CHAPTER XIV

These are of beauty rare,

In holy calmness growing,

Of minds whose richness might compare

E'en with thy deep tints glowing.

Yet all unconscious of the grace they wear.

Like flowers upon the spray,

All lowliness, not sadness,

Bright are their thoughts, and rich, not gay,

Grave in their very gladness,

Shedding calm summer light over life's changeful day.

_To the Fuchsia_.--S. D.

Phoebe Fulmort sat in her own room. The little round clock on the

mantelpiece pointed to eleven. The fire was low but glowing. The clear

gas shone brightly on the toilette apparatus, and on the central table,

loaded with tokens of occupation, but neat and orderly as the lines in

the clasped volume where Phoebe was dutifully writing her abstract of the

day's reading and observation, in childishly correct miniature

round-hand.

The curtain was looped up, and the moon of a frosty night blanched a

square on the carpet beneath the window, at which she often looked with a

glistening gaze. Her father and brother had been expected at

dinner-time; and though their detention was of frequent occurrence,

Phoebe had deferred undressing till it should be too late for their

arrival by the last train, since they would like her to preside over

their supper, and she might possibly hear of Robert, whose doings her

father had of late seemed to regard with less displeasure, though she had

not been allowed to go with Miss Charlecote to the consecration of his

church, and had not seen him since the Horticultural Show.

She went to the window for a final look. White and crisp lay the path,

chequered by the dark defined shadows of the trees; above was the sky,

pearly with moonlight, allowing only a few larger stars to appear, and

one glorious planet. Fascinated by the silent beauty, she stood gazing,

wishing she could distinguish Jupiter's moons, observing on the

difference between his steady reflected brilliance and the sun-like

glories of Arcturus and Aldebaran, and passing on to the moral Miss

Charlecote loved, of the stars being with us all day unseen, like the

great cloud of witnesses. She hoped Miss Charlecote saw that moon; for

sunrise or set, rainbow, evening gleam, new moon, or shooting star, gave

Phoebe double pleasure by comparing notes with Miss Charlecote, and

though that lady was absent, helping Mrs. Saville to tend her husband's

mortal sickness, it was likely that she might be watching and admiring

this same fair moon. Well that there are many girls who, like Phoebe,

can look forth on the Creator's glorious handiwork as such, in peace and

soothing, 'in maiden meditation fancy free,' instead of linking these

heavenly objects to the feverish fancies of troubled hearts!

Phoebe was just turning from the window, when she heard wheels sounding

on the frosty drive, and presently a carriage appeared, the shadow

spectrally lengthened on the slope of the whitened bank. All at once it

stopped where the roads diverged to the front and back entrances, a black

figure alighted, took out a bag, dismissed the vehicle, and took the path

to the offices. Phoebe's heart throbbed. It was Robert!

As he disappeared, she noiselessly opened her door, guardedly passed the

baize door of the west wing, descended the stairs, and met him in the

hall. Neither spoke till they were in the library, which had been kept

prepared for the travellers. Robert pressed her to him and kissed her

fervently, and she found voice to say, 'What is it? Papa?'

'Yes,' said Robert.

She needed not to ask the extent of the calamity. She stood looking in

his face, while, the beginning once made, he spoke in low, quick accents.

'Paralysis. Last night. He was insensible when Edwards called him this

morning. Nothing could be done. It was over by three this afternoon.'

'Where?' asked Phoebe, understanding, but not yet feeling.

'At his rooms at the office. He had spent the evening there alone. It

was not known till eight this morning. I was there instantly, Mervyn and

Bevil soon after, but he knew none of us. Mervyn thought I had better

come here. Oh, Phoebe, my mother!'

'I will see if she have heard anything,' said Phoebe, moving quietly off,

as though one in a dream, able to act, move, and decide, though not to

think.

She found the household in commotion. Robert had spoken to the butler,

and everywhere were knots of whisperers. Miss Fennimore met Phoebe with

her eyes full of tears, tears as yet far from those of Phoebe herself.

'Your mother has heard nothing,' she said; 'I ascertained that from

Boodle, who only left her dressing-room since your brother's arrival.

You had better let her have her night's rest.'

Robert, who had followed Phoebe, hailed this as a reprieve, and thanked

Miss Fennimore, adding the few particulars he had told his sister. 'I

hope the girls are asleep,' he said.

