CHAPTER XI.

The sun had far declined from its meridian, yet no cool breeze tempered

the fervors of the heat. The air was chained in oppressive stillness,

when suddenly a bustling wind shook the trees, and a low growling

reverberated round the horizon. The scholars retired before the

threatening storm; but Theon, his ear still filled with the musical

voice of the sage, and his heart imbued with his gentle precepts,

lingered to feed alone upon the thoughts they had awakened in him. “How

mad is the folly of man!” he said, as he threw his back against a

tree.—“Professing to admire wisdom and love virtue, and yet ever

persecuting and slandering both.—How vain is it to look for credit by

teaching truth, or to seek fame by the road of virtue!”

“Thy regret is idle, my son,” said a well known voice in his ear.

“Oh! my guardian spirit!” cried the startled youth—“Is it you?”

“I linger,” said the Gargettian, “to watch the approach of the storm,

and I suppose you do the same.”

“No,” returned the youth, “I hardly heeded the heavens.”

“They are singular, however, at this moment.” Theon looked where the

sage pointed; a dark mass of vapors was piled upon the head of Hymettus,

from which two columns, shooting forth like the branches of some giant

oak, spread themselves over the sky. The opposing sun, fast travelling

to the horizon, looked red through the heated atmosphere, and flashed a

deep glare on their murky sides. Soon half the landscape was blackened

with the sinking clouds, that each moment increasing in bulk and

density, seemed to touch the bosom of the earth. The western half glowed

with a brilliant light, like molten gold. The distant outline was marked

with a pencil of fire, while the gardens and villas that speckled the

plaid, seemed illuminated in jubilee.

“See,” said the sage, stretching his hand towards the gilded scene, “see

the image of that fame which is not founded in virtue. Thus bright may

it shine for a moment, but the cloud of oblivion or infamy comes fast to

cover its glory.”

“Is it so?” said Theon. “Do not the vile of the earth fill the tongues

of men, and are not the noble forgotten? Does not the titled murderer

inscribe his name on the tablets of eternity, with the sword which is

dipped in the blood of his fellows?—And does not the man who hath spent

his youth, and manhood, and age, in the courts of wisdom—who has planted

peace at the hearth, and given truth to the rising age, does he not go

down to the grave in silence, his bones unhonored, and his name

forgotten?”

“Possibly his name; but, if he have planted peace at the hearth, and

given truth to the rising age, surely not his better part—his virtues.

Do not confound noise with fame. The man who is remembered, is not

always honored; and reflect, what a man toils for, that probably will he

win. The titled murderer, who weaves his fate with that of empires, will

with them go down to posterity. The sage, who does his work in the

silence of retirement, unobserved in his own generation, will pass into

the silence of the grave, unknown to the future.”

“But suppose he be known? How few worshippers crowd to his shrine, and

what millions to that of the other!”

“And those few, my son, who are they? The wise of the earth, the

enlightened patriot, the discerning philosopher. And who are the

millions? The ignorant, the prejudiced, and the idle. Nor yet, let us so

wrong the reason of our species, as to say, that they always give honor

to the mischievous rather than the useful—gratitude to their oppressors,

rather than their benefactors. In instances they may be blind, but in

the gross they are just. The splendor of action, the daring of

enterprise, or the glitter of majesty, may seize their imagination, and

so drown their judgment, but never is it the tyranny of power, the

wantonness of cruelty, the brutality of vice, which they adore, any more

than it is the innocence and usefulness of virtue, which they despise.

The united experience of mankind has pronounced virtue to be the great

good: nay, so universal is the conviction, that even those who insult

her in their practice, bow to her in their understanding. Man is for the

most part more fool than knave, more weak than depraved in action, more

ignorant than vicious in judgment; and seldom is he so weak and so

ignorant, as not to see his own interest, and value him who promotes it.

