THE DREAM

The marriage was fixed for the thirtieth of the month, immediately

after which Tryon and his bride were to set out for North Carolina.

Warwick would have liked it much if Tryon had lived in South Carolina;

but the location of his North Carolina home was at some distance from

Patesville, with which it had no connection by steam or rail, and

indeed lay altogether out of the line of travel to Patesville. Rena

had no acquaintance with people of social standing in North Carolina;

and with the added maturity and charm due to her improved

opportunities, it was unlikely that any former resident of Patesville

who might casually meet her would see in the elegant young matron from

South Carolina more than a passing resemblance to a poor girl who had

once lived in an obscure part of the old town. It would of course be

necessary for Rena to keep away from Patesville; save for her mother's

sake, she would hardly be tempted to go back.

On the twentieth of the month, Warwick set out with Tryon for the

county seat of the adjoining county, to try one of the lawsuits which

had required Tryon's presence in South Carolina for so long a time.

Their destination was a day's drive from Clarence, behind a good horse,

and the trial was expected to last a week.

"This week will seem like a year," said Tryon ruefully, the evening

before their departure, "but I'll write every day, and shall expect a

letter as often."

"The mail goes only twice a week, George," replied Rena.

"Then I shall have three letters in each mail."

Warwick and Tryon were to set out in the cool of the morning, after an

early breakfast. Rena was up at daybreak that she might preside at the

breakfast-table and bid the travelers good-by.

"John," said Rena to her brother in the morning, "I dreamed last night

that mother was ill."

"Dreams, you know, Rena," answered Warwick lightly, "go by contraries.

Yours undoubtedly signifies that our mother, God bless her simple soul!

is at the present moment enjoying her usual perfect health. She was

never sick in her life."

For a few months after leaving Patesville with her brother, Rena had

suffered tortures of homesickness; those who have felt it know the

pang. The severance of old ties had been abrupt and complete. At the

school where her brother had taken her, there had been nothing to

relieve the strangeness of her surroundings--no schoolmate from her own

town, no relative or friend of the family near by. Even the

compensation of human sympathy was in a measure denied her, for Rena

was too fresh from her prison-house to doubt that sympathy would fail

before the revelation of the secret the consciousness of which

oppressed her at that time like a nightmare. It was not strange that

Rena, thus isolated, should have been prostrated by homesickness for

several weeks after leaving Patesville. When the paroxysm had passed,

there followed a dull pain, which gradually subsided into a resignation

as profound, in its way, as had been her longing for home. She loved,

she suffered, with a quiet intensity of which her outward demeanor gave

no adequate expression. From some ancestral source she had derived a

strain of the passive fatalism by which alone one can submit

uncomplainingly to the inevitable. By the same token, when once a thing

had been decided, it became with her a finality, which only some

extraordinary stress of emotion could disturb. She had acquiesced in

her brother's plan; for her there was no withdrawing; her homesickness

was an incidental thing which must be endured, as patiently as might

be, until time should have brought a measure of relief.

Warwick had made provision for an occasional letter from Patesville, by

leaving with his mother a number of envelopes directed to his address.

She could have her letters written, inclose them in these envelopes,

and deposit them in the post-office with her own hand. Thus the place

of Warwick's residence would remain within her own knowledge, and his

secret would not be placed at the mercy of any wandering Patesvillian

who might perchance go to that part of South Carolina. By this simple

means Rena had kept as closely in touch with her mother as Warwick had

considered prudent; any closer intercourse was not consistent with

their present station in life.

The night after Warwick and Tryon had ridden away, Rena dreamed again

that her mother was ill. Better taught people than she, in regions

more enlightened than the South Carolina of that epoch, are disturbed

at times by dreams. Mis' Molly had a profound faith in them. If God,

in ancient times, had spoken to men in visions of the night, what

easier way could there be for Him to convey his meaning to people of

all ages? Science, which has shattered many an idol and destroyed many

a delusion, has made but slight inroads upon the shadowy realm of

dreams. For Mis' Molly, to whom science would have meant nothing and

psychology would have been a meaningless term, the land of dreams was

carefully mapped and bounded. Each dream had some special

significance, or was at least susceptible of classification under some

significant head. Dreams, as a general rule, went by contraries; but a

dream three times repeated was a certain portent of the thing defined.

