FAILING IN THE WORLD

Now at that time we drove cattle in Red Harald's land. And we took no

hoof but from the Lords and rich men, but of these we had a mighty

drove, both oxen and sheep, and horses, and besides, even hawks and

hounds, and huntsman or two to take care of them.

And, about noon, we drew away from the cornlands that lay beyond the

pastures, and mingled with them, and reached a wide moor, which was

called "Goliath's Land." I scarce know why, except that it belonged

neither to Red Harald or us, but was debatable.

And the cattle began to go slowly, and our horses were tired, and the

sun struck down very hot upon us, for there was no shadow, and the day

was cloudless.

All about the edge of the moor, except on the sidefrom which we had

come was a rim of hills, not very high, but very rocky and steep,

otherwise the moor itself was flat; and through these hills was one

pass, guarded by our men, which pass led to the Hill castle of the

Lilies.

It was not wonderful, that of this moor many wild stories were told,

being such a strange lonely place, some of them one knew, alas to be

over true. In the old time, before we went to the good town, this moor

had been the mustering place of our people, and our house had done

deeds enough of blood and horror to turn our white lilies red, and our

blue cross to a fiery one. But some of those wild tales I never

believed; they had to do mostly with men losing their way without any

apparent cause, (for there were plenty of landmarks,) finding some

well-known spot, and then, just beyond it, a place they had never even

dreamed of.

"Florian! FIorian!" said Arnald, "for God's sake stop! as every one

else is stopping to look at the hills yonder; I always thought there

was a curse upon us. What does God mean by shutting us up here? Look

at the cattle; 0 Christ, they have found it out too! See, some of them

are turning to run back again towards Harald's land. Oh! unhappy,

unhappy, from that day forward!"

He leaned forward, rested his head on his horse's neck, and wept like

a child. I felt so irritated with him, that I could almost have slain

him then and there. Was he mad? had these wild doings of ours turned

his strong wise head?

"Are you my brother Arnald, that I used to think such a grand man when

I was a boy?" I said, "or are you changed too, like everybody, and

everything else? What do you mean?"

"Look! look!" he said, grinding his teeth in agony. I raised my eyes:

where was the one pass between the rim of stern rocks? Nothing: the

enemy behind us- that grim wall in front: what wonder that each man

looked in his fellow's face for help, and found it not. Yet I refused

to believe that there was any troth either in the wild stories that I

had heard when I was a boy, or in this story told me so clearly by my

eyes now.

I called out cheerily, "Hugh, come here!" He came. "What do you think

of this? Some mere dodge on Harald's part? Are we cut off?" "Think!

Sir Florian? God forgive me for ever thinking at all; I have given up

that long and long ago, because thirty years ago I thought this, that

the House of Lilies would deserve anything in the way of bad fortune

that God would send them: so I gave up thinking, and took to fighting.

But if you think that Harald had anything to do with this, why-why-in

God's name, I wish I could think so!"

I felt a dull weight on my heart. Had our house been the devil's

servants all along? I thought we were God's servants.

The day was very still, but what little wind there was, was at our

backs. I watched Hugh's face, not being able to answer him. He was the

cleverest man at war that I have known, either before or since that

day; sharper than any hound in ear and scent, clearer sighted than any

eagle; he was listening now intently. I saw a slight smile cross his

face; heard him mutter, "Yes! I think so: verily that is better, a

great deal better." Then he stood up in his stirrups, and shouted,

"Hurrah for the Lilies! Mary rings!" "Mary rings!" I shouted, though I

did not know the reason for his exultation: my brother lifted his

head, and smiled too, grimly. Then as I listened I heard clearly the

sound of a trumpet, and enemy's trumpet too.

"After all, it was only mist, or some such thing," I said, for the

pass between the hills was clear enough now.

"Hurrah! only mist," said Amald, quite elated; "Mary rings!" and we

all began to think of fighting: for after all what joy is equal to

that?

There were five hundred of us; two hundred spears, the rest archers;

and both archers and men at arms were picked men.

"How many of them are we to expect?" said I. "Not under a thousand,

certainly, probably more, Sir Florian." (My brother Arnald, by the

way, had knighted me before we left the good town, and Hugh liked to

give me the handle to my name. How was it, by the way, that no one had

ever made him a knight?)

"Let every one look to his arms and horse, and come away from these

silly cows' sons!" shouted Arnald.

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