But say, that he often slanders the virtuous, and persecutes the wise;

he does it more in error than from depravity. He is credulous, and on

the report of malice, takes virtue for hypocrisy:—he is superstitious,

and some of the truths of wisdom appear to him profane. Say he does

homage to vice;—you will find when he does it, he believes her to be

virtue. Hypocrisy has masked her deformity, or talent decked her with

beauty. Is here, then, subject for wrath? Rather, surely, for

compassion. Is here matter for disgust? Rather, surely, for exertion.

The darker the ignorance, the more praise to the sage who dispels

it;—the deeper the prejudice, more fame to the courage which braves it.

But may the courage be vain? May the sage fall the victim of the

ignorance he combats?—He may; he often has. But ere he engage, knows he

not the risk?—The risk is to himself; the profit to mankind. To a

benevolent soul, the odds is worth the throw; and though it be against

him at the present, he may win it in the future. The sage, whose vision

is cleared from the mists of prejudice, can stretch it over the existing

age, to the kindling horizon of the succeeding, and see, perhaps, unborn

generations weeping the injustice of their fathers, and worshipping

those truths which they condemned. Or is it otherwise? Lives he in the

old age of the world, and does he see the stream of time flowing through

a soil yet more rank with prejudice and evil? Say, then,—were the praise

of such a world a fit object of his ambition, or shall he be jealous of

the fame which ignorance yields to the unworthy? But any way, my son, it

is not the voice of fame that we should seek in the practice of virtue,

but the peace of self-satisfaction. The object of the sage is to make

himself independent of all that he cannot command within himself. Yet,

when I speak of independence, I mean not indifference; while we make

ourselves sufficient for ourselves, we need not forget the crowd about

us. We are not wise in the contempt of others, but in calm approbation

of ourselves.”

“Still dost thou drop thy head, my son?” said the gentle philosopher,

laying a hand on the shoulder of his young friend.

“Your words sink deep into my soul,” replied Theon; “yet they have not

chased the melancholy they found there. I have not such a world in

myself as to be independent of that about me, nor can I forgive the

offences of my fellows, merely because they commit them from ignorance.

Nay, is not their very ignorance often a crime, when the voice of truth

is whispering in their ear?”

“And if they do not hear her whisper in the one ear, it is because

prejudice is crying aloud into the other.”

“Prejudice! I hate prejudice,” said Theon.

“And so do I,” said the Master.

“Yes, but I am provoked with it.”

“I suspect that will not remove the evil.”

“Nothing will remove it. It is inherent in men’s nature.”

“Then as we are men, it may be inherent in ours. Trust me, my son, it is

better to correct ourselves, than to find fault with our neighbors.”

“But is it not allowed to do both? Can we help seeing the errors of the

world in which we live, and seeing, can we help being angry at them?”

“Certainly not the seeing them, but I hope, very possibly, the being

angry with them. He that loses temper with the folly of others, shows

that he has folly himself. In which case they have as much right to

complain of his, as he of theirs. And have I not been trying to show

you, that when you are wise you will be independent of all that you

cannot command within yourself? You say you are not so now. I admit it,

but when you are wise you will be so. And _till_ you are wise, you have

surely no title to quarrel with another’s ignorance.”

“I can never be independent of my friends,” returned Theon. “I must ever

feel the injustice done to them, though I might be regardless of that

which affected merely myself.”

“Why so? What would enable you to disregard that done to yourself?”

“Conscious innocence. Pride, if you will. Contempt of the folly and

ignorance of my judges.”

“Well, and are you less conscious of the innocence of your friend? If

you are, where is your indignation? And if you are not, have you less

pride for him than for yourself? Do you respect that folly and ignorance

in his judges that you despise in your own?”

“I believe it will not stand argument,” said Theon. “But you must

forgive me if, when I contemplate Epicurus, I feel indignant at the

slander which dares to breathe upon his purity.”

“And do you think you were yourself an object of indignation, when you

spoke of him as a monster of vice!”

“Yes, I feel I was.”

“But he felt otherwise,” said the Master, “and which, think you, is

likely to feel most wisely?”

