CHAPTER XX

_Mascarille_.--Oh! oh! je ne prenois pas garde;

Tandis que sans songer a mal, je vous regarde

Votre oeil en tapinois me derobe mon coeur,

Au voleur! au voleur! au voleur! au voleur!

_Cathos_.--Ah! voila qui est pousse dans le dernier galant!

_Les Precieuses Ridicules_

The detective arrived, looking so entirely the office clerk as to take in

Mervyn himself at first sight; and the rest of the world understood that

he was to stay till their master could go over the accounts with him. As

housekeeper's room company, his attentions were doubly relished by the

housemaids, and jealousy was not long in prompting the revelation that

Jane Hart had been Smithson's sweetheart, and was supposed to have met

him since his dismissal. Following up this trail, the detective proved

to his own satisfaction that she had been at a ball at a public-house in

the next village the night before the hunt, and had there met both

Smithson and the poacher. This, however, he reserved for Mervyn's

private ear, still watching his victim, in the hope that she might

unconsciously give some clue to the whereabouts of her lover. The

espionage diverted Mervyn, and gave him the occupation for his thoughts

that he sorely needed; but it oppressed Phoebe, and she shrank from the

sight of the housemaid, as though she herself were dealing treacherously

by her.

'Phoebe,' said Mervyn, mysteriously, coming into the library, where his

tardy breakfast was spread, 'that villain Smithson has been taken up at

Liverpool; and here's a letter for you to look at. Fenton has captured a

letter to that woman Hart, who, he found, was always wanting to go to the

post--but he can't make it out; and I thought it was German, so I brought

it to you. It looks as if old Lieschen--

'No! no! it can't be,' cried Phoebe. 'I'll clear it up in a moment.'

But as she glanced at the letter the colour fled from her cheek.

'Well, what is it?' said Mervyn, impatiently.

'Oh, Mervyn!' and she put her hands before her face.

'Come, the fewer words the better. Out with it at once!'

'Mervyn! It is to Bertha!' She stood transfixed.

'What?' cried Mervyn.

'To Bertha,' repeated Phoebe, looking as if she could never shut her

eyes.

'Bertha? What, a billet-doux; the little precocious pussycat!' and he

laughed, to Phoebe's increased horror.

'If it could only be a mistake!' said she; 'but here is her name! It is

not German, only English in German writing. Oh, Bertha! Bertha!'

'Well, but who is the fellow? Let me look,' said Mervyn.

'It is too foolish,' said Phoebe, guarding it, in the midst of her cold

chills of dismay. 'There is no surname--only John. Ah! here's J. H.

Oh! Mervyn, could it be Mr. Hastings?'

'No such thing! John! Why, my name's John--everybody's name is John!

That's nothing.'

'But, Mervyn, I was warned,' said Phoebe, her eyes again dilating with

dismay, 'that Mr. Hastings never was received into a house with women

without there being cause to repent it.'

'Experience might have taught you how much slanderous gossip to believe

by this time! I believe it is some trumpery curate she has been meeting

at Miss Charlecote's school feasts.'

'For shame, Mervyn,' cried Phoebe, in real anger.

'Curates like thirty thousand as much as other men,' said Mervyn,

sulkily.

'After all,' said Phoebe, controlling herself, 'what signifies most is,

that poor Bertha should have been led to do such a dreadful thing.'

'If ever I take charge of a pack of women again! But let's hear what the

rascal says to her.'

'I do not think it is fair to read it all,' said Phoebe, glancing over

the tender passages. 'Poor child, how ashamed she will be! But

listen--' and she read a portion, as if meant to restrain the girl's

impatience, promising to offer a visit to Beauchamp, or, if that were

refused till the captives were carried off, assuring her there would be

ways and means at Acton Manor, where a little coldness from the baronet

always secured the lady's good graces.

Acton Manor was in Mr. Hastings' neighbourhood, and Mervyn struck his own

knee several times.

'Hum! ha! Was not some chaff going on one day about the heiresses boxed

up in the west wing? Some one set you all down at a monstrous figure--a

hundred thousand apiece. I wonder if he were green enough to believe it!

Hastings! No, it can't be! Here, we'll have the impudent child down,

and frighten it out of her. But first, how are we to put off that fellow

Fenton? Make up something to tell him.'

'Making up would be of no use,' said Phoebe; 'he is too clever. Tell him

it is a family matter.'

