He had remembered her and had been glad when Tasso Tassilo, the miller,

had gone sixty miles away for a wife, and had brought her from Bocca

d'Arno to live at the mill on the small river, which was the sole water

which ran through the village of Marca.

Tasso Tassilo, going on business once to the sea coast, had chanced to

see that handsome face of hers, and had wooed and won her without great

difficulty; for her people were poor folk, living by carting sand, and

she herself was tired of her bare legs and face, her robust hunger,

which made her glad to eat the fruit off the cactus plants, and her

great beauty, which nobody ever saw except the seagulls, and carters,

and fishers, and cane-cutters, who were all as poor as she was herself.

Tasso Tassilo, in his own person, she hated; an ugly, dry, elderly man,

with his soul wrapped up in his flour-bags and his money-bags; but

he adored her, and let her spend as she chose on her attire and her

ornaments; and the mill-house was a pleasant place enough, with its

walls painted on the outside with scriptural subjects, and the willows

drooping over its eaves, and the young men and the mules loitering

about on the land side of it, and the peasants coming up with corn to

be ground whenever there had been rain in summer, and so water enough

in the river bed to turn the mill wheels. In drought, the stream was

low and its stones dry, and no work could be done by the grindstones.

There was then only water enough for the ducks to paddle in, and the

pretty teal to float in, which they would always do at sunrise unless

the miller let fly a charge of small shot amongst them from the

windows under the roof.

'Good evening, Don Gesualdo,' said the miller's wife now, in the midst

of the nightingale's song and the orange glow from the sunset.

Gesualdo rose with a smile. He was always glad to see her; she had

something about her for him of boyhood, of home, of the sea, and of

the careless days before he became a seminarist. He did not positively

regret that he had entered the priesthood, but he remembered the

earlier life wistfully, and with wonder that he could ever have been

that light-hearted lad who had run through the cane-brakes to plunge

into the rolling waters, with all the wide, gay, sunlit world of sea

and sky and river and shore before him, behind him, and above him.

'What is wrong, Generosa?' he asked her, seeing as he looked up that

her handsome face was clouded. Her days were not often tranquil; her

husband was jealous, and she gave him cause for jealousy. The mill

was a favourite resort of all young men for thirty miles around, and

unless Tasso Tassilo had ceased to grind corn he could not have shut

his doors to them.

'It is the old story, Don Gesualdo,' she answered, leaning against the

church porch. 'You know what Tasso is, and what a dog's life he leads

me.'

'You are not always prudent, my daughter,' said Gesualdo, with a faint

smile.

'Who could be always prudent at my years?' said the miller's young

wife. 'Tasso is a brute, and a fool too. One day he will drive me out

of myself; I tell him so.'

'That is not the way to make him better,' said Gesualdo. 'I am sorry

you do not see it. The man loves you, and he feels he is old, and he

knows that you do not care; that knowledge is always like a thorn in

his flesh; he feels you do not care.'

'How should he suppose that I care?' said Generosa, passionately. 'I

hated him always; he is as old as my father; he expects me to be shut

up like a nun; if he had his own way I should never stir out of the

house. Does one marry for that?'

'One should marry to do one's duty,' said Gesualdo, timidly; for he

felt the feebleness of his counsels and arguments against the force and

the warmth and the self-will of a woman, conscious of her beauty, and

her power, and her lovers, and moved by all the instincts of vanity and

passion.

'We had a terrible scene an hour ago,' said Generosa, passing over what

she did not choose to answer. 'It cost me much not to put a knife into

him. It was about Falko. There was nothing new, but he thought there

was. I fear he will do Falko mischief one day; he threatened it; it is

not the first time.'

'That is very grave,' said Gesualdo, growing paler as he heard. 'My

daughter, you are more in error than Tassilo. After all, he has his

rights. Why do you not send the young man away? He would obey you.'

'He would obey me in anything else, not in that,' said the woman, with

the little conscious smile of one who knows her own power. 'He would

not go away. Indeed, why should he go away? He has his employment here.

Why should he go away because Tasso is a jealous fool?'

'Is he such a fool?' said Gesualdo, and he raised his eyes suddenly and

looked straight into hers.

Generosa coloured through her warm, tanned skin. She was silent.

