Episcopalians of Trinity Parish, New Haven, showed plainly that they no

longer wanted black Folks as fellow Christians, he led the revolt which

resulted in St. Luke's Parish, and was for years its senior warden. He

lies dead in the Grove Street Cemetery, beside Jehudi Ashmun.

Beneath his sternness was a very human man. Slyly he wrote

poetry,--stilted, pleading things from a soul astray. He loved women in

his masterful way, marrying three beautiful wives in succession and

clinging to each with a certain desperate, even if unsympathetic,

affection. As a father he was, naturally, a failure,--hard, domineering,

unyielding. His four children reacted characteristically: one was until

past middle life a thin spinster, the mental image of her father; one

died; one passed over into the white world and her children's children

are now white, with no knowledge of their Negro blood; the fourth, my

father, bent before grandfather, but did not break--better if he had. He

yielded and flared back, asked forgiveness and forgot why, became the

harshly-held favorite, who ran away and rioted and roamed and loved and

married my brown mother.

So with some circumstance having finally gotten myself born, with a

flood of Negro blood, a strain of French, a bit of Dutch, but, thank

God! no "Anglo-Saxon," I come to the days of my childhood.

They were very happy. Early we moved back to Grandfather Burghardt's

home,--I barely remember its stone fireplace, big kitchen, and

delightful woodshed. Then this house passed to other branches of the

clan and we moved to rented quarters in town,--to one delectable place

"upstairs," with a wide yard full of shrubbery, and a brook; to another

house abutting a railroad, with infinite interests and astonishing

playmates; and finally back to the quiet street on which I was

born,--down a long lane and in a homely, cozy cottage, with a

living-room, a tiny sitting-room, a pantry, and two attic bedrooms. Here

mother and I lived until she died, in 1884, for father early began his

restless wanderings. I last remember urgent letters for us to come to

New Milford, where he had started a barber shop. Later he became a

preacher. But mother no longer trusted his dreams, and he soon faded out

of our lives into silence.

From the age of five until I was sixteen I went to a school on the same

grounds,--down a lane, into a widened yard, with a big choke-cherry tree

and two buildings, wood and brick. Here I got acquainted with my world,

and soon had my criterions of judgment.

Wealth had no particular lure. On the other hand, the shadow of wealth

was about us. That river of my birth was golden because of the woolen

and paper waste that soiled it. The gold was theirs, not ours; but the

gleam and glint was for all. To me it was all in order and I took it

philosophically. I cordially despised the poor Irish and South Germans,

who slaved in the mills, and annexed the rich and well-to-do as my

natural companions. Of such is the kingdom of snobs!

Most of our townfolk were, naturally, the well-to-do, shading downward,

but seldom reaching poverty. As playmate of the children I saw the homes

of nearly every one, except a few immigrant New Yorkers, of whom none of

us approved. The homes I saw impressed me, but did not overwhelm me.

Many were bigger than mine, with newer and shinier things, but they did

not seem to differ in kind. I think I probably surprised my hosts more

than they me, for I was easily at home and perfectly happy and they

looked to me just like ordinary people, while my brown face and frizzled

hair must have seemed strange to them.

Yet I was very much one of them. I was a center and sometimes the leader

of the town gang of boys. We were noisy, but never very bad,--and,

indeed, my mother's quiet influence came in here, as I realize now. She

did not try to make me perfect. To her I was already perfect. She simply

warned me of a few things, especially saloons. In my town the saloon was

the open door to hell. The best families had their drunkards and the

worst had little else.

Very gradually,--I cannot now distinguish the steps, though here and

there I remember a jump or a jolt--but very gradually I found myself

assuming quite placidly that I was different from other children. At

first I think I connected the difference with a manifest ability to get

my lessons rather better than most and to recite with a certain happy,

almost taunting, glibness, which brought frowns here and there. Then,

slowly, I realized that some folks, a few, even several, actually

considered my brown skin a misfortune; once or twice I became painfully

aware that some human beings even thought it a crime. I was not for a

moment daunted,--although, of course, there were some days of secret

tears--rather I was spurred to tireless effort. If they beat me at

anything, I was grimly determined to make them sweat for it! Once I

remember challenging a great, hard farmer-boy to battle, when I knew he

could whip me; and he did. But ever after, he was polite.