'Sound asleep, I trust,' said Miss Fennimore. 'I will take care of

them,' and laying her hand on Phoebe's shoulder, she suggested to her

that her brother had probably not eaten all day, then left them to return

to the library together. There had been more time for Robert to look the

thought in the face than his sister. He was no longer freshly stunned.

He really needed food, and ate in silence, while she mechanically waited

on him. At last he looked up, saying, 'I am thankful. A few months ago,

how could I have borne it?'

'I have been sure he understood you better of late,' said Phoebe.

'Sunday week was one of the happiest days I have spent for years.

Imagine my surprise at seeing him and Acton in the church. They took

luncheon with us, looked into the schools, went to evening service, and

saw the whole concern. He was kinder than ever I knew him, and Acton

says he expressed himself as much pleased. I owe a great deal to Bevil

Acton, and, I know, to you. Now I know that he had forgiven me.'

'You, Robin! There was nothing to forgive. I can fancy poor Mervyn

feeling dreadfully, but you, always dutiful except for the higher duty!'

'Hush, Phoebe! Mine was grudging service. I loved opposition, and there

was an evil triumph in the annoyance I gave.'

'You are not regretting your work. O no!'

'Not the work, but the manner! Oh! that the gift of the self-willed son

be not Corban.'

'Robert! indeed you had his approval. You told me so. He was seeing

things differently. It was so new to him that his business could be

thought hurtful, that he was displeased at first, or, rather, Mervyn made

him seem more displeased than he was.'

'You only make me the more repent! Had I been what I ought at home, my

principles would have been very differently received!'

'I don't know,' said Phoebe; 'there was little opportunity. We have been

so little with them.'

'Oh! Phoebe, it is a miserable thing to have always lived at such a

distance from them, that I should better know how to tell such tidings to

any old woman in my district than to my mother!'

Their consultations were broken by Miss Fennimore coming to insist on

Phoebe's sleeping, in preparation for the trying morrow. Robert was

thankful for her heedfulness, and owned himself tired, dismissing his

sister with a blessing that had in it a tone of protection.

How changed was Phoebe's peaceful chamber in her eyes! Nothing had

altered, but a fresh act in her life had begun--the first sorrow had

fallen on her.

She would have knelt on for hours, leaning dreamily on the new sense of

the habitual words, 'Our Father,' had not Miss Fennimore come kindly and

tenderly to undress her, insisting on her saving herself, and promising

not to let her oversleep herself, treating her with wise and soothing

affection, and authority that was most comfortable.

Little danger was there of her sleeping too late. All night long she

lay, with dry and open eyes, while the fire, groaning, sank together, and

faded into darkness, and the moonbeams retreated slowly from floor to

wall, and were lost as gray cold dawn began to light the window. Phoebe

had less to reproach herself with than any one of Mr. Fulmort's children,

save the poor innocent, Maria; but many a shortcoming, many a moment of

impatience or discontent, many a silent impulse of blame, were grieved

over, and every kindness she had received shot through her heart with

mournful gladness and warmth, filling her with yearning for another

embrace, another word, or even that she had known that the last good-bye

had been the last, that she might have prized it--oh, how intensely!

Then came anxious imaginings for the future, such as would not be stilled

by the knowledge that all would settle itself over her head. There were

misgivings whether her mother would be properly considered, fears of the

mutual relations between her brothers, a sense that the family bond was

loosed, and confusion and jarring might ensue; but, as her mind recoiled

from the shoals and the gloom, the thought revived of the Pilot amid the

waves of this troublesome world. She closed her eyes for prayer, but not

for sleep. Repose even more precious and soothing than slumber was

granted--the repose of confidence in the Everlasting Arms, and of

confiding to them all the feeble and sorrowful with whom she was linked.

It was as though (in the words of her own clasped book) her God were

_more_ to her than ever, truly a very _present_ Help in trouble; and, as

the dawn brightened for a day so unlike all others, her heart trembled

less, and she rose up with eyes heavy and limbs weary, but better

prepared for the morning's ordeal than even by sleep ending in a wakening

to the sudden shock.

When Miss Fennimore vigilantly met her on leaving her room, and surveyed

her anxiously, to judge of her health and powers, there was a serious,

sweet collectedness in air and face that struck the governess with loving

awe and surprise.