“Ah! I hope it is Epicurus,” said the youth, snatching his instructor’s

hand. Their conversation was here interrupted by the bursting of the

storm. The fire flashed round the horizon, the thunder cracked over the

zenith, and the first big drops fell from the burdened clouds. “We are

near the Temple,” said the sage, “let us seek shelter under its portico.

We may watch the storm there, without a wet skin.” They had hardly

gained it, when the rain poured down in torrents. Ilissus, whom the

burning sun had of late faded into a feeble rill, soon filled and

overflowed his bed: wave after wave, in sudden swell, came roaring down,

as if he now first burst to life from the womb of his parent mountain.

But the violence of the storm soon spent its strength. Already the

thunder broke with longer intervals, and a faint light, like the opening

of morning, gleamed over the western heavens. At length the sun cleared

his barrier of clouds. He stood on the verge of the waves, and shot his

level rays over the blazing Salamis and the glistening earth. The sage

stood with his young friend in silent admiration, when the eye of the

latter was attracted by a horseman, who came full gallop over the plain,

directly towards them. The object of his attention had nearly reached

the river, when he perceived the rider to be a female. The swift feet of

the steed now touched the opposite brink. “Great Jove! she will not

attempt the passage!” exclaimed the youth, as he sprung towards the

river. “Stop! stop!” he cried. She checked the rein, but too late. The

animal, accustomed to the passage, and blinded by speed, plunged into

the flood. Theon tore his robe from his shoulders, and was about to make

the plunge on his side, when he was grasped by Epicurus.

“Be not rash. The horse is strong, and the rider skilful.” The voice

that uttered these words was calm and distinct, but its wonted music was

changed into the deep tone of suppressed horror. Even at that moment,

the accent struck Theon’s ear.

“Do you know her? Is she your friend? Is she dear to you? If so—,” he

made another effort to throw himself forward, but was still restrained

by Epicurus. He looked into the philosopher’s face. There was no motion

in it, save a quivering round the mouth, while the eyes were fixed in

aching gaze on the struggling animal. He breasted the water midway, when

seemingly frightened at the rapidity of the current, he tried to turn.

The rider saw the danger, she curbed the rein, she tried with voice and

effort to urge him to the conflict. Theon looked again at the sage. He

saw he had loosened his mantle, and was prepared to try the flood. “I

conjure you, by the gods!” said the youth, “what is my life to yours?”

He grasped the sage in his turn. “Let me save her! I will save her—I

swear it!” They both struggled a moment for the leap. “I swear,”

continued Theon, with furious energy, “that if you go, I will follow.”

He made another effort, and dashed from the hold of Epicurus into the

river. Naturally strong, he was doubly so at this moment. He felt not

fear, he saw not danger. In a moment he was in the centre of the

current—another stroke, and he had seized the mane of the steed. But the

terrified animal even then gave way to the stream. The rider still

struggled for her seat. But her strength fast failed, she stretched out

her hand with a feeble cry of despair. Theon shot forward yet swifter

than the tide; he drove with a shock against the horse, and caught with

one arm the expiring girl. Then, half yielding to the current, he parted

with the other the roaring waters, and with effort almost superhuman

grappled with their fury. Panting, choking, bewildered, yet never

relaxing, he reached, but he knew not how, the land. When he recovered

recollection he found himself lying on a couch, in the arms of Epicurus.

“Where am I,” he said, “and where is the lovely girl?”

“Safe, safe, as her generous deliverer. Oh! my son! now indeed my son,

when I owe to thee my Hedeia.”

“Was it your adopted child, then?” cried the youth, with a shout of

delirious joy, as he threw himself on the breast of the sage. “But tell

me,” he said, rising and looking round on Metrodorus, who, with two

other scholars, stood beside the couch, “how came I here?”

“I believe,” said Metrodorus, “the Master swam to your aid—at least, we

found him lifting you and Hedeia from the water.”

“I watched your strength, my son, and reserved mine till it should fail;

when I observed it to do so, I came to your assistance. Now, compose

yourself awhile, and I will go and put myself into a dry tunic.”

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