CHAPTER III

THE TURNING-POINT

A BRIEF consideration at this point of a certain permanent tendency

of Father Hecker's mind will be of present and future value to the

student of his life. It has been said already that he never changed

the principles he had adopted as a lad among the apprentices and

journeymen of New York; principles which, for all social politics, he

summarized in the homely expression, "I am always for the under dog."

Thus, in the article quoted in the preceding chapter, he had the

right to say of himself and his associates:

"We were guileless men absorbed in seeking a solution for the

problems of life. Nor, as social reformers at least, were we given

over to theories altogether wrong. The constant recurrence of similar

epochs of social agitation since then, and the present enormous

development of the monopolies which we resisted in their very

infancy, show that our forecast of the future was not wholly

visionary. The ominous outlook of popular politics at the present

moment plainly shows that legislation such as we then proposed, and

such as was then within the easy reach of State and national

authority, would have forestalled difficulties whose settlement at

this day threatens a dangerous disturbance of public order."

We dwell on his political consistency, however, only because it

affords an evidence of that unity of character which was always

recognized in Father Hecker by those who knew him best. Change in

him, in whatever direction it seemed to proceed, meant primarily the

dropping off of accidental excrescences. There was nothing radical in

it. What he once held with the settled allegiance of his intelligence

he held always, adding to or developing it further as fast as the

clouds were blown away from his mental horizon. From the standpoint

of personal experience he could fairly criticise, as he did in

conversation some few years before his death, Cardinal Newman's

dictum that "conversion is a leap in the dark." "I say," he went on,

"that it is a leap in the light." _"Into_ the light, but through the

dark," was suggested in reply.

"No," he answered. "If one arrives at a recognition of the truth of

Catholic doctrine through one or other form of Protestant orthodoxy,

then the difficulties of ordinary controversy will indeed leave him

to the very end in the dark. But if he comes to the Church through

the working and the results of natural reason, it is light all the

way, and to the very end. I had this out with Cardinal Newman

personally, and he agreed that I was right."

It is true that his views were rectified when he entered the Church,

and that when once in it he was ever acquiring new truth and new

views of truth. But his character never changed. He was a luminous

example of the truth of the saying that the child is father to the

man, so often apparently falsified by experience. Boy and man, the

prominent characteristic of his mind was a clear perception of

fundamentals and a disregard of non-essentials in the whole domain of

life. To reverse a familiar maxim, "Take care of the dollars and the

cents will take care of themselves," might describe his plan of

mental economy. To the small coin of discussion in any field of

inquiry he paid little attention. One who knew him many years has

often heard him say, "Emphasize the universal always."

He was a teacher by natural vocation. No sooner was he satisfied that

he knew anything of general moment than he felt pressed to impart his

knowledge. Contact with him could never be simply for acquaintance'

sake; still less for an idle comparison of views. While no man could

be more frank in the admission of a lack of data on which to base an

opinion in matters of fact, or a lack of illumination on affairs of

conduct or practical direction, when such existed, yet to be certain

was, to him, the self-luminous guarantee of his mission to instruct.

But until that certainty was attained, in a manner satisfactory to

both the intellectual and the ethical sides of his nature, he was

silent.

As a priest, though he undertook to teach anybody and everybody, yet

he could seldom have given the impression of desiring to impose his

personal views, simply as such. His vital perception that there can

be nothing private in truth shone through his speech too plainly for

so gross a misconception to be easily made by candid minds. The fact

is that the community of spiritual goods was vividly realized by him,

and in good faith he credited all men with a longing like his own to

see things as they really are. As he had by nature a very kindly

manner, benignant and cheerful, the average man readily submitted to

his influence. In his prime he was always a most successful and

popular preacher and lecturer, from the combined effect of this

earnestness of conviction and his personal magnetic quality. Men

whose mental characteristics resembled his became, soon or late, his

enthusiastic disciples, and as to others, although at first some were

inclined to suspect him, many of them ended by becoming his warm

friends.