'It has not gone as far as you think,' she muttered, after a pause.

'But I will not be accused for nothing,' she added. 'Tasso shall have

what he thinks he has had. Why would he marry me? He knew I hated him.

We were all very poor down there by Bocca d'Arno, but we were gay and

happy. Why did he take me away?'

The tears started to her eyes and rolled down her hot cheeks. It was

the hundredth time that she had told her sorrows to Gesualdo, in the

confessional and out of it; it was an old story of which she never

tired of the telling. Her own people were far away by the seashore, and

she had no friends in Marca, for she was thought a 'foreigner,' not

being of that countryside, and the women were jealous of her beauty,

and of the idle life which she led in comparison to theirs, and of the

cared-for look of her person. Gesualdo seemed a countryman, and a

relative and a friend. She took all her woes to him. A priest was like

a woman, she thought; only a far safer confidant.

'You are ungrateful, my daughter,' he said, now, with an effort to be

severe in reprimand. 'You know that you were glad to marry so rich a

man as Tassilo. You know that your father and mother were glad, and you

yourself likewise. No doubt, the man is not all that you could wish,

but you owe him something; indeed, you owe him much. I speak to you now

out of my office, only as a friend. I would entreat you to send your

lover away. If not, there will be crime, perhaps bloodshed, and the

fault of all that may happen will be yours.'

She gave a gesture, which said that she cared nothing, whatever might

happen. She was in a headstrong and desperate mood. She had had a

violent quarrel with her husband, and she loved Falko Melegari, the

steward of the absent noble who owned the empty, half-ruined palace

which stood on the banks of the river. He was a fair and handsome young

man, with Lombard blood in him; tall, slender, vigorous, amorous and

light-hearted; the strongest of contrasts in all ways to Tasso Tassilo,

taciturn, feeble, sullen, and unlovely, and thrice the years of his

wife.

There was not more than a mile between the mill-house and the deserted

villa. Tassilo might as well have tried to arrest the sirocco, or the

sea winds when they blew, as prevent an intercourse so favoured and so

facilitated by circumstances. The steward had a million reasons in the

year to visit the mill, and when the miller insulted him and forbade

him his doors, the jealous husband had no power to prevent him from

fishing in the waters, from walking on the bank, from making signals

from the villa terraces, and appointments in the cane-brakes and the

vine-fields. Nothing could have broken off the intrigue except the

departure of one or other of the lovers from Marca.

But Falko Melegari would not go away from a place where his interests

and his passions both combined to hold him; and it never entered the

mind of the miller to take his wife elsewhere. He had dwelt at the mill

all the years of his life, and his forefathers for five generations

before him. To change their residence never occurs to such people as

these; they are fixed, like the cypress trees, in the ground, and dream

no more than they of new homes. Like the tree, they never change till

the heeder, Death, fells them.

Generosa continued to pour out her woes, leaning against the pillar of

the porch, and playing with a twig of pomegranate, whose buds were not

more scarlet than her own lips; and Gesualdo continued to press on her

his good counsels, knowing all the while that he might as well speak

to the swallows under the church eaves for any benefit that he could

effect. In sole answer to the arguments of Gesualdo, she retorted in

scornful words.

'You may find that duty is enough for you, because you are a saint,'

she added with less of reverence than of disdain, 'but I am no saint,

and I will not spend all my best days tied to the side of a sickly and

sullen old man.'

'You are wrong, my daughter,' said Gesualdo, sternly.

He coloured; he knew not why.

'I know nothing of these passions,' he added, with some embarrassment,

'but I know what duty is, and yours is clear.'

He did not know much of human nature, and of woman nature nothing;

yet he dimly comprehended that Generosa was now at that crisis of her

life when all the ardours of her youth, and all the delight in her

own power, combined to render her passionately rebellious against the

cruelties of her fate; when it was impossible to make duty look other

than hateful to her, and when the very peril and difficulty which

surrounded her love-story made it the sweeter and more irresistible to

her. She was of a passionate, ardent, careless, daring temperament, and

the dangers of the intrigue which she pursued had no terrors for her,

whilst the indifference which she had felt for years for her husband

had deepened of late into hatred.

