On leaving Mr. Bentley, Hodder went slowly down Dalton Street, wondering
that mere contact with another human being should have given him the
resolution to turn his face once again toward the house whither he was
bound. And this man had given him something more. It might hardly have
been called faith; a new courage to fare forth across the Unknown--that
was it; hope, faint but revived.
Presently he stopped on the sidewalk, looked around him, and read a sign
in glaring, electric letters, Hotel Albert. Despite the heat, the place
was ablaze with lights. Men and women were passing, pausing--going in. A
motor, with a liveried chauffeur whom he remembered having seen before,
was standing in front of the Rathskeller. The nightly carousal was
beginning.
Hodder retraced his steps, crossed the street diagonally, came to the
dilapidated gate he remembered so well, and looked up through the dusk
at the house. If death had entered it, there was no sign: death must be
a frequent visitor hereabouts. On the doorsteps he saw figures outlined,
slatternly women and men in shirt-sleeves who rose in silence to make
way for him, staring at him curiously. He plunged into the hot darkness
of the hall, groped his way up the stairs and through the passage, and
hesitated. A single gas jet burned low in the stagnant air, and after
a moment he made out, by its dim light, a woman on her knees beside the
couch, mechanically moving the tattered palm-leaf over the motionless
little figure. The child was still alive. He drew a deep breath, and
entered; at the sound of his step Mrs. Garvin suddenly started up.
“Richard!” she cried, and then stood staring at the rector. “Have you
seen my husband, sir? He went away soon after you left.”
Hodder, taken by surprise, replied that he had not. Her tone, her
gesture of anxiety he found vaguely disquieting.
“The doctor has been here?” he asked.
“Yes,” she answered absently. “I don't know where he can be--Richard. He
didn't even wait to see the doctor. And he thinks so much of Dicky, sir,
he sits here of an evening--”
Hodder sat down beside her, and taking the palm-leaf from her hand,
began himself to fan the child. Something of her misgiving had
communicated itself to him.
“Don't worry,” he said. “Remember that you have been through a great
deal, and it is natural that you should be overwrought. Your husband
feels strongly. I don't blame him. And the sight of me this afternoon
upset him. He has gone out to walk.”
“Richard is proud,” she answered simply. “He used to say he'd rather
die than take charity--and now he's come to it. And it's--that man, sir,
who's got on his brain, and changed him. He wasn't always like this, but
now he can't seem to think of anything else. He wakes up in the night
.... And he used to have such a sweet nature--you wouldn't have known
him... and came home so happy in the evenings in Alder Street, often
with a little fruit, or something he'd bought for us, and romp with
Dicky in the yard, and I'd stand and laugh at them. Even after we'd lost
our money, when he was sick that time, he didn't feel this way. It grew
on him when he couldn't get work, and then he began to cut things out of
the papers about Mr. Parr. And I have sometimes thought that that's kept
him from getting work. He talks about it, and people don't know what
to make of him. They don't know how hard he'd try if they'd give him
something.”....
“We shall find something,” said the rector, striving to throw into his
voice confidence and calm. He did not dare to look at her, but continued
to move the fan.
The child stirred a little. Mrs. Garvin put out her hand.
“Yes, the doctor was here. He was very kind. Oh, sir,” she exclaimed,
“I hope you won't think us ungrateful--and that Mr. Bentley won't. Dr.
Jarvis has hopes, sir,--he says--I forget the name he called it, what
Dicky has. It's something uncommon. He says it was--brought on by
the heat, and want of food--good food. And he's coming himself in
the morning to take him out to that hospital beyond the park--in an
automobile, sir. I was just thinking what a pity it is Dicky wouldn't
realize it. He's always wanted to ride in one.” Suddenly her tears
flowed, unheeded, and she clung to the little hand convulsively. “I
don't know what I shall do without him, Sir, I don't.... I've always had
him... and when he's sick, among strangers.”...
The rector rose to the occasion.
“Now, Mrs. Garvin,” he said firmly, “you must remember that there is
only one way to save the boy's life. It will be easy to get you a room
near the hospital, where you can see him constantly.”
“I know--I know, sir. But I couldn't leave his father, I couldn't leave
Richard.” She looked around distractedly. “Where is he?”
“He will come back presently,” said the rector. “If not, I will look for
him.”
She did not reply, but continued to weep in silence. Suddenly, above the
confused noises of the night, the loud notes of a piano broke, and the
woman whose voice he had heard in the afternoon began once more with
appalling vigour to sing. The child moaned.
Mrs. Garvin started up hysterically.
“I can't stand it--I can't stand her singing that now,” she sobbed.