It is in this light that we must view the precocious efforts of the

young politician. Nothing was further from his thoughts at any time

than to employ politics as a means to any private end. Although we

have already quoted him as saying that he always felt bound to demand

some good reason why he should not use all things lawfully his, and

enjoy to the full every innocent pleasure, yet that demand was made

solely in the interests of human freedom, never in that of

self-indulgence. He seems to have been ascetic by nature--a Stoic,

not an Epicurean, by the very make-up of his personality. The reader

will see this more clearly as we pass on to the succeeding phases of

Father Hecker's interior life. But we cannot leave the statement even

here without explaining that we use the word ascetic in its proper

sense, to connote the rightful dominance of reason over appetite, the

supremacy of the higher over the lower; not the jurisdiction of the

judge over the criminal. In his case, during the greater part of his

life, the adjustment of the higher and lower, the restraint he placed

upon the beast in view of the elevation due to the man, was neither

conceived nor felt as punitive. We shall see later on how God finally

subjected him to a discipline so corrective as to be acknowledged by

him as judicial.

Isaac Hecker threw himself into public questions, then, because,

being a workman, he believed he saw ways by which the working classes

might be morally and socially elevated. He wanted for his class what

he wanted for himself. To get his views into shape, to press them

with all his force whenever and wherever an opportunity presented

itself, was for him the inescapable consequence of that belief. Like

his great patron, St. Paul, "What wilt Thou have me to do?" was

always his first question after his own illumination had been

granted. There is a note in the collection of private memoranda that

has been preserved, in which, alluding to the painful struggles which

preceded his clear recognition that the doctrines of the Catholic

Church afforded the adequate solution of all his difficulties, he

says that his interior sufferings were so great that the question

with him was "whether I should drown myself in the river or drown my

longings and doubts in a career of wild ambition." Still, to those

who knew him well, it is impossible to think of him as ever capable

of any ambition which had not an end commensurate with mankind

itself. To elevate men, to go up with them, not above them, was, from

first to last, the scope of his desire. The nature of his

surroundings in youth, his personal experience of the hardships of

the poorer classes, his intercourse with radical socialists, together

with the incomplete character of the religious training given him,

made him at first look on politics as a possible and probable means

to this desirable end. But he was too sensibly impelled by the Divine

impulse toward personal perfection, and too inflexibly honest with

himself, not to come early to a thorough realization, on one hand of

the fact that man cannot, unaided, rise above his natural level, and,

on the other, that no conceivable amelioration of merely social

conditions could satisfy his aspirations. And if not his, how those

of other men?

One thing that becomes evident in studying this period of Isaac

Hecker's life is the fact that his acquaintance with Dr. Brownson

marks a turning-point in his views, his opinions, his whole attitude

of mind toward our Lord Jesus Christ. Until then the Saviour of men

had been represented to him exclusively as a remedy against the fear

of hell; His use seemed to be to furnish a Divine point to which men

might work themselves up by an emotional process resulting in an

assurance of forgiveness of sin and a secure hope of heaven.

Christianity, that is to say, had been presented to him under the

form of Methodism. The result had been what might have been

anticipated in a nature so averse to emotional excitement and

possessing so little consciousness of actual sin. Drawn to God as he

had always been by love and aspiration, he was not as yet sensible of

any gulf which needed to be bridged between him and his Creator;

