They got into the ships and sought the depths of the sea.[176]

Almost immediately afterwards, as their prows began to move through

the waves, the Turks arrived, killed everyone they found there,

burned the ships they found riding at anchor, and despoiled the

bodies of those whom they had killed. After those base men, fleeing

from divine assistance, had escaped through the foul places we have

mentioned, those who had chosen to remain were no longer able to

withstand the enemies' weapons or onslaughts. Therefore they built a

wall between themselves and their enemies, which they patrolled night

and day. The suffering of our men was so great there that they were

compelled to eat the foulest food, the flesh of horses and donkeys.

One day, when the leaders of the army were standing before the

citadel they were besieging, and were gravely worried about the

misery they were suffering, a priest presented himself before them,

and said, "Leaders and elders, I shall relate a vision of your

excellence which, if you give it credence, may offer you some

consolation, as I hope. While I was asleep one night in the church

of the blessed mother of God, the Lord Jesus Christ, together with

his most blessed mother and the blessed leader of the apostles, Peter,

appeared standing before me and said, 'Do you know who I am?' 'Not

at all,' I said. He spoke, and lo in a cloud above his head a cross

appeared, like those one sees in paintings. Again questioning me,

the image of the Savior repeated, 'Now do you know whom you see?' I

said, 'O lord, I can recognize your identity only because I see above

your neck the figure of the cross, which customarily represents your

image wherever it is painted.' He said, 'you are not wrong. I am he.

' Aware of how much we have suffered, I threw myself immediately at

his feet and urgently begged him to relieve the suffering of those

who were fighting for our faith. 'I have seen what you have endured,

' he said, 'and I shall not now hesitate to bring you help. At my

instigation you vowed to undertake this expedition; you have captured

the city of Nicea with my support; under my leadership you have won

many victories; having brought you this far, I have grieved for the

sufferings you endured in besieging the city of Antioch, and which

you are suffering even now within the city itself. However, after I

raised you up with so much help and with so many victories, and I

granted you victory in the city, preserving you safe and unharmed,

you have behaved badly towards Christians, and have entered into

filthy relations with pagan women; you have raised a foul clamor to

heaven.' At this point the Virgin of unconquerable piety, always the

intercessor with God for the human race, and Peter, the heavenly

gatekeeper, and the patron bishop of Antioch, threw themselves at the

feet of the most merciful Lord, praying and asking that He grant

relief to his people. The miraculous Peter himself said, 'Your

majesty remembers with what shameful things the pagans desecrated my

home in this city, insulting your divinity by filling your shrines

with disgraceful actions and with murder. Since you at last showed

pity and expelled them, bringing joy to the heavenly kingdom, will

you now relent and permit their pride to regain its former position

against you yourself?' Moved by these words, God said to me, 'Go and

tell my people to return with all their hearts to me, and I shall

eagerly restore myself to them; within five days I shall provide the

greatest help. Let them recite litanies, and let each man sing this

response from *Ecclesiastes*: Our enemies have joined against me,

and they rejoice in their strength; destroy their strength, O Lord,

and scatter them (add here the verse)."[177] The priest then added,

"If you have any doubt about what I have said, I shall submit, in the

name of truth, to whatever trial you wish, gladly undergoing trial by

fire or by being thrown from a cliff. If I am harmed in the test,

you may add to my injuries the worst punishment you can imagine."

The bishop of Puy, always attentive to church law, ordered the bible

and the Cross brought forward, so that the reliability of his words

might be tested by oath.

When this had been done, the leaders, after consultation, mutually

pledged that neither death nor life would compel them to abandon the

defense they had undertaken, no matter how difficult the

circumstances. Therefore first Bohemund, then the count of Saint

Gilles, Hugh the Great, Robert of Normandy, duke Godfrey, and the

count of Flanders, swore with equal vigor that they would never

abandon the undertaking. But Tancred swore on this condition, that

as long as he could rely on the support of forty knights he would not

only refuse to retreat from the siege under which they presently

labored, but he would not turn from the path to Jerusalem, unless

death intervened. The news of these transactions fortified the

hearts of the multitude.