Thirty feet away, across the yard, Hodder saw the gleaming window from
which the music came. He got to his feet. Another verse began, with more
of the brazen emphasis of the concert-hall singer than ever. He glanced
at the woman beside him, irresolutely.
“I'll speak to her,” he said.
Mrs. Garvin did not appear to hear him, but flung herself down beside
the lounge. As he seized his hat and left the room he had the idea of
telephoning for a nurse, when he almost ran into some one in the upper
hall, and recognized the stout German woman, Mrs. Breitmann.
“Mrs. Garvin”--he said, “she ought not to be left--”
“I am just now going,” said Mrs. Breitmann. “I stay with her until her
husband come.”
Such was the confidence with which, for some reason, she inspired him,
that he left with an easier mind.
It was not until the rector had arrived at the vestibule of the
apartment house next door that something--of the difficulty and delicacy
of the errand he had undertaken came home to him. Impulse had brought
him thus far, but now he stood staring helplessly at a row of bells,
speaking tubes, and cards. Which, for example, belonged to the lady
whose soprano voice pervaded the neighbourhood? He looked up and down
the street, in the vain hope of finding a messenger. The song continued:
he had promised to stop it. Hodder accused himself of cowardice.
To his horror, Hodder felt stealing over him, incredible though it
seemed after the depths through which he had passed, a faint sense
of fascination in the adventure. It was this that appalled him--this
tenacity of the flesh,--which no terrors seemed adequate to drive out.
The sensation, faint as it was, unmanned him. There were still many
unexplored corners in his soul.
He turned, once more contemplated the bells, and it was not until
then he noticed that the door was ajar. He pushed it open, climbed the
staircase, and stood in the doorway of what might be called a sitting
room, his eyes fixed on a swaying back before an upright piano against
the wall; his heart seemed to throb with the boisterous beat of the
music. The woman's hair, in two long and heavy plaits falling below her
waist, suddenly fascinated him. It was of the rarest of russet reds. She
came abruptly to the end of the song.
“I beg your pardon--” he began.
She swung about with a start, her music dropping to the floor, and
stared at him. Her tattered blue kimono fell away at her elbows, her
full throat was bare, and a slipper she had kicked off lay on the floor
beside her. He recoiled a little, breathing deeply. She stared at him.
“My God, how you scared me!” she exclaimed. Evidently a second glance
brought to her a realization of his clerical costume. “Say, how did you
get in here?”
“I beg your pardon,” he said again, “but there is a very sick child in
the house next door and I came to ask you if you would mind not playing
any more to-night.”
She did not reply at once, and her expression he found unsolvable. Much
of it might be traced to a life which had contracted the habit of taking
nothing on trust, a life which betrayed itself in unmistakable traces
about the eyes. And Hodder perceived that the face, if the stamp of
this expression could have been removed, was not unpleasing, although
indulgence and recklessness were beginning to remould it.
“Quit stringin' me,” she said.
For a moment he was at a loss. He gathered that she did not believe him,
and crossed to the open window.
“If you will come here,” he said, “I will show you the room where he
lies. We hope to be able to take him to the hospital to-morrow.” He
paused a moment, and added: “He enjoyed your music very much when he was
better.”
The comment proved a touchstone.
“Say,” she remarked, with a smile that revealed a set of surprisingly
good teeth, “I can make the box talk when I get a-goin'. There's no
stopping me this side of grand opera,--that's no fable. I'm not so bad
for an enginoo, am I?”
Thus directly appealed to, in common courtesy he assented.
“No indeed,” he said.
“That's right,” she declared. “But the managers won't have it at any
price. Those jays don't know anything, do they? They've only got a dream
of what the public wants. You wouldn't believe it, but I've sung for
'em, and they threw me out. You wouldn't believe it, would you?”
“I must own,” said the rector, “that I have never had any experience
with managers.”
She sat still considering him from the piano stool, her knees apart, her
hands folded in her lap. Mockery came into her eyes.
“Say, what did you come in here for, honest injun?” she demanded.
He was aware of trying to speak sternly, and of failing. To save his
life he could not, then, bring up before himself the scene in the little
back room across the yard in its full terror and reality, reproduce his
own feelings of only a few minutes ago which had impelled him hither. A
month, a year might have elapsed. Every faculty was now centred on the
woman in front of him, and on her life.
“Why do you doubt me?” he asked.
She continued to contemplate him. Her eyes were strange, baffling,
smouldering, yellow-brown, shifting, yet not shifty: eyes with a
history. Her laugh proclaimed both effrontery and uneasiness.
“Don't get huffy,” she said. “The kid's sick--that's on the level, is
it? You didn't come 'round to see me?” The insinuation was in her voice
as well as in her words. He did not resent it, but felt an odd thrill of
commingled pity and--fear.
