irritably with his riding-whip. There was a heavy frown on his face. He
did not once raise his eyes to the picture above him. He was still
thinking of Lady Emberdale and the Admiral. Finally, with a sudden idea
of refreshing himself, he wheeled towards the table. The next instant,
he stood and stared as if transfixed.
A woman dressed in black, and thickly veiled, was standing facing him
under the lamp.
He gazed at her speechlessly for a second or two, then passed his hand
across his eyes.
"Great heavens!" he said slowly, at last.
She made a quick movement of the hands that was like a gesture of
shrinking.
"You don't know me?" she asked, in a voice so low as to be barely
audible.
For a moment there flashed into his face the curious, listening look
that is seen on the faces of the blind. Then violently he strode
forward.
"I should know that voice in ten thousand!" he cried, his words sharp
and quivering. "Take off your veil, woman! Show me your face!"
The hunger in his eyes was terrible to see. He looked like a dying man
reaching out impotent hands for some priceless elixir of life.
"Your face!" he gasped again hoarsely, brokenly. "Show me your face!"
Mutely she obeyed him, removed hat and veil with fingers that never
faltered, and turned her sad, calm face towards him. For seconds longer
he stared at her, stared devouringly, fiercely, with the eyes of a
madman. Then, suddenly, with a great cry, he stumbled forward, flinging
himself upon his knees at the table, with his face hidden on his arms.
"Oh, I know you! I know you!" he sobbed. "You've tortured me like this
before. You've made me think I had only to open my arms to you, and I
should have you close against my heart. It's happened night after night,
night after night! Naomi! Naomi! Naomi!"
His voice choked, and he became intensely still crouching there before
her in an anguish too great for words.
For a long time she was motionless too, but at last, as he did not move,
she came a step toward him, pity and repugnance struggling visibly for
the mastery over her. Reluctantly she stooped and touched his shoulder.
"Geoffrey!" she said, "it is I, myself, this time."
He started at her touch but did not lift his head.
She waited, and presently he began to recover himself. At last he
blundered heavily to his feet.
"It's true, is it?" he said, peering at her uncertainly. "You're
here--in the flesh? You've been having just a ghastly sort of game with
me all these years, have you? Hang it, I didn't deserve quite that! And
so the little newspaper chap spoke the truth, after all."
He paused; then suddenly flung out his arms to her as he stood.
"Naomi!" he cried, "come to me, my girl! Don't be afraid. I swear I'll
be good to you, and I'm a man that keeps his oath! Come to me, I say!"
But she held back from him, her face still white and calm.
"No, Geoffrey," she said very firmly, "I haven't come back to you for
that. When I left you, I left you for good. And you know why. I never
meant to see your face again. You had made my life with you impossible.
I have only come to-day as--as a matter of principle, because I heard
you were going to marry again."
The man's arms fell slowly.
"You were always rather great on principle," he said, in an odd tone.
He was not angry--that she saw. But the sudden dying away of the
eagerness on his face made him look old and different. This was not the
man whose hurricanes of violence had once overwhelmed her, whose
unrestrained passions had finally driven her from him to take refuge in
a lie.
"I should not have come," she said, speaking with less assurance, "if it
had not been to prevent a wrong being done to another woman."
His expression did not change.
"I see," he said quietly. "Who sent you? Carey?"
She flushed uncontrollably at the question, though there was no offence
in the tone in which it was uttered.
"Yes," she answered, after a moment.
Coningsby turned slowly and looked into the fire.
"And how did he persuade you?" he asked. "Did he tell you I was going
blind?"
"No!" There was apprehension as well as surprise in her voice; and he
jerked his head up as though listening to it.
"Ah, well!" he said. "It doesn't much matter. There is a remedy for all
this world's evils. No doubt I shall take it sooner or later. So you're
going again are you? I'm not to touch you; not to kiss your hand? You
won't have me as husband, slave, or dog! Egad!" He laughed out harshly.
"I used not to be so humble. If you were queen, I was king, and I made
you know it. There! Go! You have done what you came to do, and more
also. Go quickly, before I see your face again! I'm only mortal still,
and there are some things that mortals can't endure--even strong
men--even giants. So--good-bye!"
He stopped abruptly. He was gripping the high mantelpiece with both
hands. Every bone of them stood out distinctly, and the veins shone
purple in the lamplight. His head was bowed forward upon his chest. He
was fighting fiercely with that demon of unfettered violence to which he
had yielded such complete allegiance all his life.
Minutes passed. He dared not turn his head to look but he knew that she
had not gone. He waited dumbly, still forcing back the evil impulse
that tore at his heart. But the tension became at last intolerable, and
slowly, still gripping himself with all his waning strength, he stood up
and turned.
She was standing close to him. The repugnance had all gone out of her
face. It held only the tenderness of a great compassion.
As he stared at her dumbfounded, she held out her hands to him.
"Geoffrey," she said, "if you wish it, I will come back to you."
He stared at her, still wide-eyed and mute, as though a spell were upon
him.
"Won't you have me, Geoffrey?" she said, a faint quiver in her voice.
He seized her hands then, seized them, and drew her to him, bowing his
head down upon her shoulder with a great sob.
"Naomi, Naomi," he whispered huskily, "I will be good to you, my
darling--so help me, God!"
Her own eyes were full of tears. She yielded herself to him without a
word.
IX
"Can I come in a moment, Reggie?"
Gwen's bright face peered round the door at him as he sat at the
writing-table in his room, with his head upon his hand. He looked up at
her.
"Yes, come in, child! What is it?"
She entered eagerly and went to him.
"Are you busy, dear old boy? It is horrid that you should be going away
so soon. I only wanted just to tell you something that the dear old
Admiral has just told me."
She sat down in her favourite position on the arm of his chair, her arm
about his neck. Her eyes were shining. Carey looked up at her.
"Well?" he said. "Has he plucked up courage at last to ask for what he
wants?"
"Yes; he actually has." There was a purr of content in Gwen's voice.
"And it's quite all right, Reggie. Mummy has said 'yes,' as I knew she
would, directly I told her about Major Coningsby finding his wife again.
All she said to that was: 'Dear me! How annoying for poor Major
Coningsby!' I thought it was horrid of her to say that, but I didn't say
so, for I wanted it all to come quite casually. And after that I wrote
to Charlie, and he told the Admiral. And he came straight over only
this morning and asked her. He's been telling me all about it, and he's
so awfully happy! He says he was a big fool not to ask her long ago in
the summer. For what do you think she said, Reggie, when he told her
that he'd been wanting to marry her for ever so long, but couldn't be
quite sure how she felt about it? Why, she said, with that funny little
laugh of hers--you know her way--'My dear Admiral, I was only waiting
to be asked.' The dear old man nearly cried when he told me. And I
kissed him. And he and Charlie are coming over to dine this evening. So
we can all be happy together."
Gwen paused to breathe, and to give her cousin an ardent hug.
"You've been a perfect dear about it," she ended with enthusiasm. "It
would never have happened but for you, and--and Mademoiselle Trèves. Do
you think she hated going back to that man very badly?"
"I think she did," said Carey.
He was looking, not at Gwen, but straight at the window in front of him.
There were deep lines about his eyes, as if he had not slept of late.
"But she needn't have stayed," urged Gwen.
He did not answer. In his pocket there lay a slip of paper containing a
few brief lines in a woman's hand.
"I have taken up my burden again, and, God helping me, I will carry it
now to the end. You know what it means to me, but I shall always thank
you in my heart, because in the hour of my utter weakness you were
strong.--NAOMI CONINGSBY."
The splendid courage that underlay those few words had not hidden from
the man the cost of her sacrifice. She had gone voluntarily back into
the bondage that once had crushed her to the earth. And he--and he
only--knew what it meant to her.
He was brought back to his surroundings by the pressure of Gwen's arm.
He turned and found her looking closely into his face.
"Reggie," she said, with a touch of shyness, "are you--unhappy--about
something?" He did not answer her at once, and she slipped suddenly down
upon her knees by his side. "Forgive me, dear old boy! Do you know, I
couldn't help guessing a little? You're not vexed?"
He laid a silencing hand upon her shoulder.
"I don't mind your knowing, dear," he said gently.
And he stooped, and kissed her forehead. She clung to him closely for a
second. When she rose, her eyes were wet. But, obedient to his unspoken
desire, she did not say another word.
When she was gone Carey roused himself from his preoccupation, and
concentrated his thoughts upon his correspondence. He was leaving
England in two days, and travelling to the East on a solitary shooting
expedition. He did not review the prospect with much relish, but
inaction had become intolerable to him, and he had an intense longing
to get away. He had arranged to return to town that afternoon.
It was towards luncheon-time that he left his room, and, descending,
came upon Lady Emberdale in the hall. She turned to meet him, a slight
flush upon her face.
"No doubt Gwen has told you our piece of news?" she said.
He held out his hand.
"It is official, is it? I am very glad. I wish you joy with all my
heart."
She accepted his congratulations with a gracious smile.
"I think everyone is pleased, including those absurd children. By the
way, here is a note just come for you, brought by a groom from
Crooklands Manor. I was going to bring it up to you, as he is waiting
for an answer."
He took it up and opened it hastily, with a murmured excuse. When he
looked up, Lady Emberdale saw at once that there was something wrong.
She began to question him, but he held the note out to her with a quick
gesture, and she took it from him.
"My husband met with an accident while motoring this morning,"
she read. "He has been brought home, terribly injured, and
keeps asking for you. Can you come?
"N. CONINGSBY."
Glancing up, she saw Carey, pale and stern, waiting to speak.
"Send back word, 'Yes, at once,'" he said. "And perhaps you can spare me
the car?"
He turned away without waiting for her reply, and went back to his room,
crushing the note unconsciously in his hand.
X
"And the sea--gave up--the dead--that were in it." Haltingly the words
fell through the silence. There was a certain monotony about them, as if
they had been often repeated. The speaker turned his head from side to
side upon the pillow uneasily, as if conscious of restraint, then spoke
again in the tone of one newly awakened. "Why doesn't that fellow come?"
he demanded restlessly. "Did you tell him I couldn't wait?"
"He is coming," a quiet voice answered at his side. "He will soon be
here."
He moved his head again at the words, seeming to listen intently.
"Ah, Naomi, my girl," he said, "you've turned up trumps at last. It
won't have been such a desperate sacrifice after all, eh, dear? It's
wonderful how things get squared. Is that the doctor there? I can't see
very well."
The doctor bent over him.
"Are you wanting anything?"
"Nothing--nothing, except that fellow Carey. Why in thunder doesn't he
come? No; there's nothing you can do. I'm pegging out. My time is up.
You can't put back the clock. I wouldn't let you if you could--not as
things are. I have been a blackguard in my time, but I'll take my last
hedge straight. I'll die like a man."