Mervyn left the room, and Phoebe hid her face in her hands,

thunderstruck, and endeavouring to disentangle her thoughts, perturbed

between shame, indignation, and the longing to shield and protect her

sister. She had not fully realized her sister's offence, so new to her

imagination, when she was roused by Mervyn's return, saying that he had

sent for Bertha to have it over.

Starting up, she begged to go and prepare her sister, but he peremptorily

detained her, and, 'Oh, be kind to her,' was all that she could say,

before in tripped Bertha, looking restless and amazed, but her

_retrousse_ nose, round features, and wavy hair so childish that the

accusation seemed absurd.

So Mervyn felt it, and in vain drew in his feet, made himself upright,

and tried to look magisterial. 'Bertha,' he began, 'Bertha, I have sent

for you, Bertha--it is not possible--What's that?' pointing to the

letter, as though it had been a stain of ink which she had just

perpetrated.

Alarmed perhaps, but certainly not confounded, Bertha put her hands

before her, and demurely said--'What do you mean?'

'What do you mean, Bertha, by such a correspondence as this?'

'If you know that letter is for me, why did you meddle with it?' she

coolly answered.

'Upon my word, this is assurance,' cried Mervyn.

'Give me my letter,' repeated Bertha, reaching out for it. 'No one else

has a right to touch it.'

'If there be nothing amiss,' said Phoebe, coming to the relief of her

brother, who was almost speechless at this audacity, 'why receive it

under cover to a servant?'

'Because prejudice surrounds me,' stoutly replied Bertha, with barely a

hitch in her speech, as if making a grand stroke; but seeing her brother

smile, she added in an annihilating tone, 'practical tyranny is exercised

in every family until education and intellect effect a moral

emancipation.'

'What?' said Mervyn, 'education teaching you to write letters in German

hand! Fine results! I tell you, if you were older, the disgrace of this

would stick to you for life, but if you will tell the whole truth about

this scoundrel, and put an end to it, we will do the best we can for

you.'

She made up a disdainful mouth, and said, 'Thank you.'

'After all,' said Mervyn, turning to Phoebe, 'it is a joke! Look at her!

She is a baby! You need not have made such a rout. This is only a

toy-letter to a little girl; very good practice in German writing.'

'I am engaged to John Hastings heart and hand,' said Bertha in high

dignity, little knowing that she thus first disclosed the name.

'Yes, people talk of children being their little wives,' said Mervyn,

'but you are getting too old for such nonsense, though he does not think

you so.'

'It is the joint purpose of our lives,' said Bertha.

Mervyn gave his scoffing laugh, and again addressing Phoebe, said, 'If it

were you, now, or any one with whom he was not in sport, it would be a

serious matter. The fellow got himself expelled from Harrow, then was

the proverb of even a German university, ran through his means before he

was five-and-twenty, is as much at home in the Queen's Bench as I am in

this study, has been outlawed, lived on _rouge et noir_ at Baden till he

got whitewashed when his mother died, and since that has lived on

betting, or making himself agreeable to whoever would ask him.'

'Many thanks on the part of your intimate friend,' said Bertha, with

suppressed passion.

Mervyn stamped his foot, and Phoebe defended him with, 'Men may associate

with those who are no companions for their sisters, Bertha.'

'Contracted minds always accept malignant reports,' was the reply.

'Report,' said Mervyn; 'I know it as well as I know myself!' then

recollecting himself, 'but she does not understand, it is of no use to

talk to children. Take her away, Phoebe, and keep her in the nursery

till Mr. Crabbe comes to settle what is to be done with her.'

'I insist on having my letter,' said Bertha, with womanly grandeur.

'Let her have it. It is not worth bothering about a mere joke,' said

Mervyn, leaning back, wearied of the struggle, in which, provoking as he

was, he had received some home thrusts.

Phoebe felt bewildered, and as if she had a perfect stranger on her

hands, though Bertha's high tone was, after all, chiefly from her

extremity, and by way of reply to her brother's scornful incredulity of

her exalted position. She was the first to speak on leaving the library.

'Pray, Phoebe, how came you to tamper with people's letters?'

Phoebe explained.

'From Mervyn and his spy one could expect no delicacy,' said Bertha, 'but

in you it was treachery.'

'No, Bertha,' said Phoebe, 'I was grieved to expose you, but it was my

duty to clear the innocent by examining the letter, and Mervyn had a

right to know what concerned you when you were under his charge. It is

our business to save you, and a letter sent in this way does not stand on

the same ground as one coming openly under your own name. But I did not

read it to him, Bertha--not all.'