'One is not a stick nor a stone, nor a beam of timber nor a block of

granite, that one should be able to live without love all one's days!'

she cried, with passion and contempt.

She threw the blossoms of pomegranate over the hedge; she gave him a

glance half-contemptuous and half-compassionate, and left the church

door.

'After all, what should he understand!' she thought. 'He is a saint,

but he is not a man.'

Gesualdo looked after her a moment as she went over the court-yard,

and between the stems of the cypresses out towards the open hill-side.

The sun had set; there was a rosy after-glow which bathed her elastic

figure in a carmine light; she had that beautiful walk which some

Italian women have who have never worn shoes in the first fifteen years

of their lives. The light shone on her dusky auburn hair, her gold

earrings, the slender column of her throat, her vigorous and voluptuous

form. Gesualdo looked after her, and a subtle warmth and pain passed

through him, bringing with it a sharp sense of guilt. He looked away

from her, and went within his church and prayed.

That night Falko Melegari had just alighted from the saddle of his good

grey horse, when he was told that the _Parocco_ of San Bartolo was

waiting to see him.

The villa had been famous and splendid in other days, but it formed

now only one of the many neglected possessions of a gay young noble,

called Ser Baldo by his dependants, who spent what little money he had

in pleasure-places out of Italy, seldom or never came near his estates,

and accepted, without investigation, all such statements of accounts as

his various men of business were disposed to send to him.

His steward lived on the ground floor of the great villa, in the

vast frescoed chambers, with their domed and gilded ceilings, their

sculptured cornices, their carved doors, their stately couches, with

the satin dropping in shreds, and the pale tapestries wearing away

with the moths and the mice at work in them. His narrow camp-bed, his

deal table and chairs, were sadly out of place in those once splendid

halls, but he did not think about it; he vaguely liked the space and

the ruined grandeur about him, and all the thoughts he had were given

to his love, Generosa, the wife of Tasso Tassilo. From the terraces of

the villa he could see the mill a mile further down the stream, and he

would pass half the short nights of the summer looking at the distant

lights in it.

He was only five-and-twenty, and he was passionately in love, with all

the increased ardour of a forbidden passion.

He was fair-haired and blue-eyed, was well made, and very tall. In

character he was neither better nor worse than most men of his age; but

as a steward he was tolerably honest, and as a lover he was thoroughly

sincere. He went with a quick step into the central hall to meet his

visitor. He supposed that the vicar had come about flowers for the

feast of SS. Peter and Paul, which was on the morrow. Though the villa

gardens were wholly neglected, they were still rich in flowers which

wanted no care--lilies, lavender, old-fashioned roses, oleanders red

and white, and magnolia trees.

'Good evening, Reverend Father, you do me honour,' he said, as he saw

Gesualdo. 'Is there anything that I can do for you? I am your humble

servant.'

Gesualdo looked at him curiously. He had never noticed the young man

before. He had seen him ride past; he had seen him at mass; he had

spoken to him of the feasts of the Church; but he had never noticed

him. Now he looked at him curiously as he answered, without any

preface whatever,----

'I am come to speak to you of Generosa Fè, the wife of Tasso Tassilo.'

The young steward coloured violently. He was astonished and silent.

'She loves you,' said Gesualdo, simply.

Falko Melegari made a gesture as though he implied that it was not his

place either to deny or to affirm.

'She loves you,' said Gesualdo again.

The young man had that fatuous smile which unconsciously expresses the

consciousness of conquest. But he was honest in his passion and ardent

in it.

'Not so much as I love her,' he said, rapturously, forgetful of his

hearer.

Gesualdo frowned.

'She is the wife of another man,' he said with reproof.

Falko Melegari shrugged his shoulders; that did not seem any reason

against it to him.

'How will it end?' said the priest. The lover smiled.

'These things always end in one way.'

Gesualdo winced, as though someone had wounded him.

'I am come to bid you go out of Marca,' he said simply.

The young man stared at him; then he laughed angrily.

'Reverend Vicar,' he said impatiently; 'you are the keeper of our

souls, no doubt; but not quite to such a point as that. Has Tassilo

sent you to me, or she?' he added, with a gleam of suspicion in his

eyes.

'No one has sent me.'