As time flew I felt not so much disowned and rejected as rather drawn up

into higher spaces and made part of a mightier mission. At times I

almost pitied my pale companions, who were not of the Lord's anointed

and who saw in their dreams no splendid quests of golden fleeces.

Even in the matter of girls my peculiar phantasy asserted itself.

Naturally, it was in our town voted bad form for boys of twelve and

fourteen to show any evident weakness for girls. We tolerated them

loftily, and now and then they played in our games, when I joined in

quite as naturally as the rest. It was when strangers came, or summer

boarders, or when the oldest girls grew up that my sharp senses noted

little hesitancies in public and searchings for possible public opinion.

Then I flamed! I lifted my chin and strode off to the mountains, where I

viewed the world at my feet and strained my eyes across the shadow of

the hills.

I was graduated from high school at sixteen, and I talked of "Wendell

Phillips." This was my first sweet taste of the world's applause. There

were flowers and upturned faces, music and marching, and there was my

mother's smile. She was lame, then, and a bit drawn, but very happy. It

was her great day and that very year she lay down with a sigh of content

and has not yet awakened. I felt a certain gladness to see her, at last,

at peace, for she had worried all her life. Of my own loss I had then

little realization. That came only with the after-years. Now it was the

choking gladness and solemn feel of wings! At last, I was going beyond

the hills and into the world that beckoned steadily.

There came a little pause,--a singular pause. I was given to understand

that I was almost too young for the world. Harvard was the goal of my

dreams, but my white friends hesitated and my colored friends were

silent. Harvard was a mighty conjure-word in that hill town, and even

the mill owners' sons had aimed lower. Finally it was tactfully

explained that the place for me was in the South among my people. A

scholarship had been already arranged at Fisk, and my summer earnings

would pay the fare. My relatives grumbled, but after a twinge I felt a

strange delight! I forgot, or did not thoroughly realize, the curious

irony by which I was not looked upon as a real citizen of my birth-town,

with a future and a career, and instead was being sent to a far land

among strangers who were regarded as (and in truth were) "mine own

people."

Ah! the wonder of that journey, with its faint spice of adventure, as I

entered the land of slaves; the never-to-be-forgotten marvel of that

first supper at Fisk with the world "colored" and opposite two of the

most beautiful beings God ever revealed to the eyes of seventeen. I

promptly lost my appetite, but I was deliriously happy!

As I peer back through the shadow of my years, seeing not too clearly,

but through the thickening veil of wish and after-thought, I seem to

view my life divided into four distinct parts: the Age of Miracles, the

Days of Disillusion, the Discipline of Work and Play, and the Second

Miracle Age.

The Age of Miracles began with Fisk and ended with Germany. I was

bursting with the joy of living. I seemed to ride in conquering might. I

was captain of my soul and master of fate! I _willed_ to do! It was

done. I _wished!_ The wish came true.

Now and then out of the void flashed the great sword of hate to remind

me of the battle. I remember once, in Nashville, brushing by accident

against a white woman on the street. Politely and eagerly I raised my

hat to apologize. That was thirty-five years ago. From that day to this

I have never knowingly raised my hat to a Southern white woman.

I suspect that beneath all of my seeming triumphs there were many

failures and disappointments, but the realities loomed so large that

they swept away even the memory of other dreams and wishes. Consider,

for a moment, how miraculous it all was to a boy of seventeen, just

escaped from a narrow valley: I willed and lo! my people came dancing

about me,--riotous in color, gay in laughter, full of sympathy, need,

and pleading; darkly delicious girls--"colored" girls--sat beside me and

actually talked to me while I gazed in tongue-tied silence or babbled in

boastful dreams. Boys with my own experiences and out of my own world,

who knew and understood, wrought out with me great remedies. I studied

eagerly under teachers who bent in subtle sympathy, feeling themselves

some shadow of the Veil and lifting it gently that we darker souls might

peer through to other worlds.