hence, to present Christ solely as the Victim, the Expiatory

Sacrifice demanded by Divine Justice, was to make Him, if not

impossible, yet premature to a person like him. Meantime, what he saw

and heard all around him, poverty, inequality, greed, shiftlessness,

low views of life, ceaseless and poorly remunerated toil, made

incessant demands upon him. These things he knew by actual contact,

by physical, mental, and moral experience, as a man knows by touch

and taste and smell. Men's sufferings, longings, struggles,

disappointments had been early thrust upon him as a personal and most

weighty burden; and the only relief yet offered was the Christ of

emotional Methodism. To a nature more open to temptation on its lower

side, and hence more conscious of its radical limitations, even this

defective presentation of the Redeemer of men might have appealed

profoundly. But Isaac Hecker's problems were at this time mainly

social; as, indeed, to use the word in a large sense, they remained

until the end. Now, Protestantism is essentially unsocial, being an

extravagant form of individualism. Its Christ deals with men apart

from each other and furnishes no cohesive element to humanity. The

validity and necessity of religious organization as a moral force of

Divine appointment is that one of the Catholic principles which it

has from the beginning most vehemently rejected. As a negative force

its essence is a protest against organic Christianity. As a positive

force it is simply men, taken one by one, dealing separately with God

concerning matters strictly personal. True, it is a fundamental

verity that men must deal individually with God; but the external

test that their dealings with Him have been efficacious, and their

inspirations valid, is furnished by the fact of their incorporation

into the organic life of Christendom. As St. Paul expresses it: "For

as the body is one, and hath many members; and all the members of the

body, whereas they are many, are yet one body, so also is Christ. For

in one Spirit were we all baptized into one body, whether Jews or

Gentiles, whether bond or free, and in one Spirit have we all been

made to drink."*

[* I Cor. 12:12, 13.]

It is plain, then, that a religion such as Protestantism, which is

unsocial and disintegrating by virtue of its antagonistic forces, can

contribute little to the solution of social problems. Even when not

actively rejected by men deeply interested in such problems, it is

tolerably sure that it will be practically ignored as a working

factor in their public relations with their fellows. Religion will

remain the narrowly personal matter it began; chiefly an affair for

Sundays; best attended to in one's pew in church or at the family

altar. Probably it may reach the shop, the counter, and the scales;

not so certainly the factory, the mine, the political platform, and

the ballot. If Christianity had never presented itself under any

other aspect than this to Isaac Hecker, it is certain that it would

never have obtained his allegiance. Yet it is equally certain that he

never rejected Christ under any aspect in which He was presented to

him.

Even concerning the period of his life with which we are now engaged,

and in which we have already represented him as having lost hold of

all distinctively Christian doctrines, we must emphasize the precise

words we have employed. He "lost hold"; that was because his original

grasp was weak. While no authoritative dogmatic teaching had given

him an even approximately full and definite idea of the God-man, His

personality, His character, and His mission, the fragmentary truths

offered him had made His influence seem restrictive rather than

liberative of human energies. Yet even so he had not deliberately

turned his back upon Him, though his tendency at this time was

doubtless toward simple Theism. He had begun to ignore Christianity,

simply because his own problems were dominantly social, and orthodox

Protestantism, the only form of religion which he knew, had no social

force corresponding to its pretensions and demands.

Now, upon this state of mind the teaching of Dr. Brownson came like

seed upon a fallow soil. Like that which preceded it, it erred rather

by defect than by actual or, at any rate, by wilful deviation from

true doctrine. Isaac Hecker met for the first time in Orestes

Brownson an exponent of Jesus Christ as the great Benefactor and

Uplifter of the human race in this present life. Dr. Brownson has

himself given a statement of the views which he held and inculcated

between 1834 and 1843--which includes the period we are at present

considering--and it is so brief and to the point that we cannot do

better than to quote it:

"I found in me," he writes (_The Convert,_p. 111), "certain religious

sentiments that I could not efface; certain religious beliefs or

tendencies, of which I could not divest myself. I regarded them as a

law of my nature, as natural to man, as the noblest part of our

nature, and as such I cherished them; _but as the expression in me of

an objective world, I seldom pondered them._ I found them universal,

manifesting themselves, in some form, wherever man is found; but I

received them, _or supposed I received them,_ on the authority of

humanity or human nature, and professed to hold no religion except

that of humanity. I had become a believer in humanity, and put

humanity in the place of God. The only God I recognized was the

divine in man, the divinity of humanity, one alike with God and with

man, which I supposed to be the real meaning of the Christian

doctrine of the Incarnation, the mystery of Emmanuel, or God with

us--God manifest in the flesh. There may be an unmanifested God, and

certainly is; but the only God who exists for us is the God in man,

the active and living principle of human nature.