The younger girls had known their father too little to be much affected

by the loss. Maria stared in round-eyed amaze, and Bertha, though

subdued and shocked for a short space, revived into asking a torrent of

questions, culminating in 'Should they do any lessons?' Whereto Miss

Fennimore replied with a decided affirmative, and, though Phoebe's taste

disapproved, she saw that it was wiser not to interfere.

Much fatigued, Robert slept late, but joined his sister long before the

dreaded moment of hearing their mother's bell. They need not have been

fearful of the immediate effect; Mrs. Fulmort's perceptions were tardy,

and the endeavours at preparation were misunderstood, till it was needful

to be explicit. A long stillness followed, broken at last by Phoebe's

question, whether she would not see Robert. 'Not till I am up, my dear,'

she answered, in an injured voice; 'do, pray, see whether Boodle is

coming with my warm water.'

Her mind was not yet awake to the stroke, and was lapsing into its

ordinary mechanical routine; her two breakfasts, and protracted dressing,

occupied her for nearly two hours, after which she did not refuse to see

her son, but showed far less emotion than he did, while he gave the

details of the past day. Her dull, apathetic gaze was a contrast with

the young man's gush of tears, and the caresses that Phoebe lavished on

her listless hand. Phoebe proposed that Robert should read to her--she

assented, and soon dozed, awaking to ask plaintively for Boodle and her

afternoon cup of tea.

So passed the following days, her state nearly the same, and her interest

apparently feebly roused by the mourning, but by nothing else. She did

not like that Phoebe should leave her, but was more at ease with her maid

than her son, and, though he daily came to sit with her and read to her,

he was grieved to be unable to be of greater use, while he could seldom

have Phoebe to himself. Sorely missing Miss Charlecote, he took his

meals in the west wing, where his presence was highly appreciated, though

he was often pained by Bertha's levity and Maria's imbecility. The

governess treated him with marked esteem and consideration, strikingly

dissimilar to the punctilious, but almost contemptuous, courtesy of her

behaviour to the other gentlemen of the family, and, after her pupils

were gone to bed, would fasten upon him for a discussion such as her soul

delighted in, and his detested. Secure of his ground, he was not sure of

his powers of reasoning with an able lady of nearly double his years, and

more than double his reading and readiness of speech, yet he durst not

retreat from argument, lest he should seem to yield the cause that he was

sworn to maintain, 'in season and out of season.' It was hard that his

own troubles and other people's should alike bring him in for controversy

on all the things that end in 'ism.'

He learnt by letter from Sir Bevil Acton that his father had been much

struck by what he had seen in Cecily-row, and had strongly expressed his

concern that Robert had been allowed to strip himself for the sake of a

duty, which, if it were such at all, belonged more to others. There

might have been wrongheaded haste in the action, but if such new-fangled

arrangements had become requisite, it was unfair that one member of the

family alone should bear the whole burthen. Sir Bevil strongly supported

this view, and Mr. Fulmort had declared himself confirmed in his

intention of making provision for his son in his will, as well as of

giving him a fair allowance at present. There must have been warnings of

failing health of which none had been made aware, for Mr. Fulmort had

come to town partly to arrange for the safe guardianship of poor Maria

and her fortune. An alteration in his will upon the death of one of the

trustees had been too long neglected, and perhaps some foreboding of the

impending malady had urged him at last to undertake what had been thus

deferred. Each of the daughters was to have 10,000 pounds, the overplus

being divided between them and their eldest brother, who would succeed

both to the business, and on his mother's death to the Beauchamp estate,

while the younger had already received an ample portion as heir to his

uncle. Mr. Fulmort, however, had proposed to place Robert on the same

footing with his sisters, and Sir Bevil had reason to think he had at

once acted on his design. Such thorough forgiveness and approval went to

Robert's heart, and he could scarcely speak as he gave Phoebe the letter

to read.

When she could discuss it with him after her mother had fallen asleep for

the night, she found that his thoughts had taken a fresh turn.

'If it should be as Bevil supposes,' he said, 'it would make an infinite

difference.' And after waiting for an answer only given by inquiring

looks, he continued--'As she is now, it would not be a violent change; I

do not think she would object to my present situation.'

'Oh, Robert, you will not expose yourself to be treated as before.'

'That would not be. There was no want of attachment; merely

over-confidence in her own power.'

'Not _over_ confidence, it seems,' murmured Phoebe, not greatly charmed.