'Why then--'

'Because, if you do not go, there will be tragedy and misery. Tasso

Tassilo is not a man to make you welcome to his couch. I have known

Generosa since she was a little child; we were both born on the Bocca

d'Arno. She is of a warm nature, but not a deep one; and if you go away

she will forget. Tassilo is a rude man and a hard one; he gives her all

she has; he has many claims on her, for in his way he has been generous

and tender. You are a stranger; you can only ruin her life; you can

with ease find another stewardship far away in another province; why

will you not go? If you really loved her you would go.'

Falko laughed.

'Dear Don Gesualdo, you are a holy man, but you know nothing of love.'

Gesualdo winced a little again. It was the second time this had been

said to him this evening.

'Is it love,' he said, after a pause, 'to risk her murder by her

husband? I tell you Tassilo is not a man to take his dishonour quietly.'

'Who cares what Tassilo does?' said the young steward, petulantly. 'If

he touch a hair of her head I will make him die a thousand deaths.'

'All those are mere words,' said Gesualdo. 'You cannot mend one

crime by another, and you cannot protect a woman from her husband's

vengeance. There is only one way by which to save her from the danger

you have dragged her into. It is for you to go away.'

'I will go away when this house walks a mile,' said Falko, 'not before.

Go away!' he echoed, in wrath. 'What! run like a mongrel dog before

Tassilo's anger? What! leave her all alone to curse me as a faithless

coward? What! go away when all my life and my soul, and all the light

of my eyes is in Marca? Don Gesualdo, you are a good man, but you are

mad. You must pardon me if I speak roughly. Your words make me beside

myself.'

'Do you believe in no duty, then?'

'I believe in the duty of every honest lover!' said Falko, with

vehemence, 'and that duty is to do everything that the loved one

wishes. She is bound to a cur; she is unhappy; she has not even any

children to comfort her; she is like a beautiful flower shut up in a

cellar, and she loves me--me!--and you bid me go away! Don Gesualdo,

keep to your Church offices, and leave the loves of others alone. What

should you know of them? Forgive me, if I am rude. You are a holy man,

but you know nothing at all of men and women.'

'I do not know much,' said Gesualdo, meekly.

He was depressed and intimidated. He was sensible of his own utter

ignorance of the passions of life. This man, nigh his own age,

but so full of vigour, of ardour, of indignation, of pride in his

consciousness that he was beloved, and of resolve to stay where that

love was, be the cost what it would, daunted him with a sense of power

and of triumph such as he himself could not even comprehend, and yet

wistfully envied. It was sin, no doubt, he said to himself; and yet it

was life, it was strength, it was virility.

He had come to reprove, to censure, and to persuade into repentance

this headstrong lover, and he could only stand before him feeble and

oppressed, with a sense of his own ignorance and childishness. All the

stock, trite arguments which his religious belief supplied him seemed

to fall away and to be of no more use than empty husks of rotten nuts

before the urgency, the fervour, and the self-will of real life. This

man and woman loved each other, and they cared for no other fact than

this on earth or in heaven. He left the villa grounds in silence, with

only a gesture of salutation in farewell.

II

'Poor innocent, he meant well!' thought the steward, as he watched

the dark, slender form of the priest pass away through the vines and

mulberry trees. The young man did not greatly venerate the Church

himself, though he showed himself at mass and sent flowers for the

feast days because it was the custom to do so. He was, like most young

Italians who have had a smattering of education, very indifferent on

such matters, and inclined to ridicule. He left them for women and old

men. But there was something about his visitant which touched him; a

simplicity, an unworldliness, a sincerity which moved his respect; and

he knew in his secret heart that the _parocco_, as he called him, was

right enough in everything that he had said.

Don Gesualdo himself went on his solitary way, his buckled shoes

dragging wearily over the dusty grass of the wayside. He had done no

good, and he did not see what good he could do. He felt helpless

before the force and speed of an unknown and guilty passion, as he once

felt before a forest fire which he had seen in the Marches. All his

Church books gave him homilies enough on the sins of the flesh and the

temptings of the devil, but none of these helped him before the facts

of this lawless and godless love, which seemed to pass high above his

head like a whirlwind. He went on slowly and dully along the edge of

the river-bed; a sense of something which he had always missed, which

he would miss eternally, was with him.