"I regarded Jesus Christ as divine in the sense in which all men are

divine, and human in the sense in which all men are human. I took him

as my model man, and regarded him as a moral and social reformer, who

sought, by teaching the truth under a religious envelope, and

practising the highest and purest morality, to meliorate the earthly

condition of mankind; but I saw nothing miraculous in his conception

or birth, nothing supernatural in his person or character, in his

life or doctrine. He came to redeem the world, as does every great

and good man, and deserved to be held in universal honor and esteem

as one who remained firm to the truth amid every trial, and finally

died on the cross, a martyr to his love of mankind. As a social

reformer, as one devoted to the progress and well-being of man in

this world, I thought I might liken myself to him and call myself by

his name. I called myself a Christian, not because I took him for my

master, not because I believed all he believed or taught, but

because, like him, I was laboring to introduce a new order of things,

and to promote the happiness of my kind. I used the Bible as a good

Protestant, took what could be accommodated to my purpose, and passed

over the rest, as belonging to an age now happily outgrown. I

followed the example of the carnal Jews, and gave an earthly sense to

all the promises and prophecies of the Messias, and looked for my

reward in this world."

The passages we have italicized in this extract may go to show how

far Dr. Brownson himself was, at this period, from being able to give

any but the evasive answer he actually did give to the searching

philosophical questions put by his youthful admirer. But it is not

easy, especially in the light of Isaac Hecker's subsequent

experiences, to overestimate the influence which this new

presentation of our Saviour had upon the development of his mind and

character. For reasons which we have tried to indicate by a brief

description of some of his life-long interior traits, the ordinary

Protestant view, restricted and narrow, which represents Jesus Christ

merely as the appointed though voluntary Victim of the Divine wrath

against sin, had been pressed upon him prematurely. Now He was held

up to him, and by a man who was in many ways superior to all other

men the boy had met, as a great personality, altogether human,

indeed, but still the most perfect specimen of the race; the

supremely worshipful figure of all history, whose life had been given

to the assertion of the dignity of man and the equality of mankind.

That human nature is good and that men are brethren, said Dr.

Brownson, was the thesis of Christ, taught throughout His life,

sealed by His death. The Name which is above all names became thus in

a new sense a watchword, and the Gospels a treasury for that social

apostolate to which Isaac Hecker had already devoted himself with an

earnestness which for some years made it seem religion enough for him.

So it has seemed before his time and since to many a benevolent

dreamer. Though the rites of the humanitarian cult differ with its

different priests, its creed retains everywhere and always its narrow

identity. But that all men are good, or would be so save for the

unequal pressure of social conditions on them, is a conclusion which

does not follow from the single premise that human nature, inasmuch

as it is a nature and from the hand of God, is essentially good. The

world is flooded, just at present, with schemes for insuring the

perfection and happiness of men by removing so far as possible all

restraints upon their natural freedom; and whether this is to be

accomplished with Tolstoï, by reducing wants to a minimum and

abolishing money; or by establishing clubs for the promotion of

culture and organizing a social army which shall destroy poverty by

making money plenty, appears a mere matter of detail--at all events

to dreamers and to novelists. But to men who are in hard earnest with

themselves, men who "have not taken their souls in vain nor sworn

deceitfully," either to their neighbor or about him, certain other

truths concerning human nature besides that of its essential goodness

are sure to make themselves evident, soon or late. And among these is

that of its radical insufficiency to its own needs. It is a rational

nature, and it seeks the Supreme Reason, if only for its own

self-explication. It is a nature which, wherever found, is found in

the attitude of adoration, and neither in the individual man nor in

humanity at large is there any Divinity which responds to worship.