Again he turned his head, seeming to listen.
"I thought I heard something. Did someone open the door? It's getting
very dark."
Yes; the door had opened, but only the dying brain had caught the sound.
As Carey came noiselessly forward only the dying man greeted him.
"Ah, here you are! Come quite close to me! I want to see you, if I can.
You're the little newspaper chap who saved my life at Magersfontein?"
"Yes," Carey said.
He sat down by Coningsby's side, facing the light.
"I was told you wanted me," he said.
"Yes; I want you to give me a promise." Coningsby spoke rapidly, with
brows drawn together. "I suppose you know I'm a dead man?"
"I don't believe in death," Carey answered very quietly.
Coningsby's eyes burned with a strange light.
"Nor I," he said. "Nor I. I've been too near it before now to be afraid.
Also, I've lived too long and too hard to care overmuch for what is
left. But there's one thing I mean to do before I go. And you'll give me
your promise to see it through?"
He paused, breathing quick and short; then went on hurriedly, as a man
whose time is limited.
"You'll stick to it, I know, for you're a fellow that speaks the truth.
I nearly thrashed you for it, once. Remember? You said I wasn't fit for
the society of any good woman. And you were right--quite right. I never
have been. Yet you ended by sending me the best woman in the world. What
made you do that, I wonder?"
Carey did not answer. His face was sternly composed. He had not once
glanced at the woman who sat on the other side of Coningsby's bed.
Coningsby went on unheeding.
"I drove her away from me, and you--you sent her back. I don't think I
could have done that for the woman I loved. For you do love her, eh,
Carey? I remember seeing it in your face that first night I brought you
here. It comes back to me. You were standing before her portrait in the
library. You didn't know I saw you. I was drunk at the time. But I've
remembered it since."
Again he paused. His breath was slowing down. It came spasmodically,
with long silences between.
Carey had listened with his eyes fixed and hard, staring straight before
him, but now slowly at length he turned his head, and looked down at the
man who was dying.
"Hadn't you better tell me what it is you want me to do?" he said.
"Ah!" Coningsby seemed to rouse himself. "It isn't much, after all," he
said. "I made my will only this morning. It was on my way back that I
had the smash. I was quite sober, only I couldn't see very well, and I
lost control. All my property goes to my wife. That's all settled. But
there's one thing left--one thing left--which I am going to leave you.
It's the only thing I value, but there's no nobility about it, for I
can't take it with me where I'm going. I want you, Carey--when I'm
dead--to marry the woman you love, and give her happiness. Don't wait
for the sake of decency! That consideration never appealed to me. I say
it in her presence, that she may know it is my wish. Marry her, man--you
love each other--did you think I didn't know? And take her away to some
Utopia of your own, and--and--teach her--to forget me."
His voice shook and ceased. His wife had slipped to her knees by the
bed, hiding her face. Carey sat mute and motionless, but the grim look
had passed from his face. It was almost tender.
Gaspingly at length Coningsby spoke again: "Are you going to do it,
Carey? Are you going to give me your promise? I shall sleep the easier
for it."
Carey turned to him and gripped one of the man's powerless hands in his
own. For a moment he did not speak--it almost seemed he could not. Then
at last, very low, but resolute his answer came:
"I promise to do my part," he said.
In the silence that followed he rose noiselessly and moved away.
He left Naomi still kneeling beside the bed, and as he passed out he
heard the dying man speak her name. But what passed between them he
never knew.
When he saw her again, nearly an hour later, Geoffrey Coningsby was
dead.
XI
It was on a day of frosty sunshine, nearly a fortnight later, that Carey
dismounted before the door of Crooklands Manor, and asked for its
mistress.
He was shown at once into the library, where he found her seated before
a great oak bureau with a litter of papers all around her.
She flushed deeply as she rose to greet him. They had not met since the
day of her husband's funeral.
"I see you're busy," he said, as he came forward.
"Yes," she assented. "Such stacks of papers that must be examined before
they can be destroyed. It's dreary work, and I have been very thankful
to have Gwen with me. She has just gone out riding."
"I met her," Carey said. "She was with young Rivers."
"It is a farewell ride," Naomi told him. "She goes back to school
to-morrow. Dear child! I shall miss her. Please sit down!"
The colour had ebbed from her face, leaving it very pale. She did not
look at Carey, but began slowly to sort afresh a pile of
correspondence.
He ignored her request, and stood watching her till at last she laid the
packet down.
Then somewhat abruptly he spoke: "I've just come in to tell you my
plans."
"Yes?" She took up an old cheque-book, as if she could not bear to be
idle, and began to look through it, seeming to search for something.
Again he fell silent, watching her.
"Yes?" she repeated after a moment, bending a little over the book she
held.
"They are very simple," he said quietly. "I'm going to a place I know of
in the Himalayas where there is a wonderful river that one can punt
along all day and all night, and never come to an end."
Again he paused. The fingers that held the memorandum were not quite
steady.
"And you have come to say good-bye?" she suggested in her deep, sad
voice.
His eyes were turned gravely upon her, but there was a faint smile at
the corners of his mouth.
"No," he said in his abrupt fashion. "That isn't in the plan. Good-bye
to the rest of the world if you will, but never again to you!"
He drew close to her and gently took the cheque-book out of her grasp.
"I want you to come with me, Naomi," he said very tenderly. "My darling,
will you come? I have wanted you--for years."
A great quiver went through her, as though every pulse leapt to the
words he uttered. For a second she stood quite still, with her face
lifted to the sunlight. Then she turned, without question or words of
any sort, as she had turned long ago--yet with a difference--and laid
her hand with perfect confidence in his.
* * * * *
THE RETURN GAME
I
"Well played, Hone! Oh, well played indeed!"
A great roar of applause went up from the polo-ground like the surge and
wash of an Atlantic roller. The regimental hero was distinguishing
himself--a state of affairs by no means unusual, for success always
followed Hone. His luck was proverbial in the regiment, as sure and as
deeply-rooted as his popularity.
"It's the devil's own concoction," declared Teddy Duncombe, Major Hone's
warmest friend and admirer, who was watching from the great stand near
the refreshment-tent. "It never fails. We call him Achilles because he
always carries all before him."
"Even Achilles had his vulnerable point," remarked Mrs. Perceval, to
whom the words were addressed.
She spoke with her dark eyes fixed upon the distant figure. Seen from a
distance, he seemed to be indeed invincible--a magnificent horseman who
rode like a fury, yet checked and wheeled his pony with the skill of a
circus rider. But there was no admiration in Mrs. Perceval's intent
gaze. She looked merely critical.
"Pat hasn't," replied Duncombe, whose love for Hone was no mean thing,
and who gloried in his Irish major's greatness. "He's a man in ten
thousand--the finest specimen of an imperfect article ever produced."
His enthusiasm fell on barren ground. Mrs. Perceval was not apparently
bestowing much attention upon him. She was watching the play with brows
slightly drawn.
Duncombe looked at her with faint surprise. She was not often
unappreciative, and he could not imagine any woman failing to admire
Hone. Besides, Mrs. Perceval and Hone were old friends, as everyone
knew. Was it not Hone who had escorted her to the East seven years ago
when she had left Home to join her elderly husband? By Jove, was it
really seven years since Perceval's beautiful young wife had taken them
all by storm? She looked a mere girl yet, though she had been three
years a widow. Small and dark and very regal was Nina Perceval, with the
hands and feet of a fairy and the carriage of a princess. He had seen
nothing of her during those last three years. She had been living a life
of retirement in the hills. But now she was going back to England and
was visiting her old haunts to bid her friends farewell. And Teddy
Duncombe found her as captivating as ever. She was more than beautiful.
She was positively dazzling.
What a splendid pair she and Pat would make, Duncombe thought to himself
as he watched her. A man like Major Hone, V.C., ought to find a mate.
Every king should have a queen.
The thought was still in his mind, possibly in his eyes also, when
abruptly Mrs. Perceval turned her head and caught him.
"Taking notes, Captain Duncombe?" she asked, with a smile too careless
to be malicious.
"Playing providence, Mrs. Perceval," he answered without embarrassment.
He had never been embarrassed in her presence yet. She had a happy knack
of setting her friends at ease.
"I hope you are preparing a kind fate for me," she said.
He laughed a little. "What would you call a kind fate?"
Her dark eyes flashed. She looked for a moment scornful. "Not the usual
woman's Utopia," she said. "I have been through that and come out on the
other side."
"I can hardly believe it," protested Teddy.
"Don't you know I am a cynic?" she said, with a little reckless laugh.
A second wild shout from the spectators on all sides of them swept their
conversation away. On the further side of the ground Hone, with steady
wrist and faultless aim, had just sent the ball whizzing between the
posts.
It was the end of the match, and Hone was once more the hero of the
hour.
"Really, I sometimes think the gods are too kind to Major Hone," smiled
Mrs. Chester, the colonel's wife, and Mrs. Perceval's hostess. "It can't
be good for him to be always on the winning side."
Hone was trotting quietly down the field, laughing all over his
handsome, sunburnt face at the cheers that greeted him. He dismounted
close to Mrs. Perceval, and was instantly seized by Duncombe and thumped
upon the back with all the force of his friend's goodwill.
"Pat, old fellow, you're the finest sportsman in the Indian Empire.
Those chaps haven't been beaten for years."
Hone laughed easily and swung himself free. "They've got some knowing
little brutes of ponies, by the powers," he said. "They slip about like
minnows. The Ace of Trumps was furious. Did you hear him squeal?"
He turned with the words to his own pony and kissed the velvet nose that
was rubbing against his arm.
"And a shame it is to make him carry a lively five tons," he murmured in
his caressing Irish brogue.
For Hone was a giant as well as a hero and he carried his inches, as he
bore his honours, like a man.
Raising his head, he encountered Mrs. Perceval's direct look. She bowed
to him with that regal air of hers that for all its graciousness yet
managed to impart a sense of remoteness to the man she thus honoured.
"I have been admiring your luck, Major Hone," she said. "I am told you
are always lucky."
He smiled courteously.
"Sure, Mrs. Perceval, you can hardly expect me to plead guilty to that."
"Anyway, you deserved your luck, Pat," declared Duncombe. "You played
superbly."
"Major Hone excels in all games, I believe," said Mrs. Perceval. "He
seems to possess the secret of success."
She spoke with obvious indifference; yet an odd look flashed across
Hone's brown face at the words. He almost winced.
But he was quick to reply. "The secret of success," he said, "is to know
how to make the best of a beating."
He was still smiling as he spoke. He met Mrs. Perceval's eyes with
baffling good-humour.
"You speak from experience, of course?" she said. "You have proved it?"
"Faith, that is another story," laughed Hone, hitching his pony's bridle
on his arm. "We live and learn, Mrs. Perceval. I have learnt it."