Before Antioch was captured, a vision of the apostle Andrew appeared

to one of the soldiers, whose name was Peter, and the vision said,

"What are you doing?" Stunned, he did not reply, but asked who he

was. He revealed that he was the apostle Andrew. "You should know,

my son, that when the army of the Franks enters the city which God

will open for them, you will go to the church of the blessed Peter,

my brother and fellow apostle, and there in a certain place you will

find the lance with which it is said the side of our Savior Jesus

Christ was pierced." Saying no more, he departed. Peter wanted no

one to know about the vision, nor did he think that it was anything

more than one of those deceptive dreams to which we are all regularly

subjected. But during his conversation with the apostle he had the

presence of mind to ask him, "Lord, if I tell to our people what you

have told me to do, what reliable evidence can I offer to overcome

their doubts and to convince them to believe me?" In response, the

glorious apostle took him and carried him in spirit to the basilica

of his blessed brother, to the place in which the lance rested.

After the city had been captured, when the people of God were

subjected to the tribulations which we have described, the same

memorable apostle who had undertaken to preserve in every way the

elaborate beauty of the home of his famous brother again appeared to

the man Peter, and said, "Why have you delayed carrying out my

command? Since you see your people undergoing terrible hardships,

attacked by the Turks, about to fall into the depths of despair, you

should tell them what you learned from me, since they certainly

should know that wherever they bear this same lance, they will have

certain victory." After this second warning from the apostle, Peter

began to relate to our people what he had seen in the vision.

However, the people rejected his words, thinking them false, since

they were surrounded on all sides by misfortunes, and could in no way

conceive of any hope for their conditon. Firmly relying on the

authority of what the apostle had said, Peter insisted that the

apostle had appeared to him and had said to him twice in a vision,

"Hurry, do not delay telling the imperilled army of God, as quickly

as possible, to set aside their fears and cling to their firm belief

in God, who will help them. Within five days the Lord will reveal

things that will joyfully relieve their hearts. If they go into

battle carrying this sign before them, their opposition will quickly

be defeated and will submit to them." Peter's steady persuasiveness

began to have an effect, and the Christians began to urge each other

to have some hope, and they began to feel some relief. They said,

"We should not be so stupid as to believe that God, who has thus far

given us so many victories, would now permit us, besieged while

defending the true faith, having placed our trust in Him, with our

souls eagerly groaning for him, to be cut down by Turkish swords.

Instead, we should certainly believe that, after our long suffering,

He will shine the light of pity on us, and will cast fear of Himself

upon the peoples who have not sought Him out."

Then the Turks who were guarding the citadel made sudden attack on

our men, trapping three of our knights at fortification facing the

citadel. Then the pagans stormed out of the citadel against our men

with such force that they were unable to resist. Two of the men

under attack were wounded and escaped, while the third continued to

defend himself vigorously against the enemy, killing two of them on

the top of the ramparts, having broken the shafts of their spears,

while the Turks themselves had shattered three spears in their hands.

The name of this knight was Hugh, nicknamed "the Madman," and he was

one of the servants of certain Godfrey of Mount-Scabieuse.

Famed Bohemund, however, scarcely able to persuade some men to attack

the citadel (for of those who hid in their homes, some suffered from

lack of bread, while others were frightened by the ferocity and

number of the pagans), driven by great anger, ordered that the part

of the city around the palace of the now dead Cassian be burned.

When they saw what was happening, they fled the conflagration, some

towards the citadel, some towards the gate guarded by the count of

Saint-Gilles, and some towards Godfrey; each fled towards the people

to whom he most closely connected. Soon the suffering was increased

by a very powerful storm, and the power of the wind was such that

almost no one could walk upright. Meanwhile, when Bohemund saw that

the city would be entirely destroyed by the conflagration, he was

seized with anxiety about the fate of the church of blessed Peter and

of the Holy Mother, and other churches as well. From the third hour

until midnight the raging flames turned two thousand churches and

homes into dust. In the middle of the night, the force of the raging

fire abated.

Meanwhile those in the citadel cruelly attacked our men, who turned

back into the city, worn out by hunger; they struck our men with

steady effort, and by day and by night the two sides were separated

only by the length of their swords and spears. When our men saw that

they were caught in a non-stop battle, and had no opportunity at all

to eat or drink, even if they had had a great supply of food, they

built a wall out of cement and stone, and quickly surrounded it with

many machines, so that they would have a feeling of greater security.