I willed and lo! I was walking beneath the elms of Harvard,--the name of

allurement, the college of my youngest, wildest visions! I needed money;

scholarships and prizes fell into my lap,--not all I wanted or strove

for, but all I needed to keep in school. Commencement came and standing

before governor, president, and grave, gowned men, I told them certain

astonishing truths, waving my arms and breathing fast! They applauded

with what now seems to me uncalled-for fervor, but then! I walked home

on pink clouds of glory! I asked for a fellowship and got it. I

announced my plan of studying in Germany, but Harvard had no more

fellowships for me. A friend, however, told me of the Slater Fund and

how the Board was looking for colored men worth educating. No thought of

modest hesitation occurred to me. I rushed at the chance.

The trustees of the Slater Fund excused themselves politely. They

acknowledged that they had in the past looked for colored boys of

ability to educate, but, being unsuccessful, they had stopped searching.

I went at them hammer and tongs! I plied them with testimonials and

mid-year and final marks. I intimated plainly, impudently, that they

were "stalling"! In vain did the chairman, Ex-President Hayes, explain

and excuse. I took no excuses and brushed explanations aside. I wonder

now that he did not brush me aside, too, as a conceited meddler, but

instead he smiled and surrendered.

I crossed the ocean in a trance. Always I seemed to be saying, "It is

not real; I must be dreaming!" I can live it again--the little, Dutch

ship--the blue waters--the smell of new-mown hay--Holland and the Rhine.

I saw the Wartburg and Berlin; I made the Harzreise and climbed the

Brocken; I saw the Hansa towns and the cities and dorfs of South

Germany; I saw the Alps at Berne, the Cathedral at Milan, Florence,

Rome, Venice, Vienna, and Pesth; I looked on the boundaries of Russia;

and I sat in Paris and London.

On mountain and valley, in home and school, I met men and women as I had

never met them before. Slowly they became, not white folks, but folks.

The unity beneath all life clutched me. I was not less fanatically a

Negro, but "Negro" meant a greater, broader sense of humanity and

world-fellowship. I felt myself standing, not against the world, but

simply against American narrowness and color prejudice, with the

greater, finer world at my back urging me on.

I builded great castles in Spain and lived therein. I dreamed and loved

and wandered and sang; then, after two long years, I dropped suddenly

back into "nigger"-hating America!

My Days of Disillusion were not disappointing enough to discourage me. I

was still upheld by that fund of infinite faith, although dimly about me

I saw the shadow of disaster. I began to realize how much of what I had

called Will and Ability was sheer Luck! _Suppose_ my good mother had

preferred a steady income from my child labor rather than bank on the

precarious dividend of my higher training? _Suppose_ that pompous old

village judge, whose dignity we often ruffled and whose apples we stole,

had had his way and sent me while a child to a "reform" school to learn

a "trade"? _Suppose_ Principal Hosmer had been born with no faith in

"darkies," and instead of giving me Greek and Latin had taught me

carpentry and the making of tin pans? _Suppose_ I had missed a Harvard

scholarship? _Suppose_ the Slater Board had then, as now, distinct ideas

as to where the education of Negroes should stop? Suppose _and_ suppose!

As I sat down calmly on flat earth and looked at my life a certain great

fear seized me. Was I the masterful captain or the pawn of laughing

sprites? Who was I to fight a world of color prejudice? I raise my hat

to myself when I remember that, even with these thoughts, I did not

hesitate or waver; but just went doggedly to work, and therein lay

whatever salvation I have achieved.

First came the task of earning a living. I was not nice or hard to

please. I just got down on my knees and begged for work, anything and

anywhere. I wrote to Hampton, Tuskegee, and a dozen other places. They

politely declined, with many regrets. The trustees of a backwoods

Tennessee town considered me, but were eventually afraid. Then,

suddenly, Wilberforce offered to let me teach Latin and Greek at $750 a

year. I was overjoyed!

I did not know anything about Latin and Greek, but I did know of

Wilberforce. The breath of that great name had swept the water and

dropped into southern Ohio, where Southerners had taken their cure at

Tawawa Springs and where white Methodists had planted a school; then

came the little bishop, Daniel Payne, who made it a school of the

African Methodists. This was the school that called me, and when

re-considered offers from Tuskegee and Jefferson City followed, I

refused; I was so thankful for that first offer.

I went to Wilberforce with high ideals. I wanted to help to build a

great university. I was willing to work night as well as day. I taught

Latin, Greek, English, and German. I helped in the discipline, took part

in the social life, begged to be allowed to lecture on sociology, and

began to write books. But I found myself against a stone wall. Nothing

stirred before my impatient pounding! Or if it stirred, it soon slept

again.

