ABOVE THE CLOUDS

Ruth's first night on duty at the hospital, ten days later, was

eventful.

She had the care of two patients, each in a room by himself, with an

open door between. One of these patients was a man with a broken arm, a

displaced rib, a bandaged head and wandering brain. He made no trouble

and was perfectly quiet, except an occasional mumbling to himself.

The other patient, the one who appealed more strongly to her

sympathies, was a boy about fifteen. Both legs had been broken in an

automobile collision and he was suffering from internal injuries. In

spite of constant pain his courage never weakened. He was always in

good spirits and trying his best to smile. His gratitude for any

attention went straight to the heart of his nurse:--"That pretty little

nurse with the sad face" as one surgeon described her.

Ruth was much impressed by Dr. Gladwin, a tall, heavy man, with a

bushy head of the whitest hair. His eyes were threatening, his glance

warlike, all in amusing contrast, however, to his friendly, cheerful

voice, his gentle manners and his unfailing sympathy. He said to her

that evening, after giving his instructions:

"We have not been able to define precisely this boy's injuries. The

constant pain about his chest is a bad sign, but we are hoping for the

best. His legs will be as good as ever."

While these words were spoken Ruth looked across the room toward the

patient. His eyes were closed. The round boyish face was drawn with

pain. At that moment his eyes opened and he returned Ruth's look with

a smile. It was a smile of friendliness and courage, the resolute,

pathetic courage of youth clinging to life. The look itself and the

tale it told brought a sudden moistness to the eyes of the new nurse.

Then she followed Dr. Gladwin into the adjoining room.

Standing by the bedside of the other patient she looked down upon a man

whose eyes were partly covered by the bandage about his head. The pale

face had the somewhat disreputable appearance that goes with a scrubby,

unshaven chin.

"This man," said the doctor, "has, as you know, a broken arm and rib,

with an injury to his head. He remains unconscious. The first few days

he made no effort to speak. But now he murmurs something at intervals;

always the same words, I am told. The effort to speak is a favorable

sign in this case, as it indicates a returning memory. He will probably

recover."

A few further instructions as to her own duties, and he departed.

Ruth found the boy more greedy for companionship than the unconscious

patient--which was not surprising. No human being could be braver

than this boy. Yearning for sympathy he liked to have his hand held

by this new nurse. As the night wore on he told her in a fragmentary

way, between periods of pain, of his parents in San Francisco, of his

ambitions, if he ever recovered. He also gave details of his accident

last Saturday, just how he was thrown from the motor when they collided

with the other car.

But the new nurse did not neglect the less interesting patient in the

next room. He seemed like one in a deep, unending sleep, except for the

occasional smile that came to his lips and the muttered words--whatever

they were.

About two o'clock in the morning the boy closed his eyes and he,

also, slept. Ruth arranged the covering about his neck and shoulders

then stepped gently into the adjoining room. For a moment she stood

at the bedside of the unconscious man with the scrubby chin. He lay

motionless, and in a slumber so deep, so silent, that it seemed to Ruth

he could easily pass away and none be wiser. Then, for a time, she

stood at the open window, looking out into the peaceful summer night

and up at the stars. Her thoughts, when alone these days, were always

in the past, and they were heart breaking. To-night, even the rising

moon, although in its fullest beauty, seemed a perfect symbol of her

own future--a world of dust and ashes.

At last, with a sigh of resignation--a sigh of despair and buried

hopes--she left the window. Again she stood beside the unconscious and

less interesting patient; he of the bandaged head and scrubby chin. As

she was turning away she noticed a movement of his lips--the beginning

of the periodic smile. She felt a sudden curiosity to hear the coming

words. If, as the doctor said, they were always the same, they might

be a message he had wished to send, important to wife or parents, that

could lead to his identification. Besides she had a strong desire to

learn what words or what thought behind the words--could bring so much

happiness, even momentarily, to a half conscious spirit.

The light in the room, while softened by shades, was clear enough to

reveal the uncovered portion of his face. And, as she looked more

carefully, the face was less "common" than she had judged from the

unshaven chin. She leaned over the bed, her face not far from his,

and listened. Through the open window came no sound from the sleeping

city; only the pale light from the rising moon; that cold, dead world

of dust and ashes. It may have been the solitude and the silence of the

hour that brought to Ruth a feeling of awe--almost of guilt at this

intrusion upon the privacy of another's thoughts; secrets, perhaps,

of a defenseless brain. As she was wondering what sort of accident had

brought him there the blissful smile became more pronounced. Although

his eyes were partly covered by the overhanging bandage it was clear

that the dormant spirit within was stirred by memories of a supreme

happiness, of a transcendent joy that no physical pain could extinguish.

Further still she bent over, until her face was near his own.

Then, through every nerve of brain and body, she felt a sensation of

mingled awe, of terror, of bewilderment, as if she were suddenly in

touch with another world, when she heard, hardly above a whisper:

"Cyrus, come back. I have--always--loved you."