It is impossible to say just when Isaac Hecker's appreciation of this

truth became intensely personal and clear, but it is easy to make a

tolerable approximation to the time. He went to Brook Farm in

January, 1843, rather more than eight years after his first meeting

with Dr. Brownson. It was by the advice of the latter that he made

this first decisive break from his former life. From the time when

their acquaintance began, Isaac appears to have taken up the study of

philosophy in good earnest, and to have found in it an outlet for his

energies which insensibly diminished his absorption in social

politics. We have a glimpse of him kneading at the dough-trough with

Kant's _Critique of Pure Reason_ fastened up on the wall before him,

so that he might lose no time in merely manual labor. Fichte and

Hegel succeeded Kant, all of them philosophers whose mother-tongue

was likewise his own, and whose combined influence put him farther

off than ever from the solution of that fundamental doubt which

constantly grew more perplexing and more painful. We find him hiring

a seat in the Unitarian Church of the Messiah, where Orville Dewey

was then preaching, and walking every Sunday a distance of three

miles from the foot of Rutgers Street, "because he was a smart

fellow, and I enjoyed listening to him. Did I believe in

Unitarianism? _No! I believed in nothing."_

His active participation in local politics did not continue

throughout all these years. His belief in candidates and parties as

instruments to be relied on for social purification received a final

blow very early--possibly before he was entitled to cast a vote. The

Workingmen had made a strong ticket one year, and there seemed every

probability of their carrying it. But on the eve of the election half

of their candidates sold out to one of the opposing parties. What

other results this treachery may have had is a question which,

fortunately, does not concern us, but it dispelled one of the

strongest of Isaac Hecker's youthful illusions. He continued,

nevertheless, to prove the sincerity with which his views on social

questions were held, by doing all that lay in his power to better the

condition of the men in the employment of his brothers and himself.

After he passed his majority his interest in the business declined

rapidly, and it is impossible to doubt that one of the chief reasons

why it did so is to be sought in his changing convictions as to the

manner in which business in general should be carried on.

Although in accepting Christ as his master and model he had as yet no

belief in Him as more than the most perfect of human beings, yet,

even so, Isaac Hecker's sincerity and simplicity were too great to

permit him to follow his leader at a purely conventional distance.

"Do you know," he said long afterwards, "the thought that first

loosened me from the life I led? How can I love my fellow-men and yet

get rich by the sweat of their brows? I couldn't do it. You are not a

Christian, and can't call yourself one, I said to myself, if you do

that. The heathenish selfishness of business competition started me

away from the world."

If he had received a Catholic training, Isaac Hecker would soon have

recognized that he was being drawn toward the practice of that

counsel of perfection which St. Paul embodies to St. Timothy in the

words: "Having food and wherewith to be covered, with these we are

content."* Could he have sought at this time the advice of one

familiar with internal ways, he must have been cautioned against that

first error to which those so drawn are liable, of supposing that

this call is common and imperative, and can never fail to be heard

without some more or less wilful closing of the ears. Though the

Hecker brothers were, and ever continued to be, men of the highest

business integrity, and though there existed between them a cordial

affection, which was intensified to an extraordinary degree in the

case of George and Isaac, yet the unfitness of the latter for

ordinary trade grew increasingly evident, and to himself painfully

so. The truth is, that his ideas of conducting business would have

led to the distribution of profits rather than to their accumulation.

If he could make the bake-house and the shop into a school for the

attainment of an ideal that had begun to hover, half-veiled, in the

air above him, he saw his way to staying where he was; but not

otherwise.

[* I Timothy 6:8.]

In the autumn of 1842 there came upon him certain singular

intensifications of this disquiet with himself and his surroundings.

In the journal begun the following spring, he so frequently and so

explicitly refers to these occurrences, now speaking of them as

"dreams which had a great effect upon my character"; and again,

specializing and fully describing one, as something not dreamed, but

seen when awake, "which left an indelible impression my mind,"

weaning it at once and for ever from all possibility of natural love

and marriage, that the integrity of any narrative of his life would

demand some recognition of them. His own comment, in the diary, will

not be without interest and value, both as bearing on much that

follows, and as containing all that need be said in explanation of

the present reference to such experiences:

"April 24, 1843.--. . . How can I doubt these things? Say what may

be said, still they have to me a reality, a practical good bearing on

my life. They are impressive instructors, whose teachings are given

in such a real manner that they influence me whether I would or not.