Of course, I was too impatient! The snarl of years was not to be undone

in days. I set at solving the problem before I knew it. Wilberforce was

a colored church-school. In it were mingled the problems of

poorly-prepared pupils, an inadequately-equipped plant, the natural

politics of bishoprics, and the provincial reactions of a country town

loaded with traditions. It was my first introduction to a Negro world,

and I was at once marvelously inspired and deeply depressed. I was

inspired with the children,--had I not rubbed against the children of

the world and did I not find here the same eagerness, the same joy of

life, the same brains as in New England, France, and Germany? But, on

the other hand, the ropes and myths and knots and hindrances; the

thundering waves of the white world beyond beating us back; the scalding

breakers of this inner world,--its currents and back eddies--its

meanness and smallness--its sorrow and tragedy--its screaming farce!

In all this I was as one bound hand and foot. Struggle, work, fight as I

would, I seemed to get nowhere and accomplish nothing. I had all the

wild intolerance of youth, and no experience in human tangles. For the

first time in my life I realized that there were limits to my will to

do. The Day of Miracles was past, and a long, gray road of dogged work

lay ahead.

I had, naturally, my triumphs here and there. I defied the bishops in

the matter of public extemporaneous prayer and they yielded. I bearded

the poor, hunted president in his den, and yet was re-elected to my

position. I was slowly winning a way, but quickly losing faith in the

value of the way won. Was this the place to begin my life work? Was this

the work which I was best fitted to do? What business had I, anyhow, to

teach Greek when I had studied men? I grew sure that I had made a

mistake. So I determined to leave Wilberforce and try elsewhere. Thus,

the third period of my life began.

First, in 1896, I married--a slip of a girl, beautifully dark-eyed

and thorough and good as a German housewife. Then I accepted a job to

make a study of Negroes in Philadelphia for the University of

Pennsylvania,--one year at six hundred dollars. How did I dare these

two things? I do not know. Yet they spelled salvation. To remain at

Wilberforce without doing my ideals meant spiritual death. Both my

wife and I were homeless. I dared a home and a temporary job. But it

was a different daring from the days of my first youth. I was ready

to admit that the best of men might fail. I meant still to be captain

of my soul, but I realized that even captains are not omnipotent in

uncharted and angry seas.

I essayed a thorough piece of work in Philadelphia. I labored morning,

noon, and night. Nobody ever reads that fat volume on "The Philadelphia

Negro," but they treat it with respect, and that consoles me. The

colored people of Philadelphia received me with no open arms. They had a

natural dislike to being studied like a strange species. I met again and

in different guise those curious cross-currents and inner social

whirlings of my own people. They set me to groping. I concluded that I

did not know so much as I might about my own people, and when President

Bumstead invited me to Atlanta University the next year to teach

sociology and study the American Negro, I accepted gladly, at a salary

of twelve hundred dollars.

My real life work was done at Atlanta for thirteen years, from my

twenty-ninth to my forty-second birthday. They were years of great

spiritual upturning, of the making and unmaking of ideals, of hard work

and hard play. Here I found myself. I lost most of my mannerisms. I grew

more broadly human, made my closest and most holy friendships, and

studied human beings. I became widely-acquainted with the real condition

of my people. I realized the terrific odds which faced them. At

Wilberforce I was their captious critic. In Philadelphia I was their

cold and scientific investigator, with microscope and probe. It took but

a few years of Atlanta to bring me to hot and indignant defense. I saw

the race-hatred of the whites as I had never dreamed of it

before,--naked and unashamed! The faint discrimination of my hopes and

intangible dislikes paled into nothing before this great, red monster

of cruel oppression. I held back with more difficulty each day my

mounting indignation against injustice and misrepresentation.

With all this came the strengthening and hardening of my own character.

The billows of birth, love, and death swept over me. I saw life through

all its paradox and contradiction of streaming eyes and mad merriment. I

emerged into full manhood, with the ruins of some ideals about me, but

with others planted above the stars; scarred and a bit grim, but hugging

to my soul the divine gift of laughter and withal determined, even unto

stubbornness, to fight the good fight.