* * * * *

Breathless, as in a trance, Ruth gazed at the lips, where lingered--but

slowly fading, as if reluctant to pass away--the expression of a great

content. The brief liberty of a rapturous thought. Then back into the

darkness.

* * * * *

Needless to say that Cyrus Alton was not neglected during his

convalescence. And Dr. Gladwin's prophecy was correct. Cyrus not only

recovered but his recovery, after once regaining consciousness, was

surprisingly rapid. So rapid that the "little nurse with the sad face"

threw aside her sadness, as if waking from a dream, and became the

happiest and most inspiriting person in her vicinity.

On a certain afternoon, when the convalescent was first allowed to talk

as much as he wished, he told his story. And no better audience could

be desired than the one then seated on the bed beside him, and quite

near the speaker--perhaps to save him the effort of raising his voice.

The day was warm, the windows open. Faintly through the closed blinds

came the murmur of the city, from beyond the spacious grounds of the

hospital.

The story was simply told. He started at night for the red planet. He

got there and he landed. The air seemed much like ours. But he found

himself in a world quite different from his own. All was architecture;

temples, towers and enormous viaducts fading away into the horizon,

as far as the eye could see. And everything was tall and slender. The

trees were very high with branches pointing upward like poplars, and

always formally laid out in avenues, or in geometric patterns. And the

color! It was like looking at an endless city through orange glasses.

The few people he saw had larger heads than ours, more like children,

but like children with very short legs. They were surprisingly light on

their feet. He was surprised at their high jumps until he remembered

that a man who weighs two hundred pounds on the earth weighs but

seventy-five pounds on Mars. He really saw but little, however, for

although he had tested the atmosphere he found, after looking about

him a moment, that the air, while pleasant enough to breath, was

affecting his nerves and brain, almost like laughing gas. Then, as

he stood there, and began to realize his danger, the wonderful thing

happened!

Like a soft whisper it came to his ears; gently but clearly, the words

that made him forget the things about him,--and all else, for that

matter. He thought, at first, the lighter air was affecting his nerves

and exciting his imagination; that his own brain was fooling him. For

he knew, or thought he knew, that such a thing was impossible. But as

he stood there, wondering, hoping, trying hard to believe it might be

possible, the message came again, in the same words. Then he knew it

was no delusion. He knew it was no invention of his own, nor the cry

from his own heart of its one desire.

"And, oh, Ruthy, it was the best news that ever came to that planet!"

After various remarks of a not impersonal nature from his audience, he

continued:

"And to think of its getting there! I knew it was possible,

theoretically, but I didn't really believe it. Three times it came.

Then I wasted no more time in wondering. I clambered back into the

machine. Foreign countries had no further interest for me!

"Foreign countries indeed!" and Ruth closed her eyes, and shuddered.

"Well," the traveler continued, "I reached home at night, as you know."

"Reached home!"

He laughed. "That shows how relative all things are, doesn't it? By

home I meant the Earth. I traveled as fast as I dared for I wanted

to meet somebody at Longfields. Instead of coming down over North

America I found I was sailing up over the Eastern coast of Africa.

When at last I struck Massachusetts, I met a thunderstorm. Any fool

would know better than to stay out in it, but I was in a hurry to get

to Longfields--where I had important business--and I took a chance. I

was nearing Worcester when the storm struck me I had run into it, not

realizing how fast I was going."

"Yes, yes--go on!"

"Well, I shall never know just what happened. I don't even know what

became of the machine. The next thing I did know I was in this bed, and

you beside it. Until you spoke to me and I heard your voice I believed

I was dreaming."

"What do you think did happen, Drowsy?"

"I think a touch of lightning, an electric shock of some kind, knocked

me silly, burst the door open and sent me heels over head out of the

falling machine."

Then Ruth told him how he was found in a field, the ground, not far

away, all dug up, a big tree splintered and a stone wall torn to pieces.

"Yes, yes--it probably took a run for a high jump, went off into space

and is now about a thousand billion miles the other side of Neptune."

"Thank heaven, it's gone!" exclaimed Ruth. And obeying a sudden

impulse she leaned over and kissed the happy man.

At that moment Dr. Gladwin entered from the adjoining room. Quickly

Ruth straightened up and backed away, her cheeks redder than roses.

The old doctor laughed, his face aglow with a boyish delight. "Don't

let me interrupt, for that's what makes the world go round. Doesn't it,

Mr. Alton?"

"Yes, Doctor. It always has and it will, forever and forever."

"True, indeed! And how far above science, electrical, medical and any

other kind, or any human invention--even yours."

"There's no comparison," said the smiling patient.

"And what a heaven-sent cure for a damaged head and arm and ribs!"

"And a damaged heart," said Cyrus, waving a hand toward the rosy Ruth.

"It's more than a cure. It's a continuous miracle!"

Here the much embarrassed Ruth interrupted: "Please don't think, Dr.

Gladwin, that----"

"That you treat other patients as kindly? Oh, never!"

"God forbid!" exclaimed Cyrus.

"I want you to know," Ruth persisted, "that in September there is to be

a----"

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