CHAPTER XX. “THAT IS HOW I LOVE YOU”

For several days the subject of the great perforation made by the

automatic shell was not mentioned between Margaret and Roland. This

troubled her a great deal, for she thoroughly understood her lover's

mind, and she knew that he had something important to say to her, but

was waiting until he had fully elaborated his intended statement. She

said nothing about it, because it was impossible for her to do so. It

made her feel sick even to think of it, and yet she was thinking of it

all the time.

At last he came to her one morning, his face pale and serious. She

knew the moment her eyes fell upon him that he had come to tell her

something, and what it was he had to tell.

“Margaret,” said he, beginning to speak as soon as he had seated

himself, “I have made up my mind about that shaft. It would be

absolutely wicked if I were not to go down to the bottom and see what

is there. I have discovered something--something wonderful--and I do not

know what it is. I can form no ideas about it, there is nothing on which

I can base any theory. I have done my best to solve this problem without

going down, but my telescope reveals nothing, my camera shows me nothing

at all.”

She sat perfectly quiet, pallid and listening.

“I have thought over this thing by day and by night,” he continued, “but

the conclusion forces itself upon me, steadily and irresistibly, that

it is my duty to descend that shaft. I have carefully considered

everything, positively everything, connected with the safety of such

a descent. The air in the cavity where my shell now rests is perfectly

good; I have tested it. The temperature is simply warm, and there is no

danger of quicksands or anything of that sort, for my shell still rests

as immovable as when I first saw it below the bottom of the shaft.

“As to the distance I should have to descend, when you come to consider

it, it is nothing. What is fourteen miles in a tunnel through a

mountain? Some of those on the Great Straightcut Pacific Railroad are

forty miles in length, and trains run backward and forward every day

without any one considering the danger; and yet there is really more

danger from one of those tunnels caving in than in my perpendicular

shaft, where caving in is almost impossible.

“As to the danger which attends so great a descent, I have thoroughly

provided against that. In fact, I do not see, if I carry out my plans,

how there could be any danger, more than constantly surrounds us, no

matter what we are doing. In the first place, we should not think of

that great depth. If a man fell down any one of the deep shafts in our

silver mines, he would be as thoroughly deprived of life as if he should

fall down my shaft. But to fall down mine--and I want you to consider

this, Margaret, and thoroughly understand it--would be almost

impossible. I have planned out all the machinery and appliances which

would be necessary, and I want to describe them to you, and then, I am

sure, you will see for yourself that the element of danger is more fully

eliminated than if I should row you on the lake in a little boat.”

She sat quiet, still pale, still listening, her eyes fixed upon him.

“I have devised a car,” he said, “in which I can sit comfortably and

smoke my cigar while I make the descent. This, at the easy and steady

rate at which my engines would move, would occupy less than three hours.

I could go a good deal faster if I wanted to, but this would be fast

enough. Think of that--fourteen miles in three hours! It would be

considered very slow and easy travelling on the surface of the earth.

This car would be suspended by a double chain of the very best toughened

steel, which would be strong enough to hold ten cars the weight of mine.

The windlass would be moved by an electric engine of sufficient power

to do twenty times the work I should require of it, but in order to make

everything what might be called super-safe, there would be attached to

the car another double chain, similar to the first, and this would be

wound upon another windlass and worked by another engine, as powerful as

the first one. Thus, even if one of these double chains should break--an

accident almost impossible--or if anything should happen to one of these

engines, there would be another engine more than sufficient for the

work. The top of this car would be conical, ending in a sharp point, and

made of steel, so that if any fragment in the wall of the tunnel should

become dislodged and fall, it would glance from this roof and fall

between the side of the car and the inner surface of the shaft; for the

car is to be only twenty-six inches in diameter-quite wide enough for

my purpose--and this would leave at least ten inches of space all around

the car. But, as I have said before, the sides of this tunnel are hard

and smooth. The substances of which they are composed have been pressed

together by a tremendous force. It is as unlikely that anything should

fall from them as that particles should drop from the inside of a

rifle-barrel.

“I admit, Margaret, that this proposed journey into the depths of the

earth is a very peculiar one, but, after all, it is comparatively an

easy and safe performance when compared to other things that men have

done. The mountain-climbers of our fathers' time, who used to ascend the

highest peaks with nothing but spiked shoes and sharpened poles, ran far

more danger than would be met by one who would descend such a shaft as

mine.

“And then, Margaret, think of what our friends on board the Dipsey have

been and are doing! Think of the hundreds of miles they have travelled

through the unknown depths of the sea! Their expedition was fifty times

as hazardous as the trip of a few hours which I propose.”

Now Margaret spoke.

“But I am not engaged to be married to Samuel Block, or to Mr. Gibbs, or

to any of the rest of them.”

He drew his chair closer to her, and he took both of her hands in his

own. He held them as if they had been two lifeless things.

“Margaret,” he said, “you know I love you, and--”

“Yes,” she interrupted, “but I know that you love science more.”

“Not at all,” said he, “and I am going to show you how greatly mistaken

you are. Tell me not to go down that shaft, tell me to live on without

ever knowing what it is I have discovered, tell me to explode bombs in

that great hole until I have blocked it up, and I will obey you. That is

how I love you, Margaret.”

She gazed into his eyes, and her hands, from merely lifeless things,

became infused with a gentle warmth; they moved as if they might return

the clasp in which they were held. But she did not speak, she simply

looked at him, and he patiently waited. Suddenly she rose to her feet,

withdrawing her hands from his hold as if he had hurt her.

“Roland,” she exclaimed, “you think you know all that is in my heart,

but you do not. You know it is filled with dread, with horror, with a

sickening fear, but it holds more than that. It holds a love for you

which is stronger than any fear or horror or dread. Roland, you must go

down that shaft, you must know the great discovery you have made--even

if you should never be able to come back to earth again, you must die

knowing what it is. That is how I love you!”

Roland quickly made a step forward, but she moved back as if she were

about to seat herself again, but suddenly her knees bent beneath her,

and, before he could touch her, she had fallen over on her side and lay

senseless on the floor.

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