At last, forbear and waver as I would, I faced the great Decision. My

life's last and greatest door stood ajar. What with all my dreaming,

studying, and teaching was I going to _do_ in this fierce fight? Despite

all my youthful conceit and bumptiousness, I found developed beneath it

all a reticence and new fear of forwardness, which sprang from searching

criticisms of motive and high ideals of efficiency; but contrary to my

dream of racial solidarity and notwithstanding my deep desire to serve

and follow and think, rather than to lead and inspire and decide, I

found myself suddenly the leader of a great wing of people fighting

against another and greater wing.

Nor could any effort of mine keep this fight from sinking to the

personal plane. Heaven knows I tried. That first meeting of a knot of

enthusiasts, at Niagara Falls, had all the earnestness of self-devotion.

At the second meeting, at Harper's Ferry, it arose to the solemnity of a

holy crusade and yet without and to the cold, hard stare of the world it

seemed merely the envy of fools against a great man, Booker Washington.

Of the movement I was willy-nilly leader. I hated the role. For the

first time I faced criticism and _cared_. Every ideal and habit of my

life was cruelly misjudged. I who had always overstriven to give credit

for good work, who had never consciously stooped to envy was accused by

honest colored people of every sort of small and petty jealousy, while

white people said I was ashamed of my race and wanted to be white! And

this of me, whose one life fanaticism had been belief in my Negro blood!

Away back in the little years of my boyhood I had sold the Springfield

_Republican_ and written for Mr. Fortune's _Globe_. I dreamed of being

an editor myself some day. I am an editor. In the great, slashing days

of college life I dreamed of a strong organization to fight the battles

of the Negro race. The National Association for the Advancement of

Colored People is such a body, and it grows daily. In the dark days at

Wilberforce I planned a time when I could speak freely to my people and

of them, interpreting between two worlds. I am speaking now. In the

study at Atlanta I grew to fear lest my radical beliefs should so hurt

the college that either my silence or the institution's ruin would

result. Powers and principalities have not yet curbed my tongue and

Atlanta still lives.

It all came--this new Age of Miracles--because a few persons in 1909

determined to celebrate Lincoln's Birthday properly by calling for the

final emancipation of the American Negro. I came at their call. My

salary even for a year was not assured, but it was the "Voice without

reply." The result has been the National Association for the Advancement

of Colored People and _The Crisis_ and this book, which I am finishing

on my Fiftieth Birthday.

Last year I looked death in the face and found its lineaments not

unkind. But it was not my time. Yet in nature some time soon and in the

fullness of days I shall die, quietly, I trust, with my face turned

South and eastward; and, dreaming or dreamless, I shall, I am sure,

enjoy death as I have enjoyed life.

_A Litany at Atlanta_

O Silent God, Thou whose voice afar in mist and mystery hath left our

ears an-hungered in these fearful days--

_Hear us, good Lord!_

Listen to us, Thy children: our faces dark with doubt are made a mockery

in Thy Sanctuary. With uplifted hands we front Thy Heaven, O God,

crying:

_We beseech Thee to hear us, good Lord!_

We are not better than our fellows, Lord; we are but weak and human men.

When our devils do deviltry, curse Thou the doer and the deed,--curse

them as we curse them, do to them all and more than ever they have done

to innocence and weakness, to womanhood and home.

_Have mercy upon us, miserable sinners!_

And yet, whose is the deeper guilt? Who made these devils? Who nursed

them in crime and fed them on injustice? Who ravished and debauched

their mothers and their grandmothers? Who bought and sold their crime

and waxed fat and rich on public iniquity?

_Thou knowest, good God!_

Is this Thy Justice, O Father, that guile be easier than innocence and

the innocent be crucified for the guilt of the untouched guilty?

_Justice, O Judge of men!_

Wherefore do we pray? Is not the God of the Fathers dead? Have not seers

seen in Heaven's halls Thine hearsed and lifeless form stark amidst the

black and rolling smoke of sin, where all along bow bitter forms of

endless dead?

_Awake, Thou that sleepest!_

Thou art not dead, but flown afar, up hills of endless light, through

blazing corridors of suns, where worlds do swing of good and gentle men,

of women strong and free--far from the cozenage, black hypocrisy, and

chaste prostitution of this shameful speck of dust!

_Turn again, O Lord; leave us not to perish in our sin!_

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