In the citadel, a group of Turks remained who would, almost

continually, come out to harass our men in battle, while other Turks

remained in the field, facing the fortification. On the following

night, a kind of fire appeared in the western sky, falling between

the enemy camps. To both sides the sight of the falling fire seemed

miraculous. In the morning, the Turks left the place in which the

celestial fire had fallen as quickly as possible, and set themselves

up in front of the gate that Bohemund was guarding. The portent

which had appeared clearly before them announced the destruction that

was obviously approaching them, had they understood it. The

inhabitants of the citadel, who made frequent, relentless sorties

against our army, their bows always stretched, inflicted wounds and

death upon our men. The Turks who surrounded the city outside, and

who occupied all the territory near the walls, vigilantly blocked

every entrance to the city, so that the Christians were unable to

leave or to enter, except at night, and even then only secretly. The

enemy had assembled here in such great numbers and with such wealth,

that everywhere one looked there were only men and tents, expensive

furnishings, the brilliance of variegated costumes, flocks of cattle

and sheep to be eaten, and women dressed as though they were, so to

speak, temples. To add to this list of luxury, young women came with

quivers full of arrows, looking like a new form of the ancient Diana;

they seemed to have been brought here not to fight, but rather to

reproduce. When the battle was over, those who were present asserted

that new-born babies, born by women brought for this purpose on the

expedition, were found thrown into the grass by these women, who, in

their urgent flight from the Franks, could not endure the burden, and,

more concerned for themselves than for the babies, heartlessly cast

them away.

In the way in which we have described, then, with Turks everywhere

preventing our men from getting out, and therefore unable to procure

provisions from outside, the dangers of famine took hold of nearly

the entire army, and the extraordinary lack of food particularly

weakened the courage of the poor people. Since the Franks, at the

time that they were besieging Antioch, had prevented the inhabitants

from increasing their dwindling supply of food, when they captured

the city they found very little to eat. After they had used up

everything they could find, a mere piece of bread cost a bezant. The

scarcity of produce and of spices resulted in great hardship, and

many died, their bellies bloated with starvation. About wine I shall

say nothing, since no one had any at all, and he who had nothing to

eat would certainly drink fruit juice. Since there was no proper

meat to eat, no one finally refused to eat the flesh of horses, and

the small amount of donkey meat, sought for throughout the

marketplaces and purchased at exorbitant prices, was a bitter

resource for many crusaders. A chicken sold for fifteen sous, an egg

for two sous, and a nut for penny. If many men assemble in a place

where food is scarce, everything becomes expensive. They ate a

mixture of figs, thistles, and grape leaves; fruit could no longer be

found on the trees; out of the leaves they made a substitute for

vegetables. Wealthy men ate the flesh of horses, camels, cows, and

deer, but the poor prepared the dried skins of these animals, cut

them into slices, boiled them and then ate them.

Among the ancient stories of besieged cities, where might we find

people who, exiles from their native land, enduring such suffering,

were able to persevere as steadfastly as these men? Even the

ten-year siege of Troy was often interrupted by mutually beneficial

truces, during which men might recover their strength, and the earth

and the sea might offer them sustenance. And even if any besieged men

had suffered similar dangers, certainly they suffered to preserve

their own freedom, and the defense of one's own life and country is

considered more important than all other things. The crusaders,

however, were driven from their native soil by no desire for personal

gain, but by the intention of working for God. To deliver the church

from harm, they endured the hardships of famine, rough sleeping

places, long watches during the night, cold, rain, and the torment of

ceaseless fear, which exceeded that endured by anyone whose

sufferings have ever been recorded. What must be recognized as even

more of a miracle is the fact that these men, at home in their own

native lands, could scarcely endure setting up their tents as part of

the king's army for three days, even when they were not forced to

venture beyond the borders of their own regions. In my opinion, none

of those who risked such danger could remember all of the anxieties

of mind and agonies of body they had been compelled to endure. For

twenty-six straight days this punishment continued.

At that time, Count Stephen of Blois, formerly a man of great

discretion and wisdom, who had been chosen as leader by the entire

army, said that he was suffering from painful illness, and, before

the army had broken into Antioch, Stephen made his way to a certain

small town, which was called Alexandriola.[178] When the city had

been captured and was again under siege, and he learned that the

Christian leaders were in dire straits, Stephen, either unable or

unwilling, delayed sending them aid, although they were awaiting his

help. When he heard that an army of Turks had set up camp before the

city walls, he rode shrewdly to the mountains and observed the amount

the enemy had brought. When he saw the fields covered with

innumerable tents, in understandably human fashion he retreated,

judging that no mortal power could help those shut up in the city. A

man of the utmost probity, energetic, pre-eminent in his love of

truth, thinking himself unable to bring help to them, certain that

they would die, as all the evidence indicated, he decided to protect

himself, thinking that he would incur no shame by saving himself for

a opportune moment. And I certainly think that his flight (if,

however, it should be called a flight, since the count was certainly

ill), after which the dishonorable act was rectified by martyrdom,

was superior to the return of those who, persevering in their pursuit

of foul pleasure, descended into the depths of criminal behavior.