“I came for the reason I have given you,” he replied; and added, more
gently: “I know it is a good deal to ask, but you will be doing a great
kindness. The mother is distracted. The child, as I told you, will be
taken to the hospital in the morning.”
She reached out a hand and closed the piano softly.
“I guess I can hold off for to-night,” she said. “Sometimes things get
kind of dull--you know, when there's nothing doing, and this keeps me
lively. How old is the kid?”
“About nine,” he estimated.
“Say, I'm sorry.” She spoke with a genuineness of feeling that surprised
him. He went slowly, almost apologetically toward the door.
“Good night,” he said, “and thank you.”
Her look halted him.
“What's your hurry?” she demanded.
“I'm sorry,” he said hastily, “but I must be going.” He was, in truth,
in a panic to leave.
“You're a minister, ain't you?”
“Yes,” he said.
“I guess you don't think much of me, do you?” she demanded.
He halted abruptly, struck by the challenge, and he saw that this woman
had spoken not for herself, but for an entire outlawed and desperate
class. The fact that the words were mocking and brazen made no
difference; it would have been odd had they not been so. With a shock of
surprise he suddenly remembered that his inability to reach this
class had been one of the causes of his despair! And now? With the
realization, reaction set in, an overpowering feeling of weariness, a
desire--for rest--for sleep. The electric light beside the piano danced
before his eyes, yet he heard within him a voice crying out to him to
stay. Desperately tired though he was, he must not leave now. He walked
slowly to the table, put his hat on it and sat down in a chair beside
it.
“Why do you say that?” he asked.
“Oh, cut it out!” said the woman. “I'm on to you church folks.” She
laughed. “One of 'em came in here once, and wanted to pray. I made a
monkey of him.”
“I hope,” said the rector, smiling a little, “that is not the reason why
you wish me to stay.”
She regarded him doubtfully.
“You're not the same sort,” she announced at length.
“What sort was he?”
“He was easy,--old enough to know better--most of the easy ones are. He
marched in sanctimonious as you please, with his mouth full of salvation
and Bible verses.” She laughed again at the recollection.
“And after that,” said the rector, “you felt that ministers were a lot
of hypocrites.”
“I never had much opinion of 'em,” she admitted, “nor of church people,
either,” she added, with emphasis.
“There's Ferguson, who has the department store,--he's 'way up' in
church circles. I saw him a couple of months ago, one Sunday morning,
driving to that church on Burton Street, where all the rich folks go. I
forget the name--”
“St. John's,” he supplied. He had got beyond surprise.
“St. John's--that's it. They tell me he gives a lot of money to
it--money that he steals from the girls he hires. Oh, yes, he'll get to
heaven--I don't think.”
“How do you mean that he steals money from the girls?”
“Say, you are innocent--ain't you! Did you ever go down to that store?
Do you know what a floorwalker is? Did you ever see the cheap guys
hanging around, and the young swells waiting to get a chance at the
girls behind the counters? Why do you suppose so many of 'em take to the
easy life? I'll put you next--because Ferguson don't pay 'em enough to
live on. That's why. He makes 'em sign a paper, when he hires 'em, that
they live at home, that they've got some place to eat and sleep, and
they sign it all right. That's to square up Ferguson's conscience. But
say, if you think a girl can support herself in this city and dress on
what he pays, you've got another guess comin'.”
There rose up before him, unsummoned, the image of Nan Ferguson, in all
her freshness and innocence, as she had stood beside him on the porch
in Park Street. He was somewhat astonished to find himself defending his
parishioner.
“May it not be true, in order to compete with other department stores,
that Mr. Ferguson has to pay the same wages?” he said.
“Forget it. I guess you know what Galt House is? That's where women like
me can go when we get all played out and there's nothing left in the
game--it's on River Street. Maybe you've been there.”
Hodder nodded.
“Well,” she continued, “Ferguson pays a lot of money to keep that going,
and gets his name in the papers. He hands over to the hospitals where
some of us die--and it's all advertised. He forks out to the church.
Now, I put it to you, why don't he sink some of that money where it
belongs--in living wages? Because there's nothing in it for him--that's
why.”
The rector looked at her in silence. He had not suspected her of so much
intellect. He glanced about the apartment, at the cheap portiere flung
over the sofa; at the gaudy sofa cushions, two of which bore the names
and colours of certain colleges. The gas log was almost hidden by dried
palm leaves, a cigarette stump lay on the fender; on the mantel above
were several photographs of men and at the other side an open door
revealed a bedroom.
“This is a nice place, ain't it?” she observed. “I furnished it when I
was on velvet--nothing was too good for me. Money's like champagne when
you take the cork out, it won't keep. I was rich once. It was lively
while it lasted,” she added, with a sigh: “I've struck the down trail.