And with that he bowed and passed on, every inch a soldier and to his
finger-tips a gentleman.
II
"Hullo, Pat!"
Teddy Duncombe, airily clad in pyjamas, stood a moment on the verandah
to peer in upon his major, then stepped into the room with the assurance
of one who had never yet found himself unwelcome.
"Hullo, my son!" responded Hone, who, clad still more airily, was
exercising his great muscles with dumb-bells before plunging into his
morning tub.
Duncombe seated himself to watch the operations with eyes of keen
appreciation.
"By Jove," he said admiringly at length, "you are a mighty specimen! I
believe you'll live for ever."
"Not on this plaguey little planet, let us trust!" said Hone, speaking
through his teeth by reason of his exertions.
"You ought to marry," said Duncombe, still intently observant. "Giants
like you have no right to remain single in these degenerate days."
"Faith!" scoffed Hone. "It's an age of feather-weights, and I'm out of
date entirely."
He thumped down his dumb-bells, and stood up with arms outstretched. He
saw the open admiration in his friend's eyes, and laughed at it.
But Duncombe remained serious.
"Why don't you get married, Pat?" he said.
Hone's arms slowly dropped. His brown face sobered. But the next instant
he smiled again.
"Find the woman, Teddy!" he said lightly.
"I've found her," said Teddy unexpectedly.
"The deuce you have!" said Hone. "Sure, and it's truly grateful I am! Is
she young, my son, and lovely?"
"She is the loveliest woman I know," said Teddy Duncombe, with all
sincerity.
"Faith!" laughed the Irishman. "But that's heartfelt! Why don't you
enter for the prize yourself?"
"I'm going to marry little Lucy Fabian as soon as she will have me,"
explained Duncombe. "We settled that ages ago, almost as soon as she
came out. It's not a formal engagement even yet, but she has promised to
bear it in mind. We had a talk last night, and--I believe I haven't much
longer to wait."
"Good luck to you, dear fellow!" said Hone. "You deserve the best." He
laid his hand for a moment on Duncombe's shoulder. "It's been a good
partnership, Teddy boy," he said. "I shall miss you."
Teddy gripped the hand hard.
"You'll have to get married yourself, Pat," he declared urgently. "It
isn't good for man to live alone."
"And so you are going to provide for my future also," laughed Hone.
"And the lady's name?"
"Oh, she's an old friend!" said Duncombe. "Can't you guess?"
Hone shook his head.
"I can't imagine any old friend taking pity on me. Have you sounded her
feelings on the subject? Or perhaps she hasn't got any where I am
concerned."
"Oh, yes, she has her feelings about you!" said Duncombe, with
confidence. "But I don't know what they are. She wasn't particularly
communicative on that point."
"Or you, my son, were not particularly penetrating," suggested Hone.
"I certainly didn't penetrate far," Duncombe confessed. "It was a case
of 'No admission to outsiders.' Still, I kept my eyes open on your
behalf; and the conclusion I arrived at was that, though reticent where
you were concerned, she was by no means indifferent."
Hone stooped and picked up his dumb-bells once more.
"Your conclusions are not always very convincing, Teddy," he remarked.
Duncombe got to his feet in leisurely preparation for departure.
"There was no mistake as to her reticence anyhow," he observed. "It was
the more conspicuous, as all the rest of us were yelling ourselves
hoarse in your honour. I was watching her, and she never moved her
lips, never even smiled. But her eyes saw no one else but you."
Hone grunted a little. He was poising the dumb-bells at the full stretch
of his arms.
Duncombe still loitered at the open window.
"And her name is Nina Perceval," he said abruptly, shooting out the
words as though not quite certain of their reception.
The dumb-bells crashed to the ground. Hone wheeled round. For a single
instant the Irish eyes flamed fiercely; but the next he had himself in
hand.
"A pretty little plan, by the powers!" he said, forcing himself to speak
lightly. "But it won't work, my lad. I'm deeply grateful all the same."
"Rats, man! She is sure to marry again." Duncombe spoke with deliberate
carelessness. He would not seem to be aware of that which his friend had
suppressed.
"That may be," Hone said very quietly. "But she will never marry me.
And--faith, I'll be honest with you, Teddy, for the whole truth told is
better than a half-truth guessed--for her sake I shall never marry
another woman."
He spoke with absolute steadiness, and he looked Duncombe full in the
eyes as he said it.
A brief silence followed his statement; then impulsively Duncombe thrust
out his hand.
"Hone, old chap, forgive me! I'm a headlong, blundering jackass!"
"And the best friend a man ever had," said Hone gently. "It's an old
story, and I can't tell you all. It was just a game, you know; it began
in jest, but it ended in grim earnest, as some games do. It happened
that time we travelled out together, eight years ago. I was supposed to
be looking after her; but, faith, the monkey tricked me! I was a fool,
you see, Teddy." A faint smile crossed his face. "And she gave me an
elderly spinster to dance attendance upon while she amused herself. She
was only a child in those days. She couldn't have been twenty. I used to
call her the Princess, and I was St. Patrick to her. But the mischief
was that I thought her free, and--I made love to her." He paused a
moment. "Perhaps it's hardly fair to tell you this. But you're in love
yourself; you'll understand."
"I understand," Duncombe said.
"And she was such an innocent," Hone went on softly. "Faith, what an
innocent she was! Till one day she saw what had happened to me, and it
nearly broke her heart. For she hadn't meant any harm, bless her. It was
all a game with her, and she thought I was playing, too, till--till she
saw otherwise. Well, it all came to an end at last, and to save her from
grieving I pretended that I had known all along. I pretended that I had
trifled with her from start to finish. She didn't believe me at first,
but I made her--Heaven pity me!--I made her. And then she swore that she
would never forgive me. And she never has."
Hone turned quietly away, and put the dumb-bells into a corner. Duncombe
remained motionless, watching him.
"But she will, old chap," he said at last. "She will. Women do, you
know--when they understand."
"Yes, I know," said Hone. "But she never can understand. I tricked her
too thoroughly for that." He faced round again, his grey eyes level and
very steady.
"It's just my fate, Teddy," he said; "and I've got to put up with it.
However it may appear, the gods are not all-bountiful where I am
concerned. I may win everything in the world I turn my hand to, but I
have lost for ever the only thing I really want!"
III
It was two days later that Mrs. Chester decided to give what she termed
a farewell _fête_ to all Nina Perceval's old friends. Nina had always
been a great favourite with her, and she was determined that the
function should be worthy of the occasion.
To ensure success, she summoned Hone to her assistance. Hone always
assisted everybody, and it was well known that he invariably succeeded
in that to which he set his hand. And Hone, with native ingenuity, at
once suggested a water expedition by moonlight as far as the ruined
Hindu temple on the edge of the jungle that came down to the river at
that point. There was a spice of adventure about this that at once
caught Mrs. Chester's fancy. It was the very thing, she declared; a
water-picnic was so delightfully informal. They would cut for partners,
and row up the river in couples.
To Nina Perceval the plan seemed slightly childish, but she veiled her
feelings from her friend as she veiled them from all the world; for very
soon it would be all over, sunk away in that grey, grey past into which
she would never look again. She even joined in conference with Mrs.
Chester and Hone over the details of the expedition, and if now and
then the Irishman's eyes rested upon her as though they read that which
she would fain have hidden, she never suffered herself to be
disconcerted thereby.
When the party assembled on the eventful evening to settle the question
of partners, Hone was, as usual, in the forefront. The lots were drawn
under his management, not by his own choice, but because Mrs. Chester
insisted upon it. He presided over two packs of cards that had been
reduced to the number of guests. The men drew from one pack, the women
from the other; and thus everyone in the room was bound at length to
pair.
Hone would have foregone this part of the entertainment, but the
colonel's wife was firm.
"People never know how to arrange themselves," she declared. "And I
decline any responsibility of that sort. The Fates shall decide for us.
It will be infinitely more satisfactory in the end."
And Hone could only bow to her ruling.
Nina Perceval was the first to draw. Her card was the ace of hearts. She
slung it round her neck in accordance with Mrs. Chester's decree, and
sat down to await her destiny.
It was some time in coming. One after another drew and paired in the
midst of much chaff and merriment; but she sat solitary in her corner
watching the pile of cards diminish while she remained unclaimed.
"Most unusual!" declared Mrs. Chester. "Whom can the Fates be reserving
for you, I wonder?"
Nina had no answer to make. She sat with her dark eyes fixed upon the
few cards that were left in front of Hone, not uttering a single word.
He sat motionless, too, Teddy Duncombe, who had paired with his hostess,
standing by his side. He was not looking in her direction, but by some
mysterious means she knew that his attention was focussed upon herself.
She was convinced in her secret soul that, though he hid his anxiety, he
was closely watching every card in the hope that he might ultimately
pair with her.
The last man drew and found his partner. One card only was left in front
of Hone. He laid his hand upon it, paused for an instant, then turned it
up. The ace of hearts!
She felt herself stiffen involuntarily, and something within her began
to pound and race like the hoofs of a galloping horse. A brief agitation
was hers, which she almost instantly subdued, but which left her
strangely cold.
Hone had risen from the table. He came quietly to her side. There was no
visible elation about him. His grey eyes were essentially honest, but
they were deliberately emotionless at that moment.
In the hubbub of voices all about them he bent and spoke.
"It may not be the fate you would have chosen; but since submit we
must, shall we not make the best of it?"
She met his look with the aloofness of utter disdain.
"Your strategy was somewhat too apparent to be ascribed to Fate," she
said. "I cannot imagine why you took the trouble."
A dark flush mounted under Hone's tan. He straightened himself abruptly,
and she was conscious of a moment's sharp misgiving that was strangely
akin to fear. Then, as he spoke no word, she rose and stood beside him,
erect and regal.
"I submit," she said quietly; "not because I must, but because I do not
consider it worth while to do otherwise. The matter is too unimportant
for discussion."
Hone made no rejoinder. He was staring straight before him, stern-eyed
and still.
But a few moments later, he gravely proffered his arm, and in the midst
of a general move they went out together into the moonlit splendour of
the Indian night.
IV
Slowly the boats slipped through the shallows by the bank.
Hone sat facing his companion in unbroken silence while he rowed
steadily up the stream. But there was no longer anger in his steady
eyes. The habit of kindness, which was the growth of a lifetime, had
reasserted itself. He had not been created to fulfil a harsh destiny.
The chivalry at his heart condemned sternness towards a woman.
And Nina Perceval sat in the stern with the moonlight shining in her
eyes and the darkness of a great bitterness in her soul, and waited.
Despite her proud bearing she would have given much to have looked into
his heart at that moment. Notwithstanding all her scorn of him very deep
down in her innermost being she was afraid.