'I understood how it had been, when we were thrown together again,' he

pursued. 'There was no explanation, but it was far worse to bear than if

there had been. I felt myself a perfect brute.'

'I beg your pardon if I can't be pleased just yet,' said Phoebe. 'You

know I did not see her, and I can't think she deserves it after so

wantonly grieving you, and still choosing to forsake Miss Charlecote.'

'For that I feel accountable,' said Robert, sadly. 'I cannot forget that

her determination coincided with the evening I made her aware of my

position. I saw that in her face that has haunted me ever since. I had

almost rather it had been resentment.'

'I hope she will make you happy,' said Phoebe, dolefully, thinking it a

pity he should be disturbed when settled in to his work, and forced by

experience to fear that Lucy would torment him.

'I do not do it for the sake of happiness,' he returned. 'I am not blind

to her faults; but she has a grand, generous character that deserves

patience and forbearance. Besides, the past can never be cancelled, and

it is due to her to offer her whatever may be mine. There may be storms,

but she has been disciplined, poor dear, and I am more sure of myself

than I was. She _should_ conform, and my work should not be impeded.'

Grimly he continued to anticipate hurricanes for his wedded life, and to

demonstrate that he was swayed by justice and not by passion; but it was

suspicious that he recurred constantly to the topic, and seemed able to

dwell on no other. If Phoebe could have been displeased with him, it

would have been for these reiterations at such a time. Not having been

personally injured, she pardoned less than did either Robert or Miss

Charlecote; she could not foresee peace for her brother; and though she

might pity him for the compulsion of honour and generosity, she found

that his auguries were not intended to excite compassionate acquiescence,

but cheerful contradiction, such as both her good sense and her oppressed

spirits refused. If he could talk about nothing better than Lucy when

alone with her, she could the less regret the rarity of these

opportunities.

The gentlemen of the family alone attended the funeral, the two elder

sisters remaining in town, whither their husbands were to return at

night. Mrs. Fulmort remained in the same dreary state of heaviness, but

with some languid heed to the details, and interest in hearing from Maria

and Bertha, from behind the blinds, what carriages were at the door, and

who got into them. Phoebe, with strong effort, then controlled her voice

to read aloud till her mother dozed as usual, and she could sit and think

until Robert knocked, to summon her to the reading of the will. 'You

must come,' he said; 'I know it jars, but it is Mervyn's wish, and he is

right.' On the stairs Mervyn met her, took her from Robert, and led her

into the drawing-room, where she was kindly greeted by the

brothers-in-law, and seated beside her eldest brother. As a duty, she

gave her attention, and was rewarded by finding that had he been living,

her hero, Mr. Charlecote, would have been her guardian. The will, dated

fifteen years back, made Humfrey Charlecote, Esquire, trustee and

executor, jointly with James Crabbe, Esquire, the elderly lawyer at

present reading it aloud. The intended codicil had never been executed.

Had any one looked at the downcast face, it would have been with wonder

at the glow of shy pleasure thrilling over cheeks and brow.

Beauchamp of course remained with the heiress, Mrs. Fulmort, to whom all

thereto appertaining was left; the distillery and all connected with it

descended to the eldest son, John Mervyn Fulmort; the younger children

received 10,000 pounds apiece, and the residue was to be equally divided

among all except the second son, Robert Mervyn Fulmort, who, having been

fully provided for, was only to receive some pictures and plate that had

belonged to his great uncle.

The lawyer ceased. Sir Bevil leant towards him, and made an inquiry

which was answered by a sign in the negative. Then taking up some

memoranda, Mr. Crabbe announced that as far as he could yet discover, the

brother and five sisters would divide about 120,000 pounds between them,

so that each of the ladies had 30,000 pounds of her own; and, bowing to

Phoebe, he requested her to consider him as her guardian. The Admiral,

highly pleased, offered her his congratulations, and as soon as she could

escape she hastened away, followed by Robert.

'Never mind, Phoebe,' he said; taking her hand; 'the kindness and pardon

were the same, the intention as good as the deed, as far as _he_ was

concerned. Perhaps you were right. The other way might have proved a

stumbling-block.' Speak as he would, he could not govern the tone of his

voice nor the quivering of his entire frame under the downfall of his

hopes. Phoebe linked her arm in his, and took several turns in the

gallery with him.

'Oh, Robin, if I were but of age to divide with you!'