Real pictures of the future, as actual, nay, more so than my present

activity. If I should not follow them I am altogether to blame. I can

have no such adviser upon earth; none could impress me so strongly,

with such peculiar effect, and at the precise time most needed. Where

my natural strength is not enough, I find there comes foreign aid to

my assistance. Is the Lord instructing me for anything? I had, six

months ago, three or more dreams which had a very great effect upon

my character; they changed it. They were the embodiment of my present

in a great degree. Last evening's was a warning embodiment of a false

activity and its consequence, which will preserve me, under God's

assistance, from falling. . . . I see by it where I am; it has made

me purer."

In addition to these peculiar visitations, and very probably in

consequence of them, Isaac's inward anxieties culminated in prolonged

fits of nervous depression, and at last in repeated attacks of

illness which baffled the medical skill called to his assistance.

Towards Christmas he went to Chelsea to visit Brownson, to whom he

partially revealed the state of obscurity and distress in which he

found himself. Brownson, who had been one of the original promoters

of the experiment in practical sociology at West Roxbury, advised a

residence at Brook Farm as likely to afford the young man the leisure

and opportunities for study which he needed in order to come to a

full understanding with himself. He wrote to George Ripley in his

behalf and later undertook to reconcile the Hecker household with

Isaac's determination to go thither.

It was during his stay at Chelsea that Isaac first began plainly to

acquaint his family with the fact that his departure meant something

more important than the moderately prolonged change of scene and

circumstances which they had recognized as essential to his health.

We shall make abundant extracts from the letters which begin at this

date, convinced that his own words will not only afford the best

evidence of the strength of the interior pressure on him, but will

show also its unique and constant bent.

Our purpose is to show, in the most explicit manner possible, first,

how irresistibly he was impelled toward the celibate life and the

practice of poverty; and second, that in yielding to this impulse, he

was also drawn away from his former view of our Saviour, as simply

the perfect man, to the full acceptance of the supernatural truth

that He is the Incarnate God.

It is at this period of Father Hecker's life that we first meet with

a positive interference of an extraordinary kind in the plans and

purposes of his life. Many men who have outlived them, and settled

down into respectable but in nowise notable members of society, have

felt vague longings and indefinite aspirations toward a good beyond

nature during the "Storm and Stress" period of their youth. The

record of their mental struggles gets into literature with

comparative frequency, and sometimes becomes famous. It has always a

certain value, if merely as contributing to psychological science;

but in any particular instance is of passing interest only, unless it

can be shown to have been instrumental in shaping the subsequent

career. The latter was the case with Father Hecker. The extraordinary

influences already mentioned continued to dominate his intelligence

and his will, sometimes with, oftener without, explicit assignment of

any cause. It is plain enough that, up to the time when they began,

he had looked forward to such a future of domestic happiness as

honest young fellows in his position commonly desire. "He was the

life of the family circle," says one who knew the Hecker household

intimately; "he loved his people, and was loved by them with great

intensity, and his going away must have been most painful to him as

well as to them."

On this point the memoranda, so often to be referred to, contain some

words of his own to the same purport. They were spoken early in 1882:

"You know I had to leave my business--a good business it was getting

to be, too. I tell you, it was agony to give everything up--friends,

prospects in life and old associates; things for which by nature I

had a very strong attachment. But I could not help it; I was driven

from it. I wanted something more; something I had not been able to

find. Yet I did not know what I wanted. I was simply in torment."

The truth is that, while he had always cherished ideals higher than

are usual, still they were not such as need set him apart from the

common life of men. But now he became suddenly averse from certain

pursuits and pleasures, not only good in themselves, but consonant to

his previous dispositions. The road to wealth lay open before him,

but his feet refused to tread it. He was invincibly drawn to poverty,

solitude, sacrifice; modes of life from which he shrank by nature,

and which led to no goal that he could see or understand. There is no

name so descriptive of such impulses as supernatural.

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