For this was the man who long ago, when she was scarcely more than a
child, had blinded her, baffled her, beaten her. He had won her trust,
and had used it contemptibly for his own despicable ends. He had turned
an innocent game into tragedy, and had gone his way, leaving her life
bruised and marred and bitter before it had ripened to maturity. He had
put out the sunshine for ever, and now he expected to be forgiven.
But she would never forgive him. He had wounded her too cruelly, too
wantonly, for forgiveness. He had laid her pride too low. For even yet,
in all her furious hatred of him, she knew herself bound by a chain that
no effort of hers might break. Even yet she thrilled to the sound of
that soft, Irish voice, and was keenly, painfully aware of him when he
drew near.
He did not know it, so she told herself over and over again. No one
knew, or ever would know. That advantage, at least, was hers, and she
would carry it to her grave. But yet she longed passionately,
vindictively, to punish him for the ruin he had wrought, to humble
him--this faultless knight, this regimental hero, at whose shrine
everybody worshipped--as he had once dared to humble her; to make him
care, if it were ever so little--only to make him care--and then to
trample him ruthlessly underfoot, as he had trampled her.
She began to wonder how long he meant to maintain that uncompromising
silence. From across the water came the gay voices of their
fellow-guests, but no other boat was very near them. His face was in the
shadow, and she had no clue to his mood.
For a while longer she endured his silence. Then at length she spoke:
"Major Hone!"
He started slightly, as one coming out of deep thought.
"Why don't you make conversation?" she asked, with a little cynical
twist of the lips. "I thought you had a reputation for being
entertaining."
"Will it entertain you if I ask for an apology?" said Hone.
"An apology!" She repeated the words sharply, and then softly laughed.
"Yes, it will, very much."
"And yet you owe me one," said Hone.
"I fear I do not always pay my debts," she answered. "But you will find
it difficult to convince me on this occasion that the debt exists."
"Faith, I shall not try!" he returned, with a doggedness that met and
overrode her scorn. "The game isn't worth the candle. I know you will
think ill of me in either case."
"Why, Major Hone?"
He met her eyes in the moonlight, and she felt as if by sheer force he
held them.
"Because," he said slowly, "I have made it impossible for you to do
otherwise."
"Surely that is no one's fault but your own?" she said.
"I blame no one else," said Hone.
And with that he bent again to his work as though he had been betrayed
into plainer speaking than he deemed advisable, and became silent again.
Nina Perceval trailed her hand in the water and watched the ripples.
Those few words of his had influenced her strangely. She had almost for
the moment forgotten her enmity. But it returned upon her in the
silence. She began to remember those bitter years that stretched behind
her, the blind regrets with which he had filled her life--this man who
had tricked her, lied to her--ay, and almost broken her heart in those
far-off days of her girlhood, before she had learned to be cynical.
"And even if I did believe you," she said, "what difference would it
make?"
Hone was silent for a moment. Then--"Just all the difference in the
world," he said, his voice very low.
"You value my good opinion so highly?" she laughed. "And yet you will
make no effort to secure it?"
He turned his eyes upon her again.
"I would move heaven and earth to win it," he said, and she knew by his
tone that he was putting strong restraint upon himself, "if there were
the smallest chance of my ever doing so. But I know my limitations; I
know it's all no good. Once a blackguard, always a blackguard, eh, Mrs.
Perceval? And I'd be a special sort of fool if I tried to persuade you
otherwise."
But still she only laughed, in spite of the agitation but half-subdued
in his voice.
"I would offer to steer," she remarked irrelevantly, "only I don't feel
equal to the responsibility. And since you always get there sooner or
later, my help would be superfluous."
"You share the popular belief about my luck?" asked Hone.
"To be sure," she answered gaily. "Even you could scarcely manage to
find fault with it."
He drew a deep breath. "Not with you in the boat," he said.
She withdrew her hand from the water, and flicked it in his face.
"Hadn't you better slow down? You are getting overheated. I feel as if I
were sitting in front of a huge furnace."
"And you object to it?" said Hone.
"Of course I do. It's unseasonable. You Irish are so tropical."
"It's only by contrast," urged Hone. "You will get acclimatised in
time."
She raised her head with a dainty gesture.
"You take a good deal for granted, Major Hone."
"Faith, I know it!" he answered. "It's yourself that has turned my
head."
Her laugh held more than a hint of scorn.
"How amusing," she commented, "for both of us!"
"Does it amuse you?" said Hone.
The question did not call for a reply, and she made none. Only once more
she gathered up some water out of the magic moonlit ripples, and tossed
it in his face.
V
They reached their destination far ahead of any of the others. A thick
belt of jungle stretched down to the river where they landed, enveloping
both banks a little higher up the stream.
"What an awesome place!" remarked Mrs. Perceval, as she stepped ashore.
"I hope the rest will arrive soon, or I shall develop an attack of
nerves."
"You've got me to take care of you," suggested Hone.
She uttered her soft, little laugh.
"Faith, Major Hone, and I'm not at all sure that it isn't yourself I
want to run away from!"
Hone was securing the boat, and made no immediate response. But as he
straightened himself, he laughed also.
"Am I so formidable, then?"
She flashed a swift glance at him.
"I haven't quite decided."
"You have known me long enough," he protested.
She shrugged her shoulders lightly.
"Have I ever met you before to-night? I have no recollection of it."
And mutely, with that chivalry which was to him the very air he
breathed, Hone bowed to her ruling. She would have no reference to the
past. It was to be a closed book to them both. So be it, then! For this
night, at least, she would have her way.
He stepped forward in silence into the chequered shadow of the trees
that surrounded the ruin, and she walked lightly by his side with that
dainty, regal carriage of hers that made him yet in his secret heart
call her his princess.
The place was very dark and eerie. The shrill cries of flying-foxes,
disturbed by their appearance, came through the magic silence. But no
living thing was to be seen, no other sound to be heard.
"I'm frightened," said Nina suddenly. "Shall we stop?"
"Hold my hand!" said Hone.
"I'm not joking," she protested, with a shudder.
"Nor am I," he said gently.
She looked up at him sharply, as though she did not quite believe him,
and then unexpectedly and impulsively she laid her hand in his.
His fingers closed upon it with a friendly, reassuring pressure, and she
never knew how the man's heart leapt and the blood turned to liquid fire
in his veins at her touch.
She gave a shaky little laugh as though ashamed of her weakness. "We are
coming to an open space," she said. "We shall see the satyrs dancing
directly."
"Faith, if we do, we'll join them," declared Hone cheerily.
"They would never admit us," she answered. "They hate mortals. Can't you
feel them glaring at us from every tree? Why, I can breathe hostility in
the very air."
She missed her footing as she spoke, and stumbled with a sharp cry. Hone
held her up with that steady strength of his that was ever equal to
emergencies, but to his surprise she sprang forward, pulling him with
her, almost before she had fully recovered her balance.
"Oh, come, quick, quick!" she gasped. "I trod on something--something
that moved!"
He went with her, for she would not be denied, and in a few seconds they
emerged into a narrow clearing in the jungle in which stood the ruin of
a small domed temple.
Nina Perceval was shaking all over in a positive frenzy of fear, and
clinging fast to Hone's arm.
"What was it?" he asked her, trying gently to disengage himself. "Was it
a snake that scared you?"
She shuddered violently. "Yes, it must have been. A cobra, I should
think. Oh, what are you going to do?"
"It's all right," Hone said soothingly. "You stay here a minute! I've
got some matches. I'll just go back a few yards and investigate."
But at that she cried out so sharply that he thought for a moment that
something had hurt her. But the next instant he understood, and again
his heart leapt and strained within him like a chained thing.
"No, Pat! No, no, no! You shall do no such thing!" Incoherently the
words rushed out, and with them the old familiar name, uttered all
unawares. "Do you think I'd let you go? Why, the place may be thronged
with snakes. And you--you have nothing to defend yourself with. How can
you dream of such a thing?"
He heard her out with absolute patience. His face betrayed no sign of
the tumult within. It remained perfectly courteous and calm. Yet when he
spoke he, too, it seemed, had gone back to the old intimate days that
lay so far behind them.
"Yes, but, Princess," he said, "what about our pals? If there is any
real danger we can't let them come stumbling into it. We'll have to warn
them."
She was still clinging to his arm, and her hands tightened. For an
instant she seemed about to renew her wild protest, but something--was
it the expression in the man's steady eyes?--checked her.
She stood a moment silent. Then, "You're quite right, Pat," she said,
her voice very low. "We'll go straight back to the boat and stop them."
Her hands relaxed and fell from his arm, but Hone stood hesitating.
"You'll let me go first?" he said. "You stay here in the open! I'll come
back for you."
But at that her new-found docility at once evaporated. "I won't!" she
declared vehemently. "I won't! Don't be so ridiculous! Of course I am
coming with you. Do you suppose I would let you go alone?"
"Why not?" said Hone.
He remembered later that she passed the question by. "We are wasting
time," she said, "Let us go!"
And so together they went back into the danger that lurked in the
darkness.
VI
They went side by side, for she would not let him take the lead. Her
hand was in his, and he knew by its convulsive pressure something of the
sheer panic that possessed her. And he marvelled at the power that
nerved her, though he held his peace.
They entered the dense shadow of the strip of jungle that separated them
from the stream, and very soon he paused to strike a match. She stood
very close to him. He was aware that she was trembling in every limb.
He peered about him, but could see very little beyond the fact that the
path ahead of them lay clear. On both sides of this the undergrowth
baffled all scrutiny. He seemed to hear a small mysterious rustling
sound, but his most minute attention failed to locate it. The match
burned down to his fingers, and he tossed it away.
"There's nothing between us and the water," he said cheerily. "We'll
make a dash for it."
"Stay!" she whispered, under her breath. "I heard something!"
"It's only a bit of a breeze overhead," said Hone. "We won't stop to
listen anyway."
He caught her hand in his once more, grasping it firmly, and they moved
forward again. They could see the moonlight glimmering on the water
ahead, and in another yard or two the low-growing bush to which Hone had
moored the boat became visible.
In that instant, with a jerk of terror, Nina stopped short. "Pat! What
is that?"
Hone stood still. "There! Don't be scared!" he said soothingly. "What
would it be at all? There's nothing but shadow."
"But there is!" she gasped. "There is! There! On the bank above the
boat! What is it, Pat? What is it?"
Hone's eyes followed her quivering finger, discerning what appeared to
be a blot of shadow close to the bush above the water.
"Sure, it's only shadow--" he began.
But she broke in feverishly. "It's not, Pat! It's not! There's nothing
to cast it. It's in the full moonlight."
"You stay here!" said Hone. "I'll go and have a look."
