THE LOST KNIFE

Rena had found her task not a difficult one so far as discipline was

concerned. Her pupils were of a docile race, and school to them had

all the charm of novelty. The teacher commanded some awe because she

was a stranger, and some, perhaps, because she was white; for the

theory of blackness as propounded by Plato could not quite

counter-balance in the young African mind the evidence of their own

senses. She combined gentleness with firmness; and if these had not

been sufficient, she had reserves of character which would have given

her the mastery over much less plastic material than these ignorant but

eager young people. The work of instruction was simple enough, for most

of the pupils began with the alphabet, which they acquired from

Webster's blue-backed spelling-book, the palladium of Southern

education at that epoch. The much abused carpet-baggers had put the

spelling-book within reach of every child of school age in North

Carolina,--a fact which is often overlooked when the carpet-baggers are

held up to public odium. Even the devil should have his due, and is

not so black as he is painted.

At the time when she learned that Tryon lived in the neighborhood, Rena

had already been subjected for several weeks to a trying ordeal. Wain

had begun to persecute her with marked attentions. She had at first

gone to board at his house,--or, by courtesy, with his mother. For a

week or two she had considered his attentions in no other light than

those of a member of the school committee sharing her own zeal and

interested in seeing the school successfully carried on. In this

character Wain had driven her to the town for her examination; he had

busied himself about putting the schoolhouse in order, and in various

matters affecting the conduct of the school. He had jocularly offered

to come and whip the children for her, and had found it convenient to

drop in occasionally, ostensibly to see what progress the work was

making.

"Dese child'en," he would observe sonorously, in the presence of the

school, "oughter be monst'ous glad ter have de chance er settin' under

yo' instruction, Miss Rena. I'm sho' eve'body in dis neighbo'hood

'preciates de priv'lege er havin' you in ou' mids'."

Though slightly embarrassing to the teacher, these public

demonstrations were endurable so long as they could be regarded as mere

official appreciation of her work. Sincerely in earnest about her

undertaking, she had plunged into it with all the intensity of a

serious nature which love had stirred to activity. A pessimist might

have sighed sadly or smiled cynically at the notion that a poor, weak

girl, with a dangerous beauty and a sensitive soul, and troubles enough

of her own, should hope to accomplish anything appreciable toward

lifting the black mass still floundering in the mud where slavery had

left it, and where emancipation had found it,--the mud in which, for

aught that could be seen to the contrary, her little feet, too, were

hopelessly entangled. It might have seemed like expecting a man to

lift himself by his boot-straps.

But Rena was no philosopher, either sad or cheerful. She could not

even have replied to this argument, that races must lift themselves,

and the most that can be done by others is to give them opportunity and

fair play. Hers was a simpler reasoning,--the logic by which the world

is kept going onward and upward when philosophers are at odds and

reformers are not forthcoming. She knew that for every child she

taught to read and write she opened, if ever so little, the door of

opportunity, and she was happy in the consciousness of performing a

duty which seemed all the more imperative because newly discovered.

Her zeal, indeed, for the time being was like that of an early

Christian, who was more willing than not to die for his faith. Rena

had fully and firmly made up her mind to sacrifice her life upon this

altar. Her absorption in the work had not been without its reward, for

thereby she had been able to keep at a distance the spectre of her lost

love. Her dreams she could not control, but she banished Tryon as far

as possible from her waking thoughts.

When Wain's attentions became obviously personal, Rena's new vestal

instinct took alarm, and she began to apprehend his character more

clearly. She had long ago learned that his pretensions to wealth were a

sham. He was nominal owner of a large plantation, it is true; but the

land was worn out, and mortgaged to the limit of its security value.

His reputed droves of cattle and hogs had dwindled to a mere handful of

lean and listless brutes.