Who could claim that count Stephen and Hugh the Great, who had always

been honorable, because they had seemed to retreat for this reason,

were comparable to those who had steadfastly behaved badly? The

results of the action for which they are blamed were so splendid,

that surely one might praise them for what they did, while the

behavior of the others embarrasses all good men. Let us look

carefully at those who take pride in having been present at the

capture of Jerusalem; we shall see that none permitted himself to be

second to anyone else in committing crimes, betrayals, and perjuries.

These two, however, were known for the nobility of their previous

and subsequent behavior. The others, because they had seen Jerusalem

and the Holy Sepulchre, thought that they could safely commit any

crime, offering their own example as a reproach to holy men who had

retreated, without considering how much they themselves should be

blamed for the many stinking crimes they had committed. But laying

these matters aside, let us continue in the direction in which we set

out.

When he left Alexandriola, his own town, the count went to the town

called Philomena.[179] The capture of Antioch had been made known to

the tyrannical emperor, who had quickly set out in that direction

with many troops, thinking that he would undoubtedly be given the

town by the Franks. When he had met the greedy emperor, who asked

him about the condition of the Christian army and of the betrayed

town, the count told him that the town had been captured, but he also

told him that the citadel was held by the Turks. "Alas," he said, "a

second siege destroys the joy of winning the city, for those who had

at first besieged the Turks are now, in a wretched reversal,

surrounded by Turks. I do not know what happened between them after

I left." This is what the count said in secret to the prince. When

the emperor heard this, he became discouraged, and summoned

Bohemund's brother Guido, a man conspicuous for his martial spirit,

together with some others, and described the situation to them,

although he exaggerated what the count had told him. "What do you

think should be done? The Franks are surrounded by a terrible

Turkish siege, and perhaps have already fallen before their swords,

or have been led away to different regions under the yoke of

perpetual slavery. Since we do not have the ability or occasion to

provide them with aid, particularly since, if we went forward, we

would have to fear being killed by the Turks we might encounter, we

should turn back, if this is in accord with your judgement." Having

said this, the traitor was undoubtedly pleased with himself, because

he had heard that those whom he hated no less than the Turks had been

killed.

But Guido, having heard of the danger in which his brother and the

Franks found themselves, together with the entire Norman household,

began to howl with grief, launching complaints self-righteously even

against God himself; they said, "All powerful God, whose judgement

never errs, who never permits the unjust to triumph over the just,

why have you betrayed those who, out of love for you, have given

themselves over to daily torment and death, who have left their

relatives, wives, sons, the greatest honors, their native land, and

why have you exposed them, without the aid of your protection, to be

cut down by the swords of abominable men? If it becomes known that

you have permitted profane hands to deliver them to a horrible death,

whom will you find willing to obey your commands, since everyone will

judge you unable to defend your own people? But so be it. It may be

that you want them to die for you, and that you you will crown them

with glory and honor, yet even if you bestow land one hundred fold on

these people, you will have brought about eternal shame among nations

for the people of your own faith. You have plunged the entire

Christian world into the depths of despair and incredulity, and you

have provoked the worst men to display relentless aggression against

your people. From this day forth no man will expect anything great

from you, since those who believed themselves dearer to you than all

other mortals have been subjected to such an unworthy fate.

Therefore, O most gracious one, from now on why should they call upon

you, when your own people will expect such a death?" Thus they

expressed their terrible grief and desperate anguish, so that for

several days none of the astonished bishops, abbots, clerics or

laymen in the entire army led by the tyrant dared to call upon God.

Guido, remembering his love for his noble brother, going over in his

mind the splendid qualities of the man, expressed his inmost anguish

with many a groan.

Ready to retreat, the emperor, fearing that, with the Frankish

bulwark broken, the Turks might now more freely move against him,

gave orders to his troops, "Go," he said, "and promulgate an imperial

edict throughout this region. Lay waste the Bulgar's land, so that,

when the Turks attack to depopulate our lands, they will find no

useful supplies." Willingly or not, the Christians who had been

eager to rejoin us were compelled to return with the emperor. The

knights hastened to carry out the tyrant's orders, while the

conscripted foot-soldiers followed the army. In their attempt to

follow the swift cavalry, they fell into inextricable problems

because of their weakness. Therefore, wearied by the effort, they

continually dropped away, falling in their tracks, worn out by

exhaustion. When the tyrant returned to the city of Constantinople,

the troops returned, by way of Greece, to the lands from which they

had come. Let this book end here.

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