"I won't!" she rejoined in a fierce whisper, holding him fast. "You--you
shan't go a step nearer. We must get away somehow--somehow!" with a
hunted glance around. "Not through the undergrowth, that's certain.
We--we shall have to go back."
Hone was still staring at the motionless blot in the moonlight. He
resisted her frantic efforts to drag him away.
"I must go and see," he said at last. "I'm sure there's nothing to alarm
us. We can't run away from shadows, Princess. We should never hold up
our heads again."
"Oh, Pat, you fool!" she exclaimed, almost beside herself. "I tell you
that is no shadow! It's a snake! Do you hear? It's a huge python! And it
was a snake I trod on just now. And they are everywhere--everywhere! The
whole place is rustling with them. They are closing in on us. I can hear
them! I can feel them! I can smell them! Pat, what shall we do? Quick,
quick! Think of something! See now! It's moving--uncoiling! Look, look!
Did you ever see anything so horrible? Pat!"
Her voice ended in a breathless shriek. She suddenly collapsed against
him, her face hidden on his breast. And Hone, stooping impulsively,
caught her up in his arms.
"We'll get out of it somehow," he said. "Never fear!"
But even his eyes had widened with a certain horror, for the blot in the
moonlight was beyond question moving, elongating, quivering, subtly
changing under his gaze.
He held his companion pressed tightly to his heart. She made no further
attempt to urge him. Only by the tense clinging of her arms about his
neck did he know that she was conscious.
Again he heard that vague rustling which he had set down to a sudden
draught overhead. It seemed to come from all directions.
"Ye gods!" he muttered softly to himself. And again, more softly, "Ye
gods!"
To the woman in his arms he uttered no word whatever. He only pressed
the slender figure ever closer, while the blood surged and sang
tumultuously in his veins. Though he stood in the midst of mortal
danger, he was conscious of an exultation so mad as to be almost
delirious. She was his--his--his!
Something stirred in the undergrowth close to him, and in a moment his
attention was diverted from the slow-moving monster ahead of him. He
became aware of a dark object, but vaguely discernible, that swayed to
and fro about three feet from the ground seeming to menace him.
The moment he saw this thing, his brain flashed into sudden
illumination. The shrewdness of the hunted creature entered into him.
Without panic, he became most vividly, most intensely alive to the
ghastly danger that threatened him. He stopped to ascertain nothing
further. Swift as a lightning flash he acted--leapt backwards, leapt
sideways, landed upon something that squirmed and thrashed hideously,
nearly overthrowing him; and the next moment was breaking madly through
the undergrowth, regardless of direction, running blindly through the
jungle, fighting furiously every obstacle--forcing by sheer giant
strength a way for himself and for the woman he carried through the
opposing tangle of vegetation.
Branches slapped him in the face as he went, clutched at him, tore him,
but could not stay his progress. Many times he stumbled, many times he
recovered himself, dashing wildly on and still on like a man possessed.
A marvellous strength was his. Titan-like, he accomplished that which to
any ordinary man would have been an utter impossibility. Save that he
was in perfect condition, even he must have failed. But that fact was
his salvation, that and the fierce passion that urged him, endowing him
with an endurance more than human.
Headlong as was his flight, the working of his brain was even swifter,
and very soon, without slackening his speed, he was swerving round again
towards the open. He could see the moonlight gleaming through the trees,
and he made a dash for it, utterly reckless, since caution was of no
avail, but alert for every danger, cunning for every advantage, keen as
the born fighter for every chance that offered.
And so at last, torn, bleeding, but undismayed, he struggled free from
the undergrowth, and sprang away from that place of horrors, staggering
slightly but running strongly still, till the dark line of jungle fell
away behind him and he reached the river bank once more.
Here he stopped and loosened his grip upon the slight form he carried.
Her arms dropped from his neck. She had fainted.
For a few seconds he stared down into her white face, seeing nothing
else, while the fiery heart of him leapt and quivered like a wild thing
in leash. Then, suddenly, from the water a voice hailed him, and he
looked up with a start.
"Hullo, Pat! What on earth is the matter? You have landed the wrong side
of the stream. Is anything wrong?"
It was Teddy Duncombe in a boat below him. He saw his face of concern in
the moonlight.
He pulled himself together.
"I was coming to warn you. This infernal jungle is full of snakes. We've
had to run for it, and leave the boat behind."
"Great Scotland! And Mrs. Perceval?"
Again Hone's eyes sought the white face on his arm.
"No, she isn't hurt. It's just a faint. Pull up close, and I'll hand her
down to you!"
Between them, they lowered her into the boat. Hone followed, and raised
her to lean against his knee.
Duncombe began to row swiftly across the stream, with an uneasy eye upon
the two in the stern.
"What in the world made you go wrong, I wonder?" he said. "No one ever
goes that side, not even the natives. They say it's haunted. We all
landed near the old bathing _ghat_."
Hone was moistening Nina Perceval's face with his handkerchief. He made
no reply to Teddy's words. He was anxiously watching for some sign of
returning consciousness.
It came very soon. The dark eyes opened and gazed up at him, at first
uncomprehendingly, then with a dawning wonder.
"St. Patrick!" she whispered.
"Princess!" he whispered back.
With an effort she raised herself, leaning against him.
"What happened? Were you hurt? Your face is all bleeding!"
"It's nothing!" he said jerkily. "It's nothing!"
She took his handkerchief in her trembling hand and wiped the blood
away. She said no more of any sort. Only when she gave it back to him
her eyes were full of tears.
And Hone caught the little hand in passionate, dumb devotion, and
pressed it to his lips.
VII
"I am so sorry, Major Hone, but she is seeing no one. I would ask you to
dine if it would be of any use. But you wouldn't see her if I did."
So spoke the colonel's wife three days later in a sympathetic undertone;
while Hone paced beside her _rickshaw_ with a gloomy face.
"She isn't ill?" he asked. "You are sure she isn't ill?"
"No, not really ill. Her nerves are upset, of course. That was almost
inevitable. But she has determined to start for Bombay on Monday, and
nothing I can say will make her change her purpose."
"But she can't mean to go without saying good-bye!" he protested.
Mrs. Chester shook her head.
"She says she doesn't like good-byes. I had the greatest difficulty in
persuading her to come here at all. I am afraid that is exactly what she
does mean to do."
Hone stood still. His face was suddenly stubborn.
"I must see her," he said, "with her consent or without it. Will you, of
your goodness, ask me to dine tonight? I will manage the rest for
myself."
Mrs. Chester looked somewhat dubious. Long as she had known Hone, she
was not familiar with this mood.
He saw her hesitation, and smiled upon her persuasively.
"You are not going to refuse my petition? It isn't yourself that would
have the heart!"
She laughed, in spite of herself.
"Oh, go away, you wheedling Irishman! Yes, you may dine if you like. The
Gerrards are coming for bridge, and you'll be odd man out. There will be
no one to entertain you."
"Sure, I can entertain myself," grinned Hone. "And it's truly grateful
that I am to your worshipful ladyship."
He bowed, with his hand upon his heart, and, turning, went his way.
Mrs. Chester went hers, still vaguely doubtful as to the wisdom of her
action. In common with the rest of mankind, she found Hone well-nigh
impossible to resist.
When he made his appearance that evening, he presented an absolutely
serene aspect to the world at large. He was the gayest of the party, and
Mrs. Chester's uneasiness speedily evaporated. Nina Perceval was not
present, but this fact apparently did not depress him. He remained in
excellent spirits throughout dinner.
When it was over, and the bridge players were established on the
veranda, he drifted off to the smoking-room in an aimless, inconsequent
fashion, and his hostess and accomplice saw him no more.
She would have given a good deal to have witnessed his subsequent
movements, but she would have been considerably disappointed had she
done so, for Hone's methods were disconcertingly direct. All he did when
he found himself alone was to sit down and scribble a brief note.
"I am waiting to see you" (so ran his message). "Will you come to me
now, or must I follow you to the world's end? One or the other it will
surely be.--Yours, PAT."
This note he delivered to the _khitmutgar_, with orders to return to him
with a reply. Then, with a certain massive patience, he resumed his
cigar and settled himself to wait.
The _khitmutgar_ did not return, but he showed no sign of exasperation.
His eyes stared gravely into space. There was not a shade of anxiety in
them.
And it was thus that Nina Perceval found him when at last she came
lightly in from the veranda in answer to his message. She entered
without the smallest hesitation, but with that regal air of hers before
which men did involuntary homage. Her shadowy eyes met his without fear
or restraint of any sort, but they held no gladness either. Her
remoteness chilled him.
"Why did you send me that extraordinary message?" she said. "Wasn't it a
little unnecessary?"
He had risen to meet her. He paused to lay aside his cigar before he
answered, and in the pause that dogged expression that had surprised
Mrs. Chester descended like a mask and covered the first spontaneous
impulse to welcome her that had dominated him.
"It was necessary that I should see you," he said.
"I really don't know why," she returned. "I wrote a note to thank you
for the care you took of me the other night. That was days ago. I
suppose you received it?"
"Yes, I received it," said Hone. "I have been trying, without success,
to see you ever since."
She made a slight impatient movement.
"I haven't seen any one. I was upset after that horrible adventure. I
shouldn't be seeing you now, only your ridiculous note made me wonder if
there was anything wrong. Is there?"
She faced him with the direct inquiry. There was a faint frown between
her brows. Her delicate beauty possessed him like a charm. He felt his
blood begin to quicken, but he kept himself in check.
"There is nothing wrong, Princess," he said steadily. "I am, as ever,
your humble servant, only I've got to come to the point with you before
you go. I've got to make the most of this shred of opportunity which you
have given me against your will. You are not disposed to be generous, I
see; but I appeal to your sense of justice. Is it fair play at all to
fling a man into gaol, and to refuse to let him plead on his own
behalf?"
The annoyance passed like a shadow from her face. She began to smile.
"What can you mean?" she said. "Is it a joke--a riddle? Am I supposed to
laugh?"
"Heaven help me, no!" he said. "There is only one woman in the world
that I can't trifle with, and that's yourself."
"Oh, but what an admission!" She laughed at him, softly mocking. "And
I'm so fond of trifling, too. Then what can you possibly want with me? I
suppose you have really called to say good-bye."
"No," said Hone. He spoke quickly, and, as he spoke, he leaned towards
her. A deep glow had begun to smoulder in his eyes. "It's something else
that I've come to say--something quite different. I've come to tell you
that you are all the world to me, that I love you with all there is of
me, that I have always loved you. Yes, you'll laugh at me. You'll think
me mad. But if I don't take this chance of telling you, I'll never have
another. And even if it makes no difference at all to you, I'm bound to
let you know."
He ceased. The fire that smouldered in his eyes had leaped to lurid
flame; but still he held himself in check, he subdued the racing madness
in his veins. He was, as ever, her humble servant.