It was now quite night. He liked to walk late at night. All things were

so peaceful, or at the least seemed so. You did not see the gashes in

the lopped trees, the scars in the burned hill-side, the wounds in the

mule's loins, the bloodshot eyes of the working ox, the goitered throat

of the child rolling in the dust. Night, kindly friend of dreams, cast

her soft veil over all woes, and made the very dust seem as a silvered

highway to the throne of a beneficent God.

He went now through the balmy air, the rustling canes, the low-hanging

boughs of the fruit-laden peach trees, and the sheaves of cut corn

leaning one up against another under the maples, or the walnut trunks.

He followed the course of the water, a shallow thread at this season,

glistening under the moon in its bed of shingle and sand. He passed the

mill-house perforce on his homeward way; he saw the place of the weir,

made visible even in the dark by the lanterns which swung on a cord

stretched from one bank to another, to entice any such fish as there

might still be in the shallows. The mill-walls stood down into the

water, a strong place built in olden days; the great black wheels were

now perforce at rest; the mules champed and chafed in their stalls,

inactive, like the mill; for the next three months there would be

nothing to do unless a storm came and brought a freshet from the hills.

The miller would have the more leisure to nurse his wrongs, thought Don

Gesualdo; and his heart was troubled. He had never met with these woes

of the passions; they oppressed and alarmed him.

As he passed the low mill windows, protected from thieves by their iron

gratings, he could see the interior, lighted as it was by the flame

of oil lamps, and through the open lattices he heard voices, raised

high in stormy quarrel, which seemed to smite the holy stillness of the

night like a blow. The figure of Generosa stood out against the light

which shone behind her. She was in a paroxysm of rage; her eyes flashed

like the lightnings of the hills, and her beautiful arms were tossed

above her head in impassioned imprecation. Tasso Tassilo seemed for the

moment to crouch beneath this rain of flame-like words; his face, on

which the light shone full, was deformed with malignant and impotent

fury, with covetous and jealous desire; there was no need to hear

her words to know that she was taunting him with her love for Falko

Melegari. Don Gesualdo was a weak man and physically timid, but here he

hesitated not one instant. He lifted the latch of the house door and

walked straightway into the mill kitchen.

'In the name of Christ, be silent!' he said to them, and made the sign

of the cross.

The torrent of words stopped on the lips of the young woman; the miller

scowled and shrank from the light, and was mute.

'Is this how you keep your vows to Heaven and to each other?' said

Gesualdo.

A flush of shame came over the face of the woman; the man drew his

hat farther over his eyes, and went out of the kitchen silently. The

victory had been easier than their monitor had expected. 'And yet of

what use was it?' he thought. They were silent out of respect for him.

As soon as the restraint of his presence should be removed they would

begin afresh. Unless he could change their souls it was of little avail

to bridle their lips for an hour.

There was a wild, chafing hatred on one side, and a tyrannical,

covetous, dissatisfied love on the other. Out of such discordant

elements what peace could come?

Gesualdo shut the wooden shutters of the windows that others should not

see, as he had seen, into the interior; then he strove to pacify his

old playmate, whose heaving breast and burning cheeks, and eyes which

scorched up in fire their own tears, spoke of a tempest lulled, not

spent. He spoke with all the wisdom with which study and the counsels

of the Fathers had supplied him, and with what was sweeter, and more

likely to be efficacious, a true and yearning wish to save her from

herself. She was altogether wrong, and he strove to make her see the

danger and the error of her ways. But he strove in vain. She had one of

those temperaments--reckless, vehement, pleasure-loving, ardent, and

profoundly selfish--which see only their own immediate gain, their own

immediate desires. When he tried to stir her conscience by speaking of

the danger she drew down on the head of the man she professed to love,

she almost laughed.

'He would be a poor creature,' she said proudly, 'if all danger would

not be dear to him for me!'

Don Gesualdo looked her full in the eyes.

'You know that this matter must end in the death of one man or of the

other. Do you mean that this troubles you not one whit?'

'It will not be my fault,' said Generosa, and he saw in her the woman's

lust of vanity which finds food for its pride in the blood shed for

her, as the tigress does, and even the gentle hind.

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