Rena's few years of schooling at Patesville and her months at

Charleston had scarcely disturbed these hoary superstitions which lurk

in the dim corners of the brain. No lady in Clarence, perhaps, would

have remained undisturbed by a vivid dream, three times repeated, of

some event bearing materially upon her own life.

The first repetition of a dream was decisive of nothing, for two dreams

meant no more than one. The power of the second lay in the suspense,

the uncertainty, to which it gave rise. Two doubled the chance of a

third. The day following this second dream was an anxious one for

Rena. She could not for an instant dismiss her mother from her

thoughts, which were filled too with a certain self-reproach. She had

left her mother alone; if her mother were really ill, there was no one

at home to tend her with loving care. This feeling grew in force,

until by nightfall Rena had become very unhappy, and went to bed with

the most dismal forebodings. In this state of mind, it is not

surprising that she now dreamed that her mother was lying at the point

of death, and that she cried out with heart-rending pathos:--

"Rena, my darlin', why did you forsake yo'r pore old mother? Come back

to me, honey; I'll die ef I don't see you soon."

The stress of subconscious emotion engendered by the dream was powerful

enough to wake Rena, and her mother's utterance seemed to come to her

with the force of a fateful warning and a great reproach. Her mother

was sick and needed her, and would die if she did not come. She felt

that she must see her mother,--it would be almost like murder to remain

away from her under such circumstances.

After breakfast she went into the business part of the town and

inquired at what time a train would leave that would take her toward

Patesville. Since she had come away from the town, a railroad had been

opened by which the long river voyage might be avoided, and, making

allowance for slow trains and irregular connections, the town of

Patesville could be reached by an all-rail route in about twelve hours.

Calling at the post-office for the family mail, she found there a

letter from her mother, which she tore open in great excitement. It was

written in an unpracticed hand and badly spelled, and was in effect as

follows:--

MY DEAR DAUGHTER,--I take my pen in hand to let you know that I am not

very well. I have had a kind of misery in my side for two weeks, with

palpitations of the heart, and I have been in bed for three days. I'm

feeling mighty poorly, but Dr. Green says that I'll get over it in a

few days. Old Aunt Zilphy is staying with me, and looking after things

tolerably well. I hope this will find you and John enjoying good

health. Give my love to John, and I hope the Lord will bless him and

you too. Cousin Billy Oxendine has had a rising on his neck, and has

had to have it lanced. Mary B. has another young one, a boy this time.

Old man Tom Johnson was killed last week while trying to whip black Jim

Brown, who lived down on the Wilmington Road. Jim has run away. There

has been a big freshet in the river, and it looked at one time as if

the new bridge would be washed away.

Frank comes over every day or two and asks about you. He says to tell

you that he don't believe you are coming back any more, but you are to

remember him, and that foolishness he said about bringing you back from

the end of the world with his mule and cart. He's very good to me, and

brings over shavings and kindling-wood, and made me a new well-bucket

for nothing. It's a comfort to talk to him about you, though I haven't

told him where you are living.

I hope this will find you and John both well, and doing well. I should

like to see you, but if it's the Lord's will that I shouldn't, I shall

be thankful anyway that you have done what was the best for yourselves

and your children, and that I have given you up for your own good.

Your affectionate mother,

MARY WALDEN.

Rena shed tears over this simple letter, which, to her excited

imagination, merely confirmed the warning of her dream. At the date of

its writing her mother had been sick in bed, with the symptoms of a

serious illness. She had no nurse but a purblind old woman. Three

days of progressive illness had evidently been quite sufficient to

reduce her parent to the condition indicated by the third dream. The

thought that her mother might die without the presence of any one who

loved her pierced Rena's heart like a knife and lent wings to her feet.

She wished for the enchanted horse of which her brother had read to her

so many years before on the front piazza of the house behind the

cedars, that she might fly through the air to her dying mother's side.

She determined to go at once to Patesville.

Returning home, she wrote a letter to Warwick inclosing their mother's

letter, and stating that she had dreamed an alarming dream for three

nights in succession; that she had left the house in charge of the

servants and gone to Patesville; and that she would return as soon as

her mother was out of danger.

To her lover she wrote that she had been called away to visit a

sick-bed, and would return very soon, perhaps by the time he got back

to Clarence. These letters Rena posted on her way to the train, which

she took at five o'clock in the afternoon. This would bring her to

Patesville early in the morning of the following day.

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