Perhaps she realized it, for she showed no sign of shrinking as she
stood before him. Her eyes grew a little wider and a little darker, that
was all.
"I don't know what to say to you, Major Hone," she said, after a
moment. "I don't know even what you expect me to say, since you
expressly tell me that you are not trifling."
"Faith!" he broke in impetuously. "And is it trifling I'd be with the
only woman I ever loved or ever wanted? I'm not asking you to flirt. I'm
asking a bigger thing of you than that. I'm asking you--Princess, I'm
asking you to stay--and be my wife."
He drew nearer to her, but he made no attempt to touch her. Only the
flame of his passion seemed to reach her, to scorch her, for she made a
slight movement away from him.
She looked at him doubtfully. "I still don't know what to say," she
said.
His face altered. With a mighty effort he subdued the fiery impulse that
urged him to override her doubts and fears, to take and hold her in his
arms, to make her his with or without her will.
He became in a trice the kindly, winning personality that all his world
knew and loved. "Sure then, you're not afraid of me?" he said, as though
he softly cajoled a child. "It wouldn't be yourself at all if you were,
you that could tread me underfoot like a centipede and not be a mite the
worse."
She smiled a little, smiled and uttered a sudden quick sigh. "Don't you
think you are rather a fool, Pat?" she said. "I gave you credit for more
shrewdness. You certainly had more once."
"What do you mean?" There was a sharp note of pain in Hone's voice.
She moved restlessly across the room and paused with her back to him.
"None but a fool would conclude that because a woman is pretty she must
be good as well," she said, a tremor of bitterness in her voice. "Why do
you take it for granted in this headlong fashion that I am all that man
could desire?"
"You are all that I want," he said.
She shook her head. "The woman who lived inside me died long ago," she
said, "and a malicious spirit took her place."
"None but yourself would ever dare to say that to me," said Hone. "And I
won't listen even to you. Princess--"
"You are not to call me that!" She rounded upon him suddenly, a fierce
gleam in her eyes. "You must never--never--"
She broke off. He was close to her, with that on his face that stilled
her protest. He gathered her to him with a tenderness that yet was
irresistible.
"Sure, then," he whispered, with a whimsical humour that cloaked all
deeper feeling, "you shall be my queen instead, for by the saints I
swear that in some form or other I was created to be your slave."
And though she averted her face and after a moment withdrew herself from
his arms, she raised no further protest. She suffered him to plant the
flag of his supremacy unhindered.
VIII
Certainly the colonel's wife was in her element. A wedding in the
regiment, and that the wedding of its idolized hero, was to her an
affair of almost more importance than anything that had happened since
her own. The church had been fully decorated under her directions, and
she had turned it into as elegant a reception room as circumstances
permitted. White favours had been distributed to the dusky warriors
under Hone's command who lined the aisle. All was in readiness, from the
bridegroom, resplendent in scarlet and gold, waiting in the chancel with
Teddy Duncombe, the best man, to the buzzing guests who swarmed in at
the west door to be received by the colonel's wife, who in her capacity
of hostess seemed to be everywhere at once.
"She was quite ready when I left, and looking sweet," so ran the story
to one after another. "Oh, yes, in her travelling dress, of course. That
had to be. But quite bridal--the palest silver grey. She looks quite
charming, and such a girl. No one would ever think--" and so on, to
innumerable acquaintances, ending where she had begun--"yes, she was
quite ready when I left, and looking sweet!"
Ready or not, she was undoubtedly late, as is the recognised custom of
brides all the world over. The organist, who had been playing an
impressive selection, was drawing to the end of his resources and
beginning to improvise somewhat spasmodically. The bridegroom betrayed
no impatience, but there was undeniable strain in his attitude. He stood
stiff and motionless as a soldier on parade. The guests were commencing
to peer and wonder. Mrs. Chester made her tenth pilgrimage to the door.
Ah! The carriage at last! She turned back with a beaming face, and
rustled up the aisle as though she were the heroine of the occasion. A
flutter of expectation went through the church. The organist plunged
abruptly into "The Voice that Breathed o'er Eden."
Everyone rose. Everyone craned towards the door. The carriage, with its
flying favours, was stopping, had stopped. The colonel was seen
descending.
He was looking very pale, whispered someone. Could anything be wrong? He
was not wont to suffer from nervousness.
He did not turn to assist the bride. Surely that was strange! Nor did
she follow him. Surely--surely the carriage behind him was empty!
Something indeed had happened. She must be ill! A great tremor went
through the waiting crowd. No one was singing, but the music pealed on
and on till some wild rumour of disaster reached the waiting chaplain,
and he stepped across the chancel and touched the organist's shoulder.
Instantly silence fell--a terrible, nerve-racking silence. Colonel
Chester had entered. He stood just within the door, pale and stern,
whispering to the officer in charge of the men. People stared at him, at
each other, at the bridegroom still standing motionless by the chancel
steps. And then at last the silence broke into a murmur that spread and
spread. Something had happened! Something was wrong! No, the bride was
not ill. But there would be no wedding that day.
Someone came hurriedly and spoke to Teddy Duncombe, who turned first
crimson, then very white, and finally pulled himself together with a
jerk and went to Hone. Everyone craned to see what would happen--how the
news would affect him, whether he would be deeply shocked, or
whether--whether--ah! A great sigh went through the church. He did not
seem startled or even greatly dismayed. He listened to Duncombe gravely,
but without any visible discomfiture. There could not be anything very
serious the matter, then. A note was put into his hand, which he read
with absolute calmness under the eyes of the multitude.
When he looked up from it, the colonel had reached his side. They
exchanged a few words, and then Hone, smiling faintly, beckoned to the
chaplain. He rested a hand on his shoulder in his careless, friendly
way, and spoke into his ear.
The chaplain looked deeply concerned, nodded once or twice, and,
straightening himself, faced the crowd of guests.
"I am requested to state," he announced in the midst of dead silence,
"that, owing to a most regrettable and unforeseen mischance, the happy
event which we are gathered here to celebrate must be unavoidably
postponed. The bride has just received an urgent summons to England on a
matter of the first importance, which she feels compelled to obey, and
she is already on her way to Bombay in the hope of catching the steamer
which will sail to-morrow. It only remains for me to express deep
sympathy, in which I am sure all present join me, with our friend Major
Hone and his bride-elect on their disappointment, and the sincere hope
that their happy union may not long be deferred."
He ended with a doubtful glance at Hone, who, standing on the chancel
steps, bowed briefly, and, taking Duncombe by the shoulder, marched with
him into the vestry. He certainly did not look in the least disconcerted
or anxious. It could not be anything really serious. A feeling of relief
lightened the atmosphere. People began to talk, to speculate, even to
enjoy the sensation. Poor Hone! He was not often unlucky. But, of
course, it would be all right. He would probably follow his bride to
England, and they would be married there. Doubtless that was his
intention, or he could not have looked so undismayed.
So ran the tide of gossip and surmise. And in Hone's pocket lay the
twisted note which the woman he loved had left behind--the note which he
had read with an unmoved countenance under a host of watching eyes.
"Good-bye, St. Patrick! It has been an amusing game, has it not? Do you
remember how you beat me once long ago? I was but a child in those days.
I did not know the rules of the game, and so you had the advantage. But
you could not hope to have it always. It is my turn now, and I think I
may claim the return match for my own. So good-bye, Achilles! Perhaps
the gods will send you better luck next time. Who knows?"
No eye but Hone's ever read that heartless note, and his but once. Half
an hour after he had received it, it lay in ashes, but every word of it
was graven deep upon his brain.
IX
It was in the early hours of the morning that Nina Perceval reached
Bombay.
She had sat wide-eyed and motionless all through the night. She had felt
no desire to sleep. An intense horror of her surroundings seemed to
possess her. She was like a hunted creature seeking to escape from a
world of horrors. She would know no rest till she reached the sea, till
she was speeding away over the glittering water, and the land--that land
which had become more hateful to her than any prison--was left far
behind.
She had played her game, she had sped her shaft, and now panic--sheer,
unreasoning panic--filled her. She was terrified at what she had done,
too terrified yet for coherent thought. She had taken her revenge at
last. She had pierced her conqueror to the heart. As he had once laughed
at her, as he had once, with a smile and a jest, broken and tossed her
aside--so she had done to him. She had gathered up her wounded pride,
and she had smitten him therewith. She was convinced that he would never
laugh at her again.
He would get over it, of course; men always did. She had known men by
the score who played the same merry game, men who broke hearts for
sport and went their careless ways, unheeding, uncomprehending. It was
the way of the world, this world of countless tragedies. She had
learned, in her piteous cynicism, to look for nothing else. Faithfulness
had become to her a myth. Surely all men loved--they called it love--and
rode away.
No, she did not flatter herself that she had hurt him very seriously.
She had dealt his pride a blow, that was all.
She reached Bombay, and secured her berth. The steamer was to sail at
noon. There were not a great many passengers, and she managed to engage
a cabin to herself. But she could not even attempt to rest in that
turmoil of noise and excitement. She went ashore again, and repaired to
a hotel for a meal. She took a private room, and lay down; but sleep
would not come to her, and presently, urged by that gnawing
restlessness, she was pacing up and down, up and down, like a wild
creature newly caged.
Sometimes she paused at the window to stare down into the busy
thoroughfare below, but she never paused for long. The fever that
consumed her gave her no rest, and again she was pacing to and fro, to
and fro, eternally, counting the leaden minutes that crept by so slowly.
At last, when flesh and blood could endure no longer, she snatched up
her hat and veil, and prepared to go on board. Standing before a mirror,
she began to adjust these with trembling fingers, but suddenly stopped
dead, gazing speechlessly before her. For her own eyes had inadvertently
met the eyes of the haggard woman in the glass, and dumbly, with a new
horror clutching at her heart, she stared into their wild depths and
read as in a book the tale of torture that they held.
When she turned away at length, she was shivering from head to foot as
though she had seen a spectre; and so in truth she had. For those eyes
had told her what she had not otherwise begun to realise.
That which she had believed dead for so long had been, only dormant, and
had sprung to sudden, burning life. The weapon with which she had
thought to pierce her enemy had turned in her grasp and pierced her
also, pierced her with an agony unspeakable--ay, pierced her to the
heart.
X
As one in a dream she stood on deck and watched India slipping below the
horizon. Her restlessness was subsiding at last. She was conscious of an
intense weariness, greater than any she had ever known. As soon as that
distant line of land had disappeared she told herself that she would go
and rest. Her fellow passengers had for the most part settled down. They
sat about in groups under the awning. A few, like herself, stood at the
rail and gazed astern, but there was no one very near her. She felt as
if she stood utterly alone in all the world.