'No, Phoebe, that would be unfit for you and for me. I am only where I

was before. I knew I had had my portion. I ought not to have

entertained hopes so unbefitting. But oh, Phoebe! that she should be

cast about the world, fragile, sensitive as she is--'

Phoebe could have said that a home at the Holt was open to Lucilla; but

this might seem an unkind suggestion, and the same moment, Sir Bevil was

heard impetuously bounding up the stairs. 'Robert, where are you?' he

called from the end of the gallery. 'I never believed you could have

been so infamously treated.'

'Hush!' said Robert, shocked; 'I cannot hear this said. You know it was

only want of time.'

'I am not talking of your father. He would have done his best if he had

been allowed. It is your brother!--his own confession, mind! He boasted

just now that his father would have done it on the spot, but for his

interference, and expected thanks from all the rest of us for his care of

our interests.'

'What is the use of telling such things, Acton?' said Robert, forcing his

voice to calm rebuke, and grasping the baluster with an iron-like grip.

'The use! To mark my detestation of such conduct! I did my best to show

him what I thought of it; and I believe even Bannerman was astounded at

his coolness. I'll take care the thing is made public! I'll move heaven

and earth but I'll get you preferment that shall show how such treatment

is looked upon.'

'I beg you will do nothing of the kind!' exclaimed Robert. 'I am

heartily obliged to you, Acton. You gained me the certainty of

forgiveness, without which I should have felt a curse on my work. For

the rest, I complain of nothing. I have had larger means than the

others. I knew I was to look for no more. I prefer my own cure to any

other; and reflection will show you that our family affairs are not to be

made public.'

'At any rate, your mother might do something. Let me speak to her.

What, not now? Then I will come down whenever Phoebe will summon me.'

'Not now, nor ever,' said Robert. 'Even if anything were in her power,

she could not understand; and she must not be harassed.'

'We will talk that over on our way to town,' said Sir Bevil. 'I start at

once. I will not see that fellow again, nor, I should think, would you.'

'I stay till Saturday week.'

'You had better not. You have been abominably treated; but this is no

time for collisions. You agree with me, Phoebe; his absence would be the

wisest course.'

'Phoebe knows that annoyance between Mervyn and me is unhappily no

novelty. We shall not revert to the subject, and I have reasons for

staying.'

'You need not fear,' said Phoebe; 'Robert always keeps his temper.'

'Or rather we have the safeguard of being both sullen, not hot,' said

Robert. 'Besides, Mervyn was right. I have had my share, and have not

even the dignity of being injured.'

The need of cooling his partisan was the most effective means of blunting

the sharp edge of his own vexation. Hearing Mervyn cross the hall, he

called to offer to take his share in some business which they had to

transact together. 'Wait a moment,' was the answer; and as Sir Bevil

muttered a vituperation of Mervyn's assurance, he said, decidedly, 'Now,

once for all, I desire that this matter be never again named between any

of us. Let no one know what has taken place, and let us forget all but

that my father was in charity with me.'

It was more than Sir Bevil was with almost any one, and he continued to

pace the gallery with Phoebe, devising impossible schemes of compensation

until the moment of his departure for London.

Robert had not relied too much on his own forbearance. Phoebe met her

two brothers at dinner--one gloomy, the other melancholy; but neither

altering his usual tone towards the other. Unaware that Robert knew of

his father's designs, nor of their prevention, Mervyn was totally exempt

from compunction, thinking, indeed, that he had saved his father from

committing an injustice on the rest of the family, for the sake of a

fanatical tormentor, who had already had and thrown away more than his

share. Subdued and saddened for the time, Mervyn was kind to Phoebe and

fairly civil to Robert, so that there were no disturbances to interfere

with the tranquil intercourse of the brother and sister in their walks in

the woods, their pacings of the gallery, or low-voiced conferences while

their mother dozed.

True to his resolve, Robert permitted no reference to his late hopes, but

recurred the more vigorously to his parish interests, as though he had

never thought of any wife save St. Matthew's Church.