'If you had,' said Bertha, more piqued than obliged by this reserve, 'he

would have known it was in earnest and not childish nonsense. You saw

that it was earnest, Phoebe?' and her defiant voice betrayed a

semi-distrust.

'I am afraid it looked very much so,' said Phoebe; 'but, Bertha, that

would be saddest of all. I am afraid he might be wicked enough to be

trying to get your fortune, for indeed--don't be very much vexed,

dearest, I am only saying it for your good--you are not old enough, nor

formed, nor pretty enough, really to please a man that has seen so much

of the world.'

'He never met so fresh, or original, or so highly cultivated a mind,'

said Bertha; 'besides, as to features, there may be different opinions!'

'But, Bertha, how could you ever see him or speak to him?'

'Hearts can find more ways than you dream of,' said Bertha, with a touch

of sentiment; 'we had only to meet for the magnetism of mind to be felt!'

Argument was heartless work. Flattery and the glory of her conquest had

entirely filled the child's mind, and she despised Mervyn and Phoebe far

too much for the representations of the one or the persuasions of the

other to have the smallest weight with her. Evidently, weariness of her

studies, and impatience of discipline had led her to lend a willing ear

to any distraction, and to give in to the intercourse that both gratified

and amused herself and outwitted her governess, and thence the belief in

the power of her own charms, and preference for their admirer, were steps

easier than appeared credible to Phoebe. From listening in helpless

amaze to a miserable round of pertness and philosophy, Phoebe was called

down-stairs to hear that Mervyn had been examining Jane Hart, and had

elicited from her that after having once surprised Mr. Hastings and Miss

Bertha in conversation, she had several times conveyed notes between

them, and since he had left Beauchamp, she had posted two letters to him

from the young lady, but this was the first answer received, directed to

herself, to be left at the post-office to be called for.

'Earnest enough on his part,' said Mervyn; 'a regular speculation to

patch up his fortunes. Well, I knew enough of him, as I told you, but I

was fool enough to pity him!'

He became silent, and so did Phoebe. She had been too much overset to

look the subject fairly in the face, and his very calmness of voice and

the absence of abusive epithets were a token that he was perfectly

appalled at what he had brought on his sisters. They both sat still some

minutes, when she saw him lean back with his hand to his head, and his

eyes closed. 'There's a steeple chase!' he said, as Phoebe laid her cool

hand on his burning brow, and felt the throbbing of the swollen veins of

his temples. Both knew that this meant cupping, and they sent in haste

for the Hiltonbury doctor, but he was out for the day, and would not

return till evening. Phoebe felt dull and stunned, as if her decision

had caused all the mischief, and more and more were following on, and her

spirit almost died within her at Mervyn's interjection of rage and

suffering.

'Though they curse, yet bless thou,' had of necessity been her rule while

clinging to this brother; a mental ejaculation had become habitual, and

this time it brought reaction from her forlorn despondency. She could do

something. Twice she had assisted in cupping, and she believed she could

perform the operation. No failure could be as hurtful as delay, and she

offered to make the attempt. Mervyn growled at her folly, yawned,

groaned, looked at his watch, counted the heavy hours, and supposed she

must do as she chose.

Her heart rivalled his temples in palpitation, but happily without

affecting eye, voice, or hand, and with Lieschen's help the deed was

successfully done, almost with equal benefit to the operator and the

patient.

Success had put new life into her; the troubles had been forgotten for

the moment, and recurred not as a shameful burthen, caused by her own

imprudence, but as a possible turning-point, a subject for action, not

for despair, and Phoebe was herself again.

'What's that you are writing?' asked Mervyn, starting from a doze on the

sofa.

'A letter to Robert,' she answered reluctantly.

'I suppose you will put it in the _Times_. No woman can keep a thing to

herself.'

'I would tell no one else, but I wanted his advice.'

'Oh, I dare say.'

Phoebe saw that to persist in her letter would utterly destroy the repose

that was essential in Mervyn's state, and she laid aside her pen.

'Going to do it out of sight?' he petulantly said.

'No; but at any rate I will wait till Miss Fennimore has talked to

Bertha. She will be more willing to listen to her.'

'Because this is the result of her emancipating education. Ha!'