Slowly at last she turned away. Slowly she crossed the deck and began to
descend the companion. A knot of people stood talking at the foot. They
made way for her to pass. She went through them without a glance. She
scarcely even saw them.
She went to her cabin and lay down, but she knew at once that sleep
would not come to her. Her eyes burned as though weighted with many
scalding tears, but she could not weep. She could only lie staring
vaguely before her, and dumbly endure that suffering which she had
vainly fancied could never again be her portion. She could only
strive--and strive in vain--to shut out the vision of the man she loved
standing alone at the altar waiting for the woman who had played him
false.
The dinner hour approached. Mechanically she rose and dressed. She did
not shrink from meeting the eyes of strangers. They simply did not exist
for her. She took her place in the great dining saloon, looking neither
to right nor left. The buzz of conversation all around her passed her
by. She might have been sitting in utter solitude. And all the while the
misery gnawed ever deeper into her heart.
She rose at last, before the meal was ended, and went up to the great
empty deck. She felt as if she would stifle below. But, up above, the
wash of the sea and the immensity of the night soothed her somewhat. She
found a secluded corner, and leaned upon the rail, gazing out over the
black waste of water.
What was he doing, she wondered. How was he spending this second night
of misery? Had he begun to console himself already? She tried to think
so, but failed--failed utterly.
Irresistibly the memory of the man swept over her, his gentleness, his
chivalry, his unfailing kindness. She was beginning to see the whole
bitter tragedy by the light of her repentance. He had loved her, surely
he had loved her in those old days when she had tricked him in sheer,
childish gaiety of soul. And, for her sake, that her suffering might be
the briefer, he had masked his love. She had never thought so before,
but she saw it clearly now.
It had all been a miserable misunderstanding from beginning to end, but
she was sure, now, that he had loved her faithfully for all those years.
And if it were against all reason to think so, if all her experience
told her that men were not moulded thus, had not his chosen friend
declared him to be one in ten thousand, and did not her quivering
woman's heart know him to be such? Ah, what had she done? What had she
done?
"Oh, Pat!" she sobbed. "Pat! Pat! Pat!"
The great idol of her pride had fallen at last, and she wept her heart
out up there in the darkness, till physical exhaustion finally overcame
her, and she could weep no more.
XI
"Won't you sit down?" a quiet voice said.
She started out of what was almost a stupor of grief, to find a man's
figure standing close to her. Her eyes were all blinded by weeping, and
she could see him but vaguely in the dimness. She had not heard him
approach. He seemed to appear from nowhere. Or had he, perchance, been
near her all the time?
Instinctively she drew a little away from him, though in that moment of
utter desolation even the sympathy of a stranger sent a faint warmth of
comfort to her heart.
"There is a chair here," the quiet voice went on, and as she turned
vaguely, almost as though feeling her way, a steady hand closed upon her
elbow and guided her.
Perhaps it was the touch that, like the shock of an electric current,
sent the blood suddenly tingling through her veins, or it may have been
some influence more subtle. She was yielding half-mechanically when
suddenly, piercing her through and through, there came to her such a
flash of revelation as almost deprived her for the moment of her
senses.
She stood stock still and faced him.
"Oh, who is it?" she cried piteously. "Who is it?"
The hand that held her tightened ever so slightly. He did not instantly
reply, but when he did, it was on a note of grimness that she had never
heard from him before.
"It is I--Pat," he told her. "Have you any objection?"
She gazed at him speechlessly as one in a dream. He had followed her,
then; he had followed her! But wherefore?
She began to tremble in the grip of sudden, overmastering fear. This was
the last thing she had anticipated. What could it mean? Had she driven
him demented? Had he pursued her to wreak his vengeance upon her,
perhaps to kill her?
Compelled by the pressure of his hand, she moved to the dark seat he had
indicated, and sank down.
He stood beside her, looming large in the gloom. A terrible silence fell
between them. Worn out by sleeplessness and bitter weeping, she cowered
before him dumbly. She had no pride left, no weapon of any sort
wherewith to resist him. She longed, yet dreaded unspeakably, to hear
his voice. He was watching her, she knew, though she did not dare to
raise her head.
He spoke at last, quietly, without emotion, yet with that in his
deliberate utterance that made her shrink and quiver in every nerve.
"Faith," he said, "it's been an amusing game entirely, but you haven't
beaten me yet. I must trouble you to take up your cards again and play
to a finish before we decide who scoops the pool."
"What do you mean?" she whispered.
He did not answer her, and she thought there was something contemptuous
in his silence.
She waited a little, summoning her strength, then, rising, with a
desperate courage she faced him.
"I don't understand you. Tell me what you mean!"
He made a curious gesture as if he would push her from him.
"I am not good at explaining myself," he said. "But you will understand
me better presently."
And again inexplicably she shrank. There was that about him which
terrified her more than any uttered menace.
"What are you going to do?" she said nervously. "Why--why have you
followed me?"
He answered her in a tone which she deemed scoffing. It was too dark for
her to see his face.
"You can hardly expect me to show my hand at this stage," he said. "You
never showed me yours."
It was true, and she found no word to say against it. But none the less,
she was horribly afraid. She felt herself to be utterly at his mercy,
and was instinctively aware that he was in no mood to spare her.
"I can't go on playing, Pat," she said, after a moment, her voice very
low. "I have no cards left to play."
"In that case you are beaten," he said, with that doggedness which she
was beginning to know as a part of his fighting equipment. "Do you own
it?"
She hesitated.
"Do you own it?" he insisted sternly.
And, yielding to a sudden impulse that overwhelmed all reason, she threw
herself unreservedly upon his mercy.
"Yes, I own it."
He stood silent for several seconds after the admission, while she
waited with a thumping heart. At last, half-grudgingly it seemed to her,
he spoke.
"You are a wise woman," he said, "even wiser than I took you for, which
is saying much. The game is ended, then. But you will pardon me if I
refuse to surrender my winnings. Such as they are, I value them."
She bent her head. Her subjection was complete. She was too exhausted,
physically and mentally, to attempt to withstand him, and undoubtedly
the ultimate victory was his. Had he not witnessed those agonizing
tears?
"You are welcome to anything you can find," she said, smiling wanly. "I
suppose all experience is of value. At least, I used to think so."
Again for a moment he was silent. Then: "It is the most valuable thing
in the world," he said, "if you know how to turn it to account. But,
sure, that is a lesson that some of us are slow to learn."
He paused; then, as she remained silent, "You are going below to rest?"
he said. "Don't let me keep you! You have travelled hard, and need it."
There was a hint of the old kindliness in his tone. She stood listening
to it, longing, yet not daring to avail herself of it and make her peace
with him.
But, whatever his intentions, it was apparently no part of Hone's plan
to allow himself to be conciliated at that stage, for, after the
briefest pause, he bowed abruptly and stepped aside.
And Nina Perceval went humbly away, as befitted one who had played a
desperate game, and had been outwitted by the adversary she had dared to
despise.
XII
During the whole three weeks of the voyage Hone took no further action.
Nina saw him every day of those interminable weeks, but he made no sign.
He did not seek her out, neither did he avoid her, but continually he
mystified her by the cheery indifference of his bearing.
He became--as was almost inevitable--an immense favourite on board. He
was in the thick of every amusement, and no entertainment was complete
without him. No rumour of the extraordinary circumstances that had led
to his undertaking the voyage had reached their fellow passengers. No
one suspected that anything unusual existed between the winning,
frank-faced Irishman and the silent young widow who so seldom looked his
way. No one had heard of the wedding party that had lacked a bride.
But everyone welcomed Hone, V.C., as a tremendous acquisition, and Hone,
V.C., laughed his humorous, good-tempered laugh, and placed himself
unreservedly and impartially at everyone's disposal.
Nina never saw him in private. In public he treated her with the kindly
courtesy he extended to every woman on board. There was not in his
manner the faintest hint of anything deeper. He would laugh into her
eyes with absolute friendliness. And yet from the depths of her soul she
feared him. She knew that he was continuing the game that she had
wantonly begun. She knew that there was more to come, that he had not
done with her, that he was merely waiting, as an experienced player
knows how to wait, till the time arrived to play his final card.
What that final card could be she had not the remotest idea, but she
awaited it with an almost morbid sense of dread. His very forbearance
seemed ominous.
On the night before their arrival there was a dance on board. Nina, who
had not joined in any of these gaieties for the simple reason that she
had no heart for them, rose from dinner with the intention of going to
her cabin. But as she passed out of the saloon, Hone stepped forward and
intercepted her.
"Will you give me a dance, Mrs. Perceval?"
She looked up at him, meeting his eyes with an effort.
"I am not dancing," she said.
"Just one," he pleaded, with that air of gallantry that cloaked she knew
not what.
She hesitated, and then, almost in spite of herself, with something of
the old regal graciousness, she yielded.
"Just one, then, Major Hone, since to-morrow it will be good-bye."
He thanked her with a deep bow, and promptly led her away.
They danced the first waltz together in unbroken silence. Nina kept her
face studiously turned over her shoulder. Not once did she glance at her
partner, whose quiet dancing and steady arm told her nothing.
When it was over, he led her to a seat in full view of the other
dancers, and sat down beside her. For a few seconds he maintained his
silence, then quietly he turned and spoke.
"Are you going to stay in London?"
The direct question surprised her. Somehow, though he had given her
small reason to do so, she had come to expect naught but subtle strategy
from him.
"I shall spend one night there," she said, after a moment's thought.
"No longer?"
She faced him calmly, though her heart had begun to leap and race within
her.
"Why do you ask?"
"Why don't you answer?" said Hone.
He was smiling faintly, but there was determination in the set of his
jaw.
"Because," she said slowly, "I am not sure that I want you to know."
"Why not?" said Hone. She shook her head in silence. "It's sorry I am to
hear it," he said, after a brief pause. "For if it's to be a game of
hide-and-seek I shall soon run you to earth."
She raised her eyebrows. Had they been alone together she knew that she
could not have disguised her fear. It had grown upon her marvellously of
late. But the publicity of their intercourse endued her with a certain
courage.
"What is it that you want of me?" she said.
He met her eyes with absolute steadiness.
"I will tell you," he said, "the next time we meet."
She tried to laugh to hide the wild tumult his words stirred up.
"Is that a promise?"
"My solemn bond," said Hone.
She rose.
"I shall stay at the Seton Ward Hotel for a week," she said.
"Good-night!"
He rose also; they stood for a moment face to face.
"Alone?" he asked.
And again, with a reckless sense of throwing herself upon his mercy, she
made brief reply.
"I haven't a friend in the world."
He gave her his arm.
"Any enemies?" he asked.
They were at the door before she answered.
"Yes--one."
For an instant his arm grew tense, detaining her.
"And that?" he questioned.
She withdrew her hand sharply.
"Myself," she said, and swiftly, without another glance, she left him.