Her clear eye, when once set to take Wain's measure, soon fathomed his

shallow, selfish soul, and detected, or at least divined, behind his

mask of good-nature a lurking brutality which filled her with vague

distrust, needing only occasion to develop it into active

apprehension,--occasion which was not long wanting. She avoided being

alone with him at home by keeping carefully with the women of the

house. If she were left alone,--and they soon showed a tendency to

leave her on any pretext whenever Wain came near,--she would seek her

own room and lock the door. She preferred not to offend Wain; she was

far away from home and in a measure in his power, but she dreaded his

compliments and sickened at his smile. She was also compelled to hear

his relations sing his praises.

"My son Jeff," old Mrs. Wain would say, "is de bes' man you ever seed.

His fus' wife had de easies' time an' de happies' time er ary woman in

dis settlement. He's grieve' fer her a long time, but I reckon he's

gittin' over it, an' de nex' 'oman w'at marries him'll git a box er

pyo' gol', ef I does say it as is his own mammy."

Rena had thought Wain rather harsh with his household, except in her

immediate presence. His mother and sister seemed more or less afraid

of him, and the children often anxious to avoid him.

One day, he timed his visit to the schoolhouse so as to walk home with

Rena through the woods. When she became aware of his purpose, she

called to one of the children who was loitering behind the others,

"Wait a minute, Jenny. I'm going your way, and you can walk along with

me."

Wain with difficulty hid a scowl behind a smiling front. When they had

gone a little distance along the road through the woods, he clapped his

hand upon his pocket.

"I declare ter goodness," he exclaimed, "ef I ain't dropped my

pocket-knife! I thought I felt somethin' slip th'ough dat hole in my

pocket jes' by the big pine stump in the schoolhouse ya'd. Jinny,

chile, run back an' hunt fer my knife, an' I'll give yer five cents ef

yer find it. Me an' Miss Rena'll walk on slow 'tel you ketches us."

Rena did not dare to object, though she was afraid to be alone with

this man. If she could have had a moment to think, she would have

volunteered to go back with Jenny and look for the knife, which,

although a palpable subterfuge on her part, would have been one to

which Wain could not object; but the child, dazzled by the prospect of

reward, had darted back so quickly that this way of escape was cut off.

She was evidently in for a declaration of love, which she had taken

infinite pains to avoid. Just the form it would assume, she could not

foresee. She was not long left in suspense. No sooner was the child

well out of sight than Wain threw his arms suddenly about her waist and

smilingly attempted to kiss her.

Speechless with fear and indignation, she tore herself from his grasp

with totally unexpected force, and fled incontinently along the forest

path. Wain--who, to do him justice, had merely meant to declare his

passion in what he had hoped might prove a not unacceptable

fashion--followed in some alarm, expostulating and apologizing as he

went. But he was heavy and Rena was light, and fear lent wings to her

feet. He followed her until he saw her enter the house of Elder

Johnson, the father of several of her pupils, after which he sneaked

uneasily homeward, somewhat apprehensive of the consequences of his

abrupt wooing, which was evidently open to an unfavorable construction.

When, an hour later, Rena sent one of the Johnson children for some of

her things, with a message explaining that the teacher had been invited

to spend a few days at Elder Johnson's, Wain felt a pronounced measure

of relief. For an hour he had even thought it might be better to

relinquish his pursuit. With a fatuousness born of vanity, however, no

sooner had she sent her excuse than he began to look upon her visit to

Johnson's as a mere exhibition of coyness, which, together with her

conduct in the woods, was merely intended to lure him on.

Right upon the heels of the perturbation caused by Wain's conduct, Rena

discovered that Tryon lived in the neighborhood; that not only might

she meet him any day upon the highway, but that he had actually driven

by the schoolhouse. That he knew or would know of her proximity there

could be no possible doubt, since she had freely told his mother her

name and her home. A hot wave of shame swept over her at the thought

that George Tryon might imagine she were following him, throwing

herself in his way, and at the thought of the construction which he

might place upon her actions. Caught thus between two emotional fires,

at the very time when her school duties, owing to the approaching

exhibition, demanded all her energies, Rena was subjected to a physical

and mental strain that only youth and health could have resisted, and

then only for a short time.

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