'No; but Bertha will attend to her, and cannot say her notions are

servile and contracted.'

'If you say any more, I shall get up and flog them both.'

'Miss Fennimore is very wise,' said Phoebe.

'Why, what has she taught you but the ologies and the Rights of Women?'

'The chief thing she teaches,' said Phoebe, 'is to attend to what we are

doing.'

Mervyn laughed, but did not perceive how those words were the key of

Phoebe's character.

'Sir John and Lady Raymond and Miss Raymond in the drawing-room.'

Unappreciating the benefit of changing the current of thought, Phoebe

lamented their admission, and moved reluctantly to the great rooms, where

the guests looked as if they belonged to a more easy and friendly region

than to that world of mirrors, damask, and gilding.

Sir John shook hands like an old friend, but his wife was one of those

homely ladies who never appear to advantage in strange houses, and Phoebe

had not learnt the art of 'lady of the house' talk, besides feeling a

certain chilliness towards Mervyn's detractors, which rendered her stiff

and formal. To her amaze, however, the languishing talk was interrupted

by his entrance; he who regarded Sir John as the cause of his

disappointment; he who had last met Susan Raymond at the time of his

rejection; he whom she had left prostrate among the sofa cushions; he had

absolutely exerted himself to brush his hair and put on coat and boots,

yet how horribly ill and nervous he looked, totally devoid of his usual

cool assurance, uncertain whether to shake hands with the two ladies, and

showing a strange restless eagerness as though entirely shaken off his

balance.

Matters were mended by his entrance. Phoebe liked Lady Raymond from the

moment she detected a sign to the vehement Sir John not to keep his host

standing during the discussion of the robbery, and she ventured on

expressing her gratitude for his escort on the day of the hunt. Then

arose an entreaty to view the scene of the midnight adventure, and the

guests were conducted to the gallery, shown where each party had stood,

the gas-pipe, the mark of the pistol-shot, and the door was opened to

display the cabinet, and the window of the escape. To the intense

surprise of her brother and sister, Bertha was examining her emeralds.

She came forward quite at her ease, and if she had been ten years a woman

could not more naturally have assumed the entertainment of Lady Raymond,

talking so readily that Phoebe would have believed the morning's

transactions a delusion, but for Mervyn's telegraph of astonishment.

The visitors had been at the Holt, and obtained a promise from Miss

Charlecote to spend the ensuing Saturday week at Moorcroft. They begged

the sisters to accompany her. Phoebe drew back, though Mervyn hurried

out declarations of his not wanting her, and the others never going out,

till she hardly knew how it had been decided; but as the guests departed

she heard Mervyn severely observing to Bertha--'no, certainly I should

not send you to keep company with any well-behaved young ladies.'

'Thank you, I have no desire to associate with commonplace girls,' said

Bertha, marching off to the west wing.

'You will go, Phoebe,' said Mervyn.

'Indeed, if I did it would be partly for the sake of giving change to

Bertha, and letting her see what nice people really are.'

'Are you crazy, Phoebe? I would not have Bertha with her impudence and

her pedantry go among the Raymonds--no, not for the Bank of England.'

Those words darted into Phoebe's mind the perception why Mervyn was, in

his strange way, promoting her intercourse with Moorcroft, not only as

stamping her conduct with approval of people of their worth and weight,

but as affording him some slight glimmering of hope. She could not but

recollect that the extra recklessness of language which had pained her,

ever since his rejection had diminished ever since her report of Sir

John's notice of her at the justice room. Sister-like, she pitied and

hoped; but the more immediate care extinguished all the rest, and she was

longing for Miss Fennimore's sympathy, though grieving at the pain the

disclosure must inflict. It could not be made till the girls were gone

to bed, and at half-past nine, Phoebe sought the schoolroom, and told her

tale. There was no answer, but an almost convulsive shudder; her hand

was seized, and her finger guided to the line which Miss Fennimore had

been reading in the Greek Testament--'By their fruits ye shall know

them.'