XIII
The roar of the London traffic rose muffled through the London fog. It
was a winter afternoon of great murkiness.
In the private sitting-room of a private hotel Nina Perceval sat alone,
as she had sat for two dragging, intolerable days, and waited. She had
begun to ask herself--she had asked herself many times that day--if she
waited in vain. She would remain for the week, whatever happened, but
the torture of suspense had become such as she scarcely knew how to
endure. Something of the fever of restlessness that had tormented her at
Bombay was upon her now, but with it, subtly mingled, was a misery of
uncertainty that had not gripped her then. She was unspeakably lonely,
and at certain panic-stricken times unspeakably afraid; but whether it
was the possibility of his presence or the certainty of his continued
absence that appalled her, she could not have said.
A fire burned with a cheery crackling in the room, throwing weird
shadows through the dimness. Yet she shivered from time to time as
though the chill of the London fog penetrated to her bones. Ah! what was
that? She startled violently at the sound of a low knock at the door,
then hastily commanded herself. It was only a waiter with the tea she
had ordered, of course. With her back to the door she bade him enter.
But, though the door opened and someone entered, there came no jingle of
tea things. She did not turn her head. It was as though she could not.
She was as one turned to stone. She thought that the wild throbbing of
her heart would choke her.
He came straight to her and stood beside her, not offering to touch so
much as her hand. The red firelight beat upwards on his face. She
ventured a single glance at him, and was oddly shocked by the look he
wore. Something of the red glow on the hearth shone back at her from his
eyes. She did not dare to look again. Yet when he spoke, though he
uttered no greeting, his voice was quite normal, wholly free from
agitation.
"I should have been here sooner, but I was scouring London for an old
friend. I have found him at last, but, faith, I've had a chase. Do you
remember Jasper Caldicott, the parson who went out with us on the
_Scindia_ eight years ago?"
"Yes, I remember him." She spoke with a strong effort. Her lips felt
stiff and cold.
"He has a parish Whitechapel way," said Hone. "I only found him out this
morning. I wanted to bring him to see you."
"Yes?" At his abrupt pause she moved slightly. "But he wouldn't come?"
"He will come some day," said Hone. "But he had some scruple about
accompanying me there and then, as I wished. In fact, he wants you to
visit him instead."
"Yes?" She almost whispered the word. She was holding the mantelpiece
with both hands to steady her trembling limbs.
"Sure, there's nothing to alarm you at all," Hone said. "It'll soon be
over. He wants you to do him the honour of being married in his church
and there's a taxi below waiting to take you."
"Now?" She turned and faced him, white to the lips.
"Yes, now! By special licence." Sternly he made reply, and again she
felt as though the fire in his eyes scorched her.
"And if I--refuse?" She stood up to her full height, flinging her fear
from her with a royal gesture that was almost a challenge.
But Hone was ready for her. Hone, the gentle, the kind, the chivalrous,
stepped suddenly forth from his garden of virtues with level lance to
meet her.
"By the powers," he said, and the words came from between his teeth, "I
wonder you dare to ask me that!"
She laughed, but her laughter was slightly hysterical, and in an instant
he seized and pressed his advantage.
"It is the end of the game," he grimly told her. "And you are beaten.
You told me once that you didn't always pay your debts. But, by Heaven,
you shall pay this one!"
By sheer weight he beat down her resistance. Against her will, in spite
of her utmost effort, she gave way before him.
A moment she stood in silence. Then, "So be it!" she said, and, turning,
left him.
When she joined him again she was so thickly veiled that he could not
see her face. She preceded him without a word into the lift, and they
went down in utter silence to the waiting taxi. Then side by side
through the gloom as though they travelled through space, a myriad
lights twinkling all about them, the rush and roar of a universe in
their ears, but they two alone in an atmosphere that none other
breathed.
It was a journey that neither ever afterwards calculated by time. It was
incalculable as the flight of a meteor. And when at last it came to an
end, for an instant neither moved.
Then, as though emerging from a dream, Hone rose and alighted, and
turned to give his hand to his companion. A little group of ragged
urchins stood to view upon the muddy pavement. There was no other pomp
to attend the coming of a bride.
Silently they entered a church that was lighted from end to end for
evening service. They passed up the aisle through a haze of fog. They
halted at the chancel steps....
The knot of urchins had grown to a considerable crowd when they emerged.
Women and half-grown girls jostled each other for a glimpse of the
bride. But the utmost that any saw was a slender figure wearing a thick
veil that walked a little apart from the bridegroom, and entered the
waiting motor unassisted.
XIV
Back once more in the room where the fire crackled, newly replenished,
and electric light revealed a shining tea-table, Hone turned to the
silent woman beside him.
"Can I write a message? I promised to send one to Teddy as soon as we
were married."
She pointed to the writing-table; and moved herself to the fire. There
she stood for a few seconds quite motionless, seeming to listen to the
scratching of his pen.
He ceased to write, and turned in his chair. For a moment his eyes
rested upon her.
"Take off your hat!" he said.
She obeyed him in utter silence. Her hands were stiff and numb with
cold. She stooped, the firelight shining on her hair, and held them to
the blaze.
Hone rose quietly, and came to her side. He held his message for her to
read, and she did so silently.
"Just married. All well. Love.--PAT."
"Will it do?" he said.
She glanced up at him and shivered.
"Is all well?" she asked, in a tone that demanded no answer.
He made none, merely rang the bell and gave orders for the despatch of
the message.
Then he came quietly back to her. They stood face to face. She was quite
erect, but pale to the lips. She stood before him as a prisoner awaiting
sentence, too proud to ask for mercy.
Hone paused a few moments, as if to give her time to speak, to challenge
him, to make her defence, or to plead her weakness. Then, as she did
none of these things, he suddenly laid steady hands upon her, drew her
to him, and, bending, looked closely into her eyes.
"And is there any reason at all why I should not take what is my own?"
he said.
She did not resist him, but a long shiver went through her.
"Are you sure it is worth the taking?" she said.
"Quite sure," he answered quietly. "Shall I tell you how I know?"
Her eyes sank before his.
"You will do exactly as you choose."
He was silent for an instant, still intently searching her white face.
Then:
"Do you remember that night that you fainted in my arms?" he said. "Do
you remember opening your eyes in the boat? Do you know--can you
guess--what your eyes told me?"
She was silent; only again from head to foot she shivered.
He went on very quietly, as one absolutely sure of himself:
"I looked into your soul that night, and I saw your secret hidden away
in its darkest corner. And I knew it had been there for a long, long
time. I knew from that moment that, hate me as you might, you were mine,
as I have been yours for so long as I have known you."
She raised her eyes suddenly, stiffening in his grasp.
"And you expect me to believe that of you?" she said, a tremor that was
not of fear, in her voice.
"You do believe it," he answered with conviction.
She raised her hands with something of her old imperious grace, and laid
them on his arms, freeing herself with a single gesture.
"And all those years ago," she said, "when you made me believe you had
been trifling with me--"
"I lied!" said Hone. "It was the hardest thing I ever did. But something
had to be done. I did it to save you suffering."
She turned abruptly from him, moving blindly, till groping, she found
the mantelpiece, and leaned upon it. Then, her back to him, she spoke:
"And you succeeded in breaking my heart."
A sudden silence fell. Hone stood motionless, his hands fallen to his
sides. The dull roar of the streets beat up through the stillness like
the roar of a distant sea, bringing to mind a night long, long ago when
first he had met his little princess, when first the gay charm of her
personality had been cast upon him.
With a resolute effort he spoke.
"But you were scarcely more than a child," he said. "It--sure, it
couldn't have been as bad as that?"
At the sound of the pain in his voice she slowly turned.
"It was much worse than that," she said. "While it lasted, it was
intolerable. There were times when I thought it would drive me crazy.
But you--you were always there, and I think the sight of you kept me
sane. I hated you so. I had to show you that I didn't care."
Again he heard in her voice that tremor that was not of fear.
"As long as my husband lived," she went on, "I kept up the miserable
farce. As you know, we never loved each other. Then he died, and I found
I couldn't bear it any longer. There was no reason why I should. I went
away. I should never have seen you again, only Mrs. Chester would take
no refusal. And I had put it all away from me by that time. I felt it
did not greatly matter if we did meet. Nothing seemed of much importance
till that day I saw you on the polo ground, carrying all before
you--Achilles triumphant! That day I began to hate you again." A faint
smile drew the corners of her mouth. "I think you suspected it," she
said, "but your suspicions were soon lulled to rest. Did it never cross
your mind to wonder how we came to pair on that night of the river
picnic? I accused you of cheating, do you remember? And you were quite
indignant." A glimmer of the old gay mischief shone for a fleeting
second through her tragedy. "That was the first move in the game," she
said. "At least you never suspected me of that."
"No; you had me there." There was a ring of sternness in Hone's voice.
"So that was the beginning?" he said.
She nodded.
"And it would have been the end also, if you would have suffered it. For
that very night I ceased to hate you." A faint flush tinged her pale
face. "I would have let you off," she said. "I didn't want to go on. But
you would not have it so. You came after me. You wouldn't leave me
alone, even though I warned you--I warned you that I wasn't worth your
devotion. And so"--again her voice trembled--"you had to have your
lesson after all."
"And do you know what it has taught me?"
Again there sounded in his voice that new mastery that had so strangely
overwhelmed her.
She shrank a little as it reached her, and turned her face aside. "I can
guess," she said.
"And is it good at guessing that you are?"
He drew nearer to her with the words, but he did not offer to touch her.
She stood motionless, her head bent lest he should see, and understand,
the piteous quivering of her lips. With immense effort she made reply:
"It has taught you to hate and despise me, as--as I deserve."
"Faith!" he said. "You think that--honestly now?"
The mastery had all gone out of his voice. It was soft with that
caressing quality she knew of old--that tenderness, half-humorous,
half-persuasive, that had won her heart so long, so long ago. She did
not answer him--for she could not.
He waited for the space of a score of seconds, standing close to her,
yet still not touching her, looking down in silence at the proud dark
head abased before him.
At last: "It's myself that'll have to tell you, after all," he said
gently, "for sure it's the only way to make you understand. It's taught
me that we can both be winners, dear, if we play the game squarely, just
as we have both been losers all these weary years. But we will have to
be partners from this day forward. So just put your little hand in mine,
and it'll be all right, mavourneen! Pat'll understand!"
She moved at that--moved sharply, convulsively, passionately. For a
moment her eyes met his; for a moment she seemed on the verge of amazed
questioning, even of vehement protest.
But--perhaps the grey eyes that looked straight and steadfast into her
own made speech seem unnecessary--for she only whispered, "St.
Patrick!" in a voice that trembled and broke.
And "Princess! My Princess!" was all he answered as he took her into his
arms.