I oughtn't, by rights, to be here fooling with you. There's nothing in
it.” She glanced at the clock. “I ought to get busy.”
As the realization of her meaning came to him, he quivered.
“Is there no way but that?” he asked, in a low voice.
“Say, you're not a-goin' to preach, are you?”
“No,” he answered, “God forbid! I was not asking the question of you.”
She stared at him.
“Of who, then?”
He was silent.
“You've left me at the station. But on the level, you don't seem to know
much, that's a fact. You don't think the man who owns these flats is in
it for charity, do you? 'Single ladies,' like me, have to give up. And
then there are other little grafts that wouldn't interest you. What
church do you come from anyway?”
“You mentioned it a little while ago.”
“St. John's!” She leaned back against the piano and laughed
unrestrainedly. “That's a good one, to think how straight I've been
talking to you.”
“I'm much obliged to you,” he said.
Again she gazed at him, now plainly perplexed.
“What are you giving me?”
“I mean what I say,” he answered. “I am obliged to you for telling me
things I didn't know. And I appreciate--your asking me to stay.”
She was sitting upright now, her expression changed, her breath came
more rapidly, her lips parted as she gazed at him.
“Do you know,” she said, “I haven't had anybody speak to me like that
for four years.” Her voice betrayed excitement, and differed in tone,
and she had cast off unconsciously the vulgarity of speech. At that
moment she seemed reminiscent of what she must once have been; and he
found himself going through an effort at reconstruction.
“Like what?” he asked.
“Like a woman,” she answered vehemently.
“My name is John Hodder,” he said, “and I live in the parish house, next
door to the church. I should like to be your friend, if you will let me.
If I can be of any help to you now, or at any other time, I shall feel
happy. I promise not to preach,” he added.
She got up abruptly, and went to the window. And when she turned to him
again, it was with something of the old bravado.
“You'd better leave me alone, I'm no good;” she said. “I'm much obliged
to you, but I don't want any charity or probation houses in mine. And
honest work's a thing of the past for me--even if I could get a job.
Nobody would have me. But if they would, I couldn't work any more.
I've got out of the hang of it.” With a swift and decisive movement she
crossed the room, opened a cabinet on the wall, revealing a bottle and
glasses.
“So you're bent upon going--downhill?” he said.
“What can you do to stop it?” she retorted defiantly, “Give me
religion---I guess you'd tell me. Religion's all right for those on top,
but say, it would be a joke if I got it. There ain't any danger. But if
I did, it wouldn't pay room-rent and board.”
He sat mute. Once more the truth overwhelmed, the folly of his former
optimism arose to mock him. What he beheld now, in its true aspect, was
a disease of that civilization he had championed...
She took the bottle from the cupboard and laid it on the table.
“What's the difference?” she demanded. “It's all over in a little while,
anyway. I guess you'd tell me there was a hell. But if that's so, some
of your church folks'll broil, too. I'll take my chance on it, if they
will.” She looked at him, half in defiance, half in friendliness, across
the table. “Say, you mean all right, but you're only wastin' time here.
You can't do me any good, I tell you, and I've got to get busy.”
“May we not at least remain friends?” he asked, after a moment.
Her laugh was a little harsh.
“What kind of friendship would that be? You, a minister, and me a woman
on the town?”
“If I can stand it, I should think you might.”
“Well, I can't stand it,” she answered.
He got up, and held out his hand. She stood seemingly irresolute, and
then took it.
“Good night,” he said.
“Good night,” she repeated nonchalantly.
As he went out of the door she called after him:
“Don't be afraid I'll worry the kid!”
The stale odour of cigarette smoke with which the dim corridor was
charged intoxicated, threatened to overpower him. It seemed to be the
reek of evil itself. A closing door had a sinister meaning. He hurried;
obscurity reigned below, the light in the lower hall being out; fumbled
for the door-knob, and once in the street took a deep breath and mopped
his brow; but he had not proceeded half a block before he hesitated,
retraced his steps, reentered the vestibule, and stooped to peer at the
cards under the speaking tubes. Cheaply printed in large script, was the
name of the tenant of the second floor rear,--MISS KATE MARCY....
In crossing Tower Street he was frightened by the sharp clanging of a
great electric car that roared past him, aflame with light. His brain
had seemingly ceased to work, and he stumbled at the curb, for he was
very tired. The events of the day no longer differentiated themselves
in his mind but lay, a composite weight, upon his heart. At length he
reached the silent parish house, climbed the stairs and searched in his
pocket for the key of his rooms. The lock yielded, but while feeling for
the switch he tripped and almost fell over an obstruction on the floor.
The flooding light revealed his travelling-bags, as he had piled them,
packed and ready to go to the station.
Volume 4.