OVER SEAS

There was music in Cyrus. As a boy, however, he could never get it out.

With no voice for singing his main relief was in whistling and humming

and in drumming with his fingers. Which, of course, made him more

or less of a nuisance at times. When he grew up his voice improved.

Not enough to outshine the nightingales, but it served for domestic

purposes. At church, for instance, he joined the congregation in the

hymns. His voice, in speaking, was low, with a pleasant quality, and

was more than satisfactory for ordinary human intercourse. But as a

musical instrument it aroused no enthusiasm. His father had said, on

one occasion: "The louder you sing, Cyrus, the less noise you make."

But music had always moved him, and in a singular way; much as many

others are affected, perhaps, but more profoundly. It touched strange

chords, deep within him. It inspired him, and seemed to bring a keener

edge to his capacity for pain or pleasure; lifting him, at times, far

away from himself, to a world where other people are not too real;

where beauty and virtue, power, glory and justice are at one's own

command. Music brought these things to Cyrus--also other things for

which a young man's soul is thirsting.

One evening in May there was a service in the church in which the

congregation--Cyrus included--had joined in the singing. After the

service he walked home alone. As he entered his own grounds the

music of the last hymn echoed in his brain. Still humming it, he

stopped and looked up at the stars. The solemn stillness of the night

brought memories of his father. And as he stood there, gazing at

the stars, he felt in the night air itself an unfamiliar element;

something that awakened within him emotions unrelated to his outward

senses. There was no moon, but from countless stars came flickering

beams--faint greetings from other worlds. He seemed alone in the Great

Silence--alone in the universe itself; in closer communion with hidden

things. From out the darkness, mingling with the silence, yet almost

silence itself, there came to him a breath--a murmur. It was not the

evening breeze among the branches of the maples. It was the gentlest

music, but not the echoes in his brain of the evening hymn. No--it

came from far away. It seemed personal--directed to himself. For a

time he stood without moving, every faculty alert. Not with his ears

did he listen, but with a deeper sense, as of one spirit striving for

communion with another. At last the music, the voice, the indefinable

melody died away, gently, into the silence of the night.

Patiently he waited. Then, after a time, when nothing came, he opened

his eyes and lowered his face. In the continued silence about him he

began to suspect that his own brain might have been deceiving him; that

the message was from his own imagination. And was it a message? It had

told him nothing. So far as he could divine it was a call--a prayer,

but clearly to himself. Still wondering, he entered the house, did his

customary little chores, then went upstairs to bed.

For a time he lay awake, thinking, but once asleep his sleep was sound.

From this sleep, however, he was awakened by what seemed a whispered

voice within the room. He sat up in his bed, and spoke.

"Who is it?"

Then came--as before, when he was standing beneath the stars--the

almost inaudible, far-away echo of a song. He listened, with every

sense alert. And, as before, it seemed addressed distinctly to

himself--an appeal to come. But where? So real was the entreaty that

he obeyed an impulse, arose from his bed and prepared to dress. As he

stood at his eastern window a few moments later, he heard again--or

thought he heard--the alluring voice.

A faint, cool light at the horizon was creeping slowly upward, along

the edges of the earth.

Yes, it came from off there. And he would follow it. Why not? His

father was gone. What held him in Longfields--or anywhere else?

Moreover, he had power to travel as was not given to other men.

Besides, it pleased him to believe in this need for himself, this call

to danger, death or sacrifice--or whatever it might be. To him it had

become a prayer from one soul to another. And he felt that he and the

other soul were not strangers.

So, an hour later, Cyrus in his machine rose high above the earth and

steered his course toward the spreading light in the East. Now it was a

warmer tint, and growing rosier as it spread.

Guided only by the rising sun and by some subtle sense which he did

not pretend to define, he sailed--or darted--over the waste of water

between Cape Cod and Portugal. Far below him, on this deep blue ocean,

specks were moving. Some were white; others darker, shedding smoke. But

all moved so slowly, compared with himself, that they seemed at anchor.

For, with him, any speed was possible and unfailing.

This was his first trip by daylight across the Atlantic. When out of

sight of land, with the level, dark blue line of the horizon on every

side, he began to have the same sensation as when flying through space;

a sensation of aimless wandering. Also, there being no land marks,

nothing by which to measure progress, he found his only way of gauging

speed was by the amount of electric power he applied to his machine.

He had, of course, the sun to go by: and he knew the difference in

time between Boston and Lisbon was about four hours. Six hours he had

allowed for reaching Europe but he was startled by the rapidity with

which the morning sun was sliding westward across the heavens. It

helped him to guess at his velocity when he found the morning sun had

become, somewhat suddenly, an afternoon sun, and was well behind him.

Across the ocean he shot his machine, more like a cannon ball than a

passenger craft. Over the first piece of land--which must be Spain--he

hovered a few minutes for a hasty lunch; also for a supply of fresh

air. His oxygen cylinder was so large and with such enormous pressure

to the square foot that with the attendant apparatus for supplying

breathable air it could keep him alive for several days. But now he

took good long breaths of the outer air as a matter of both economy and

luxury.

Then along the Northern end of the Mediterranean, still guided by Faith

alone for the spot whence came the summons.

Now Cyrus, in his knowledge of geography, was about like the rest of

us. He had learned it, but details were not fresh in his mind. The two

great islands off to his right he guessed were Corsica and Sardinia.

Over Northern Italy he sped, where local showers were hiding, for

a time, the land beneath. One city on the western coast, with its

countless canals, was unmistakably Venice. On he sped across the

upper end of the Adriatic--the narrow part. Here, as he approached

the eastern shore, guidance forsook him. He slowed his machine, then

stopped. Thus far his intuition, whether right or wrong, had led him

without wavering. Now, and suddenly, all guidance ceased--his intuition

vanished. A sudden need, he felt, for knowledge he did not possess.

A sense of helplessness came upon him, intensified, perhaps, by the

reaction from his previous confidence. In fear of straying from his

course he decided to alight. If fortune favored him the voice might

come again, and he could start afresh. So he descended, slowly, toward

the summit of a towering hill whose western sides were steep and

thickly wooded.

He landed in a cypress grove, beside a garden.

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