Home affairs, too, were matters of anxious concern. Without much sign of

sorrow, or even of comprehension of her loss, it had suddenly rendered

the widow an aged invalid. The stimulus to exertion removed, there was

nothing to rouse her from the languid torpor of her nature, mental and

physical. Invalid habits gave her sufficient occupation, and she showed

no preference for the company of any one except Phoebe or her maid, to

whose control her passive nature succumbed. At Boodle's bidding, she

rose, dressed, ate, drank, and went to bed; at Phoebe's she saw her other

children, heard Robert read, or signed papers for Mervyn. But each fresh

exertion cost much previous coaxing and subsequent plaintiveness; and

when Phoebe, anxious to rouse her, persuaded her to come down-stairs, her

tottering steps proved her feebleness; and though her sons showed her

every attention, she had not been in the drawing-room ten minutes before

a nervous trembling and faintness obliged them to carry her back to her

room.

The family apothecary, a kind old man, declared that there was nothing

seriously amiss, and that she would soon 'recover her tone.' But it was

plain that much would fall on Phoebe, and Robert was uneasy at leaving

her with so little assistance or comfort at hand. He even wrote to beg

his eldest sister to come for a few weeks till his mother's health should

be improved; but Sir Nicholas did not love the country in the winter, and

Augusta only talked of a visit in the spring.

Another vexation to Robert was the schoolroom. During the last few

months Bertha had outgrown her childish distaste to study, and had

exerted her mind with as much eagerness as governess could desire; her

translations and compositions were wonders of ease and acuteness; she had

plunged into science, had no objection to mathematics, and by way of

recreation wandered in German metaphysics. Miss Fennimore rather

discouraged this line, knowing how little useful brain exercise she

herself had derived from Kant and his compeers, but this check was all

that was wanting to give Bertha double zest, and she stunned Robert with

demonstrations about her 'I' and her 'not I,' and despised him for his

contempt of her grand discoveries.

He begged for a prohibition of the study, but Miss Fennimore thought this

would only lend it additional charms, and added that it was a field which

the intellect must explore for itself, and not take on the authority of

others. When this answer was reported through Phoebe, Robert shrugged

his shoulders, alarmed at the hot-bed nurture of intellect and these

concessions to mental independence, only balanced by such loose and

speculative opinions as Miss Fennimore had lately manifested to him.

Decidedly, he said, there ought to be a change of governess and system.

But Phoebe, tears springing into her eyes, implored him not to press it.

She thoroughly loved her kind, clear-headed, conscientious friend, who

had assisted her so wisely and considerately through this time of

trouble, and knew how to manage Maria. It was no time for a fresh

parting, and her mother was in no state to be harassed by alterations.

This Robert allowed with a sigh, though delay did not suit with his

stern, uncompromising youthfulness, and he went on to say, 'You will bear

it in mind, Phoebe. There and elsewhere great changes are needed. This

great, disorderly household is a heavy charge. Acting for my mother, as

you will have to do, how are you to deal with the servants?'

'None of them come in my way, except dear old Lieschen, and Boodle, and

Mrs. Brisbane, and they are all kind and thoughtful.'

'Surface work, Phoebe. Taking my mother's place, as you do now, you

will, or ought to, become aware of the great mischiefs below stairs, and

I trust you will be able to achieve a great reformation.'

'I hope--' Phoebe looked startled, and hesitated. 'Surely, Robert, you

do not think I ought to search after such things. Would it be dutiful,

so young as I am?'

'Perhaps you are right,' said Robert; 'only, Phoebe, Phoebe, never let

toleration harden you to be indifferent to evil.'

'I hope not,' said Phoebe, gravely.

'My poor child, you are in for a world of perplexities! I wish I had not

to leave you to them.'

'Every labyrinth has a clue,' said Phoebe, smiling; 'as Miss Fennimore

says when she gives us problems to work. Only you know the terms of the

problem must be stated before the solution can be made out; so it is of

no use to put cases till we know all the terms.'

'Right, Phoebe. Sufficient unto the day is the evil thereof.'

'I cannot see the evil yet,' said Phoebe; 'the trouble has brought so

much comfort. That happy Sunday with you, and my own year of being with

them both, have been such blessings! Last year, how much worse it would

have been for us all, when I scarcely knew mamma or Mervyn, and could not

go about alone nor to church! And Miss Charlecote will soon come home.

There is so much cause for thankfulness, that I can't be afraid.'

Robert said no more, but felt that innocent buoyancy a mystery to his

lower-pitched spirit. Never very gay or merry, Phoebe had a fund of

happiness and a power of finding and turning outwards the bright side,

which made her a most comfortable companion.

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