Rallying before Phoebe could trace what was passing in her mind, she shut

the book, turned her chair to the fire, invited Phoebe to another, and

was at once the clear-headed, metaphysical governess, ready to discuss

this grievous marvel. She was too generous by nature not to have treated

her pupils with implicit trust, and this trust had been abused. Looking

back, she and Phoebe could recollect moments when Bertha had been

unaccounted for, and must have held interviews with Mr. Hastings. She

had professed a turn for twilight walks in the garden, and remained out

of doors when the autumn evenings had sent the others in, and on the

Sunday afternoons, when Phoebe and Maria had been at church, Miss

Fennimore reproached herself exceedingly with having been too much

absorbed in her own readings to concern herself about the proceedings of

a pupil, whose time on that day was at her own disposal. She also

thought that there had been communications by look and sign across the

pew at church; and she had remarked, though Phoebe had been too much

occupied with her brother to perceive the restlessness that had settled

on Bertha from the time of the departure of Mervyn's guests, and had once

reproved her for lingering, as she thought, to gossip with Jane Hart in

her bedroom. 'And now,' said Miss Fennimore, 'she should have a thorough

change. Send her to school, calling it punishment, if you please, but

chiefly for the sake of placing her among laughing girlish girls of the

same age, and, above all, under a thoroughly religious mistress of wide

intelligence, and who has never doubted.'

'But we were all to keep together, dear Miss Fennimore--you--'

'One whose mind has always been balancing between aspects of truth may

instruct, but cannot educate. Few minds can embrace the moral virtues

unless they are based on an undoubted foundation, connected with present

devotional warmth, and future hopes and fears. I see this now; I once

thought excellence would approve itself, for its own sake, to others, as

it did to myself. I regarded Bertha as a fair subject for a full

experiment of my system, with good disposition, good abilities, and few

counter influences. I meant to cultivate self-relying, unprejudiced,

effective good sense, and see--with prejudices have been rooted up

restraints!'

'Education seems to me to have little to do with what people turn out,'

said Phoebe. 'Look at poor Miss Charlecote and the Sandbrooks.'

'Depend upon it, Phoebe, that whatever harm may have ensued from her

errors in detail, those young people will yet bless her for the principle

she worked on. You can none of you bless me, for having guided the hands

of the watch, and having left the mainspring untouched.'

Miss Fennimore had been, like Helvetius and the better class of

encyclopaedists, enamoured of the moral virtues, but unable to perceive

that they could not be separated from the Christian faith, and she learnt

like them that, when doctrine ceased to be prominent, practice went after

it. Bertha was her Jacobin--and seemed doubly so the next morning, when

an interview took place, in which the young lady gave her to understand

that she, like Phoebe, was devoid of the experience that would enable

them to comprehend the sacred mutual duty of souls that once had spoken.

Woman was no longer the captive of the seraglio, nor the chronicler of

small beer. Intellectual training conferred rights of choice superior to

conventional ties; and, as to the infallible discernment of that fifteen

year old judgment, had not she the sole premises to go upon, she who

alone had been admitted to the innermost of that manly existence?

'I always knew Jack to be a clever dog,' said Mervyn, when this was

reported to him, 'but his soft sawder to a priggish metaphysical baby

must have been the best fun in the world?'

Mervyn's great desire was to keep Bertha's folly as great a secret as

possible; and, by his decision, she was told that grace should be granted

her till Mr. Crabbe's arrival, when, unless she had renounced what he

called her silly child's fancy, stringent measures would be taken, and

she would be exposed to the family censure.

'So,' said Bertha, 'you expect to destroy the attraction of souls by

physical force!'

And Phoebe wrote to Robert a sorrowful letter, chiefly consisting of the

utmost pleadings for Mervyn and Bertha that her loving heart could frame.

She was happier when she had poured out her troubles, but grieved when no

answer came by the next post. Robert's displeasure must be great--and

indeed but too justly so--since all this mischief was the consequence of

the disregard of his wishes. Yet justice was hard between brothers and

sisters, especially when Mervyn was in such a suffering state, threatened

constantly by attacks of his complaint, which were only warded off by

severe and weakening treatment. Phoebe was so necessary to his comfort

in waiting on him, and trying to while away his tedious hours of inaction

and oppression, that she had little time to bestow upon Bertha, nor,

indeed, was talking of any use, as it only gave the young lady an

occasion for pouring forth magniloquent sentiments, utterly heedless of

the answers. Sad, lonely, and helpless were Phoebe's feelings, but she

was patient, and still went on step by step through the strange tangle,

attending to Mervyn hour by hour, always with a gentle cheerful word and

smile, and never trusting herself, even when alone, to think of the

turmoil and break up that must ensue on her guardian's arrival.

All was darkness and perplexity before her, but submission and trust were

her refuge, and each day of waiting before the crisis was to her feelings

a gain.

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