XXIX.

CASTLE SQUARE, Friday (December 9).

MANY thanks, my dear Cassandra, to you and Mr. Deedes for your joint and

agreeable composition, which took me by surprise this morning. He has

certainly great merit as a writer; he does ample justice to his subject,

and without being diffuse is clear and correct; and though I do not

mean to compare his epistolary powers with yours, or to give him the

same portion of my gratitude, he certainly has a very pleasing way of

winding up a whole, and speeding truth into the world.

"But all this," as my dear Mrs. Piozzi says, "is flight and fancy and

nonsense, for my master has his great casks to mind and I have my little

children." It is you, however, in this instance, that have the little

children, and I that have the great cask, for we are brewing spruce beer

again; but my meaning really is, that I am extremely foolish in writing

all this unnecessary stuff when I have so many matters to write about

that my paper will hardly hold it all. Little matters they are, to be

sure, but highly important.

In the first place, Miss Curling is actually at Portsmouth, which I was

always in hopes would not happen. I wish her no worse, however, than a

long and happy abode there. Here she would probably be dull, and I am

sure she would be troublesome.

The bracelets are in my possession, and everything I could wish them to

be. They came with Martha's pelisse, which likewise gives great

satisfaction.

Soon after I had closed my last letter to you we were visited by Mrs.

Dickens and her sister-in-law, Mrs. Bertie, the wife of a lately made

Admiral. Mrs. F. A.,[8] I believe, was their first object, but they put

up with us very kindly, and Mrs. D., finding in Miss Lloyd a friend of

Mrs. Dundas, had another motive for the acquaintance. She seems a really

agreeable woman,--that is, her manners are gentle, and she knows a great

many of our connections in West Kent. Mrs. Bertie lives in the Polygon,

and was out when we returned her visit, which are her two virtues.

A larger circle of acquaintance, and an increase of amusement, is quite

in character with our approaching removal. Yes, I mean to go to as many

balls as possible, that I may have a good bargain. Everybody is very

much concerned at our going away, and everybody is acquainted with

Chawton, and speaks of it as a remarkably pretty village, and everybody

knows the house we describe, but nobody fixes on the right.

I am very much obliged to Mrs. Knight for such a proof of the interest

she takes in me, and she may depend upon it that I will marry Mr.

Papillon, whatever may be his reluctance or my own. I owe her much more

than such a trifling sacrifice.

Our ball was rather more amusing than I expected. Martha liked it very

much, and I did not gape till the last quarter of an hour. It was past

nine before we were sent for, and not twelve when we returned. The room

was tolerably full, and there were, perhaps, thirty couple of dancers.

The melancholy part was to see so many dozen young women standing by

without partners, and each of them with two ugly naked shoulders.

It was the same room in which we danced fifteen years ago. I thought it

all over, and in spite of the shame of being so much older, felt with

thankfulness that I was quite as happy now as then. We paid an

additional shilling for our tea, which we took as we chose in an

adjoining and very comfortable room.

There were only four dances, and it went to my heart that the Miss

Lances (one of them, too, named Emma) should have partners only for two.

You will not expect to hear that I was asked to dance, but I was--by the

gentleman whom we met that Sunday with Captain D'Auvergne. We have

always kept up a bowing acquaintance since, and, being pleased with his

black eyes, I spoke to him at the ball, which brought on me this

civility; but I do not know his name, and he seems so little at home in

the English language that I believe his black eyes may be the best of

him. Captain D'Auvergne has got a ship.

Martha and I made use of the very favorable state of yesterday for

walking, to pay our duty at Chiswell. We found Mrs. Lance at home and

alone, and sat out three other ladies who soon came in. We went by the

ferry, and returned by the bridge, and were scarcely at all fatigued.

Edward must have enjoyed the last two days. You, I presume, had a cool

drive to Canterbury. Kitty Foote came on Wednesday; and her evening

visit began early enough for the last part, the apple-pie, of our

dinner, for we never dine now till five.

Yesterday I--or rather, you--had a letter from Nanny Hilliard, the

object of which is that she would be very much obliged to us if we would

get Hannah a place. I am sorry that I cannot assist her; if you can, let

me know, as I shall not answer the letter immediately. Mr. Sloper is

married again, not much to Nanny's, or anybody's satisfaction. The lady

was governess to Sir Robert's natural children, and seems to have

nothing to recommend her. I do not find, however, that Nanny is likely

to lose her place in consequence. She says not a word of what service

she wishes for Hannah, or what Hannah can do; but a nursery, I suppose,

or something of that kind, must be the thing.

Having now cleared away my smaller articles of news, I come to a

communication of some weight; no less than that my uncle and aunt[9] are

going to allow James 100_l._ a year. We hear of it through Steventon.

Mary sent us the other day an extract from my aunt's letter on the

subject, in which the donation is made with the greatest kindness, and

intended as a compensation for his loss in the conscientious refusal of

Hampstead living; 100_l._ a year being all that he had at the time

called its worth, as I find it was always intended at Steventon to

divide the real income with Kintbury.

Nothing can be more affectionate than my aunt's language in making the

present, and likewise in expressing her hope of their being much more

together in future than, to her great regret, they have of late years

been. My expectations for my mother do not rise with this event. We will

allow a little more time, however, before we fly out.

If not prevented by parish business, James comes to us on Monday. The

Mrs. Hulberts and Miss Murden are their guests at present, and likely to

continue such till Christmas. Anna comes home on the 19th. The hundred a

year begins next Lady-day.

I am glad you are to have Henry with you again; with him and the boys

you cannot but have a cheerful, and at times even a merry, Christmas.

Martha is so [_MSS. torn_]. . . . We want to be settled at Chawton in time

for Henry to come to us for some shooting in October, at least, or a

little earlier, and Edward may visit us after taking his boys back to

Winchester. Suppose we name the 4th of September. Will not that do?

I have but one thing more to tell you. Mrs. Hill called on my mother

yesterday while we were gone to Chiswell, and in the course of the

visit asked her whether she knew anything of a clergyman's family of the

name of Alford, who had resided in our part of Hampshire. Mrs. Hill had

been applied to as likely to give some information of them on account of

their probable vicinity to Dr. Hill's living by a lady, or for a lady,

who had known Mrs. and the two Miss Alfords in Bath, whither they had

removed it seems from Hampshire, and who now wishes to convey to the

Miss Alfords some work or trimming which she has been doing for them;

but the mother and daughters have left Bath, and the lady cannot learn

where they are gone to. While my mother gave us the account, the

probability of its being ourselves occurred to us, and it had previously

struck herself . . . what makes it more likely, and even indispensably

to be us, is that she mentioned Mr. Hammond as now having the living or

curacy which the father had had. I cannot think who our kind lady can

be, but I dare say we shall not like the work.

Distribute the affectionate love of a heart not so tired as the right

hand belonging to it.

Yours ever sincerely, J. A.

Miss AUSTEN, EDWARD AUSTEN'S, Esq.,

Godmersham Park, Faversham, Kent.

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